Lord - Gebieter; Herr; herrschen

Joseph - Josef, Joseph, Josef, Joseph, Josef von Arimathäa


When this novel first appeared in book form a notion got about that I had been bolted away with. Some reviewers maintained that the work starting as a short story had got beyond the writer's control. One or two discovered internal evidence of the fact, which seemed to amuse them.

notion - Ahnung, Ansicht, Auffassung, Begriff

bolted - verriegelt; Riegel, Ballen, Blitz, Bolzen; durchgehen (Pferd)

reviewers - Gutachter; Rezensent, Rezensentin

maintained - unterhalten, warten, beibehalten, aufrechterhalten

beyond - darüber hinaus; jenseits

internal - intern, checkinnerlich, checkinländisch

amuse - amüsieren, vergnügen, belustigen, erheitern

They pointed out the limitations of the narrative form. They argued that no man could have been expected to talk all that time, and other men to listen so long. It was not, they said, very credible.

limitations - Einschränkungen; Limitieren

credible - glaubhaft; glaubwürdig

After thinking it over for something like sixteen years, I am not so sure about that. Men have been known, both in the tropics and in the temperate zone, to sit up half the night 'swapping yarns'. This, however, is but one yarn, yet with interruptions affording some measure of relief; and in regard to the listeners'endurance, the postulate must be accepted that the story was interesting. It is the necessary preliminary assumption. If I hadn't believed that it was interesting I could never have begun to write it.

tropics - Tropen; Wendekreis, tropisch

temperate - gemäßigt; zurückhaltend

zone - Bereich, Distrikt, Eingabefeld

swapping - tauschend; (swap) tauschend

yarns - Garne; Garn

interruptions - Unterbrechungen; Unterbrechung, Unterbrechung

relief - Erleichterung, Befreiung, Linderung, Unterstützung

regard - schätzen, betrachten, berücksichtigen, achten; Aufmerksamkeit

endurance - Ausdauer

postulate - Postulat, Axiom, Voraussetzung, postulieren

preliminary - vorläufig, vorbereitend

assumption - Vermutung; Übernahme; Annahme; Himmelfahrt

As to the mere physical possibility we all know that some speeches in Parliament have taken nearer six than three hours in delivery; whereas all that part of the book which is Marlow's narrative can be read through aloud, I should say, in less than three hours. Besides-though I have kept strictly all such insignificant details out of the tale-we may presume that there must have been refreshments on that night, a glass of mineral water of some sort to help the narrator on.

mere - einfach; nur, schier, bloß

Parliament - Das Parlament; Parlament; Eulenschwarm

delivery - Lieferung; Entbindung, Geburt

whereas - wohingegen, wogegen, während, wobei

aloud - laut

besides - Außerdem; neben, neben

strictly - strenges, grundsätzlich, pingelig

insignificant - unbedeutend

Tale - Geschichte, Erzählung, Fabel

presume - annehmen, mutmaßen, vermuten

refreshments - Erfrischungen; Erfrischung

mineral water - Mineralwasser

narrator - Erzähler, Erzählerin

But, seriously, the truth of the matter is, that my first thought was of a short story, concerned only with the pilgrim ship episode; nothing more. And that was a legitimate conception. After writing a few pages, however, I became for some reason discontented and I laid them aside for a time. I didn't take them out of the drawer till the late Mr. William Blackwood suggested I should give something again to his magazine.

concerned - besorgt; Sorge, Anliegen

pilgrim - Pilger, Wallfahrer

legitimate - rechtmäßig; gültig; legitim

conception - Empfängnis; Vorstellung, Konzeption

discontented - Unzufriedenheit

aside - beiseite, zur Seite

drawer - Zeichner, Schublade, Aussteller

William - Wilhelm

Blackwood - Schwarzholz

It was only then that I perceived that the pilgrim ship episode was a good starting-point for a free and wandering tale; that it was an event, too, which could conceivably colour the whole 'sentiment of existence'in a simple and sensitive character. But all these preliminary moods and stirrings of spirit were rather obscure at the time, and they do not appear clearer to me now after the lapse of so many years.

perceived - wahrgenommen; wahrnehmen

wandering - wandernd; (wander) irren, wandern

conceivably - denkbar

sentiment - Gefühlen; Gefühl

existence - Existenz, Dasein

sensitive - empfindlich, sensibel

stirrings - Rührungen; ergreifend, bewegend, aufwühlend

obscure - obskur, dunkel, vernebelt, finster

lapse - Entgleisung, Ausrutscher, Verfallen, Erlöschen, Verfall

The few pages I had laid aside were not without their weight in the choice of subject. But the whole was re-written deliberately. When I sat down to it I knew it would be a long book, though I didn't foresee that it would spread itself over thirteen numbers of Maga.

deliberately - absichtlich

foresee - vorhersehen, voraussehen

I have been asked at times whether this was not the book of mine I liked best. I am a great foe to favouritism in public life, in private life, and even in the delicate relationship of an author to his works. As a matter of principle I will have no favourites; but I don't go so far as to feel grieved and annoyed by the preference some people give to my Lord Jim.

foe - Feind

favouritism - Günstlingswirtschaft, Vetternwirtschaft

delicate - empfindlich, heikel, schwierig, feingliedrig, filigran

principle - Grundsatz, Prinzip, Naturgesetz

grieved - getrauert; weh tun, kränken, bekümmern; sich grämen (über)

preference - Präferenz, Bevorzugung, Vorliebe; Einstellung

I won't even say that I 'fail to understand . . .'No! But once I had occasion to be puzzled and surprised.

puzzled - verwirrt; Rätsel

A friend of mine returning from Italy had talked with a lady there who did not like the book. I regretted that, of course, but what surprised me was the ground of her dislike. 'You know,'she said, 'it is all so morbid.'

Italy - Italien

regretted - bedauert; bedauern, bereuen, leidtun, Reue, Bedauern

morbid - morbide; morbid; krankhaft

The pronouncement gave me food for an hour's anxious thought. Finally I arrived at the conclusion that, making due allowances for the subject itself being rather foreign to women's normal sensibilities, the lady could not have been an Italian. I wonder whether she was European at all? In any case, no Latin temperament would have perceived anything morbid in the acute consciousness of lost honour. Such a consciousness may be wrong, or it may be right, or it may be condemned as artificial; and, perhaps, my Jim is not a type of wide commonness.

pronouncement - Verkündigung; Äußerung

anxious - ängstlich, besorgt

allowances - Zulagen; Erlaubnis

sensibilities - Empfindlichkeiten; Sensibilität, Empfindlichkeit

Latin - lateinisch, Latein

temperament - Temperament, Charakter, Veranlagung, Stimmung

acute - scharf; spitz; akut

consciousness - Bewusstsein, Gewahrsein, Erkenntnis, Bewusstheit

honour - Ehrung, Ehre; ehren; beehren, akzeptieren, annehmen, honorieren

condemned - Verurteilt; verurteilen, verurteilen, verdammen, verurteilen

artificial - künstlich

commonness - Gewöhnlichkeit; Häufigkeit

But I can safely assure my readers that he is not the product of coldly perverted thinking. He's not a figure of Northern Mists either. One sunny morning, in the commonplace surroundings of an Eastern roadstead, I saw his form pass by-appealing-significant-under a cloud-perfectly silent. Which is as it should be. It was for me, with all the sympathy of which I was capable, to seek fit words for his meaning. He was 'one of us'.

safely - sicher

assure - sichern; versichern

coldly - kalt

perverted - Perversling

mists - Nebeln; Nebel

sunny - sonnig, heiter

commonplace - alltäglich, banal, gang und gäbe, gewöhnlich, Gemeinplatz

surroundings - Umgebung, umliegend

roadstead - Reede

appealing - ansprechend; Revision, Wirkung, Anziehungskraft; reizen

significant - bedeutsam; signifikant, bedeutend

sympathy - Mitleid, Mitgefühl, Empathie, Einfühlungsvermögen, Sympathie

capable - fähig

seek - suchen

J.C. 1917.


He was an inch, perhaps two, under six feet, powerfully built, and he advanced straight at you with a slight stoop of the shoulders, head forward, and a fixed from-under stare which made you think of a charging bull. His voice was deep, loud, and his manner displayed a kind of dogged self-assertion which had nothing aggressive in it. It seemed a necessity, and it was directed apparently as much at himself as at anybody else.

inch - Zoll (2, 54 cm), Zoll (Längenmaß)

powerfully - kraftvoll

Slight - geringfügig, leicht, unbedeutend

stoop - Buckel, sich beugen

stare - starren, anstarren

Bull - Bulle, Stier

displayed - angezeigt; Vorführung, Vorstellung, Display

self - Selbst

assertion - Versicherung, Zusicherung, Behauptung, Beteuerung

aggressive - aggressiv

necessity - Notwendigkeit, Nezessität, Not, Bedürfnis

apparently - offensichtlich, offenbar, scheinbar, anscheinend

He was spotlessly neat, apparelled in immaculate white from shoes to hat, and in the various Eastern ports where he got his living as ship-chandler's water-clerk he was very popular.

spotlessly - makellos; fleckenlose

neat - ordentlich, sauber, geschickt, hübsch

apparelled - bekleidet; Kleidung

immaculate - tadellos

chandler - Kerzenmacher, Kerzenmacherin, Kerzenzieher, Kerzenzieherin

clerk - Angestellter; Büroangestellte, Buchhalter, Bürokaufmann

A water-clerk need not pass an examination in anything under the sun, but he must have Ability in the abstract and demonstrate it practically. His work consists in racing under sail, steam, or oars against other water-clerks for any ship about to anchor, greeting her captain cheerily, forcing upon him a card-the business card of the ship-chandler-and on his first visit on shore piloting him firmly but without ostentation to a vast, cavern-like shop which is full of things that are eaten and drunk on board ship; where you can get everything to make her seaworthy and beautiful, from a set of chain-hooks for her cable to a book of gold-leaf for the carvings of her stern; and where her commander is received like a brother by a ship-chandler he has never seen before. There is a cool parlour, easy-chairs, bottles, cigars, writing implements, a copy of harbour regulations, and a warmth of welcome that melts the salt of a three months'passage out of a seaman's heart.

examination - Prüfung, Untersuchung, Test, Überprüfung

abstract - Auszug, Zusammenfassung, abstrakt, trennen, entziehen

demonstrate - demonstrieren, aufzeigen

practically - praktisch

steam - etwas dünsten;Dampf

oars - Ruder

clerks - Büroangestellte, Angestellte, Buchhalter, Bürokaufmann

anchor - Anker

cheerily - fröhlich; froh

on shore - an Land, an der Küste

firmly - sicher, fest

ostentation - Zurschaustellung, Pomp, Prahlerei

vast - riesig; beträchtlich, weit, ausgedehnt, enorm

cavern - Höhle; große; Kaverne

seaworthy - seetüchtig, seetauglich

hooks - Haken, Hookline, Haken, haken, haken, einhaken, haken

cable - Seil, Tau, Kabel, Leitung, Kette

carvings - Schnitzereien; Schnitzerei, Schnitzerei

stern - ernst, Heck

commander - Befehlshaber, Kommandant, Kommandeur, Kommandör

parlour - Wohnzimmer, Stube; Sprechzimmer

cigars - Zigarren; Zigarre; Glimmstängel

implements - Geräte; Werkzeug

harbour - Hafen, Zufluchtsort

regulations - Vorschriften; Regeln

melts - schmilzt; Schmelze, Schmelzwasser

passage - Durchfahrt, Ăśbergang, Gang

seaman - Seemann; Matrose

The connection thus begun is kept up, as long as the ship remains in harbour, by the daily visits of the water-clerk. To the captain he is faithful like a friend and attentive like a son, with the patience of Job, the unselfish devotion of a woman, and the jollity of a boon companion. Later on the bill is sent in. It is a beautiful and humane occupation. Therefore good water-clerks are scarce. When a water-clerk who possesses Ability in the abstract has also the advantage of having been brought up to the sea, he is worth to his employer a lot of money and some humouring. Jim had always good wages and as much humouring as would have bought the fidelity of a fiend. Nevertheless, with black ingratitude he would throw up the job suddenly and depart. To his employers the reasons he gave were obviously inadequate. They said 'Confounded fool!'as soon as his back was turned. This was their criticism on his exquisite sensibility.

thus - also; auf diese Weise, so, demnach, folglich, dieses

faithful - treu

attentive - Aufmerksam

patience - Geduld

unselfish - selbstlos

devotion - Hingebung, Hingabe, Zuneigung, Zuwendung

jollity - Fröhlichkeiten

boon - Segen, Wohltat

companion - Begleiter, Freund, Liebhaber, Kamerad

humane - human, menschlich

occupation - Beschäftigung, Beruf, Besatzung; Besetzung; q

scarce - rar; spärlich

possesses - besitzt; besitzen, besitzen

humouring - Humorvoll; Humor, Laune, Humor, Stimmung, Körpersaft, Saft

wages - Löhne; führen

fidelity - Redlichkeit; Genauigkeit; Treue; Wiedergabetreue, Klangtreue

fiend - Unhold; Dämon, Dämonin, böser Geist, Teufel, Monster

nevertheless - nichtsdestoweniger, trotzdem, lauch wenn, dennoch

ingratitude - Undankbarkeit; Undank

depart - abreisen; verlassen, aufbrechen, abweichen

inadequate - unzureichend, unzulänglich, unangemessen, ungeeignet

confounded - verwirrt; verwirren, verschlimmern, verschlechtern, besiegen

fool - dumme Gans, Dummkopf, Narr, Närrin

criticism - Kritik, Tadel

exquisite - exquisit, köstlich, auserlesen

sensibility - Sensibilität, Empfindlichkeit, Empfindungsvermögen

To the white men in the waterside business and to the captains of ships he was just Jim-nothing more. He had, of course, another name, but he was anxious that it should not be pronounced. His incognito, which had as many holes as a sieve, was not meant to hide a personality but a fact. When the fact broke through the incognito he would leave suddenly the seaport where he happened to be at the time and go to another-generally farther east. He kept to seaports because he was a seaman in exile from the sea, and had Ability in the abstract, which is good for no other work but that of a water-clerk. He retreated in good order towards the rising sun, and the fact followed him casually but inevitably. Thus in the course of years he was known successively in Bombay, in Calcutta, in Rangoon, in Penang, in Batavia-and in each of these halting-places was just Jim the water-clerk. Afterwards, when his keen perception of the Intolerable drove him away for good from seaports and white men, even into the virgin forest, the Malays of the jungle village, where he had elected to conceal his deplorable faculty, added a word to the monosyllable of his incognito.

waterside - am Wasser

incognito - inkognito

sieve - Sieb; sieben, durchsieben

seaports - Seehäfen; Seehafen, Hafenstadt, qualifier

exile - Exil, Verbannung, Exilant, Exilantin, Verbannter

retreated - zurückgezogen; Rückzug

casually - beiläufig; gelegentlich

inevitably - unausweichlich; zwangsläufig; erwartbarerweise

successively - nacheinander

Calcutta - Kalkutta

Rangoon - Rangun

halting - anhaltend, zögerlich; (halt) anhaltend, zögerlich

perception - Wahrnehmung

intolerable - unerträglich

Virgin - Jungfrau; jungfräulich; nativ

Malays - Malaien; malaiisch, malaiisch, Malaiie, Malaiin, Malaiisch

jungle - Urwald, Dschungel

elected - entscheiden, wählen, wählen, gewählt

conceal - verbergen, verheimlichen, verschleiern, verschweigen

deplorable - bedauernswert

faculty - der Fakultät; Kollegium, Lehrpersonal, Fakultät, Vermögen

monosyllable - einsilbig; Einsilbler, Einsilber, Monosyllabum

They called him Tuan Jim: as one might say-Lord Jim.

Originally he came from a parsonage. Many commanders of fine merchant-ships come from these abodes of piety and peace. Jim's father possessed such certain knowledge of the Unknowable as made for the righteousness of people in cottages without disturbing the ease of mind of those whom an unerring Providence enables to live in mansions. The little church on a hill had the mossy greyness of a rock seen through a ragged screen of leaves. It had stood there for centuries, but the trees around probably remembered the laying of the first stone.

parsonage - (evangelisches) Pfarrhaus

commanders - Kommandeure; Befehlshaber, Kommandant, Kommandeur, Kommandör

merchant - Kaufmann, Kauffrau

abodes - Wohnorte; Aufenthalt, bleiben, Wohnsitz, ertragen

piety - Frömmigkeit; Pietät

possessed - besessen; besitzen, besitzen

Unknowable - unwissend

righteousness - Rechtschaffenheit, Gerechtigkeit

disturbing - beunruhigend; stören

ease - Leichtigkeit, Mühelosigkeit, Behaglichkeit, Bequemlichkeit

unerring - unbestechlich

Providence - Vorsehung, Providence

enables - ermöglicht; berechtigen, befähigen, ermöglichen, anordnen

mansions - Villen; Herrenhaus

mossy - moosig

greyness - Grauen

ragged - zottig, dilettantisch, struppig, zerlumpt; (rag) zottig

Below, the red front of the rectory gleamed with a warm tint in the midst of grass-plots, flower-beds, and fir-trees, with an orchard at the back, a paved stable-yard to the left, and the sloping glass of greenhouses tacked along a wall of bricks. The living had belonged to the family for generations; but Jim was one of five sons, and when after a course of light holiday literature his vocation for the sea had declared itself, he was sent at once to a 'training-ship for officers of the mercantile marine.'

rectory - Pfarrhaus

gleamed - schimmerte; Schimmer; durchschimmern, glänzen

tint - färben, tönen; Farbe, Farbton

midst - mittendrin; Mitten, Mitte, inmitten

fir-trees - (fir-trees) Tannenbäume

orchard - Obstgarten, Obstwiese, Obstbaum

paved - gepflastert; mit Platten auslegen, pflastern, bepflastern

stable - stabil; Rennstall (Pferdesport); dauerhaft, beständig, Stall

sloping - schräg; Schmutzwasser

greenhouses - Gewächshäuser; Gewächshaus

tacked - geheftet; Stift; heften, kreuzen; anheften (schweißen)

bricks - Ziegelsteine; Backstein, Ziegel, Ziegel, externes Netzteil

vocation - Berufung; Beruf

declared - erklärt; bekanntmachen, bekanntgeben, deklarieren, ausrufen

training-ship - (training-ship) Schulschiff

mercantile marine - Handelsflotte

He learned there a little trigonometry and how to cross top-gallant yards. He was generally liked. He had the third place in navigation and pulled stroke in the first cutter. Having a steady head with an excellent physique, he was very smart aloft.

trigonometry - Trigonometrie

gallant - Galan (galanter Mann), galant, Verehrer

navigation - Navigation; Schifffahrt

stroke - Schlaganfall; streicheln; Stoß, Schlag, Streich, Hub

steady - beständig; stetig; stabilisieren

physique - Körperbau, Statur

aloft - in der Luft; oben, droben

His station was in the fore-top, and often from there he looked down, with the contempt of a man destined to shine in the midst of dangers, at the peaceful multitude of roofs cut in two by the brown tide of the stream, while scattered on the outskirts of the surrounding plain the factory chimneys rose perpendicular against a grimy sky, each slender like a pencil, and belching out smoke like a volcano. He could see the big ships departing, the broad-beamed ferries constantly on the move, the little boats floating far below his feet, with the hazy splendour of the sea in the distance, and the hope of a stirring life in the world of adventure.

fore - vorn

contempt - Verachtung; Schande, Blamage, Mißachtung, Beamtenbeleidigung

destined - bestimmt; bestimmen, vorbestimmen

multitude - Vielfältigkeit; Vielzahl, Menge, Menschenmenge, Volk

tide - Gezeiten, Ebbe

stream - Bach; Strom; Datenstrom; strömen; streamen

scattered - verstreut; zerstreuen, zerstreuen, streuen, verstreuen

outskirts - Außenbezirke; Außenbezirk, Stadtrand, Außenbereich, Vorort

surrounding - Umgebung; umliegend; (surround); umgeben, umringen, umzingeln

plain - unscheinbar, einfach, vollständige, ehrlich

chimneys - Schornsteine; Kamin, Esse, Schlot, Schornstein, Kamin, Schlot

perpendicular - rechtwinklig; lotrecht, senkrecht, perpendikular, perpendikulär

grimy - schmuddelig, schmierig, schmutzig

slender - schlank

belching - Aufstoßen; rülpsen, emittieren, in die Luft blasen, Rülpser

volcano - Vulkan, q oetic

departing - abfliegen; abreisend, abfahrend; (depart); verlassen

broad - breit, deutliche, großräumig

beamed - gebeamt; Balken, Balken, Breite, Pflugbaum, Grindel, Strahl

ferries - Fähren; Fähre

constantly - ständig; regelmäßig; konstant

floating - schwebend; schwimmend, fließend, gleiten

hazy - verschwommen; dunstig, diesig, trüb, getrübt

splendour - Pracht; Brillanz

stirring - rührend; ergreifend, bewegend

'Something's up. Come along.'

He leaped to his feet. The boys were streaming up the ladders. Above could be heard a great scurrying about and shouting, and when he got through the hatchway he stood still-as if confounded.

leaped - gesprungen; hervorspringen, hüpfen, überspringen

streaming - strömend; (stream); Bach; Strom; Datenstrom; strömen; streamen

ladders - Leitern; Leiter, Laufmasche

scurrying - wuseln; hasten, huschen, vorbeihuschen

hatchway - Durchreiche; Ladeluke

It was the dusk of a winter's day. The gale had freshened since noon, stopping the traffic on the river, and now blew with the strength of a hurricane in fitful bursts that boomed like salvoes of great guns firing over the ocean. The rain slanted in sheets that flicked and subsided, and between whiles Jim had threatening glimpses of the tumbling tide, the small craft jumbled and tossing along the shore, the motionless buildings in the driving mist, the broad ferry-boats pitching ponderously at anchor, the vast landing-stages heaving up and down and smothered in sprays.

dusk - Abenddämmerung

gale - Orkan; Sturm

freshened - aufgefrischt; auffrischen, beleben

noon - Mittag

fitful - unruhig; unregelmäßig

bursts - Ausbrüche; platzen, zerplatzen, bersten, sprengen, Bersten

boomed - geboomt; Konjunktur, Ausleger (Kran), Baum; dröhnen, boomen

salvoes - Salven; Salve

slanted - Schräge, Hang, Abhang, schiefe Ebene, Neigung, Steigung

flicked - geschnippt; schnipsen

subsided - nachgelassen; einsinken, abklingen, nachlassen, abschwellen

threatening - bedrohlich; drohend; (threaten); drohen, bedrohen, androhen

glimpses - flüchtige Einblicke; Blick, Aufblitzen

tumbling - purzeln; einstürzen, hinabstürzen; (tumble); Sturz, Fall

craft - Handwerk; Schlauheit, Durchtriebenheit, Gerissenheit, Gilde

jumbled - Mischmasch, Durcheinander, durcheinander

tossing - Werfen; hin- und herschleudern

shore - Ufer, Stützbalken, Küste, Strebe

motionless - unbeweglich, reglos, bewegungslos

buildings - Bau, bildend, Erstellung, Gebäude

mist - Nebel

ferry - Fähre

pitching - werfend, Stampfen (eines Schiffs); (pitch) werfend

ponderously - nachdenklich

heaving - hebend, hochhebend; (heave); heben, hieven, werfen, wuchten

smothered - erdrückt; ersticken

sprays - Sprühwasser, Gischt; bestäuben (bestäubt), sprühen, spritzen

The next gust seemed to blow all this away. The air was full of flying water. There was a fierce purpose in the gale, a furious earnestness in the screech of the wind, in the brutal tumult of earth and sky, that seemed directed at him, and made him hold his breath in awe. He stood still. It seemed to him he was whirled around.

gust - Böe; Windstoß, Bö

fierce - wild, heftig, bedrohlich

furious - wütend, erbost, furios

earnestness - Ernsthaftigkeit; Ernst

screech - Kreischen, Quietschen, Kreischen, Aufschreien

wind - aufspulen, rollen, blasen, aufwickeln, abspulen

brutal - brutal

tumult - Aufruhr; Tumult, Krach, Lärm, lautes Stimmengewirr

awe - Ehrfurcht; Staunen; einschüchtern

whirled - gewirbelt; wirbeln, wirbeln, lschnell, Wirbeln

He was jostled. 'Man the cutter!'Boys rushed past him. A coaster running in for shelter had crashed through a schooner at anchor, and one of the ship's instructors had seen the accident. A mob of boys clambered on the rails, clustered round the davits. 'Collision. Just ahead of us. Mr. Symons saw it.'A push made him stagger against the mizzen-mast, and he caught hold of a rope. The old training-ship chained to her moorings quivered all over, bowing gently head to wind, and with her scanty rigging humming in a deep bass the breathless song of her youth at sea. 'Lower away!'He saw the boat, manned, drop swiftly below the rail, and rushed after her.

jostled - angerempelt; drängeln, drängeln, Drängelei, Gedrängel

rushed - überstürzt; stürzen, drängen, hetzen, rasen; Eile, Andrang

coaster - Untersetzer, Küstenfahrer; Bierfilz, Bierdeckel

shelter - Unterkunft; Zuflucht, Obdach, Zufluchtsort, Schutzraum

crashed - abgestürzt; Zusammenstoß, Krach, Zusammenbruch; zusammenbrechen

schooner - Schoner

mob - Meute, Pöbel

clambered - erklommen; klettern, erklimmen, kraxeln, herumturnen

rails - Schienen; Gleis, Schiene, Reling, Geländer

clustered - geclustert; Anhäufung, Büschel, Gruppe, Haufen, Schwarm, Traube

davits - Davit

collision - Zusammenstoß, Kollision

stagger - taumeln; Staffelung; abstufen, staffeln, wanken; (stag); Hirsch

mizzen - Besanmast

mast - Mast

moorings - Liegeplätze; Vertäuung

quivered - gezittert; zittern

bowing - Verbeugung; (bow) sich vorbeugen; (bow) Verbeugung; (bow) sich vorbeugen

gently - sanft

scanty - spärlich; dürftig, kärglich, knapp

rigging - Takelage; (rig) Takelage

humming - Brummen; (to hum) summen, murmeln; (hum); Summen

bass - Bass

breathless - atemlos

Swiftly - Zügig; schnell, flink, behände

He heard a splash. 'Let go; clear the falls!'He leaned over. The river alongside seethed in frothy streaks. The cutter could be seen in the falling darkness under the spell of tide and wind, that for a moment held her bound, and tossing abreast of the ship. A yelling voice in her reached him faintly: 'Keep stroke, you young whelps, if you want to save anybody! Keep stroke!'And suddenly she lifted high her bow, and, leaping with raised oars over a wave, broke the spell cast upon her by the wind and tide.

splash - Spritzen; plätschern, platschen

leaned - gelehnt; knapp, schlank, hager, mager

alongside - nebenher, entlang, an der Seite

seethed - kochte; kochen, sieden, sieden, schäumen, sprudeln, kochen

frothy - schaumig

streaks - Schliere, Später Ginsterspanner, schlieren, flitzen

darkness - Dunkelheit, Finsternis

bound - gebunden; Sprung; (bind); binden; verbinden, konnektieren

abreast - übereinstimmend; beieinander, nebeneinander, auf dem Laufenden

yelling - (yell) kreischen, schreien; (yell) (yell) kreischen, schreien

faintly - kaum, schwach, entfernt, leicht

bow - verbeugen; Verneigung (vor), Verbeugung; Bogen, Bug (Schiff)

leaping - hervorspringen, hüpfen, überspringen

cast - werfen; wegwerfen, hinwerfen, gießen, Cast, Besetzung, Ensemble

Jim felt his shoulder gripped firmly. 'Too late, youngster.'The captain of the ship laid a restraining hand on that boy, who seemed on the point of leaping overboard, and Jim looked up with the pain of conscious defeat in his eyes. The captain smiled sympathetically. 'Better luck next time. This will teach you to be smart.'

gripped - gegriffen; packen, fassen; Griffigkeit, Heft (von Säge, Feile)

youngster - Junger Mann

restraining - zurückhaltend; zurückhalten

overboard - über Bord

conscious - bei Bewusstsein, wach, aufmerksam

defeat - vernichten, ablehnen, vereiteln, besiegen; Niederlage

sympathetically - wohlwollend

A shrill cheer greeted the cutter. She came dancing back half full of water, and with two exhausted men washing about on her bottom boards. The tumult and the menace of wind and sea now appeared very contemptible to Jim, increasing the regret of his awe at their inefficient menace. Now he knew what to think of it. It seemed to him he cared nothing for the gale. He could affront greater perils. He would do so-better than anybody. Not a particle of fear was left. Nevertheless he brooded apart that evening while the bowman of the cutter-a boy with a face like a girl's and big grey eyes-was the hero of the lower deck. Eager questioners crowded round him. He narrated: 'I just saw his head bobbing, and I dashed my boat-hook in the water. It caught in his breeches and I nearly went overboard, as I thought I would, only old Symons let go the tiller and grabbed my legs-the boat nearly swamped.

shrill - schrill; scharf

cheer - anfeuern, jauchzen, aufmuntern, jubeln

exhausted - erschöpft; erschöpfen, dezimieren, erschöpfen, Auspuff, Abgas

menace - Bedrohung; Landplage, androhen

contemptible - verachtenswürdig, verachtenswert

regret - bedauern, bereuen, leidtun, Reue, Bedauern

inefficient - ineffizient

affront - beleidigen; Affront

perils - Gefahren; Gefahr, Risiko

particle - Teilchen, Partikel, Partikel, Redeteilchen

brooded - gegrübelt; Brut, brüten, brüten, grübeln

bowman - Bogenschütze

lower deck - Unterdeck

eager - eifrig, erwartungsvoll, begierig

questioners - Fragesteller, Frager

Narrated - Erzählt; erzählen, berichten

bobbing - wackeln; Troddel; tanzen (Boot); Bob (Frisur)

dashed - gestrichelt; Bindestrich, Gedankenstrich, Querstrich, Strich

Hook - Haken; Hookline; einhaken

breeches - Reithosen; Schwanzschraube

tiller - Pinne; Bodenfräse; Ackerfräse

grabbed - gegriffen; kapern, aufbereiten

swamped - überschwemmt; Sumpf, Moor

Old Symons is a fine old chap. I don't mind a bit him being grumpy with us. He swore at me all the time he held my leg, but that was only his way of telling me to stick to the boat-hook. Old Symons is awfully excitable-isn't he? No-not the little fair chap-the other, the big one with a beard. When we pulled him in he groaned, "Oh, my leg! oh, my leg!" and turned up his eyes. Fancy such a big chap fainting like a girl. Would any of you fellows faint for a jab with a boat-hook?-I wouldn't. It went into his leg so far.'He showed the boat-hook, which he had carried below for the purpose, and produced a sensation. 'No, silly! It was not his flesh that held him-his breeches did. Lots of blood, of course.'

chap - Kerl; Bursche, Riss (in der Haut)

I don't mind - Meinetwegen!

grumpy - mürrisch

swore - geschworen; schwören

awfully - furchtbar, entsetzlich

excitable - erregbar

beard - Bart; Alibifreundin

groaned - gestöhnt; Stöhnen

Fainting - Ohnmacht; (faint); Ohnmacht

fellows - Kameraden; Stipendiat, Typ, Kerl, Bursche; Gefährte, Kerl

jab - Gerade; Injektion, subkutane Impfung, Piks, Stichelei, zustoßen

sensation - Gefühl, Empfindung, Sensation

flesh - Fleisch; Haut, Leib, Fruchtfleisch, Fleischfarbe, zunehmen

Jim thought it a pitiful display of vanity. The gale had ministered to a heroism as spurious as its own pretence of terror. He felt angry with the brutal tumult of earth and sky for taking him unawares and checking unfairly a generous readiness for narrow escapes. Otherwise he was rather glad he had not gone into the cutter, since a lower achievement had served the turn. He had enlarged his knowledge more than those who had done the work.

pitiful - Mitleid erregend; erbärmlich, kläglich, jämmerlich

display - Anzeige; Vorführung, Vorstellung, Display, Monitor, Bildschirm

vanity - Vergänglichkeit; Eitelkeit; Leere

ministered - gedient; Gesandter, Pastor, Minister

heroism - Heldenmut, Heroismus, Heldentum

spurious - fälschlich; unecht, gefälscht, falsch, herumirrend, beiläufig

pretence - Vortäuschung; Vorwand

terror - Schrecken, Grauen, schreckliche Furcht, Terror

unawares - unversehens; unwissend, nicht wissend, unaufmerksam

unfairly - zu Unrecht; unfair

readiness - Bereitschaft

otherwise - sonst

enlarged - vergrößert; vergrößern

When all men flinched, then-he felt sure-he alone would know how to deal with the spurious menace of wind and seas. He knew what to think of it. Seen dispassionately, it seemed contemptible. He could detect no trace of emotion in himself, and the final effect of a staggering event was that, unnoticed and apart from the noisy crowd of boys, he exulted with fresh certitude in his avidity for adventure, and in a sense of many-sided courage.

flinched - zurückgeschreckt; zurückweichen

dispassionately - leidenschaftslos

detect - finden, ermitteln, aufspüren, entdecken, erkennen

trace - verfolgen; Zeichen, Spur

staggering - taumelnd, wankend, torkelnd; (stagger); taumelnd, wankend

unnoticed - unbemerkt

exulted - gejubelt; jubeln, jauchzen

certitude - Gewissheit, Sicherheit

avidity - Begierde; Avidität

courage - Courage, Herz, Mut, Tapferkeit


After two years of training he went to sea, and entering the regions so well known to his imagination, found them strangely barren of adventure. He made many voyages. He knew the magic monotony of existence between sky and water: he had to bear the criticism of men, the exactions of the sea, and the prosaic severity of the daily task that gives bread-but whose only reward is in the perfect love of the work. This reward eluded him. Yet he could not go back, because there is nothing more enticing, disenchanting, and enslaving than the life at sea.

imagination - Phantasie; Vorstellungskraft, Imagination, Einbildungskraft

strangely - seltsame, merkwürdige

barren - steril, unfruchtbar, dürr, karg, ausgetrocknet

monotony - Eintönigkeit, Monotonie

exactions - Ausschreitungen; Eintreibung

prosaic - prosaisch

severity - Schweregrad; Härte, Stärke, Gewichtung

daily task - Tagewerk

Reward - Belohnung, Lohn

eluded - entgangen; entziehen

enticing - verlockend; überredend, abwerbend, lockend; (entice); locken

disenchanting - desillusionieren, enttäuschen, entzaubern

enslaving - versklaven

Besides, his prospects were good. He was gentlemanly, steady, tractable, with a thorough knowledge of his duties; and in time, when yet very young, he became chief mate of a fine ship, without ever having been tested by those events of the sea that show in the light of day the inner worth of a man, the edge of his temper, and the fibre of his stuff; that reveal the quality of his resistance and the secret truth of his pretences, not only to others but also to himself.

prospects - Perspektiven; Sicht, Perspektive, Aussicht, Erwartung, Chance

gentlemanly - gentlemanlike

tractable - lenkbar

thorough - gründlich

chief - Häuptling, Oberhaupt, Chef

mate - Kumpel; schachmatt, Kamerad, Kameradin, verbinden; anpassen

temper - Gereiztheit, Laune, Temperament, Anlassen, Ausheizen

fibre - Faser

reveal - enthüllen; offenbaren

resistance - Widerstand

pretences - Vortäuschungen; Vorwand

Jim, disabled by a falling spar at the beginning of a week of which his Scottish captain used to say afterwards, 'Man! it's a pairfect meeracle to me how she lived through it!'spent many days stretched on his back, dazed, battered, hopeless, and tormented as if at the bottom of an abyss of unrest. He did not care what the end would be, and in his lucid moments overvalued his indifference. The danger, when not seen, has the imperfect vagueness of human thought. The fear grows shadowy; and Imagination, the enemy of men, the father of all terrors, unstimulated, sinks to rest in the dullness of exhausted emotion.

disabled - behindert; außerstand setzen, außerstande setzen

spar - Spargel; Sparring; Holm (Tragfläche); Holm (Rotorblatt); boxen

Scottish - schottisch; Schotten

stretched - gestreckt; strecken, dehnen, langziehen, dehnen

dazed - Benommenheit, betäuben

battered - ramponiert; zerschlagen, ich/er/sie stieß ab, schlagen

hopeless - hoffnungslos

tormented - gequält; Qual, quälen, peinigen

abyss - Abgrund, Hölle

unrest - Unruhe

lucid - luzide; klar, übersichtlich, verständlich, einleuchtend

overvalued - überbewertet; überbewerten

indifference - Gleichgültigkeit

imperfect - unvollkommen, mangelhaft, unvollständig, fehlerhaft, Imperfekt

vagueness - Unklarheit, Vagheit, Verschwommenheit

shadowy - schattenhaft; schattig

terrors - Schrecken, Grauen

unstimulated - nicht stimuliert

dullness - Langweiligkeit; Unlust, Dummheit

Jim saw nothing but the disorder of his tossed cabin. He lay there battened down in the midst of a small devastation, and felt secretly glad he had not to go on deck. But now and again an uncontrollable rush of anguish would grip him bodily, make him gasp and writhe under the blankets, and then the unintelligent brutality of an existence liable to the agony of such sensations filled him with a despairing desire to escape at any cost. Then fine weather returned, and he thought no more about It.

disorder - Unordnung; Unruhen; Störung

tossed - geworfen; Wurf, Münzwurf, werfen, werfen, verwerfen, wegwerfen

cabin - Hütte, Blockhütte, Kabine, Kajüte

battened - gelattet; gedeihen

devastation - Verwüstung, Zerstörung

secretly - heimlich, insgeheim

deck - Verdeck ;jdm. eine knallen

uncontrollable - unkontrollierbar

rush - stürzen, drängen, hetzen, rasen; Eile, Andrang

anguish - Ängste; Pein, Angst, Qual

grip - packen, fassen; Griffigkeit, Heft (von Säge, Feile)

bodily - körperlich, Körper

gasp - keuchen; japsen, prusten, Atemzug, Luftholen

writhe - sich winden; winden, krümmen

blankets - Decke, Wolldecke, Bettdecke, Schicht, Lage, allgemein

brutality - Brutalität

liable - haftbar; fehlbar

agony - Qualen; Agonie, Qual, Pein, Todeskampf, Freudenausbruch

sensations - Empfindungen; Gefühl

despairing - verzweifelt; verzweifeln, Verzweiflung

desire - begehren; Begehren, Wunsch

His lameness, however, persisted, and when the ship arrived at an Eastern port he had to go to the hospital. His recovery was slow, and he was left behind.

lameness - Lahmheit, Lähmung

persisted - fortbestehen; beharren

recovery - Wiedererlangung, Wiedergewinnung, Zurückgewinnung, Genesung

There were only two other patients in the white men's ward: the purser of a gunboat, who had broken his leg falling down a hatchway; and a kind of railway contractor from a neighbouring province, afflicted by some mysterious tropical disease, who held the doctor for an ass, and indulged in secret debaucheries of patent medicine which his Tamil servant used to smuggle in with unwearied devotion. They told each other the story of their lives, played cards a little, or, yawning and in pyjamas, lounged through the day in easy-chairs without saying a word. The hospital stood on a hill, and a gentle breeze entering through the windows, always flung wide open, brought into the bare room the softness of the sky, the languor of the earth, the bewitching breath of the Eastern waters.

ward - Station; abwehren, abhalten

purser - Purser, Purserin, Zahlmeister, Proviantmeister

gunboat - Kanonenboot

contractor - Bauunternehmer, Bauausführer, Auftragnehmer, Firma

province - Provinz, Land

afflicted - behaftet; bekümmern

mysterious - geheimnisvoll; mysteriös; rätselhaft

tropical - tropisch

ass - Arsch, Esel, Dummkopf

indulged in - nachgehangen

debaucheries - Ausschweifungen; Ausschweifung, Schwelgerei, Verkommenheit

patent - Patent

Tamil - tamilisch; Tamile, Tamilin, Tamilisch, Tamil

smuggle - schmuggeln

unwearied - unermüdlich

yawning - gähnt; (yawn) gähnen; (yawn); gähnen; Gähnen

lounged - gefaulenzt; Lounge, Wartezimmer

gentle breeze - Lufthauch

flung - geschleudert; Affäre (Liebesaffäre)

bare - knapp, kahl, nackt, bloß; entblößen, abnehmen, freimachen

softness - Weichheit

languor - Trägheit; Mattigkeit, Schwäche

bewitching - verzaubert; verhexen

There were perfumes in it, suggestions of infinite repose, the gift of endless dreams. Jim looked every day over the thickets of gardens, beyond the roofs of the town, over the fronds of palms growing on the shore, at that roadstead which is a thoroughfare to the East,-at the roadstead dotted by garlanded islets, lighted by festal sunshine, its ships like toys, its brilliant activity resembling a holiday pageant, with the eternal serenity of the Eastern sky overhead and the smiling peace of the Eastern seas possessing the space as far as the horizon.

perfumes - Parfums; Duft, Parfüm

infinite - unendlich, endlos, unzählige

repose - ruhen

endless - endlos, unbegrenzt, unbeschränkt, unendlich

thickets - Dickicht

fronds - Farnwedel, Wedel

palms - Palmen; Palme, Schaufel (am Geweih)

thoroughfare - Durchfahrt, Durchgangsstraße, Hauptverkehrsstraße, Verkehrsader

dotted - gepunktet; stricheln; Punkt

garlanded - mit Girlanden; Girlande, Girlande

islets - Inselchen; Werder

festal - festlich

sunshine - Sonnenschein

resembling - ähneln, gleichen

pageant - Schönheitswettbewerb; Festzug, Aufzug, Umzug, Festumzug

eternal - ewig

serenity - Gelassenheit, Gleichmut, Klarheit, Heiterkeit, Abgeklärtheit

overhead - von oben, darüber, Überkopf-

possessing - zu besitzen; besitzen, besitzen

horizon - Horizont

Directly he could walk without a stick, he descended into the town to look for some opportunity to get home. Nothing offered just then, and, while waiting, he associated naturally with the men of his calling in the port. These were of two kinds. Some, very few and seen there but seldom, led mysterious lives, had preserved an undefaced energy with the temper of buccaneers and the eyes of dreamers. They appeared to live in a crazy maze of plans, hopes, dangers, enterprises, ahead of civilisation, in the dark places of the sea; and their death was the only event of their fantastic existence that seemed to have a reasonable certitude of achievement. The majority were men who, like himself, thrown there by some accident, had remained as officers of country ships. They had now a horror of the home service, with its harder conditions, severer view of duty, and the hazard of stormy oceans.

descended - abstammen; absteigen, niedergehen, herunterkommen, herabsteigen

offered - angeboten; offerieren, anbieten, bieten, zeigen; Antrag

associated - verbunden; Weggefährte, vereinigen

seldom - selten

preserved - Konserve, Eingemachtes

undefaced - ungeschminkt

buccaneers - Freibeuter; Seeräuber

dreamers - Träumer, Träumerin, Träumer, Träumerin, Schwärmer, Schwärmerin

maze - Labyrinth; Irrgarten

enterprises - Unternehmen

civilisation - Zivilisation

reasonable - vernünftig

majority - Mehrheit, Majorität, Erwachsenenalter

severer - strenger; streng

hazard - Zufall; Gefahr; Hindernis; riskieren, hasardieren

stormy - stürmisch

They were attuned to the eternal peace of Eastern sky and sea. They loved short passages, good deck-chairs, large native crews, and the distinction of being white. They shuddered at the thought of hard work, and led precariously easy lives, always on the verge of dismissal, always on the verge of engagement, serving Chinamen, Arabs, half-castes-would have served the devil himself had he made it easy enough. They talked everlastingly of turns of luck: how So-and-so got charge of a boat on the coast of China-a soft thing; how this one had an easy billet in Japan somewhere, and that one was doing well in the Siamese navy; and in all they said-in their actions, in their looks, in their persons-could be detected the soft spot, the place of decay, the determination to lounge safely through existence.

attuned - Eingestimmt; abstimmen, sich einstellen, stimmen

passages - Passagen; Durchfahrt, Ăśbergang, Gang

deck - Verdeck; jdm. eine knallen

crews - Mannschaft, Crew

distinction - Unterscheidung; Unterschied; Auszeichnung

shuddered - geschaudert; Schauder, (wohliger) Schauder, schaudern, zittern

precariously - prekär

dismissal - Wegschicken, Abweisen, Abweisung, Entlassung, Kündigung

engagement - Verpflichtung; Bindung; Verlobung, Verlöbnis, Gefecht

Chinamen - Chinesen; Chinese

castes - Kasten; Kaste

devil - dem Teufel; Teufel, Satan, Teufelin, reizen, ärgern

everlastingly - für immer und ewig

billet - (Stahl-) Knüppel

Siamese - siamesisch; Siamesisch; Siamkatze; Siamese, Siamesin

Navy - Die Marine; Marine, Flotte, Seestreitkräfte, Marineamt

detected - entdeckt; finden, ermitteln, aufspüren, entdecken, erkennen

soft spot - Faible für jemanden

decay - Verfall, Verwesung, Fäulnis, verfallen, verderben, faulen

determination - Bestimmung; Determination; Bestimmtheit; Feststellung; Entschluss; Unterscheidung

lounge - Lounge, Wartezimmer, Warteraum, Wohnzimmer

To Jim that gossiping crowd, viewed as seamen, seemed at first more unsubstantial than so many shadows. But at length he found a fascination in the sight of those men, in their appearance of doing so well on such a small allowance of danger and toil. In time, beside the original disdain there grew up slowly another sentiment; and suddenly, giving up the idea of going home, he took a berth as chief mate of the Patna.

gossiping - Klatsch und Tratsch; (to gossip) tratschen, klatschen

seamen - Seeleute; Matrose

more unsubstantial - wesenlosere

shadows - Schatten, beschatten, beschatten

fascination - Faszination

allowance - Erlaubnis

toil - Mühe; schuften, sich plagen, sich quälen, roboten

beside - daneben; neben

disdain - Verachtung, Geringschätzung (disrespect)

berth - Koje, Schlafplatz, Landungsplatz, Ladeplatz, Liegeplatz

The Patna was a local steamer as old as the hills, lean like a greyhound, and eaten up with rust worse than a condemned water-tank. She was owned by a Chinaman, chartered by an Arab, and commanded by a sort of renegade New South Wales German, very anxious to curse publicly his native country, but who, apparently on the strength of Bismarck's victorious policy, brutalised all those he was not afraid of, and wore a 'blood-and-iron'air,'combined with a purple nose and a red moustache.

