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Clarimonde Text

Brother, you ask me if I have ever loved. Yes. My story is a strange and terrible one; and though I am sixty-six years of age, I scarcely dare even now to disturb the ashes of that memory.

scarcely - knapp, kaum, wohl nicht, gerade erst

dare - sich getrauen, wagen, jemanden herausfordern

disturb - stören

ashes - Esche, Asche

From my earliest childhood I had felt a vocation to the priesthood, so that all my studies were directed with that idea in view. Up to the age of twenty-four my life had been only a prolonged novitiate. Having completed my course of theology I successively received all the minor orders, and my superiors judged me worthy, despite my youth, to pass the last awful degree. My ordination was fixed for Easter week.

vocation - Berufung; Beruf

priesthood - Priesteramt; Priestertum, Priesterschaft, Priesterwürde

prolonged - langwierig; ausdehnen, verlängern, hinauszögern

novitiate - Noviziat

theology - Theologie

successively - nacheinander

minor - minderjährig; gering, geringfügig, klein, unbedeutend

superiors - Vorgesetzten; überlegen, höher, höherstehend, übergeordnet

worthy - würdig

ordination - Ordination

I had never gone into the world. My world was confined by the walls of the college and the seminary. I knew in a vague sort of a way that there was something called Woman, but I never permitted my thoughts to dwell on such a subject, and I lived in a state of perfect innocence. Twice a year only I saw my infirm and aged mother, and in those visits were comprised my sole relations with the outer world.

confined - eingesperrt; beschränken, Begrenzung

seminary - Seminar, Priesterseminar

vague - vage; nebelhaft, schwach, unklar, undeutlich

permitted - erlaubt; zulassen, erlauben; Erlaubnis, Erlaubnisschein

thoughts - Gedanken; Gedanke

dwell - leben, verbleiben, wohnen, verweilen

innocence - Unschuld; Harmlosigkeit

infirm - schwach, schwächlich, kränklich, gebrechlich

comprised - enthalten; bestehen aus, beinhalten

sole - Seezunge, Sohle, einzig

I regretted nothing; I felt not the least hesitation at taking the last irrevocable step; I was filled with joy and impatience. Never did a betrothed lover count the slow hours with more feverish ardour; I slept only to dream that I was saying mass; I believed there could be nothing in the world more delightful than to be a priest; I would have refused to be a king or a poet in preference. My ambition could conceive of no loftier aim.

regretted - bedauert; bedauern, bereuen, leidtun, Reue, Bedauern

hesitation - Zögern

irrevocable - unwiderruflich

joy - Wonne (Freude, Vergnügen); Freude (über)

Impatience - Ungeduld

betrothed - Verlobter, Verlobte; (betroth); verloben; verloben

lover - Geliebte, Liebhaber, Liebhaberin

more feverish - fieberhaftere

ardour - Eifer; Begeisterung, Ăśberschwang, Hitze

mass - Masse; Messe (kirchlich), Gottesdienst, Menge

more delightful - entzückendere

refused - abgelehnt; Müll; abweisen, verweigern, abschlagen, ablehnen

preference - Präferenz, Bevorzugung, Vorliebe; Einstellung

conceive - schwanger werden; konzipieren, erdenken, ersinnen, empfangen

loftier - erhabener; hoch, qualifier

At last the great day came. I walked to the church with a step so light that I fancied myself sustained in air, or that I had wings upon my shoulders. I believed myself an angel, and wondered at the sombre and thoughtful faces of my companions, for there were several of us.

sustained - unterhalten, aufrechterhalten, versorgen, unterhalten

angel - Engel

sombre - dunkel, düster, finster, trübe, matt

thoughtful - nachdenklich, bedächtig, aufmerksam

Companions - Gefährten; Begleiter, Freund, Liebhaber, Kamerad, Gefährte

I had passed all the night in prayer, and was in a condition wellnigh bordering on ecstasy. The bishop, a venerable old man, seemed to me God the Father leaning over his Eternity, and I beheld Heaven through the vault of the temple.

wellnigh - fast

ecstasy - Ekstase; Ecstasy, Teile, Pillen

bishop - Läufer (Schach), Bischof

venerable - ehrwürdig, geschätzt, respektabel, verehrenswert

leaning - (to lean) sich an etwas lehnen

eternity - Ewigkeit

beheld - gesehen; betrachten, sehen, schauen, anschauen, ansehen

Heaven - Der Himmel; Himmel, Firmament, Paradies

vault - Tresor; sich wölben, überwölben

Temple - Tempel, Schläfe, Bethaus, Synagoge

You well know the details of that ceremony-the benediction, the communion under both forms, the anointing of the palms of the hands with the Oil of Catechumens, and then the holy sacrifice offered in concert with the bishop.

benediction - Segensspruch; Segnung

communion - Kommunion

anointing - Salbung; ölen, schmieren, einreiben, ölen, salben

palms - Palmen; Palme, Schaufel (am Geweih)

Catechumens - Katechumenen; Katechumene

holy - heilig

sacrifice - opfern; Opfer

offered - angeboten; offerieren, anbieten, bieten, zeigen; Antrag

Ah, truly spake Job when he declared that the imprudent man is one who hath not made a covenant with his eyes! I accidentally lifted my head, which until then I had kept down, and beheld before me, so close that it seemed that I could have touched her-although she was actually a considerable distance from me and on the further side of the sanctuary railing-a young woman of extraordinary beauty, and attired with royal magnificence. It seemed as though scales had suddenly fallen from my eyes.

truly - wirklich, wahrhaft, ehrlich, echt

declared - erklärt; bekanntmachen, bekanntgeben, deklarieren, ausrufen

imprudent - unvorsichtig; unklug, unbedacht

covenant - Pakt; Bund; Zusage

accidentally - zufällig, durch Zufall, aus Versehen, versehentlich

considerable - erheblich, beträchtlich, beachtlich

sanctuary - Zufluchtsort; Zuflucht, Herberge, Asyl

railing - Geländer; (rail); Geländer

extraordinary - außerordentlich, außergewöhnlich

Attired - Angezogen; Anzug, Aufzug, Kleidung, Tracht, anziehen, bekleiden

magnificence - Großartigkeit; Prächtigkeit, Pracht

scales - Waagen; Skala, Kesselsteine, Schuppe; ersteigen, erklettern

I felt like a blind man who unexpectedly recovers his sight. The bishop, so radiantly glorious but an instant before, suddenly vanished away, the tapers paled upon their golden candlesticks like stars in the dawn, and a vast darkness seemed to fill the whole church. The charming creature appeared in brief relief against the background of that darkness, like some angelic revelation. She seemed herself radiant, and radiating light rather than receiving it.

blind - blind, unkritisch, ignorant, Jalousie, Blind, Blinder, Blinde

unexpectedly - unerwartet, unerwarteterweise

recovers - erholt sich; wiederfinden, sich erholen, beikommen

radiantly - strahlende

glorious - ruhmvoll, glorreich, herrlich, prachtvoll

instant - sofort; augenblicklich, tafelfertig, Moment

vanished - verschwunden; verschwinden, vergehen, sich verflüchtigen

tapers - Kegel; abdrehen (konisch), zuspitzen, spitz zulaufen

Golden - golden, goldgelb

candlesticks - Kerzenständer; Kerzenhalter

dawn - dämmern; Morgendämmerung, Morgengrauen

vast - riesig; beträchtlich, weit, ausgedehnt, enorm

darkness - Dunkelheit, Finsternis

charming - charmant; (charm); charmant

creature - Wesen, Lebewesen, Fabelwesen

brief - kurz; prägnant; kurze Zusammenfassung; briefen, instruieren

relief - Erleichterung, Befreiung, Linderung, Unterstützung

revelation - Enthüllung, Offenbarung, Erkenntnis

radiating - strahlen, ausstrahlen

I lowered my eyelids, firmly resolved not to again open them, that I might not be influenced by external objects, for distraction had gradually taken possession of me until I hardly knew what I was doing.

lowered - gesenkt; niedriger, niedrigerer

eyelids - Augenlider; Augenlid

firmly - sicher, fest

resolved - geklärt; auflösen, beschließen

external - außen-, extern, äußerlich

Distraction - Ablenkung, Ablenkungsmanöver, Störung, Zerstreuung, Wahnsinn

gradually - nach und nach, allmählich, stufenweise, schrittweise

In another minute, nevertheless, I reopened my eyes, for through my eyelashes I still beheld her, all sparkling with prismatic colours, and surrounded with such a purple penumbra as one beholds in gazing at the sun.

nevertheless - nichtsdestoweniger, trotzdem, lauch wenn, dennoch

reopened - wiedereröffnet; wiedereröffnen

eyelashes - Wimpern; Wimper, Augenwimper

sparkling - glitzernd, funkelnd, prickelnd, sprudelnd; (sparkle); glitzernd

prismatic - prismatisch

surrounded - umgeben, umringen, umzingeln, umringen

penumbra - Halbschatten; Penumbra

beholds - anschaut; betrachten, sehen, schauen, anschauen, ansehen

gazing - starrt; anstarren

Oh, how beautiful she was! The greatest painters, who followed ideal beauty into heaven itself, and thence brought back to earth the true portrait of the Madonna, never in their delineations even approached that wildly beautiful reality which I saw before me. Neither the verses of the poet nor the palette of the artist could convey any conception of her. She was rather tall, with a form and bearing of a goddess. Her hair, of a soft blonde hue, was parted in the midst and flowed back over her temples in two rivers of rippling gold; she seemed a diademed queen. Her forehead, bluish-white in its transparency, extended its calm breadth above the arches of her eyebrows, which by a strange singularity were almost black, and admirably relieved the effect of sea-green eyes of unsustainable vivacity and brilliancy. What eyes! With a single flash they could have decided a man's destiny. They had a life, a limpidity, an ardour, a humid light which I have never seen in human eyes; they shot forth rays like arrows, which I could distinctly see enter my heart.

thence - von dort aus; daher

delineations - Abgrenzungen; Skizze

approached - angesprochen; sich nähern, nahekommen, ähnlich sein

wildly - wild

verses - Verse; Strophe

palette - Farbpalette

convey - vermitteln; befördern, transportieren, verfrachten, übermitteln

conception - Empfängnis; Vorstellung, Konzeption

goddess - Göttin, weibliche Gottheit, weiblicher Gott

hue - Farbe, Tönung, Geschrei, Farbton

midst - mittendrin; Mitten, Mitte, inmitten

temples - Schläfen; Tempel, Schläfe, Bethaus, Synagoge

rippling - (ripple) sich kräuseln, Wellen schlagen

diademed - diademisiert; Diadem

forehead - Stirn

bluish - bläulich

transparency - Durchsichtigkeit, Transparenz

extended - erweitert; erweitern, ausdehnen, erweitern, ausdehnen, ausweiten

breadth - Weite; Breite

arches - Gewölbe; Bogen

eyebrows - Augenbrauen; Braue, Augenbraue

Singularity - Eigenheit; Singularität

admirably - bewundernswert

relieved - Erleichtert; erleichtern, lindern, entlasten, ablösen

unsustainable - unhaltbar

vivacity - Lebendigkeit

brilliancy - Brillanz; Scharfsinn, Glanz, Genialität

flash - Blitzlicht; aufleuchten, blitzen, aufflammen

destiny - das Schicksal; Los, Geschick, Schicksal

limpidity - Laschheit; Klarheit

humid - feucht

forth - weiter; heraus, hervor

rays - Schimmer, Strahl; ausstrahlen

arrows - Pfeile; Richtungspfeil, Pfeil

distinctly - deutlich

I know not if the fire which illumined them came from heaven or from hell, but assuredly it came from one or the other. That woman was either an angel or a demon, perhaps both. Assuredly she never sprang from the flank of Eve, our common mother. Teeth of the most lustrous pearl gleamed in her ruddy smile, and at every inflection of her lips little dimples appeared in the satiny rose of her adorable cheeks. There was a delicacy and pride in the regal outline of her nostrils bespeaking noble blood. Agate gleams played over the smooth lustrous skin of her half-bare shoulders, and strings of great blonde pearls-almost equal to her neck in beauty of colour-descended upon her bosom. From time to time she elevated her head with the undulating grace of a startled serpent or peacock, thereby imparting a quivering motion to the high lace ruff which surrounded it like a silver trellis-work.

illumined - erhellt; beleuchten

hell - Hölle

assuredly - Sicherlich

demon - Dämon, Teufel

flank - in der Flanke angreifen; flankieren; Flanke

eve - Vorabend

lustrous - glänzend

gleamed - schimmerte; Schimmer; durchschimmern, glänzen

ruddy - rot, rötlich, verdammt, verflixt

inflection - Flexion, Beugung, Biegung, Betonung, Wendepunkt

dimples - Delle, Beule, Grübchen

Satiny - Satiniert; seidig

adorable - bezaubernd

cheeks - Wangen; Backe, qualifierormal, Backe, Stirn, Mick, Pumpenmick

delicacy - Feinheit, Zartheit, Delikatesse, Leckerbissen, Köstlichkeit

pride - Hochmut; Stolz, Trotz, Dünkel, Machtbewusstsein, Rudel

regal - königlich

outline - skizzieren; Umriss, Kontur, Skizze, Skizzierung, Umrisszeichnung

nostrils - Nasenlöcher; Nasenloch

bespeaking - zu sprechen; besprechen, diskutieren, mitteilen, vorbestellen

noble - edel; Adeliger, Adliger, Adelige, Adlige

agate - Achat

gleams - schimmert; Schimmer; durchschimmern, glänzen

bare - knapp, kahl, nackt, bloß; entblößen, abnehmen, freimachen

pearls - Perlen; Perle, Perl

descended - abstammen; absteigen, niedergehen, herunterkommen, herabsteigen

bosom - Busen, Brust, der Busenfreund (bosom buddy)

elevated - erhöht; gehoben; (elevate); erhöhen, anheben

undulating - wogen, schwingen, wellenförmig bewegen, wellen, ondulieren

grace - Tischgebet; Anmut, Grazie, Aufschub, Fristverlängerung

startled - erschrocken; aufschrecken, scheuen, erschrecken

serpent - Schlange, Serpent

peacock - Pfau

thereby - dabei; dadurch, damit, deswegen, darum

imparting - zu vermitteln; weitergeben, gewähren, mitteilen, vermitteln

quivering - zitternd; zittern

motion - Bewegung

lace - schnüren, Spitze (Gewebe)

ruff - zerzaust; Krause; Kampfläufer (Vogel)

trellis - Spalier stehen; Gatter, Schmuckgitter, Ziergitter

She wore a robe of orange-red velvet, and from her wide ermine-lined sleeves there peeped forth patrician hands of infinite delicacy, and so ideally transparent that, like the fingers of Aurora, they permitted the light to shine through them.

robe - Gewand; Robe

velvet - Samt

ermine - Hermelin; Hermelin

sleeves - Ärmel, Hülse, Schutzhülle, Tülle, Köcher, Hülle, Muffe

peeped - gepiepst; (peep hole) Schauloch; (to peep through) durchgucken

patrician - Patrizier

infinite - unendlich, endlos, unzählige

ideally - idealerweise

aurora - Polarlicht

shine through - durchleuchten

And gazing I felt opening within me gates that had until then remained closed; vents long obstructed became all clear, permitting glimpses of unfamiliar perspectives within; life suddenly made itself visible to me under a totally novel aspect. I felt as though I had just been born into a new world and a new order of things. A frightful anguish commenced to torture my heart as with red-hot pincers. Every successive minute seemed to me at once but a second and yet a century. Meanwhile the ceremony was proceeding, and with an effort of will sufficient to have uprooted a mountain, I strove to cry out that I would not be a priest, but I could not speak; my tongue seemed nailed to my palate, and I found it impossible to express my will by the least syllable of negation.