steamer - Dampfschiff, Dampfer

lean - knapp, schlank, hager, mager

greyhound - Windhund, Windhundrüde, Windhündin, Windhundwelpe

rust - rosten, verrosten, einrosten; Rost (Eisen)

tank - Panzer, Wasserbecken, Behälter

Chinaman - Chinesen; Chinese

chartered - gechartert; Charta, Charta

commanded - befohlen; Befehl, Kommando

renegade - Rebell, Rebellin, Abtrünniger, Abtrünnige, Apostat

Wales - Wales

German - Deutscher, Deutsche, Germane, Germanin, Achtelcicero, Deutsch

curse - verfluchen, fluchen, verdammen; Fluch

publicly - öffentlich

native country - Geburtsland , Vaterland

victorious - siegreich, obsiegend, triumphierend, triumphal, siegesstrahlend

brutalised - brutalisiert; brutalisieren

moustache - Schnurrbart, Oberlippenbart, Schnauzbart, Schnauzer

After she had been painted outside and whitewashed inside, eight hundred pilgrims (more or less) were driven on board of her as she lay with steam up alongside a wooden jetty.

whitewashed - getüncht; Tünche, Zu-null-Sieg, reinwaschen, schönfärben, etwas

pilgrims - Pilger, Wallfahrer

driven on - angetrieben

Steam - Wasserdampf, Kraft, Energie, dämpfen, dünsten

jetty - Steg; Pier, Landungsbrücke

They streamed aboard over three gangways, they streamed in urged by faith and the hope of paradise, they streamed in with a continuous tramp and shuffle of bare feet, without a word, a murmur, or a look back; and when clear of confining rails spread on all sides over the deck, flowed forward and aft, overflowed down the yawning hatchways, filled the inner recesses of the ship-like water filling a cistern, like water flowing into crevices and crannies, like water rising silently even with the rim. Eight hundred men and women with faith and hopes, with affections and memories, they had collected there, coming from north and south and from the outskirts of the East, after treading the jungle paths, descending the rivers, coasting in praus along the shallows, crossing in small canoes from island to island, passing through suffering, meeting strange sights, beset by strange fears, upheld by one desire.

streamed - gestreamt; Bach, Strom, Datenstrom, strömen, streamen

aboard - an Bord

gangways - Gang, Gangway, Gangway, Landungsbrücke, Durchgang, Gangway

urged - gedrängt; Drang, drängen, mahnen, treiben, anspornen

Faith - Glaube; Vertrauen

paradise - das Paradies; Paradies, Himmel

tramp - Landstreicher; Vagabund, Penner, Schlampe, Flittchen

shuffle - Mischen, Mischeln, Schlurfen

murmur - Rauschen, Murmeln, Gemurmel, Raunen, Herzgeräusch

confining - einschränkend; beschränken, Begrenzung

aft - achtern; hinten

overflowed - übergelaufen; überfließen, überlaufen, überfließen, de

hatchways - Luken; Ladeluke

recesses - Pausen; Vertiefung, Winkel, Aushöhlung, qualifier

cistern - Zisterne; Spülkasten

crevices - Felsspalten; Spalt, Spalte, Felsspalt

crannies - Verstecke; Spalt, Versteck

silently - leise; schweigend, still

rim - Felge, Rand, Radkranz

affections - Zuneigung, Rührung, Zuneigung

treading - Trittbrettfahren; (tread on) treten; (tread) Trittbrettfahren; (tread on) treten

descending - absteigend; absteigen, niedergehen, herunterkommen, herabsteigen

shallows - Untiefen; flach; q

canoes - Kanus; Kanu

beset - bedrängt; befallen, bedrängen

upheld - hochheben, hochhalten, hochhalten, aufrecht halten

They came from solitary huts in the wilderness, from populous campongs, from villages by the sea. At the call of an idea they had left their forests, their clearings, the protection of their rulers, their prosperity, their poverty, the surroundings of their youth and the graves of their fathers. They came covered with dust, with sweat, with grime, with rags-the strong men at the head of family parties, the lean old men pressing forward without hope of return; young boys with fearless eyes glancing curiously, shy little girls with tumbled long hair; the timid women muffled up and clasping to their breasts, wrapped in loose ends of soiled head-cloths, their sleeping babies, the unconscious pilgrims of an exacting belief.

solitary - einsam, einzeln

huts - Hütten; Hütte

wilderness - Wildnis, Wüste

populous - bevölkerungsreich

clearings - Lichtungen; Klärung, Aufklärung, Lichtung, Rodung, Waldlichtung

protection - Schutz

rulers - Lineal

prosperity - Prosperität, Wohlstand

graves - Gräber; feierlich, Gruft, massiv, würdig, ernst

sweat - schwitzen; Schweiß

grime - Dreck; Schmutz, Ruß

rags - Fummel, Lumpen, Putzlappen, Unfug

fearless - furchtlos

glancing - blickend; (glance); blicken; Blick, Streifblick, Glanz

curiously - neugierige

tumbled - getrommelt; Sturz, Fall, Überschlag, Absturz, Purzelbaum, Rolle

timid - furchtsam, zaghaft, zögerlich, schüchtern

muffled - gedämpft; umhüllen, einhüllen

clasping - Umklammerung; klammernd, umklammernd; (clasp); Spange, Klammer

breasts - Brüste; Brust, Brust, Brust, -brust, Entenbrust

wrapped - eingewickelt; einhüllen, einwickeln, wickeln, einpacken, hüllen

loose - verlassen, lose, locker

unconscious - bewusstlos; spontan, unbewusst, unterbewusst, Unbewusstes

'Look at dese cattle,'said the German skipper to his new chief mate.

cattle - Kühe, Rinder, Rindvieh

skipper - Schiffer, Schiffskapitän

An Arab, the leader of that pious voyage, came last. He walked slowly aboard, handsome and grave in his white gown and large turban. A string of servants followed, loaded with his luggage; the Patna cast off and backed away from the wharf.

pious - fromm, pietätvoll, scheinheilig

handsome - gut aussehend; hübsch, stattlich, gutaussehend, ansehnlich

grave - Grab; feierlich, Gruft, massiv, würdig, ernst

turban - Turban

loaded - geladen; Last, Beschickung (Ladung), Belastung; beladen

luggage - Gepäck, Gepäckstück, Reisegepäck, etaphorical

wharf - Werft; Kai, Wharf

She was headed between two small islets, crossed obliquely the anchoring-ground of sailing-ships, swung through half a circle in the shadow of a hill, then ranged close to a ledge of foaming reefs. The Arab, standing up aft, recited aloud the prayer of travellers by sea.

obliquely - schräg

anchoring - Verankerung; Anker

swung - geschwungen; schwingen, schaukeln, schwanken, schaukeln

shadow - Schatten; beschatten

ledge - Leiste; Felsvorsprung

foaming - schaumig, schäumend; (foam); Schaum; Schaumgummi; schäumen

reefs - Riffe; Segel reffen; Riff

recited - rezitiert; vortragen; rezitieren; zu Gehör bringen; qoem also:

travellers - Reisender, Reisende

He invoked the favour of the Most High upon that journey, implored His blessing on men's toil and on the secret purposes of their hearts; the steamer pounded in the dusk the calm water of the Strait; and far astern of the pilgrim ship a screw-pile lighthouse, planted by unbelievers on a treacherous shoal, seemed to wink at her its eye of flame, as if in derision of her errand of faith.

invoked - angerufen; anrufen, sich berühmen, aufrufen

implored - angefleht; anflehen

blessing - Segen, Segnung, Segnen, Segnen; (bless); Segen, Segnung, Segnen

Strait - Meerenge, Straße

astern - achtern; achterlich

screw - vögeln; Schraube, Schiffsschraube, Wächter, Aufpasser, Wärter

pile - Haufen, Pfahl, Pulk

lighthouse - Leuchtturm

unbelievers - Ungläubige

treacherous - verräterisch

shoal - Schwarm; Schar, Untiefe

wink at - zublinzeln

flame - Flamme, poetic, anmachen

Derision - Hohn, Spott, Verhöhnung, Verspottung

errand - Besorgungen; Besorgung, Auftrag

She cleared the Strait, crossed the bay, continued on her way through the 'One-degree'passage. She held on straight for the Red Sea under a serene sky, under a sky scorching and unclouded, enveloped in a fulgor of sunshine that killed all thought, oppressed the heart, withered all impulses of strength and energy. And under the sinister splendour of that sky the sea, blue and profound, remained still, without a stir, without a ripple, without a wrinkle-viscous, stagnant, dead.

bay - Erker, Bucht, Gestell, Bellen

serene - Gelassenheit; heiter

scorching - versengt; verbrennen, verbrennen, rasen

enveloped - umhüllt; einhüllen, umhüllen

oppressed - unterdrückt; unterdrücken

withered - verwelkt; welken, verblühen, verdorren

impulses - Impulsen; Impuls, Triebkraft, Drang, innerer Antrieb, Kraftstoß

sinister - unheimlich

profound - tiefgründig; tiefgehend, profund

stir - erschüttern, bewegen, sich rühren, verrühren; Aufregung

ripple - wellenförmig; Brummspannung, Welligkeit

wrinkle - Faltenbildung; sich runzeln, runzlig (runzelig) werden, knittern

viscous - zähflüssig, viskos, dickflüssig

stagnant - stagniert; abgestanden; stagnierend

The Patna, with a slight hiss, passed over that plain, luminous and smooth, unrolled a black ribbon of smoke across the sky, left behind her on the water a white ribbon of foam that vanished at once, like the phantom of a track drawn upon a lifeless sea by the phantom of a steamer.

hiss - Zischen, Fauchen, Knurren

luminous - leuchtend

unrolled - abgerollt; abrollen

ribbon - Band; Farbband

foam - Schaum; Schaumgummi; schäumen

vanished - verschwunden; verschwinden, vergehen, sich verflüchtigen

phantom - Gespenst; Phantom

lifeless - leblos

Every morning the sun, as if keeping pace in his revolutions with the progress of the pilgrimage, emerged with a silent burst of light exactly at the same distance astern of the ship, caught up with her at noon, pouring the concentrated fire of his rays on the pious purposes of the men, glided past on his descent, and sank mysteriously into the sea evening after evening, preserving the same distance ahead of her advancing bows. The five whites on board lived amidships, isolated from the human cargo. The awnings covered the deck with a white roof from stem to stern, and a faint hum, a low murmur of sad voices, alone revealed the presence of a crowd of people upon the great blaze of the ocean.

pace - Tempo, Stufe, Schritt

revolutions - Revolutionen; Revolution, Revolution, Umdrehung, Revolution

pilgrimage - Wallfahrt, Pilgerfahrt, pilgern

emerged - aufgetaucht; erscheinen, auftauchen, herauskommen, davonkommen

burst - geplatzt; platzen, zerplatzen, bersten, sprengen, Bersten

rays - Schimmer, Strahl; ausstrahlen

glided - geglitten; gleiten, gleiten, gleiten lassen

descent - Abstieg, Runterweg, Herkunft, Abstammung, Verschlechterung

mysteriously - geheimnisvoll, geheimnisvolle

preserving - Konservieren; Konserve, Eingemachtes

advancing - fortschreitend; erhöhen, erheben, befördern, vorrücken

bows - Bücklinge, Bögen; (bow) Bücklinge, Bögen

isolated - isoliert; isolieren, absondern, abdichten

cargo - Fracht, Ladung, Cargo

awnings - Markisen; Markise, Sonnenschutz

stem - Vorbau; MINT

faint - leise, schwach, undeutlich, ohnmächtig werden

Hum - Brummen; Summen

revealed - aufgedeckt; enthüllen, offenbaren

presence - Anwesenheit

blaze - lodern; Lohe, Brand, Großbrand, brenne, Glut

Such were the days, still, hot, heavy, disappearing one by one into the past, as if falling into an abyss for ever open in the wake of the ship; and the ship, lonely under a wisp of smoke, held on her steadfast way black and smouldering in a luminous immensity, as if scorched by a flame flicked at her from a heaven without pity.

wisp - Haarbüschel, Strohbündel, Wisch, Strähne

steadfast - unerschütterlich; unentwegt, standhaft

smouldering - glimmend, schwelend; (smoulder) glimmend, schwelend

immensity - Unermesslichkeit, Grenzenlosigkeit

scorched - verbrannt; verbrennen, verbrennen, rasen

Heaven - Der Himmel; Himmel, Firmament, Paradies

pity - Mitleid; schade; bemitleiden, Mitleid haben mit

The nights descended on her like a benediction.

benediction - Segensspruch; Segnung


A marvellous stillness pervaded the world, and the stars, together with the serenity of their rays, seemed to shed upon the earth the assurance of everlasting security. The young moon recurved, and shining low in the west, was like a slender shaving thrown up from a bar of gold, and the Arabian Sea, smooth and cool to the eye like a sheet of ice, extended its perfect level to the perfect circle of a dark horizon.

marvellous - fabelhaft

stillness - Stille

pervaded - durchdrungen; durchziehen

shed - Schuppen; (to shed) vergießen, abstoßen, lsowerden

assurance - Sicherheit; Zusicherung, Versicherung, Zusage, Beteuerung

everlasting - ewig; endlos

Arabian - arabisch; Araber, Araberin

extended - erweitert; erweitern, ausdehnen, erweitern, ausdehnen, ausweiten

The propeller turned without a check, as though its beat had been part of the scheme of a safe universe; and on each side of the Patna two deep folds of water, permanent and sombre on the unwrinkled shimmer, enclosed within their straight and diverging ridges a few white swirls of foam bursting in a low hiss, a few wavelets, a few ripples, a few undulations that, left behind, agitated the surface of the sea for an instant after the passage of the ship, subsided splashing gently, calmed down at last into the circular stillness of water and sky with the black speck of the moving hull remaining everlastingly in its centre.

propeller - Propeller, Luftschraube

scheme - Schema; Programm, Plan, Projekt, Intrige, Komplott

universe - Universum, Weltall

permanent - dauerhaft; permanent, ständig, beständig, unbefristet

sombre - dunkel, düster, finster, trübe, matt

shimmer - schimmern

enclosed - eingeschlossen; beifügen, einschliessen

diverging - divergieren, auseinandergehen, auseinanderstreben

ridges - Grate; Grat, First, Bergrücken, Grat, Kamm, First, (3) de

swirls - Wirbel

bursting in - hereinplatzend

ripples - plätschert; Brummspannung, Welligkeit

undulations - Wellenbewegungen; Wellenbewegung, Wellenform

agitated - aufgewühlt; aufwühlen, aufrühren, rühren, schütteln, umrühren

instant - sofort; augenblicklich, tafelfertig, Moment

splashing - anspritzend, platschend

circular - Kreis

speck - Fleckchen

hull - Rumpf; Hülse, Schale, Hülle

Jim on the bridge was penetrated by the great certitude of unbounded safety and peace that could be read on the silent aspect of nature like the certitude of fostering love upon the placid tenderness of a mother's face.

penetrated - durchdrungen; eindringen, penetrieren, penetrieren

unbounded - unbegrenzt

aspect - Aspekt, Aktionsart

fostering - pflegend, aufziehend; (foster) pflegend, aufziehend

placid - ruhig, friedlich, sanft

tenderness - Zärtlichkeit

Below the roof of awnings, surrendered to the wisdom of white men and to their courage, trusting the power of their unbelief and the iron shell of their fire-ship, the pilgrims of an exacting faith slept on mats, on blankets, on bare planks, on every deck, in all the dark corners, wrapped in dyed cloths, muffled in soiled rags, with their heads resting on small bundles, with their faces pressed to bent forearms: the men, the women, the children; the old with the young, the decrepit with the lusty-all equal before sleep, death's brother.

surrendered - aufgegeben; kapitulieren, ergeben

wisdom - Weisheit

trusting - vertrauensvoll; Vertrauen

unbelief - Unglaube

mats - Matten; Matte

planks - Bretter; Planke, Schwerpunkt

dyed - gefärbt; färben (Haar, Stoff)

bundles - Bündel

forearms - Unterarmen; Unterarm, Vorderarm

decrepit - altersschwach

lusty - lüstern; rüstig, kräftig

A draught of air, fanned from forward by the speed of the ship, passed steadily through the long gloom between the high bulwarks, swept over the rows of prone bodies; a few dim flames in globe-lamps were hung short here and there under the ridge-poles, and in the blurred circles of light thrown down and trembling slightly to the unceasing vibration of the ship appeared a chin upturned, two closed eyelids, a dark hand with silver rings, a meagre limb draped in a torn covering, a head bent back, a naked foot, a throat bared and stretched as if offering itself to the knife. The well-to-do had made for their families shelters with heavy boxes and dusty mats; the poor reposed side by side with all they had on earth tied up in a rag under their heads; the lone old men slept, with drawn-up legs, upon their prayer-carpets, with their hands over their ears and one elbow on each side of the face; a father, his shoulders up and his knees under his forehead, dozed dejectedly by a boy who slept on his back with tousled hair and one arm commandingly extended; a woman covered from head to foot, like a corpse, with a piece of white sheeting, had a naked child in the hollow of each arm; the Arab's belongings, piled right aft, made a heavy mound of broken outlines, with a cargo-lamp swung above, and a great confusion of vague forms behind: gleams of paunchy brass pots, the foot-rest of a deck-chair, blades of spears, the straight scabbard of an old sword leaning against a heap of pillows, the spout of a tin coffee-pot.

draught - Tiefgang; Spielstein

steadily - beständig; stetige, stet, zuverlässig

gloom - Finsternis; Düsternis, Dunkelheit, Trübnis, Schwermut

bulwarks - Bollwerk

swept - gekehrt; fegen, kehren, fegen, rauschen, auf den Kopf stellen

rows - Reihen; Reihe, Zeile

prone - in Bauchlage; schräg; anfällig, geneigt

dim - schummrig; trüb; dämmerig, dunkel

flames - Flammen; Flamme, q

globe - Erde, Erdkugel, Globus

ridge - Grat; First; Bergrücken, Kamm, (3) checkBergrücken, checkRücken

poles - Stangen; (North Pole) Nordpol

blurred - verschwimmen, verwischen, verschmieren, verschwimmen

thrown down - hingeworfen

trembling - Zittern, Beben; (tremble); zittern; Zittern

unceasing - unaufhörlich

vibration - Vibration, Schwingung

chin - Kinn

upturned - umgedreht; Aufwärtstrend

eyelids - Augenlider; Augenlid

rings - Ringe; Ring, Kreis

meagre - notdürftig (knapp, spärlich); karg (Einkommen, Mahl), mager

limb - Gliedmaßen; Schenkel (geol. Falte), Glied

draped - drapiert; drapieren, drapieren

naked - nackt, kahl, bloß

offering - Angebot, Anerbieten, Opfer, Opfergabe; (offer); Angebot

shelters - Schutzräume; Zuflucht, Obdach

dusty - staubig

reposed - aufbewahrt; ruhen

rag - Fummel, Lumpen, Putzlappen, Unfug

Lone - Einsam; einzeln

elbow - Ellbogen; Rohrbogen; Ellbogenstoß; ellbögeln

forehead - Stirn

dozed - gedöst; Halbschlaf

dejectedly - niedergeschlagen

tousled - zerzaust; zausen, wuscheln, zerzausen

commandingly - befehlend

corpse - Leiche, Leichnam

hollow - hohl, dumpf

belongings - Hab und Gut; gehörend, zugehörig

piled - gestapelt; Haufen, Pfahl, Pulk

mound - Erdhügel, Erdwall

outlines - Umrisse; Umriss, Kontur, Umriss, Skizze, Skizzierung

confusion - Verwirrung, Durcheinander, Konfusion, Verwechslung

vague - vage; nebelhaft, schwach, unklar, undeutlich

gleams - schimmert; Schimmer; durchschimmern, glänzen

paunchy - bauchig; dickbäuchig

brass - Messingschild

blades - Klingen; Klinge, Turbinenschaufel, Grashalm, Klinge, Blatt

spears - Speere; Speer, Lanze (Wurflanze); aufspießen, spießen

scabbard - Schwertscheide

sword - Schwert; Schwertkämpfer, Schwertkämpferin

leaning - (to lean) sich an etwas lehnen

heap - Menschenmenge, Masse, Haufen, Haufe, Heap

pillows - Kopfkissen

spout - Tülle, Ausguss, Schnabel, Auslauf

The patent log on the taffrail periodically rang a single tinkling stroke for every mile traversed on an errand of faith. Above the mass of sleepers a faint and patient sigh at times floated, the exhalation of a troubled dream; and short metallic clangs bursting out suddenly in the depths of the ship, the harsh scrape of a shovel, the violent slam of a furnace-door, exploded brutally, as if the men handling the mysterious things below had their breasts full of fierce anger: while the slim high hull of the steamer went on evenly ahead, without a sway of her bare masts, cleaving continuously the great calm of the waters under the inaccessible serenity of the sky.

log - Logbuch; Log, Holzklotz, Kloben (Holzklotz); aufzeichnen

taffrail - Geländer

periodically - in regelmäßigen Abständen

tinkling - (tinkle) klingeln, klimpern, bimmeln; (tinkle); klingeln

traversed - durchquert; durchkreuzen, durchqueren, überqueren

mass - Masse; Messe (kirchlich), Gottesdienst, Menge

sleepers - Schwelle (Gleis), Schläfer

sigh - Seufzen, Seufzer, Säuseln (Wind); säuseln (Wind)

floated - getrieben; treiben, schwimmen, schweben, schwimmen, treiben

exhalation - Ausatmen, Ausschnaufen, Ausatmung

metallic - metallisch

clangs - klirrt; schallen

bursting - platzen, zerplatzen, bersten, sprengen, Bersten

depths - Untiefen; Tiefe

harsh - rau, harsch, unwirsch, scharf

scrape - abkratzen, schaben, scharren

shovel - Schaufel, Schüppe, schaufeln, schippen

slam - zuschlagen, hart anpacken, zuknallen; harte Kritik

furnace - Ofen, Hochofen, Schmelzofen, Heizung

brutally - brutal

handling - Handhabung; Fahrverhalten, Warenumschlag

anger - Ärger, Zorn, Wut, Groll

slim - schlank, schmal, dünn

evenly - gleichmäßig; ausgeglichene

sway - schwanken; Schwingen, Schwenken, Hin- und Herschwingen

masts - Masten; Mast

cleaving - Spaltung; klebend; (cleave) Spaltung; klebend

continuously - kontinuierlich

inaccessible - unzugänglich; unerreichbar

Jim paced athwart, and his footsteps in the vast silence were loud to his own ears, as if echoed by the watchful stars: his eyes, roaming about the line of the horizon, seemed to gaze hungrily into the unattainable, and did not see the shadow of the coming event. The only shadow on the sea was the shadow of the black smoke pouring heavily from the funnel its immense streamer, whose end was constantly dissolving in the air. Two Malays, silent and almost motionless, steered, one on each side of the wheel, whose brass rim shone fragmentarily in the oval of light thrown out by the binnacle. Now and then a hand, with black fingers alternately letting go and catching hold of revolving spokes, appeared in the illumined part; the links of wheel-chains ground heavily in the grooves of the barrel. Jim would glance at the compass, would glance around the unattainable horizon, would stretch himself till his joints cracked, with a leisurely twist of the body, in the very excess of well-being; and, as if made audacious by the invincible aspect of the peace, he felt he cared for nothing that could happen to him to the end of his days. From time to time he glanced idly at a chart pegged out with four drawing-pins on a low three-legged table abaft the steering-gear case. The sheet of paper portraying the depths of the sea presented a shiny surface under the light of a bull's-eye lamp lashed to a stanchion, a surface as level and smooth as the glimmering surface of the waters.

paced - schrittweise; Tempo, Stufe, Schritt

athwart - quer

Footsteps - Fußstapfen; Fußabdruck, Schritt

silence - Stille, Schweigen, zum Schweigen bringen, Ruhe

echoed - widerhallt; Echo

watchful - wachsam

roaming - wandern, umherziehen

gaze - Blicken; anstarren

hungrily - hungrig, hungrige

unattainable - unerreichbar, nicht machbar

funnel - Trichter

immense - immens

streamer - Luftschlange, Magnetbandstation

dissolving - auflöst; auflösend; (dissolve); auflösen; auflösen

steered - Gesteuert; steuern, führen, lenken; junger Ochse, Rind

fragmentarily - fragmentarisch

oval - Oval

binnacle - Ziffernblatt; Kompasshaus, Kompasshäuschen

alternately - abwechselnd

revolving - drehend, rotierend; (revolve); drehen

spokes - Speichen; Radspeiche, Speiche, gesprochen

illumined - erhellt; beleuchten

grooves - Rillen; Rille, Nut, gewöhnlicher Gang, üblicher Ablauf

barrel - Fass, Tonne, Gebinde, Barrel, Trommel, Hohlzylinder

compass - Kompass

stretch - strecken, dehnen, langziehen, dehnen

joints - Gelenke; gemeinschaftlich, gemeinsam, gemeinsame, gemeinsamer

cracked - geknackt; Riss, Knall, Aufbruch, Bresche; aufbrechen, knallen

leisurely - gemütlich; gemächlich

twist - Zwirn; Biegung; Wendung; Twist; verziehen, drehen, wickeln

excess - Exzess; Überfluss; Überschuss, Übermaß, Völlerei

audacious - kühn

invincible - unbesiegbar

glanced - geschaut; blicken, Blick, Streifblick, Glanz, Steinkohle

idly - untätig, träge

pegged - angehängt; Holzdübel, Pflock, Stift, Haltestift, Stöpsel

abaft - achtern, hintern, achteraus

steering - Lenkung; (steer); Lenkung

gear - Ausrüstung; Gang; Gangschaltung; Stoff

portraying - porträtieren, abmalen, porträtieren

lashed - festgezurrt; Peitsche, Wimper; anbinden

stanchion - Runge; Pfosten, Stütze, Pfeiler, Ständer

glimmering - schimmernd, flimmernd; (glimmer); Schimmer; glimmern

Parallel rulers with a pair of dividers reposed on it; the ship's position at last noon was marked with a small black cross, and the straight pencil-line drawn firmly as far as Perim figured the course of the ship-the path of souls towards the holy place, the promise of salvation, the reward of eternal life-while the pencil with its sharp end touching the Somali coast lay round and still like a naked ship's spar floating in the pool of a sheltered dock. 'How steady she goes,'thought Jim with wonder, with something like gratitude for this high peace of sea and sky. At such times his thoughts would be full of valorous deeds: he loved these dreams and the success of his imaginary achievements. They were the best parts of life, its secret truth, its hidden reality. They had a gorgeous virility, the charm of vagueness, they passed before him with an heroic tread; they carried his soul away with them and made it drunk with the divine philtre of an unbounded confidence in itself. There was nothing he could not face. He was so pleased with the idea that he smiled, keeping perfunctorily his eyes ahead; and when he happened to glance back he saw the white streak of the wake drawn as straight by the ship's keel upon the sea as the black line drawn by the pencil upon the chart.

parallel - parallel; parallel zu; Parallele; Breitengrad, Breitenkreis

dividers - Trennwand, Teiler

souls - Seelen; Inbrunst, Seele, Gefühl, Herz

holy - heilig

Salvation - Erlösung, Rettung

Somali - Somali

sheltered - beschützt; Zuflucht, Obdach

Dock - Hafenbecken; docken, andocken; Dock, Anklagebank

gratitude - Dankbarkeit

thoughts - Gedanken; Gedanke

valorous - tapfer

deeds - Taten; Tat, Akt, Werk

gorgeous - fantastisch, großartig, herrlich, hinreißend

virility - Potenz; Männlichkeit; Mannhaftigkeit, Männlichsein

charm - Talisman; Charme, Zauberformel, Lieblichkeit; bezaubern

heroic - heldenhaft, heroisch

tread - Lauffläche; (to tread) betreten, schreiten

divine - göttlich

philtre - Zaubergetränk

confidence - Selbstgewissheit; Zuversicht; Vertrauen, Zutrauen

perfunctorily - oberflächlich

glance - blicken; Blick, Streifblick, Glanz, Steinkohle

streak - Strähne; Schliere; Später Ginsterspanner; schlieren; flitzen

keel - Kiel

The ash-buckets racketed, clanking up and down the stoke-hold ventilators, and this tin-pot clatter warned him the end of his watch was near. He sighed with content, with regret as well at having to part from that serenity which fostered the adventurous freedom of his thoughts. He was a little sleepy too, and felt a pleasurable languor running through every limb as though all the blood in his body had turned to warm milk. His skipper had come up noiselessly, in pyjamas and with his sleeping-jacket flung wide open. Red of face, only half awake, the left eye partly closed, the right staring stupid and glassy, he hung his big head over the chart and scratched his ribs sleepily. There was something obscene in the sight of his naked flesh. His bared breast glistened soft and greasy as though he had sweated out his fat in his sleep.

ash - Esche, Asche

buckets - Eimer, ein Eimer voll, Schaufel

racketed - verprügelt; Schläger

clanking - klirrend; (clank); klirren, kläppern, aneinanderschlagen

Stoke - schüren

ventilators - Beatmungsgeräte; Lüfter, Beatmungsgerät

clatter - klappern, poltern, Geklapper, Gepolter, Klappern

sighed - geseufzt; Seufzen, Seufzer, Säuseln (Wind); säuseln (Wind)

content - Inhalt; (to be content with) sich mit etwas begnügen

fostered - aufgezogen; aufziehen, pflegen

adventurous - abenteuerlich

freedom - Freiheit

sleepy - schläfrig; verschlafen

pleasurable - vergnüglich

noiselessly - geräuschlos

awake - munter, wach; erwachen, aufwachen

partly - teilweise, zum Teil

glassy - glasig, gläsern, glasartig

scratched - zerkratzt; kratzen, kratzen, zerkratzen, verkratzen, Kratzer

ribs - Rippen; Rippe (Profil); Drehschiene, Spant, Rippe, Lamelle

sleepily - schläfrig

obscene - obszön, unanständig, checkunanständig, checkzotig

breast - Brust; -brust, Entenbrust

glistened - glitzerte; glitzern, glänzen, gleißen

greasy - schmierig, rutschig, fettig

sweated - geschwitzt; schwitzen; Schweiß

He pronounced a professional remark in a voice harsh and dead, resembling the rasping sound of a wood-file on the edge of a plank; the fold of his double chin hung like a bag triced up close under the hinge of his jaw. Jim started, and his answer was full of deference; but the odious and fleshy figure, as though seen for the first time in a revealing moment, fixed itself in his memory for ever as the incarnation of everything vile and base that lurks in the world we love: in our own hearts we trust for our salvation, in the men that surround us, in the sights that fill our eyes, in the sounds that fill our ears, and in the air that fills our lungs.

remark - bemerken; Anmerkung, Bemerkung

rasping - kratzend, raspelnd; (rasp) kratzend, raspelnd

plank - ein Brett; Planke; Schwerpunkt

double chin - Doppelkinn

triced - im Nu

hinge - Angel, Scharnier, Türband, abhängen

jaw - Kiefer, Maul

deference - Ehrerbietung, Respekt, Achtung

odious - abscheulich, scheußlich, abstoßend, widerlich

fleshy - fleischig

revealing - aufschlussreich; gewagt

incarnation - Verkörperung; Inkarnation, checkVerkörperung, checkInbegriff {m

vile - abscheulich, gemein, schnöde

lurks - lauert; lauern, lauern

trust - Vertrauen, Hoffnung, Trust, anschreiben

surround - umgeben, umringen, umzingeln

lungs - Lunge

The thin gold shaving of the moon floating slowly downwards had lost itself on the darkened surface of the waters, and the eternity beyond the sky seemed to come down nearer to the earth, with the augmented glitter of the stars, with the more profound sombreness in the lustre of the half-transparent dome covering the flat disc of an opaque sea.

downwards - abwärts, nach unten, runter, nach unten gehend, absteigend

darkened - verdunkelt; verdunkeln, verdunkeln

eternity - Ewigkeit

augmented - vergrößert; vergrößern, erhöhen, vermehren, wachsen, zunehmen

glitter - Glitter; glitzern

more profound - tiefsinnigerem

sombreness - Düsternis

lustre - Kronleuchter, Glanz, Glanzton

dome - Kuppel

disc - Scheibe, Radschüssel, Radscheibe; Bandscheibe

opaque - matt, dunkel, undurchsichtig, undurchlässig, opak

The ship moved so smoothly that her onward motion was imperceptible to the senses of men, as though she had been a crowded planet speeding through the dark spaces of ether behind the swarm of suns, in the appalling and calm solitudes awaiting the breath of future creations. 'Hot is no name for it down below,'said a voice.

smoothly - reibungslos; ruhig, weich

onward - vorwärts

motion - Bewegung

imperceptible - nicht wahrnehmbar

ether - Äther

swarm - schwärmen; Schwarm

appalling - entsetzlich, erschreckend; (appal); entsetzlich, erschreckend

solitudes - Einsamkeiten; Einsamkeit, Alleinsein

awaiting - erwarten, harren, warten

creations - Kreationen; Erfindung, Werk

Jim smiled without looking round. The skipper presented an unmoved breadth of back: it was the renegade's trick to appear pointedly unaware of your existence unless it suited his purpose to turn at you with a devouring glare before he let loose a torrent of foamy, abusive jargon that came like a gush from a sewer. Now he emitted only a sulky grunt; the second engineer at the head of the bridge-ladder, kneading with damp palms a dirty sweat-rag, unabashed, continued the tale of his complaints. The sailors had a good time of it up here, and what was the use of them in the world he would be blowed if he could see. The poor devils of engineers had to get the ship along anyhow, and they could very well do the rest too; by gosh they-'Shut up!'growled the German stolidly. 'Oh yes! Shut up-and when anything goes wrong you fly to us, don't you?'went on the other. He was more than half cooked, he expected; but anyway, now, he did not mind how much he sinned, because these last three days he had passed through a fine course of training for the place where the bad boys go when they die-b'gosh, he had-besides being made jolly well deaf by the blasted racket below. The durned, compound, surface-condensing, rotten scrap-heap rattled and banged down there like an old deck-winch, only more so; and what made him risk his life every night and day that God made amongst the refuse of a breaking-up yard flying round at fifty-seven revolutions, was more than he could tell. He must have been born reckless, b'gosh. He . . . 'Where did you get drink?'inquired the German, very savage; but motionless in the light of the binnacle, like a clumsy effigy of a man cut out of a block of fat. Jim went on smiling at the retreating horizon; his heart was full of generous impulses, and his thought was contemplating his own superiority. 'Drink!'repeated the engineer with amiable scorn: he was hanging on with both hands to the rail, a shadowy figure with flexible legs. 'Not from you, captain. You're far too mean, b'gosh. You would let a good man die sooner than give him a drop of schnapps. That's what you Germans call economy. Penny wise, pound foolish.'He became sentimental. The chief had given him a four-finger nip about ten o'clock-'only one, s'elp me!'-good old chief; but as to getting the old fraud out of his bunk-a five-ton crane couldn't do it. Not it. Not to-night anyhow. He was sleeping sweetly like a little child, with a bottle of prime brandy under his pillow. From the thick throat of the commander of the Patna came a low rumble, on which the sound of the word schwein fluttered high and low like a capricious feather in a faint stir of air. He and the chief engineer had been cronies for a good few years-serving the same jovial, crafty, old Chinaman, with horn-rimmed goggles and strings of red silk plaited into the venerable grey hairs of his pigtail.

unmoved - ungerührt, unbewegt

breadth - Weite; Breite

pointedly - gezielt

unaware - ahnungslos; unwissend, nicht wissend, unaufmerksam, gedankenlos

devouring - verschlingen, fressen, schlingen, herunterschlingen, zerstören

glare - Blendung; entrüstetes Starren; missbilligend anstarren

torrent - Sturzbach, Sturzflut

foamy - schaumig, schäumend, Schaum

abusive - missbräuchlich

jargon - Jargon

gush - sprudeln; Schwall, Flut, strömen, herausquellen, schwärmen

sewer - Kanalisationsrohr

emitted - emittiert; emittieren, aussenden

sulky - mürrisch; schmollend, verdrossen, Sulky

grunt - Grunzer, Stöhnen, Grunzen, Hucker, Handlanger, Hilfsarbeiter

ladder - Leiter; Laufmasche

kneading - kneten

damp - feucht; Feuchtigkeit; ersticken, dämpfen

unabashed - ungeniert

devils - Teufeln; Teufel, Satan, Teufel, Teufel, Teufel, Teufelin

anyhow - irgendwie

gosh - Donnerwetter; meine Güte, Mensch, Mann

growled - geknurrt; Knurren

stolidly - beharrlich; sturen

sinned - gesündigt; Sünde, sündigen; eine Sünde begehen

jolly - fröhlich; vergnügt, lustig

deaf - taub, gehörlos, die gehörlos

blasted - gesprengt; schlagen, vernichten

racket - Schläger

durned - verflucht; (durn) verflucht

compound - Verbindung; zusammensetzen

condensing - kondensieren, verkleinern, kondensieren, kondensieren

rotten - verrottet; faul, faulig, verfault, morsch

scrap - ausrangieren; Abfallholz, Teil, Schrott

rattled - verunsichert; klappern, rasseln, erschüteln, knattern

banged - geknallt; Schlag, Knall; knallen (derb koitieren), schlagen

winch - die Winde

amongst - zwischen, unter

refuse - Müll; abweisen, verweigern, abschlagen, ablehnen

flying round - umfliegend

reckless - rücksichtslos; waghalsig, unverantwortlich, unbekümmert

inquired - nachgefragt; erkundigen

savage - Wilde; wild, wüst, unbebaut, unbändig, rasend

clumsy - tollpatschig, ungeschickt, unbeholfen, schwerfällig

effigy - Abbild, Bildnis, checkPuppe, Karikatur

retreating - den Rückzug antreten; Rückzug

contemplating - nachgedacht; nachsinnen

superiority - Überlegenheit

amiable - liebenswürdig, liebenswert, gutmütig

scorn - verachten; verschmähen; verspotten; Verachtung

rail - Gleis, Schiene, Reling, Geländer

flexible - biegsam, flexibel, elastisch, dehnbar, fügsam

schnapps - Schnaps

Germans - Deutscher, Deutscher, Deutsche, Germane, Germanin, Achtelcicero

wise - weise; klug, vernünftig

foolish - dumm, närrisch, töricht

nip - Schlückchen; kneifen, zwicken; flitzen

elp - hilfe

fraud - Betrug, Schwindel, Hochstapelei, Betrüger, Betrügerin

bunk - türmen; Quatsch, Koje

ton - Tonne (Massemaß)

Crane - Kranich, Kran; den Kopf/Hals recken

sweetly - süß

prime - wichtigste

brandy - Kognak, Brandy, Weinbrand, Branntwein, Kurzer

pillow - Kopfkissen, Kissen; Ruhekissen

rumble - Poltern, Rumpeln, hunder, Schlägerei, rumpeln

schwein - wein

fluttered - geflattert; flattern, wedeln

capricious - kapriziös, launenhaft, unberechenbar, schrullig

feather - eine Feder; Feder, Vogelfeder, befiedern

chief engineer - leitender Ingenieur

cronies - Kumpane; Kumpan

jovial - jovial, fröhlich, heiter

crafty - raffiniert; geschickt; gerissen, schlau, listig

horn - Horn; Waldhorn; Jagdhorn; Hupe, Trichter, Blech, Muschel

rimmed - umrandet; Felge, Rand, Radkranz

goggles - Schutzbrille; glotzen

silk - Seide

plaited - geflochten; Falte

venerable - ehrwürdig, geschätzt, respektabel, verehrenswert

pigtail - Zopf; Haarzopf, Zöpfchen, Anschlussdraht, Anschlussfaser

The quay-side opinion in the Patna's home-port was that these two in the way of brazen peculation 'had done together pretty well everything you can think of.'Outwardly they were badly matched: one dull-eyed, malevolent, and of soft fleshy curves; the other lean, all hollows, with a head long and bony like the head of an old horse, with sunken cheeks, with sunken temples, with an indifferent glazed glance of sunken eyes. He had been stranded out East somewhere-in Canton, in Shanghai, or perhaps in Yokohama; he probably did not care to remember himself the exact locality, nor yet the cause of his shipwreck. He had been, in mercy to his youth, kicked quietly out of his ship twenty years ago or more, and it might have been so much worse for him that the memory of the episode had in it hardly a trace of misfortune. Then, steam navigation expanding in these seas and men of his craft being scarce at first, he had 'got on'after a sort. He was eager to let strangers know in a dismal mumble that he was 'an old stager out here.'When he moved, a skeleton seemed to sway loose in his clothes; his walk was mere wandering, and he was given to wander thus around the engine-room skylight, smoking, without relish, doctored tobacco in a brass bowl at the end of a cherrywood stem four feet long, with the imbecile gravity of a thinker evolving a system of philosophy from the hazy glimpse of a truth. He was usually anything but free with his private store of liquor; but on that night he had departed from his principles, so that his second, a weak-headed child of Wapping, what with the unexpectedness of the treat and the strength of the stuff, had become very happy, cheeky, and talkative. The fury of the New South Wales German was extreme; he puffed like an exhaust-pipe, and Jim, faintly amused by the scene, was impatient for the time when he could get below: the last ten minutes of the watch were irritating like a gun that hangs fire; those men did not belong to the world of heroic adventure; they weren't bad chaps though. Even the skipper himself . . . His gorge rose at the mass of panting flesh from which issued gurgling mutters, a cloudy trickle of filthy expressions; but he was too pleasurably languid to dislike actively this or any other thing. The quality of these men did not matter; he rubbed shoulders with them, but they could not touch him; he shared the air they breathed, but he was different. . . . Would the skipper go for the engineer? . . . The life was easy and he was too sure of himself-too sure of himself to . . . The line dividing his meditation from a surreptitious doze on his feet was thinner than a thread in a spider's web.

quay - Kai

brazen - schamlos; messingen, aus Messing, Messing-, metallisch, metallen

peculation - pekulation; Unterschlagung

outwardly - nach außen hin; äußerlich

dull - stumpf; fad, langweilig, matt, blöd, blöde

malevolent - böswillig

curves - Kurve, Kurve, Linie, Kurven, biegen, verbiegen

hollows - Vertiefungen; hohl, dumpf

bony - knöchern; grätig; knochig

cheeks - Wangen; Backe, qualifierormal, Backe, Stirn, Mick, Pumpenmick

temples - Schläfen; Tempel, Schläfe, Bethaus, Synagoge

indifferent - gleichgültig

glazed - glasiert; Glasur, Lasur, Reif, glasieren, lasieren

stranded - gestrandet; Strand, Ader, Faden, Strähne; auf den Strand setzen

Canton - Kanton, Bezirk

Shanghai - Schanghai

locality - Ortschaft

shipwreck - Schiffswrack; Schiffbruch

mercy - Barmherzigkeit, Erbarmen, Gnade, Mitleid

misfortune - Pech, Ungemach, Unglück, Unfall, Unheil

steam navigation - Dampfschiffahrt [alt], Dampfschifffahrt

strangers - Fremde, Fremdling, Unbekannte

dismal - düster; unzureichend, unzulänglich, jämmerlich, kläglich

mumble - murmeln, nuscheln, mümmeln, Murmeln

stager - (stag) Hirsch; (stag); Hirsch, Hirschbock, Rothirsch, Fohlen

skeleton - Skelett; Not-, Gerippe, provisorisch, Knochengerüst

wander - wandern; umherstreifen, umherstreichen, herumziehen, stromern

engine-room - (engine-room) Maschinenraum

skylight - Dachluke, Dachfenster, Dachflächenfenster

relish - genüsslich; Aroma, Geschmack, Genuß, Qualität

tobacco - Tabak, Tabakpflanze

cherrywood - Kirschholz

imbecile - Schwachkopf; Schwachsinnige, geistesschwach

gravity - Bedenklichkeit, Ernst, Erdanziehung, Gravitation, Schwerkraft

thinker - Denker, Denkerin

evolving - sich entwickeln; andauern, fortdauern, verändern, entwickeln

Philosophy - Philosophie

Glimpse - Ein Blick; Blick; Aufblitzen, Aufleuchten, Schimmer, entdecken

liquor - Schnaps; Spirituose

departed - abgereist; verlassen, aufbrechen, verlassen, abweichen

principles - Grundsätze; Grundsatz, Prinzip

unexpectedness - Unerwartetes; Plötzlichkeit

cheeky - frech

talkative - gesprächig, redselig, geschwätzig

fury - Wut; Furie

puffed - aufgeblasen; pusten; Hauch

exhaust - erschöpfen, dezimieren, Auspuff, Abgas, Abluft

amused - amüsiert; amüsieren, vergnügen, belustigen, erheitern

impatient - ungeduldig

irritating - irritierend; reizen, irritieren, ärgern

weren - wer

chaps - Bursche, Riss (in der Haut)

gorge - Schlucht, Kehle; ich/er/sie fräße, fressen, ich/er/sie fraß

panting - hechelnd; hecheln, keucheln

gurgling - gurgelnd; (gurgle); gurgeln; Gurgeln

mutters - murmelt; murmeln

cloudy - bewölkt, wolkig, trüb

trickle - Rinnsal; Tröpfeln, Getröpfel, träufeln, rieseln

filthy - dreckig, verdreckt, versifft, schmutzig, widerlich

pleasurably - vergnüglich

languid - träge; schwach

actively - aktiv; active

rubbed - gerieben; reiben, reiben, abreiben, sich abreiben

meditation - Meditation

surreptitious - Schleichend

doze - dösen; Halbschlaf

thread - Thema; Faden, Garn, Zwirn, Nähgarn

The second engineer was coming by easy transitions to the consideration of his finances and of his courage.

transitions - Übergänge; Übergang

consideration - Berücksichtigung; Erwägung, Überlegung, Rücksicht, Vergütung

finances - Finanz, Finanzen-p, Geldwesen

'Who's drunk? I? No, no, captain! That won't do. You ought to know by this time the chief ain't free-hearted enough to make a sparrow drunk, b'gosh. I've never been the worse for liquor in my life; the stuff ain't made yet that would make me drunk. I could drink liquid fire against your whisky peg for peg, b'gosh, and keep as cool as a cucumber. If I thought I was drunk I would jump overboard-do away with myself, b'gosh.

sparrow - Sperling, Spatz

peg - Wirbel; Holzdübel, Pflock, Stift, Haltestift

cucumber - Gurke, Salatgurke

I would! Straight! And I won't go off the bridge. Where do you expect me to take the air on a night like this, eh? On deck amongst that vermin down there? Likely-ain't it! And I am not afraid of anything you can do.'

eh - oder

vermin - Ungeziefer, Schädlinge, Gewürm, Gesindel, Pack

The German lifted two heavy fists to heaven and shook them a little without a word.

fists - Fäuste; fausten; Faust

'I don't know what fear is,'pursued the engineer, with the enthusiasm of sincere conviction. 'I am not afraid of doing all the bloomin'work in this rotten hooker, b'gosh! And a jolly good thing for you that there are some of us about the world that aren't afraid of their lives, or where would you be-you and this old thing here with her plates like brown paper-brown paper, s'elp me?

pursued - Verfolgt; verfolgen, folgen, beschreiten, nachjagen, nachgehen

enthusiasm - Begeisterung, Enthusiasmus, Schwärmerei

sincere - aufrichtig

conviction - Überzeugung; Verurteilung

hooker - Huker, Nutte, Schlampe, alter Kahn

It's all very fine for you-you get a power of pieces out of her one way and another; but what about me-what do I get? A measly hundred and fifty dollars a month and find yourself. I wish to ask you respectfully-respectfully, mind-who wouldn't chuck a dratted job like this? 'Tain't safe, s'elp me, it ain't! Only I am one of them fearless fellows . . .'

measly - schäbig; mickrig

respectfully - respektvoll

chuck - Spannfutter, Ansaugvorrichtung; erbrechen, einspannen

dratted - verflixt; menno

He let go the rail and made ample gestures as if demonstrating in the air the shape and extent of his valour; his thin voice darted in prolonged squeaks upon the sea, he tiptoed back and forth for the better emphasis of utterance, and suddenly pitched down head-first as though he had been clubbed from behind.

ample - reichlich; groß, umfangreich, üppig

gestures - Gesten; Geste, Gebärde, Geste, gestikulieren

demonstrating - demonstrieren, demonstrieren, aufzeigen, demonstrieren

extent - Umfang, Ausdehnung, Ausmaß, Größe

valour - Tapferkeit, Heldenmut, Mannhaftigkeit

darted - geworfen; Pfeil, Satz

prolonged - langwierig; ausdehnen, verlängern, hinauszögern

squeaks - Gequieke

tiptoed - auf Zehenspitzen gegangen; Zehenspitze

forth - weiter; heraus, hervor

emphasis - Nachdruck, Eindringlichkeit, Emphase, Schwerpunkt

utterance - Äußerung

pitched - gepitcht; werfen, festsetzen, errichten; Tonhöhe, Tonlage, Pech

head-first - (head-first) kopfüber, mit dem Kopf zuerst

He said 'damn!'as he tumbled; an instant of silence followed upon his screeching: Jim and the skipper staggered forward by common accord, and catching themselves up, stood very stiff and still gazing, amazed, at the undisturbed level of the sea. Then they looked upwards at the stars.

damn - Verdammt!;tadeln, verurteilen, verdammen, verfluchen

screeching - Kreischen

staggered - gestaffelt; Staffelung; abstufen, staffeln, wanken

accord - Vereinbarung; Übereinstimmung, Einvernehmen, Übereinkommen

stiff - steif, starr, Steifer, Zechpreller, prellen, abspeisen

gazing - starrt; anstarren

undisturbed - ungestört

upwards - nach oben; ansteigend, aufwärts

What had happened? The wheezy thump of the engines went on. Had the earth been checked in her course? They could not understand; and suddenly the calm sea, the sky without a cloud, appeared formidably insecure in their immobility, as if poised on the brow of yawning destruction. The engineer rebounded vertically full length and collapsed again into a vague heap. This heap said 'What's that?'in the muffled accents of profound grief. A faint noise as of thunder, of thunder infinitely remote, less than a sound, hardly more than a vibration, passed slowly, and the ship quivered in response, as if the thunder had growled deep down in the water.

wheezy - keuchend; engbrüstig

thump - Klopfen; dumpfer Schlag

formidably - furchtbar

insecure - unsicher

immobility - Unbeweglichkeit; Immobilität

poised - bereit; Gleichgewicht

brow - Stirn; Braue, Augenbraue

destruction - Zerstörung, Vernichtung

rebounded - zurückgeworfen; zurückprallen; Abprall, Rückprall

vertically - vertikal

full length - in Lebensgröße

collapsed - zusammengebrochen; einstürzen, kollabieren, zusammenfallen

accents - Akzente; Dialekt, Akzent, Betonung; betonen, akzentuieren

grief - Kummer, Gram, Leid

thunder - Donner; Donnern

infinitely - unendlich

The eyes of the two Malays at the wheel glittered towards the white men, but their dark hands remained closed on the spokes. The sharp hull driving on its way seemed to rise a few inches in succession through its whole length, as though it had become pliable, and settled down again rigidly to its work of cleaving the smooth surface of the sea. Its quivering stopped, and the faint noise of thunder ceased all at once, as though the ship had steamed across a narrow belt of vibrating water and of humming air.

glittered - glitzert; Glitter, glitzern

driving on - antreibend

inches - Zoll (2, 54 cm), Zoll (Längenmaß)

succession - Nachfolge; Abfolge; Thronfolge

pliable - biegsam, geschmeidig

settled - erledigt; abklären

rigidly - starr, steif

quivering - zitternd; zittern

ceased - eingestellt; aufhören, aufhören, einstellen

steamed - gedämpft; Wasserdampf, Dampf, Dampf, Kraft, Energie, dämpfen

vibrating - vibrieren, Vibration


A month or so afterwards, when Jim, in answer to pointed questions, tried to tell honestly the truth of this experience, he said, speaking of the ship: 'She went over whatever it was as easy as a snake crawling over a stick.'The illustration was good: the questions were aiming at facts, and the official Inquiry was being held in the police court of an Eastern port. He stood elevated in the witness-box, with burning cheeks in a cool lofty room: the big framework of punkahs moved gently to and fro high above his head, and from below many eyes were looking at him out of dark faces, out of white faces, out of red faces, out of faces attentive, spellbound, as if all these people sitting in orderly rows upon narrow benches had been enslaved by the fascination of his voice. It was very loud, it rang startling in his own ears, it was the only sound audible in the world, for the terribly distinct questions that extorted his answers seemed to shape themselves in anguish and pain within his breast,-came to him poignant and silent like the terrible questioning of one's conscience.

honestly - ehrlich

crawling - (crawl) krabbeln, kriechen; (crawl) (crawl) krabbeln, kriechen

illustration - Illustration

aiming at - abzielend

inquiry - Anfrage, Erkundigung, Abfrage, Untersuchung, Erforschung

elevated - erhöht; gehoben; (elevate); erhöhen, anheben

witness - Zeugnis; Zeuge, Zeugin, bezeugen, erman: Zeuge sein

lofty - erhaben; hoch

framework - Rahmen, Gerüst, Fachwerk, Bezugssystem, Gefüge

punkahs - Pankha

orderly - ordnungsgemäß; ordentlich; Pflegehelfer, Krankenpfleger

benches - Bänke; Bank, Sitzbank, Richter

enslaved - versklavt; versklaven

startling - verblüffend; überraschend, alarmierend, erschreckend

audible - hörbar

Terribly - Schrecklich; furchtbar

distinct - deutlich

extorted - erpresst; erpressen, erzwingen

poignant - spitz, zugespitzt, treffend, zutreffend, relevant, ergreifend

conscience - Gewissen

Outside the court the sun blazed-within was the wind of great punkahs that made you shiver, the shame that made you burn, the attentive eyes whose glance stabbed. The face of the presiding magistrate, clean shaved and impassible, looked at him deadly pale between the red faces of the two nautical assessors. The light of a broad window under the ceiling fell from above on the heads and shoulders of the three men, and they were fiercely distinct in the half-light of the big court-room where the audience seemed composed of staring shadows. They wanted facts. Facts! They demanded facts from him, as if facts could explain anything!

blazed - gebrannt; Lohe, Brand, Großbrand, brenne, Glut

shiver - Schauder, Schauer, zittern, frösteln

shame - Schamgefühl; Scham, Schande

stabbed - erstochen; Stich (Messer-); erstechen

presiding - den Vorsitz haben, präsidieren

magistrate - Magistrat; richterlicher Beamter

impassible - unangreifbar

deadly - tödlich

nautical - nautisch

assessors - Assessoren; Beisitzer, Steuereinschätzer

fiercely - heftig, wütend

court-room - (court-room) Gerichtssaal

composed - komponiert; zusammenstellen, zusammensetzen, komponieren

demanded - gefordert; Nachfrage, Bedarf, Nachfrage, Anspruch, verlangen

'After you had concluded you had collided with something floating awash, say a water-logged wreck, you were ordered by your captain to go forward and ascertain if there was any damage done. Did you think it likely from the force of the blow?'asked the assessor sitting to the left.

collided with - karambolierte

awash - überschwemmt

logged - protokolliert; Logbuch; Log, Holzklotz

wreck - Wrack, Schrott, Schrotthaufen, Schrottkiste, Zusammenstoß

ascertain - festzustellen; feststellen

assessor - Beisitzer, Steuereinschätzer

He had a thin horseshoe beard, salient cheek-bones, and with both elbows on the desk clasped his rugged hands before his face, looking at Jim with thoughtful blue eyes; the other, a heavy, scornful man, thrown back in his seat, his left arm extended full length, drummed delicately with his finger-tips on a blotting-pad: in the middle the magistrate upright in the roomy arm-chair, his head inclined slightly on the shoulder, had his arms crossed on his breast and a few flowers in a glass vase by the side of his inkstand.

horseshoe - Hufeisen, Beschlag, beschlagen

salient - hervorstechend, wesentlich, Frontvorsprung, Frontbogen

cheek - Frechheit; Backe, ormal, Stirn, Mick, Pumpenmick

elbows - Ellbogen, Rohrbogen, Ellbogenstoß, ellbögeln

clasped - umklammert; Spange, Klammer, Schnalle, Griff, greifen

rugged - robust, schroff; (rug); Teppich, Brücke

thoughtful - nachdenklich, bedächtig, aufmerksam

scornful - verächtlich

thrown back - zurückgeworfen

delicately - zart

finger-tips - (finger-tips) Fingerspitzen

blotting - Fleckenbildung; bekleckernd; (blot); Fleck, Klecks, Schandfleck

pad - Unterlage, Polster, Matte, Stütze

upright - aufrecht; hochkant

roomy - erman: geräumig gloss

arm-chair - (arm-chair) Sessel

inclined - geneigt; neigen, neigen, neigen, Neigung, Anstieg, Gefälle

vase - Vase

inkstand - Tintenfass; Schreibzeug, Tintenzeug

'I did not,'said Jim. 'I was told to call no one and to make no noise for fear of creating a panic. I thought the precaution reasonable. I took one of the lamps that were hung under the awnings and went forward. After opening the forepeak hatch I heard splashing in there.

panic - Panik, panisch

precaution - Vorsorge; Vorsichtsmaßnahme

forepeak - Vorpiek

hatch - brüten, schraffieren, ausbrüten, anzetteln; Brut, Falltür

I lowered then the lamp the whole drift of its lanyard, and saw that the forepeak was more than half full of water already. I knew then there must be a big hole below the water-line.'He paused.

lowered - gesenkt; niedriger, niedrigerer

drift - Drift; driften, treiben, irren, ziellos ziehen, ziellos wandern

lanyard - Schlüsselband; Abzugsleine

paused - innegehalten; pausieren, innehalten, pausieren, Pause

'Yes,'said the big assessor, with a dreamy smile at the blotting-pad; his fingers played incessantly, touching the paper without noise.

dreamy - verträumt, traumhaft, zum Träumen

incessantly - unaufhörlich

'I did not think of danger just then. I might have been a little startled: all this happened in such a quiet way and so very suddenly. I knew there was no other bulkhead in the ship but the collision bulkhead separating the forepeak from the forehold. I went back to tell the captain. I came upon the second engineer getting up at the foot of the bridge-ladder: he seemed dazed, and told me he thought his left arm was broken; he had slipped on the top step when getting down while I was forward. He exclaimed, "My God! That rotten bulkhead'll give way in a minute, and the damned thing will go down under us like a lump of lead." He pushed me away with his right arm and ran before me up the ladder, shouting as he climbed.

startled - erschrocken; aufschrecken, scheuen, erschrecken

collision bulkhead - Kollisionsschott

forehold - Vorrat

slipped - ausgerutscht; Versprecher; Rutschen (geradeaus); Lapsus

getting down - (get down) runterholen, unterkriegen

exclaimed - ausgerufen; ausrufen

damned - verdammt, verflucht; (damn); verdammen, verfluchen, ächten

lump - Klumpen, Kloß, Stück (Würfelzucker )

His left arm hung by his side. I followed up in time to see the captain rush at him and knock him down flat on his back. He did not strike him again: he stood bending over him and speaking angrily but quite low. I fancy he was asking him why the devil he didn't go and stop the engines, instead of making a row about it on deck. I heard him say, "Get up! Run! fly!" He swore also. The engineer slid down the starboard ladder and bolted round the skylight to the engine-room companion which was on the port side. He moaned as he ran. . . .'

strike - streichen; schlagen; prägen; streiken; scheinen; die Fahne streichen; Strike; Streik; Schlag

angrily - verärgert, wütend

Row - Rudern; Reihe, Zeile

slid - gerutscht; glitt ab

starboard - Steuerbord

port side - Backbordseite

moaned - gestöhnt; Stöhnen

He spoke slowly; he remembered swiftly and with extreme vividness; he could have reproduced like an echo the moaning of the engineer for the better information of these men who wanted facts. After his first feeling of revolt he had come round to the view that only a meticulous precision of statement would bring out the true horror behind the appalling face of things. The facts those men were so eager to know had been visible, tangible, open to the senses, occupying their place in space and time, requiring for their existence a fourteen-hundred-ton steamer and twenty-seven minutes by the watch; they made a whole that had features, shades of expression, a complicated aspect that could be remembered by the eye, and something else besides, something invisible, a directing spirit of perdition that dwelt within, like a malevolent soul in a detestable body.

vividness - Lebendigkeit

reproduced - reproduziert; reproduzieren, sich vermehren, sich reproduzieren

Echo - Echo, Widerhall, Tastaturecho, Bildschirmecho, widerhallen

moaning - Stöhnen

revolt - revoltieren; Revolte

meticulous - akribisch

precision - Präzision, Genauigkeit, Messpräzision, Wiederholgenauigkeit

tangible - greifbar, erfühlbar, konkret, erfassbar, begreifbar

occupying - in Anspruch nehmen, belegen, bewohnen, besetzen, okkupieren

shades - Schattierungen; Maifisch

complicated - kompliziert; komplizieren

invisible - unsichtbar; versteckt

perdition - Verderben; ewige; Hölle

dwelt - wohnte; leben, verbleiben, wohnen, verweilen

soul - Inbrunst, Seele, Gefühl, Herz

detestable - verabscheuungswürdig

He was anxious to make this clear. This had not been a common affair, everything in it had been of the utmost importance, and fortunately he remembered everything. He wanted to go on talking for truth's sake, perhaps for his own sake also; and while his utterance was deliberate, his mind positively flew round and round the serried circle of facts that had surged up all about him to cut him off from the rest of his kind: it was like a creature that, finding itself imprisoned within an enclosure of high stakes, dashes round and round, distracted in the night, trying to find a weak spot, a crevice, a place to scale, some opening through which it may squeeze itself and escape. This awful activity of mind made him hesitate at times in his speech. . . .

affair - Angelegenheit; Scharmützel; Ding; Beziehung, Affäre

utmost - äußerst, höchst, Äußerstes, Möglichstes

sake - (for your sake) deinetwegen, euretwegen, Ihretwegen, dir zuliebe

deliberate - absichtlich, bewusst, vorsätzlich, wohlerwogen, wohlüberlegt

positively - positiv

flew round - umflog

surged - überschwemmt; Aufwallung, Schwall, Welle, Woge, Überspannung

creature - Wesen, Lebewesen, Fabelwesen

imprisoned - inhaftiert; einsperren, einkerkern

enclosure - Anlage, Beilage, Beilegen, Beifügen, Hinzufügen, Gehege

stakes - Pfahl, Pflock, Marterpfahl, Scheiterhaufen, Anteil, Einsatz

dashes - Bindestriche; Bindestrich, Gedankenstrich, Querstrich, Strich

distracted - Abgelenkt; ablenken

crevice - Spalt, Spalte, Felsspalt

scale - Maßstab; Skala, Kesselsteine, Schuppe; ersteigen, erklettern

squeeze - drücken, klemmen, pressen, quetschen

hesitate - zögern, stammeln

'The captain kept on moving here and there on the bridge; he seemed calm enough, only he stumbled several times; and once as I stood speaking to him he walked right into me as though he had been stone-blind. He made no definite answer to what I had to tell. He mumbled to himself; all I heard of it were a few words that sounded like "confounded steam!" and "infernal steam!"-something about steam. I thought . . .'

stumbled - gestolpert; Stolpern

stone-blind - (stone-blind) stockblind

mumbled - gemurmelt; murmeln, nuscheln, mümmeln, Murmeln

infernal - höllisch, infernalisch, Höllen-, checkinfernalisch

He was becoming irrelevant; a question to the point cut short his speech, like a pang of pain, and he felt extremely discouraged and weary. He was coming to that, he was coming to that-and now, checked brutally, he had to answer by yes or no. He answered truthfully by a curt 'Yes, I did'; and fair of face, big of frame, with young, gloomy eyes, he held his shoulders upright above the box while his soul writhed within him. He was made to answer another question so much to the point and so useless, then waited again. His mouth was tastelessly dry, as though he had been eating dust, then salt and bitter as after a drink of sea-water. He wiped his damp forehead, passed his tongue over parched lips, felt a shiver run down his back. The big assessor had dropped his eyelids, and drummed on without a sound, careless and mournful; the eyes of the other above the sunburnt, clasped fingers seemed to glow with kindliness; the magistrate had swayed forward; his pale face hovered near the flowers, and then dropping sideways over the arm of his chair, he rested his temple in the palm of his hand.

pang - Stechen, Schmerz

discouraged - entmutigt; entmutigen, abschrecken, abraten, abraten von

weary - müde

truthfully - wahrhaftig, wahrheitsgemäß, vertrauensvoll

curt - brüsk, knapp, kurzangebunden, barsch

gloomy - düster, finster, trübe, dunkel

writhed - verfasst; winden, krümmen

useless - nutzlos, unnützlich, wertlos

tastelessly - geschmacklos

Bitter - herb, rau, bitter

sea-water - (sea-water) Meerwasser

wiped - abgewischt; löschen, abstreifen, abwischen, aufreiben, wischen

parched - ausgedörrt; ausdörren, ausdörren, rösten

mournful - schwermütig; traurig, melancholisch, trübsinnig

sunburnt - sonnenverbrannt; (sunburn); Sonnenbrand; Sonnenbrand bekommen

glow - glühen; abstrahlen; leuchten; Glühen

kindliness - Freundlichkeit; Güte

swayed - schwankte; Schwingen

hovered - schwebte; rütteln, verweilen, zögern, bewegen

sideways - seitwärts; Seitenweg

Temple - Tempel, Schläfe, Bethaus, Synagoge

palm - Handfläche; Palme, Schaufel (am Geweih)

The wind of the punkahs eddied down on the heads, on the dark-faced natives wound about in voluminous draperies, on the Europeans sitting together very hot and in drill suits that seemed to fit them as close as their skins, and holding their round pith hats on their knees; while gliding along the walls the court peons, buttoned tight in long white coats, flitted rapidly to and fro, running on bare toes, red-sashed, red turban on head, as noiseless as ghosts, and on the alert like so many retrievers.

eddied - Strudel

wound - anschießen, verwunden

voluminous - voluminös

draperies - Vorhänge; Vorhang

drill - einexerzieren, abrichten, drillen; Bohrer, Bohrmaschine

pith - Markröhre, Mark, Kern, Mark

gliding - Segelfliegen; Segelflug

peons - Peon, Diener

flitted - geflattert; gaukeln

rapidly - schnell

sashed - geglättet; Schieberahmen, Schärpe

noiseless - geräuschlos

alert - alarmiert; alarmieren; Alarm, Warnton, Alarmruf, wachsam

retrievers - Retriever; Retter

Jim's eyes, wandering in the intervals of his answers, rested upon a white man who sat apart from the others, with his face worn and clouded, but with quiet eyes that glanced straight, interested and clear. Jim answered another question and was tempted to cry out, 'What's the good of this! what's the good!'He tapped with his foot slightly, bit his lip, and looked away over the heads. He met the eyes of the white man. The glance directed at him was not the fascinated stare of the others. It was an act of intelligent volition. Jim between two questions forgot himself so far as to find leisure for a thought. This fellow-ran the thought-looks at me as though he could see somebody or something past my shoulder.

intervals - Intervalle; Abstand, Zwischenraum, Intervall

tempted - in Versuchung; in Versuchung führen, versuchen, locken

tapped - angezapft; Wasserhahn; Schlacke abstechen

fascinated - fasziniert; faszinieren, faszinieren, faszinieren, bezaubern

volition - Vorsatz; Wille, Willenskraft

fellow - Stipendiat, Typ, Kerl, Bursche; Gefährte, Kerl

He had come across that man before-in the street perhaps. He was positive he had never spoken to him. For days, for many days, he had spoken to no one, but had held silent, incoherent, and endless converse with himself, like a prisoner alone in his cell or like a wayfarer lost in a wilderness. At present he was answering questions that did not matter though they had a purpose, but he doubted whether he would ever again speak out as long as he lived. The sound of his own truthful statements confirmed his deliberate opinion that speech was of no use to him any longer. That man there seemed to be aware of his hopeless difficulty. Jim looked at him, then turned away resolutely, as after a final parting.

incoherent - inkohärent

converse - Umkehrung, umgekehrt, Gegenteil

cell - Zelle, Speicherzelle

wayfarer - Wanderer; Wandersmann

truthful - wahrheitsliebend; wahrheitsgemäß, wahrheitsgetreu

resolutely - Entschlossenheit

And later on, many times, in distant parts of the world, Marlow showed himself willing to remember Jim, to remember him at length, in detail and audibly.

distant - weit entfernt; abgelegen, abstehend, distanziert, entfernt

audibly - hörbar, vernehmlich

Perhaps it would be after dinner, on a verandah draped in motionless foliage and crowned with flowers, in the deep dusk speckled by fiery cigar-ends. The elongated bulk of each cane-chair harboured a silent listener.

verandah - die Veranda

foliage - Blätter, Laub, Laubwerk, Blätterwerk

crowned - gekrönt; Zenit; krönen; Bombage (ballige Fläche)

Speckled - Fleck, Sprenkel

fiery - feurig, Feuer

cigar - Zigarre; Glimmstängel

elongated - langgestreckt; längen, recken, verlängern

bulk - Masse; Großteil

cane - Schilfrohr; Rohr; Rohrstock; Blindenstock, weisser Langstock

harboured - beherbergt; Hafen, Zufluchtsort

Now and then a small red glow would move abruptly, and expanding light up the fingers of a languid hand, part of a face in profound repose, or flash a crimson gleam into a pair of pensive eyes overshadowed by a fragment of an unruffled forehead; and with the very first word uttered Marlow's body, extended at rest in the seat, would become very still, as though his spirit had winged its way back into the lapse of time and were speaking through his lips from the past.

abruptly - abrupt, plötzlich, unerwartet, abgerissen, abschüssig

flash - Blitzlicht; aufleuchten, blitzen, aufflammen

crimson - Karmesinrot; Purpur, Purpurrot, Karmesin, purpurn

gleam - Schimmer; durchschimmern, glänzen

pensive - nachdenklich, gedankenvoll, gedankenverloren

overshadowed - überschattet; überschatten, überschatten

fragment - Fragment, Bruchstück, Satzfragment, fragmentieren

uttered - geäußert; äußerst


'Oh yes. I attended the inquiry,'he would say, 'and to this day I haven't left off wondering why I went. I am willing to believe each of us has a guardian angel, if you fellows will concede to me that each of us has a familiar devil as well. I want you to own up, because I don't like to feel exceptional in any way, and I know I have him-the devil, I mean. I haven't seen him, of course, but I go upon circumstantial evidence. He is there right enough, and, being malicious, he lets me in for that kind of thing. What kind of thing, you ask? Why, the inquiry thing, the yellow-dog thing-you wouldn't think a mangy, native tyke would be allowed to trip up people in the verandah of a magistrate's court, would you?-the kind of thing that by devious, unexpected, truly diabolical ways causes me to run up against men with soft spots, with hard spots, with hidden plague spots, by Jove!

guardian angel - Schutzengel

concede - Zugeständnisse machen; zugeben, zugestehen, einräumen, zulassen

exceptional - außergewöhnlich

circumstantial evidence - Indizienbeweis , Indiz

malicious - bösartig

mangy - krätzig, räudig, schäbig

Tyke - Lümmel, Schlingel, Lausbube

devious - heimtückisch, hinterrücks, unaufrichtig, verschlagen

unexpected - unerwartet

truly - wirklich, wahrhaft, ehrlich, echt

diabolical - teuflisch

plague - Pest; Plage, Seuche, Geißel, Quälgeist, zusetzen, plagen

and loosens their tongues at the sight of me for their infernal confidences; as though, forsooth, I had no confidences to make to myself, as though-God help me!-I didn't have enough confidential information about myself to harrow my own soul till the end of my appointed time. And what I have done to be thus favoured I want to know. I declare I am as full of my own concerns as the next man, and I have as much memory as the average pilgrim in this valley, so you see I am not particularly fit to be a receptacle of confessions. Then why? Can't tell-unless it be to make time pass away after dinner. Charley, my dear chap, your dinner was extremely good, and in consequence these men here look upon a quiet rubber as a tumultuous occupation. They wallow in your good chairs and think to themselves, "Hang exertion. Let that Marlow talk."

loosens - lockert sich; lösen, lockern

confidences - Vertraulichkeiten; Selbstgewissheit, Zuversicht, Vertrauen

forsooth - wahrhaftig; fürwahr

confidential - vertraulich

Harrow - eggen; Egge

appointed time - Termin

declare - bekanntmachen, bekanntgeben, deklarieren, ausrufen, aussagen

concerns - Bedenken; Sorge, Anliegen

receptacle - Gefäß, Behälter, Blütenboden, Blütenachse, Steckdose, Buchse

confessions - Geständnisse; Bekenntnis

pass away - verrauschen, sterben, dahinscheiden, versterben, verscheiden

rubber - Verhüterli (hum. Kondom); Radiergummi; Radierer (Radiergummi); Kautschuk

tumultuous - stürmisch; tumultuarisch

wallow - sich suhlen; im Schmutz wälzen

exertion - Anstrengung, Kraftanstrengung, Anspannung, Ausübung

'Talk? So be it.

And it's easy enough to talk of Master Jim, after a good spread, two hundred feet above the sea-level, with a box of decent cigars handy, on a blessed evening of freshness and starlight that would make the best of us forget we are only on sufferance here and got to pick our way in cross lights, watching every precious minute and every irremediable step, trusting we shall manage yet to go out decently in the end-but not so sure of it after all-and with dashed little help to expect from those we touch elbows with right and left. Of course there are men here and there to whom the whole of life is like an after-dinner hour with a cigar; easy, pleasant, empty, perhaps enlivened by some fable of strife to be forgotten before the end is told-before the end is told-even if there happens to be any end to it.

Master - Haupt.., Grund, Meister, führend, leitend; bewältigen, meistern

handy - praktisch; griffig, nützlich

blessed - gesegnet; selig; (bless); gesegnet; selig

freshness - Frische

starlight - Sternenlicht

on sufferance - nur geduldet, geduldeterweise

precious - kostbar, wertvoll, süßlich, kitschig

irremediable - unabänderlich

decently - anständig; annehmbar

enlivened - belebt; beleben, ermuntern

fable - Fabel; fabulieren

strife - Streit, Unfriede

'My eyes met his for the first time at that inquiry. You must know that everybody connected in any way with the sea was there, because the affair had been notorious for days, ever since that mysterious cable message came from Aden to start us all cackling. I say mysterious, because it was so in a sense though it contained a naked fact, about as naked and ugly as a fact can well be. The whole waterside talked of nothing else. First thing in the morning as I was dressing in my state-room, I would hear through the bulkhead my Parsee Dubash jabbering about the Patna with the steward, while he drank a cup of tea, by favour, in the pantry. No sooner on shore I would meet some acquaintance, and the first remark would be, "Did you ever hear of anything to beat this?" and according to his kind the man would smile cynically, or look sad, or let out a swear or two. Complete strangers would accost each other familiarly, just for the sake of easing their minds on the subject: every confounded loafer in the town came in for a harvest of drinks over this affair: you heard of it in the harbour office, at every ship-broker's, at your agent's, from whites, from natives, from half-castes, from the very boatmen squatting half naked on the stone steps as you went up-by Jove!

notorious - notorisch

cackling - Gackern

bulkhead - Schottwand; Schott

jabbering - plappernd, Gelaber, Gelabere; (jabber) plappernd, Gelaber

steward - Verwalter

pantry - Speisekammer, Vorratskammer

acquaintance - Bekanntschaft, Umgang, Bekannter, Bekannte

cynically - zynische, zynisch

swear - schwören

accost - ansprechen

familiarly - Vertraut

easing - Erleichterung; EAS

loafer - Faulenzer; Gammler, Slipper, Bummler

harvest - Ernte; Frucht

broker - Makler

boatmen - Schiffer; Ruderer

squatting - hockend; hocken, kauern; Achsdruckentlastung

half naked - halbnackt

There was some indignation, not a few jokes, and no end of discussions as to what had become of them, you know. This went on for a couple of weeks or more, and the opinion that whatever was mysterious in this affair would turn out to be tragic as well, began to prevail, when one fine morning, as I was standing in the shade by the steps of the harbour office, I perceived four men walking towards me along the quay. I wondered for a while where that queer lot had sprung from, and suddenly, I may say, I shouted to myself, "Here they are!"

indignation - Empörung, Entrüstung

tragic - tragisch

prevail - erman: die Vorherrschaft erringen (''over'' über); sich durchsetzen (''against'' gegen); vorherrschen; überzeugen können

shade - Schatten; Vorhang; Farbton; schattieren

queer - seltsam; unwohl; schwul, lesbisch, queer, Queers, Homosexueller

sprung from - gestammt

'There they were, sure enough, three of them as large as life, and one much larger of girth than any living man has a right to be, just landed with a good breakfast inside of them from an outward-bound Dale Line steamer that had come in about an hour after sunrise. There could be no mistake; I spotted the jolly skipper of the Patna at the first glance: the fattest man in the whole blessed tropical belt clear round that good old earth of ours. Moreover, nine months or so before, I had come across him in Samarang.

girth - Sattelgurt; Umfang

outward - nach außen; äußerlich, auswärts

Dale - Tal

sunrise - Sonnenaufgang

Moreover - außerdem, überdies, des Weiteren, obendrein

His steamer was loading in the Roads, and he was abusing the tyrannical institutions of the German empire, and soaking himself in beer all day long and day after day in De Jongh's back-shop, till De Jongh, who charged a guilder for every bottle without as much as the quiver of an eyelid, would beckon me aside, and, with his little leathery face all puckered up, declare confidentially, "Business is business, but this man, captain, he make me very sick. Tfui!"

loading - Ladung, Laden; (load); Ladung, Laden

abusing - missbrauchen, beschimpfen; Missbrauch, Schmähung

tyrannical - tyrannisch

institutions - Institutionen; Institution, Institution, Institution

Empire - Reich, Imperium, Kaiserreich, Kaisertum, Weltreich

soaking - einweichen; verschwitzend

guilder - Gulden

quiver - Köcher; zittern

eyelid - Augenlid

beckon - heranwinken, herbeiwinken, zuwinken, einladen

leathery - lederartig; ledern

puckered - gekräuselt; Runzel

confidentially - vertraulich

'I was looking at him from the shade. He was hurrying on a little in advance, and the sunlight beating on him brought out his bulk in a startling way. He made me think of a trained baby elephant walking on hind-legs. He was extravagantly gorgeous too-got up in a soiled sleeping-suit, bright green and deep orange vertical stripes, with a pair of ragged straw slippers on his bare feet, and somebody's cast-off pith hat, very dirty and two sizes too small for him, tied up with a manilla rope-yarn on the top of his big head.

advance - erhöhen, erheben, befördern, vorrücken, Fortschritt, Vorschuss

sunlight - Sonnenlicht

hind - (hind leg) Hinterbein

extravagantly - extravagant

vertical - vertikal, senkrecht

stripes - gestreift; Streifen

straw - Halm, Strohhalm, Stroh, strohfarben, strohgelb, Stroh-

slippers - Hausschuhe; Hausschuh, Latschen, Pantoffel, Patschen, Puschen

yarn - Garn; Tau

You understand a man like that hasn't the ghost of a chance when it comes to borrowing clothes. Very well. On he came in hot haste, without a look right or left, passed within three feet of me, and in the innocence of his heart went on pelting upstairs into the harbour office to make his deposition, or report, or whatever you like to call it.

the ghost of a chance - die geringste Aussicht

haste - Eile, Hast

innocence - Unschuld; Harmlosigkeit

pelting - prasselt; niederprasselnd; (pelt) prasselt; niederprasselnd

deposition - Absetzung; Entlassung; Ablage, Ablagerung

'It appears he addressed himself in the first instance to the principal shipping-master. Archie Ruthvel had just come in, and, as his story goes, was about to begin his arduous day by giving a dressing-down to his chief clerk. Some of you might have known him-an obliging little Portuguese half-caste with a miserably skinny neck, and always on the hop to get something from the shipmasters in the way of eatables-a piece of salt pork, a bag of biscuits, a few potatoes, or what not.

instance - Beispiel, Fall, Instanz

principal - Auftraggeber; hauptsächlich, Haupt-, wesentlich, Rektor

arduous - mühsam, anstrengend, beschwerlich, erschöpfend, steil

chief clerk - Bürovorsteher

obliging - zuvorkommend; verpflichten, einen Gefallen tun

Portuguese - portugiesisch; Portugiese, Portugiesin, Portugiesisch

caste - Kaste

miserably - miserabel

skinny - dünn; mager

hop - tanzen (hüpfen); schwoofen (ugs. tanzen)

shipmasters - Schiffskapitäne; Kapitän

eatables - Esswaren; essbar

pork - Schweinefleisch, Schwein

One voyage, I recollect, I tipped him a live sheep out of the remnant of my sea-stock: not that I wanted him to do anything for me-he couldn't, you know-but because his childlike belief in the sacred right to perquisites quite touched my heart. It was so strong as to be almost beautiful. The race-the two races rather-and the climate . . . However, never mind. I know where I have a friend for life.

recollect - Erinnern Sie sich; sich erinnern an

remnant - Rest, Überbleibsel, Relikt, Überrest, Restposten

stock - in Bausch und Bogen, Aktien, Inventar

childlike - kindlich

sacred - heilig

perquisites - Vergünstigungen; Vergünstigung, Extra

'Well, Ruthvel says he was giving him a severe lecture-on official morality, I suppose-when he heard a kind of subdued commotion at his back, and turning his head he saw, in his own words, something round and enormous, resembling a sixteen-hundred-weight sugar-hogshead wrapped in striped flannelette, up-ended in the middle of the large floor space in the office. He declares he was so taken aback that for quite an appreciable time he did not realise the thing was alive, and sat still wondering for what purpose and by what means that object had been transported in front of his desk. The archway from the ante-room was crowded with punkah-pullers, sweepers, police peons, the coxswain and crew of the harbour steam-launch, all craning their necks and almost climbing on each other's backs. Quite a riot. By that time the fellow had managed to tug and jerk his hat clear of his head, and advanced with slight bows at Ruthvel, who told me the sight was so discomposing that for some time he listened, quite unable to make out what that apparition wanted. It spoke in a voice harsh and lugubrious but intrepid, and little by little it dawned upon Archie that this was a development of the Patna case. He says that as soon as he understood who it was before him he felt quite unwell-Archie is so sympathetic and easily upset-but pulled himself together and shouted "Stop! I can't listen to you. You must go to the Master Attendant. I can't possibly listen to you. Captain Elliot is the man you want to see. This way, this way." He jumped up, ran round that long counter, pulled, shoved: the other let him, surprised but obedient at first, and only at the door of the private office some sort of animal instinct made him hang back and snort like a frightened bullock.

severe - schwerwiegend; streng

morality - Moral, Moralität

subdued - gedämpft; unter Kontrolle bringen, unterwerfen, unterwerfen

commotion - Aufruhr; Aufregung; Spektakel, Theater, Zirkus, Aufstand

hogshead - Schweinskopf; Oxhoft

striped - gestreift; Streifen

flannelette - Flanell

floor space - Bodenfläche , Platzbedarf

declares - erklärt; bekanntmachen, bekanntgeben, deklarieren, ausrufen

aback - abgelehnt; rückwärts

appreciable - spürbar

realise - realisieren; erfassen, (Gewinn) erzielen, zu Geld machen

archway - Torbogen, Arkade, Bogengang

ante - vor

punkah - Pankha

sweepers - Kehrmaschinen; Raumpfleger, Putzfrau, Putzmann, Kaminkehrer

coxswain - Bootsführer; Steuermann

crew - Mannschaft, Crew

launch - Markteinführung; anstoßen, starten (Rakete), abschießen, gründen

craning - Kurbeln; Kranich, Kran; den Kopf/Hals recken

riot - Aufruhr, Tumult, Krawall, Randale

tug - zerren; schleppen; Ruck

jerk - Trottel; Zuckung, Satz, Reflex, ruckweise; Wichser; erschüttern

discomposing - verwirrend; aufregen

apparition - Erscheinung

lugubrious - schwermütig; düster, kummervoll

intrepid - Unerschrocken

dawned - dämmerte; dämmern, Morgendämmerung, Dämmerung, Morgengrauen

unwell - unwohl

sympathetic - sympathisch; mitfühlend

attendant - Betreuer; Begleiter, Wächter, Aufpasser, Aufseher

counter - Zähler, Ladentisch; kontern

shoved - geschoben; schieben

obedient - gehorsam, folgsam

instinct - Instinkt

snort - prusten; Schnauben; schnupfen, sniffen

bullock - Öchslein; Ochse

"Look here! What's up? Let go! Look here!" Archie flung open the door without knocking. "The master of the Patna, sir," he shouts. "Go in, captain." He saw the old man lift his head from some writing so sharp that his nose-nippers fell off, banged the door to, and fled to his desk, where he had some papers waiting for his signature: but he says the row that burst out in there was so awful that he couldn't collect his senses sufficiently to remember the spelling of his own name. Archie's the most sensitive shipping-master in the two hemispheres. He declares he felt as though he had thrown a man to a hungry lion. No doubt the noise was great. I heard it down below, and I have every reason to believe it was heard clear across the Esplanade as far as the band-stand. Old father Elliot had a great stock of words and could shout-and didn't mind who he shouted at either. He would have shouted at the Viceroy himself. As he used to tell me: "I am as high as I can get; my pension is safe. I've a few pounds laid by, and if they don't like my notions of duty I would just as soon go home as not. I am an old man, and I have always spoken my mind. All I care for now is to see my girls married before I die." He was a little crazy on that point. His three daughters were awfully nice, though they resembled him amazingly, and on the mornings he woke up with a gloomy view of their matrimonial prospects the office would read it in his eye and tremble, because, they said, he was sure to have somebody for breakfast. However, that morning he did not eat the renegade, but, if I may be allowed to carry on the metaphor, chewed him up very small, so to speak, and-ah! ejected him again.

What's up? - Was gibt's?, Was geht hier vor?, Was ist los?

nippers - Zangen; Vorderzahn; Stift (ugs, Knirps)

fled - geflohen; fliehen, flüchten, fliehen, entfliehen, flüchten

signature - Unterschrift; Signatur

sufficiently - ausreichend; hinreichend, genügend, zureichende

most sensitive - empfindlichste

hemispheres - Halbkugeln; Hemisphäre, Halbkugel (rare, e.g

Esplanade - Esplanade

Viceroy - Vizekönig

pension - Rente; Pension; in den Ruhestand versetzen

notions - Vorstellungen; Ahnung, Ansicht, Auffassung, Begriff, Denkbild

resembled - ähnelte; ähneln, gleichen

amazingly - Erstaunlich

matrimonial - ehelich

tremble - zittern; Zittern

metaphor - Metapher

chewed - Gekaut; kauen

ejected - rausgeschmissen; hinauswerfen, ausstoßen

'Thus in a very few moments I saw his monstrous bulk descend in haste and stand still on the outer steps. He had stopped close to me for the purpose of profound meditation: his large purple cheeks quivered. He was biting his thumb, and after a while noticed me with a sidelong vexed look. The other three chaps that had landed with him made a little group waiting at some distance. There was a sallow-faced, mean little chap with his arm in a sling, and a long individual in a blue flannel coat, as dry as a chip and no stouter than a broomstick, with drooping grey moustaches, who looked about him with an air of jaunty imbecility. The third was an upstanding, broad-shouldered youth, with his hands in his pockets, turning his back on the other two who appeared to be talking together earnestly. He stared across the empty Esplanade. A ramshackle gharry, all dust and venetian blinds, pulled up short opposite the group, and the driver, throwing up his right foot over his knee, gave himself up to the critical examination of his toes. The young chap, making no movement, not even stirring his head, just stared into the sunshine. This was my first view of Jim. He looked as unconcerned and unapproachable as only the young can look. There he stood, clean-limbed, clean-faced, firm on his feet, as promising a boy as the sun ever shone on; and, looking at him, knowing all he knew and a little more too, I was as angry as though I had detected him trying to get something out of me by false pretences. He had no business to look so sound. I thought to myself-well, if this sort can go wrong like that . . . and I felt as though I could fling down my hat and dance on it from sheer mortification, as I once saw the skipper of an Italian barque do because his duffer of a mate got into a mess with his anchors when making a flying moor in a roadstead full of ships.

monstrous - ungeheuerlich, monströs, grotesk, monsterhaft, monsterartig

descend - absteigen, niedergehen, herunterkommen, herabsteigen

thumb - Daumen; durchblättern

sidelong - seitlich

vexed - verärgert; ärgern, verärgern, reizen, irritieren, beunruhigen

sallow - blass; farblos, blässlich, fahl, Salweide, bleich

sling - Schleuder; Armschlinge

flannel - Flanell

stouter - gedrungener; beleibt

broomstick - Besenstiel; (fliegender) Besenstiel

drooping - hängend; durchhängen, herabhängen, herunterhängen, herabsinken

moustaches - Schnurrbärte; Schnurrbart, Oberlippenbart, Schnauzbart

jaunty - flott; affektiert, prätentiös, übermütig, fröhlich

imbecility - Geistesschwäche, Schwachsinn

earnestly - ernsthaft

ramshackle - baufällig

venetian - venezianisch; Venezianer, Venezianerin

blinds - Jalousien; blind, blind, unkritisch, ignorant, blind, Jalousie

critical - kritisch

unconcerned - unbesorgt; Unbekümmertheit, Sorglosigkeit

unapproachable - unnahbar

limbed - mit Gliedmaßen; Schenkel (geol. Falte), Glied

firm - fest, straff (Busen), Fa. Firma, gesetzt, hart

fling - Seitensprung; Affäre (Liebesaffäre)

sheer - durchsichtig; scheren, ausreißen, gieren; rein, blank

mortification - Kasteiung; Kränkung, Demütigung

barque - Barke

duffer - Puffer; Niete

anchors - Ankern; Anker

moor - verankern; Moor

I asked myself, seeing him there apparently so much at ease-is he silly? is he callous? He seemed ready to start whistling a tune. And note, I did not care a rap about the behaviour of the other two. Their persons somehow fitted the tale that was public property, and was going to be the subject of an official inquiry. "That old mad rogue upstairs called me a hound," said the captain of the Patna. I can't tell whether he recognised me-I rather think he did; but at any rate our glances met. He glared-I smiled; hound was the very mildest epithet that had reached me through the open window. "Did he?" I said from some strange inability to hold my tongue. He nodded, bit his thumb again, swore under his breath: then lifting his head and looking at me with sullen and passionate impudence-"Bah! the Pacific is big, my friendt. You damned Englishmen can do your worst; I know where there's plenty room for a man like me: I am well aguaindt in Apia, in Honolulu, in . . ." He paused reflectively, while without effort I could depict to myself the sort of people he was "aguaindt" with in those places. I won't make a secret of it that I had been "aguaindt" with not a few of that sort myself. There are times when a man must act as though life were equally sweet in any company. I've known such a time, and, what's more, I shan't now pretend to pull a long face over my necessity, because a good many of that bad company from want of moral-moral-what shall I say?-posture, or from some other equally profound cause, were twice as instructive and twenty times more amusing than the usual respectable thief of commerce you fellows ask to sit at your table without any real necessity-from habit, from cowardice, from good-nature, from a hundred sneaking and inadequate reasons.

callous - gefühllos, verhärtet, abgestumpft, herzlos, schwielig

whistling - (whistle) pfeifen; (whistle); Pfeife, Trillerpfeife, Flöte

tune - Melodie; stimmen

rap - pochen, schlagen; Geplapper

somehow - irgendwie

rogue - Schurke; Lümmel, Strolch, Vagabund, Landstreicher, checkSchelm

hound - Hund, Jagdhund, Laufhund

recognised - anerkannt; anerkennen

glances - blicken, Blick, Streifblick, Glanz, Steinkohle

glared - geblendet; Blendung, entrüstetes Starren

epithet - Beinamen; Beiwort, Epitheton, Attribut, Beiname

inability - Unfähigkeit, Unvermögen

nodded - abgenickt; nicken, einnicken, Kopfnicken

sullen - mürrisch, schlecht gelaunt, sauer, missmutig

passionate - leidenschaftlich

impudence - Unverfrorenheit; Flegelei, Frechheit, Unverschämtheit

Pacific - Pazifik; ruhig, still, friedlich

friendt - Freund

Honolulu - Honolulu

reflectively - nachdenklich

depict - darstellen, beschreiben, abbilden

long face - Trauermiene

moral - moralisch, sittlich, Moral

posture - Körperhaltung; Haltung

instructive - lehrreich

more amusing - unterhaltsamere

respectable - respektabel; angesehen, geachtet

commerce - Handel, Kommerz

cowardice - Feigheit, Kleinmut, Ängstlichkeit

good-nature - (good-nature) Gutartigkeit

sneaking - heimlich; Duckmäuser, Duckmäuserin, Kriecher, Kriecherin

'"You Englishmen are all rogues," went on my patriotic Flensborg or Stettin Australian. I really don't recollect now what decent little port on the shores of the Baltic was defiled by being the nest of that precious bird. "What are you to shout? Eh? You tell me? You no better than other people, and that old rogue he make Gottam fuss with me." His thick carcass trembled on its legs that were like a pair of pillars; it trembled from head to foot. "That's what you English always make-make a tam'fuss-for any little thing, because I was not born in your tam'country. Take away my certificate. Take it. I don't want the certificate. A man like me don't want your verfluchte certificate. I shpit on it." He spat. "I vill an Amerigan citizen begome," he cried, fretting and fuming and shuffling his feet as if to free his ankles from some invisible and mysterious grasp that would not let him get away from that spot. He made himself so warm that the top of his bullet head positively smoked. Nothing mysterious prevented me from going away: curiosity is the most obvious of sentiments, and it held me there to see the effect of a full information upon that young fellow who, hands in pockets, and turning his back upon the sidewalk, gazed across the grass-plots of the Esplanade at the yellow portico of the Malabar Hotel with the air of a man about to go for a walk as soon as his friend is ready. That's how he looked, and it was odious. I waited to see him overwhelmed, confounded, pierced through and through, squirming like an impaled beetle-and I was half afraid to see it too-if you understand what I mean. Nothing more awful than to watch a man who has been found out, not in a crime but in a more than criminal weakness. The commonest sort of fortitude prevents us from becoming criminals in a legal sense; it is from weakness unknown, but perhaps suspected, as in some parts of the world you suspect a deadly snake in every bush-from weakness that may lie hidden, watched or unwatched, prayed against or manfully scorned, repressed or maybe ignored more than half a lifetime, not one of us is safe.