vents - Lüftungsschlitze; entlüften

obstructed - behindert; behindern, versperren

permitting - zulassen, erlauben; Erlaubnis, Erlaubnisschein

glimpses - flüchtige Einblicke; Blick, Aufblitzen

unfamiliar - ungewohnt

perspectives - Perspektiven; Aussicht, Perspektive, Perspektive, Perspektive

visible - sichtbar

aspect - Aspekt, Aktionsart

frightful - schrecklich

anguish - Ängste; Pein, Angst, Qual

commenced - begonnen; anfangen, beginnen

torture - Folter; Tortur; foltern

successive - erfolgreich

proceeding - Wie geht es weiter; fortsetzend, verfahrend; (proceed); vorgehen

sufficient - genügend, ausreichend, hinreichend

uprooted - entwurzelt; entwurzeln

strove - angestrebt; erstreben, bestreben

palate - Gaumen

syllable - Silbe

negation - Verneinung, Negierung, Negation

Though fully awake, I felt like one under the influence of a nightmare, who vainly strives to shriek out the one word upon which life depends.

fully - vollständig; völlig

awake - munter, wach; erwachen, aufwachen

nightmare - Albtraum, Alptraum

vainly - vergeblich

strives - strebt; erstreben, bestreben

shriek - schreien; Kreischen

She seemed conscious of the martyrdom I was undergoing, and, as though to encourage me, she gave me a look replete with divinest promise. Her eyes were a poem; their every glance was a song.

conscious - bei Bewusstsein, wach, aufmerksam

martyrdom - Märtyrertum; Märtyrertod; Martyrium

undergoing - unterziehen; durchmachen

replete - satt

divinest - am göttlichsten; göttlich

glance - blicken; Blick, Streifblick, Glanz, Steinkohle

She said to me:

"If thou wilt be mine, I shall make thee happier than God Himself in His paradise. The angels themselves will be jealous of thee. tear off that funeral shroud in which thou art about to wrap thyself. I am Beauty, I am Youth, I am Life. Come to me! Together we shall be Love. Can Jehovah offer thee aught in exchange? Our lives will flow on like a dream, in one eternal kiss.

thou - du

wilt - verwelken; welken

thee - dich, dir

paradise - das Paradies; Paradies, Himmel

angels - Engeln; Engel

jealous - eifersüchtig; eifrig, eifernd, neidisch

tear off - abreißen, wegreißen

funeral - Bestattung, Beerdigung, Begräbnis

shroud - Leichentuch, Totenhemd

wrap - einhüllen, einwickeln, wickeln, einpacken, hüllen

thyself - Sie selbst; selbst

Jehovah - Jehova

aught - etwas

eternal - ewig

"Fling forth the wine of that chalice, and thou art free. I will conduct thee to the Unknown Isles. Thou shalt sleep in my bosom upon a bed of massy gold under a silver pavilion, for I love thee and would take thee away from thy God, before whom so many noble hearts pour forth floods of love which never reach even the steps of His throne!"

fling - Seitensprung; Affäre (Liebesaffäre)

chalice - Kelch

conduct - Leitung, Führung, leiten, führen, sich verhalten, sich benehmen

unknown - unbekannt; Unbekannte; Unbekannter

Isles - Eiland

massy - massig

pavilion - Pavillon

thy - deine; dein

throne - Thron

These words seemed to float to my ears in a rhythm of infinite sweetness, for her look was actually sonorous, and the utterances of her eyes were re-echoed in the depths of my heart as though living lips had breathed them into my life. I felt myself willing to renounce God, and yet my tongue mechanically fulfilled all the formalities of the ceremony.

float - treiben, schwimmen, schweben, gleiten

rhythm - Rhythmus

sweetness - Süßigkeit; Süße

sonorous - klangvoll

echoed - widerhallt; Echo

depths - Untiefen; Tiefe

renounce - sich distanzieren, sich verleugnen, verzichten;einer Sache abschwören

mechanically - mechanisch

fulfilled - erfüllt; erfüllen, ableisten, anfüllen, gerecht werden

formalities - Formalitäten; Formalie

The fair one gave me another look, so beseeching, so despairing that keen blades seemed to pierce my heart, and I felt my bosom transfixed by more swords than those of Our Lady of Sorrows.

beseeching - anflehend; (to beseech) ersuchen, anflehen

despairing - verzweifelt; verzweifeln, Verzweiflung

blades - Klingen; Klinge, Turbinenschaufel, Grashalm, Klinge, Blatt

pierce - lochen, durchbohren

transfixed - verblüfft; durchstechen, durchbohren

swords - Schwerter; Schwert

sorrows - Kummer, Traurigkeit, Trauer, Sorge, Kümmernis, Leiden

All was consummated; I had become a priest.

consummated - vollzogen; perfekt, vollkommen, vollendet, unübertrefflich

Never was deeper anguish painted on human face than upon hers. The maiden who beholds her affianced lover suddenly fall dead at her side, the mother bending over the empty cradle of her child, Eve seated at the threshold of the gate of Paradise, the miser who finds a stone substituted for his stolen treasure, the poet who accidentally permits the only manuscript of his finest work to fall into the fire, could not wear a look so despairing, so inconsolable. All the blood had abandoned her charming face, leaving it whiter than marble; her beautiful arms hung lifelessly on either side of her body as though their muscles had suddenly relaxed, and she sought the support of a pillar, for her yielding limbs almost betrayed her.

maiden - Jungfrau

affianced - verlobt; Verlobung; sich verloben

cradle - Wiege; wiegen

threshold - Schwelle, Türschwelle

miser - Geizhals, Geizkragen, Geiziger, Geizige

substituted - ersetzt; ersetzen, auswechseln, Ersatz, Ersatzspieler

treasure - Schatz; schätzen

permits - Genehmigungen; zulassen, erlauben; Erlaubnis, Erlaubnisschein

manuscript - Handschrift, Manuskript, Handschrift, Manuskript

inconsolable - untröstlich

abandoned - im Stich lassen, preisgeben, verlassen, abbrechen

marble - Marmor; Murmel; marmorieren

lifelessly - leblos

sought - gesucht; suchen

pillar - Pfeiler, Säule

yielding - nachgeben; (yield) hervorbringen, er/sie hat/hatte ergeben

limbs - Gliedmaßen; Schenkel (geol. Falte), Glied

betrayed - verraten, im Stich lassen, verraten, verraten, verraten

As for myself, I staggered toward the door of the church, livid as death, my forehead bathed with a sweat bloodier than that of Calvary; I felt as though I were being strangled; the vault seemed to have flattened down upon my shoulders, and it seemed to me that my head alone sustained the whole weight of the dome.

staggered - gestaffelt; Staffelung; abstufen, staffeln, wanken

toward - zu, in Richtung, nach, auf

livid - blau; blass vor Wut, wütend, fuchsteufelswild

sweat - schwitzen; Schweiß

bloodier - blutiger; blutig, blutbefleckt

strangled - erdrosselt; strangulieren, erwürgen

flattened - abgeflacht; plätten, flachmachen, planieren, plattmachen

dome - Kuppel

As I was about to cross the threshold a hand suddenly caught mine-a woman's hand! I had never till then touched the hand of any woman. It was cold as a serpent's skin, and yet its impress remained upon my wrist, burnt there as though branded by a glowing iron. It was she. "Unhappy man! Unhappy man! What hast thou done?" she exclaimed in a low voice, and immediately disappeared in the crowd.

till then - bis dahin, bis nachher

impress - beeindrucken; prägen

wrist - Handgelenk

glowing - glühen, abstrahlen, leuchten, Glühen

exclaimed - ausgerufen; ausrufen

The aged bishop passed by. He cast a severe and scrutinizing look upon me. My face presented the wildest aspect imaginable; I blushed and turned pale alternately; dazzling lights flashed before my eyes. A companion took pity on me. He seized my arm and led me out. I could not possibly have found my way back to the seminary unassisted. At the corner of a street, while the young priest's attention was momentarily turned in another direction, a negro page, fantastically garbed, approached me, and without pausing on his way slipped into my hand a little pocket-book with gold-embroidered corners, at the same time giving me a sign to hide it.

cast - werfen; wegwerfen, hinwerfen, gießen, Cast, Besetzung, Ensemble

severe - schwerwiegend; streng

scrutinizing - gründlich prüfen, hinterfragen, gewissenhaft überprüfen

imaginable - vorstellbar

blushed - errötet; Schamröte; erröten, sich schämen

alternately - abwechselnd

dazzling - schillernd; blendend, grell, umwerfend, betörend

flashed - geflasht; aufleuchten, blitzen, aufflammen

companion - Begleiter, Freund, Liebhaber, Kamerad

pity - Mitleid; schade; bemitleiden, Mitleid haben mit

seized - beschlagnahmt; ergreifen, fassen, greifen, packen, ergreifen

unassisted - ohne fremde Hilfe

momentarily - Momentan

negro - schwarz; Neger

fantastically - fantastisch

garbed - bekleidet; Tracht, Gewand

pausing - pausierend; (pause); pausieren, innehalten, Pause

slipped - ausgerutscht; Versprecher; Rutschen (geradeaus); Lapsus

pocket-book - (pocket-book) Taschenbuch

embroidered - bestickt; sticken, ausschmücken

I concealed it in my sleeve, and there kept it until I found myself alone in my cell. Then I opened the clasp. There were only two leaves within, bearing the words, "Clarimonde. At the Concini Palace." So little acquainted was I at that time with the things of this world that I had never heard of Clarimonde, celebrated as she was, and I had no idea as to where the Concini Palace was situated. I hazarded a thousand conjectures, each more extravagant than the last; but, in truth, I cared little whether she were a great lady or a courtesan, so that I could but see her once more.

concealed - versteckt; verbergen, verheimlichen, verschleiern, verschweigen

sleeve - Ärmel; Hülse, Schutzhülle, Tülle, Köcher

cell - Zelle, Speicherzelle

clasp - Spange, Klammer, Schnalle, Griff, greifen

acquainted - kennengelernt; vertraut machen, in Kenntnis setzen

situated - gelegen; aufstellen, unterbringen

hazarded - riskiert; Zufall, Gefahr, Hindernis

conjectures - Vermutungen; Vermutung, Verdacht, Mutmaßung, Vermutung

courtesan - Hofdame; Kurtisane

My love, although the growth of a single hour, had taken imperishable root. I gave myself up to a thousand extravagancies. I kissed the place upon my hand which she had touched, and I repeated her name over and over again for hours in succession. I only needed to close my eyes in order to see her distinctly as though she were actually present; and I reiterated to myself the words she had uttered in my ear at the church porch: "Unhappy man! Unhappy man! What hast thou done?" I comprehended at last the full horror of my situation, and the funereal and awful restraints of the state into which I had just entered became clearly revealed to me.

imperishable - unvergänglich, widerstandsfähig

root - wurzeln; Haupt, Wurzel, Nullstelle [math.]

succession - Nachfolge; Abfolge; Thronfolge

reiterated - wiederholen; reiterieren

uttered - geäußert; äußerst

porch - Vorbau, Vordach, Veranda

comprehended - begriffen; umfassen, verstehen, begreifen, erfassen, einsehen

funereal - Trauerspiel

restraints - Fesseln; Beschränkung, Zügelung, Einschränkung, Zwang

revealed - aufgedeckt; enthüllen, offenbaren

To be a priest!-that is, to be chaste, to never love, to observe no distinction of sex or age, to turn from the sight of all beauty, to put out one's own eyes, to hide forever crouching in the chill shadows of some church or cloister, to visit none but the dying, to watch by unknown corpses, and ever bear about with one the black soutane as a garb of mourning for one's self, so that your very dress might serve as a pall for your coffin.

chaste - keusch

observe - beobachten; beachten, halten, bemerken

distinction - Unterscheidung; Unterschied; Auszeichnung

crouching - hockend; sich ducken (vor), kriechen; kauern, hocken

chill - chillen; Mutlosigkeit, Frostgefühl

shadows - Schatten, beschatten, beschatten

cloister - Kreuzgang; Kloster; Klosterleben, Klausur

dying - (to die) sterben, umkommen; (dye) (to die) sterben, umkommen

corpses - Leichen; Leiche, Leichnam

soutane - Soutane, Sutane

garb - Gewandung; Tracht, Gewand

mourning - trauern; Trauer; Trauerkleidung

self - Selbst

Pall - übersättigen, schal werden, langweilen; Sargtuch, Bahrtuch

coffin - Sarg, einsargen

What could I do in order to see Clarimonde once more? I had no pretext to offer for desiring to leave the seminary, not knowing any person in the city. I would not even be able to remain there but a short time, and was only waiting my assignment to the curacy which I must thereafter occupy. I tried to remove the bars of the window; but it was at a fearful height from the ground, and I found that as I had no ladder it would be useless to think of escaping thus.

pretext - Vorwand, Deckmantel, fadenscheinige Begründung, Ausrede

desiring - begehren, begehren, Begehren

curacy - Kuratie

thereafter - und danach

occupy - in Anspruch nehmen, belegen, bewohnen, besetzen, okkupieren

fearful - furchtbar; furchtsam, ängstlich, verängstigt

ladder - Leiter; Laufmasche

useless - nutzlos, unnützlich, wertlos

thus - also; auf diese Weise, so, demnach, folglich, dieses

And, furthermore, I could descend thence only by night in any event, and afterward how should I be able to find my way through the inextricable labyrinth of streets? All these difficulties, which to many would have appeared altogether insignificant, were gigantic to me, a poor seminarist who had fallen in love only the day before for the first time, without experience, without money, without attire.

descend - absteigen, niedergehen, herunterkommen, herabsteigen

afterward - nachher

inextricable - unentwirrbar

labyrinth - Labyrinth

altogether - ganz und gar, ohne Ausnahme, ausnahmslos, insgesamt

insignificant - unbedeutend

gigantic - gigantisch, kolossal

seminarist - Seminarist

attire - Anzug, Aufzug, Kleidung, Tracht, anziehen

"Ah!" cried I to myself in my blindness, "were I not a priest I could have seen her every day; I might have been her lover, her spouse. Instead of being wrapped in this dismal shroud of mine I would have had garments of silk and velvet, golden chains, a sword, and fair plumes like other handsome young cavaliers. My hair, instead of being dishonoured by the tonsure, would flow down upon my neck in waving curls; I would have a fine waxed moustache; I would be a gallant.

blindness - Blindheit

spouse - Gatte, Gattin, Ehepartner, Ehepartnerin

wrapped - eingewickelt; einhüllen, einwickeln, wickeln, einpacken, hüllen

dismal - düster; unzureichend, unzulänglich, jämmerlich, kläglich

garments - Kleidungsstücke; Kleidungsstück

silk - Seide

sword - Schwert; Schwertkämpfer, Schwertkämpferin

plumes - Federn; Schadstofffahne, Abwasserfahne

handsome - gut aussehend; hübsch, stattlich, gutaussehend, ansehnlich

cavaliers - Kavaliere; nachlässig, übermütig, hochmütig, Kavallerist

dishonoured - entehrt; Schande, schänden

tonsure - Tonsur

curls - Locken; Locke

waxed - gewachst; das Wachs

moustache - Schnurrbart, Oberlippenbart, Schnauzbart, Schnauzer

gallant - Galan (galanter Mann), galant, Verehrer

But one hour passed before an altar, a few hastily articulated words, had forever cut me off from the number of the living, and I had myself sealed down the stone of my own tomb; I had with my own hand bolted the gate of my prison!

altar - Altar

hastily - hastig

articulated - artikuliert; wortgewandt; artikulieren, deutlich aussprechen

sealed - versiegelt; versiegeln; Siegel, Stempel, Seehund

tomb - Grabmal, Gruft

bolted - verriegelt; Riegel, Ballen, Blitz, Bolzen; durchgehen (Pferd)