rogues - Schurken; Schurke, Lümmel, Strolch, Vagabund, Landstreicher

patriotic - patriotisch

Australian - Australier, Australierin, australisch

decent - anständig, sittsam, (ganz) anständig

shores - Ufern; Ufer, Stützbalken, Küste, Strebe

Baltic - Ostsee

defiled - verunreinigt; defilieren

nest - Nest

fuss - Aufregung; Lärm, Wirbel, Aufstand, Gehabe

carcass - Karkasse; Aas, Aase

trembled - gezittert; zittern, Zittern

pillars - Pfeilern; Pfeiler, Säule

certificate - Zertifikat, Zeugnis, Bestätigung, zertifizieren, bescheinigen

verfluchte - verflüchtigt

shpit - Grube

spat - gespuckt; laichen; Gamasche

citizen - Staatsbürger, Staatsbürgerin, Einwohner

fretting - beunruhigt; sich grämen

fuming - Rauch, Qualm, rauchen, qualmen, schäumen

shuffling - schlurfend, schiebend; (shuffle); Mischen, Mischeln, Schlurfen

grasp - greifen, erfassen, begreifen, verstehen, Griff, Verständnis

bullet - Patrone; Geschoss (Kugel), Kugel

curiosity - Neugier, Neugierde, Kuriosität, Kuriosum

sentiments - Empfindungen; Gefühl

sidewalk - Bürgersteig, Gehweg, Gehsteig, Trottoir

gazed - gestarrt; anstarren

portico - Säulengang; Portikus

overwhelmed - überwältigt; überwältigen, übermannen, überrumpeln, de

pierced - gepierct; lochen, durchbohren

squirming - winden

impaled - aufgespießt; pfählen, erstechen, aufspießen

Beetle - Stampfer (allg.), Käfer; flitzen

weakness - Schwäche, Faible

fortitude - Tapferkeit; innere

unknown - unbekannt; Unbekannte; Unbekannter

suspected - verdächtigt; vermuten, misstrauen, verdächtigen

bush - Buchse, Strauch, Busch

unwatched - unbeobachtet

manfully - mannhaft, mannhafte

scorned - verschmäht; verachten, verschmähen, verspotten, Verachtung

repressed - verdrängt; unterdrücken, verdrängen

lifetime - Leben, Lebensdauer, Lebenszeit, Ewigkeit

We are snared into doing things for which we get called names, and things for which we get hanged, and yet the spirit may well survive-survive the condemnation, survive the halter, by Jove! And there are things-they look small enough sometimes too-by which some of us are totally and completely undone. I watched the youngster there. I liked his appearance; I knew his appearance; he came from the right place; he was one of us. He stood there for all the parentage of his kind, for men and women by no means clever or amusing, but whose very existence is based upon honest faith, and upon the instinct of courage. I don't mean military courage, or civil courage, or any special kind of courage. I mean just that inborn ability to look temptations straight in the face-a readiness unintellectual enough, goodness knows, but without pose-a power of resistance, don't you see, ungracious if you like, but priceless-an unthinking and blessed stiffness before the outward and inward terrors, before the might of nature and the seductive corruption of men-backed by a faith invulnerable to the strength of facts, to the contagion of example, to the solicitation of ideas. Hang ideas! They are tramps, vagabonds, knocking at the back-door of your mind, each taking a little of your substance, each carrying away some crumb of that belief in a few simple notions you must cling to if you want to live decently and would like to die easy!

snared - gefangen; Schlinge, Falle

hanged - aufgehängt

condemnation - Verurteilung; Verdammung; Verdammnis

halter - Halfter; Schlinge, Strik; (halt) Halfter; Schlinge, Strik

undone - ungeschehen machen; öffnen, aufmachen, etwas rückgängig machen

parentage - Abstammung, Herkunft

amusing - amüsant; amüsieren, vergnügen, belustigen, erheitern

military - Militär

civil - zivil, bürgerlich, zivilisiert

inborn - angeboren

temptations - Versuchungen; Versuchung, Verführung, Versuchung

unintellectual - unintellektuell

goodness - Güte, Gütigkeit

pose - Pose; aufwerfen, posieren, posen

power of resistance - Widerstandskräfte

ungracious - ungnädig

priceless - preislos, unbezahlbar

stiffness - Steifheit; Erstarrung, Starre, Steife, Steifigkeit

inward - innere; innen

seductive - verführerisch

corruption - Korruption; Verderbnis, Verdorbenheit, Verkommenheit

invulnerable - unverwundbar

contagion - ansteckende Krankheit; Ansteckung

solicitation - Aufforderung; Bewerbung

Tramps - Landstreicher; Vagabund, Penner, Schlampe, Flittchen

vagabonds - Vagabunden; Vagabund, Landstreicher, Landstreicherin, Vagabund

knocking at - anklopfend

carrying away - davontragend

crumb - Krümel

cling - klammern; anschmiegen

'This has nothing to do with Jim, directly; only he was outwardly so typical of that good, stupid kind we like to feel marching right and left of us in life, of the kind that is not disturbed by the vagaries of intelligence and the perversions of-of nerves, let us say. He was the kind of fellow you would, on the strength of his looks, leave in charge of the deck-figuratively and professionally speaking. I say I would, and I ought to know. Haven't I turned out youngsters enough in my time, for the service of the Red Rag, to the craft of the sea, to the craft whose whole secret could be expressed in one short sentence, and yet must be driven afresh every day into young heads till it becomes the component part of every waking thought-till it is present in every dream of their young sleep! The sea has been good to me, but when I remember all these boys that passed through my hands, some grown up now and some drowned by this time, but all good stuff for the sea, I don't think I have done badly by it either. Were I to go home to-morrow, I bet that before two days passed over my head some sunburnt young chief mate would overtake me at some dock gateway or other, and a fresh deep voice speaking above my hat would ask: "Don't you remember me, sir? Why! little So-and-so. Such and such a ship. It was my first voyage." And I would remember a bewildered little shaver, no higher than the back of this chair, with a mother and perhaps a big sister on the quay, very quiet but too upset to wave their handkerchiefs at the ship that glides out gently between the pier-heads; or perhaps some decent middle-aged father who had come early with his boy to see him off, and stays all the morning, because he is interested in the windlass apparently, and stays too long, and has got to scramble ashore at last with no time at all to say good-bye.

disturbed - beunruhigt; stören

vagaries - Unwägbarkeiten; Unwägbarkeit, Laune

perversions - Perversionen; Verdrehung, Perversion

nerves - Nerven; Nerv, Nerv, Nerv, Nerv, Nerv

figuratively - im übertragenen Sinne

professionally - professionell

afresh - von neuem; neu, wieder

component part - Einzelteil

drowned - ertrunken; ertrinken, ertränken, überwältigen

morrow - morgen; Morgen

bet - Wetteinsatz, wetten, Wette; riskieren

overtake - überholen; aufholen

gateway - Einfahrt, Tor, Zugang, Gateway, Protokollumsetzer

bewildered - verwirrt; verwirren, durcheinanderbringen

shaver - Rasierapparat, Elektrorasierer

handkerchiefs - Taschentücher; Taschentuch

glides - gleitet; gleiten, gleiten, gleiten lassen

pier - Seebrücke, Anlegestelle, Kai, Brückenpfeiler

windlass - winden

scramble - krabbeln; drängeln; verrühren, verquirlen, verwürfeln

ashore - an Land; zu Lande, am Land, an die Küste

Good-bye - (Good-bye) Auf Wiedersehen!;adieu, leb wohl, ade, lebewohl, ciao

The mud pilot on the poop sings out to me in a drawl, "Hold her with the check line for a moment, Mister Mate. There's a gentleman wants to get ashore. . . . Up with you, sir. Nearly got carried off to Talcahuano, didn't you? Now's your time; easy does it. . . . All right. Slack away again forward there." The tugs, smoking like the pit of perdition, get hold and churn the old river into fury; the gentleman ashore is dusting his knees-the benevolent steward has shied his umbrella after him. All very proper. He has offered his bit of sacrifice to the sea, and now he may go home pretending He thinks nothing of it; and the little willing victim shall be very sea-sick before next morning. By-and-by, when he has learned all the little mysteries and the one great secret of the craft, he shall be fit to live or die as the sea may decree; and the man who had taken a hand in this fool game, in which the sea wins every toss, will be pleased to have his back slapped by a heavy young hand, and to hear a cheery sea-puppy voice: "Do you remember me, sir? The little So-and-so."

poop - Scheiß (coll.); kacken (vulg.); auspumpen

drawl - Langatmigkeit; gedehnt sprechen, schleppend sprechen

carried off - weggerafft

Slack - Schlupf, flau, schlaff

tugs - Schlepper; zerren, zerren, schleppen, Ruck

pit - Fallgrube, Schachtgrube, Box (Sport)

churn - sich bewegen; durchschütteln, aufwühlen, wusseln, rütteln

benevolent - wohlwollend; altruistisch

sacrifice - opfern; Opfer

He thinks nothing of it - Er hält nichts davon.

be fit - geeignet sein

decree - Erlass, Dekret, Verordnung, Verfügung, Beschluss

toss - zu werfen; Wurf; Münzwurf; werfen; verwerfen, wegwerfen

slapped - geohrfeigt; Klaps, Schlag, Makeup

cheery - fröhlich; heiter, froh

puppy - Welpe, Hündchen, Hundewelpe, junger Hund

'I tell you this is good; it tells you that once in your life at least you had gone the right way to work. I have been thus slapped, and I have winced, for the slap was heavy, and I have glowed all day long and gone to bed feeling less lonely in the world by virtue of that hearty thump. Don't I remember the little So-and-so's! I tell you I ought to know the right kind of looks. I would have trusted the deck to that youngster on the strength of a single glance, and gone to sleep with both eyes-and, by Jove!

winced - gezuckt; Zusammenzucken

slap - Ohrfeige; Klaps, Schlag, Makeup, Schminke, klatschen

glowed - geglüht; glühen, abstrahlen, leuchten, Glühen

virtue - Tugend; Keuschheit

hearty - herzlich, herzhaft, deftig

trusted - vertrauenswürdig; Vertrauen

it wouldn't have been safe. There are depths of horror in that thought. He looked as genuine as a new sovereign, but there was some infernal alloy in his metal. How much? The least thing-the least drop of something rare and accursed; the least drop!-but he made you-standing there with his don't-care-hang air-he made you wonder whether perchance he were nothing more rare than brass.

genuine - echt, original, genuin

sovereign - souverän

alloy - Metalllegierung, Metallegierung

perchance - vielleicht; zufällig

'I couldn't believe it. I tell you I wanted to see him squirm for the honour of the craft. The other two no-account chaps spotted their captain, and began to move slowly towards us. They chatted together as they strolled, and I did not care any more than if they had not been visible to the naked eye. They grinned at each other-might have been exchanging jokes, for all I know. I saw that with one of them it was a case of a broken arm; and as to the long individual with grey moustaches he was the chief engineer, and in various ways a pretty notorious personality. They were nobodies. They approached. The skipper gazed in an inanimate way between his feet: he seemed to be swollen to an unnatural size by some awful disease, by the mysterious action of an unknown poison. He lifted his head, saw the two before him waiting, opened his mouth with an extraordinary, sneering contortion of his puffed face-to speak to them, I suppose-and then a thought seemed to strike him. His thick, purplish lips came together without a sound, he went off in a resolute waddle to the gharry and began to jerk at the door-handle with such a blind brutality of impatience that I expected to see the whole concern overturned on its side, pony and all. The driver, shaken out of his meditation over the sole of his foot, displayed at once all the signs of intense terror, and held with both hands, looking round from his box at this vast carcass forcing its way into his conveyance. The little machine shook and rocked tumultuously, and the crimson nape of that lowered neck, the size of those straining thighs, the immense heaving of that dingy, striped green-and-orange back, the whole burrowing effort of that gaudy and sordid mass, troubled one's sense of probability with a droll and fearsome effect, like one of those grotesque and distinct visions that scare and fascinate one in a fever. He disappeared. I half expected the roof to split in two, the little box on wheels to burst open in the manner of a ripe cotton-pod-but it only sank with a click of flattened springs, and suddenly one venetian blind rattled down. His shoulders reappeared, jammed in the small opening; his head hung out, distended and tossing like a captive balloon, perspiring, furious, spluttering. He reached for the gharry-wallah with vicious flourishes of a fist as dumpy and red as a lump of raw meat.

squirm - winden

strolled - spazieren gegangen; Spaziergang, Bummel, spazieren gehen

visible - sichtbar

grinned - grinst; (to grin) grinsen, strahlen

approached - angesprochen; sich nähern, nahekommen, ähnlich sein

inanimate - unbelebt, leblos

be swollen - Hochwasser haben (führen)

unnatural - unnatürlich

extraordinary - außerordentlich, außergewöhnlich

sneering - spöttisch; höhnisch, grinsend

contortion - Verrenkung; Kontorsion

purplish - violett; brombeerfarben

resolute - entschieden, entschlossen, resolut

waddle - watschelnder

handle - handhaben; Henkel, Hantel, Griff, Türklinke; abarbeiten

blind - blind, unkritisch, ignorant, Jalousie, Blind, Blinder, Blinde

Impatience - Ungeduld

concern - Bedenken; Sorge, Anliegen, Betroffenheit, Besorgnis, Konzern

overturned - umgestoßen; überschlagen

pony - Pony (kleines Pferd)

shaken out - ausgeschüttelt

sole - Seezunge, Sohle, einzig

intense - intensiv; hochgradig

Conveyance - Beförderung; Transport, Übertragung, Transportmittel

tumultuously - stürmisch

nape - Nacken

straining - anspannend, anstrengend; (strain) anspannend, anstrengend

thighs - Oberschenkel

dingy - schmuddelig; schmutzig, schäbige

burrowing - buddeln; Bau, graben

gaudy - knallig; grell, farbenprächtig

sordid - dreckig, schäbig, schmutzig, geizig

probability - Wahrscheinlichkeit

droll - komisch; drollig

fearsome - fürchterlich, furchterregend

grotesque - grotesk

visions - Visionen; Sicht, Sehvermögen

scare - jemanden ängstigen, aufschrecken, erschrecken

fascinate - faszinieren, bezaubern

fever - Fieber, Temperaturerhöhung

split - gespalten; Riss, Spalt, Spaltung, Spagat

burst open - gesprengt

ripe - reif

pod - Schote, Hülse, Kapsel, Rettungskapsel, Kabine, Schule

flattened - abgeflacht; plätten, flachmachen, planieren, plattmachen

reappeared - wieder aufgetaucht; wieder erscheinen, wiederauftreten

distended - aufgebläht; ausweiten, dehnen, ausdehnen

captive - Gefangener, Gefangene

balloon - Ballon, Luftballon, Heißluftballon

perspiring - Sie schwitzen; schwitzen

spluttering - stotternd; (splutter) stotternd

vicious - bösartig; gewalttätig, destruktiv, grausam, aggressiv, böse

flourishes - blüht; gedeihen, blühen, spriessen, grünen, sich gut entwickeln

fist - fausten; Faust

dumpy - plump

raw - roh; Roh-; rau

He roared at him to be off, to go on. Where? Into the Pacific, perhaps. The driver lashed; the pony snorted, reared once, and darted off at a gallop. Where? To Apia? To Honolulu? He had 6000 miles of tropical belt to disport himself in, and I did not hear the precise address. A snorting pony snatched him into "Ewigkeit" in the twinkling of an eye, and I never saw him again; and, what's more, I don't know of anybody that ever had a glimpse of him after he departed from my knowledge sitting inside a ramshackle little gharry that fled round the corner in a white smother of dust. He departed, disappeared, vanished, absconded; and absurdly enough it looked as though he had taken that gharry with him, for never again did I come across a sorrel pony with a slit ear and a lackadaisical Tamil driver afflicted by a sore foot. The Pacific is indeed big; but whether he found a place for a display of his talents in it or not, the fact remains he had flown into space like a witch on a broomstick. The little chap with his arm in a sling started to run after the carriage, bleating, "Captain! I say, Captain! I sa-a-ay!"-but after a few steps stopped short, hung his head, and walked back slowly. At the sharp rattle of the wheels the young fellow spun round where he stood. He made no other movement, no gesture, no sign, and remained facing in the new direction after the gharry had swung out of sight.

roared at - angebrüllt

snorted - geschnieft; Schnauben

reared - aufgezogen; Hinter.., hinterster, Heck, Rück..

gallop - Galopp; galoppieren

precise - präzise, genau, exakt, präzisieren

snorting - Schnüffeln; schnauben, prusten; (snort); Schnauben; schnupfen

snatched - geschnappt; klauen, stehlen, Reißen

in the twinkling of an eye - im Handumdrehen

smother - erdrücken; ersticken

absconded - untergetaucht; sich, sich, sich

absurdly - absurd; sinnwidrig

sorrel - Sauerampfer

slit - Nut, Schlitz, Spalt, Schamritze

lackadaisical - Lethargie

sore - sauer; weh, wund, schmerzend, schmerzhaft

witch - Zauberin [f}, Hexe

run after - nachgelaufen;hinterherlaufen

carriage - Kutsche; Gang, Haltung, Wagen, Frachtgeld, Fracht, Fuhrlohn

bleating - blöken; meckernd; (bleat); Blöken

rattle - klappern, rasseln, erschüteln, knattern

spun round - umspann

gesture - Geste, Gebärde, gestikulieren, erman: (jemandem etwas) bedeuten

'All this happened in much less time than it takes to tell, since I am trying to interpret for you into slow speech the instantaneous effect of visual impressions. Next moment the half-caste clerk, sent by Archie to look a little after the poor castaways of the Patna, came upon the scene. He ran out eager and bareheaded, looking right and left, and very full of his mission. It was doomed to be a failure as far as the principal person was concerned, but he approached the others with fussy importance, and, almost immediately, found himself involved in a violent altercation with the chap that carried his arm in a sling, and who turned out to be extremely anxious for a row.

Interpret - interpretieren; dolmetschen, übersetzen

instantaneous - sofort; augenblicklich, unverzögert

visual - sichtbar; visuell

castaways - Schiffbrüchiger, Fallengelassener, Abgewiesener, Ausgestoßener

bareheaded - ohne Kopfbedeckung

mission - Auftrag; Mission

doomed - dem Untergang geweiht; Bann, Urteil

failure - Versagen; Misserfolg, Ausfall, Verschlechterung, Misslingen

fussy - wählerisch; pingelig, unruhig, kleinlich, übereifrig

altercation - heftig

He wasn't going to be ordered about-"not he, b'gosh." He wouldn't be terrified with a pack of lies by a cocky half-bred little quill-driver. He was not going to be bullied by "no object of that sort," if the story were true "ever so"! He bawled his wish, his desire, his determination to go to bed. "If you weren't a God-forsaken Portuguee," I heard him yell, "you would know that the hospital is the right place for me." He pushed the fist of his sound arm under the other's nose; a crowd began to collect; the half-caste, flustered, but doing his best to appear dignified, tried to explain his intentions. I went away without waiting to see the end.

wasn - Was

terrified - verängstigt; erschrecken

cocky - eingebildet

bred - gezüchtet; (breed) Zucht, Art, Rasse, Sorte; (breed); aufziehen

quill - Kiel; Schreibfeder, Federkiel, Stift, Stachel

bullied - schikaniert; Rabauke, Bully, Tyrann, Schikaneur, einschüchtern

bawled - gegrölt; schreien, brüllen, heulen, brüllen

forsaken - im Stich gelassen; aufgeben

yell - kreischen, schreien

flustered - verwirrt; verwirren, überrumpeln, Durcheinander

dignified - würdevoll; ehren

'But it so happened that I had a man in the hospital at the time, and going there to see about him the day before the opening of the Inquiry, I saw in the white men's ward that little chap tossing on his back, with his arm in splints, and quite light-headed. To my great surprise the other one, the long individual with drooping white moustache, had also found his way there. I remembered I had seen him slinking away during the quarrel, in a half prance, half shuffle, and trying very hard not to look scared. He was no stranger to the port, it seems, and in his distress was able to make tracks straight for Mariani's billiard-room and grog-shop near the bazaar. That unspeakable vagabond, Mariani, who had known the man and had ministered to his vices in one or two other places, kissed the ground, in a manner of speaking, before him, and shut him up with a supply of bottles in an upstairs room of his infamous hovel. It appears he was under some hazy apprehension as to his personal safety, and wished to be concealed. However, Mariani told me a long time after (when he came on board one day to dun my steward for the price of some cigars) that he would have done more for him without asking any questions, from gratitude for some unholy favour received very many years ago-as far as I could make out. He thumped twice his brawny chest, rolled enormous black-and-white eyes glistening with tears: "Antonio never forget-Antonio never forget!" What was the precise nature of the immoral obligation I never learned, but be it what it may, he had every facility given him to remain under lock and key, with a chair, a table, a mattress in a corner, and a litter of fallen plaster on the floor, in an irrational state of funk, and keeping up his pecker with such tonics as Mariani dispensed. This lasted till the evening of the third day, when, after letting out a few horrible screams, he found himself compelled to seek safety in flight from a legion of centipedes. He burst the door open, made one leap for dear life down the crazy little stairway, landed bodily on Mariani's stomach, picked himself up, and bolted like a rabbit into the streets. The police plucked him off a garbage-heap in the early morning. At first he had a notion they were carrying him off to be hanged, and fought for liberty like a hero, but when I sat down by his bed he had been very quiet for two days. His lean bronzed head, with white moustaches, looked fine and calm on the pillow, like the head of a war-worn soldier with a child-like soul, had it not been for a hint of spectral alarm that lurked in the blank glitter of his glance, resembling a nondescript form of a terror crouching silently behind a pane of glass. He was so extremely calm, that I began to indulge in the eccentric hope of hearing something explanatory of the famous affair from his point of view.

splints - Schienen; Schiene, Gipsschiene, Protrusionsschiene

slinking - schleichend; schleichen, Frühgeburt

quarrel - sich streiten, zanken

prance - tänzeln; herumhüpfen, rumhüpfen, paradieren, rumtanzen

distress - Kummer, Bedrängnis, Drangsal, Bekümmerung, Not

billiard - Billiarde; Billard

grog - Grog; Schamotte

bazaar - Basar, Markt

unspeakable - unaussprechlich

vagabond - Vagabund, Landstreicher, Landstreicherin

vices - Laster; der Schraubstock

infamous - berüchtigt

hovel - Unterschlupf; Unterstand; Bruchbude, Baracke

apprehension - Befürchtungen; Greifen, Ergreifen, Fassen, Anfassen

concealed - versteckt; verbergen, verheimlichen, verschleiern, verschweigen

dun - mahnen

unholy - unheilig

thumped - geschlagen; dumpfer Schlag, dumpf

brawny - muskulös, muskelbepackt

glistening - glitzern, glänzen, gleißen

immoral - unmoralisch

obligation - Verpflichtung, Pflicht

facility - Leichtigkeit; Einrichtung, Vorrichtung, Anlage

mattress - Matratze

litter - Sänfte, Trage, Bahre, Wurf, Streu, Stroh, Abfall; (lit); Sänfte

plaster - Gips; Salbe, Creme, Putz, Verputz, Stuck

irrational - irrational, irrationell, unvernünftig

funk - Schiss, Bammel

pecker - Pimmel; Picker

tonics - Stärkungsmittel, Tonika

dispensed - ausgeteilt; ausgeben, austeilen, verteilen, dosieren

letting out - durchlassend

screams - schreit; Schrei, schreien

compelled - gezwungen; zwingen, zwingen, nötigen, zwingen

legion - Legion; Legion

centipedes - Tausendfüßler, Tausendfüßer

leap - hervorspringen, hüpfen, überspringen

stairway - Treppe

rabbit - Kaninchen, Hase

plucked - gerupft; pflücken, abrupfen, zupfen, schlagen, rupfen, ausrupfen

garbage - Abfall, Müll

liberty - Freiheit

bronzed - gebräunt; Bronze, Bronze, bronzen, bronzen

hint - Hinweis, Tipp, Wink, Fingerzeig

spectral - spektral, Spektral-

lurked - lauerte; lauern, lauern

nondescript - unbestimmbar, unauffällig, unbestimmt, unscheinbar

crouching - hockend; sich ducken (vor), kriechen; kauern, hocken

pane - Scheibe, Fensterscheibe

indulge - nachgeben, erliegen, frönen, hätscheln, verwöhnen

eccentric - exzentrisch, elliptisch, eiernd, außermittig, schrullig

explanatory - erklärend

Why I longed to go grubbing into the deplorable details of an occurrence which, after all, concerned me no more than as a member of an obscure body of men held together by a community of inglorious toil and by fidelity to a certain standard of conduct, I can't explain. You may call it an unhealthy curiosity if you like; but I have a distinct notion I wished to find something. Perhaps, unconsciously, I hoped I would find that something, some profound and redeeming cause, some merciful explanation, some convincing shadow of an excuse. I see well enough now that I hoped for the impossible-for the laying of what is the most obstinate ghost of man's creation, of the uneasy doubt uprising like a mist, secret and gnawing like a worm, and more chilling than the certitude of death-the doubt of the sovereign power enthroned in a fixed standard of conduct. It is the hardest thing to stumble against; it is the thing that breeds yelling panics and good little quiet villainies; it's the true shadow of calamity. Did I believe in a miracle? and why did I desire it so ardently? Was it for my own sake that I wished to find some shadow of an excuse for that young fellow whom I had never seen before, but whose appearance alone added a touch of personal concern to the thoughts suggested by the knowledge of his weakness-made it a thing of mystery and terror-like a hint of a destructive fate ready for us all whose youth-in its day-had resembled his youth? I fear that such was the secret motive of my prying. I was, and no mistake, looking for a miracle. The only thing that at this distance of time strikes me as miraculous is the extent of my imbecility. I positively hoped to obtain from that battered and shady invalid some exorcism against the ghost of doubt. I must have been pretty desperate too, for, without loss of time, after a few indifferent and friendly sentences which he answered with languid readiness, just as any decent sick man would do, I produced the word Patna wrapped up in a delicate question as in a wisp of floss silk. I was delicate selfishly; I did not want to startle him; I had no solicitude for him; I was not furious with him and sorry for him: his experience was of no importance, his redemption would have had no point for me. He had grown old in minor iniquities, and could no longer inspire aversion or pity. He repeated Patna? interrogatively, seemed to make a short effort of memory, and said: "Quite right. I am an old stager out here. I saw her go down." I made ready to vent my indignation at such a stupid lie, when he added smoothly, "She was full of reptiles."

grubbing - Grabbeln; Larve, Wurm, Fressalien, Futter

Occurrence - Vorkommen; Vorfall

inglorious - unrühmlich

conduct - Leitung, Führung, leiten, führen, sich verhalten, sich benehmen

unhealthy - ungesund, gesundheitsschädlich

unconsciously - unbewusst

redeeming - erlösend; zurückkaufen, loslösen, freikaufen, befreien

merciful - barmherzig

Excuse - Wie bitte; entschuldigen, verzeihen, sich entschuldigen

most obstinate - hartnäckigste

creation - Erfindung, Werk, Kreation, Schöpfung

uneasy - Unbehagen; besorgt, unangenehm, unsicher

uprising - Aufstand, Aufruhr; (uprise); Aufstand, Aufruhr

gnawing - abnagend, nagend; (gnaw); nagen, kauen, knabbern, verfolgen

worm - Wurm; elender Wurm

chilling - Abkühlung; Kälte verbreitend; (chill) Abkühlung; Kälte verbreitend

enthroned - inthronisiert; einsetzen

stumble - Stolpern, Fehltritt, Fehler, Schnitzer, Ausrutscher

breeds - Rassen; aufziehen, erzeugen, züchten, sich paaren, brüten

panics - Panik, panisch

calamity - Verhängnis; Unheil, Kalamität

miracle - ein Wunder; Wunder, Mirakel

ardently - inbrünstig; feurige, heiß

destructive - zerstörerisch

fate - Schicksal, Los, Geschick

motive - Motiv, Beweggrund

prying - neugierig schauend, neugierig; (pry) neugierig schauend

strikes - Streiks; streichen, schlagen, prägen, streiken, scheinen

miraculous - wundersam; wundertätig, mirakulös, Wunder

obtain - erlangen, erhalten, bestehen

shady - schattig; schattenspendend, Schatten, zwielichtig

invalid - ungültig; zum Invaliden machen; Invalide, Kranken.., Kranke

exorcism - Exorzismus, Teufelaustreibung, Teufelsbeschwörung

desperate - verzweifelt bemüht, sehnsuchtsvoll verlangend, aussichtslos

floss - Zahnseide; Seide

selfishly - selbstsüchtig, selbstsüchtige

startle - aufschrecken, scheuen, erschrecken

solicitude - Fürsorge; Besorgnis, Besorgtheit

redemption - Erlösung; Loskauf

grown old - gealtert

minor - minderjährig; gering, geringfügig, klein, unbedeutend

iniquities - Ungerechtigkeiten; Frevel, Gräueltat, Missetat

inspire - inspirieren; beatmen, einhauchen, einflößen, checkbegeistern

aversion - Abneigung, Vorbehalt, Widerwillen, Aversion

interrogatively - fragend

vent - Entlüftung; entlüften

reptiles - Reptilien; Kriechtier

'This made me pause. What did he mean? The unsteady phantom of terror behind his glassy eyes seemed to stand still and look into mine wistfully. "They turned me out of my bunk in the middle watch to look at her sinking," he pursued in a reflective tone. His voice sounded alarmingly strong all at once. I was sorry for my folly. There was no snowy-winged coif of a nursing sister to be seen flitting in the perspective of the ward; but away in the middle of a long row of empty iron bedsteads an accident case from some ship in the Roads sat up brown and gaunt with a white bandage set rakishly on the forehead. Suddenly my interesting invalid shot out an arm thin like a tentacle and clawed my shoulder.

pause - Eine Pause; pausieren, innehalten, Pause

unsteady - wackelig; unstet

wistfully - wehmütig

reflective - nachdenklich

tone - Farbton, Klang, Umgangston, Ton

alarmingly - beunruhigend

folly - Wahnsinn; Torheit, Narrheit, Dummheit, Tollheit

snowy - verschneit; Schnee

coif - Frisur

flitting - hüpfend; wandernd; (flit); gaukeln

perspective - Aussicht; Perspektive

bedsteads - Bettgestelle; Bettgestell

gaunt - knochig, dünn, hager, mager, abgemagert

bandage - Pflaster; Verband; bandagieren

rakishly - schnippisch; salopp

tentacle - Tentakel

clawed - zerkratzt; zerkratzen; Kralle, Fang (Vogelkralle), Klaue

"Only my eyes were good enough to see. I am famous for my eyesight. That's why they called me, I expect. None of them was quick enough to see her go, but they saw that she was gone right enough, and sang out together-like this." . . . A wolfish howl searched the very recesses of my soul. "Oh! make 'im dry up," whined the accident case irritably. "You don't believe me, I suppose," went on the other, with an air of ineffable conceit. "I tell you there are no such eyes as mine this side of the Persian Gulf. Look under the bed."

eyesight - Augenlicht; Sehvermögen, Sehen, Sicht, Sehkraft

wolfish - wölfisch

howl - Heulen, jaulen

whined - gejammert; Jaulen

irritably - gereizt

ineffable - unaussprechlich

conceit - Eingebung; Einbildung; Konzept

Persian - persisch; Perser

Gulf - Golf, Meerbusen

'Of course I stooped instantly. I defy anybody not to have done so. "What can you see?" he asked. "Nothing," I said, feeling awfully ashamed of myself. He scrutinised my face with wild and withering contempt. "Just so," he said, "but if I were to look I could see-there's no eyes like mine, I tell you." Again he clawed, pulling at me downwards in his eagerness to relieve himself by a confidential communication. "Millions of pink toads. There's no eyes like mine. Millions of pink toads. It's worse than seeing a ship sink. I could look at sinking ships and smoke my pipe all day long. Why don't they give me back my pipe? I would get a smoke while I watched these toads. The ship was full of them. They've got to be watched, you know." He winked facetiously. The perspiration dripped on him off my head, my drill coat clung to my wet back: the afternoon breeze swept impetuously over the row of bedsteads, the stiff folds of curtains stirred perpendicularly, rattling on brass rods, the covers of empty beds blew about noiselessly near the bare floor all along the line, and I shivered to the very marrow. The soft wind of the tropics played in that naked ward as bleak as a winter's gale in an old barn at home. "Don't you let him start his hollering, mister," hailed from afar the accident case in a distressed angry shout that came ringing between the walls like a quavering call down a tunnel. The clawing hand hauled at my shoulder; he leered at me knowingly. "The ship was full of them, you know, and we had to clear out on the strict Q.T.," he whispered with extreme rapidity. "All pink. All pink-as big as mastiffs, with an eye on the top of the head and claws all round their ugly mouths. Ough! Ough!" Quick jerks as of galvanic shocks disclosed under the flat coverlet the outlines of meagre and agitated legs; he let go my shoulder and reached after something in the air; his body trembled tensely like a released harp-string; and while I looked down, the spectral horror in him broke through his glassy gaze. Instantly his face of an old soldier, with its noble and calm outlines, became decomposed before my eyes by the corruption of stealthy cunning, of an abominable caution and of desperate fear. He restrained a cry-"Ssh! what are they doing now down there?" he asked, pointing to the floor with fantastic precautions of voice and gesture, whose meaning, borne upon my mind in a lurid flash, made me very sick of my cleverness. "They are all asleep," I answered, watching him narrowly.

stooped - gekrümmt; Buckel, sich beugen

instantly - sofort; unmittelbar

defy - herausfordern, die Stirn bieten, trotzen, widersetzen, lossagen

ashamed - schämen

withering - verdorren; vernichtend, zerstörerisch, alleszerstörend

eagerness - Ungeduld; Eifer

relieve - Erleichterung; erleichtern; lindern; entlasten; ablösen; seine Notdurft verrichten

toads - Kröten; Kröte

winked - gezwinkert; zwinkern, blinzeln, funkeln, zuzwinkern

facetiously - scherzhaft

perspiration - Schwitzen

dripped - getropft; Tropfen; sickern, tröpfeln, träufeln

clung - geklammert; anschmiegen

breeze - Brise, Hauch

impetuously - ungestüm

stirred - gerührt; erschüttern, bewegen, sich rühren

perpendicularly - Senkrecht

rattling - klappernd, ratternd, klirrend, rasselnd; (rattle) klappernd

rods - Ruten; Stange, Stock, Stab, Latte, Stange, Stab, Zeltstab

shivered - gezittert; Schauder, Schauer, zittern, frösteln

marrow - Knochenmark; Mark

bleak - düster; kahl, öde, Laube (Fischart)

barn - Stadel, Scheune, Baracke

hollering - brüllen, schreien

hailed - jdm. zujubeln; (Hail to thee!) Wohl dir!, Sei gegrüßt!

afar - in der Ferne; Afar, Danakil

distressed - verzweifelt; Kummer, Bedrängnis, Drangsal, Bekümmerung, Not

ringing - klingeln; kraftvoll, klar; (ring) klingeln; kraftvoll, klar

quavering - zitternd, trillernd; (quaver); Beben; Zittern, Trillern

tunnel - Tunnel, Stollen

clawing - kratzt; zerkratzen; Kralle, Fang (Vogelkralle), Klaue

hauled - geschleppt; ziehen, schleppen, transportieren, befödern

leered - geleckt; gehässiges Lächeln, gehässiger Seitenblick

knowingly - wissentlich, bewusst

strict - streng

whispered - geflüstert; Geflüster

rapidity - Schnelligkeit

mastiffs - Dogge

claws - Krallen; zerkratzen; Kralle, Fang (Vogelkralle), Klaue

jerks - Idioten; Zuckung, Satz, Reflex, ruckweise; Wichser; erschüttern

galvanic - galvanisch

shocks - Schocks; Schock, Betroffenheit, Empörung, Schlag, Stoß

disclosed - offengelegt; enthüllen, veröffentlichen, bekanntgeben

coverlet - Bettdecke; Tagesdecke

tensely - angespannt

harp - Harfe; auf (etwas) herumreiten

noble - edel; Adeliger, Adliger, Adelige, Adlige

decomposed - zersetzt; dekomponieren, verrotten, verfallen, verfaulen

stealthy - geheim, heimlich, verstohlen

cunning - gerissen; schlau, clever, süß, niedlich

abominable - verabscheuungswürdig, verhasst, abscheulich, riesig, monströs

restrained - zurückhaltend; zurückhalten

precautions - Vorsichtsmaßnahmen; Vorsorge, Vorsichtsmaßnahme

lurid - widerlich; grell; reißerisch

cleverness - Klugheit; Pfiffigkeit, Gewandtheit, Raffinesse

narrowly - eng

That was it. THat's what he wanted to hear; these were the exact words that could calm him. He drew a long breath. "Ssh! Quiet, steady. I am an old stager out here. I know them brutes. Bash in the head of the first that stirs. There's too many of them, and she won't swim more than ten minutes." He panted again. "Hurry up," he yelled suddenly, and went on in a steady scream: "They are all awake-millions of them. They are trampling on me! Wait! Oh, wait! I'll smash them in heaps like flies. Wait for me! Help! H-e-elp!" An interminable and sustained howl completed my discomfiture. I saw in the distance the accident case raise deplorably both his hands to his bandaged head; a dresser, aproned to the chin showed himself in the vista of the ward, as if seen in the small end of a telescope. I confessed myself fairly routed, and without more ado, stepping out through one of the long windows, escaped into the outside gallery. The howl pursued me like a vengeance. I turned into a deserted landing, and suddenly all became very still and quiet around me, and I descended the bare and shiny staircase in a silence that enabled me to compose my distracted thoughts. Down below I met one of the resident surgeons who was crossing the courtyard and stopped me. "Been to see your man, Captain? I think we may let him go to-morrow. These fools have no notion of taking care of themselves, though. I say, we've got the chief engineer of that pilgrim ship here. A curious case. D.T.'s of the worst kind. He has been drinking hard in that Greek's or Italian's grog-shop for three days. What can you expect? Four bottles of that kind of brandy a day, I am told. Wonderful, if true. Sheeted with boiler-iron inside I should think. The head, ah! the head, of course, gone, but the curious part is there's some sort of method in his raving. I am trying to find out. Most unusual-that thread of logic in such a delirium. Traditionally he ought to see snakes, but he doesn't. Good old tradition's at a discount nowadays. Eh! His-er-visions are batrachian. Ha! ha! No, seriously, I never remember being so interested in a case of jim-jams before. He ought to be dead, don't you know, after such a festive experiment. Oh! he is a tough object. Four-and-twenty years of the tropics too. You ought really to take a peep at him. Noble-looking old boozer. Most extraordinary man I ever met-medically, of course. Won't you?"

ha - Das war jetzt aber ernst!

brutes - Bestien; Tier, brutaler Kerl, brutal, Vieh

Bash - schlagen, hauen; Schlag

stirs - rührt; erschüttern, bewegen, sich rühren, verrühren; Aufregung

she won't - sie wird nicht

panted - keuchte; keuchen, hecheln, schnaufen (i. S. v. keuchen)

yelled - geschrien; kreischen, schreien

scream - Schrei; schreien

trampling - zerstampfend, Getrampel, trampelnd; (trample); trampeln

smash - Krachen; Wucht; zerschellen, zerschmettern, zertrümmern

in heaps - haufenweise

interminable - unendlich

sustained - unterhalten, aufrechterhalten, versorgen, unterhalten

discomfiture - Unbehagen; Niederlage

deplorably - bedauernswert

bandaged - bandagiert; Verband, bandagieren

aproned - mit Schürze; Schürze, Vorfeld

vista - Aussicht

telescope - Teleskop, Fernrohr

confessed - gestanden; gestehen, bekennen, verraten, beichten

ado - Getue; Getöse, checkLärm, checkMühe

vengeance - Rache, Vergeltung

staircase - Treppe

enabled - aktiviert; berechtigen, befähigen, ermöglichen, anordnen

compose - zusammenstellen, zusammensetzen, komponieren, enthalten, umfasst

resident - ansässig; Einwohner, Einwohnerin, Bewohner, Bewohnerin

surgeons - Chirurgen; Chirurg, Chirurgin, Wundarzt

courtyard - Innenhof; Hof

fools - Dummköpfe; dumme Gans, Dummkopf, Narr, Närrin, Pute, Narr

Curious - neugierig, sonderbar, merkwürdig

Greek - griechisch; Griechisch, griechische Sprache, Grieche, Griechin

boiler - Dampfkessel, Kocher, Erhitzer; Badeofen

raving - (rave) wüten, toben, rasen; (rave) (rave) wüten, toben, rasen

logic - Logik, logische

delirium - Delirium, Fieberphantasie, Taumel

nowadays - Heutzutage; gegenwärtig, zur Zeit, derzeitig, jetzt

batrachian - batrachisch

festive - festlich

tough - hart; zäh; widerstandsfähig; knifflig, schwierig, Pech

peep - piepsen; (peep hole) Schauloch; (to peep through) durchgucken

boozer - Schnapsdrossel; Säufer, Säuferin, Trinker, Trinkerin

medically - medizinisch

'I have been all along exhibiting the usual polite signs of interest, but now assuming an air of regret I murmured of want of time, and shook hands in a hurry. "I say," he cried after me; "he can't attend that inquiry. Is his evidence material, you think?"

exhibiting - zeigen, zur Schau stellen, ausstellen, vorzeigen, zeigen

assuming - annehmend, angenommen; (assume); annehmen, voraussetzen

murmured - gemurmelt; Rauschen

'"Not in the least," I called back from the gateway.'


'The authorities were evidently of the same opinion. The inquiry was not adjourned. It was held on the appointed day to satisfy the law, and it was well attended because of its human interest, no doubt. There was no incertitude as to facts-as to the one material fact, I mean. How the Patna came by her hurt it was impossible to find out; the court did not expect to find out; and in the whole audience there was not a man who cared. Yet, as I've told you, all the sailors in the port attended, and the waterside business was fully represented. Whether they knew it or not, the interest that drew them here was purely psychological-the expectation of some essential disclosure as to the strength, the power, the horror, of human emotions.

evidently - offensichtlich

adjourned - vertagt; unterbrechen, aufschieben, schließen, aufheben, begeben

appointed day - Termin

satisfy - befriedigen, zufriedenstellen

incertitude - Ungewissheit

fully - vollständig; völlig

purely - rein, bloß

psychological - psychologisch

expectation - Erwartung

disclosure - Offenlegung, Enthüllung, Bekanntmachung, Veröffentlichung

Naturally nothing of the kind could be disclosed. The examination of the only man able and willing to face it was beating futilely round the well-known fact, and the play of questions upon it was as instructive as the tapping with a hammer on an iron box, were the object to find out what's inside. However, an official inquiry could not be any other thing. Its object was not the fundamental why, but the superficial how, of this affair.

futilely - vergeblich

tapping - anzapfend, klopfend, steppend; (tap) anzapfend, klopfend

hammer - Hammer; Schlagstück, Hahn, Schlaghebel, tMalleus

fundamental - Grundlage; grundlegend, fundamental, grundsätzlich

superficial - oberflächlich

'The young chap could have told them, and, though that very thing was the thing that interested the audience, the questions put to him necessarily led him away from what to me, for instance, would have been the only truth worth knowing. You can't expect the constituted authorities to inquire into the state of a man's soul-or is it only of his liver? Their business was to come down upon the consequences, and frankly, a casual police magistrate and two nautical assessors are not much good for anything else.

constituted - konstituiert; gründen, begründen, bilden, einrichten

inquire - erkundigen

frankly - offen gesagt; ehrlich gesagt, um ehrlich zu sein

casual - lässig; zufällig, beiläufig, gelegentlich, gleichgültig

I don't mean to imply these fellows were stupid. The magistrate was very patient. One of the assessors was a sailing-ship skipper with a reddish beard, and of a pious disposition. Brierly was the other. Big Brierly. Some of you must have heard of Big Brierly-the captain of the crack ship of the Blue Star line. That's the man.

imply - implizieren, zur Folge haben, bedeuten

sailing-ship - (sailing-ship) Segelschiff

reddish - rötlich

disposition - Neigung, Gesinnung, Hang, Veranlagung, Einteilung

crack - Riss, Knall, Aufbruch, Bresche; aufbrechen, knallen, platzen

'He seemed consumedly bored by the honour thrust upon him. He had never in his life made a mistake, never had an accident, never a mishap, never a check in his steady rise, and he seemed to be one of those lucky fellows who know nothing of indecision, much less of self-mistrust. At thirty-two he had one of the best commands going in the Eastern trade-and, what's more, he thought a lot of what he had. There was nothing like it in the world, and I suppose if you had asked him point-blank he would have confessed that in his opinion there was not such another commander. The choice had fallen upon the right man. The rest of mankind that did not command the sixteen-knot steel steamer Ossa were rather poor creatures. He had saved lives at sea, had rescued ships in distress, had a gold chronometer presented to him by the underwriters, and a pair of binoculars with a suitable inscription from some foreign Government, in commemoration of these services. He was acutely aware of his merits and of his rewards. I liked him well enough, though some I know-meek, friendly men at that-couldn't stand him at any price. I haven't the slightest doubt he considered himself vastly my superior-indeed, had you been Emperor of East and West, you could not have ignored your inferiority in his presence-but I couldn't get up any real sentiment of offence. He did not despise me for anything I could help, for anything I was-don't you know? I was a negligible quantity simply because I was not the fortunate man of the earth, not Montague Brierly in command of the Ossa, not the owner of an inscribed gold chronometer and of silver-mounted binoculars testifying to the excellence of my seamanship and to my indomitable pluck; not possessed of an acute sense of my merits and of my rewards, besides the love and worship of a black retriever, the most wonderful of its kind-for never was such a man loved thus by such a dog. No doubt, to have all this forced upon you was exasperating enough; but when I reflected that I was associated in these fatal disadvantages with twelve hundred millions of other more or less human beings, I found I could bear my share of his good-natured and contemptuous pity for the sake of something indefinite and attractive in the man.

consumedly - verzehrend

thrust - Stoß, Stich, Vorstoß, Schub, Schubkraft

mishap - Missgeschick; Unfall, Malheur, Unglück, Panne

steady rise - gleichmäßiger Anstieg

indecision - Unentschlossenheit, Unschlüssigkeit

mistrust - Misstrauen

commands - Befehl, Kommando

mankind - die Menschheit; Menschheit, Menschengeschlecht, Mann

knot - Knoten, Knäuel

steel - verstählen; Stahl

creatures - Kreaturen; Wesen

rescued - gerettet; retten, Rettung

chronometer - Chronometer

underwriters - Underwriter; Versicherer, Versicherungsträger

binoculars - Ferngläser; binokular

inscription - Inschrift; Aufschrift, Münzaufschrift, Widmung

commemoration - Gedenken, Gedenkveranstaltung

acutely - akut

merits - Verdienste; Verdienst

rewards - Belohnungen; Belohnung, Lohn

meek - sanftmütig, bescheiden, zaghaft, zurückhaltend

slightest - das Geringste; geringfügig, leicht, gering, unbedeutend, wenig

vastly - erheblich, ungeheuer

superior - überlegen, höher, höherstehend, übergeordnet, Vorgesetzter

Emperor - Der Kaiser; Kaiser, Imperator

inferiority - Unterlegenheit; Minderwertigkeit

offence - Vergehen; Angriff, Verstoß (gegen), Beleidigung

despise - verachten

negligible - vernachlässigbar

fortunate - glücklich; günstig, verheißungsvoll

inscribed - eingeschrieben; beschriften

mounted - montiert; Reittier, Berg, Lafette (Waffe); einbauen, aufsteigen

testifying - bezeugen

excellence - Exzellenz; Vortrefflichkeit

seamanship - Seemannschaft; Seemannskunst, Seemannserfahrung

indomitable - unbezwingbar

pluck - pflücken, abrupfen, zupfen, schlagen, ausrupfen

possessed - besessen; Schutzpolizeiaufgebote

worship - Verehrung, Anbetung, Gottesdienst

retriever - Retter

exasperating - verärgernd; verärgern, aufbringen, auf die Palme bringen

fatal - verhängnisvoll, fatal, tödlich

beings - Wesen

good-natured - (good-natured) gutartig

contemptuous - verächtlich; respektlos

indefinite - unbestimmt

I have never defined to myself this attraction, but there were moments when I envied him. The sting of life could do no more to his complacent soul than the scratch of a pin to the smooth face of a rock. This was enviable. As I looked at him, flanking on one side the unassuming pale-faced magistrate who presided at the inquiry, his self-satisfaction presented to me and to the world a surface as hard as granite. He committed suicide very soon after.

envied - beneidet; Neid, beneiden

sting - stechen; Stachel, brennender Schmerz, Stich; schmerzlich treffen

complacent - selbstgefällig

scratch - kratzen; zerkratzen, verkratzen, Kratzer

enviable - beneidenswert

flanking - in der Flanke angreifen, flankieren, Flanke, Flanke

unassuming - bescheiden

presided - den Vorsitz haben, präsidieren

satisfaction - Befriedigung; Zufriedenheit; Satisfaktion, Genugtuung

granite - Granit

suicide - Selbstmord; Suizid, Freitod, Selbstmörder, Selbstmörderin

'No wonder Jim's case bored him, and while I thought with something akin to fear of the immensity of his contempt for the young man under examination, he was probably holding silent inquiry into his own case. The verdict must have been of unmitigated guilt, and he took the secret of the evidence with him in that leap into the sea. If I understand anything of men, the matter was no doubt of the gravest import, one of those trifles that awaken ideas-start into life some thought with which a man unused to such a companionship finds it impossible to live. I am in a position to know that it wasn't money, and it wasn't drink, and it wasn't woman.

akin - verwandt; ähnlich

verdict - Gerichtsurteil

unmitigated - ungemildert

guilt - Schuld

gravest - am schwersten; feierlich, Gruft, massiv, würdig, ernst

trifles - Lappalien; Trifle

awaken - erwecken; aufwecken, aufwachen, erwachen, wach werden

unused - unbenutzt

companionship - Kameradschaft

He jumped overboard at sea barely a week after the end of the inquiry, and less than three days after leaving port on his outward passage; as though on that exact spot in the midst of waters he had suddenly perceived the gates of the other world flung open wide for his reception.

barely - kaum; gerade noch

'Yet it was not a sudden impulse. His grey-headed mate, a first-rate sailor and a nice old chap with strangers, but in his relations with his commander the surliest chief officer I've ever seen, would tell the story with tears in his eyes. It appears that when he came on deck in the morning Brierly had been writing in the chart-room. "It was ten minutes to four," he said, "and the middle watch was not relieved yet of course. He heard my voice on the bridge speaking to the second mate, and called me in. I was loth to go, and that's the truth, Captain Marlow-I couldn't stand poor Captain Brierly, I tell you with shame; we never know what a man is made of. He had been promoted over too many heads, not counting my own, and he had a damnable trick of making you feel small, nothing but by the way he said 'Good morning.'I never addressed him, sir, but on matters of duty, and then it was as much as I could do to keep a civil tongue in my head." (He flattered himself there. I often wondered how Brierly could put up with his manners for more than half a voyage.

impulse - Anstoß; Impuls, Triebkraft, Drang, innerer Antrieb, Kraftstoß

first-rate - (first-rate) erstklassige

surliest - am mürrischsten; mürrisch, unwirsch, missmutig, verdrießlich

relieved - Erleichtert; erleichtern, lindern, entlasten, ablösen

damnable - verdammenswert, verdammungswürdig

flattered - geschmeichelt; schmeicheln

"I've a wife and children," he went on, "and I had been ten years in the Company, always expecting the next command-more fool I. Says he, just like this: 'Come in here, Mr. Jones,'in that swagger voice of his-'Come in here, Mr. Jones.'In I went. 'We'll lay down her position,'says he, stooping over the chart, a pair of dividers in hand. By the standing orders, the officer going off duty would have done that at the end of his watch. However, I said nothing, and looked on while he marked off the ship's position with a tiny cross and wrote the date and the time. I can see him this moment writing his neat figures: seventeen, eight, four A.M. The year would be written in red ink at the top of the chart. He never used his charts more than a year, Captain Brierly didn't. I've the chart now. When he had done he stands looking down at the mark he had made and smiling to himself, then looks up at me. 'Thirty-two miles more as she goes,'says he, 'and then we shall be clear, and you may alter the course twenty degrees to the southward.'

Command - Befehl, Kommando, befehlen, kommandieren, gebieten, beherrschen

swagger - Prahlerei; schwadronieren

stooping - Bücken; Buckel, sich beugen

standing orders - Daueraufträge

off duty - dienstfrei

ink - Tinte

alter - verändern, ändern, wandeln, modifizieren, abändern

southward - südwärts

'"We were passing to the north of the Hector Bank that voyage. I said, 'All right, sir,'wondering what he was fussing about, since I had to call him before altering the course anyhow. Just then eight bells were struck: we came out on the bridge, and the second mate before going off mentions in the usual way-'Seventy-one on the log.'Captain Brierly looks at the compass and then all round. It was dark and clear, and all the stars were out as plain as on a frosty night in high latitudes. Suddenly he says with a sort of a little sigh: 'I am going aft, and shall set the log at zero for you myself, so that there can be no mistake. Thirty-two miles more on this course and then you are safe.

Hector - einschüchtern, mobben, schikanieren

fussing - aufgeregt; Lärm, Wirbel, Aufstand, Gehabe

altering - verändern, ändern, wandeln, modifizieren, abändern

struck - angeschlagen; streichen, schlagen, prägen, streiken, scheinen

frosty - frostig

latitudes - Breitengraden; Breite, geographische Breite, Breitengrad

Let's see-the correction on the log is six per cent. additive; say, then, thirty by the dial to run, and you may come twenty degrees to starboard at once. No use losing any distance-is there?'I had never heard him talk so much at a stretch, and to no purpose as it seemed to me. I said nothing. He went down the ladder, and the dog, that was always at his heels whenever he moved, night or day, followed, sliding nose first, after him. I heard his boot-heels tap, tap on the after-deck, then he stopped and spoke to the dog-'Go back, Rover. On the bridge, boy! Go on-get.'Then he calls out to me from the dark, 'Shut that dog up in the chart-room, Mr. Jones-will you?'

correction - Korrektur, Berichtigung, Verbesserung, Besserungsmaßnahme

additive - Zusatzstoff, Zusatz, Additiv

dial - Zifferblatt; Wählscheibe; wählen

no purpose - umsonst

heels - Absätze; Hinterende des Hobels, Ferse

sliding - schiebend, abgleitend; (slid) schiebend, abgleitend

tap - Wasserhahn; Schlacke abstechen

Rover - Wandernde

'"This was the last time I heard his voice, Captain Marlow. These are the last words he spoke in the hearing of any living human being, sir." At this point the old chap's voice got quite unsteady. "He was afraid the poor brute would jump after him, don't you see?" he pursued with a quaver. "Yes, Captain Marlow. He set the log for me; he-would you believe it?-he put a drop of oil in it too.

brute - Tier, brutaler Kerl, brutal, Vieh

quaver - Beben; Zittern, Trillern, Achtelnote

There was the oil-feeder where he left it near by. The boat-swain's mate got the hose along aft to wash down at half-past five; by-and-by he knocks off and runs up on the bridge-'Will you please come aft, Mr. Jones,'he says. 'There's a funny thing. I don't like to touch it.'It was Captain Brierly's gold chronometer watch carefully hung under the rail by its chain.

feeder - Zubringer; Bewässerungsgraben, Einspeisung

near by - dabei, in der Nähe

Swain - Bauernbursche

hose - Schlauch; jemanden angreifen und töten

knocks off - (knock off) abklopfen (Putz)

runs up - (run up) hochfahren, hissen

'"As soon as my eyes fell on it something struck me, and I knew, sir. My legs got soft under me. It was as if I had seen him go over; and I could tell how far behind he was left too. The taffrail-log marked eighteen miles and three-quarters, and four iron belaying-pins were missing round the mainmast. Put them in his pockets to help him down, I suppose; but, Lord! what's four iron pins to a powerful man like Captain Brierly. Maybe his confidence in himself was just shook a bit at the last. That's the only sign of fluster he gave in his whole life, I should think; but I am ready to answer for him, that once over he did not try to swim a stroke, the same as he would have had pluck enough to keep up all day long on the bare chance had he fallen overboard accidentally. Yes, sir. He was second to none-if he said so himself, as I heard him once. He had written two letters in the middle watch, one to the Company and the other to me. He gave me a lot of instructions as to the passage-I had been in the trade before he was out of his time-and no end of hints as to my conduct with our people in Shanghai, so that I should keep the command of the Ossa. He wrote like a father would to a favourite son, Captain Marlow, and I was five-and-twenty years his senior and had tasted salt water before he was fairly breeched. In his letter to the owners-it was left open for me to see-he said that he had always done his duty by them-up to that moment-and even now he was not betraying their confidence, since he was leaving the ship to as competent a seaman as could be found-meaning me, sir, meaning me! He told them that if the last act of his life didn't take away all his credit with them, they would give weight to my faithful service and to his warm recommendation, when about to fill the vacancy made by his death. And much more like this, sir. I couldn't believe my eyes. It made me feel queer all over," went on the old chap, in great perturbation, and squashing something in the corner of his eye with the end of a thumb as broad as a spatula. "You would think, sir, he had jumped overboard only to give an unlucky man a last show to get on. What with the shock of him going in this awful rash way, and thinking myself a made man by that chance, I was nearly off my chump for a week. But no fear. The captain of the Pelion was shifted into the Ossa-came aboard in Shanghai-a little popinjay, sir, in a grey check suit, with his hair parted in the middle.

belaying - Sichern; festmachen

mainmast - Großmast

fluster - Aufregung; verwirren, überrumpeln, Durcheinander

accidentally - zufällig, durch Zufall, aus Versehen, versehentlich

hints - Hinweise; Hinweis, Tipp, Wink, Fingerzeig, Anleitung, Andeutung

senior - älter

breeched - geplatzt; Schwanzschraube

owners - Eigentümer; Inhaber, Besitzer, Besitzerin

left open - aufgelassen

betraying - verraten, im Stich lassen, verraten, verraten, verraten

competent - zuständig

last act - Schlussakt

vacancy - Vakanz, freie Stelle, freies Zimmer, freier Platz

perturbation - Störung

squashing - zerquetschen

spatula - Pfannenwender; Spachtelmesser; Spatel

unlucky - Pech gehabt; unglücklich; unglückbringend; ''usually expressed verbally:'' es bringen

shock - Schock, Betroffenheit, Empörung, Schlag, Stoß

rash - Hautausschlag, voreilig, Ausschlag

chump - Trottel; Klotz, Dummkopf

'Aw-I am-aw-your new captain, Mister-Mister-aw-Jones.'He was drowned in scent-fairly stunk with it, Captain Marlow. I dare say it was the look I gave him that made him stammer. He mumbled something about my natural disappointment-I had better know at once that his chief officer got the promotion to the Pelion-he had nothing to do with it, of course-supposed the office knew best-sorry. . . . Says I, 'Don't you mind old Jones, sir; dam'his soul, he's used to it.'I could see directly I had shocked his delicate ear, and while we sat at our first tiffin together he began to find fault in a nasty manner with this and that in the ship. I never heard such a voice out of a Punch and Judy show. I set my teeth hard, and glued my eyes to my plate, and held my peace as long as I could; but at last I had to say something. Up he jumps tiptoeing, ruffling all his pretty plumes, like a little fighting-cock. 'You'll find you have a different person to deal with than the late Captain Brierly.''I've found it,'says I, very glum, but pretending to be mighty busy with my steak. 'You are an old ruffian, Mister-aw-Jones; and what's more, you are known for an old ruffian in the employ,'he squeaks at me. The damned bottle-washers stood about listening with their mouths stretched from ear to ear. 'I may be a hard case,'answers I, 'but I ain't so far gone as to put up with the sight of you sitting in Captain Brierly's chair.'With that I lay down my knife and fork. 'You would like to sit in it yourself-that's where the shoe pinches,'he sneers. I left the saloon, got my rags together, and was on the quay with all my dunnage about my feet before the stevedores had turned to again. Yes. Adrift-on shore-after ten years'service-and with a poor woman and four children six thousand miles off depending on my half-pay for every mouthful they ate. Yes, sir! I chucked it rather than hear Captain Brierly abused. He left me his night-glasses-here they are; and he wished me to take care of the dog-here he is. Hallo, Rover, poor boy. Where's the captain, Rover?" The dog looked up at us with mournful yellow eyes, gave one desolate bark, and crept under the table.

scent - Geruch, Duft, Parfüm, Parfum, Fährte, Geruch (1, 3)

stunk - gestunken; stinken, riechen, müffeln, stinken, stinken, Gestank

dare - sich getrauen, wagen, jemanden herausfordern

stammer - stammeln, stottern, Stottern

disappointment - Enttäuschung, Verdruss, Misserfolg, Fehlschlag, Reinfall

promotion - Beförderung, Aufstieg, Höherversetzung, Werbung

dam - stauen; Staudamm, Muttertier, Damm

shocked - schockiert; Schock, Betroffenheit, Empörung, Schlag, Stoß

tiffin - Mittagessen, Gabelfrühstück

find fault - bemängeln

nasty - abscheulich, böse, ekelhaft, scheußlich

Punch - Kasperle; Stanze, Faustschlag

glued - geklebt; Klebstoff, Leim, Kleber, leimen, kleben

tiptoeing - auf Zehenspitzen gehen; Zehenspitze, auf den Zehenspitzen gehen

ruffling - kräuseln; sträubend; (ruffle); Rüsche, Krause

plumes - Federn; Schadstofffahne, Abwasserfahne

cock - Vogelmännchen; Gockel, Hahn; erigierter Penis (vulg.), Pimmel

glum - deprimiert, mürrisch, verdrießlich, bedrückt

mighty - gewaltig, mächtig

steak - Steak, Beefsteak, Lendenschnitte

ruffian - Grobian; Raubein

stood about - herumgestanden

pinches - kneift; kneifen

sneers - spöttisch; Spott; grinsen, spötteln

dunnage - Stauholz; Garnier

stevedores - Schauerleute; Hafenarbeiter

adrift - abtreibend

poor woman - Arme

mouthful - mundvoll

chucked - weggeschmissen; Spannfutter, Ansaugvorrichtung; erbrechen

abused - missbraucht; missbrauchen, beschimpfen; Missbrauch, Schmähung

desolate - verzweifelt; verlassen; verlassen

bark - Bellen

crept - gekrochen; kriechen, schleichen, schleichen, kriechen, Kriechen

'All this was taking place, more than two years afterwards, on board that nautical ruin the Fire-Queen this Jones had got charge of-quite by a funny accident, too-from Matherson-mad Matherson they generally called him-the same who used to hang out in Hai-phong, you know, before the occupation days. The old chap snuffled on-

ruin - Ruine, Ruin, Ruin, ruinieren, auf die Knie zwingen, vernichten

snuffled - geschnüffelt; schnuppern, schnüffeln

'"Ay, sir, Captain Brierly will be remembered here, if there's no other place on earth. I wrote fully to his father and did not get a word in reply-neither Thank you, nor Go to the devil!-nothing! Perhaps they did not want to know."

'The sight of that watery-eyed old Jones mopping his bald head with a red cotton handkerchief, the sorrowing yelp of the dog, the squalor of that fly-blown cuddy which was the only shrine of his memory, threw a veil of inexpressibly mean pathos over Brierly's remembered figure, the posthumous revenge of fate for that belief in his own splendour which had almost cheated his life of its legitimate terrors.

watery - wässrig

mopping - wischen; Mopp; i

bald head - Kahlkopf

handkerchief - Taschentuch

sorrowing - Traurig; (sorrow) Sorge, Schmerz, Bedauern

yelp - aufschreien; yelp

squalor - Schmutz, Elend, Vernachlässigung, Ärmlichkeit

shrine - Heiligtum; q

veil - Vorhang; Schleier; verschleiern, verhüllen

inexpressibly - unaussprechlich

posthumous - posthum

revenge - Rache; rächen

Almost! Perhaps wholly. Who can tell what flattering view he had induced himself to take of his own suicide?

wholly - ganz

flattering - Schmeichelhaft; schmeicheln

induced - veranlasst; dazu bringen, anstacheln, bewirken, verursachen

'"Why did he commit the rash act, Captain Marlow-can you think?" asked Jones, pressing his palms together. "Why? It beats me! Why?" He slapped his low and wrinkled forehead. "If he had been poor and old and in debt-and never a show-or else mad. But he wasn't of the kind that goes mad, not he.

wrinkled - zerknittert; sich runzeln, runzlig (runzelig) werden, knittern

debt - Schuld, Verbindlichkeit, Verpflichtung, Schulden

You trust me. What a mate don't know about his skipper isn't worth knowing. Young, healthy, well off, no cares. . . . I sit here sometimes thinking, thinking, till my head fairly begins to buzz. There was some reason."

buzz - Summen, Brummen, Gemurmel, Raunen, Surren

'"You may depend on it, Captain Jones," said I, "it wasn't anything that would have disturbed much either of us two," I said; and then, as if a light had been flashed into the muddle of his brain, poor old Jones found a last word of amazing profundity. He blew his nose, nodding at me dolefully: "Ay, ay! neither you nor I, sir, had ever thought so much of ourselves."

flashed - geflasht; aufleuchten, blitzen, aufflammen

muddle - verwirren; Wirrwarr

profundity - Tiefgründigkeit, Tiefe

nodding - schlafend, nickend; (nod); nicken; einnicken; Kopfnicken

dolefully - trübsinnig

'Of course the recollection of my last conversation with Brierly is tinged with the knowledge of his end that followed so close upon it. I spoke with him for the last time during the progress of the inquiry. It was after the first adjournment, and he came up with me in the street. He was in a state of irritation, which I noticed with surprise, his usual behaviour when he condescended to converse being perfectly cool, with a trace of amused tolerance, as if the existence of his interlocutor had been a rather good joke. "They caught me for that inquiry, you see," he began, and for a while enlarged complainingly upon the inconveniences of daily attendance in court. "And goodness knows how long it will last. Three days, I suppose." I heard him out in silence; in my then opinion it was a way as good as another of putting on side. "What's the use of it? It is the stupidest set-out you can imagine," he pursued hotly. I remarked that there was no option. He interrupted me with a sort of pent-up violence. "I feel like a fool all the time." I looked up at him. This was going very far-for Brierly-when talking of Brierly. He stopped short, and seizing the lapel of my coat, gave it a slight tug. "Why are we tormenting that young chap?" he asked. This question chimed in so well to the tolling of a certain thought of mine that, with the image of the absconding renegade in my eye, I answered at once, "Hanged if I know, unless it be that he lets you." I was astonished to see him fall into line, so to speak, with that utterance, which ought to have been tolerably cryptic. He said angrily, "Why, yes. Can't he see that wretched skipper of his has cleared out? What does he expect to happen? Nothing can save him. He's done for." We walked on in silence a few steps. "Why eat all that dirt?" he exclaimed, with an oriental energy of expression-about the only sort of energy you can find a trace of east of the fiftieth meridian. I wondered greatly at the direction of his thoughts, but now I strongly suspect it was strictly in character: at bottom poor Brierly must have been thinking of himself. I pointed out to him that the skipper of the Patna was known to have feathered his nest pretty well, and could procure almost anywhere the means of getting away.

recollection - Erinnern Sie sich; Erinnerung

tinged - gefärbt; klingeln

adjournment - Vertagung

irritation - Ärger, Irritation, Verärgerung

condescended to - geruhtest

tolerance - Toleranz

interlocutor - Gesprächspartner

complainingly - beschweren

inconveniences - Unannehmlichkeit, lästig sein, stören

attendance - Anwesenheit

What's the use of it? - Wozu ist es gut?

hotly - heiß; erregt, hitzig

remarked - bemerkt; bemerken; Anmerkung, Bemerkung

interrupted - unterbrochen; unterbrechen

pent - gefesselt

violence - Gewalt, Gewalttaten, Gewalttätigkeiten

seizing - (to seize) erfassen, ergreifen, anpacken; (seize); ergreifen

lapel - Revers; Klappe; Aufschlag, Jackenaufschlag, Mantelaufschlag

tormenting - gequält; schikanierend, peinigend; (torment); Qual; quälen

chimed - geläutet; Ton; läuten

tolling - Mauterhebung; Zoll, Gebühr

absconding - flüchten; sich, sich, sich

astonished - erstaunt; erstaunen

tolerably - erträglich

cryptic - kryptisch

wretched - unglücklich; sehr schlecht, miserabel, wertlos

cleared out - (clear out) entrümpeln

Oriental - orientalisch, Orientale, östlich

meridian - Meridian

greatly - sehr; außerordentlich, großartig

suspect - vermuten; misstrauen; verdächtigen; einen Verdacht haben; Verdächtiger

feathered - gefiedert; Feder, Vogelfeder, befiedern

procure - beschaffen, erwerben, besorgen, aufbringen

With Jim it was otherwise: the Government was keeping him in the Sailors'Home for the time being, and probably he hadn't a penny in his pocket to bless himself with. It costs some money to run away. "Does it? Not always," he said, with a bitter laugh, and to some further remark of mine-"Well, then, let him creep twenty feet underground and stay there! By heavens! I would." I don't know why his tone provoked me, and I said, "There is a kind of courage in facing it out as he does, knowing very well that if he went away nobody would trouble to run after him." "Courage be hanged!" growled Brierly. "That sort of courage is of no use to keep a man straight, and I don't care a snap for such courage. If you were to say it was a kind of cowardice now-of softness. I tell you what, I will put up two hundred rupees if you put up another hundred and undertake to make the beggar clear out early to-morrow morning. The fellow's a gentleman if he ain't fit to be touched-he will understand. He must! This infernal publicity is too shocking: there he sits while all these confounded natives, serangs, lascars, quartermasters, are giving evidence that's enough to burn a man to ashes with shame. This is abominable. Why, Marlow, don't you think, don't you feel, that this is abominable; don't you now-come-as a seaman? If he went away all this would stop at once." Brierly said these words with a most unusual animation, and made as if to reach after his pocket-book. I restrained him, and declared coldly that the cowardice of these four men did not seem to me a matter of such great importance. "And you call yourself a seaman, I suppose," he pronounced angrily. I said that's what I called myself, and I hoped I was too. He heard me out, and made a gesture with his big arm that seemed to deprive me of my individuality, to push me away into the crowd. "The worst of it," he said, "is that all you fellows have no sense of dignity; you don't think enough of what you are supposed to be."

bless - segnen; selig preisen

creep - Fiesling; kriechen; schleichen; Knilch, Widerling

heavens - Himmel, Firmament

provoked - provoziert; provozieren, aufreizen, aufwühlen, aufhetzen

snap - Knacken, Knallen, Schnappen, Zuschnappen, Schnippen, Schnalzen

rupees - Rupien; Rupie

undertake - unternehmen, ausführen, verpflichten

beggar - Bettler, Bettlerin

publicity - Öffentlichkeitsarbeit; Werbung

shocking - schockierend; Schock, Betroffenheit, Empörung, Schlag, Stoß

quartermasters - Quartiermeister, Steuermannsmaat

ashes - Esche, Asche

most unusual - ungebräuchlichste

animation - Belebung, Vitalisierung, Animation

pocket-book - (pocket-book) Taschenbuch

deprive - vorenthalten; berauben

individuality - Individualität

dignity - Würde; Förmlichkeit; Amt

'We had been walking slowly meantime, and now stopped opposite the harbour office, in sight of the very spot from which the immense captain of the Patna had vanished as utterly as a tiny feather blown away in a hurricane. I smiled. Brierly went on: "This is a disgrace. We've got all kinds amongst us-some anointed scoundrels in the lot; but, hang it, we must preserve professional decency or we become no better than so many tinkers going about loose. We are trusted. Do you understand?

meantime - Inzwischen; unterdessen

utterly - völlig

disgrace - Ungnade, Schande, Schmach

anointed - gesalbt; ölen, schmieren, einreiben, ölen, salben

scoundrels - Schurken; Schurke, Gauner, Gaunerin, Halunke

preserve - Konserve, Eingemachtes, Naturschutzgebiet, Naturreservat

decency - Anstand

tinkers - Kesselflicker, Kesselflickerin, tüfteln, frickeln

trusted! Frankly, I don't care a snap for all the pilgrims that ever came out of Asia, but a decent man would not have behaved like this to a full cargo of old rags in bales. We aren't an organised body of men, and the only thing that holds us together is just the name for that kind of decency. Such an affair destroys one's confidence. A man may go pretty near through his whole sea-life without any call to show a stiff upper lip. But when the call comes . . . Aha! . . . If I . . ."

Asia - Asien

bales - bündeln; Ballen, Pack, Bündel

organised - organisiert; gliedern, organisieren, einrichten, ordnen

Aha - aha

'He broke off, and in a changed tone, "I'll give you two hundred rupees now, Marlow, and you just talk to that chap. Confound him! I wish he had never come out here. Fact is, I rather think some of my people know his. The old man's a parson, and I remember now I met him once when staying with my cousin in Essex last year. If I am not mistaken, the old chap seemed rather to fancy his sailor son. Horrible. I can't do it myself-but you .

Confound - verwirren; verschlimmern, verschlechtern, besiegen, verfluchen

parson - Pfarrer; Pastor

I can't do it - Ich kann es nicht machen.

. ."

'Thus, apropos of Jim, I had a glimpse of the real Brierly a few days before he committed his reality and his sham together to the keeping of the sea. Of course I declined to meddle. The tone of this last "but you" (poor Brierly couldn't help it), that seemed to imply I was no more noticeable than an insect, caused me to look at the proposal with indignation, and on account of that provocation, or for some other reason, I became positive in my mind that the inquiry was a severe punishment to that Jim, and that his facing it-practically of his own free will-was a redeeming feature in his abominable case.

sham - Schwindel; Schein., Fälschung

declined - abgelehnt; Sinken

meddle - einmischen

noticeable - wahrnehmbar; auffällig

proposal - Vorschlag; Heiratsantrag

provocation - Provokation

I hadn't been so sure of it before. Brierly went off in a huff. At the time his state of mind was more of a mystery to me than it is now.

huff - verärgert; schnauben, heftig schnaufen, aufquellen, aufgehen

'Next day, coming into court late, I sat by myself. Of course I could not forget the conversation I had with Brierly, and now I had them both under my eyes. The demeanour of one suggested gloomy impudence and of the other a contemptuous boredom; yet one attitude might not have been truer than the other, and I was aware that one was not true. Brierly was not bored-he was exasperated; and if so, then Jim might not have been impudent. According to my theory he was not. I imagined he was hopeless. Then it was that our glances met. They met, and the look he gave me was discouraging of any intention I might have had to speak to him. Upon either hypothesis-insolence or despair-I felt I could be of no use to him.

demeanour - Auftreten; Benehmen, Verhalten

boredom - Langeweile

exasperated - verärgert; verärgern, aufbringen, auf die Palme bringen

impudent - unverschämt

discouraging - entmutigend; entmutigen, abschrecken, abraten, abraten von

hypothesis - Hypothese

insolence - Unverfrorenheit, Frechheit, Unverschämtheit, Dreistigkeit

despair - verzweifeln; Verzweiflung

This was the second day of the proceedings. Very soon after that exchange of glances the inquiry was adjourned again to the next day. The white men began to troop out at once. Jim had been told to stand down some time before, and was able to leave amongst the first. I saw his broad shoulders and his head outlined in the light of the door, and while I made my way slowly out talking with some one-some stranger who had addressed me casually-I could see him from within the court-room resting both elbows on the balustrade of the verandah and turning his back on the small stream of people trickling down the few steps. There was a murmur of voices and a shuffle of boots.

proceedings - fortsetzend, verfahrend

troop - Truppe

outlined - skizziert; Umriss, Kontur, Umriss, Skizze, Skizzierung

balustrade - Balustrade

trickling - (trickle) tröpfeln, verrinnen

'The next case was that of assault and battery committed upon a money-lender, I believe; and the defendant-a venerable villager with a straight white beard-sat on a mat just outside the door with his sons, daughters, sons-in-law, their wives, and, I should think, half the population of his village besides, squatting or standing around him. A slim dark woman, with part of her back and one black shoulder bared, and with a thin gold ring in her nose, suddenly began to talk in a high-pitched, shrewish tone.

assault - Anschlag, Überfall, Angriff, überfallen, angreifen

lender - Darlehensgeber, Verleiher

defendant - Angeklagten; Angeklagte, Beklagter, Angeklagter

mat - Matte

ring - Ring, Kreis

shrewish - spitzbübisch

The man with me instinctively looked up at her. We were then just through the door, passing behind Jim's burly back.

instinctively - instinktiv; unwillkürlich

burly - stämmig; kräftig

'Whether those villagers had brought the yellow dog with them, I don't know. Anyhow, a dog was there, weaving himself in and out amongst people's legs in that mute stealthy way native dogs have, and my companion stumbled over him. The dog leaped away without a sound; the man, raising his voice a little, said with a slow laugh, "Look at that wretched cur," and directly afterwards we became separated by a lot of people pushing in. I stood back for a moment against the wall while the stranger managed to get down the steps and disappeared. I saw Jim spin round. He made a step forward and barred my way. We were alone; he glared at me with an air of stubborn resolution.

villagers - Dorfbewohner, Dorfbewohnerin, Dörfler, Dörflerin

weaving - Weben; Webstück; (weave) Weben; Webstück

mute - stumm; sprachlos; abdämpfen, dämpfen

cur - Köter

pushing in - eindrückend

stood back - zurückgestanden

spin round - umspinnen

stubborn - starrköpfig; stur, dickköpfig

resolution - Entschlossenheit, Standfestigkeit, Vorsatz, Auflösung

I became aware I was being held up, so to speak, as if in a wood. The verandah was empty by then, the noise and movement in court had ceased: a great silence fell upon the building, in which, somewhere far within, an oriental voice began to whine abjectly. The dog, in the very act of trying to sneak in at the door, sat down hurriedly to hunt for fleas.

whine - Jaulen, Heulen, Jammern, Gejammer

abjectly - unterwürfig; verwerfliche

sneak - Duckmäuser, Duckmäuserin, Kriecher, Kriecherin, schleichen

hurriedly - eilig, hastig, schleuning

fleas - Flöhe; Floh

'"Did you speak to me?" asked Jim very low, and bending forward, not so much towards me but at me, if you know what I mean. I said "No" at once. Something in the sound of that quiet tone of his warned me to be on my defence. I watched him. It was very much like a meeting in a wood, only more uncertain in its issue, since he could possibly want neither my money nor my life-nothing that I could simply give up or defend with a clear conscience.

if you know what I mean - wenn du weißt, was ich meine

defence - Verteidigung, Abwehr

uncertain - unsicher

defend - verteidigen

"You say you didn't," he said, very sombre. "But I heard." "Some mistake," I protested, utterly at a loss, and never taking my eyes off him. To watch his face was like watching a darkening sky before a clap of thunder, shade upon shade imperceptibly coming on, the doom growing mysteriously intense in the calm of maturing violence.

darkening - Verdunkelung; verdunkeln, verdunkeln

clap - Tripper, Beifall; klatschen

imperceptibly - unmerklich

doom - Bann; Urteil, Verbannung, Strafe, Untergang, Tod, Schicksal

maturing - reifen; ausgereift, mündig, erwachsen, reif

'"As far as I know, I haven't opened my lips in your hearing," I affirmed with perfect truth. I was getting a little angry, too, at the absurdity of this encounter. It strikes me now I have never in my life been so near a beating-I mean it literally; a beating with fists. I suppose I had some hazy prescience of that eventuality being in the air. Not that he was actively threatening me. On the contrary, he was strangely passive-don't you know?

affirmed - bejaht; zustimmen, bejahen, bestätigen, unterstützen

absurdity - Absurdität

encounter - mit etw. in Berührung kommen;entgegentreten, sich begegnen, treffen auf;Begegnung , Treffen , Zusammenstoß

literally - buchstäblich

prescience - Vorwissen; Vorherwissen

eventuality - Eventualität

contrary - entgegengesetzt, gegenläufig, entgegenstehend, ungünstig

passive - passiv; leidend, leidentlich, passivisch, unterwürfig, Passiv

but he was lowering, and, though not exceptionally big, he looked generally fit to demolish a wall. The most reassuring symptom I noticed was a kind of slow and ponderous hesitation, which I took as a tribute to the evident sincerity of my manner and of my tone. We faced each other. In the court the assault case was proceeding. I caught the words: "Well-buffalo-stick-in the greatness of my fear. . . ."

lowering - Senken; Abbau (von Kosten)

exceptionally - Ausnahmsweise

demolish - abreißen, niederreißen

reassuring - beruhigend; versichern, beruhigen

ponderous - schwerfällig

hesitation - Zögern

tribute - Tribut

evident - offensichtlich; offenkundig

sincerity - Aufrichtigkeit, Ehrlichkeit

proceeding - Wie geht es weiter; fortsetzend, verfahrend; (proceed); vorgehen

buffalo - Büffel, Wisent, Bison, Büffel

greatness - Großartigkeit; Größe

'"What did you mean by staring at me all the morning?" said Jim at last. He looked up and looked down again. "Did you expect us all to sit with downcast eyes out of regard for your susceptibilities?" I retorted sharply. I was not going to submit meekly to any of his nonsense. He raised his eyes again, and this time continued to look me straight in the face. "No. That's all right," he pronounced with an air of deliberating with himself upon the truth of this statement-"that's all right.

downcast - niedergeschlagen, geknickt, entmutigt

susceptibilities - Anfälligkeiten; Anfälligkeit, Empfänglichkeit, Suszeptibilität

retorted - erwiderte; Retorte; erwidern (scharf)

sharply - scharf, scharfzüngig, spitzzüngig

submit - sich unterwerfen;ich/er/sie gab ab, abgeben;ermöglichen, vorlegen, vorschlagen, einreichen

meekly - sanftmütig, unterwürfig

nonsense - Blödsinn, Nonsens

That's all right - Es ist schon in Ordnung.

deliberating - Überlegungen; absichtlich, bewusst, vorsätzlich, wohlerwogen

I am going through with that. Only"-and there he spoke a little faster-"I won't let any man call me names outside this court. There was a fellow with you. You spoke to him-oh yes-I know; 'tis all very fine. You spoke to him, but you meant me to hear. . . ."

Tis - (it is) es ist; (Ti) (it is) es ist

'I assured him he was under some extraordinary delusion. I had no conception how it came about. "You thought I would be afraid to resent this," he said, with just a faint tinge of bitterness. I was interested enough to discern the slightest shades of expression, but I was not in the least enlightened; yet I don't know what in these words, or perhaps just the intonation of that phrase, induced me suddenly to make all possible allowances for him. I ceased to be annoyed at my unexpected predicament. It was some mistake on his part; he was blundering, and I had an intuition that the blunder was of an odious, of an unfortunate nature. I was anxious to end this scene on grounds of decency, just as one is anxious to cut short some unprovoked and abominable confidence. The funniest part was, that in the midst of all these considerations of the higher order I was conscious of a certain trepidation as to the possibility-nay, likelihood-of this encounter ending in some disreputable brawl which could not possibly be explained, and would make me ridiculous. I did not hanker after a three days'celebrity as the man who got a black eye or something of the sort from the mate of the Patna. He, in all probability, did not care what he did, or at any rate would be fully justified in his own eyes. It took no magician to see he was amazingly angry about something, for all his quiet and even torpid demeanour.

assured - gesichert; beteuerte, versicherte, versichert

delusion - Täuschung, Irreführung, Wahn, Wahnvorstellung

resent - zurückgesandt; verübeln

tinge - Färbung; tönen

bitterness - Bitterkeit, Bitternis

discern - erkennen, wahrnehmen, bemerken, feststellen

shades - Schattierungen; Schatten, Vorhang, Farbton, schattieren

enlightened - aufgeklärt; aufklären

intonation - Satzmelodie, Sprachmelodie, Intonation, Tongebung

predicament - Kategorie; Lage (''missliche ~; unglückliche ~''); Zwangslage

blundering - stolpern; pfuschend; (blunder); Patzer, Schnitzer, Fehler

intuition - Ahnung, Anschauung, Eingebung, Einfühlungsvermögen

unfortunate - unglücklich, unglückselig

unprovoked - unprovoziert

considerations - Überlegungen; Erwägung, Überlegung, Überlegung, Rücksicht

trepidation - Beklemmung; Beklommenheit, Angst, Bangen, Zittern, Erbeben

Nay - Nein; oder sogar

likelihood - Wahrscheinlichkeit

encounter - treffen, begegnen, Begegnung, Treffen

disreputable - anrüchig

brawl - kämpfen; Handgemenge, Schlägerei

ridiculous - lächerlich

hanker - Sehnsucht; verlangen, begehren

justified - gerechtfertigt; rechtfertigen, rechtfertigen, ausrichten

magician - Magier, Zauberer, Zaubrer, Magierin

torpid - betäubt

I don't deny I was extremely desirous to pacify him at all costs, had I only known what to do. But I didn't know, as you may well imagine. It was a blackness without a single gleam. We confronted each other in silence. He hung fire for about fifteen seconds, then made a step nearer, and I made ready to ward off a blow, though I don't think I moved a muscle. "If you were as big as two men and as strong as six," he said very softly, "I would tell you what I think of you. You . . ." "Stop!" I exclaimed. This checked him for a second. "Before you tell me what you think of me," I went on quickly, "will you kindly tell me what it is I've said or done?" During the pause that ensued he surveyed me with indignation, while I made supernatural efforts of memory, in which I was hindered by the oriental voice within the court-room expostulating with impassioned volubility against a charge of falsehood. Then we spoke almost together. "I will soon show you I am not," he said, in a tone suggestive of a crisis. "I declare I don't know," I protested earnestly at the same time. He tried to crush me by the scorn of his glance. "Now that you see I am not afraid you try to crawl out of it," he said. "Who's a cur now-hey?" Then, at last, I understood.

deny - verweigern, leugnen;gegen jdn. retten

desirous - begehrt

pacify - beschwichtigen; befrieden; friedlich stimmen

blackness - Schwärze

confronted - konfrontiert; konfrontieren, entgegentreten, Sache

softly - sachte; leise

kindly tell me - sagen Sie mir bitte

ensued - folgten; folgen, ansetzen, erfolgen, nachfolgen, resultieren

supernatural - übernatürlich

hindered - behindert; behindern, aufhalten, hindern

volubility - Flüchtigkeit

falsehood - Unwahrheit, Falschheit, Lüge, unwahre Behauptung, Falschsein

suggestive - suggestiv

crisis - Krise

crush - verknallt; Schwarm; zerdrücken

crawl - krabbeln; kriechen

'He had been scanning my features as though looking for a place where he would plant his fist. "I will allow no man," . . . he mumbled threateningly. It was, indeed, a hideous mistake; he had given himself away utterly. I can't give you an idea how shocked I was. I suppose he saw some reflection of my feelings in my face, because his expression changed just a little. "Good God!" I stammered, "you don't think I .

threateningly - bedrohlich

hideous - scheußlich; abscheulich

reflection - Reflexion, Abbild, Reflektion, Abwägung

feelings - Gefühle; Gefühl, Eindruck

stammered - gestottert; stammeln, stottern, Stottern

. ." "But I am sure I've heard," he persisted, raising his voice for the first time since the beginning of this deplorable scene. Then with a shade of disdain he added, "It wasn't you, then? Very well; I'll find the other." "Don't be a fool," I cried in exasperation; "it wasn't that at all." "I've heard," he said again with an unshaken and sombre perseverance.

exasperation - Enttäuschung; Überforderung, Verzweiflung, Verbitterung, Frust

unshaken - unerschüttert

perseverance - Beharrlichkeit, Ausdauer, Durchhaltevermögen

'There may be those who could have laughed at his pertinacity; I didn't. Oh, I didn't! There had never been a man so mercilessly shown up by his own natural impulse. A single word had stripped him of his discretion-of that discretion which is more necessary to the decencies of our inner being than clothing is to the decorum of our body. "Don't be a fool," I repeated. "But the other man said it, you don't deny that?

pertinacity - Hartnäckigkeit

mercilessly - erbarmungslos

stripped - entkleidet; Zeichenketten

discretion - Diskretion, Takt, Verschwiegenheit, Angemessenheit

more necessary - notwendigere

decencies - Anstandsregeln; Anstand

decorum - Anstand, Etikette, Schicklichkeit, Anständigkeit

deny - leugnen, bestreiten, dementieren

he pronounced distinctly, and looking in my face without flinching. "No, I don't deny," said I, returning his gaze. At last his eyes followed downwards the direction of my pointing finger. He appeared at first uncomprehending, then confounded, and at last amazed and scared as though a dog had been a monster and he had never seen a dog before. "Nobody dreamt of insulting you," I said.

distinctly - deutlich

flinching - zusammenzucken; zurückweichen

uncomprehending - verständnislos

monster - Monster, Ungeheuer

insulting - beleidigend; beleidigen, Beleidigung, Kränkung, Verletzung

'He contemplated the wretched animal, that moved no more than an effigy: it sat with ears pricked and its sharp muzzle pointed into the doorway, and suddenly snapped at a fly like a piece of mechanism.

contemplated - in Erwägung gezogen; nachsinnen

pricked - gestochen; spitzer Gegenstand, Stich

muzzle - Schnauze; Maulkorb; Mündung; einen Maulkorb anlegen; jemandem einen Maulkorb verpassen

doorway - Türöffnung

snapped - geschnappt; Knacken

mechanism - Mechanismus

'I looked at him. The red of his fair sunburnt complexion deepened suddenly under the down of his cheeks, invaded his forehead, spread to the roots of his curly hair. His ears became intensely crimson, and even the clear blue of his eyes was darkened many shades by the rush of blood to his head. His lips pouted a little, trembling as though he had been on the point of bursting into tears. I perceived he was incapable of pronouncing a word from the excess of his humiliation. From disappointment too-who knows? Perhaps he looked forward to that hammering he was going to give me for rehabilitation, for appeasement?

complexion - Teint, Gesichtsfarbe

deepened - vertieft; aushölen, vertiefen, zunehmen, vergrößern, vergrößern

invaded - eindringen, verletzen, überfallen, einmarschieren, einfallen

roots - wurzeln; Haupt, Wurzel, Nullstelle [math.]

intensely - intensiv

pouted - geschmollt; schmollen

incapable - nicht fähig; unfähig

humiliation - Demütigung, Erniedrigung

hammering - hämmernd; (hammer); Hammer; Schlagstück, Hahn, Schlaghebel

rehabilitation - Rehabilitation, Wiederherstellung, Entlastung, Ehrenrettung

appeasement - Beschwichtigungspolitik, Appeasement

Who can tell what relief he expected from this chance of a row? He was naive enough to expect anything; but he had given himself away for nothing in this case. He had been frank with himself-let alone with me-in the wild hope of arriving in that way at some effective refutation, and the stars had been ironically unpropitious. He made an inarticulate noise in his throat like a man imperfectly stunned by a blow on the head. It was pitiful.

naive - unbefangen, naiv, blauäugig

frank - freimütig, offen

refutation - Widerlegung, Gegenschrift

ironically - ironisch

unpropitious - unvorteilhaft

inarticulate - sprachlos, unfähig zu sprechen, undeutlich, unartikuliert

imperfectly - unvollkommen

stunned - fassungslos; betäuben, verblüffen

'I didn't catch up again with him till well outside the gate. I had even to trot a bit at the last, but when, out of breath at his elbow, I taxed him with running away, he said, "Never!" and at once turned at bay. I explained I never meant to say he was running away from me. "From no man-from not a single man on earth," he affirmed with a stubborn mien. I forbore to point out the one obvious exception which would hold good for the bravest of us; I thought he would find out by himself very soon. He looked at me patiently while I was thinking of something to say, but I could find nothing on the spur of the moment, and he began to walk on. I kept up, and anxious not to lose him, I said hurriedly that I couldn't think of leaving him under a false impression of my-of my-I stammered.

trot - trotten, laufen, traben

mien - Miene

forbore - verbieten; Vorfahr

exception - Ausnahme, Ausnahmebedingung, Exception

patiently - geduldig

on the spur of the moment - Hals über Kopf, spontan

The stupidity of the phrase appalled me while I was trying to finish it, but the power of sentences has nothing to do with their sense or the logic of their construction. My idiotic mumble seemed to please him. He cut it short by saying, with courteous placidity that argued an immense power of self-control or else a wonderful elasticity of spirits-"Altogether my mistake." I marvelled greatly at this expression: he might have been alluding to some trifling occurrence. Hadn't he understood its deplorable meaning? "You may well forgive me," he continued, and went on a little moodily, "All these staring people in court seemed such fools that-that it might have been as I supposed."

stupidity - Dummheit

appalled - entsetzt; erschrecken, entsetzen

construction - Bau, Bauarbeit, Bauwerk, Bauwesen, Aufbau, Satzbau, Auslegung

idiotic - idiotisch, blöd

courteous - höflich

placidity - Gemütsruhe, Gelassenheit

self-control - (self-control) Selbstbeherrschung

elasticity - Elastizität

altogether - ganz und gar, ohne Ausnahme, ausnahmslos, insgesamt

marvelled - erstaunt; wundern

alluding - anspielend; andeuten, erwähnen

trifling - unbedeutend; Leichtfertigkeit

forgive - vergeben, verzeihen, entschuldigen

moodily - launisch, launische

'This opened suddenly a new view of him to my wonder. I looked at him curiously and met his unabashed and impenetrable eyes. "I can't put up with this kind of thing," he said, very simply, "and I don't mean to. In court it's different; I've got to stand that-and I can do it too."

impenetrable - undurchdringlich; undurchlässig

'I don't pretend I understood him. The views he let me have of himself were like those glimpses through the shifting rents in a thick fog-bits of vivid and vanishing detail, giving no connected idea of the general aspect of a country. They fed one's curiosity without satisfying it; they were no good for purposes of orientation. Upon the whole he was misleading. That's how I summed him up to myself after he left me late in the evening.