I went to the window. The sky was beautifully blue; the trees had donned their spring robes; nature seemed to be making parade of an ironical joy. The Place was filled with people, some going, others coming; young beaux and young beauties were sauntering in couples toward the groves and gardens; merry youths passed by, cheerily trolling refrains of drinking songs-it was all a picture of vivacity, life, animation, gaiety, which formed a bitter contrast with my mourning and my solitude. On the steps of the gate sat a young mother playing with her child. She kissed its little rosy mouth still impearled with drops of milk, and performed, in order to amuse it, a thousand divine little puerilities such as only mothers know how to invent.

beautifully - schön

robes - Gewänder; Robe

parade - stolzieren; Exerzierplatz, Korso, Aufzug

ironical - ironisch

sauntering - schlendernd; (saunter); erman: müßig umherschlendern; bummeln (to saunter about); erman: Umherschlendern; gemächliche Wanderung; Schlendergang

groves - Hainen; Hain, Gehölz

merry - fröhlich, heiter

cheerily - fröhlich; froh

trolling - Trollen; (troll); Trollen

refrains - zurückhalten; Refrain, Kehrreim

animation - Belebung, Vitalisierung, Animation

gaiety - Fröhlichkeit; Frohsinn, Glücklichsein

Bitter - herb, rau, bitter

solitude - Einsamkeit, Alleinsein

rosy - rosig, rosenfarbig

amuse - amüsieren, vergnügen, belustigen, erheitern

divine - göttlich

puerilities - Kinderkrankheiten; Pürilität

The father standing at a little distance smiled gently upon the charming group, and with folded arms seemed to hug his joy to his heart. I could not endure that spectacle. I closed the window with violence, and flung myself on my bed, my heart filled with frightful hate and jealousy, and gnawed my fingers and my bed covers like a tiger that has passed ten days without food.

gently - sanft

hug - Umarmung; umarmen

endure - ertragen, aushalten, dulden, von Bestand sein

spectacle - Spektakel, Schauspiel

violence - Gewalt, Gewalttaten, Gewalttätigkeiten

flung - geschleudert; Affäre (Liebesaffäre)

jealousy - Eifersucht, Missgunst, Neid

gnawed - abgenagt; nagen, kauen, knabbern, nagen, verfolgen, umtreiben

tiger - Tiger

I know not how long I remained in this condition, but at last, while writhing on the bed in a fit of spasmodic fury, I suddenly perceived the Abbé Sérapion, who was standing erect in the centre of the room, watching me attentively. Filled with shame of myself, I let my head fall upon my breast and covered my face with my hands.

writhing - sich winden; gekrümmt; (writhe); winden, krümmen

spasmodic - krampfhaft

fury - Wut; Furie

perceived - wahrgenommen; wahrnehmen

erect - aufrecht; stramm (Haltung), steif; errichten

attentively - aufmerksam zuhören; aufmerksam

shame - Schamgefühl; Scham, Schande

breast - Brust; -brust, Entenbrust

"Romuald, my friend, something very extraordinary is transpiring within you," observed Sérapion, after a few moments'silence; "your conduct is altogether inexplicable. You-always so quiet, so pious, so gentle-you to rage in your cell like a wild beast! Take heed, brother-do not listen to the suggestions of the devil.

transpiring - was passiert; sich ereignen, geschehen; schwitzen

observed - beobachtet; beobachten, beachten, halten, bemerken

silence - Stille, Schweigen, zum Schweigen bringen, Ruhe

inexplicable - unerklärlich

pious - fromm, pietätvoll, scheinheilig

rage - Wut, Zorn, Raserei, Rage, wüten

beast - Tier, Bestie, Unmensch, Biest

heed - beachtet; beherzigen, beachten

devil - dem Teufel; Teufel, Satan, Teufelin, reizen, ärgern

Fear not. Never allow yourself to become discouraged. The most watchful and steadfast souls are at moments liable to such temptation. Pray, fast, meditate, and the Evil Spirit will depart from you."

discouraged - entmutigt; entmutigen, abschrecken, abraten, abraten von

most watchful - wachsamste

steadfast - unerschütterlich; unentwegt, standhaft

souls - Seelen; Inbrunst, Seele, Gefühl, Herz

liable - haftbar; fehlbar

temptation - Versuchung, Verführung

meditate - meditieren

evil - böse; Sünde, übel, üblen, Ăśbel

depart - abreisen; verlassen, aufbrechen, abweichen

The words of the Abbé Sérapion restored me to myself, and I became a little more calm. "I came," he continued, "to tell you that you have been appointed to the curacy of C--. The priest who had charge of it has just died, and Monseigneur the Bishop has ordered me to have you installed there at once. Be ready, therefore, to start tomorrow."

restored - wiederhergestellt; wiederherstellen, restaurieren, restaurieren

appointed - ernannt; bestimmen, festlegen, ausstatten, ausrüsten, festlegen

installed - installiert; installieren

To leave tomorrow without having been able to see her again, to add yet another barrier to the many already interposed between us, to lose forever all hope of being able to meet her, except, indeed, through a miracle! Even to write her, alas!

barrier - Sperre, Schranke

interposed - zwischengeschaltet; zwischenschalten, dazwischenstellen

miracle - ein Wunder; Wunder, Mirakel

Alas - leider [Gottes]; (ala) leider [Gottes]

would be impossible, for by whom could I despatch my letter? With my sacred character of priest, to whom could I dare unbosom myself, in whom could I confide? I became a prey to the bitterest anxiety.

despatch - Versenden; Tötung

sacred - heilig

unbosom - offenbaren

confide - anvertrauen; vertrauen; einweihen, ins Vertrauen ziehen

prey - Beute; lauern, auflauern

bitterest - am bittersten; herb, rau, bitter

anxiety - Ängste; Besorgnis, Angst, Sorge

Next morning Sérapion came to take me away. Two mules freighted with our miserable valises awaited us at the gate. He mounted one, and I the other as well as I knew how.

mules - Maultiere; Schlappen, Maultier

freighted - verfrachtet; verfrachten; Fracht, Frachtgut

miserable - unglücklich; elend, erbärmlich, jämmerlich, miserabel

valises - Wertgegenstände; kleiner Handkoffer

awaited - erwartet; erwarten, harren, warten

mounted - montiert; Reittier, Berg, Lafette (Waffe); einbauen, aufsteigen

As we passed along the streets of the city, I gazed attentively at all the windows and balconies in the hope of seeing Clarimonde, but it was yet early in the morning, and the city had hardly opened its eyes. Mine sought to penetrate the blinds and window-curtains of all the palaces before which we were passing. Sérapion doubtless attributed this curiosity to my admiration of the architecture, for he slackened the pace of his animal in order to give me time to look around me. At last we passed the city gates and commenced to mount the hill beyond. When we arrived at its summit I turned to take a last look at the place where Clarimonde dwelt. The shadow of a great cloud hung over all the city; the contrasting colours of its blue and red roofs were lost in the uniform half-tint, through which here and there floated upward, like white flakes of foam, the smoke of freshly kindled fires.

gazed - gestarrt; anstarren

balconies - Balkone; Balkon

penetrate - durchdringen; eindringen, penetrieren

blinds - Jalousien; blind, blind, unkritisch, ignorant, blind, Jalousie

doubtless - zweifelsfrei, zweifellos

attributed - zugeschrieben; Eigenschaft, Merkmal

curiosity - Neugier, Neugierde, Kuriosität, Kuriosum

admiration - Bewunderung

slackened - erlahmt; entspannen

pace - Tempo, Stufe, Schritt

mount - Reittier, Berg, Lafette (Waffe); einbauen, aufsteigen

beyond - darüber hinaus; jenseits

summit - Gipfel

dwelt - wohnte; leben, verbleiben, wohnen, verweilen

shadow - Schatten; beschatten

tint - färben, tönen; Farbe, Farbton

floated - getrieben; treiben, schwimmen, schweben, schwimmen, treiben

upward - nach oben; ansteigend, aufwärts

flakes - Spinner; sich abschälen, abblättern; Fetzen, Flocke

foam - Schaum; Schaumgummi; schäumen

freshly - frisch

kindled - entfacht; anzünden

By a singular optical effect one edifice, which surpassed in height all the neighbouring buildings that were still dimly veiled by the vapours, towered up, fair and lustrous with the gilding of a solitary beam of sunlight-although actually more than a league away it seemed quite near. The smallest details of its architecture were plainly distinguishable-the turrets, the platform, the window-casements and even the swallow-tailed weather vanes.

singular - einzeln; einzigartig; ungewöhnlich; singularisch; singulär; Einzahl

optical - optisch

edifice - Bauwerk, Gebäude, Lehrgebäude, Gedankengebäude

surpassed - übertroffen; übersteigen, übertreffen, überschreiten

buildings - Bau, bildend, Erstellung, Gebäude

dimly - undeutlich; trübe

veiled - verschleiert; Vorhang, Schleier, verschleiern, verhüllen

vapours - Dämpfe; der Dampf

gilding - Vergolden; Blattgold; Vergoldung; (gild); Vergolden; Blattgold; Vergoldung

solitary - einsam, einzeln

beam - Balken; Breite; Pflugbaum, Grindel, Strahl, strahlen, beamen

sunlight - Sonnenlicht

League - Liga, Spielklasse, Bund

plainly - klar und deutlich; klar

distinguishable - unterscheidbar

turrets - Revolver; Tourelle, Türmchen

casements - Fensterflügel, Drehflügel

swallow - schlucken, verschlingen, anbeißen, einstecken

vanes - Schaufeln; Flügel, Schaufel, Drehflügel, Fahne, Federfahne

"What is that place I see over there, all lighted up by the sun?" I asked Sérapion. He shaded his eyes with his hand, and having looked in the direction indicated, replied: "It is the ancient palace which the Prince Concini has given to the courtesan Clarimonde. Awful things are done there!"

see over - hinwegsehen, genau ansehen

lighted up - aufgeleuchtet

shaded - schattiert; Maifisch

At that instant, I know not yet whether it was a reality or an illusion, I fancied I saw gliding along the terrace a shapely white figure, which gleamed for a moment in passing and as quickly vanished. It was Clarimonde.

illusion - Illusion, Wahnvorstellung, Sinnestäuschung

gliding - Segelfliegen; Segelflug

terrace - Dachterrasse; Häuserreihe; Häuserflucht; Stehtribüne; Stehplätze

shapely - wohlgeformt

Oh, did she know that at that very hour, all feverish and restless-from the height of the rugged road which separated me from her and which, alas!

feverish - fiebrig, febril, fieberhaft

restless - unruhig; ruhelos, rastlos, checkunruhig

rugged - robust, schroff; (rug); Teppich, Brücke

I could never more descend-I was directing my eyes upon the palace where she dwelt, and which a mocking beam of sunlight seemed to bring nigh to me, as though inviting me to enter therein as its lord? Undoubtedly she must have known it, for her soul was too sympathetically united with mine not to have felt its least emotional thrill, and that subtle sympathy it must have been which prompted her to climb-although clad only in her night-dress-to the summit of the terrace, amid the icy dews of the morning.

mocking - spöttisch; (moc) spöttisch

nigh - naht; nahe, nah bei, beinahe, nahezu

Therein - darin

Lord - Gebieter; Herr; herrschen

Undoubtedly - Zweifelsohne; zweifellos

soul - Inbrunst, Seele, Gefühl, Herz

sympathetically - wohlwollend

thrill - Aufregung; Nervenkitzel; erregen, erschauern, durchdringen

subtle - subtil, fast unmerklich, haarfein, dezent

sympathy - Mitleid, Mitgefühl, Empathie, Einfühlungsvermögen, Sympathie

prompted - veranlasst; Eingabeaufforderung, anleiten, antreiben

amid - inmitten; mitten unter

icy - eisig, Eis

dews - Tauwetter; tauen; Tau

The shadow gained the palace, and the scene became to the eye only a motionless ocean of roofs and gables, amid which one mountainous undulation was distinctly visible. Sérapion urged his mule forward, my own at once followed at the same gait, and a sharp angle in the road at last hid the city of S-- forever from my eyes, as I was destined never to return thither. At the close of a weary three-days'journey through dismal country fields, we caught sight of the cock upon the steeple of the church which I was to take charge of, peeping above the trees, and after having followed some winding roads fringed with thatched cottages and little gardens, we found ourselves in front of the façade, which certainly possessed few features of magnificence. A porch ornamented with some mouldings, and two or three pillars rudely hewn from sandstone; a tiled roof with counterforts of the same sandstone as the pillars, that was all.

Gained - Gewonnen; Gewinn, Zunahme, Verstärkung; erwerben, gewinnen

motionless - unbeweglich, reglos, bewegungslos

gables - Giebel, Gabel

mountainous - bergig, gebirgig

undulation - wellenförmig; Wellenbewegung, Wellenform

urged - gedrängt; Drang, drängen, mahnen, treiben, anspornen

mule - Schlappen, Maultier

gait - Gang, Gangart (eines Pferdes)

angle - Winkel; Angel

destined - bestimmt; bestimmen, vorbestimmen

thither - dorthin, dahin

weary - müde

cock - Vogelmännchen; Gockel, Hahn; erigierter Penis (vulg.), Pimmel

steeple - Kirchturm

peeping - spähen; (peep hole) Schauloch; (to peep through) durchgucken

winding - (wind) aufspulen, rollen, blasen, aufwickeln

fringed - ausgefranst; Franse, Saum, Einfassung, Rand, Peripherie

thatched - strohgedeckt; Dachstroh

façade - Fassade

possessed - besessen; besitzen, besitzen

ornamented - verziert; Verzierung, musikalische Verzierung

mouldings - Formteile; Zierleiste, Profil, schimmelnd, gießend

pillars - Pfeilern; Pfeiler, Säule

rudely - unhöflich; grob, unanständig

hewn - behauen; gehauen, gehoben; (hew) behauen; gehauen, gehoben

sandstone - Sandstein

tiled roof - Ziegeldach

counterforts - Gegenleistungen

To the left lay the cemetery, overgrown with high weeds, and having a great iron cross rising up in its centre; to the right stood the presbytery, under the shadow of the church. It was a house of the most extreme simplicity and frigid cleanliness. We entered the enclosure. A few chickens were picking up some oats scattered upon the ground; accustomed, seemingly, to the black habit of ecclesiastics, they showed no fear of our presence and scarcely troubled themselves to get out of our way. A hoarse, wheezy barking fell upon our ears, and we saw an aged dog running toward us.

cemetery - Friedhof, Gottesacker, Totenacker

overgrown - überwuchert; überwuchern

weeds - Unkraut; (weed) aussondern

presbytery - Presbyterium

simplicity - Einfachheit

frigid - frigide; kalt

cleanliness - Sauberkeit, Reinlichkeit

enclosure - Anlage, Beilage, Beilegen, Beifügen, Hinzufügen, Gehege

oats - Hafer, Haber

scattered - verstreut; zerstreuen, zerstreuen, streuen, verstreuen

accustomed - Gewöhnt; gewöhnen, gewöhnen

seemingly - scheinbar; anscheinende

ecclesiastics - Kirchenmänner und -frauen; kirchlich, geistlich, Geistlicher

presence - Anwesenheit

hoarse - heiser

wheezy - keuchend; engbrüstig

barking - Bellen

It was my predecessor's dog. He had dull bleared eyes, grizzled hair, and every mark of the greatest age to which a dog can possibly attain. I patted him gently, and he proceeded at once to march along beside me with an air of satisfaction unspeakable.

predecessor - Vorgänger, Vorgängerin, Vorläufer

dull - stumpf; fad, langweilig, matt, blöd, blöde

bleared - gebleicht; trübe

grizzled - nörgeln

attain - erreichen, erlangen

patted - getätschelt; Pat

proceeded - fortgefahren; vorgehen

beside - daneben; neben

satisfaction - Befriedigung; Zufriedenheit; Satisfaktion, Genugtuung

unspeakable - unaussprechlich

A very old woman, who had been the housekeeper of the former curé, also came to meet us, and after having invited me into a little back parlour, asked whether I intended to retain her. I replied that I would take care of her, and the dog, and the chickens, and all the furniture her master had bequeathed her at his death. At this she became fairly transported with joy, and the Abbé Sérapion at once paid her the price which she asked for her little property.