Fog - umnebeln, verschleiern; (dicker) Nebel, Nebel

vivid - lebendig, lebhaft, anschaulich

vanishing - verschwinden; (vanish) verschinden

satisfying - zufriedenstellend; befriedigen, zufriedenstellen

orientation - Orientierungsvermögen; Orientierung

misleading - Irreführend; in die Irre führen, irreführen, in die Irre führen

summed - summiert; Betrag, Summe, Geldbetrag

I had been staying at the Malabar House for a few days, and on my pressing invitation he dined with me there.'

dined - zu Abend gegessen; Lärm, Getöse; dröhnen


'An outward-bound mail-boat had come in that afternoon, and the big dining-room of the hotel was more than half full of people with a-hundred-pounds-round-the-world tickets in their pockets. There were married couples looking domesticated and bored with each other in the midst of their travels; there were small parties and large parties, and lone individuals dining solemnly or feasting boisterously, but all thinking, conversing, joking, or scowling as was their wont at home; and just as intelligently receptive of new impressions as their trunks upstairs. Henceforth they would be labelled as having passed through this and that place, and so would be their luggage. They would cherish this distinction of their persons, and preserve the gummed tickets on their portmanteaus as documentary evidence, as the only permanent trace of their improving enterprise. The dark-faced servants tripped without noise over the vast and polished floor; now and then a girl's laugh would be heard, as innocent and empty as her mind, or, in a sudden hush of crockery, a few words in an affected drawl from some wit embroidering for the benefit of a grinning tableful the last funny story of shipboard scandal. Two nomadic old maids, dressed up to kill, worked acrimoniously through the bill of fare, whispering to each other with faded lips, wooden-faced and bizarre, like two sumptuous scarecrows. A little wine opened Jim's heart and loosened his tongue. His appetite was good, too, I noticed.

dining - Essen; Lärm, Getöse; dröhnen

domesticated - domestiziert; domestizieren, domestizieren

solemnly - feierlich, festlich, ernst

feasting - schlemmend, ergötzend; (feast) schlemmend, ergötzend

boisterously - ungestüm

conversing - unterhalten; Umkehrung, umgekehrt, Gegenteil

scowling - finster blickend; (scowl) finster blickend

wont - nicht

intelligently - intelligent

receptive - aufnahmefähig

trunks - Stamm, Baumstamm, Koffer, Truhe, Schrankkoffer, Schiffskoffer

cherish - hegen; wertschätzen

gummed - gummiert; Gummi, Klebgummi, Harz

portmanteaus - Handkoffer

documentary evidence - Urkundenbeweis

enterprise - Unternehmen; Unterfangen, Vorhaben, Unternehmungsgeist

polished - poliert; polnisch, Polnisch

Hush - Pst; verstummen, still werden, zum Schweigen bringen, Stille

crockery - Geschirr; Essgeschirr

some wit - irgendein Witzbold

embroidering - sticken, ausschmücken

grinning - (to grin) grinsen, strahlen

tableful - tischvoll

shipboard - an Bord

Scandal - Skandal

nomadic - nomadisch

maids - Dienstmädchen; Mädchen

acrimoniously - erbittert

fare - Tarifzone, Fahrpreiszone, Teilstrecke; Nahrung, Fahrpreis

whispering - Geflüster; (whisper); Geflüster, Flüstern, Wispern

faded - verblasst; verfärben, Ausblendung; verblassen, nachlassen

bizarre - bizarr, komisch, seltsam

sumptuous - üppig; prächtig, prunkvoll, prachtvoll, reichhaltig

scarecrows - Vogelscheuchen; Vogelscheuche

loosened - gelockert; lösen, lockern

appetite - Appetit; Begierde, Lust

He seemed to have buried somewhere the opening episode of our acquaintance. It was like a thing of which there would be no more question in this world. And all the time I had before me these blue, boyish eyes looking straight into mine, this young face, these capable shoulders, the open bronzed forehead with a white line under the roots of clustering fair hair, this appearance appealing at sight to all my sympathies: this frank aspect, the artless smile, the youthful seriousness. He was of the right sort; he was one of us. He talked soberly, with a sort of composed unreserve, and with a quiet bearing that might have been the outcome of manly self-control, of impudence, of callousness, of a colossal unconsciousness, of a gigantic deception. Who can tell! From our tone we might have been discussing a third person, a football match, last year's weather. My mind floated in a sea of conjectures till the turn of the conversation enabled me, without being offensive, to remark that, upon the whole, this inquiry must have been pretty trying to him. He darted his arm across the tablecloth, and clutching my hand by the side of my plate, glared fixedly. I was startled. "It must be awfully hard," I stammered, confused by this display of speechless feeling. "It is-hell," he burst out in a muffled voice.

boyish - jungenhaft, knabenhaft

clustering - Anhäufung, Büschel, Gruppe, Haufen, Schwarm, Traube, Cluster

at sight - bei Vorlage

sympathies - Sympathien; Mitleid

artless - kunstlos; schlicht, natürlich

youthful - jugendlich, jung

seriousness - Ernsthaftigkeit

soberly - nüchtern

composed - komponiert; compos

unreserve - nicht zurückhalten

outcome - Ergebnis, Ausgang

manly - männlich

callousness - Gefühllosigkeit, Unempfindlichkeit, Abgebrühtheit

colossal - kolossal

unconsciousness - Bewusstlosigkeit; Unwissenheit

gigantic - gigantisch, kolossal

deception - Betrug, Betrügerei, Täuschung

football match - Fußballspiel

conjectures - Vermutungen; Vermutung, Verdacht, Mutmaßung, Vermutung

offensive - beleidigend; offensiv; Offensive, Angriff

tablecloth - Tischdecke, Tischtuch

clutching - Umklammern; Vogelgelege; Kupplung (Auto), Gelege

fixedly - fixiert; bestimmt

speechless - sprachlos, fassungslos, stumm

hell - Hölle

'This movement and these words caused two well-groomed male globe-trotters at a neighbouring table to look up in alarm from their iced pudding. I rose, and we passed into the front gallery for coffee and cigars.

groomed - präpariert; Stallmeister, Stallknecht; loipen

trotters - Traber

pudding - Blutwurst; Pudding; Pudding (1; 2; 4) checkAuflauf

'On little octagon tables candles burned in glass globes; clumps of stiff-leaved plants separated sets of cosy wicker chairs; and between the pairs of columns, whose reddish shafts caught in a long row the sheen from the tall windows, the night, glittering and sombre, seemed to hang like a splendid drapery.

octagon - Achteck, Oktagon, Oktogon

candles - Kerzen; Kerze

globes - Kugeln; Erde, Erdkugel, Globus

clumps - Klumpen, Büschel

leaved - blättert; (leave) Abschied, Urlaub

cosy - gemütlich, behaglich, wohlig

wicker - Korbwaren; Weide; Flechtwerk

shafts - Schächte; Schaft, Strahl, Schaft, Schacht, Schacht, Schacht

sheen - glänzen; Glanz

glittering - glitzernd, funkelnd; (glitter); Glitter; glitzern

splendid - glänzend; prächtig; hervorragend

drapery - Drapierung; Vorhang

The riding lights of ships winked afar like setting stars, and the hills across the roadstead resembled rounded black masses of arrested thunder-clouds.

masses - Massen; Messe (kirchlich), Gottesdienst, Menge

'"I couldn't clear out," Jim began. "The skipper did-that's all very well for him. I couldn't, and I wouldn't. They all got out of it in one way or another, but it wouldn't do for me."

'I listened with concentrated attention, not daring to stir in my chair; I wanted to know-and to this day I don't know, I can only guess. He would be confident and depressed all in the same breath, as if some conviction of innate blamelessness had checked the truth writhing within him at every turn.

daring - gewagt; mutig; Wagemut, Kühnheit; (dare) gewagt; mutig; Wagemut

depressed - deprimiert; deprimieren

innate - angeboren, checkeigen, checkimmanent

blamelessness - Unbescholtenheit; Schuldlosigkeit

writhing - sich winden; gekrümmt; (writhe); winden, krümmen

He began by saying, in the tone in which a man would admit his inability to jump a twenty-foot wall, that he could never go home now; and this declaration recalled to my mind what Brierly had said, "that the old parson in Essex seemed to fancy his sailor son not a little."

declaration - Erklärung, Deklaration

recalled - zurückgerufen; zurückrufen, erinnern

'I can't tell you whether Jim knew he was especially "fancied," but the tone of his references to "my Dad" was calculated to give me a notion that the good old rural dean was about the finest man that ever had been worried by the cares of a large family since the beginning of the world. This, though never stated, was implied with an anxiety that there should be no mistake about it, which was really very true and charming, but added a poignant sense of lives far off to the other elements of the story. "He has seen it all in the home papers by this time," said Jim. "I can never face the Poor old chap." I did not dare to lift my eyes at this till I heard him add, "I could never explain. He wouldn't understand." Then I looked up. He was smoking reflectively, and after a moment, rousing himself, began to talk again.

calculated - berechnet; kalkulieren, berechnen, ausrechnen, rechnen

rural - ländlich, dörflich

dean - Dekan

implied - angedeutet; implizieren, zur Folge haben, implizieren, bedeuten

anxiety - Ängste; Besorgnis, Angst, Sorge

charming - charmant; (charm); charmant

Poor old chap - Armer Kerl!

rousing - mitreißend; wachrufen, wecken

He discovered at once a desire that I should not confound him with his partners in-in crime, let us call it. He was not one of them; he was altogether of another sort. I gave no sign of dissent. I had no intention, for the sake of barren truth, to rob him of the smallest particle of any saving grace that would come in his way. I didn't know how much of it he believed himself. I didn't know what he was playing up to-if he was playing up to anything at all-and I suspect he did not know either; for it is my belief no man ever understands quite his own artful dodges to escape from the grim shadow of self-knowledge. I made no sound all the time he was wondering what he had better do after "that stupid inquiry was over."

dissent - dissentieren; Dissens

rob - rauben, berauben, Raubbau treiben, ausrauben

grace - Tischgebet; Anmut, Grazie, Aufschub, Fristverlängerung

artful - kunstvoll; geschickt, trickreich

dodges - ausweicht; ausweichen, beiseite springen, ausweichen, umgehen

grim - makaber, grimmig

self-knowledge - (self-knowledge) Selbsterkenntnisse , Selbsterkenntnis

'Apparently he shared Brierly's contemptuous opinion of these proceedings ordained by law. He would not know where to turn, he confessed, clearly thinking aloud rather than talking to me. Certificate gone, career broken, no money to get away, no work that he could obtain as far as he could see. At home he could perhaps get something; but it meant going to his people for help, and that he would not do. He saw nothing for it but ship before the mast-could get perhaps a quartermaster's billet in some steamer. Would do for a quartermaster. . . . "Do you think you would?" I asked pitilessly. He jumped up, and going to the stone balustrade looked out into the night. In a moment he was back, towering above my chair with his youthful face clouded yet by the pain of a conquered emotion.

ordained - geweiht; festlegen, weihen

quartermaster - Quartiermeister, Steuermannsmaat

pitilessly - erbarmungslos

conquered - erobert; erobern

He had understood very well I did not doubt his ability to steer a ship. In a voice that quavered a bit he asked me why did I say that? I had been "no end kind" to him. I had not even laughed at him when-here he began to mumble-"that mistake, you know-made a confounded ass of myself." I broke in by saying rather warmly that for me such a mistake was not a matter to laugh at. He sat down and drank deliberately some coffee, emptying the small cup to the last drop. "That does not mean I admit for a moment the cap fitted," he declared distinctly. "No?" I said. "No," he affirmed with quiet decision. "Do you know what you would have done? Do you? And you don't think yourself" . . . he gulped something . . . "you don't think yourself a-a-cur?"

steer - steuern, führen, lenken; junger Ochse, Rind

quavered - gezittert; Beben

warmly - herzlich

gulped - verschluckt; Schluck, schlucken, schlingen, verschlingen

'And with this-upon my honour!-he looked up at me inquisitively. It was a question it appears-a bona fide question! However, he didn't wait for an answer. Before I could recover he went on, with his eyes straight before him, as if reading off something written on the body of the night.

inquisitively - neugierig

recover - wiederfinden, sich erholen, beikommen

reading off - ablesend

"It is all in being ready. I wasn't; not-not then. I don't want to excuse myself; but I would like to explain-I would like somebody to understand-somebody-one person at least! You! Why not you?"

'It was solemn, and a little ridiculous too, as they always are, those struggles of an individual trying to save from the fire his idea of what his moral identity should be, this precious notion of a convention, only one of the rules of the game, nothing more, but all the same so terribly effective by its assumption of unlimited power over natural instincts, by the awful penalties of its failure. He began his story quietly enough. On board that Dale Line steamer that had picked up these four floating in a boat upon the discreet sunset glow of the sea, they had been after the first day looked askance upon. The fat skipper told some story, the others had been silent, and at first it had been accepted. You don't cross-examine poor castaways you had the good luck to save, if not from cruel death, then at least from cruel suffering. Afterwards, with time to think it over, it might have struck the officers of the Avondale that there was "something fishy" in the affair; but of course they would keep their doubts to themselves. They had picked up the captain, the mate, and two engineers of the steamer Patna sunk at sea, and that, very properly, was enough for them. I did not ask Jim about the nature of his feelings during the ten days he spent on board. From the way he narrated that part I was at liberty to infer he was partly stunned by the discovery he had made-the discovery about himself-and no doubt was at work trying to explain it away to the only man who was capable of appreciating all its tremendous magnitude.

solemn - feierlich; ernst

struggles - Kämpfe; Kampf, Gefecht

convention - Konvention; Kongress, Versammlung, Tagung, Abkommen

unlimited - unbeschränkt, unbegrenzt

instincts - Instinkte; Instinkt

penalties - Sanktionen; Strafe, Strafe

discreet - diskret

sunset - Sonnenuntergang; Lebensabend

askance - skeptisch, ablehnend, schief, seitwärts, quer

fishy - Fischlein, Fischchen, fischig, Fisch-, anrüchig, verdächtig

infer - schlussfolgern, schließen, Schlüsse ziehen, zur Folge haben

tremendous - ungeheuerlich

magnitude - Ausmaß; Betrag

You must understand he did not try to minimise its importance. Of that I am sure; and therein lies his distinction. As to what sensations he experienced when he got ashore and heard the unforeseen conclusion of the tale in which he had taken such a pitiful part, he told me nothing of them, and it is difficult to imagine.

minimise - minimieren

Therein - darin

unforeseen - unvorhergesehen

'I wonder whether he felt the ground cut from under his feet? I wonder? But no doubt he managed to get a fresh foothold very soon. He was ashore a whole fortnight waiting in the Sailors'Home, and as there were six or seven men staying there at the time, I had heard of him a little. Their languid opinion seemed to be that, in addition to his other shortcomings, he was a sulky brute. He had passed these days on the verandah, buried in a long chair, and coming out of his place of sepulture only at meal-times or late at night, when he wandered on the quays all by himself, detached from his surroundings, irresolute and silent, like a ghost without a home to haunt. "I don't think I've spoken three words to a living soul in all that time," he said, making me very sorry for him; and directly he added, "One of these fellows would have been sure to blurt out something I had made up my mind not to put up with, and I didn't want a row. No! Not then. I was too-too . . . I had no heart for it.

foothold - Fuß fassen; Halt, fester Stand

fortnight - vierzehn Tage; vierzehn Tag age, zwei Wochen

shortcomings - Unzulänglichkeiten; Schwäche, Manko

sepulture - Seepferdchen; Begräbnis

wandered - gewandert; umherstreifen, umherstreichen, herumziehen, stromern

quays - Quais; Kai

detached - losgelöst; entfernen, ablösen, lösen, loslösen, abtrennen

irresolute - unentschlossen

haunt - spuken; verfolgen; Treffpunkt

blurt out - herausplatzen

"So that bulkhead held out after all," I remarked cheerfully. "Yes," he murmured, "it held. And yet I swear to you I felt it bulge under my hand." "It's extraordinary what strains old iron will stand sometimes," I said. Thrown back in his seat, his legs stiffly out and arms hanging down, he nodded slightly several times. You could not conceive a sadder spectacle. Suddenly he lifted his head; he sat up; he slapped his thigh. "Ah! what a chance missed! My God! what a chance missed!" he blazed out, but the ring of the last "missed" resembled a cry wrung out by pain.

cheerfully - fröhlich, vergnügt, heiter

bulge - Ausbuchtung, Beule, Delle, Wölbung, hervorstechen

strains - Stämme; Spannung, starke Inanspruchnahme, Zug; anstrengen

stiffly - steif, kräftig

conceive - schwanger werden; konzipieren, erdenken, ersinnen, empfangen

spectacle - Spektakel, Schauspiel

thigh - Oberschenkel

wrung - gewrungen; abbringen, erzwingen

'He was silent again with a still, far-away look of fierce yearning after that missed distinction, with his nostrils for an instant dilated, sniffing the intoxicating breath of that wasted opportunity. If you think I was either surprised or shocked you do me an injustice in more ways than one! Ah, he was an imaginative beggar! He would give himself away; he would give himself up. I could see in his glance darted into the night all his inner being carried on, projected headlong into the fanciful realm of recklessly heroic aspirations. He had no leisure to regret what he had lost, he was so wholly and naturally concerned for what he had failed to obtain.

yearning - Sehnsucht; (yearn) Sehnsucht

nostrils - Nasenlöcher; Nasenloch

dilated - geweitet; dilatieren, weiten, vergrößern, erweitern, dehnen

sniffing - schnüffelnd, abschnüffeln, schnobend; (sniff); schnüffeln

intoxicating - berauschend; berauschen, vergiften, berauschen

injustice - Unrecht; Ungerechtigkeit

imaginative - einfallsreich

headlong - kopflos; mit dem Kopf zuerst; kopfüber; Hals über Kopf

fanciful - phantasievoll

realm - Bereich; Reich, Königreich

recklessly - leichtsinnig; rücksichtslos

aspirations - Bestrebungen; Aufsaugung, Einsaugung

He was very far away from me who watched him across three feet of space. With every instant he was penetrating deeper into the impossible world of romantic achievements. He got to the heart of it at last! A strange look of beatitude overspread his features, his eyes sparkled in the light of the candle burning between us; he positively smiled! He had penetrated to the very heart-to the very heart. It was an ecstatic smile that your faces-or mine either-will never wear, my dear boys. I whisked him back by saying, "If you had stuck to the ship, you mean!"

penetrating - durchdringend; eindringen, penetrieren, penetrieren

beatitude - Glückseligkeit

overspread - verbreiten

sparkled - funkelte; funkeln

candle - Kerze

ecstatic - ekstatisch

whisked - gequirlt; flitzen, wischen

'He turned upon me, his eyes suddenly amazed and full of pain, with a bewildered, startled, suffering face, as though he had tumbled down from a star. Neither you nor I will ever look like this on any man. He shuddered profoundly, as if a cold finger-tip had touched his heart. Last of all he sighed.

profoundly - zutiefst; tief

finger-tip - (finger-tip) Fingerspitze

'I was not in a merciful mood. He provoked one by his contradictory indiscretions. "It is unfortunate you didn't know beforehand!" I said with every unkind intention; but the perfidious shaft fell harmless-dropped at his feet like a spent arrow, as it were, and he did not think of picking it up. Perhaps he had not even seen it. Presently, lolling at ease, he said, "Dash it all! I tell you it bulged. I was holding up my lamp along the angle-iron in the lower deck when a flake of rust as big as the palm of my hand fell off the plate, all of itself." He passed his hand over his forehead.

contradictory - widersprüchlich

indiscretions - Indiskretionen; Indiskretion, Indiskretion

beforehand - vorher

unkind - grausam, lieblos, unfreundlich, hart, ungefällig

perfidious - Perfide

shaft - Welle; Schaft; Strahl; Schacht; hereinlegen, übervorteilen

harmless - harmlos, unschädlich, ungefährlich

arrow - Richtungspfeil, Pfeil

Presently - Gegenwärtig; sogleich

lolling - sich räkeln; räkeln

Dash - Bindestrich, Gedankenstrich, Querstrich, Spurt, Sprint

bulged - ausgebeult; Ausbuchtung, Beule, Delle, Wölbung, hervorstechen

angle - Winkel; Angel

flake - Spinner; sich abschälen, abblättern; Fetzen, Flocke

"The thing stirred and jumped off like something alive while I was looking at it." "That made you feel pretty bad," I observed casually. "Do you suppose," he said, "that I was thinking of myself, with a hundred and sixty people at my back, all fast asleep in that fore-'tween-deck alone-and more of them aft; more on the deck-sleeping-knowing nothing about it-three times as many as there were boats for, even if there had been time? I expected to see the iron open out as I stood there and the rush of water going over them as they lay. . . . What could I do-what?"

observed - beobachtet; beobachten, beachten, halten, bemerken

'I can easily picture him to myself in the peopled gloom of the cavernous place, with the light of the globe-lamp falling on a small portion of the bulkhead that had the weight of the ocean on the other side, and the breathing of unconscious sleepers in his ears. I can see him glaring at the iron, startled by the falling rust, overburdened by the knowledge of an imminent death.

cavernous - höhlenartig

portion - Anteil; Teil

glaring - grell; Blendung, entrüstetes Starren, missbilligend anstarren

overburdened - überlastet; Abraum, überlasten

imminent - unmittelbar bevorstehen

This, I gathered, was the second time he had been sent forward by that skipper of his, who, I rather think, wanted to keep him away from the bridge. He told me that his first impulse was to shout and straightway make all those people leap out of sleep into terror; but such an overwhelming sense of his helplessness came over him that he was not able to produce a sound. This is, I suppose, what people mean by the tongue cleaving to the roof of the mouth. "Too dry," was the concise expression he used in reference to this state. Without a sound, then, he scrambled out on deck through the number one hatch. A windsail rigged down there swung against him accidentally, and he remembered that the light touch of the canvas on his face nearly knocked him off the hatchway ladder.

straightway - ohne Umschweife; schnurstracks

overwhelming - überwältigend; überwältigen, übermannen, überrumpeln, de

helplessness - Hilflosigkeit

concise - kurz, prägnant, knapp, konzis

scrambled - verschlüsselt; krabbeln, drängeln, verrühren, verquirlen

windsail - Windsegel

rigged - manipuliert; ausrüsten

canvas - Leinwand, Segeltuch

'He confessed that his knees wobbled a good deal as he stood on the foredeck looking at another sleeping crowd. The engines having been stopped by that time, the steam was blowing off. Its deep rumble made the whole night vibrate like a bass string. The ship trembled to it.

wobbled - gewackelt; Schwanken

foredeck - Vordeck; Vorderdeck

blowing off - wegblasend

vibrate - vibrieren; Vibration

'He saw here and there a head lifted off a mat, a vague form uprise in sitting posture, listen sleepily for a moment, sink down again into the billowy confusion of boxes, steam-winches, ventilators. He was aware all these people did not know enough to take intelligent notice of that strange noise.

uprise - aufsteigen; aufstehen

sink down - zusammen sinken, zusammensinken [alt]

billowy - wabbelig; wellig, wogend

winches - Winden; die Winde

The ship of iron, the men with white faces, all the sights, all the sounds, everything on board to that ignorant and pious multitude was strange alike, and as trustworthy as it would for ever remain incomprehensible. It occurred to him that the fact was fortunate. The idea of it was simply terrible.

ignorant - unwissend; ignorant

alike - ähneln; gleich; gleichermaßen

trustworthy - vertrauenswürdig, glaubwürdig

incomprehensible - unverständlich

'You must remember he believed, as any other man would have done in his place, that the ship would go down at any moment; the bulging, rust-eaten plates that kept back the ocean, fatally must give way, all at once like an undermined dam, and let in a sudden and overwhelming flood. He stood still looking at these recumbent bodies, a doomed man aware of his fate, surveying the silent company of the dead. They were dead! Nothing could save them! There were boats enough for half of them perhaps, but there was no time. No time! No time! It did not seem worth while to open his lips, to stir hand or foot. Before he could shout three words, or make three steps, he would be floundering in a sea whitened awfully by the desperate struggles of human beings, clamorous with the distress of cries for help.

bulging - Ausbeulen; Ausbuchtung, Beule, Delle, Wölbung, hervorstechen

kept back - vorenthaltet

fatally - tödlich; verhängnisvoll, schlimm

undermined - unterminiert; unterlaufen, untergraben, unterminieren

recumbent - Liegerad

doomed man - Todeskandidat

floundering - straucheln; sich abquälen, taumeln, stolpern

whitened - geweißt; weißen, erman: weiß werden

clamorous - zeternd

There was no help. He imagined what would happen perfectly; he went through it all motionless by the hatchway with the lamp in his hand-he went through it to the very last harrowing detail. I think he went through it again while he was telling me these things he could not tell the court.

harrowing - erschütternd; eggen; Egge

'"I saw as clearly as I see you now that there was nothing I could do. It seemed to take all life out of my limbs. I thought I might just as well stand where I was and wait. I did not think I had many seconds. . . ." Suddenly the steam ceased blowing off. The noise, he remarked, had been distracting, but the silence at once became intolerably oppressive.

limbs - Gliedmaßen; Schenkel (geol. Falte), Glied

distracting - ablenkend; ablenken

intolerably - unerträglich

oppressive - bedrückend

'"I thought I would choke before I got drowned," he said.

choke - erwürgen, erdrosseln, ersticken, überwältigen

'He protested he did not think of saving himself. The only distinct thought formed, vanishing, and re-forming in his brain, was: eight hundred people and seven boats; eight hundred people and seven boats.

'"Somebody was speaking aloud inside my head," he said a little wildly. "Eight hundred people and seven boats-and no time! Just think of it." He leaned towards me across the little table, and I tried to avoid his stare. "Do you think I was afraid of death?

wildly - wild

he asked in a voice very fierce and low. He brought down his open hand with a bang that made the coffee-cups dance. "I am ready to swear I was not-I was not. . . . By God-no!" He hitched himself upright and crossed his arms; his chin fell on his breast.

bang - Peng; Schlag, Knall; knallen (derb koitieren), schlagen

hitched - verheiratet; Festmacher, Anhängerkupplung, Haken

'The soft clashes of crockery reached us faintly through the high windows. There was a burst of voices, and several men came out in high good-humour into the gallery. They were exchanging jocular reminiscences of the donkeys in Cairo.

clashes - Zusammenstöße; Scheppern

humour - Humor; Laune, Stimmung, Körpersaft

jocular - scherzhaft

reminiscences - Reminiszenzen; Erinnern

donkeys - Esel; Grauchen

Cairo - Kairo

A pale anxious youth stepping softly on long legs was being chaffed by a strutting and rubicund globe-trotter about his purchases in the bazaar. "No, really-do you think I've been done to that extent?" he inquired very earnest and deliberate. The band moved away, dropping into chairs as they went; matches flared, illuminating for a second faces without the ghost of an expression and the flat glaze of white shirt-fronts; the hum of many conversations animated with the ardour of feasting sounded to me absurd and infinitely remote.

chaffed - gehäckselt; Spreu, q

strutting - stolzierend, Verstrebung, verstrebend; (strut) stolzierend

trotter - Traber

purchases - Käufe; Einkauf, Kauf, Kauf, Anschaffung, Anschaffung, kaufen

flared - abgefackelt; Fackel, Leuchtfackel, Bengalo

illuminating - erhellend; beleuchten, erhellen, illuminieren

glaze - Glasur; Reif; glasieren

animated - animiert; lebendig, beseelt, bewegt, lebhaft, belebt, beleben

ardour - Eifer; Begeisterung, Ăśberschwang, Hitze

absurd - absurd

'"Some of the crew were sleeping on the number one hatch within reach of my arm," began Jim again.

'You must know they kept Kalashee watch in that ship, all hands sleeping through the night, and only the reliefs of quartermasters and look-out men being called. He was tempted to grip and shake the shoulder of the nearest lascar, but he didn't. Something held his arms down along his sides. He was not afraid-oh no! only he just couldn't-that's all. He was not afraid of death perhaps, but I'll tell you what, he was afraid of the emergency. His confounded imagination had evoked for him all the horrors of panic, the trampling rush, the pitiful screams, boats swamped-all the appalling incidents of a disaster at sea he had ever heard of. He might have been resigned to die but I suspect he wanted to die without added terrors, quietly, in a sort of peaceful trance.

reliefs - Erleichterung, Befreiung, Linderung, Unterstützung

evoked - evoziert; hervorrufen

Incidents - Vorfälle; Vorfall, Begebenheit, Ereignis

resigned - zurückgetreten; aufgeben, resignieren, abdanken

trance - Trance

A certain readiness to perish is not so very rare, but it is seldom that you meet men whose souls, steeled in the impenetrable armour of resolution, are ready to fight a losing battle to the last; the desire of peace waxes stronger as hope declines, till at last it conquers the very desire of life. Which of us here has not observed this, or maybe experienced something of that feeling in his own person-this extreme weariness of emotions, the vanity of effort, the yearning for rest? Those striving with unreasonable forces know it well,-the shipwrecked castaways in boats, wanderers lost in a desert, men battling against the unthinking might of nature, or the stupid brutality of crowds.'

perish - untergehen; verderben, schlecht werden, umkommen

steeled - gestärkt; verstählen; Stahl

armour - Panzer, Rüstung

waxes - Wachse; das Wachs

declines - zurückgeht; Sinken

conquers - erobert; erobern

weariness - Müdigkeit

striving - bestrebend, strebsam, strebend; (strive) bestrebend, strebsam

unreasonable - unvernünftig, kompromisslos, nicht nachvollziehbar, unklug

shipwrecked - schiffbrüchig; Schiffswrack

wanderers - Wanderer


'How long he stood stock-still by the hatch expecting every moment to feel the ship dip under his feet and the rush of water take him at the back and toss him like a chip, I cannot say. Not very long-two minutes perhaps. A couple of men he could not make out began to converse drowsily, and also, he could not tell where, he detected a curious noise of shuffling feet.

stock-still - (stock-still) stockstill

dip - eintauchen; einfallen, sich senken, sich neigen, färben; Dip

drowsily - schläfrige

Above these faint sounds there was that awful stillness preceding a catastrophe, that trying silence of the moment before the crash; then it came into his head that perhaps he would have time to rush along and cut all the lanyards of the gripes, so that the boats would float as the ship went down.

preceding - vorangegangen; vorangehen, vorausgehen

catastrophe - eine Katastrophe; Katastrophe, Unglück

crash - Absturz; Zusammenstoß, Krach, Zusammenbruch; zusammenbrechen

lanyards - Schlüsselbänder; Schlüsselband

gripes - Reklamationen; Griff; ergreifen

float - treiben, schwimmen, schweben, gleiten

'The Patna had a long bridge, and all the boats were up there, four on one side and three on the other-the smallest of them on the port-side and nearly abreast of the steering gear. He assured me, with evident anxiety to be believed, that he had been most careful to keep them ready for instant service.

most careful - reiflichste

He knew his duty. I dare say he was a good enough mate as far as that went. "I always believed in being prepared for the worst," he commented, staring anxiously in my face. I nodded my approval of the sound principle, averting my eyes before the subtle unsoundness of the man.

anxiously - ängstlich; besorgt, bang, unruhig

approval - Genehmigung, Billigung, Erlaubnis, Zustimmung

averting - abwenden, abwenden, verhindern

subtle - subtil, fast unmerklich, haarfein, dezent

unsoundness - Unzuverlässigkeit

'He started unsteadily to run. He had to step over legs, avoid stumbling against the heads. Suddenly some one caught hold of his coat from below, and a distressed voice spoke under his elbow. The light of the lamp he carried in his right hand fell upon an upturned dark face whose eyes entreated him together with the voice.

unsteadily - wackelig

stumbling - Stolpern

entreated - angefleht; ersuchen

He had picked up enough of the language to understand the word water, repeated several times in a tone of insistence, of prayer, almost of despair. He gave a jerk to get away, and felt an arm embrace his leg.

insistence - Beharren; Beharrlichkeit, Insistenz, Eindringlichkeit

Embrace - umarmen; annehmen, Umarmung

'"The beggar clung to me like a drowning man," he said impressively. "Water, water! What water did he mean? What did he know? As calmly as I could I ordered him to let go. He was stopping me, time was pressing, other men began to stir; I wanted time-time to cut the boats adrift. He got hold of my hand now, and I felt that he would begin to shout. It flashed upon me it was enough to start a panic, and I hauled off with my free arm and slung the lamp in his face. The glass jingled, the light went out, but the blow made him let go, and I ran off-I wanted to get at the boats; I wanted to get at the boats. He leaped after me from behind. I turned on him. He would not keep quiet; he tried to shout; I had half throttled him before I made out what he wanted.

drowning - Ertrinken; (drown); ertrinken; ertränken; überwältigen

impressively - eindrucksvoll

calmly - ruhig

slung - geschleudert; Armschlinge

jingled - geklingelt; Jingle

throttled - erdrosselt; erdrosseln, drosseln; abdrosseln

He wanted some water-water to drink; they were on strict allowance, you know, and he had with him a young boy I had noticed several times. His child was sick-and thirsty. He had caught sight of me as I passed by, and was begging for a little water. That's all. We were under the bridge, in the dark. He kept on snatching at my wrists; there was no getting rid of him. I dashed into my berth, grabbed my water-bottle, and thrust it into his hands. He vanished. I didn't find out till then how much I was in want of a drink myself." He leaned on one elbow with a hand over his eyes.

begging - bittend, bettelnd; (beg) bittend, bettelnd

snatching - Schnappen; klauen, stehlen, Reißen

wrists - Handgelenke; Handgelenk

rid - loswerden; befreien

till then - bis dahin, bis nachher

'I felt a creepy sensation all down my backbone; there was something peculiar in all this. The fingers of the hand that shaded his brow trembled slightly. He broke the short silence.

creepy - kriechend; gruselig, schaurig, schauerlich, unheimlich

backbone - Rückgrat, Wirbelsäule

peculiar - eigentümlich; merkwürdig, seltsam

shaded - schattiert; Maifisch

'"These things happen only once to a man and . . . Ah! well! When I got on the bridge at last the beggars were getting one of the boats off the chocks. A boat! I was running up the ladder when a heavy blow fell on my shoulder, just missing my head. It didn't stop me, and the chief engineer-they had got him out of his bunk by then-raised the boat-stretcher again. Somehow I had no mind to be surprised at anything. All this seemed natural-and awful-and awful. I dodged that miserable maniac, lifted him off the deck as though he had been a little child, and he started whispering in my arms: 'Don't!

beggars - Bettler, Bettlerin

chocks - Unterlegkeile; festkeilen

stretcher - Trage, Tragbahre, Rahmen (2)

dodged - abgewichen; ausweichen, beiseite springen, ausweichen, umgehen

miserable - unglücklich; elend, erbärmlich, jämmerlich, miserabel

maniac - Wahnsinnig; Irrer, Irre

don't! I thought you were one of them niggers.'I flung him away, he skidded along the bridge and knocked the legs from under the little chap-the second. The skipper, busy about the boat, looked round and came at me head down, growling like a wild beast. I flinched no more than a stone. I was as solid standing there as this," he tapped lightly with his knuckles the wall beside his chair. "It was as though I had heard it all, seen it all, gone through it all twenty times already. I wasn't afraid of them. I drew back my fist and he stopped short, muttering-

niggers - Neger, Negerin, Nigger, Niggerin, Bimbo, Kaffer, Kafferin, Mohr

skidded - geschleudert; Schleudern, Talfahrt, Gestell; rutschen

growling - knurrt; knurrend; (growl); Knurren; Magenknurren

beast - Tier, Bestie, Unmensch, Biest

lightly - leichtfertig; leicht

knuckles - Fingerknöchel

muttering - Gemurmel; murmeln, brummeln; (mutter) Gemurmel; murmeln

'"'Ah! it's you. Lend a hand quick.'

'"That's what he said. Quick! As if anybody could be quick enough. 'Aren't you going to do something?'I asked. 'Yes. Clear out,'he snarled over his shoulder.

snarled - geknurrt; anschnauzen, wütend knurren, knurren

'"I don't think I understood then what he meant. The other two had picked themselves up by that time, and they rushed together to the boat. They tramped, they wheezed, they shoved, they cursed the boat, the ship, each other-cursed me. All in mutters. I didn't move, I didn't speak. I watched the slant of the ship. She was as still as if landed on the blocks in a dry dock-only she was like this," He held up his hand, palm under, the tips of the fingers inclined downwards. "Like this," he repeated. "I could see the line of the horizon before me, as clear as a bell, above her stem-head; I could see the water far off there black and sparkling, and still-still as a-pond, deadly still, more still than ever sea was before-more still than I could bear to look at. Have you watched a ship floating head down, checked in sinking by a sheet of old iron too rotten to stand being shored up? Have you? Oh yes, shored up?

tramped - getrampelt; Vagabund, Penner, Schlampe, Flittchen

wheezed - gekeucht; keuchen, röcheln, schnaufen, schwer atmen

cursed - verflucht, verfluchte; (curs) verflucht, verfluchte

slant - Neigung; Schräge, Hang, Abhang, schiefe Ebene

sparkling - glitzernd, funkelnd, prickelnd, sprudelnd; (sparkle); glitzernd

pond - Weiher, Teich

floating head - fliegender Magnetkopf

shored - verankert; Ufer, Stützbalken, Küste, Strebe

I thought of that-I thought of every mortal thing; but can you shore up a bulkhead in five minutes-or in fifty for that matter? Where was I going to get men that would go down below? And the timber-the timber! Would you have had the courage to swing the maul for the first blow if you had seen that bulkhead? Don't say you would: you had not seen it; nobody would. Hang it-to do a thing like that you must believe there is a chance, one in a thousand, at least, some ghost of a chance; and you would not have believed. Nobody would have believed. You think me a cur for standing there, but what would you have done? What! You can't tell-nobody can tell. One must have time to turn round. What would you have me do? Where was the kindness in making crazy with fright all those people I could not save single-handed-that nothing could save? Look here! As true as I sit on this chair before you . . ."

mortal - sterblich; tödlich; Sterblicher, Sterbliche

timber - Nutzholz, Balken, Bauholz

swing - schwingen, schaukeln, schwanken, baumeln, Schaukel, Hutsche

maul - Maulwurf; Spalthammer; misshandeln; zerfleischen; übel zurichten; anmotzen

turn round - umlenken, wenden, umbiegen

kindness - Freundlichkeit; Liebenswürdigkeit

fright - erschrecken; Angst, Schreck, Schrecken

'He drew quick breaths at every few words and shot quick glances at my face, as though in his anguish he were watchful of the effect. He was not speaking to me, he was only speaking before me, in a dispute with an invisible personality, an antagonistic and inseparable partner of his existence-another possessor of his soul. These were issues beyond the competency of a court of inquiry: it was a subtle and momentous quarrel as to the true essence of life, and did not want a judge. He wanted an ally, a helper, an accomplice. I felt the risk I ran of being circumvented, blinded, decoyed, bullied, perhaps, into taking a definite part in a dispute impossible of decision if one had to be fair to all the phantoms in possession-to the reputable that had its claims and to the disreputable that had its exigencies. I can't explain to you who haven't seen him and who hear his words only at second hand the mixed nature of my feelings. It seemed to me I was being made to comprehend the Inconceivable-and I know of nothing to compare with the discomfort of such a sensation. I was made to look at the convention that lurks in all truth and on the essential sincerity of falsehood. He appealed to all sides at once-to the side turned perpetually to the light of day, and to that side of us which, like the other hemisphere of the moon, exists stealthily in perpetual darkness, with only a fearful ashy light falling at times on the edge. He swayed me. I own to it, I own up.

dispute - Streit, Disput, Debatte, erörtern, bestreiten

antagonistic - antagonistisch

inseparable - untrennbar, unteilbar, unzertrennlich

possessor - Besitzer, Inhaber

competency - Zuständigkeit; Befähigung

momentous - bedeutsam

essence - Wesen; Essenz, Extrakt, Parfüm

helper - Helfer, Helferin

accomplice - Mittäter, Mittäterin, Komplize, Komplizin, Mitarbeiter

circumvented - umgangen werden; umgehen, umlagern, ausmanövrieren

blinded - geblendet; blind, blind, unkritisch, ignorant, blind, Jalousie

decoyed - Geködert; Lockvogel, Köder, Lockvogel, ködern, locken

phantoms - Gespenster; Phantom

reputable - seriös

exigencies - Erfordernisse-p, Anforderungen-p, Zwangslage, Notlage

second hand - Sekundenzeiger , gebraucht, getragen

comprehend - umfassen; verstehen, begreifen, erfassen, einsehen

inconceivable - unvorstellbar

discomfort - Unbehagen

appealed - appelliert; Revision, Wirkung, Anziehungskraft; reizen, zusagen

perpetually - auf Dauer

hemisphere - Hemisphäre, Halbkugel (rare, e.g

stealthily - heimlich, verstohlen

fearful - furchtbar; furchtsam, ängstlich, verängstigt

ashy - aschig; aschfahl

The occasion was obscure, insignificant-what you will: a lost youngster, one in a million-but then he was one of us; an incident as completely devoid of importance as the flooding of an ant-heap, and yet the mystery of his attitude got hold of me as though he had been an individual in the forefront of his kind, as if the obscure truth involved were momentous enough to affect mankind's conception of itself. . . .'

ant - Ameise

incident - Vorfall, Begebenheit, Ereignis, Geschehnis

devoid - nicht vorhanden; erman: frei (von) ''adj.'': leer

forefront - im Vorfeld; Vordergrund

Marlow paused to put new life into his expiring cheroot, seemed to forget all about the story, and abruptly began again.

expiring - abläuft; ablaufen, erlöschen, verfallen, ausatmen

'My fault of course. One has no business really to get interested. It's a weakness of mine. His was of another kind. My weakness consists in not having a discriminating eye for the incidental-for the externals-no eye for the hod of the rag-picker or the fine linen of the next man. Next man-that's it. I have met so many men,'he pursued, with momentary sadness-'met them too with a certain-certain-impact, let us say; like this fellow, for instance-and in each case all I could see was merely the human being.

fault - Fehler; Schuld; Fehler, Charakterschwäche, Verfehlung

discriminating - diskriminierend; diskriminieren

incidental - zufällig; zugehörig, beiläufig, anfallend, folgend

externals - Äußerlichkeiten; außen-, extern, äußerlich

hod - Steinbrett

linen - Wäsche; Leinen; Heimtextilien

momentary - Momentan

sadness - Traurigkeit; Schicksalsschlag, Pech

merely - bloß, lediglich, nur, schier

A confounded democratic quality of vision which may be better than total blindness, but has been of no advantage to me, I can assure you. Men expect one to take into account their fine linen. But I never could get up any enthusiasm about these things. Oh! it's a failing; it's a failing; and then comes a soft evening; a lot of men too indolent for whist-and a story. . . .'

democratic - demokratisch

vision - Sicht, Sehvermögen, Sehkraft, Augenlicht, Trugbild

blindness - Blindheit

whist - der Whist

He paused again to wait for an encouraging remark, perhaps, but nobody spoke; only the host, as if reluctantly performing a duty, murmured-

reluctantly - widerstrebend

'You are so subtle, Marlow.'

'Who? I?'said Marlow in a low voice. 'Oh no! But he was; and try as I may for the success of this yarn, I am missing innumerable shades-they were so fine, so difficult to render in colourless words. Because he complicated matters by being so simple, too-the simplest poor devil! . . . By Jove! he was amazing. There he sat telling me that just as I saw him before my eyes he wouldn't be afraid to face anything-and believing in it too. I tell you it was fabulously innocent and it was enormous, enormous! I watched him covertly, just as though I had suspected him of an intention to take a jolly good rise out of me. He was confident that, on the square, "on the square, mind!" there was nothing he couldn't meet. Ever since he had been "so high"-"quite a little chap," he had been preparing himself for all the difficulties that can beset one on land and water.

innumerable - Unzählige

render - leisten, wiedergeben

colourless - farblos

fabulously - fabelhaft

covertly - im Verborgenen; heimliche

He confessed proudly to this kind of foresight. He had been elaborating dangers and defences, expecting the worst, rehearsing his best. He must have led a most exalted existence. Can you fancy it? A succession of adventures, so much glory, such a victorious progress! and the deep sense of his sagacity crowning every day of his inner life. He forgot himself; his eyes shone; and with every word my heart, searched by the light of his absurdity, was growing heavier in my breast. I had no mind to laugh, and lest I should smile I made for myself a stolid face. He gave signs of irritation.

proudly - stolze, stolz

foresight - Vorausschauend; Voraussicht, Hellsichtigkeit, Weitsicht

elaborating - Ausarbeitung; ausführlich, durchdacht, ausführen

defences - Verteidigungsmaßnahmen; Verteidigung, Abwehr

rehearsing - probend; (rehears) probend

exalted - erhaben; ehren, erhöhen

glory - Pracht, Herrlichkeit, Prunk, Gepränge, Ruhm

sagacity - Klugheit; Weisheit

crowning - Krönung; krönend

stolid - behäbig; schwerfällig, ungerührt, stoisch, phlegmatisch

'"It is always the unexpected that happens," I said in a propitiatory tone. My obtuseness provoked him into a contemptuous "Pshaw!" I suppose he meant that the unexpected couldn't touch him; nothing less than the unconceivable itself could get over his perfect state of preparation. He had been taken unawares-and he whispered to himself a malediction upon the waters and the firmament, upon the ship, upon the men. Everything had betrayed him! He had been tricked into that sort of high-minded resignation which prevented him lifting as much as his little finger, while these others who had a very clear perception of the actual necessity were tumbling against each other and sweating desperately over that boat business. Something had gone wrong there at the last moment. It appears that in their flurry they had contrived in some mysterious way to get the sliding bolt of the foremost boat-chock jammed tight, and forthwith had gone out of the remnants of their minds over the deadly nature of that accident. It must have been a pretty sight, the fierce industry of these beggars toiling on a motionless ship that floated quietly in the silence of a world asleep, fighting against time for the freeing of that boat, grovelling on all-fours, standing up in despair, tugging, pushing, snarling at each other venomously, ready to kill, ready to weep, and only kept from flying at each other's throats by the fear of death that stood silent behind them like an inflexible and cold-eyed taskmaster.

propitiatory - versöhnlich; versöhnende

obtuseness - Unbelehrbarkeit; Stumpfheit

Pshaw - pah

unconceivable - unvorstellbar

preparation - Vorbereitung; Präparat

malediction - Verfluchung; Verwünschung, Fluch

firmament - Firmament

betrayed - verraten, im Stich lassen, verraten, verraten, verraten

resignation - Rücktritt, Niederlegung, Kündigung, Rücktrittserklärung

actual - tatsächlich, konkret, gegenwärtig, aktuell

sweating - Schwitzen; (sweat); Schwitzen

desperately - verzweifelt

flurry - Aufregung; leichter) Schneefall; (lkurzer) Schneeschauer; Windstoß

contrived - ausgeklügelt; ersinnen, entwerfen, bewerkstelligen

bolt - Riegel, Ballen, Blitz, Bolzen; durchgehen (Pferd), sausen

foremost - vor allem

chock - Einbaustück; festkeilen

forthwith - sofort, unverzüglich

remnants - Überreste; Rest, Überbleibsel

toiling - schuftend, quälend; (toil); Mühe; schuften, sich plagen

grovelling - kriechend; (grovel) kriechen, katzbuckeln; (grovel); kriechen

tugging - zerrt; zerrend; (tug); zerren; schleppen; Ruck

snarling - knurrend; (snarl); knurrend

venomously - boshaft

weep - weinen

inflexible - unflexibel

taskmaster - Zuchtmeister, Antreiber, Aufseher

Oh yes! It must have been a pretty sight. He saw it all, he could talk about it with scorn and bitterness; he had a minute knowledge of it by means of some sixth sense, I conclude, because he swore to me he had remained apart without a glance at them and at the boat-without one single glance. And I believe him. I should think he was too busy watching the threatening slant of the ship, the suspended menace discovered in the midst of the most perfect security-fascinated by the sword hanging by a hair over his imaginative head.

suspended - ausgesetzt; suspendieren, aufhängen, suspendieren, aufheben

most perfect - einwandfreiste

'Nothing in the world moved before his eyes, and he could depict to himself without hindrance the sudden swing upwards of the dark sky-line, the sudden tilt up of the vast plain of the sea, the swift still rise, the brutal fling, the grasp of the abyss, the struggle without hope, the starlight closing over his head for ever like the vault of a tomb-the revolt of his young life-the black end. He could! By Jove! who couldn't? And you must remember he was a finished artist in that peculiar way, he was a gifted poor devil with the faculty of swift and forestalling vision.

hindrance - Behinderung, Hindernis

tilt - neigen; Schärfedehnung, Höchstleistung

swift - Mauersegler; schnell; Segler; Garnwinde

Struggle - Kämpfen; Kampf, Gefecht, sich durchbeißen, sich schwer tun

vault - Tresor; sich wölben, überwölben

tomb - Grabmal, Gruft

forestalling - zuvorkommen; verhindernd; (forestall) zuvorkommen; verhindernd

The sights it showed him had turned him into cold stone from the soles of his feet to the nape of his neck; but there was a hot dance of thoughts in his head, a dance of lame, blind, mute thoughts-a whirl of awful cripples. didn't I tell you he confessed himself before me as though I had the power to bind and to loose? He burrowed deep, deep, in the hope of my absolution, which would have been of no good to him. This was one of those cases which no solemn deception can palliate, where no man can help; where his very Maker seems to abandon a sinner to his own devices.

soles - Sohlen; Seezunge, Sohle, einzig

lame - lähmen; lahm

whirl - wirbeln, lschnell, Wirbeln, Wirbel, Trubel, Durcheinander

cripples - Krüppel, verkrüppeln, lahm legen, lähmen, zunichte machen

didn't I - Ich habe es dir ja gesagt!

bind - binden; verbinden, konnektieren

burrowed - eingegraben; Bau, graben

absolution - Absolution

palliate - lindern; beschönigen

Maker - Schöpfer; Macher, Hersteller, Fabrikant

abandon - aufgeben; im Stich lassen, preisgeben, verlassen, abbrechen

sinner - Sünder, Sünderin

'He stood on the starboard side of the bridge, as far as he could get from the struggle for the boat, which went on with the agitation of madness and the stealthiness of a conspiracy. The two Malays had meantime remained holding to the wheel. Just picture to yourselves the actors in that, thank God! unique, episode of the sea, four beside themselves with fierce and secret exertions, and three looking on in complete immobility, above the awnings covering the profound ignorance of hundreds of human beings, with their weariness, with their dreams, with their hopes, arrested, held by an invisible hand on the brink of annihilation. For that they were so, makes no doubt to me: given the state of the ship, this was the deadliest possible description of accident that could happen. These beggars by the boat had every reason to go distracted with funk. Frankly, had I been there, I would not have given as much as a counterfeit farthing for the ship's chance to keep above water to the end of each successive second. And still she floated! These sleeping pilgrims were destined to accomplish their whole pilgrimage to the bitterness of some other end.

agitation - Aufregung; Aufwühlung, Agitation

madness - Wahnsinn, Verrücktheit, Tollheit

stealthiness - Heimlichkeiten

conspiracy - Verschwörung, Konspiration

unique - einzigartig, unikal

exertions - Strapazen; Anstrengung, Kraftanstrengung, Anspannung, Ausübung

ignorance - Unwissenheit, Unwissen, Nichtwissen

brink - Rande; Rand

annihilation - Vernichtung, Zerstörung, Annihilation

deadliest - tödlichsten; tödlich

counterfeit - gefälscht, nachgemacht, unecht, Falsch-, Fälschung, fälschen

farthing - Groschen, Heller, Pfifferling, Pfennig

successive - erfolgreich

accomplish - zu erreichen; vollenden

It was as if the Omnipotence whose mercy they confessed had needed their humble testimony on earth for a while longer, and had looked down to make a sign, "Thou shalt not!" to the ocean. Their escape would trouble me as a prodigiously inexplicable event, did I not know how tough old iron can be-as tough sometimes as the spirit of some men we meet now and then, worn to a shadow and breasting the weight of life. Not the least wonder of these twenty minutes, to my mind, is the behaviour of the two helmsmen. They were amongst the native batch of all sorts brought over from Aden to give evidence at the inquiry. One of them, labouring under intense bashfulness, was very young, and with his smooth, yellow, cheery countenance looked even younger than he was. I remember perfectly Brierly asking him, through the interpreter, what he thought of it at the time, and the interpreter, after a short colloquy, turning to the court with an important air-

Omnipotence - Allmacht, Allmächtigkeit, Omnipotenz

humble - bescheiden; demütig, ergeben

testimony - Zeugenaussagen; Zeugnis, Zeugenaussage, Testimonium

thou - du

prodigiously - erstaunlich

inexplicable - unerklärlich

breasting - Stillen; Brust, Brust, Brust, -brust, Entenbrust

helmsmen - Steuermänner; Steuermann, Rudergänger

batch - Charge; stapeln (Computer); Stapel, Stoß, Batch, Schub

labouring - mühsam; Arbeit, Arbeiter-p, gebären, arbeiten

bashfulness - Schüchternheit; Scham

countenance - Antlitz, Gesichtsausdruck, Miene, Unterstützung, Fassung

interpreter - Dolmetscher, Dolmetscherin, Dolmetsch, Interpreter

colloquy - Konversation, Gespräch, Kolloquium, Religionsgespräch

'"He says he thought nothing."

'The other, with patient blinking eyes, a blue cotton handkerchief, faded with much washing, bound with a smart twist over a lot of grey wisps, his face shrunk into grim hollows, his brown skin made darker by a mesh of wrinkles, explained that he had a knowledge of some evil thing befalling the ship, but there had been no order; he could not remember an order; why should he leave the helm? To some further questions he jerked back his spare shoulders, and declared it never came into his mind then that the white men were about to leave the ship through fear of death. He did not believe it now. There might have been secret reasons. He wagged his old chin knowingly. Aha! secret reasons. He was a man of great experience, and he wanted that white Tuan to know-he turned towards Brierly, who didn't raise his head-that he had acquired a knowledge of many things by serving white men on the sea for a great number of years-and, suddenly, with shaky excitement he poured upon our spellbound attention a lot of queer-sounding names, names of dead-and-gone skippers, names of forgotten country ships, names of familiar and distorted sound, as if the hand of dumb time had been at work on them for ages.

blinking - blinzeln, lichthupen, aufblenden, blinken, morsen, blinken

faded - verblasst; Mode, Trend, Modeerscheinung, Fimmel

wisps - Irrlichter; Haarbüschel, Strohbündel, Wisch, Strähne

shrunk - geschrumpft; schrumpfen, schrumpfen, abnehmen, drücken

mesh - Netz, Gitter, zusammenpassen, harmonisieren, zusammenfügen

wrinkles - Falten; sich runzeln, runzlig (runzelig) werden, knittern

evil - böse; Sünde, übel, üblen, Ăśbel

befalling - befallend; befallen, zustoßen, hereinbrechen, widerfahren

helm - Pinne, Ruder, Steuer, Steuerruder

jerked - gerissen; Zuckung, Satz, Reflex

spare - überflüssig, frei, sparsam, Ersatz; sparsam umgehen

wagged - gewackelt; wedeln, schwänzen, Wedeln

acquired - erworben; erwerben, erwerben, akquirieren

shaky - wackelig; schlotterig, wacklig

skippers - Schiffer, Schiffskapitän

distorted - verzerrt; verzerren, verzerren

dumb - dumm; stumm, sprachlos, blöd, doof

They stopped him at last. A silence fell upon the court,-a silence that remained unbroken for at least a minute, and passed gently into a deep murmur. This episode was the sensation of the second day's proceedings-affecting all the audience, affecting everybody except Jim, who was sitting moodily at the end of the first bench, and never looked up at this extraordinary and damning witness that seemed possessed of some mysterious theory of defence.

unbroken - ungebrochen

Bench - Bank, Sitzbank, Richter

damning - verdammen, verfluchen, ächten, verschreien, verteufeln

witness - etw. miterleben;erleben, bezeugen, Zeuge sein bei; miterleben

'So these two lascars stuck to the helm of that ship without steerage-way, where death would have found them if such had been their destiny. The whites did not give them half a glance, had probably forgotten their existence. Assuredly Jim did not remember it. He remembered he could do nothing; he could do nothing, now he was alone. There was nothing to do but to sink with the ship.

steerage - Zwischendeck

destiny - das Schicksal; Los, Geschick, Schicksal

assuredly - Sicherlich

No use making a disturbance about it. Was there? He waited upstanding, without a sound, stiffened in the idea of some sort of heroic discretion. The first engineer ran cautiously across the bridge to tug at his sleeve.

disturbance - Störung; Störenfried, Geistesstörung

stiffened - Versteift; aussteifen, versteifen, verstärken, ertüchtigen

cautiously - behutsam; vorsichtig

sleeve - Ärmel; Hülse, Schutzhülle, Tülle, Köcher

'"Come and help! For God's sake, come and help!"

For God's sake - Um Gottes willen!

'He ran back to the boat on the points of his toes, and returned directly to worry at his sleeve, begging and cursing at the same time.

cursing - Fluchen; verwünschend; (curs) Fluchen; verwünschend

'"I believe he would have kissed my hands," said Jim savagely, "and, next moment, he starts foaming and whispering in my face, 'If I had the time I would like to crack your skull for you.'I pushed him away. Suddenly he caught hold of me round the neck.

savagely - brutal

skull - Totenschädel, Totenkopf, Schädel

Damn him! I hit him. I hit out without looking. 'Won't you save your own life-you infernal coward?'he sobs. Coward! He called me an infernal coward! Ha! ha! ha! ha! He called me-ha! ha! ha! . . ."

Damn - verdammen, verfluchen, ächten, verschreien, verteufeln

coward - Feigling

sobs - schluchzt; Huso

'He had thrown himself back and was shaking with laughter. I had never in my life heard anything so bitter as that noise. It fell like a blight on all the merriment about donkeys, pyramids, bazaars, or what not.

blight - Feuerbrand; Braunfäule; Geißel, Seuche, Plage, Heimsuchung

merriment - Heiterkeit; Überschwang, Freude, Spaß

pyramids - Pyramiden; Pyramide, Pyramide

bazaars - Basare; Basar, Markt

Along the whole dim length of the gallery the voices dropped, the pale blotches of faces turned our way with one accord, and the silence became so profound that the clear tinkle of a teaspoon falling on the tesselated floor of the verandah rang out like a tiny and silvery scream.

blotches - Flecken; der Ausschlag

tinkle - klingeln, klimpern, Klingeln, Telefonat, Anruf, Pipi

teaspoon - Teelöffel

silvery - silbrig, silberig, silberhell, silbern

'"You mustn't laugh like this, with all these people about," I remonstrated. "It isn't nice for them, you know."

mustn - darf nicht

remonstrated - remonstriert; protestieren, missbilligen, einwenden

'He gave no sign of having heard at first, but after a while, with a stare that, missing me altogether, seemed to probe the heart of some awful vision, he muttered carelessly-"Oh! they'll think I am drunk."

probe - Tester , Probe , Tastkopf ;bei jdm. nachfassen

muttered - gemurmelt; murmeln

carelessly - unachtsam

'And after that you would have thought from his appearance he would never make a sound again. But-no fear! He could no more stop telling now than he could have stopped living by the mere exertion of his will.'


'"I was saying to myself, 'Sink-curse you! Sink!'" These were the words with which he began again. He wanted it over. He was severely left alone, and he formulated in his head this address to the ship in a tone of imprecation, while at the same time he enjoyed the privilege of witnessing scenes-as far as I can judge-of low comedy. They were still at that bolt. The skipper was ordering, "Get under and try to lift"; and the others naturally shirked.

severely - ernsthaft

formulated - formuliert; formulieren, darlegen

imprecation - Verwünschung; Fluch

privilege - Privileg, Vergünstigung, privilegieren

witnessing - Zeugenschaft; Zeugnis

shirked - gedrängt; drücken

You understand that to be squeezed flat under the keel of a boat wasn't a desirable position to be caught in if the ship went down suddenly. "Why don't you-you the strongest?" whined the little engineer. "Gott-for-dam! I am too thick," spluttered the skipper in despair. It was funny enough to make angels weep. They stood idle for a moment, and suddenly the chief engineer rushed again at Jim.

squeezed - ausgequetscht; drücken, klemmen, pressen, quetschen, quetschen

desirable - erwünscht; wünschenswert

spluttered - gestottert; stottern

angels - Engeln; Engel

idle - träge, nicht in Betrieb, faul, nutzlos, untätig; faulenzen

'"Come and help, man! Are you mad to throw your only chance away? Come and help, man! Man! Look there-look!"

'And at last Jim looked astern where the other pointed with maniacal insistence. He saw a silent black squall which had eaten up already one-third of the sky. You know how these squalls come up there about that time of the year. First you see a darkening of the horizon-no more; then a cloud rises opaque like a wall. A straight edge of vapour lined with sickly whitish gleams flies up from the southwest, swallowing the stars in whole constellations; its shadow flies over the waters, and confounds sea and sky into one abyss of obscurity. And all is still. No thunder, no wind, no sound; not a flicker of lightning. Then in the tenebrous immensity a livid arch appears; a swell or two like undulations of the very darkness run past, and suddenly, wind and rain strike together with a peculiar impetuosity as if they had burst through something solid.

maniacal - wahnsinnig

squalls - Sturmböen; Böe, Sturmböe

vapour - Wasserdampf; der Dampf

sickly - kränklich

whitish - weißlich

southwest - Südwesten

swallowing - schlucken, verschlingen, anbeißen, einstecken

constellations - Konstellationen; Sternbild

flies over - überfliegt

confounds - verwirrt; verwirren, verschlimmern, verschlechtern, besiegen

obscurity - Dunkelheit, Unklarheit

flicker - flimmern, flattern, flackern

lightning - Blitzschlag; Blitz; Entladung

livid - blau; blass vor Wut, wütend, fuchsteufelswild

arch - Bogen

swell - anschwellen; Schwellen

impetuosity - Ungezügeltheit; Unvorsichtigkeit, Heftigkeit, Ungestüm

Such a cloud had come up while they weren't looking. They had just noticed it, and were perfectly justified in surmising that if in absolute stillness there was some chance for the ship to keep afloat a few minutes longer, the least disturbance of the sea would make an end of her instantly. Her first nod to the swell that precedes the burst of such a squall would be also her last, would become a plunge, would, so to speak, be prolonged into a long dive, down, down to the bottom. Hence these new capers of their fright, these new antics in which they displayed their extreme aversion to die.

surmising - vermutend, einbildend; (surmise); Vermutung, Mutmaßung

absolute - absolut; rein

afloat - schwimmend; schuldenfrei, über Wasser

nod - nicken; einnicken; Kopfnicken

precedes - vorausgeht; vorangehen, vorausgehen

squall - schreien; Böe, Sturmböe

plunge - stürzen; eintauchen, tauchen

dive - tauchen

hence - von hier, fort, von dannen, daher, deshalb

capers - Kapern; Streich (übermütiger), Kaper, Kapriole

antics - Mätzchen; Possen

'"It was black, black," pursued Jim with moody steadiness. "It had sneaked upon us from behind. The infernal thing! I suppose there had been at the back of my head some hope yet. I don't know. But that was all over anyhow. It maddened me to see myself caught like this. I was angry, as though I had been trapped. I was trapped! The night was hot, too, I remember. Not a breath of air."

moody - launisch; mürrisch; schwermütig

steadiness - Zuverlässigkeit, Beständigkeit

sneaked - geschlichen; Duckmäuser, Duckmäuserin, Kriecher, Kriecherin

maddened - verärgert; rasend machen

trapped - gefangen; Fallgrube, Falle, Fahrt (im Bergwerk); einfangen

'He remembered so well that, gasping in the chair, he seemed to sweat and choke before my eyes. No doubt it maddened him; it knocked him over afresh-in a manner of speaking-but it made him also remember that important purpose which had sent him rushing on that bridge only to slip clean out of his mind. He had intended to cut the lifeboats clear of the ship. He whipped out his knife and went to work slashing as though he had seen nothing, had heard nothing, had known of no one on board.

gasping - keuchend; (gasp); keuchen; japsen, prusten, Atemzug, Luftholen

rushing - hetzend, sausend; (rush) hetzend, sausend

slip - Ausrutscher; Versprecher; Rutschen (geradeaus); Lapsus

lifeboats - Rettungsboote; Rettungsboot

whipped - ausgepeitscht; Peitsche, Knute, Zagel, peitschen, auspeitschen

slashing - aufschlitzen; schlitzend; (slash) aufschlitzen; schlitzend

They thought him hopelessly wrong-headed and crazy, but dared not protest noisily against this useless loss of time. When he had done he returned to the very same spot from which he had started. The chief was there, ready with a clutch at him to whisper close to his head, scathingly, as though he wanted to bite his ear-

hopelessly - hoffnungslos

dared - gewagt; sich getrauen, wagen, jemanden herausfordern

noisily - geräuschvoll

clutch - Vogelgelege; Kupplung (Auto), Gelege

whisper - Geflüster, Flüstern, Wispern

scathingly - vernichtend, beleidigte

'"You silly fool! do you think you'll get the ghost of a show when all that lot of brutes is in the water? Why, they will batter your head for you from these boats."

batter - Teig; zerschlagen, ich/er/sie stieß ab, schlagen

'He wrung his hands, ignored, at Jim's elbow. The skipper kept up a nervous shuffle in one place and mumbled, "Hammer! hammer! Mein Gott! Get a hammer."

'The little engineer whimpered like a child, but, broken arm and all, he turned out the least craven of the lot as it seems, and, actually, mustered enough pluck to run an errand to the engine-room. No trifle, it must be owned in fairness to him. Jim told me he darted desperate looks like a cornered man, gave one low wail, and dashed off. He was back instantly clambering, hammer in hand, and without a pause flung himself at the bolt. The others gave up Jim at once and ran off to assist. He heard the tap, tap of the hammer, the sound of the released chock falling over.

whimpered - gewimmert; Wimmern

Craven - feige; Feigling, feiger Hund

mustered - mustern; antreten lassen

trifle - eine Lappalie; Trifle; Kleinigkeit, ein bisschen, ein wenig

fairness - Fairness, Kulanz

wail - heulen; jammern, wehklagen, klagen

clambering - klettern, erklimmen, kraxeln, herumturnen, hinaufklettern

The boat was clear. Only then he turned to look-only then. But he kept his distance-he kept his distance. He wanted me to know he had kept his distance; that there was nothing in common between him and these men-who had the hammer. Nothing whatever. It is more than probable he thought himself cut off from them by a space that could not be traversed, by an obstacle that could not be overcome, by a chasm without bottom. He was as far as he could get from them-the whole breadth of the ship.

probable - glaubhaft, wahrscheinlich

obstacle - Hindernis, Hürde

overcome - überwunden; überwinden

chasm - Abgrund, Kluft, Spalte

'His feet were glued to that remote spot and his eyes to their indistinct group bowed together and swaying strangely in the common torment of fear. A hand-lamp lashed to a stanchion above a little table rigged up on the bridge-the Patna had no chart-room amidships-threw a light on their labouring shoulders, on their arched and bobbing backs. They pushed at the bow of the boat; they pushed out into the night; they pushed, and would no more look back at him. They had given him up as if indeed he had been too far, too hopelessly separated from themselves, to be worth an appealing word, a glance, or a sign. They had no leisure to look back upon his passive heroism, to feel the sting of his abstention. The boat was heavy; they pushed at the bow with no breath to spare for an encouraging word: but the turmoil of terror that had scattered their self-command like chaff before the wind, converted their desperate exertions into a bit of fooling, upon my word, fit for knockabout clowns in a farce.

indistinct - undeutlich

bowed - gebeugt; Verneigung (vor), Verbeugung; Bogen, Bug (Schiff)

swaying - schwankend; (sway); Schwingen, Schwenken, Hin- und Herschwingen

torment - Qualen; Qual; quälen, peinigen

rigged up - zurechtgebastelt

arched - gewölbt; Bogen

abstention - Enthaltung

turmoil - Aufruhr, Tumult, Unruhe, Unordnung

chaff - Spreu, q ow rare, Düppel

converted - bekehrt; konvertieren, umwandeln, Konvertit

fooling - täuschend; (fool); dumme Gans, Dummkopf, Narr, Närrin

knockabout - umherwerfen

clowns - Clown, Clownin, Trottel

farce - eine Farce; Posse

They pushed with their hands, with their heads, they pushed for dear life with all the weight of their bodies, they pushed with all the might of their souls-only no sooner had they succeeded in canting the stem clear of the davit than they would leave off like one man and start a wild scramble into her. As a natural consequence the boat would swing in abruptly, driving them back, helpless and jostling against each other. They would stand nonplussed for a while, exchanging in fierce whispers all the infamous names they could call to mind, and go at it again. Three times this occurred. He described it to me with morose thoughtfulness. He hadn't lost a single movement of that comic business. "I loathed them. I hated them. I had to look at all that," he said without emphasis, turning upon me a sombrely watchful glance. "Was ever there any one so shamefully tried?"

canting - kippt; scheinheilig, heuchelnd

davit - Davit

helpless - hilflos

jostling - drängeln; anrempelnd; (jostle); drängeln; Drängelei, Gedrängel

nonplussed - verblüfft; verwirren, verdutzen, verblüffen

whispers - Geflüster

morose - mürrisch; verdrießlich, missmutig

thoughtfulness - Nachdenklichkeit

comic - komisch; Komiker; Bildergeschichte, Comic, Strip

loathed - verabscheut; verabscheuen, ablehnen, hassen

sombrely - düster

shamefully - beschämend

'He took his head in his hands for a moment, like a man driven to distraction by some unspeakable outrage. These were things he could not explain to the court-and not even to me; but I would have been little fitted for the reception of his confidences had I not been able at times to understand the pauses between the words.

Distraction - Ablenkung, Ablenkungsmanöver, Störung, Zerstreuung, Wahnsinn

outrage - Empörung; Untat, Gräueltat, (empörendes) Verbrechen

pauses - pausiert; pausieren, innehalten, pausieren, Pause

In this assault upon his fortitude there was the jeering intention of a spiteful and vile vengeance; there was an element of burlesque in his ordeal-a degradation of funny grimaces in the approach of death or dishonour.

jeering - Johlen; (jeer) Spott; (jeer) Johlen; (jeer) Spott

spiteful - gehässig, boshaft

burlesque - burlesk; Burleske

ordeal - Tortur; Gottesurteil, Feuerprobe

degradation - Verschlechterung; Degradierung

grimaces - Grimasse, Grimassen schneiden

approach - sich nähern, nahekommen, ähnlich sein

dishonour - Entehrung; Schande; schänden

'He related facts which I have not forgotten, but at this distance of time I couldn't recall his very words: I only remember that he managed wonderfully to convey the brooding rancour of his mind into the bare recital of events. Twice, he told me, he shut his eyes in the certitude that the end was upon him already, and twice he had to open them again. Each time he noted the darkening of the great stillness. The shadow of the silent cloud had fallen upon the ship from the zenith, and seemed to have extinguished every sound of her teeming life. He could no longer hear the voices under the awnings. He told me that each time he closed his eyes a flash of thought showed him that crowd of bodies, laid out for death, as plain as daylight. When he opened them, it was to see the dim struggle of four men fighting like mad with a stubborn boat. "They would fall back before it time after time, stand swearing at each other, and suddenly make another rush in a bunch. . . . Enough to make you die laughing," he commented with downcast eyes; then raising them for a moment to my face with a dismal smile, "I ought to have a merry life of it, by God!

recall - zurückrufen; erinnern

wonderfully - Wunderbar

convey - vermitteln; befördern, transportieren, verfrachten, übermitteln

brooding - grüblerisch, grübelnd; (brood); Brut; brüten, grübeln

rancour - Groll, Hass

recital - Vortrag; Erwägungsgrund

zenith - Scheitelpunkt; Zenit

extinguished - ausgelöscht; löschen, auslöschen, auslöschen, abschalten

teeming - wimmelt; wimmeln

daylight - Tageslicht; Tag

swearing - schwörend, Fluchen; (swear) schwörend, Fluchen

bunch - Bund, lowers, Traube, bündeln, anordnen

die laughing - sich totlachen, sich tot lachen

merry - fröhlich, heiter

for I shall see that funny sight a good many times yet before I die." His eyes fell again. "See and hear. . . . See and hear," he repeated twice, at long intervals, filled by vacant staring.

vacant - unbesetzt; frei, vakant, leer, nichtssagend, ausdruckslos

'He roused himself.

roused - geweckt; wachrufen, wecken

'"I made up my mind to keep my eyes shut," he said, "and I couldn't. I couldn't, and I don't care who knows it. Let them go through that kind of thing before they talk. Just let them-and do better-that's all. The second time my eyelids flew open and my mouth too. I had felt the ship move. She just dipped her bows-and lifted them gently-and slow! everlastingly slow; and ever so little. She hadn't done that much for days. The cloud had raced ahead, and this first swell seemed to travel upon a sea of lead.

dipped - getaucht; einfallen, sich senken, sich neigen, färben; Dip

There was no life in that stir. It managed, though, to knock over something in my head. What would you have done? You are sure of yourself-aren't you? What would you do if you felt now-this minute-the house here move, just move a little under your chair. Leap! By heavens! you would take one spring from where you sit and land in that clump of bushes yonder."

knock over - umschlagen, umwerfen, umstürzen, umkippen

spring from - herrühren von

clump - Klumpen; Büschel; Plumps

bushes - Büsche; Buchse, Strauch, Busch

yonder - dort drüben

'He flung his arm out at the night beyond the stone balustrade. I held my peace. He looked at me very steadily, very severe. There could be no mistake: I was being bullied now, and it behoved me to make no sign lest by a gesture or a word I should be drawn into a fatal admission about myself which would have had some bearing on the case. I was not disposed to take any risk of that sort. Don't forget I had him before me, and really he was too much like one of us not to be dangerous.

behoved - erforderlich; obliegen, notwendig sein

admission - Zulassung, Aufnahme, Einlass, Anerkennung

disposed - entsorgt; beseitigen, entsorgen, ordnen

But if you want to know I don't mind telling you that I did, with a rapid glance, estimate the distance to the mass of denser blackness in the middle of the grass-plot before the verandah. He exaggerated. I would have landed short by several feet-and that's the only thing of which I am fairly certain.

rapid - schnell; Stromschnelle

estimate - Schätzung, Abschätzung, Kostenvoranschlag, abschätzen

denser - dichter; Höhlen

exaggerated - Übertrieben; übertreiben

'The last moment had come, as he thought, and he did not move. His feet remained glued to the planks if his thoughts were knocking about loose in his head. It was at this moment too that he saw one of the men around the boat step backwards suddenly, clutch at the air with raised arms, totter and collapse.

totter - wackeln; schwanken, taumeln, torkeln, Schwanken, Taumeln

collapse - Zusammenbruch; einstürzen, kollabieren, zusammenfallen

He didn't exactly fall, he only slid gently into a sitting posture, all hunched up, and with his shoulders propped against the side of the engine-room skylight. "That was the donkey-man. A haggard, white-faced chap with a ragged moustache. Acted third engineer," he explained.

hunched - Hügel, Protuberanz, Buckel, gekrümmte Haltung, krummer Rücken

propped - gestützt; Stütze

donkey - Esel; Grauchen

haggard - verstört, abgezehrt, wild, abgehärmt

'"Dead," I said. We had heard something of that in court.

'"So they say," he pronounced with sombre indifference. "Of course I never knew. Weak heart. The man had been complaining of being out of sorts for some time before. Excitement. Over-exertion. Devil only knows. Ha! ha! ha! It was easy to see he did not want to die either. Droll, isn't it? May I be shot if he hadn't been fooled into killing himself!

isn't it? - gell, gelle, gelt?

fooled - getäuscht; dumme Gans, Dummkopf, Narr, Närrin, Pute, Narr

Fooled-neither more nor less. Fooled into it, by heavens! just as I . . . Ah! If he had only kept still; if he had only told them to go to the devil when they came to rush him out of his bunk because the ship was sinking! If he had only stood by with his hands in his pockets and called them names!"

'He got up, shook his fist, glared at me, and sat down.

'"A chance missed, eh?" I murmured.

'"Why don't you laugh?" he said. "A joke hatched in hell. Weak heart! . . . I wish sometimes mine had been."

hatched - geschlüpft; brüten, schraffieren, ausbrüten, anzetteln; Brut

'This irritated me. "Do you?" I exclaimed with deep-rooted irony. "Yes! Can't you understand?" he cried. "I don't know what more you could wish for," I said angrily. He gave me an utterly uncomprehending glance. This shaft had also gone wide of the mark, and he was not the man to bother about stray arrows.

irritated - gereizt; reizen, irritieren, ärgern

rooted - verwurzelt; wurzeln; Haupt, Wurzel, Nullstelle [math.]

irony - Ironie

stray - verirrt; Streuverlust; abirren, vagabundieren, streunen, irren

arrows - Pfeile; Richtungspfeil, Pfeil

Upon my word, he was too unsuspecting; he was not fair game. I was glad that my missile had been thrown away,-that he had not even heard the twang of the bow.

unsuspecting - ahnungslos

missile - Rakete; Geschoss, Fluggeschoss, Lenkflugkörper, Lenkwaffe

twang - Näseln; zupfen

'Of course he could not know at the time the man was dead. The next minute-his last on board-was crowded with a tumult of events and sensations which beat about him like the sea upon a rock. I use the simile advisedly, because from his relation I am forced to believe he had preserved through it all a strange illusion of passiveness, as though he had not acted but had suffered himself to be handled by the infernal powers who had selected him for the victim of their practical joke. The first thing that came to him was the grinding surge of the heavy davits swinging out at last-a jar which seemed to enter his body from the deck through the soles of his feet, and travel up his spine to the crown of his head. Then, the squall being very near now, another and a heavier swell lifted the passive hull in a threatening heave that checked his breath, while his brain and his heart together were pierced as with daggers by panic-stricken screams.

simile - Vergleich, Gleichnis

advisedly - absichtlich

illusion - Illusion, Wahnvorstellung, Sinnestäuschung

passiveness - Passivitäten

handled - behandelt; Henkel, Hantel, Griff, Türklinke; abarbeiten

selected - ausgewählt; auswählen

practical joke - Schabernack

grinding - reibend, Aufrauhen, Aufreiben, schleifend; (grind) reibend

surge - Anstieg; Aufwallung, Schwall, Welle, Woge, Überspannung

swinging - swingen; schaukelnd; (swing); schwingen, schaukeln, schwanken

jar - Topf, Krug, Glasgefäß

soles - Sohlen; Mist, kein Glück mehr

spine - Rückgrat, Wirbelsäule, Rücken, Stachel, Dorn

crown - Zenit; krönen; Bombage (ballige Fläche), Zahnkrone; Baumkrone

heave - heben, hieven, werfen, wuchten, schleudern

daggers - Dolche; Dolch

stricken - angeschlagen; ergriffen, heimgesucht, betroffen

"Let go! For God's sake, let go! Let go! She's going." Following upon that the boat-falls ripped through the blocks, and a lot of men began to talk in startled tones under the awnings. "When these beggars did break out, their yelps were enough to wake the dead," he said. Next, after the splashing shock of the boat literally dropped in the water, came the hollow noises of stamping and tumbling in her, mingled with confused shouts: "Unhook! Unhook! Shove! Unhook! Shove for your life! Here's the squall down on us. . . ." He heard, high above his head, the faint muttering of the wind; he heard below his feet a cry of pain. A lost voice alongside started cursing a swivel hook. The ship began to buzz fore and aft like a disturbed hive, and, as quietly as he was telling me of all this-because just then he was very quiet in attitude, in face, in voice-he went on to say without the slightest warning as it were, "I stumbled over his legs."

ripped - gerissen; Riss; reißen, der Länge nach auftrennen

tones - Töne; Farbton, Klang, Umgangston, Ton

yelps - kläfft; yelp

mingled - vermengt; vermischen, vermengen, untermischen

unhook - aushaken; aufhaken, loshaken

shove - schieben

swivel - schwenken; Wirbel; pivotieren

hive - Bienenstock

'This was the first I heard of his having moved at all. I could not restrain a grunt of surprise. Something had started him off at last, but of the exact moment, of the cause that tore him out of his immobility, he knew no more than the uprooted tree knows of the wind that laid it low. All this had come to him: the sounds, the sights, the legs of the dead man-by Jove!

restrain - zurückhalten

tore - gerissen; (to tear) zerreißen, reißen

uprooted - entwurzelt; entwurzeln

The infernal joke was being crammed devilishly down his throat, but-look you-he was not going to admit of any sort of swallowing motion in his gullet. It's extraordinary how he could cast upon you the spirit of his illusion. I listened as if to a tale of black magic at work upon a corpse.

crammed - vollgestopft; stopfen, vollpacken, mästen, vollstopfen, büffeln

devilishly - teuflisch

admit of - zulassen

gullet - Speiseröhre

'"He went over sideways, very gently, and this is the last thing I remember seeing on board," he continued. "I did not care what he did. It looked as though he were picking himself up: I thought he was picking himself up, of course: I expected him to bolt past me over the rail and drop into the boat after the others.

I could hear them knocking about down there, and a voice as if crying up a shaft called out 'George!'Then three voices together raised a yell. They came to me separately: one bleated, another screamed, one howled. Ough!"

George - Georg

separately - getrennt

bleated - geblökt; Blöken

screamed - geschrien; Schrei, schreien

howled - geheult; Heulen

'He shivered a little, and I beheld him rise slowly as if a steady hand from above had been pulling him out of the chair by his hair. Up, slowly-to his full height, and when his knees had locked stiff the hand let him go, and he swayed a little on his feet. There was a suggestion of awful stillness in his face, in his movements, in his very voice when he said "They shouted"-and involuntarily I pricked up my ears for the ghost of that shout that would be heard directly through the false effect of silence. "There were eight hundred people in that ship," he said, impaling me to the back of my seat with an awful blank stare. "Eight hundred living people, and they were yelling after the one dead man to come down and be saved. 'Jump, George! Jump!

beheld - gesehen; betrachten, sehen, schauen, anschauen, ansehen

involuntarily - unfreiwillig

impaling - pfählen, erstechen, aufspießen

Oh, jump!'I stood by with my hand on the davit. I was very quiet. It had come over pitch dark. You could see neither sky nor sea. I heard the boat alongside go bump, bump, and not another sound down there for a while, but the ship under me was full of talking noises. Suddenly the skipper howled 'Mein Gott! The squall! The squall! Shove off!'With the first hiss of rain, and the first gust of wind, they screamed, 'Jump, George! We'll catch you! Jump!'The ship began a slow plunge; the rain swept over her like a broken sea; my cap flew off my head; my breath was driven back into my throat. I heard as if I had been on the top of a tower another wild screech, 'Geo-o-o-orge! Oh, jump!'She was going down, down, head first under me. . . ."

pitch dark - pechschwarz

bump - Anstoß; Schlag, Stoß, Bums

driven back - zurückgefahren

'He raised his hand deliberately to his face, and made picking motions with his fingers as though he had been bothered with cobwebs, and afterwards he looked into the open palm for quite half a second before he blurted out-

motions - Bewegungen; Bewegung

bothered - belästigt; stören, verdammt, Mist

cobwebs - Spinnweben; Spinnengewebe, Spinnwebe, Spinnennetz

blurted - geplatzt; herausplatzen, ausquatschen, ausplappern

'"I had jumped . . ." He checked himself, averted his gaze. . . . "It seems," he added.

averted - abgewehrt; abwenden, abwenden, verhindern

'His clear blue eyes turned to me with a piteous stare, and looking at him standing before me, dumfounded and hurt, I was oppressed by a sad sense of resigned wisdom, mingled with the amused and profound pity of an old man helpless before a childish disaster.

piteous - Mitleid erregend, erbärmlich, herzzerreißend

childish - kindgerecht; kindisch

'"Looks like it," I muttered.

'"I knew nothing about it till I looked up," he explained hastily. And that's possible, too. You had to listen to him as you would to a small boy in trouble. He didn't know. It had happened somehow. It would never happen again. He had landed partly on somebody and fallen across a thwart. He felt as though all his ribs on his left side must be broken; then he rolled over, and saw vaguely the ship he had deserted uprising above him, with the red side-light glowing large in the rain like a fire on the brow of a hill seen through a mist. "She seemed higher than a wall; she loomed like a cliff over the boat . . . I wished I could die," he cried.

hastily - hastig

thwart - durchkreuzen, entgegenwirken, vereiteln, konterkarieren

vaguely - undeutlich

glowing - glühen, abstrahlen, leuchten, Glühen

loomed - aufgetaucht; Webstuhl; undeutlich sichtbar werden

cliff - Kliff, Felsvorsprung, Klippe

"There was no going back. It was as if I had jumped into a well-into an everlasting deep hole. . . ."'


'He locked his fingers together and tore them apart. Nothing could be more true: he had indeed jumped into an everlasting deep hole. He had tumbled from a height he could never scale again. By that time the boat had gone driving forward past the bows. It was too dark just then for them to see each other, and, moreover, they were blinded and half drowned with rain. He told me it was like being swept by a flood through a cavern. They turned their backs to the squall; the skipper, it seems, got an oar over the stern to keep the boat before it, and for two or three minutes the end of the world had come through a deluge in a pitchy blackness. The sea hissed "like twenty thousand kettles." That's his simile, not mine. I fancy there was not much wind after the first gust; and he himself had admitted at the inquiry that the sea never got up that night to any extent. He crouched down in the bows and stole a furtive glance back. He saw just one yellow gleam of the mast-head light high up and blurred like a last star ready to dissolve. "It terrified me to see it still there," he said.

oar - Ruder

deluge - Überschwemmung; überschwemmen; starker Regenguss, Sintflut, Flut

pitchy - Pech gehabt; pechartig

kettles - Wasserkocher, Kessel

crouched - gehockt; sich ducken (vor), kriechen; kauern, hocken

furtive - geheim, heimlich, tarnen

dissolve - auflösen; auflösen

That's what he said. What terrified him was the thought that the drowning was not over yet. No doubt he wanted to be done with that abomination as quickly as possible. Nobody in the boat made a sound. In the dark she seemed to fly, but of course she could not have had much way. Then the shower swept ahead, and the great, distracting, hissing noise followed the rain into distance and died out. There was nothing to be heard then but the slight wash about the boat's sides. Somebody's teeth were chattering violently. A hand touched his back. A faint voice said, "You there?" Another cried out shakily, "She's gone!" and they all stood up together to look astern. They saw no lights. All was black. A thin cold drizzle was driving into their faces. The boat lurched slightly. The teeth chattered faster, stopped, and began again twice before the man could master his shiver sufficiently to say, "Ju-ju-st in ti-ti-me. . . . Brrrr." He recognised the voice of the chief engineer saying surlily, "I saw her go down. I happened to turn my head." The wind had dropped almost completely.

abomination - Greuel; Abscheu; Abscheulichkeit

died out - ausgestorben

chattering - Geplapper; plappernd

violently - gewaltsam; gewalttätig

shakily - wackelig; wacklig, schwankend

drizzle - nieseln; träufeln; Nieselregen, Sprühregen

driving into - einfahrend

lurched - getaumelt; torkeln, taumeln

chattered - geplappert; klappern, schnattern, schwatzen

surlily - mürrisch; verdrießlich

'They watched in the dark with their heads half turned to windward as if expecting to hear cries. At first he was thankful the night had covered up the scene before his eyes, and then to know of it and yet to have seen and heard nothing appeared somehow the culminating point of an awful misfortune. "Strange, isn't it?" he murmured, interrupting himself in his disjointed narrative.

windward - luvwärts gelegen, windwärts gelegen, im Wind gelegen

culminating - gipfelnd; kulminieren, gipfeln, kulminieren, kulminieren

interrupting - unterbrechen

disjointed - unzusammenhängend; disjunkt, zertrennen

'It did not seem so strange to me. He must have had an unconscious conviction that the reality could not be half as bad, not half as anguishing, appalling, and vengeful as the created terror of his imagination. I believe that, in this first moment, his heart was wrung with all the suffering, that his soul knew the accumulated savour of all the fear, all the horror, all the despair of eight hundred human beings pounced upon in the night by a sudden and violent death, else why should he have said, "It seemed to me that I must jump out of that accursed boat and swim back to see-half a mile-more-any distance-to the very spot . . ."? Why this impulse? Do you see the significance? Why back to the very spot? Why not drown alongside-if he meant drowning? Why back to the very spot, to see-as if his imagination had to be soothed by the assurance that all was over before death could bring relief? I defy any one of you to offer another explanation. It was one of those bizarre and exciting glimpses through the fog. It was an extraordinary disclosure. He let it out as the most natural thing one could say.

anguishing - beunruhigend; Pein, Angst, Qual

vengeful - rachsüchtig

accumulated - angehäuft; aufstauen, sich vermehren

savour - schmecken; Geschmack; genießen, würdigen, recht genießen

pounced - aufgesprungen; zuschlagen; bimsen

significance - Bedeutung, Signifikanz (1)

drown - ertrinken; ertränken; überwältigen

soothed - besänftigt; Wahrheit

most natural - naturgemäßeste

He fought down that impulse and then he became conscious of the silence. He mentioned this to me. A silence of the sea, of the sky, merged into one indefinite immensity still as death around these saved, palpitating lives. "You might have heard a pin drop in the boat," he said with a queer contraction of his lips, like a man trying to master his sensibilities while relating some extremely moving fact. A silence! God alone, who had willed him as he was, knows what he made of it in his heart. "I didn't think any spot on earth could be so still," he said. "You couldn't distinguish the sea from the sky; there was nothing to see and nothing to hear. Not a glimmer, not a shape, not a sound. You could have believed that every bit of dry land had gone to the bottom; that every man on earth but I and these beggars in the boat had got drowned." He leaned over the table with his knuckles propped amongst coffee-cups, liqueur-glasses, cigar-ends. "I seemed to believe it. Everything was gone and-all was over . . ." he fetched a deep sigh . . . "with me."'

merged - zusammengeführt; zusammenlegen, zusammenfügen, zusammenführen

palpitating - Herzklopfen; unregelmäßig schlagen, pochen, klopfen

contraction - Verkleinerung, Kontraktion, Schrumpfung, Schrumpfen

distinguish - unterscheiden; erkennen; auszeichnen

glimmer - Schimmern; Schimmer; glimmern

liqueur - Likör

fetched - geholt; holen, einfangen, abrufen, apportieren

Marlow sat up abruptly and flung away his cheroot with force. It made a darting red trail like a toy rocket fired through the drapery of creepers. Nobody stirred.

darting - Pfeil, Satz

trail - Pfad; folgen, verfolgen, nachstellen, nacheilen

rocket - Feuerwerksrakete; Rakete, Anpfiff

creepers - Kriechtiere; Kriecher, Strampler, Strampelanzug, Kriechpflanze

'Hey, what do you think of it?'he cried with sudden animation. 'Wasn't he true to himself, wasn't he? His saved life was over for want of ground under his feet, for want of sights for his eyes, for want of voices in his ears. Annihilation-hey! And all the time it was only a clouded sky, a sea that did not break, the air that did not stir. Only a night; only a silence.

clouded sky - Wolkenhimmel

'It lasted for a while, and then they were suddenly and unanimously moved to make a noise over their escape. "I knew from the first she would go." "Not a minute too soon." "A narrow squeak, b'gosh!" He said nothing, but the breeze that had dropped came back, a gentle draught freshened steadily, and the sea joined its murmuring voice to this talkative reaction succeeding the dumb moments of awe. She was gone! She was gone! Not a doubt of it. Nobody could have helped. They repeated the same words over and over again as though they couldn't stop themselves. Never doubted she would go. The lights were gone. No mistake. The lights were gone. Couldn't expect anything else. She had to go. . . . He noticed that they talked as though they had left behind them nothing but an empty ship. They concluded she would not have been long when she once started. It seemed to cause them some sort of satisfaction. They assured each other that she couldn't have been long about it-"Just shot down like a flat-iron." The chief engineer declared that the mast-head light at the moment of sinking seemed to drop "like a lighted match you throw down." At this the second laughed hysterically. "I am g-g-glad, I am gla-a-a-d." His teeth went on "like an electric rattle," said Jim, "and all at once he began to cry. He wept and blubbered like a child, catching his breath and sobbing 'Oh dear! oh dear!

unanimously - einstimmig

squeak - quieken; Gequieke, Gequietsche, Knarren, Piepsen

murmuring - murmelnd, raunend; (murmur); Rauschen, Murmeln, Gemurmel

throw down - hinwerfen

hysterically - hysterisch

wept - geweint; weinen

blubbered - geblubbert; Speck, Blubber, Walspeck, Blubber

sobbing - Schluchzen; (sob); Huso

oh dear!'He would be quiet for a while and start suddenly, 'Oh, my poor arm! oh, my poor a-a-a-arm!'I felt I could knock him down. Some of them sat in the stern-sheets. I could just make out their shapes. Voices came to me, mumble, mumble, grunt, grunt. All this seemed very hard to bear. I was cold too. And I could do nothing. I thought that if I moved I would have to go over the side and . . ."