housekeeper - Haushälterin; Hausfrau; (hired) Haushälterin; (hired) Haushälter

former - erstgenannt, ehem. ehemalig, frühere, früher

parlour - Wohnzimmer, Stube; Sprechzimmer

retain - beibehalten; behalten; festhalten

Master - Haupt.., Grund, Meister, führend, leitend; bewältigen, meistern

bequeathed - vererbt; hinterlassen, vererben, vermachen, aussetzen

For a whole year I fulfilled all the duties of my calling with the most scrupulous exactitude, praying and fasting, exhorting and lending ghostly aid to the sick, and bestowing alms even to the extent of frequently depriving myself of the very necessaries of life. But I felt a great aridness within me, and the sources of grace seemed closed against me.

fulfilled - erfüllt; erfüllen, einhalten, erfüllen, erfüllen

scrupulous - skrupellos

exactitude - Exaktheit, Genauigkeit

exhorting - Ermahnend; ermahnen, anhalten, bedrängen, verlangen, anspornen

ghostly - geisterhaft, spukhaft

aid - Hilfsmittel, Hilfe, Mithilfe; helfen, beispringen

bestowing - Verleihung; verstauen, einlagern, unterbringen, schenken

alms - Almosen

extent - Umfang, Ausdehnung, Ausmaß, Größe

depriving - Entbehren; berauben

aridness - Trockenheit

I never found that happiness which should spring from the fulfilment of a holy mission; my thoughts were far away, and the words of Clarimonde were ever upon my lips like an involuntary refrain. Oh, brother, meditate well on this! Through having but once lifted my eyes to look upon a woman, through one fault apparently so venial, I have for years remained a victim to the most miserable agonies, and the happiness of my life has been destroyed forever.

spring from - herrühren von

fulfilment - Erfüllung

mission - Auftrag; Mission

involuntary - unabsichtlich, unwillkürlich, ungewollt, unfreiwillig

refrain - zurückhalten; Refrain, Kehrreim

fault - Fehler; Schuld; Fehler, Charakterschwäche, Verfehlung

apparently - offensichtlich, offenbar, scheinbar, anscheinend

venial - verzeihlich; lässlich

most miserable - jämmerlichste

agonies - Qualen; Agonie, Qual, Pein, Qual, Todeskampf, Freudenausbruch

I will not longer dwell upon those defeats, or on those inward victories invariably followed by yet more terrible falls, but will at once proceed to the facts of my story. One night my door-bell was long and violently rung. The aged housekeeper arose and opened to the stranger, and the figure of a man, whose complexion was deeply bronzed, and who was richly clad in a foreign costume, with a poniard at his girdle, appeared under the rays of Barbara's lantern. Her first impulse was one of terror, but the stranger reassured her, and stated that he desired to see me at once on matters relating to my holy calling. Barbara invited him upstairs, where I was on the point of retiring. The stranger told me that his mistress, a very noble lady, was lying at the point of death, and desired to see a priest. I replied that I was prepared to follow him, took with me the sacred articles necessary for extreme unction, and descended in all haste. Two horses black as the night itself stood without the gate, pawing the ground with impatience, and veiling their chests with long streams of smoky vapour exhaled from their nostrils. He held the stirrup and aided me to mount upon one; then, merely laying his hand upon the pummel of the saddle, he vaulted on the other, pressed the animal's sides with his knees, and loosened rein. The horse bounded forward with the velocity of an arrow. Mine, of which the stranger held the bridle, also started off at a swift gallop, keeping up with his companion. We devoured the road. The ground flowed backward beneath us in a long streaked line of pale grey, and the black silhouettes of the trees seemed fleeing by us on either side like an army in rout. We passed through a forest so profoundly gloomy that I felt my flesh creep in the chill darkness with superstitious fear. The showers of bright sparks which flew from the stony road under the ironshod feet of our horses, remained glowing in our wake like a fiery trail; and had any one at that hour of the night beheld us both-my guide and myself-he must have taken us for two spectres riding upon nightmares. Witch-fires ever and anon flitted across the road before us, and the night-birds shrieked fearsomely in the depth of the woods beyond, where we beheld at intervals glow the phosphorescent eyes of wildcats. The manes of the horses became more and more dishevelled, the sweat streamed over their flanks, and their breath came through their nostrils hard and fast. But when he found them slacking pace, the guide reanimated them by uttering a strange, guttural, unearthly cry, and the gallop recommenced with fury. At last the whirlwind race ceased; a huge black mass pierced through with many bright points of light suddenly rose before us, the hoofs of our horses echoed louder upon a strong wooden drawbridge, and we rode under a great vaulted archway which darkly yawned between two enormous towers.

defeats - Niederlagen; vernichten, ablehnen, vereiteln

inward - innere; innen

invariably - ausnahmslos

more terrible - furchtbarere

proceed - fortfahren; vorgehen

violently - gewaltsam; gewalttätig

rung - geläutet, Sprosse, Stufe; (ring) geläutet, Sprosse, Stufe

arose - entstanden ist; sich erheben, aufstehen, entstehen, auftreten

complexion - Teint, Gesichtsfarbe

deeply - tief; zutiefst

bronzed - gebräunt; Bronze, Bronze, bronzen, bronzen

richly - reich; wohlhabend

poniard - Dolch

girdle - Gürtel, Hüfthalter

lantern - Laterne

impulse - Anstoß; Impuls, Triebkraft, Drang, innerer Antrieb, Kraftstoß

terror - Schrecken, Grauen, schreckliche Furcht, Terror

reassured - beruhigt; versichern, beruhigen

desired - gewünscht; begehren, begehren, Begehren

Mistress - Frau, Meisterin, Herrscherin, Mätresse, Liebhaberin, Domina

unction - Salbung

haste - Eile, Hast

pawing - betatschen; Tatze, Pfote, Pranke

veiling - Verschleierung; (veil) verschleiern

streams - Bach, Strom, Datenstrom, strömen, streamen

smoky - verraucht, qualmend, rauchig

vapour - Wasserdampf; der Dampf

exhaled - ausgeatmet; ausatmen

stirrup - Steigbügel

aided - unterstützt; Hilfsmittel, Hilfe, Mithilfe; helfen, beispringen

merely - bloß, lediglich, nur, schier

pummel - zu verprügeln; einschlagen

saddle - satteln; Sattel, Sattelfläche [math.]; Reitsattel

vaulted - gewölbt; sich wölben, überwölben

loosened - gelockert; lösen, lockern

rein - Zügel

bounded - begrenzt; Sprung

velocity - Geschwindigkeit; Frequenz, Häufigkeit, Umlaufgeschwindigkeit

arrow - Richtungspfeil, Pfeil

bridle - Zaumzeug, Zaum, aufzäumen, Zaumzeug anlegen, zügeln

swift - Mauersegler; schnell; Segler; Garnwinde

gallop - Galopp; galoppieren

devoured - verschlungen; verschlingen, fressen, schlingen

backward - zurück, nach hinten, rückwärts, zögerlich, gehemmt, rückständig

beneath - unter

streaked - gestreift; Schliere, Später Ginsterspanner, schlieren, flitzen

silhouettes - Silhouetten; Silhouette, Schattenriss

fleeing - fliehen, flüchten, fliehen, entfliehen, flüchten

rout - Routine; Rotte

profoundly - zutiefst; tief

gloomy - düster, finster, trübe, dunkel

flesh - Fleisch; Haut, Leib, Fruchtfleisch, Fleischfarbe, zunehmen

creep in - unterlaufen, einschleichen

superstitious - abergläubisch

sparks - Funken; Funke; aufkeimen lassen, entfachen

stony - steinig; steinern

ironshod - eisenbeschlagen

fiery - feurig, Feuer

trail - Pfad; folgen, verfolgen, nachstellen, nacheilen

spectres - Gespenster; Schreckgespenst, Gespenst

nightmares - Albträume; Albtraum, Alptraum, qualifier

witch - Zauberin [f}, Hexe

flitted - geflattert; gaukeln

shrieked - geschrien; Kreischen

fearsomely - furchterregend

depth - Tiefe

intervals - Intervalle; Abstand, Zwischenraum, Intervall

glow - glühen; abstrahlen; leuchten; Glühen

phosphorescent - phosphoreszierend

wildcats - Wildkatzen; Wildkatze

manes - Mähnen; Mähne, Mähne

dishevelled - zerzaust; in Unordnung bringen, herumschmeißen, verwirren

streamed - gestreamt; Bach, Strom, Datenstrom, strömen, streamen

flanks - Flanken; in der Flanke angreifen, flankieren, Flanke, Flanke

slacking - nachlässig; Schlupf, flau, schlaff

reanimated - wiederbelebt; neu beleben

uttering - auszusprechen; (utter) auszusprechen

guttural - guttural, kehlig

unearthly - unheimlich

recommenced - wiederaufgenommen; wieder beginnen

whirlwind - Wirbelwind, Wirbelsturm

ceased - eingestellt; aufhören, aufhören, einstellen

pierced - gepierct; lochen, durchbohren

hoofs - Hufe; Huf

Drawbridge - Zugbrücke

archway - Torbogen, Arkade, Bogengang

darkly - düster; dunkle, dunkel

yawned - gähnte; gähnen, Gähnen

Some great excitement evidently reigned in the castle. Servants with torches were crossing the courtyard in every direction, and above lights were ascending and descending from landing to landing. I obtained a confused glimpse of vast masses of architecture-columns, arcades, flights of steps, stairways-a royal voluptuousness and elfin magnificence of construction worthy of fairyland. A negro page-the same who had before brought me the tablet from Clarimonde, and whom I instantly recognized-approached to aid me in dismounting, and the major-domo, attired in black velvet with a gold chain about his neck, advanced to meet me, supporting himself upon an ivory cane. Large tears were falling from his eyes and streaming over his cheeks and white beard. "Too late!" he cried, sorrowfully shaking his venerable head. "Too late, sir priest! But if you have not been able to save the soul, come at least to watch by the poor body."

evidently - offensichtlich

reigned - herrschte; Herrschaft, Regentschaft, Regentschaft, herrschen

torches - Fackeln; Fackel, anzünden

courtyard - Innenhof; Hof

ascending - aufsteigend; steigen, aufsteigen

descending from - hergestammt

obtained - erlangen, erhalten, bestehen

Glimpse - Ein Blick; Blick; Aufblitzen, Aufleuchten, Schimmer, entdecken

masses - Massen; Messe (kirchlich), Gottesdienst, Menge

arcades - Spielhallen; Arkade, Laube, Spielhalle, Spielothek

stairways - Treppenhäuser; Treppe

voluptuousness - Üppigkeit

elfin - elfisch; Elfe

construction - Bau, Bauarbeit, Bauwerk, Bauwesen, Aufbau, Satzbau, Auslegung

fairyland - Märchenland

instantly - sofort; unmittelbar

dismounting - Aussteigen; abnehmen, absteigen

attired in - angetan

ivory - Elfenbein, Elfenbeinfarbe, elfenbeinern, Elfenbein-

cane - Schilfrohr; Rohr; Rohrstock; Blindenstock, weisser Langstock

streaming - strömend; (stream); Bach; Strom; Datenstrom; strömen; streamen

beard - Bart; Alibifreundin

sorrowfully - bedauernd

He took my arm and conducted me to the death chamber. I wept not less bitterly than he, for I had learned that the dead one was none other than that Clarimonde whom I had so deeply and so wildly loved. A prie-dieu stood at the foot of the bed; a bluish flame flickering in a bronze patera filled all the room with a wan, deceptive light, here and there bringing out in the darkness at intervals some projection of furniture or cornice. In a chiselled urn upon the table there was a faded white rose, whose leaves-excepting one that still held-had all fallen, like odorous tears, to the foot of the vase. A broken black mask, a fan, and disguises of every variety, which were lying on the arm-chairs, bore witness that death had entered suddenly and unannounced into that sumptuous dwelling. Without daring to cast my eyes upon the bed, I knelt down and commenced to repeat the Psalms for the Dead, with exceeding fervour, thanking God that He had placed the tomb between me and the memory of this woman, so that I might thereafter be able to utter her name in my prayers as a name forever sanctified by death. But my fervour gradually weakened, and I fell insensibly into a reverie. That chamber bore no semblance to a chamber of death. In lieu of the fStid and cadaverous odours which I had been accustomed to breathe during such funereal vigils, a languorous vapour of Oriental perfume-I know not what amorous odour of woman-softly floated through the tepid air.

conducted - durchgeführt; Leitung, Führung, leiten, führen, sich verhalten

chamber - Raum, Schlafzimmer, Kammer

wept - geweint; weinen

bitterly - verbittert; bitterlich

flame - Flamme, poetic, anmachen

flickering - flimmern, flattern, flackern

bronze - Bronze; bronzen

wan - Großraumnetzwerk

deceptive - trügerisch

bringing out - herausbringendem

projection - Vorsprung; Projizieren, Projektion, Prognose, Vorhersage

cornice - Gesims, Sims, Kranzgesims, Kranz

chiselled - gemeißelt; schummeln, meißeln; Meißel, Stemmeisen, Beitel

urn - Urne

faded - verblasst; verfärben, Ausblendung; verblassen, nachlassen

odorous - riechend

vase - Vase

mask - Maske; abkleben (zum Schutz); abdecken, maskieren

disguises - Verkleidungen; Verkleidung, Tarnung, verstellen

witness - etw. miterleben;erleben, bezeugen, Zeuge sein bei; miterleben

unannounced - unangekündigt

sumptuous - üppig; prächtig, prunkvoll, prachtvoll, reichhaltig

dwelling - Wohnung, Behausung; (dwell); leben, verbleiben, wohnen

daring - gewagt; mutig; Wagemut, Kühnheit; (dare) gewagt; mutig; Wagemut

knelt - kniete; knien

Psalms - Psalmen; Psalm, Psalm

exceeding - überschreiten, hinausgehen über, übertreffen, übersteigen

fervour - Inbrunst; Glut; Eifer

utter - Äußerlich; äußerst

sanctified - geheiligt; heiligen

weakened - geschwächt; schwächen, abschwächen, schwächeln

reverie - Träumerei

semblance - Anschein

lieu - anstatt

cadaverous - leichenhaft

odours - Gerüche; Geruch

vigils - Mahnwachen; Wache, Nachtwache, Wache, Vigil, Nachtwache

languorous - träge

Oriental - orientalisch, Orientale, östlich

perfume - Duft; Parfüm, Duftstoff, Parfum, parfümieren

amorous - amourös

softly - sachte; leise

tepid - lauwarm

That pale light seemed rather a twilight gloom contrived for voluptuous pleasure, than a substitute for the yellow-flickering watch-tapers which shine by the side of corpses. I thought upon the strange destiny which enabled me to meet Clarimonde again at the very moment when she was lost to me forever, and a sigh of regretful anguish escaped from my breast. Then it seemed to me that some one behind me had also sighed, and I turned round to look. It was only an echo. But in that moment my eyes fell upon the bed of death which they had till then avoided. The red damask curtains, decorated with large flowers worked in embroidery, and looped up with gold bullion, permitted me to behold the fair dead, lying at full length, with hands joined upon her bosom. She was covered with a linen wrapping of dazzling whiteness, which formed a strong contrast with the gloomy purple of the hangings, and was of so fine a texture that it concealed nothing of her body's charming form, and allowed the eye to follow those beautiful outlines-undulating like the neck of a swan-which even death had not robbed of their supple grace. She seemed an alabaster statue executed by same skilful sculptor to place upon the tomb of a queen, or rather, perhaps, like a slumbering maiden over whom the silent snow had woven a spotless veil.

twilight - Dämmerung, Zwielicht, Halbdunkel

gloom - Finsternis; Düsternis, Dunkelheit, Trübnis, Schwermut

contrived - ausgeklügelt; ersinnen, entwerfen, bewerkstelligen

voluptuous - üppig

substitute - ersetzen; auswechseln; Ersatz; Ersatzspieler, Austauschspieler

enabled - aktiviert; berechtigen, befähigen, ermöglichen, anordnen

regretful - Bedauern

sighed - geseufzt; Seufzen, Seufzer, Säuseln (Wind); säuseln (Wind)

Echo - Echo, Widerhall, Tastaturecho, Bildschirmecho, widerhallen

damask - Damast, Damastgewebe

embroidery - Stickerei, Sticken, Ausschmückung

looped - geschleift; Schlaufe, Schlaufe, Schleife, Endlosschleife

bullion - Goldbarren; Barren

behold - betrachten, sehen, schauen, anschauen

full length - in Lebensgröße

linen - Wäsche; Leinen; Heimtextilien

wrapping - verpacken; einpacken, einwickeln

whiteness - Weiße, Weißheit, Weißsein

hangings - Erhängen; (to hang) hängen, schweben

texture - Textur; texturieren

outlines - Umrisse; Umriss, Kontur, Umriss, Skizze, Skizzierung

swan - Schwan

robbed - ausgeraubt; rauben, berauben, Raubbau treiben, ausrauben

supple - geschmeidig

alabaster - Alabaster; alabastern

executed - ausgeführt; hinrichten, ausführen, durchführen, ausführen

skilful - gewandt, gekonnt, geschickt, erfahren

sculptor - Skulpteur, Bildhauer, Bildhauerin

slumbering - schlummernd; (slumber); Halbschlaf, Schlummer, Schläfchen

woven - gewebt; gewoben; (weave) gewebt; gewoben

spotless - makellos; fleckenlos

veil - Vorhang; Schleier; verschleiern, verhüllen

I could no longer maintain my constrained attitude of prayer. The air of the alcove intoxicated me, that febrile perfume of half-faded roses penetrated my very brain, and I commenced to pace restlessly up and down the chamber, pausing at each turn before the bier to contemplate the graceful corpse lying beneath the transparency of its shroud. Wild fancies came thronging to my brain.

maintain - unterhalten, warten, beibehalten, aufrechterhalten

constrained - gezwungen; behindern, einschränken, limitieren

alcove - Nische; Alkoven; Alkov

intoxicated - berauscht; berauschen, vergiften, berauschen

febrile - febril, fieberig, fiebrig, fieberhaft

faded - verblasst; Mode, Trend, Modeerscheinung, Fimmel

roses - Rosen; Rosa

penetrated - durchdrungen; eindringen, penetrieren, penetrieren

restlessly - rastlose

contemplate - nachdenken; nachsinnen

graceful - anmutig, ansprechend, elegant, graziös

corpse - Leiche, Leichnam

thronging - drängend; Menschengewühl

I thought to myself that she might not, perhaps, be really dead; that she might only have feigned death for the purpose of bringing me to her castle, and then declaring her love. At one time I even thought I saw her foot move under the whiteness of the coverings, and slightly disarrange the long, straight folds of the winding sheet.

feigned death - totgestellt

declaring - bekanntmachen, bekanntgeben, deklarieren, ausrufen, aussagen

coverings - Abdeckungen; zudeckend

disarrange - verwirren

And then I asked myself: "Is this indeed Clarimonde? What proof have I that it is she? Might not that black page have passed into the service of some other lady? Surely, I must be going mad to torture and afflict myself thus!" But my heart answered with a fierce throbbing: "It is she; it is she indeed!" I approached the bed again, and fixed my eyes with redoubled attention upon the object of my incertitude. Ah, must I confess it? That exquisite perfection of bodily form, although purified and made sacred by the shadow of death, affected me more voluptuously than it should have done, and that repose so closely resembled slumber that one might well have mistaken it for such. I forgot that I had come there to perform a funeral ceremony; I fancied myself a young bridegroom entering the chamber of the bride, who all modestly hides her fair face, and through coyness seeks to keep herself wholly veiled. Heartbroken with grief, yet wild with hope, shuddering at once with fear and pleasure, I bent over her and grasped the corner of the sheet. I lifted it back, holding my breath all the while through fear of waking her. My arteries throbbed with such violence that I felt them hiss through my temples, and the sweat poured from my forehead in streams, as though I had lifted a mighty slab of marble. There, indeed, lay Clarimonde, even as I had seen her at the church on the day of my ordination. She was not less charming than then. With her, death seemed but a last coquetry. The pallor of her cheeks, the less brilliant carnation of her lips, her long eyelashes lowered and relieving their dark fringe against that white skin, lent her an unspeakably seductive aspect of melancholy chastity and mental suffering; her long loose hair, still intertwined with some little blue flowers, made a shining pillow for her head, and veiled the nudity of her shoulders with its thick ringlets; her beautiful hands, purer, more diaphanous than the Host, were crossed on her bosom in an attitude of pious rest and silent prayer, which served to counteract all that might have proven otherwise too alluring-even after death-in the exquisite roundness and ivory polish of her bare arms from which the pearl bracelets had not yet been removed.

Proof - Beweise; Beweis; polierte Platte; aufgehen lassen

going mad - überschnappend

afflict - plagen; bekümmern

fierce - wild, heftig, bedrohlich

throbbing - Pochen; klopfend; (throb); klopfen, schlagen, pochen, pulsieren

redoubled - verdoppelt; verdoppeln

incertitude - Ungewissheit

confess - gestehen, bekennen, verraten, beichten

exquisite - exquisit, köstlich, auserlesen

perfection - Vollkommenheit, Perfektion

bodily - körperlich, Körper

purified - gereinigt; reinigen, rein machen

voluptuously - lüstern

repose - ruhen

closely - dicht, eng, nah, nahe

resembled - ähnelte; ähneln, gleichen

slumber - Halbschlaf, Schlummer, Schläfchen, schlummern, dösen, träumen

funeral ceremony - Totenfeier (Beerdigung)

bridegroom - Bräutigam

modestly - bescheidene, züchtig, bescheiden

coyness - Schüchternheit; Scheuheit

seeks - sucht; suchen

wholly - ganz

Heartbroken - Gebrochenes Herz; Kummer, Herzeleid

grief - Kummer, Gram, Leid

shuddering - Schütteln; schaudernd; (shudder); Schauder; (wohliger) Schauder; schaudern; zittern

grasped - begriffen; greifen, erfassen, begreifen, verstehen, erfassen

arteries - Arterien; Arterie, Schlagader

throbbed - geklopft; klopfen, schlagen, pochen, klopfen, pulsieren, Pochen

hiss - Zischen, Fauchen, Knurren

mighty - gewaltig, mächtig

slab - Bramme; Schalbrett, Roheisenblock

coquetry - Koketterie

pallor - Blässe

carnation - Gartennelke, Nelke

relieving - Erleichternd; erleichtern, lindern, entlasten, ablösen

fringe - Fransen; Franse, Saum, Einfassung, Rand, Peripherie, Randgruppe

unspeakably - unaussprechlich

seductive - verführerisch

melancholy - Melancholie, Schwermut, Wehmut

chastity - Keuschheit

mental suffering - Seelenleiden

loose - verlassen, lose, locker

intertwined - miteinander verflochten; verflechten, verflechten

pillow - Kopfkissen, Kissen; Ruhekissen

nudity - Nacktheit

ringlets - Ringellocken; Haarlocke

purer - reiner; pur

diaphanous - durchsichtig

counteract - entgegenwirken, bekämpfen

otherwise - sonst

alluring - verführerisch; verlocken

roundness - Rundheit

polish - Politur; polnisch; Polnisch

pearl - Perle

bracelets - Armbänder; Armband

I remained long in mute contemplation, and the more I gazed, the less could I persuade myself that life had really abandoned that beautiful body forever. I do not know whether it was an illusion or a reflection of the lamplight, but it seemed to me that the blood was again commencing to circulate under that lifeless pallor, although she remained all motionless. I laid my hand lightly on her arm; it was cold, but not colder than her hand on the day when it touched mine at the portals of the church. I resumed my position, bending my face above her, and bathing her cheeks with the warm dew of my tears. Ah, what bitter feelings of despair and helplessness, what agonies unutterable did I endure in that long watch! Vainly did I wish that I could have gathered all my life into one mass that I might give it all to her, and breathe into her chill remains the flame which devoured me. The night advanced, and feeling the moment of eternal separation approach, I could not deny myself the last sad sweet pleasure of imprinting a kiss upon the dead lips of her who had been my only love.... Oh, miracle! A faint breath mingled itself with my breath, and the mouth of Clarimonde responded to the passionate pressure of mine. Her eyes unclosed, and lighted up with something of their former brilliancy; she uttered a long sigh, and uncrossing her arms, passed them around my neck with a look of ineffable delight. "Ah, it is thou, Romuald;" she murmured in a voice languishingly sweet as the last vibrations of a harp. "What ailed thee, dearest? I waited so long for thee that I am dead; but we are now betrothed; I can see thee and visit thee. Adieu, Romuald, adieu! I love thee. That is all I wished to tell thee, and I give thee back the life which thy kiss for a moment recalled. We shall soon meet again."

mute - stumm; sprachlos; abdämpfen, dämpfen

contemplation - Kontemplation; Betrachtung; Meditation; Erwarten

reflection - Reflexion, Abbild, Reflektion, Abwägung

lamplight - Laternenlicht; Lampenlicht

commencing - anfangen, beginnen

circulate - umlaufen, kreisen, zirkulieren, kursieren

lifeless - leblos

lightly - leichtfertig; leicht

portals - Portale; Portal

resumed - wiederaufgenommen; weiter; Lebenslauf; fortsetzen

dew - tauen; Tau

feelings - Gefühle; Gefühl, Eindruck

despair - verzweifeln; Verzweiflung

helplessness - Hilflosigkeit

unutterable - unaussprechlich

separation - Trennung

approach - sich nähern, nahekommen, ähnlich sein

deny - verweigern, leugnen;gegen jdn. retten

imprinting - Prägung; aufdrückend

faint - leise, schwach, undeutlich, ohnmächtig werden

mingled - vermengt; vermischen, vermengen, untermischen

passionate - leidenschaftlich

unclosed - unverschlossen; eröffnen, öffnen

sigh - Seufzen, Seufzer, Säuseln (Wind); säuseln (Wind)

uncrossing - Entkreuzen; geradelegen

ineffable - unaussprechlich

delight - Freude, Entzückung, Wohlgefallen, Lust

murmured - gemurmelt; Rauschen

languishingly - schmachtend

vibrations - Vibrationen; Vibration, Schwingung, Vibration, Schwingung

harp - Harfe; auf (etwas) herumreiten

ailed - erkrankt; plagen, kränkeln, kränklich sein

adieu - Adieu

recalled - zurückgerufen; zurückrufen, erinnern

Her head fell back, but her arms yet encircled me, as though to retain me still. A furious whirlwind suddenly burst in that window, and entered the chamber. The last remaining leaf of the white rose for a moment palpitated at the extremity of the stalk like a butterfly's wing, then it detached itself and flew forth through the open casement, bearing with it the soul of Clarimonde.

encircled - eingekreist; umzingeln, einfassen

furious - wütend, erbost, furios

burst in - hereinplatzen;hereingeplatzt

palpitated - geklopft; unregelmäßig schlagen, pochen, klopfen

extremity - Extremität, äußerstes Ende, Äußerste, Extremste

stalk - jdn. belauern;Stiel , Stengel

butterfly - Schmetterling

detached - losgelöst; entfernen, ablösen, lösen, loslösen, abtrennen

casement - Fensterflügel, Drehflügel

The lamp was extinguished, and I fell insensible upon the bosom of the beautiful dead.

extinguished - ausgelöscht; löschen, auslöschen, auslöschen, abschalten

insensible - unempfindlich

When I came to myself again I was lying on the bed in my little room at the presbytery, and the old dog of the former curé was licking my hand which had been hanging down outside of the covers. Afterward I learned that I had lain thus for three days, giving no evidence of life beyond the faintest respiration.

licking - lecken; Licken; (lick) lecken; Licken

faintest - am schwächsten; leise, schwach, undeutlich, ohnmächtig werden

respiration - Atmung; Veratmung

Barbara told me that the same coppery-complexioned man who came to seek me on the night of my departure from the presbytery, had brought me back the next morning in a close litter, and departed immediately afterward; but none knew of any castle in the neighbourhood answering to the description of that in which I had again found Clarimonde.

coppery - kupferfarben; kupferig

complexioned - Teint, Gesichtsfarbe

seek - suchen

litter - Sänfte, Trage, Bahre, Wurf, Streu, Stroh, Abfall; (lit); Sänfte

departed - abgereist; verlassen, aufbrechen, verlassen, abweichen

One morning I found the Abbé Sérapion in my room. While he inquired after my health in hypocritically honeyed accents, he constantly kept his two great yellow lion-eyes fixed upon me, and plunged his look into my soul like a sounding lead. Suddenly he said, in a clear vibrant voice, which rang in my ears like the trumpets of the Last Judgment:

inquired - nachgefragt; erkundigen

hypocritically - heuchlerisch

honeyed - mit Honig; Honig

accents - Akzente; Dialekt, Akzent, Betonung; betonen, akzentuieren

constantly - ständig; regelmäßig; konstant

plunged - stürzte; eintauchen, tauchen

vibrant - dynamisch, pulsierend, lebendig, lebhaft, lebenssprühend

trumpets - Trompeten; Trompete

judgment - Urteil; Urteilsvermögen; Beurteilung; Richtspruch

"The great courtesan Clarimonde died a few days ago, at the close of an orgie which lasted eight days and eight nights. It was something infernally splendid. The abominations of the banquets of Belshazzar and Cleopatra were re-enacted there. Good God, what age are we living in? The guests were served by swarthy slaves who spoke an unknown tongue, and who seemed to me to be veritable demons.

infernally - höllisch

splendid - glänzend; prächtig; hervorragend

abominations - Abscheulichkeiten; Greuel, Abscheu, Abscheulichkeit

banquets - Bankette; Festmahl

Belshazzar - Belsazar

Cleopatra - Kleopatra

enacted - verordnet; spielen, ausführen

swarthy - dunkelhäutig; dunkeln

slaves - Sklaven; Sklave, t+Sklavin, Sklave, t+Sklavin, Sklave

veritable - wahrhaftig

demons - Dämonen; Dämon, Teufel, Dämon

The livery of the very least among them would have served for the gala-dress of an emperor. There have always been very strange stories told of this Clarimonde, and all her lovers came to a violent or miserable end. They used to say that she was a ghoul, a female vampire; but I believe she was none other than Beelzebub himself."

livery - Tracht, Kleid

gala-dress - (gala-dress) Gala

Emperor - Der Kaiser; Kaiser, Imperator

lovers - Geliebte, Liebhaber, Liebhaberin

ghoul - Leichenfledderer; Ghul

vampire - ein Vampir; Blutsauger, Vampir, Vampyr; qual emale

Beelzebub - Beelzebub

He ceased to speak and commenced to regard me more attentively than ever, as though to observe the effect of his words on me. I could not refrain from starting when I heard him utter the name of Clarimonde, and this news of her death, in addition to the pain it caused me by reason of its coincidence with the nocturnal scenes I had witnessed, filled me with an agony and terror which my face betrayed, despite my utmost endeavours to appear composed. Sérapion fixed an anxious and severe look upon me, and then observed: "My son, I must warn you that you are standing with foot raised upon the brink of an abyss; take heed lest you fall therein.

regard - schätzen, betrachten, berücksichtigen, achten; Aufmerksamkeit

coincidence - zufälliges Zusammentreffen, Koinzidenz, Zufall

nocturnal - nachtaktiv; nächtlich

witnessed - bezeugt; Zeugnis

agony - Qualen; Agonie, Qual, Pein, Todeskampf, Freudenausbruch

utmost - äußerst, höchst, Äußerstes, Möglichstes

endeavours - Bestrebungen; sich nach Kräften bemühen; Bestrebung

composed - komponiert; zusammenstellen, zusammensetzen, komponieren

anxious - ängstlich, besorgt

brink - Rande; Rand

abyss - Abgrund, Hölle

Satan's claws are long, and tombs are not always true to their trust. The tombstone of Clarimonde should be sealed down with a triple seal, for, if report be true, it is not the first time she has died. May God watch over you, Romuald!"

Satan - Satan, Teufel

claws - Krallen; zerkratzen; Kralle, Fang (Vogelkralle), Klaue

trust - Vertrauen, Hoffnung, Trust, anschreiben

tombstone - Grabstein, Grabmal, Leichenstein

triple - dreifach; verdreifachen

seal - versiegeln; Siegel, Stempel, Seehund

And with these words the Abbé walked slowly to the door. I did not see him again at that time, for he left for S-- almost immediately.

I became completely restored to health and resumed my accustomed duties. The memory of Clarimonde and the words of the old Abbé were constantly in my mind; nevertheless no extraordinary event had occurred to verify the funereal predictions of Sérapion, and I had commenced to believe that his fears and my own terrors were overexaggerated, when one night I had a strange dream. I had hardly fallen asleep when I heard my bed-curtains drawn apart, as their rings slided back upon the curtain rod with a sharp sound. I rose up quickly upon my elbow, and beheld the shadow of a woman standing erect before me.

verify - belegen, beweisen, verifizieren, überprüfen, beglaubigen

terrors - Schrecken, Grauen

rings - Ringe; Ring, Kreis

slided - gerutscht; glitt ab, abgeglitten

rod - Rute; Stange, Stock, Stab, Latte

elbow - Ellbogen; Rohrbogen; Ellbogenstoß; ellbögeln

I recognized Clarimonde immediately. She bore in her hand a little lamp, shaped like those which are placed in tombs, and its light lent her fingers a rosy transparency, which extended itself by lessening degrees even to the opaque and milky whiteness of her bare arm. Her only garment was the linen winding-sheet which had shrouded her when lying upon the bed of death. She sought to gather its folds over her bosom as though ashamed of being so scantily clad, but her little hand was not equal to the task. She was so white that the colour of the drapery blended with that of her flesh under the pallid rays of the lamp. Enveloped with this subtle tissue which betrayed all the contour of her body, she seemed rather the marble statue of some fair antique rather than a woman endowed with life. But dead or living, statue or woman, shadow or body, her beauty was still the same, only that the green light of her eyes was less brilliant, and her mouth, once so warmly crimson, was only tinted with a faint tender rosiness, like that of her cheeks. The little blue flowers which I had noticed entwined in her hair were withered and dry, and had lost nearly all their leaves, but this did not prevent her from being charming-so charming that notwithstanding the strange character of the adventure, and the unexplainable manner in which she had entered my room, I felt not even for a moment the least fear.

tombs - Gräber; Grabmal

lessening - abnehmen; verringern, vermindern, nachlassen, herabsetzen

opaque - matt, dunkel, undurchsichtig, undurchlässig, opak

Milky - milchig

garment - Kleidungsstück

shrouded - verhüllt; Leichentuch, Totenhemd

ashamed - schämen

scantily - spärlich; knapp

drapery - Drapierung; Vorhang

blended - gemischt; Mischung, mischen, mixen, vermischen

pallid - fahl, bleich, blass

enveloped - umhüllt; einhüllen, umhüllen

tissue - Gewebe; Papier, Tuch, oilet paper

contour - Kontur; Höhenlinie, Höhenlinien, Isohypse, Niveaulinie

antique - antik; Antiquität

endowed - dotiert; ausstatten

warmly - herzlich

crimson - Karmesinrot; Purpur, Purpurrot, Karmesin, purpurn

tinted - gefärbt; färben, tönen; Farbe, Farbton

tender - zärtlich; empfindlich, Ausschreibung, Angebot, zart; andienen

rosiness - rosig

entwined - verflochten; umranken, umschlingen

withered - verwelkt; welken, verblühen, verdorren

notwithstanding - ungeachtet dessen

unexplainable - unerklärlich

She placed the lamp on the table and seated herself at the foot of my bed; then bending toward me, she said, in that voice at once silvery clear and yet velvety in its sweet softness, such as I never heard from any lips save hers:

silvery - silbrig, silberig, silberhell, silbern

velvety - samtig, samtweich, samtartig

softness - Weichheit

"I have kept thee long in waiting, dear Romuald, and it must have seemed to thee that I had forgotten thee. But I come from afar off, very far off, and from a land whence no other has ever yet returned. There is neither sun nor moon in that land whence I come: all is but space and shadow; there is neither road nor pathway: no earth for the foot, no air for the wing; and nevertheless behold me here, for Love is stronger than Death and must conquer him in the end. Oh what sad faces and fearful things I have seen on my way hither! What difficulty my soul, returned to earth through the power of will alone, has had in finding its body and reinstating itself therein! What terrible efforts I had to make ere I could lift the ponderous slab with which they had covered me! See, the palms of my poor hands are all bruised!

afar - in der Ferne; Afar, Danakil

whence - woher; von daher

ere - hier

pathway - Weg; Bahn, Pfad

conquer - erobern

hither - her, hierher, hierhin

reinstating - Wiedereinsetzung; wieder einsetzen, wieder einstellen

ponderous - schwerfällig

bruised - geprellt; Prellung, Bluterguss, blauer Fleck, Druckstelle

Kiss them, sweet love, that they may be healed!" She laid the cold palms of her hands upon my mouth, one after the other. I kissed them, indeed, many times, and she the while watched me with a smile of ineffable affection.

healed - geheilt; verheilen, abheilen, heilen

affection - Zuneigung; Rührung

I confess to my shame that I had entirely forgotten the advice of the Abbé Sérapion and the sacred office wherewith I had been invested. I had fallen without resistance, and at the first assault. I had not even made the least effort to repel the tempter. The fresh coolness of Clarimonde's skin penetrated my own, and I felt voluptuous tremors pass over my whole body. Poor child! in spite of all I saw afterward, I can hardly yet believe she was a demon; at least she had no appearance of being such, and never did Satan so skilfully conceal his claws and horns. She had drawn her feet up beneath her, and squatted down on the edge of the couch in an attitude full of negligent coquetry.

entirely - vollständig; ganz, total, entirely

wherewith - womit

resistance - Widerstand

assault - Anschlag, Überfall, Angriff, überfallen, angreifen

repel - zurückweisen, abweisen, abwehren, zurückdrängen, zurückwerfen

tempter - Verführer, Versucher

coolness - Kühle

tremors - Erschütterungen; Zittern

pass over - übertreten

spite - Bosheit; trotz

skilfully - gekonnt; geschickt

conceal - verbergen, verheimlichen, verschleiern, verschweigen

horns - Hörner; Horn

squatted - hockte; hocken, kauern; Achsdruckentlastung

couch - Liege

negligent - fahrlässig

From time to time she passed her little hand through my hair and twisted it into curls, as though trying how a new style of wearing it would become my face. I abandoned myself to her hands with the most guilty pleasure, while she accompanied her gentle play with the prettiest prattle. The most remarkable fact was that I felt no astonishment whatever at so extraordinary an adventure, and as in dreams one finds no difficulty in accepting the most fantastic events as simple facts, so all these circumstances seemed to me perfectly natural in themselves.

twisted - verdreht; Zwirn, Biegung, Wendung, Twist, verziehen, drehen

accompanied - begleitet; begleiten, begleiten, begleiten, begleiten, geleiten

prattle - plappern; schwatzen; Geplapper

remarkable - bemerkenswert, verwunderlich, denkwürdig, beachtenswert

astonishment - Staunen, Erstaunen, Verwunderung

most fantastic - phantastischste

circumstances - Umstände; Umstand, Umstand

"I loved thee long ere I saw thee, dear Romuald, and sought thee everywhere. Thou wast my dream, and I first saw thee in the church at the fatal moment. I said at once, 'It is he!'I gave thee a look into which I threw all the love I ever had, all the love I now have, all the love I shall ever have for thee-a look that would have damned a cardinal or brought a king to his knees at my feet in view of all his court.

fatal - verhängnisvoll, fatal, tödlich

damned - verdammt, verflucht; (damn); verdammen, verfluchen, ächten

cardinal - grundsätzlich; kardinalrot; Grundzahl, Kardinalzahl, Kardinal

Thou remainedst unmoved, preferring thy God to me!

remainedst - geblieben

unmoved - ungerührt, unbewegt

"Ah, how jealous I am of that God whom thou didst love and still lovest more than me!

lovest - am liebsten

"Woe is me, unhappy one that I am! I can never have thy heart all to myself, I whom thou didst recall to life with a kiss-dead Clarimonde, who for thy sake bursts asunder the gates of the tomb, and comes to consecrate to thee a life which she has resumed only to make thee happy!"

woe - wehe; Weh, Jammer, Kummer, Leid

recall - zurückrufen; erinnern

sake - (for your sake) deinetwegen, euretwegen, Ihretwegen, dir zuliebe

bursts asunder - zerplatzt

consecrate - konsekrieren; weihen

All her words were accompanied with the most impassioned caresses, which bewildered my sense and my reason to such an extent, that I did not fear to utter a frightful blasphemy for the sake of consoling her, and to declare that I loved her as much as God.

caresses - Liebkosungen; Liebkosung, Umarmung, Streicheln

bewildered - verwirrt; verwirren, durcheinanderbringen

blasphemy - Blasphemie, Gotteslästerung

consoling - trösten (mit), vertrösten; Bedienungsfeld, Gerät, Tastatur

declare - bekanntmachen, bekanntgeben, deklarieren, ausrufen, aussagen

Her eyes rekindled and shone like chrysoprases. "In truth?-in very truth? as much as God!" she cried, flinging her beautiful arms around me. "Since it is so, thou wilt come with me; thou wilt follow me whithersoever I desire. Thou wilt cast away thy ugly black habit. Thou shalt be the proudest and most envied of cavaliers; thou shalt be my lover!

rekindled - neu entfacht; wiederentfachen, wiederentfachen

chrysoprases - Chrysopras

flinging - Schleudern; Affäre (Liebesaffäre)

whithersoever - woher auch immer

desire - begehren; Begehren, Wunsch

envied - beneidet; Neid, beneiden

To be the acknowledged lover of Clarimonde, who has refused even a Pope, that will be something to feel proud of! Ah, the fair, unspeakably happy existence, the beautiful golden life we shall live together! And when shall we depart, my fair sir?"

acknowledged - zur Kenntnis nehmen, erkennen, bekennen, anerkennen

pope - Papst

existence - Existenz, Dasein

"Tomorrow! Tomorrow!" I cried in my delirium.

delirium - Delirium, Fieberphantasie, Taumel

"Tomorrow, then, so let it be!" she answered. "In the meanwhile I shall have opportunity to change my toilet, for this is a little too light and in nowise suited for a voyage. I must also forthwith notify all my friends who believe me dead, and mourn for me as deeply as they are capable of doing. The money, the dresses, the carriages-all will be ready.

nowise - auf gar keinen Fall

forthwith - sofort, unverzüglich

notify - mitteilen, benachrichtigen

mourn - trauern

capable - fähig

carriages - Kutschen; Kutsche, Gang, Haltung, Wagen, Frachtgeld

I shall call for thee at this same hour. Adieu, dear heart!" And she lightly touched my forehead with her lips. The lamp went out, the curtains closed again, and all became dark; a leaden, dreamless sleep fell on me and held me unconscious until the morning following.

leaden - bleiern

dreamless - traumlos

unconscious - bewusstlos; spontan, unbewusst, unterbewusst, Unbewusstes

I awoke later than usual, and the recollection of this singular adventure troubled me during the whole day. I finally persuaded myself that it was a mere vapour of my heated imagination.

awoke - erwacht; munter, wach; erwachen, aufwachen

recollection - Erinnern Sie sich; Erinnerung

mere - einfach; nur, schier, bloß

imagination - Phantasie; Vorstellungskraft, Imagination, Einbildungskraft

Nevertheless its sensations had been so vivid that it was difficult to persuade myself that they were not real, and it was not without some presentiment of what was going to happen that I got into bed at last, after having prayed God to drive far from me all thoughts of evil, and to protect the chastity of my slumber.

sensations - Empfindungen; Gefühl

vivid - lebendig, lebhaft, anschaulich

presentiment - Vorahnung

I soon fell into a deep sleep, and my dream was continued. The curtains again parted, and I beheld Clarimonde, not as on the former occasion, pale in her pale winding-sheet, with the violets of death upon her cheeks but gay, sprightly, jaunty, in a superb travelling dress of green velvet, trimmed with gold lace, and looped up on either side to allow a glimpse of satin petticoat. Her blond hair escaped in thick ringlets from beneath a broad black felt hat, decorated with white feathers whimsically twisted into various shapes.

deep sleep - Tiefschlaf

violets - Violett, Veilchen

gay - vergnügt, schwul, homosexuell, lustig, heiter

sprightly - rüstig; lebhaft

jaunty - flott; affektiert, prätentiös, übermütig, fröhlich

superb - großartig, superb

trimmed - zurechtgestutzt; kürzen, nachschneiden, schneiden, stutzen

satin - Satin, Satinstoff, Satintuch

petticoat - Petticoat; Unterrock

blond - blond, hell, blondhaarig, flachshaarig

broad - breit, deutliche, großräumig

felt hat - Filzhut

feathers - Federn; Feder, Vogelfeder, befiedern

whimsically - launisch

In one hand she held a little riding whip terminated by a golden whistle. She tapped me lightly with it, and exclaimed: "Well, my fine sleeper, is this the way you make your preparations? I thought I would find you up and dressed. Arise quickly, we have no time to lose."

riding whip - Reitpeitsche

terminated - abgebrochen; abbrechen, terminieren, entlassen

whistle - Pfeife, Trillerpfeife, Flöte, Pfeifen, Pfiff

tapped - angezapft; Wasserhahn; Schlacke abstechen

sleeper - Schwelle (Gleis), Schläfer

preparations - Vorbereitungen; Vorbereitung, Präparat

arise - sich erheben, aufstehen, entstehen, auftreten, erwachsen

I leaped out of bed at once.

leaped - gesprungen; hervorspringen, hüpfen, überspringen

"Come, dress yourself, and let us go," she continued, pointing to a little package she had brought with her. "The horses are becoming impatient of delay and champing their bits at the door. We ought to have been by this time at least ten leagues distant from here."

impatient - ungeduldig

delay - Verspätung, Verzögerung, Verzug

champing - mampfen; kauen

leagues - Ligen; Liga, Spielklasse, Bund

distant - weit entfernt; abgelegen, abstehend, distanziert, entfernt

I dressed myself hurriedly, and she handed me the articles of apparel herself one by one, bursting into laughter from time to time at my awkwardness, as she explained to me the use of a garment when I had made a mistake. She hurriedly arranged my hair, and this done, held up before me a little pocket mirror of Venetian crystal, rimmed with silver filigree-work, and playfully asked: "How dost find thyself now?

hurriedly - eilig, hastig, schleuning

apparel - Kleidung

bursting - platzen, zerplatzen, bersten, sprengen, Bersten

awkwardness - Unbeholfenheit, Umständlichkeit, Ungeschicklichkeit, Plumpheit

venetian - venezianisch; Venezianer, Venezianerin

crystal - Kristall; Kristallglas, Kristall (neuter, not masculine)

rimmed - umrandet; Felge, Rand, Radkranz

filigree - Filigran

playfully - spielerisch

Wilt engage me for thy valet de chambre?"

engage - engagieren; beschäftigen; anstellen; angreifen, anlegen

valet - Kammerdiener, Putzer, Leibdiener

I was no longer the same person, and I could not even recognize myself. I resembled my former self no more than a finished statue resembles a block of stone. My old face seemed but a coarse daub of the one reflected in the mirror. I was handsome, and my vanity was sensibly tickled by the metamorphosis. That elegant apparel, that richly embroidered vest had made of me a totally different personage, and I marvelled at the power of transformation owned by a few yards of cloth cut after a certain pattern.

resembles - ähnelt; ähneln, gleichen

coarse - grob, grobkörnig, derb, primitiv

daub - schmieren; Lehmbewurf, Lehmverstrich, Strohlehm, Kleckserei

vanity - Vergänglichkeit; Eitelkeit; Leere

sensibly - vernünftig

tickled - gekitzelt; Kitzeln

metamorphosis - Verwandlung, Metamorphose

personage - Persönlichkeit

marvelled - erstaunt; wundern

transformation - Transformation, Verwandlung, Umformung

The spirit of my costume penetrated my very skin, and within ten minutes more I had become something of a coxcomb.

coxcomb - Hahnenkamm

In order to feel more at ease in my new attire, I took several turns up and down the room. Clarimonde watched me with an air of maternal pleasure, and appeared well satisfied with her work. "Come, enough of this child's-play! Let us start, Romuald, dear. We have far to go, and we may not get there in time." She took my hand and led me forth. All the doors opened before her at a touch, and we passed by the dog without awaking him.

ease - Leichtigkeit, Mühelosigkeit, Behaglichkeit, Bequemlichkeit

maternal - mütterlich

satisfied - befriedigen, zufriedenstellen

awaking - erwachen; weckend, erweckend; (awake) erwachen; weckend

At the gate we found Margheritone waiting, the same swarthy groom who had once before been my escort. He held the bridles of three horses, all black like those which bore us to the castle-one for me, one for him, one for Clarimonde. Those horses must have been Spanish genets born of mares fecundated by a zephyr, for they were fleet as the wind itself, and the moon, which had just risen at our departure to light us on our way, rolled over the sky like a wheel detached from her own chariot. We beheld her on the right leaping from tree to tree, and putting herself out of breath in the effort to keep up with us. Soon we came upon a level plain where, hard by a clump of trees, a carriage with four vigorous horses awaited us. We entered it, and the postilions urged their animals into a mad gallop. I had one arm around Clarimonde's waist, and one of her hands clasped in mine; her head leaned upon my shoulder, and I felt her bosom, half bare, lightly pressing against my arm. I had never known such intense happiness. In that hour I had forgotten everything, and I no more remembered having ever been a priest than I remembered what I had been doing in my mother's womb, so great was the fascination which the evil spirit exerted upon me.

groom - Bräutigam; Stallmeister, Stallknecht; loipen

escort - Eskorte, Geleit, Begleitperson, eskortieren

bridles - Zaumzeug

Spanish - spanisch; Spanisch; Spanier

genets - Genette

mares - Stuten; beschädigen, verunstalten

fecundated - befruchtet; befruchten

zephyr - Zephir

Fleet - Flotte; Fahrzeugpark

wind - aufspulen, rollen, blasen, aufwickeln, abspulen

chariot - Streitwagen; Triumphwagen

leaping - hervorspringen, hüpfen, überspringen

plain - unscheinbar, einfach, vollständige, ehrlich

clump - Klumpen; Büschel; Plumps

carriage - Kutsche; Gang, Haltung, Wagen, Frachtgeld, Fracht, Fuhrlohn

vigorous - kräftig, stark, energisch, lebhaft

postilions - Postillione; Postillion

waist - Taille; Rumpf

clasped - umklammert; Spange, Klammer, Schnalle, Griff, greifen

leaned - gelehnt; knapp, schlank, hager, mager

intense - intensiv; hochgradig

womb - Gebärmutter; q

fascination - Faszination

exerted - ausgeübt wird; anstrengen, ausüben

From that night my nature seemed in some sort to have become halved, and there were two men within me, neither of whom knew the other. At one moment I believed myself a priest who dreamed nightly that he was a gentleman, at another that I was a gentleman who dreamed he was a priest. I could no longer distinguish the dream from the reality, nor could I discover where the reality began or where ended the dream. The exquisite young lord and libertine railed at the priest, the priest loathed the dissolute habits of the young lord. I always retained with extreme vividness all the perceptions of my two lives. Only there was one absurd fact which I could not explain to myself-namely, that the consciousness of the same individuality existed in two men so opposite in character. It was an anomaly for which I could not account-whether I believed myself to be the curé of the little village of C--, or Il Signor Romualdo, the titled lover of Clarimonde.

halved - halbiert; halbieren, halbieren, hälften

nightly - jede Nacht; nächtlich

distinguish - unterscheiden; erkennen; auszeichnen

libertine - Wüstling

railed - geschnallt; Gleis, Schiene, Reling, Geländer

loathed - verabscheut; verabscheuen, ablehnen, hassen

dissolute - ausschweifend; liederlich

retained - zurückgehalten; behalten, festhalten

vividness - Lebendigkeit

perceptions - Wahrnehmungen; Wahrnehmung

absurd - absurd

namely - und zwar, nämlich

consciousness - Bewusstsein, Gewahrsein, Erkenntnis, Bewusstheit

individuality - Individualität

anomaly - Anomalie

Signor - Herr

Be that as it may, I lived, at least I believed that I lived, in Venice. I have never been able to discover rightly how much of illusion and how much of reality there was in this fantastic adventure. We dwelt in a great palace on the Canaleio, filled with frescoes and statues, and containing two Titians in the noblest style of the great master, which were hung in Clarimonde's chamber. It was a palace well worthy of a king. We had each our gondola, our barcarolli in family livery, our music hall, and our special poet. Clarimonde always lived upon a magnificent scale; there was something of Cleopatra in her nature. As for me, I had the retinue of a prince's son, and I was regarded with as much reverential respect as though I had been of the family of one of the twelve Apostles or the four Evangelists of the Most Serene Republic. I would not have turned aside to allow even the Doge to pass, and I do not believe that since Satan fell from heaven, any creature was ever prouder or more insolent than I. I went to the Ridotto, and played with a luck which seemed absolutely infernal. I received the best of all society-the sons of ruined families, women of the theatre, shrewd knaves, parasites, hectoring swashbucklers. But notwithstanding the dissipation of such a life, I always remained faithful to Clarimonde. I loved her wildly. She would have excited satiety itself, and chained inconstancy.

Venice - Venedig

rightly - zurecht, zu Recht, richtig

frescoes - Fresken; Fresko

Titians - Tizianer; Tizianrot

noblest - am edelsten; Adeliger, Adliger, Adelige, Adlige, Aristokrat

gondola - Gondel; Seilbahn

magnificent - großartig; prächtig; ausgezeichnet

scale - Maßstab; Skala, Kesselsteine, Schuppe; ersteigen, erklettern

retinue - Gefolge

regarded - betrachtet; schätzen, betrachten, berücksichtigen

reverential - ehrfürchtig

apostles - Apostel

Evangelists - Evangelisten; Evangelist, Evangelistin, Evangelist

serene - Gelassenheit; heiter

republic - der Republik; Republik, Teilrepublik

aside - beiseite, zur Seite

Doge - Dogen; flitzen; Doge

insolent - unverschämt; beleidigend, verletzend, anmaßend, überheblich

infernal - höllisch, infernalisch, Höllen-, checkinfernalisch

ruined - ruiniert; Ruine, Ruin, Ruin, ruinieren, auf die Knie zwingen

shrewd - klug, clever, gewitzt, schlau, listig

knaves - Buben; Knabe, Knappe, Junge, Boy, Knecht, Gauner, Schurke

parasites - Parasiten; Parasit, Schmarotzer, Parasit

hectoring - Einschüchterung; einschüchtern, mobben, schikanieren

swashbucklers - Säbelrassler; Haudegen, Draufgänger

dissipation - Ausschüttung; Zerstreuung, Zersplitterung, Zerteilung, Auflösung

faithful - treu

satiety - Sattheit, Sättigung, Befriedigung

inconstancy - Wankelmut; Unbeständigkeiten, Unbeständigkeit

To have Clarimonde was to have twenty mistresses; aye, to possess all women: so mobile, so varied of aspect, so fresh in new charms was she all in herself-a very chameleon of a woman, in sooth. She made you commit with her the infidelity you would have committed with another, by donning to perfection the character, the attraction, the style of beauty of the woman who appeared to please you. She returned my love a hundred-fold, and it was in vain that the young patricians and even the Ancients of the Council of Ten made her the most magnificent proposals. A Foscari even went so far as to offer to espouse her. She rejected all his overtures. Of gold she had enough. She wished no longer for anything but love-a love youthful, pure, evoked by herself, and which should be a first and last passion. I would have been perfectly happy but for a cursed nightmare which recurred every night, and in which I believed myself to be a poor village curé, practising mortification and penance for my excesses during the day. Reassured by my constant association with her, I never thought further of the strange manner in which I had become acquainted with Clarimonde. But the words of the Abbé Sérapion concerning her recurred often to my memory, and never ceased to cause me uneasiness.

mistresses - Mätressen; Frau, Meisterin, Herrscherin, Mätresse, Liebhaberin

Aye - gewiss, Ja-Stimme

possess - besitzen

varied - abwechslungsreich; variieren, verändern, sich ändern, de

charms - Reize; Talisman; Charme, Zauberformel, Lieblichkeit; bezaubern

chameleon - Chamäleon

sooth - beruhigen; Wahrheit

infidelity - Untreue

vain - eitel; unnützlich

patricians - Patrizier, Patrizier

Council - Rat

proposals - Vorschläge; Vorschlag, Heiratsantrag

espouse - verfechten; heiraten, ehelichen, sich vermählen mit

overtures - Ouvertüren; Angebot

youthful - jugendlich, jung

pure - bloß, rein

evoked - evoziert; hervorrufen

perfectly happy - wunschlos

cursed - verflucht, verfluchte; (curs) verflucht, verfluchte

recurred - wieder aufgetreten; wiederkehren

mortification - Kasteiung; Kränkung, Demütigung

penance - Buße, Bußleistung, Bußübung, Bußwerk

excesses - Exzesse; Überfluss, Überschuss, Übermaß

constant - beständig, konstant, regelmäßig, stetig

Association - Assoziation, Verknüpfung, Zuordnung, Vereinigung

concerning - Was bedeutet das; Sorge, Anliegen

uneasiness - Unbehagen

For some time the health of Clarimonde had not been so good as usual; her complexion grew paler day by day. The physicians who were summoned could not comprehend the nature of her malady and knew not how to treat it. They all prescribed some insignificant remedies, and never called a second time. Her paleness, nevertheless, visibly increased, and she became colder and colder, until she seemed almost as white and dead as upon that memorable night in the unknown castle.

physicians - Ärzten; Arzt, Ärztin, Mediziner, Medizinerin, Doktor, Doktorin

summoned - vorgeladen; auffordern, vorladen

comprehend - umfassen; verstehen, begreifen, erfassen, einsehen

malady - Krankheit, Übel

prescribed - verschrieben; verschreiben, verordnen, vorschreiben, verordnen

remedies - Gegenmittel

paleness - Blässe, Blassheit, Bleichheit, Farblosigkeit

visibly - sichtbar

memorable - erinnerungswürdig; denkwürdig, merkwürdig, einprägsam

I grieved with anguish unspeakable to behold her thus slowly perishing; and she, touched by my agony, smiled upon me sweetly and sadly with the fateful smile of those who feel that they must die.

grieved - getrauert; weh tun, kränken, bekümmern; sich grämen (über)

perishing - untergehen; verderben, schlecht werden, umkommen

sweetly - süß

fateful - schicksalhaft

One morning I was seated at her bedside, after breakfasting from a little table placed close at hand, so that I might not be obliged to leave her for a single instant. In the act of cutting some fruit I accidentally inflicted rather a deep gash on my finger. The blood immediately gushed forth in a little purple jet, and a few drops spurted upon Clarimonde. Her eyes flashed, her face suddenly assumed an expression of savage and ferocious joy such as I had never before observed in her. She leaped out of her bed with animal agility-the agility, as it were, of an ape or a cat-and sprang upon my wound, which she commenced to suck with an air of unutterable pleasure. She swallowed the blood in little mouthfuls, slowly and carefully, like a connoisseur tasting a wine from Xeres or Syracuse.

bedside - am Krankenbett; Krankenbett

be obliged - müssen

inflicted - auferlegt; zufügen, de

gash - tiefer Schnitt, tiefer Riss, klaffende Wunde; einschneiden

gushed - sprudelte; Schwall, Flut, strömen, herausquellen, schwärmen

jet - Düsenflugzeug, Strahl, Düse; ausstoßen

spurted - gespritzt; herausspritzen (aus)

assumed - angenommen; annehmen, voraussetzen, vermuten, unterstellen

savage - Wilde; wild, wüst, unbebaut, unbändig, rasend

ferocious - wild, brutal, grausam

agility - Beweglichkeit, Agilität, Wendigkeit

ape - nachäffen, Affe

wound - anschießen, verwunden

suck - ätzend; saugen; lutschen; mies sein, zum Kotzen sein

swallowed - verschluckt; schlucken, verschlingen, anbeißen, einstecken

mouthfuls - Bissen; mundvoll

connoisseur - Kenner, Kennerin

Syracuse - Syrakus, Syrakus

Gradually her eyelids half closed, and the pupils of her green eyes became oblong instead of round. From time to time she paused in order to kiss my hand, then she would recommence to press her lips to the lips of the wound in order to coax forth a few more ruddy drops. When she found that the blood would no longer come, she arose with eyes liquid and brilliant, rosier than a May dawn; her face full and fresh, her hand warm and moist-in fine, more beautiful than ever, and in the most perfect health.

pupils - Schulkind, Pupille, Schüler

oblong - länglich, lang, quer, breit, rechteckig

paused - innegehalten; pausieren, innehalten, pausieren, Pause

recommence - wiederaufnehmen; wieder beginnen

coax - schmeicheln, gut zureden; Koaxialkabel

rosier - rosiger; (rosy) rosiger

moist - feucht

most perfect - einwandfreiste

"I shall not die! I shall not die!" she cried, clinging to my neck, half mad with joy. "I can love thee yet for a long time. My life is thine, and all that is of me comes from thee. A few drops of thy rich and noble blood, more precious and more potent than all the elixirs of the earth, have given me back life."

clinging - anhaftend; anschmiegen

thine - deines; dein; deiner, der deine

more precious - kostbarere

more potent - potentere

elixirs - Elixiere; Elixier

This scene long haunted my memory, and inspired me with strange doubts in regard to Clarimonde; and the same evening, when slumber had transported me to my presbytery, I beheld the Abbé Sérapion, graver and more anxious of aspect than ever. He gazed attentively at me, and sorrowfully exclaimed: "Not content with losing your soul, you now desire also to lose your body. Wretched young man, into how terrible a plight have you fallen!" The tone in which he uttered these words powerfully affected me, but in spite of its vividness even that impression was soon dissipated, and a thousand other cares erased it from my mind. At last one evening, while looking into a mirror whose traitorous position she had not taken into account, I saw Clarimonde in the act of emptying a powder into the cup of spiced wine which she had long been in the habit of preparing after our repasts.

haunted - spuken, verfolgen, Treffpunkt

inspired - inspiriert; inspirieren, inspirieren, beatmen, einhauchen

graver - Stichel; ernster; (grav) Stichel; ernster

content - Inhalt; (to be content with) sich mit etwas begnügen

wretched - unglücklich; sehr schlecht, miserabel, wertlos

plight - Notlage; sich verloben; Misere, schlimmer Zustand, Verlobung

tone - Farbton, Klang, Umgangston, Ton

powerfully - kraftvoll

dissipated - verpufft; zerstreuen, zerteilen, verscheuchen, lösen, abbauen

erased - ausgelöscht; auslöschen, ausradieren, löschen

traitorous - verräterisch

spiced - gewürzt; würzen; Gewürz

repasts - Mahlzeiten; Mahl, Mahlzeit

I took the cup, feigned to carry it to my lips, and then placed it on the nearest article of furniture as though intending to finish it at my leisure. Taking advantage of a moment when the fair one's back was turned, I threw the contents under the table, after which I retired to my chamber and went to bed, fully resolved not to sleep, but to watch and discover what should come of all this mystery. I did not have to wait long. Clarimonde entered in her night-dress, and having removed her apparel, crept into bed and lay down beside me. When she felt assured that I was asleep, she bared my arm, and drawing a gold pin from her hair, commenced to murmur in a low voice:

feigned - vorgetäuscht; vorgeben, vortäuschen, vormachen, fingieren

Contents - Inhalt; (to be content with) sich mit etwas begnügen

crept - gekrochen; kriechen, schleichen, schleichen, kriechen, Kriechen

assured - gesichert; beteuerte, versicherte, versichert

murmur - Rauschen, Murmeln, Gemurmel, Raunen, Herzgeräusch

"One drop, only one drop! One ruby at the end of my needle.... Since thou lovest me yet, I must not die!... Ah, poor love! His beautiful blood, so brightly purple, I must drink it. Sleep, my only treasure! Sleep, my god, my child! I will do thee no harm; I will only take of thy life what I must to keep my own from being forever extinguished. But that I love thee so much, I could well resolve to have other lovers whose veins I could drain; but since I have known thee all other men have become hateful to me.... Ah, the beautiful arm! How round it is!

ruby - Stein (einer Uhr), rubinrot, Rubin

brightly - leuchtend; strahlend, hell

harm - Schaden

resolve - auflösen, beschließen

veins - Venen; Vene, Ader, Geäder

drain - Abfluss; entwässern, abfließen lassen, ablassen, trocknen

hateful - hasserfüllt

How white it is! How shall I ever dare to prick this pretty blue vein!" And while thus murmuring to herself she wept, and I felt her tears raining on my arm as she clasped it with her hands. At last she took the resolve, slightly punctured me with her pin, and commenced to suck up the blood which oozed from the place. Although she swallowed only a few drops, the fear of weakening me soon seized her, and she carefully tied a little band around my arm, afterward rubbing the wound with an unguent which immediately cicatrized it.

prick - Arschloch; spitzer Gegenstand, Stich

vein - Vene, Ader, Geäder, Goldader

murmuring - murmelnd, raunend; (murmur); Rauschen, Murmeln, Gemurmel

punctured - durchstochen; Einstich, Reifenpanne, durchstechen, punktieren

oozed - gesickert; sickern, strotzen vor/von; Schlamm

weakening - Schwächung; schwächen, abschwächen, schwächeln

rubbing - Reiben, Polieren; (rub); reiben, abreiben, sich abreiben

unguent - Salbe

cicatrized - vernarbt; vernarben

Further doubts were impossible. The Abbé Sérapion was right. Notwithstanding this positive knowledge, however, I could not cease to love Clarimonde, and I would gladly of my own accord have given her all the blood she required to sustain her factitious life. Moreover, I felt but little fear of her. The woman seemed to plead with me for the vampire, and what I had already heard and seen sufficed to reassure me completely. In those days I had plenteous veins, which would not have been so easily exhausted as at present; and I would not have thought of bargaining for my blood, drop by drop. I would rather have opened myself the veins of my arm and said to her: "Drink, and may my love infiltrate itself throughout thy body together with my blood!

cease - aufhören, einstellen

gladly - gerne; gern

accord - Vereinbarung; Übereinstimmung, Einvernehmen, Übereinkommen

sustain - unterstützen; unterhalten, aufrechterhalten, versorgen

factitious - Erfunden

Moreover - außerdem, überdies, des Weiteren, obendrein

plead - plädieren, bekennen, (dringend) bitten, anflehen, beschwören

sufficed - genügte; ausreichen, genügen, genug sein, reichen

reassure - versichern, beruhigen

plenteous - reichlich, voll

exhausted - erschöpft; erschöpfen, dezimieren, erschöpfen, Auspuff, Abgas

bargaining - verhandeln; Angebot

infiltrate - infiltrieren; Infiltrat

I carefully avoided ever making the least reference to the narcotic drink she had prepared for me, or to the incident of the pin, and we lived in the most perfect harmony.

narcotic - Rauschgift; narkotisierend, Betäubungsmittel, narkotisch

incident - Vorfall, Begebenheit, Ereignis, Geschehnis

harmony - Harmonie, Einklang, Wohlklang, Harmonielehre

Yet my priestly scruples commenced to torment me more than ever, and I was at a loss to imagine what new penance I could invent in order to mortify and subdue my flesh. Although these visions were involuntary, and though I did not actually participate in anything relating to them, I could not dare to touch the body of Christ with hands so impure and a mind defiled by such debauches whether real or imaginary. In the effort to avoid falling under the influence of these wearisome hallucinations, I strove to prevent myself from being overcome by sleep. I held my eyelids open with my fingers, and stood for hours together leaning upright against the wall, fighting sleep with all my might; but the dust of drowsiness invariably gathered upon my eyes at last, and finding all resistance useless, I would have to let my arms fall in the extremity of despairing weariness, and the current of slumber would again bear me away to the perfidious shores. Sérapion addressed me with the most vehement exhortations, severely reproaching me for my softness and want of fervour. Finally, one day when I was more wretched than usual, he said to me: "There is but one way by which you can obtain relief from this continual torment, and though it is an extreme measure it must be made use of; violent diseases require violent remedies. I know where Clarimonde is buried.

priestly - priesterlich

scruples - Skrupel

torment - Qualen; Qual; quälen, peinigen

mortify - kränken, demütigen;jdn. beschämen

subdue - unter Kontrolle bringen, unterwerfen

visions - Visionen; Sicht, Sehvermögen

Christ - Christus, Herrgott

impure - unrein

defiled - verunreinigt; defilieren

debauches - Ausschweifungen; Ausschweifung

wearisome - ermüdend, langweilig, lästig

hallucinations - Halluzinationen; Halluzination, Wahnvorstellung

overcome - überwunden; überwinden

for hours together - stundenlang

upright - aufrecht; hochkant

drowsiness - Schläfrigkeit

weariness - Müdigkeit

perfidious - Perfide

shores - Ufern; Ufer, Stützbalken, Küste, Strebe

exhortations - Ermahnungen; Ermahnung

severely - ernsthaft

reproaching - Vorwürfe; Vorwurf, Schande, vorwerfen

obtain - erlangen, erhalten, bestehen

continual - fortlaufend

It is necessary that we shall disinter her remains, and that you shall behold in how pitiable a state the object of your love is. Then you will no longer be tempted to lose your soul for the sake of an unclean corpse devoured by worms, and ready to crumble into dust. That will assuredly restore you to yourself." For my part, I was so tired of this double life that I at once consented, desiring to ascertain beyond a doubt whether a priest or a gentleman had been the victim of delusion. I had become fully resolved either to kill one of the two men within me for the benefit of the other, or else to kill both, for so terrible an existence could not last long and be endured. The Abbé Sérapion provided himself with a mattock, a lever, and a lantern, and at midnight we wended our way to the cemetery of --, the location and place of which were perfectly familiar to him. After having directed the rays of the dark lantern upon the inscriptions of several tombs, we came at last upon a great slab, half concealed by huge weeds and devoured by mosses and parasitic plants, whereupon we deciphered the opening lines of the epitaph:

disinter - ausgraben; exhumieren

pitiable - bedauerlich, bedauernswert, erbärmlich, kläglich

tempted - in Versuchung; in Versuchung führen, versuchen, locken

unclean - unrein, gemein

worms - Wurm, elender Wurm

crumble - bröckeln, zerbröckeln, krümeln, zerkrümeln, Crumble

restore - wiederherstellen, restaurieren

consented - zugestimmt; zustimmen, einwilligen, Zustimmung, Konsens

ascertain - festzustellen; feststellen

delusion - Täuschung, Irreführung, Wahn, Wahnvorstellung

endured - ertragen, aushalten, dulden, von Bestand sein

mattock - Mattock, Hacke

lever - Montiereisen (Reifen); Hebel

wended - wendete; folgen, verfolgen

inscriptions - Inschriften; Inschrift, Aufschrift, Münzaufschrift, Widmung

mosses - Moos

parasitic - schmarotzend

deciphered - dechiffriert; dechiffrieren, entschlüsseln, entziffern

epitaph - Grabinschrift; q

Here lies Clarimonde

Who was famed in her life-time

famed - Ruhm, Berühmtheit, Bekanntheit

As the fairest of women.[1]

"It is here without a doubt," muttered Sérapion, and placing his lantern on the ground, he forced the point of the lever under the edge of the stone and commenced to raise it. The stone yielded, and he proceeded to work with the mattock. Darker and more silent than the night itself, I stood by and watched him do it, while he, bending over his dismal toil, streamed with sweat, panted, and his hard-coming breath seemed to have the harsh tone of a death rattle. It was a weird scene, and had any persons from without beheld us, they would assuredly have taken us rather for profane wretches and shroud-stealers than for priests of God. There was something grim and fierce in Sérapion's zeal which lent him the air of a demon rather than of an apostle or an angel, and his great aquiline face, with all its stern features brought out in strong relief by the lantern-light, had something fearsome in it which enhanced the unpleasant fancy. I felt an icy sweat come out upon my forehead in huge beads, and my hair stood up with a hideous fear. Within the depths of my own heart I felt that the act of the austere Sérapion was an abominable sacrilege; and I could have prayed that a triangle of fire would issue from the entrails of the dark clouds, heavily rolling above us, to reduce him to cinders.

muttered - gemurmelt; murmeln

yielded - nachgegeben; hervorbringen, er/sie hat/hatte ergeben, weichen

more silent - wortkargere

toil - Mühe; schuften, sich plagen, sich quälen, roboten

panted - keuchte; keuchen, hecheln, schnaufen (i. S. v. keuchen)

harsh - rau, harsch, unwirsch, scharf

rattle - klappern, rasseln, erschüteln, knattern

weird - geheimnisvoll, unheimlich, übernatürlich, seltsam, komisch

profane - weltlich; profan

wretches - Schufte; das Wesen

stealers - Diebe; (steal) klauen, abwerben (Kunden)

grim - makaber, grimmig

zeal - Eifer, Begeisterung

apostle - Apostel

stern - ernst, Heck

fearsome - fürchterlich, furchterregend

enhanced - verbessert; erhöhen, vergrößern, verbessern

beads - Perlen; Perle, Tropfen

hideous - scheußlich; abscheulich

austere - Streng; schlicht, genügsam

abominable - verabscheuungswürdig, verhasst, abscheulich, riesig, monströs

sacrilege - Sakrileg

triangle - Dreieck; Triangel

issue from - herrühren (von), entspringen

cinders - Asche, Schlacke, Zunder, verkohlen, verschwelen, einäschern

The owls which had been nestling in the cypress-trees, startled by the gleam of the lantern, flew against it from time to time, striking their dusty wings against its panes, and uttering plaintive cries of lamentation; wild foxes yelped in the far darkness, and a thousand sinister noises detached themselves from the silence. At last Sérapion's mattock struck the coffin itself, making its planks re-echo with a deep sonorous sound, with that terrible sound nothingness utters when stricken. He wrenched apart and tore up the lid, and I beheld Clarimonde, pallid as a figure of marble, with hands joined; her white winding-sheet made but one fold from her head to her feet. A little crimson drop sparkled like a speck of dew at one corner of her colourless mouth. Sérapion, at this spectacle, burst into fury: "Ah, thou art here, demon! Impure courtesan! Drinker of blood and gold!" And he flung holy water upon the corpse and the coffin, over which he traced the sign of the cross with his sprinkler. Poor Clarimonde had no sooner been touched by the blessed spray than her beautiful body crumbled into dust, and became only a shapeless and frightful mass of cinders and half-calcined bones.

owls - Eule, Uhu, Eulenvogel

nestling - kuschelnd, Nesthäkchen

cypress - Zypresse

gleam - Schimmer; durchschimmern, glänzen

striking - auffällig; (strike); streichen; schlagen; prägen; streiken; scheinen; die Fahne streichen; Strike; Streik; Schlag

dusty - staubig

panes - Scheiben; Scheibe, Fensterscheibe

plaintive - traurig, wehleidig, klagend, Klage

lamentation - Wehklagen; Wehklage, Klage

foxes - Füchse; Fuchs, qualifier

yelped - gekläfft; yelp

sinister - unheimlich

struck - angeschlagen; streichen, schlagen, prägen, streiken, scheinen

planks - Bretter; Planke, Schwerpunkt

nothingness - Nichtigkeit; Nichtvorhandensein, Nichts, Leere

utters - äußerst

stricken - angeschlagen; ergriffen, heimgesucht, betroffen

wrenched - verrenkt; reißen

tore up - zerfetzte

lid - Deckel

sparkled - funkelte; funkeln

speck - Fleckchen

colourless - farblos

burst - geplatzt; platzen, zerplatzen, bersten, sprengen, Bersten

Drinker - Trinker, Trinkerin, Gewohnheitstrinker

holy water - Weihwasser

traced - zurückverfolgt; Zeichen, Spur

sprinkler - Sprinkler, Sprinkleranlage, Feuerlöschanlage

blessed - gesegnet; selig; (bless); gesegnet; selig

spray - Sprühwasser, Gischt; bestäuben (bestäubt), sprühen, spritzen

crumbled - zerkrümelt; bröckeln, zerbröckeln, krümeln, zerkrümeln, Crumble

shapeless - unförmig; formlos

calcined - kalziniert; calcinieren, kalzinieren, ausglühen, brennen

"Behold your mistress, my Lord Romuald!" cried the inexorable priest, as he pointed to these sad remains. "Will you be easily tempted after this to promenade on the Lido or at Fusina with your beauty?" I covered my face with my hands, a vast ruin had taken place within me. I returned to my presbytery, and the noble Lord Romuald, the lover of Clarimonde, separated himself from the poor priest with whom he had kept such strange company so long. But once only, the following night, I saw Clarimonde.

inexorable - unaufhaltsam

promenade - Promenade; spazieren gehen

Lido - Freibad, Badi

ruin - Ruine, Ruin, Ruin, ruinieren, auf die Knie zwingen, vernichten

She said to me, as she had said the first time at the portals of the church: "Unhappy man! Unhappy man! What hast thou done? Wherefore have hearkened to that imbecile priest? Wert thou not happy? And what harm had I ever done thee that thou shouldst violate my poor tomb, and lay bare the miseries of my nothingness? All communication between our souls and our bodies is henceforth forever broken. Adieu! Thou will yet regret me!" She vanished in air as smoke, and I never saw her more.

wherefore - Weshalb; warum, weswegen, wofür

hearkened - gehorcht; horchen, hören, lauschen

imbecile - Schwachkopf; Schwachsinnige, geistesschwach

shouldst - sollen

violate - verletzen, brechen, überschreiten, mißachten

miseries - Misere, Elend

regret - bedauern, bereuen, leidtun, Reue, Bedauern

Alas! she spoke truly indeed. I have regretted her more than once, and I regret her still. My soul's peace has been very dearly bought. The love of God was not too much to replace such a love as hers. And this, brother, is the story of my youth. Never gaze upon a woman, and walk abroad only with eyes ever fixed upon the ground; for however chaste and watchful one may be, the error of a single moment is enough to make one lose eternity.

gaze - Blicken; anstarren

watchful - wachsam


Ici git Clarimonde

git - Einguss

Qui fut de son vivant

La plus belle du monde.

la - US-Bundesstaat

plus - plus; positiv

belle - Schönheit, Schöne

The broken beauty of the lines is unavoidably lost in the translation.

unavoidably - Unvermeidlich

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