'His hand groped stealthily, came in contact with a liqueur-glass, and was withdrawn suddenly as if it had touched a red-hot coal. I pushed the bottle slightly. "Won't you have some more?" I asked. He looked at me angrily. "Don't you think I can tell you what there is to tell without screwing myself up?

groped - befummelt; tasten, tappen, herumtasten, begrapschen, grapschen

withdrawn - zurückgezogen; annullieren, entziehen, abziehen, ausscheiden

screwing - Vögelei (vulg.), Vögeln (vulg.); schraubend

he asked. The squad of globe-trotters had gone to bed. We were alone but for a vague white form erect in the shadow, that, being looked at, cringed forward, hesitated, backed away silently. It was getting late, but I did not hurry my guest.

squad - Kader; Gruppe

erect - aufrecht; stramm (Haltung), steif; errichten

cringed - gezuckt; erschaudern, kriechen, schaudern, sich ducken

hesitated - gezögert; zögern, zögern, stammeln

'In the midst of his forlorn state he heard his companions begin to abuse some one. "What kept you from jumping, you lunatic?" said a scolding voice. The chief engineer left the stern-sheets, and could be heard clambering forward as if with hostile intentions against "the greatest idiot that ever was." The skipper shouted with rasping effort offensive epithets from where he sat at the oar.

forlorn - verloren; verlassen; aussichtslos, hoffnungslos

Companions - Gefährten; Begleiter, Freund, Liebhaber, Kamerad, Gefährte

abuse - missbrauchen, beschimpfen; Missbrauch, Schmähung

lunatic - Verrückte; Irre

scolding - ausschimpfend, zankend, scheltend; (scold); Beißzange

hostile - feindlich, feindselig, gegnerisch, unversöhnlich, antagonistisch

idiot - Idiot, Idiotin, Narr, Närrin

epithets - Epitheta; Beiwort

He lifted his head at that uproar, and heard the name "George," while a hand in the dark struck him on the breast. "What have you got to say for yourself, you fool?" queried somebody, with a sort of virtuous fury. "They were after me," he said. "They were abusing me-abusing me . . . by the name of George."

uproar - Aufruhr

queried - abgefragt; Frage, Abfrage, in Frage stellen, abfragen

virtuous - züchtig, tugendhaft, tugendsam

'He paused to stare, tried to smile, turned his eyes away and went on. "That little second puts his head right under my nose, 'Why, it's that blasted mate!''What!'howls the skipper from the other end of the boat. 'No!'shrieks the chief. And he too stooped to look at my face."

howls - heult; Heulen

shrieks - Schreie; Kreischen

'The wind had left the boat suddenly. The rain began to fall again, and the soft, uninterrupted, a little mysterious sound with which the sea receives a shower arose on all sides in the night. "They were too taken aback to say anything more at first," he narrated steadily, "and what could I have to say to them?" He faltered for a moment, and made an effort to go on. "They called me horrible names." His voice, sinking to a whisper, now and then would leap up suddenly, hardened by the passion of scorn, as though he had been talking of secret abominations. "Never mind what they called me," he said grimly. "I could hear hate in their voices. A good thing too. They could not forgive me for being in that boat. They hated it. It made them mad. . . ." He laughed short. . . . "But it kept me from-Look! I was sitting with my arms crossed, on the gunwale! . . ." He perched himself smartly on the edge of the table and crossed his arms. . . . "Like this-see? One little tilt backwards and I would have been gone-after the others. One little tilt-the least bit-the least bit." He frowned, and tapping his forehead with the tip of his middle finger, "It was there all the time," he said impressively. "All the time-that notion. And the rain-cold, thick, cold as melted snow-colder-on my thin cotton clothes-I'll never be so cold again in my life, I know. And the sky was black too-all black. Not a star, not a light anywhere. Nothing outside that confounded boat and those two yapping before me like a couple of mean mongrels at a tree'd thief. Yap!

uninterrupted - ohne Unterbrechung; ununterbrochen

arose - entstanden ist; sich erheben, aufstehen, entstehen, auftreten

faltered - Wanken

hardened - abgehärtet; härten, verhärten, abhärten

abominations - Abscheulichkeiten; Greuel, Abscheu, Abscheulichkeit

grimly - grimmig

gunwale - Schandeckel; Dollbord

perched - hockt; Vogelstange; Barsch

smartly - klug; schlau, elegant

frowned - die Stirn gerunzelt; die Stirn runzeln

middle finger - Mittelfinger

melted - geschmolzen; Schmelze, Schmelzwasser

yapping - Japsen

mongrels - Mischlinge; Mischling, Mischlingshund

yap! 'What you doing here? You're a fine sort! Too much of a bloomin'gentleman to put your hand to it. Come out of your trance, did you? To sneak in? Did you?'Yap! yap! 'You ain't fit to live!'Yap! yap! Two of them together trying to out-bark each other. The other would bay from the stern through the rain-couldn't see him-couldn't make it out-some of his filthy jargon. Yap! yap! Bow-ow-ow-ow-ow! Yap! yap! It was sweet to hear them; it kept me alive, I tell you. It saved my life. At it they went, as if trying to drive me overboard with the noise! . . . 'I wonder you had pluck enough to jump. You ain't wanted here. If I had known who it was, I would have tipped you over-you skunk! What have you done with the other? Where did you get the pluck to jump-you coward? What's to prevent us three from firing you overboard?'. . . They were out of breath; the shower passed away upon the sea. Then nothing. There was nothing round the boat, not even a sound. Wanted to see me overboard, did they? Upon my soul! I think they would have had their wish if they had only kept quiet. Fire me overboard! Would they? 'Try,'I said. 'I would for twopence.''Too good for you,'they screeched together. It was so dark that it was only when one or the other of them moved that I was quite sure of seeing him. By heavens! I only wish they had tried."

Yap - Japsen, Kläffen, Gekläffe

skunk - Schweinehund; Saukerl, Skunk, Stinktier

Twopence - zwei Pence

screeched - gekreischt; Kreischen

'I couldn't help exclaiming, "What an extraordinary affair!"

exclaiming - ausrufen

'"Not bad-eh?" he said, as if in some sort astounded. "They pretended to think I had done away with that donkey-man for some reason or other. Why should I? And how the devil was I to know? Didn't I get somehow into that boat? into that boat-I . . ." The muscles round his lips contracted into an unconscious grimace that tore through the mask of his usual expression-something violent, short-lived and illuminating like a twist of lightning that admits the eye for an instant into the secret convolutions of a cloud. "I did. I was plainly there with them-wasn't I? Isn't it awful a man should be driven to do a thing like that-and be responsible? What did I know about their George they were howling after? I remembered I had seen him curled up on the deck. 'Murdering coward!'the chief kept on calling me. He didn't seem able to remember any other two words. I didn't care, only his noise began to worry me.

astounded - verblüfft; verblüffen, überraschen

contracted - unter Vertrag genommen; Vertrag

grimace - Grimasse; Grimassen schneiden

mask - Maske; abkleben (zum Schutz); abdecken, maskieren

convolutions - Falten; Windung, Zusammenwicklung

plainly - klar und deutlich; klar

howling - brüllen, heulen, niederschreien; (howl); Heulen, jaulen

curled - gelockt; Locke

'Shut up,'I said. At that he collected himself for a confounded screech. 'You killed him! You killed him!''No,'I shouted, 'but I will kill you directly.'I jumped up, and he fell backwards over a thwart with an awful loud thump. I don't know why. Too dark. Tried to step back I suppose. I stood still facing aft, and the wretched little second began to whine, 'You ain't going to hit a chap with a broken arm-and you call yourself a gentleman, too.'I heard a heavy tramp-one-two-and wheezy grunting. The other beast was coming at me, clattering his oar over the stern. I saw him moving, big, big-as you see a man in a mist, in a dream. 'Come on,'I cried. I would have tumbled him over like a bale of shakings. He stopped, muttered to himself, and went back. Perhaps he had heard the wind. I didn't. It was the last heavy gust we had. He went back to his oar. I was sorry. I would have tried to-to . . ."

grunting - grunzend; (grunt); Grunzer, Stöhnen, Grunzen, Hucker

clattering - klappern, poltern, Geklapper, Gepolter, Klappern

bale - bündeln; Ballen, Pack, Bündel

shakings - Erschütterungen; schüttelnd, erschütternd

'He opened and closed his curved fingers, and his hands had an eager and cruel flutter. "Steady, steady," I murmured.

curved - gekrümmt; Kurve, Kurve, Linie, Kurven, biegen, verbiegen

flutter - flattern; wedeln

'"Eh? What? I am not excited," he remonstrated, awfully hurt, and with a convulsive jerk of his elbow knocked over the cognac bottle. I started forward, scraping my chair. He bounced off the table as if a mine had been exploded behind his back, and half turned before he alighted, crouching on his feet to show me a startled pair of eyes and a face white about the nostrils. A look of intense annoyance succeeded. "Awfully sorry. How clumsy of me!" he mumbled, very vexed, while the pungent odour of spilt alcohol enveloped us suddenly with an atmosphere of a low drinking-bout in the cool, pure darkness of the night.

convulsive - krampfhaft

knocked over - umgeschlagen

cognac - Cognac, Kognak

scraping - schabend, kratzend; (scrap) schabend, kratzend

bounced - geplatzt; abprallen, hüpfen, auf und ab hüpfen, platzen, hüpfen

alighted - Ausgestiegen; landen

annoyance - Ärger, Ärgernis, Verärgerung, Verdruss

pungent - stechend, beißend, penetrant

odour - Geruch

spilt - verschüttet; verschütten, schütten

enveloped - umhüllt; verhüllen; Kuvert, Versandtasche, Hüllenkurve

drinking-bout - (drinking-bout) Saufgelage

pure - bloß, rein

The lights had been put out in the dining-hall; our candle glimmered solitary in the long gallery, and the columns had turned black from pediment to capital. On the vivid stars the high corner of the Harbour Office stood out distinct across the Esplanade, as though the sombre pile had glided nearer to see and hear.

dining-hall - (dining-hall) Speisesaal

glimmered - schimmerte; Schimmer, glimmern

pediment - Giebeldreieck, Giebelfeld, Frontispiz, Bekrönung

'He assumed an air of indifference.

assumed - angenommen; annehmen, voraussetzen, vermuten, unterstellen

'"I dare say I am less calm now than I was then. I was ready for anything. These were trifles. . . ."

'"You had a lively time of it in that boat," I remarked

lively - lebendig, munter (lebhaft), lebhaft, quirlig

'"I was ready," he repeated. "After the ship's lights had gone, anything might have happened in that boat-anything in the world-and the world no wiser. I felt this, and I was pleased. It was just dark enough too. We were like men walled up quick in a roomy grave. No concern with anything on earth.

wiser - weiser; klug, vernünftig

Nobody to pass an opinion. Nothing mattered." For the third time during this conversation he laughed harshly, but there was no one about to suspect him of being only drunk. "No fear, no law, no sounds, no eyes-not even our own, till-till sunrise at least."

harshly - harsch

'I was struck by the suggestive truth of his words. There is something peculiar in a small boat upon the wide sea. Over the lives borne from under the shadow of death there seems to fall the shadow of madness. When your ship fails you, your whole world seems to fail you; the world that made you, restrained you, took care of you. It is as if the souls of men floating on an abyss and in touch with immensity had been set free for any excess of heroism, absurdity, or abomination. Of course, as with belief, thought, love, hate, conviction, or even the visual aspect of material things, there are as many shipwrecks as there are men, and in this one there was something abject which made the isolation more complete-there was a villainy of circumstances that cut these men off more completely from the rest of mankind, whose ideal of conduct had never undergone the trial of a fiendish and appalling joke. They were exasperated with him for being a half-hearted shirker: he focussed on them his hatred of the whole thing; he would have liked to take a signal revenge for the abhorrent opportunity they had put in his way. Trust a boat on the high seas to bring out the Irrational that lurks at the bottom of every thought, sentiment, sensation, emotion. It was part of the burlesque meanness pervading that particular disaster at sea that they did not come to blows.

shipwrecks - Schiffswracks; Schiffswrack

abject - unterwürfig; verächtlich, demütig, jämmerlich, bitter (Armut)

isolation - Isolierung, Isolation

villainy - Schurkerei

circumstances - Umstände; Umstand, Umstand

undergone - durchlaufen; durchmachen

trial - Erprobung, Prozess, Versuch, Probe

fiendish - teuflisch

shirker - Drückeberger, Verpisser, Faulpelz, Faulenzer

hatred - Hass

abhorrent - verabscheuungswürdig

meanness - Gemeinheit, Fiesheit, gemeines Benehmen

pervading - durchdringend; durchziehen

It was all threats, all a terribly effective feint, a sham from beginning to end, planned by the tremendous disdain of the Dark Powers whose real terrors, always on the verge of triumph, are perpetually foiled by the steadfastness of men. I asked, after waiting for a while, "Well, what happened?" A futile question. I knew too much already to hope for the grace of a single uplifting touch, for the favour of hinted madness, of shadowed horror. "Nothing," he said. "I meant business, but they meant noise only. Nothing happened."

threats - Bedrohungen; drohen; Bedrohung, Drohung

feint - eine Finte; Finte, Verstellung

triumph - Sieg, Erfolg

foiled - vereitelt; Florett, Folie

steadfastness - Standhaftigkeit, Standfestigkeit, Unentwegtheit

futile - sinnlos, vergeblich

uplifting - erhebend, hochhebend; (uplift) erhebend, hochhebend

hinted - angedeutet; Hinweis, Tipp, Wink, Fingerzeig, Anleitung

shadowed - beschattet; Schatten, beschatten, beschatten

'And the rising sun found him just as he had jumped up first in the bows of the boat. What a persistence of readiness! He had been holding the tiller in his hand, too, all the night. They had dropped the rudder overboard while attempting to ship it, and I suppose the tiller got kicked forward somehow while they were rushing up and down that boat trying to do all sorts of things at once so as to get clear of the side. It was a long heavy piece of hard wood, and apparently he had been clutching it for six hours or so. If you don't call that being ready! Can you imagine him, silent and on his feet half the night, his face to the gusts of rain, staring at sombre forms watchful of vague movements, straining his ears to catch rare low murmurs in the stern-sheets! Firmness of courage or effort of fear? What do you think? And the endurance is undeniable too. Six hours more or less on the defensive; six hours of alert immobility while the boat drove slowly or floated arrested, according to the caprice of the wind; while the sea, calmed, slept at last; while the clouds passed above his head; while the sky from an immensity lustreless and black, diminished to a sombre and lustrous vault, scintillated with a greater brilliance, faded to the east, paled at the zenith; while the dark shapes blotting the low stars astern got outlines, relief became shoulders, heads, faces, features,-confronted him with dreary stares, had dishevelled hair, torn clothes, blinked red eyelids at the white dawn.

persistence - Beharrlichkeit; Ausdauer, Bestand, Beständigkeit

rudder - Ruder, Steuer, Steuerruder; (rud); Ruder, Steuer, Steuerruder

attempting - versuchen, Versuch, Bestreben

gusts - Böen; Windstoß, Bö

murmurs - murmelt; Rauschen

firmness - Stärke, Festigkeit

undeniable - unbestreitbar

defensive - Verteidigungs-, Abwehr-, defensiv, zurückhaltend, abwehrend

caprice - Launenhaftigkeit; Laune

lustreless - glanzlos

diminished - vermindert; vermindern, verkleinern, reduzieren, verringern

lustrous - glänzend

scintillated - gefunkelt; flackern, funkeln, szintillieren, flimmern, leuchten

brilliance - Brillanz

dreary - öde, trostlos, trüb, freudlos

dishevelled - zerzaust; in Unordnung bringen, herumschmeißen, verwirren

blinked - geblinzelt; blinzeln, lichthupen, aufblenden, blinken, morsen

dawn - dämmern; Morgendämmerung, Morgengrauen

"They looked as though they had been knocking about drunk in gutters for a week," he described graphically; and then he muttered something about the sunrise being of a kind that foretells a calm day. You know that sailor habit of referring to the weather in every connection. And on my side his few mumbled words were enough to make me see the lower limb of the sun clearing the line of the horizon, the tremble of a vast ripple running over all the visible expanse of the sea, as if the waters had shuddered, giving birth to the globe of light, while the last puff of the breeze would stir the air in a sigh of relief.

gutters - Dachrinnen; Regenrinne, Rinnstein, Gosse

graphically - graphisch

foretells - vorhersagt; vorhersagen

running over - überfahrend

expanse - Fläche, Ausdehnung, Weite

puff - pusten; Hauch

'"They sat in the stern shoulder to shoulder, with the skipper in the middle, like three dirty owls, and stared at me," I heard him say with an intention of hate that distilled a corrosive virtue into the commonplace words like a drop of powerful poison falling into a glass of water; but my thoughts dwelt upon that sunrise. I could imagine under the pellucid emptiness of the sky these four men imprisoned in the solitude of the sea, the lonely sun, regardless of the speck of life, ascending the clear curve of the heaven as if to gaze ardently from a greater height at his own splendour reflected in the still ocean.

owls - Eule, Uhu, Eulenvogel

distilled - destilliert; destillieren

corrosive - ätzend, korrosiv

emptiness - Leere, Leerheit

solitude - Einsamkeit, Alleinsein

regardless - egal; rücksichtslos; trotzdem, dennoch

ascending - aufsteigend; steigen, aufsteigen

curve - Kurve; Linie; Kurven; biegen, verbiegen

"They called out to me from aft," said Jim, "as though we had been chums together. I heard them. They were begging me to be sensible and drop that 'blooming piece of wood.'Why would I carry on so? They hadn't done me any harm-had they? There had been no harm. . . . No harm!"

chums - Kumpels; anfreunden

blooming - blühen; Blüte, Blütenpracht, Duft

harm - Schaden

'His face crimsoned as though he could not get rid of the air in his lungs.

crimsoned - verkrimt; Purpur

'"No harm!" he burst out. "I leave it to you. You can understand. Can't you? You see it-don't you? No harm! Good God! What more could they have done? Oh yes, I know very well-I jumped. Certainly. I jumped! I told you I jumped; but I tell you they were too much for any man. It was their doing as plainly as if they had reached up with a boat-hook and pulled me over. Can't you see it? You must see it. Come. Speak-straight out."

'His uneasy eyes fastened upon mine, questioned, begged, challenged, entreated. For the life of me I couldn't help murmuring, "You've been tried." "More than is fair," he caught up swiftly. "I wasn't given half a chance-with a gang like that. And now they were friendly-oh, so damnably friendly! Chums, shipmates. All in the same boat. Make the best of it. They hadn't meant anything. They didn't care a hang for George. George had gone back to his berth for something at the last moment and got caught. The man was a manifest fool. Very sad, of course. . . . Their eyes looked at me; their lips moved; they wagged their heads at the other end of the boat-three of them; they beckoned-to me. Why not?

begged - gebettelt; Männchen machen; etwas erbitten (von jemandem); bitten (um)

gang - Clique, Bande, Rotte, Gruppe; abgleichen

damnably - verdammenswert; abscheulich

shipmates - Schiffskameraden; Schiffskollege

manifest - manifest; Ladungsliste; Manifest; manifestieren

beckoned - winkte; heranwinken, herbeiwinken, winken, zuwinken, einladen

Hadn't I jumped? I said nothing. There are no words for the sort of things I wanted to say. If I had opened my lips just then I would have simply howled like an animal. I was asking myself when I would wake up. They urged me aloud to come aft and hear quietly what the skipper had to say. We were sure to be picked up before the evening-right in the track of all the Canal traffic; there was smoke to the north-west now.

Canal - Kanal, Gang

'"It gave me an awful shock to see this faint, faint blur, this low trail of brown mist through which you could see the boundary of sea and sky. I called out to them that I could hear very well where I was. The skipper started swearing, as hoarse as a crow. He wasn't going to talk at the top of his voice for my accommodation. 'Are you afraid they will hear you on shore?

blur - verschwimmen, verwischen, verschmieren, unscharf machen

boundary - Grenze; Grenzen; Rand

hoarse - heiser

crow - Krähe

I asked. He glared as if he would have liked to claw me to pieces. The chief engineer advised him to humour me. He said I wasn't right in my head yet. The other rose astern, like a thick pillar of flesh-and talked-talked. . . ."

claw - zerkratzen; Kralle, Fang (Vogelkralle), Klaue

pillar - Pfeiler, Säule

'Jim remained thoughtful. "Well?" I said. "What did I care what story they agreed to make up?" he cried recklessly. "They could tell what they jolly well liked. It was their business. I knew the story. Nothing they could make people believe could alter it for me. I let him talk, argue-talk, argue. He went on and on and on. Suddenly I felt my legs give way under me. I was sick, tired-tired to death. I let fall the tiller, turned my back on them, and sat down on the foremost thwart. I had enough. They called to me to know if I understood-wasn't it true, every word of it? It was true, by God! after their fashion. I did not turn my head. I heard them palavering together. 'The silly ass won't say anything.''Oh, he understands well enough.''Let him be; he will be all right.''What can he do?'What could I do? Weren't we all in the same boat? I tried to be deaf. The smoke had disappeared to the northward. It was a dead calm. They had a drink from the water-breaker, and I drank too. Afterwards they made a great business of spreading the boat-sail over the gunwales. Would I keep a look-out?

palavering - palavern; Palaver

silly ass - Quatschkopf , Knallkopf

northward - nordwärts

dead calm - Flaute

breaker - Unterbrecher; Zwischenbau (Diagonal); Ă–ffnerkontakt am Relais

gunwales - Dollbordwände; Dollbord

They crept under, out of my sight, thank God! I felt weary, weary, done up, as if I hadn't had one hour's sleep since the day I was born. I couldn't see the water for the glitter of the sunshine. From time to time one of them would creep out, stand up to take a look all round, and get under again. I could hear spells of snoring below the sail. Some of them could sleep. One of them at least. I couldn't! All was light, light, and the boat seemed to be falling through it. Now and then I would feel quite surprised to find myself sitting on a thwart. . . ."

done up - (do up) nachbessern

snoring - Schnarchen; (snore); schnarchen; Schnarchen

'He began to walk with measured steps to and fro before my chair, one hand in his trousers-pocket, his head bent thoughtfully, and his right arm at long intervals raised for a gesture that seemed to put out of his way an invisible intruder.

trousers-pocket - (trousers-pocket) Hosentasche

thoughtfully - nachdenklich, aufmerksam

intruder - Eindringling

'"I suppose you think I was going mad," he began in a changed tone. "And well you may, if you remember I had lost my cap. The sun crept all the way from east to west over my bare head, but that day I could not come to any harm, I suppose. The sun could not make me mad. . . ." His right arm put aside the idea of madness. . . . "Neither could it kill me. . . ." Again his arm repulsed a shadow. . . . "That rested with me."

going mad - überschnappend

repulsed - abgewehrt; zurückschlagen, abweisen

'"Did it?" I said, inexpressibly amazed at this new turn, and I looked at him with the same sort of feeling I might be fairly conceived to experience had he, after spinning round on his heel, presented an altogether new face.

conceived - erdacht; konzipieren, erdenken, ersinnen, empfangen, verstehen

spinning round - umspinnend

heel - Hinterende des Hobels, Ferse, Absatz; flitzen; Brotkanten

'"I didn't get brain fever, I did not drop dead either," he went on. "I didn't bother myself at all about the sun over my head. I was thinking as coolly as any man that ever sat thinking in the shade. That greasy beast of a skipper poked his big cropped head from under the canvas and screwed his fishy eyes up at me. 'Donnerwetter!

drop dead - plötzlich sterben

coolly - kühl; gelassen

poked - gestoßen; stoßen, stecken, stöbern

cropped - abgeschnitten; Ernte, Haarschnitt, Schnitt

screwed - verarscht; Schraube, Schraube, Schraube, Schiffsschraube

you will die,'he growled, and drew in like a turtle. I had seen him. I had heard him. He didn't interrupt me. I was thinking just then that I wouldn't."

Turtle - Schildkröte

interrupt - unterbrechen

'He tried to sound my thought with an attentive glance dropped on me in passing. "Do you mean to say you had been deliberating with yourself whether you would die?" I asked in as impenetrable a tone as I could command. He nodded without stopping. "Yes, it had come to that as I sat there alone," he said. He passed on a few steps to the imaginary end of his beat, and when he flung round to come back both his hands were thrust deep into his pockets.

He stopped short in front of my chair and looked down. "Don't you believe it?" he inquired with tense curiosity. I was moved to make a solemn declaration of my readiness to believe implicitly anything he thought fit to tell me.'

tense - angespannt; verkrampft, gespannt, nervös; spannen

implicitly - stillschweigend


'He heard me out with his head on one side, and I had another glimpse through a rent in the mist in which he moved and had his being. The dim candle spluttered within the ball of glass, and that was all I had to see him by; at his back was the dark night with the clear stars, whose distant glitter disposed in retreating planes lured the eye into the depths of a greater darkness; and yet a mysterious light seemed to show me his boyish head, as if in that moment the youth within him had, for a moment, glowed and expired. "You are an awful good sort to listen like this," he said. "It does me good. You don't know what it is to me. You don't" . . . words seemed to fail him. It was a distinct glimpse.

lured - gelockt; Lure

expired - Abgelaufen; ablaufen, erlöschen, verfallen, ausatmen

He was a youngster of the sort you like to see about you; of the sort you like to imagine yourself to have been; of the sort whose appearance claims the fellowship of these illusions you had thought gone out, extinct, cold, and which, as if rekindled at the approach of another flame, give a flutter deep, deep down somewhere, give a flutter of light . . . of heat! . . . Yes; I had a glimpse of him then . . . and it was not the last of that kind. . . . "You don't know what it is for a fellow in my position to be believed-make a clean breast of it to an elder man. It is so difficult-so awfully unfair-so hard to understand."

fellowship - Gemeinschaft, Kameradschaft

illusions - Illusionen; Illusion, Wahnvorstellung, Sinnestäuschung, Illusion

extinct - erloschen; aussterben

rekindled - neu entfacht; wiederentfachen, wiederentfachen

'The mists were closing again. I don't know how old I appeared to him-and how much wise. Not half as old as I felt just then; not half as uselessly wise as I knew myself to be. Surely in no other craft as in that of the sea do the hearts of those already launched to sink or swim go out so much to the youth on the brink, looking with shining eyes upon that glitter of the vast surface which is only a reflection of his own glances full of fire. There is such magnificent vagueness in the expectations that had driven each of us to sea, such a glorious indefiniteness, such a beautiful greed of adventures that are their own and only reward. What we get-well, we won't talk of that; but can one of us restrain a smile? In no other kind of life is the illusion more wide of reality-in no other is the beginning all illusion-the disenchantment more swift-the subjugation more complete. Hadn't we all commenced with the same desire, ended with the same knowledge, carried the memory of the same cherished glamour through the sordid days of imprecation?

uselessly - nutzlos

launched - gestartet; Markteinführung; anstoßen, starten (Rakete)

magnificent - großartig; prächtig; ausgezeichnet

expectations - Erwartungen; Erwartung, Erwartung

glorious - ruhmvoll, glorreich, herrlich, prachtvoll

indefiniteness - Unbestimmtheit

greed - Gier, Habsucht, Habgier, Raffgier; (gree); Gier, Habsucht

disenchantment - Entzauberung, Entzaubern, Desillusionierung

subjugation - Unterwerfung

commenced - begonnen; anfangen, beginnen

cherished - wertgeschätzt; hegen, wertschätzen

glamour - Glamour

What wonder that when some heavy prod gets home the bond is found to be close; that besides the fellowship of the craft there is felt the strength of a wider feeling-the feeling that binds a man to a child. He was there before me, believing that age and wisdom can find a remedy against the pain of truth, giving me a glimpse of himself as a young fellow in a scrape that is the very devil of a scrape, the sort of scrape greybeards wag at solemnly while they hide a smile. And he had been deliberating upon death-confound him! He had found that to meditate about because he thought he had saved his life, while all its glamour had gone with the ship in the night. What more natural! It was tragic enough and funny enough in all conscience to call aloud for compassion, and in what was I better than the rest of us to refuse him my pity? And even as I looked at him the mists rolled into the rent, and his voice spoke-

prod - stupsen

bond - Anleihe; Bindung, Obligation, Pfandbrief; binden

binds - bindet; binden, verbinden, konnektieren, verbinden, binden

remedy - Abhilfe; Gegenmittel; Heilmittel; beheben

greybeards - Graubärte; Graubart

wag - wackeln; wedeln; schwänzen; Wedeln; Schelm

meditate - meditieren

compassion - Mitleid, Erbarmen, Mitgefühl

'"I was so lost, you know. It was the sort of thing one does not expect to happen to one. It was not like a fight, for instance."

'"It was not," I admitted. He appeared changed, as if he had suddenly matured.

matured - ausgereift, mündig, erwachsen, reif

'"One couldn't be sure," he muttered.

'"Ah! You were not sure," I said, and was placated by the sound of a faint sigh that passed between us like the flight of a bird in the night.

placated - beschwichtigt; beschwichtigen, besänftigen, begütigen, beruhigen

'"Well, I wasn't," he said courageously. "It was something like that wretched story they made up. It was not a lie-but it wasn't truth all the same. It was something. . . . One knows a downright lie. There was not the thickness of a sheet of paper between the right and the wrong of this affair."

courageously - mutig

A downright lie - eine glatte Lüge

thickness - Dicke

'"How much more did you want?" I asked; but I think I spoke so low that he did not catch what I said. He had advanced his argument as though life had been a network of paths separated by chasms. His voice sounded reasonable.

chasms - Abgründe; Abgrund, Kluft, Spalte, Kluft

'"Suppose I had not-I mean to say, suppose I had stuck to the ship? Well. How much longer? Say a minute-half a minute. Come. In thirty seconds, as it seemed certain then, I would have been overboard; and do you think I would not have laid hold of the first thing that came in my way-oar, life-buoy, grating-anything? Wouldn't you?"

buoy - Boje, Tonne, aufbojen, flott erhalten

grating - knirschend; Gitter; (grate) knirschend; Gitter

'"And be saved," I interjected.

interjected - eingeworfen; einwerfen

'"I would have meant to be," he retorted. "And that's more than I meant when I" . . . he shivered as if about to swallow some nauseous drug . . . "jumped," he pronounced with a convulsive effort, whose stress, as if propagated by the waves of the air, made my body stir a little in the chair. He fixed me with lowering eyes. "Don't you believe me?" he cried. "I swear! . . . Confound it! You got me here to talk, and . . . You must! . . . You said you would believe." "Of course I do," I protested, in a matter-of-fact tone which produced a calming effect. "Forgive me," he said. "Of course I wouldn't have talked to you about all this if you had not been a gentleman. I ought to have known .

swallow - schlucken, verschlingen, anbeißen, einstecken

nauseous - widerlich, Übelkeit erregend, Brechreiz fördernd, ekelerregend

propagated - propagiert; verbreiten, sich vermehren

. . I am-I am-a gentleman too . . ." "Yes, yes," I said hastily. He was looking me squarely in the face, and withdrew his gaze slowly. "Now you understand why I didn't after all . . . didn't go out in that way. I wasn't going to be frightened at what I had done. And, anyhow, if I had stuck to the ship I would have done my best to be saved. Men have been known to float for hours-in the open sea-and be picked up not much the worse for it. I might have lasted it out better than many others. There's nothing the matter with my heart." He withdrew his right fist from his pocket, and the blow he struck on his chest resounded like a muffled detonation in the night.

squarely - quadratisch, rechteckig, fest, felsenfest, direkt

withdrew - zurückgezogen; annullieren, entziehen, abziehen, ausscheiden

be frightened - sich erschrecken (über)

resounded - ertönte; widerhallen

detonation - Detonation

'"No," I said. He meditated, with his legs slightly apart and his chin sunk. "A hair's-breadth," he muttered. "Not the breadth of a hair between this and that. And at the time . . ."

meditated - meditiert; meditieren

'"It is difficult to see a hair at midnight," I put in, a little viciously I fear. Don't you see what I mean by the solidarity of the craft? I was aggrieved against him, as though he had cheated me-me!-of a splendid opportunity to keep up the illusion of my beginnings, as though he had robbed our common life of the last spark of its glamour. "And so you cleared out-at once."

viciously - bösartig

solidarity - Solidarität, Unterstützung

aggrieved - geschädigt; kränken, verletzen

beginnings - Anfänge; Beginn, Anfang

robbed - ausgeraubt; rauben, berauben, Raubbau treiben, ausrauben

spark - Funken; Funke; aufkeimen lassen, entfachen

'"Jumped," he corrected me incisively. "Jumped-mind!" he repeated, and I wondered at the evident but obscure intention. "Well, yes! Perhaps I could not see then. But I had plenty of time and any amount of light in that boat. And I could think, too. Nobody would know, of course, but this did not make it any easier for me. You've got to believe that, too. I did not want all this talk. . . . No . . . Yes . . . I won't lie . . . I wanted it: it is the very thing I wanted-there. Do you think you or anybody could have made me if I . . . I am-I am not afraid to tell. And I wasn't afraid to think either. I looked it in the face.

incisively - einschneidend

I wasn't going to run away. At first-at night, if it hadn't been for those fellows I might have . . . No! by heavens! I was not going to give them that satisfaction. They had done enough. They made up a story, and believed it for all I know. But I knew the truth, and I would live it down-alone, with myself. I wasn't going to give in to such a beastly unfair thing. What did it prove after all? I was confoundedly cut up. Sick of life-to tell you the truth; but what would have been the good to shirk it-in-in-that way? That was not the way. I believe-I believe it would have-it would have ended-nothing."

beastly - bestialisch; garstig

confoundedly - verwirrt

shirk - sich drücken; drücken

'He had been walking up and down, but with the last word he turned short at me.

'"What do you believe?" he asked with violence. A pause ensued, and suddenly I felt myself overcome by a profound and hopeless fatigue, as though his voice had startled me out of a dream of wandering through empty spaces whose immensity had harassed my soul and exhausted my body.

fatigue - Müdigkeit, Ermüdung, Schlappheit, Überdruss

harassed - belästigt; belästigen, quälen, verfolgen

'". . . Would have ended nothing," he muttered over me obstinately, after a little while. "No! the proper thing was to face it out-alone for myself-wait for another chance-find out . . ."'

obstinately - hartnäckig


'All around everything was still as far as the ear could reach. The mist of his feelings shifted between us, as if disturbed by his struggles, and in the rifts of the immaterial veil he would appear to my staring eyes distinct of form and pregnant with vague appeal like a symbolic figure in a picture. The chill air of the night seemed to lie on my limbs as heavy as a slab of marble.

rifts - Risse; Riss, Spalte

immaterial - immateriell

pregnant - schwanger; bedeutungsvoll

appeal - Berufung; Revision, Wirkung, Anziehungskraft; reizen, zusagen

symbolic - symbolisch, symbolträchtig

chill - chillen; Mutlosigkeit, Frostgefühl

slab - Bramme; Schalbrett, Roheisenblock

marble - Marmor; Murmel; marmorieren

'"I see," I murmured, more to prove to myself that I could break my state of numbness than for any other reason.

numbness - Taubheit; Benommenheit

'"The Avondale picked us up just before sunset," he remarked moodily. "Steamed right straight for us. We had only to sit and wait."

'After a long interval, he said, "They told their story." And again there was that oppressive silence. "Then only I knew what it was I had made up my mind to," he added.

interval - Pause; Abstand, Zwischenraum, Intervall

'"You said nothing," I whispered.

'"What could I say?" he asked, in the same low tone. . . . "Shock slight. Stopped the ship. Ascertained the damage. Took measures to get the boats out without creating a panic. As the first boat was lowered ship went down in a squall. Sank like lead. . . . What could be more clear" . . . he hung his head . . . "and more awful?

ascertained - festzustellen; feststellen

like lead - (schwer) wie Blei

His lips quivered while he looked straight into my eyes. "I had jumped-hadn't I?" he asked, dismayed. "That's what I had to live down. The story didn't matter." . . . He clasped his hands for an instant, glanced right and left into the gloom: "It was like cheating the dead," he stammered.

dismayed - konsterniert; Furcht, Ohnmacht

'"And there were no dead," I said.

'He went away from me at this. That is the only way I can describe it. In a moment I saw his back close to the balustrade. He stood there for some time, as if admiring the purity and the peace of the night. Some flowering-shrub in the garden below spread its powerful scent through the damp air. He returned to me with hasty steps.

purity - Reinheit

shrub - Busch, Strauch, Staude

hasty - voreilig; hastig, eilig

'"And that did not matter," he said, as stubbornly as you please.

stubbornly - hartnäckige

'"Perhaps not," I admitted. I began to have a notion he was too much for me. After all, what did I know?

'"Dead or not dead, I could not get clear," he said. "I had to live; hadn't I?"

'"Well, yes-if you take it in that way," I mumbled.

'"I was glad, of course," he threw out carelessly, with his mind fixed on something else. "The exposure," he pronounced slowly, and lifted his head. "Do you know what was my first thought when I heard? I was relieved. I was relieved to learn that those shouts-did I tell you I had heard shouts? No? Well, I did. Shouts for help . . . blown along with the drizzle. Imagination, I suppose. And yet I can hardly . . . How stupid. . . . The others did not. I asked them afterwards. They all said No. No? And I was hearing them even then! I might have known-but I didn't think-I only listened.

exposure - Exposition; Kontakt, Einwirkung, Lage, Witterung, Belichtung

Very faint screams-day after day. Then that little half-caste chap here came up and spoke to me. 'The Patna . . . French gunboat . . . towed successfully to Aden . . . Investigation . . . Marine Office . . . Sailors'Home . . . arrangements made for your board and lodging!'I walked along with him, and I enjoyed the silence. So there had been no shouting. Imagination. I had to believe him. I could hear nothing any more. I wonder how long I could have stood it. It was getting worse, too . . . I mean-louder." 'He fell into thought.

towed - abgeschleppt; Werg; abschleppen, schleppen

investigation - Untersuchung

marine - See

lodging - Unterbringung; Unterkunft; (lodge); Lodge; Loge; Biberburg; feststecken

'"And I had heard nothing! Well-so be it. But the lights! The lights did go! We did not see them. They were not there. If they had been, I would have swam back-I would have gone back and shouted alongside-I would have begged them to take me on board. . . . I would have had my chance. . . . You doubt me? . . .

How do you know how I felt? . . . What right have you to doubt? . . . I very nearly did it as it was-do you understand?" His voice fell. "There was not a glimmer-not a glimmer," he protested mournfully. "Don't you understand that if there had been, you would not have seen me here? You see me-and you doubt."

mournfully - trauernd; traurig, klagend, trübsinnig

'I shook my head negatively. This question of the lights being lost sight of when the boat could not have been more than a quarter of a mile from the ship was a matter for much discussion. Jim stuck to it that there was nothing to be seen after the first shower had cleared away; and the others had affirmed the same thing to the officers of the Avondale. Of course people shook their heads and smiled. One old skipper who sat near me in court tickled my ear with his white beard to murmur, "Of course they would lie." As a matter of fact nobody lied; not even the chief engineer with his story of the mast-head light dropping like a match you throw down. Not consciously, at least. A man with his liver in such a state might very well have seen a floating spark in the corner of his eye when stealing a hurried glance over his shoulder. They had seen no light of any sort though they were well within range, and they could only explain this in one way: the ship had gone down. It was obvious and comforting. The foreseen fact coming so swiftly had justified their haste. No wonder they did not cast about for any other explanation. Yet the true one was very simple, and as soon as Brierly suggested it the court ceased to bother about the question. If you remember, the ship had been stopped, and was lying with her head on the course steered through the night, with her stern canted high and her bows brought low down in the water through the filling of the fore-compartment. Being thus out of trim, when the squall struck her a little on the quarter, she swung head to wind as sharply as though she had been at anchor. By this change in her position all her lights were in a very few moments shut off from the boat to leeward.

negatively - Negativ

cleared away - weggeräumt

tickled - gekitzelt; Kitzeln

lied - gelegt, Kunstlied, gelogen

consciously - bewusst, wissentlich

comforting - tröstlich; Behaglichkeit, Bequemlichkeit, Komfort, Trost

foreseen - vorhersehbar; vorhersehen, voraussehen

canted - gekippt; kippen, verkanten

compartment - Abteil; Postament

trim - trimmen; kürzen, nachschneiden, stutzen

leeward - nach Lee; leewärts gelegen, windabwärts gelegen

It may very well be that, had they been seen, they would have had the effect of a mute appeal-that their glimmer lost in the darkness of the cloud would have had the mysterious power of the human glance that can awaken the feelings of remorse and pity. It would have said, "I am here-still here" . . . and what more can the eye of the most forsaken of human beings say? But she turned her back on them as if in disdain of their fate: she had swung round, burdened, to glare stubbornly at the new danger of the open sea which she so strangely survived to end her days in a breaking-up yard, as if it had been her recorded fate to die obscurely under the blows of many hammers. What were the various ends their destiny provided for the pilgrims I am unable to say; but the immediate future brought, at about nine o'clock next morning, a French gunboat homeward bound from Reunion. The report of her commander was public property. He had swept a little out of his course to ascertain what was the matter with that steamer floating dangerously by the head upon a still and hazy sea. There was an ensign, union down, flying at her main gaff (the serang had the sense to make a signal of distress at daylight); but the cooks were preparing the food in the cooking-boxes forward as usual. The decks were packed as close as a sheep-pen: there were people perched all along the rails, jammed on the bridge in a solid mass; hundreds of eyes stared, and not a sound was heard when the gunboat ranged abreast, as if all that multitude of lips had been sealed by a spell.

remorse - Reue, Gewissensbisse

burdened - belastet; Refrain, Last, Möller (Hüttenwesen); belasten

open sea - Hochsee

obscurely - undeutlich

hammers - Hammer, Schlagstück

homeward - nach Hause; (homeward journey) Heimfahrt, heimwärts

Reunion - Wiedervereinigung; Treffen

dangerously - Gefährlich

ensign - Fähnrich; Fahne

gaff - Gaffel; Landungshaken

decks - Verdeck; jdm. eine knallen

sealed - versiegelt; versiegeln; Siegel, Stempel, Seehund

'The Frenchman hailed, could get no intelligible reply, and after ascertaining through his binoculars that the crowd on deck did not look plague-stricken, decided to send a boat. Two officers came on board, listened to the serang, tried to talk with the Arab, couldn't make head or tail of it: but of course the nature of the emergency was obvious enough. They were also very much struck by discovering a white man, dead and curled up peacefully on the bridge. "Fort intrigues par ce cadavre," as I was informed a long time after by an elderly French lieutenant whom I came across one afternoon in Sydney, by the merest chance, in a sort of cafe, and who remembered the affair perfectly. Indeed this affair, I may notice in passing, had an extraordinary power of defying the shortness of memories and the length of time: it seemed to live, with a sort of uncanny vitality, in the minds of men, on the tips of their tongues. I've had the questionable pleasure of meeting it often, years afterwards, thousands of miles away, emerging from the remotest possible talk, coming to the surface of the most distant allusions. Has it not turned up to-night between us? And I am the only seaman here.

intelligible - Verständlich

ascertaining - feststellen

peacefully - friedlich

fort - Festung, Fort, Stützpunkt

intrigues - Intrigen; Intrige, intrigieren, faszinieren

par - Pari

informed - informiert; benachrichtigen, mitteilen, informieren

elderly - ältere Menschen; älter, bejahrt, betagt

lieutenant - Leutnant, Leutnantin, Gehilfe, Stellvertreter

Sydney - Sydney

merest - nur, schier, bloß

defying - herausfordern, die Stirn bieten, herausfordern, trotzen

shortness - Knappheit; Kürze

uncanny - unheimlich, gruselig, seltsam, verstörend, Unheimliche

vitality - Vitalität, Lebenskraft

questionable - fragwürdig

emerging - entstehen; erscheinen, auftauchen, herauskommen, davonkommen

allusions - Anspielungen; Anspielung, Allusion

I am the only one to whom it is a memory. And yet it has made its way out! But if two men who, unknown to each other, knew of this affair met accidentally on any spot of this earth, the thing would pop up between them as sure as fate, before they parted. I had never seen that Frenchman before, and at the end of an hour we had done with each other for life: he did not seem particularly talkative either; he was a quiet, massive chap in a creased uniform, sitting drowsily over a tumbler half full of some dark liquid. His shoulder-straps were a bit tarnished, his clean-shaved cheeks were large and sallow; he looked like a man who would be given to taking snuff-don't you know? I won't say he did; but the habit would have fitted that kind of man. It all began by his handing me a number of Home News, which I didn't want, across the marble table. I said "Merci." We exchanged a few apparently innocent remarks, and suddenly, before I knew how it had come about, we were in the midst of it, and he was telling me how much they had been "intrigued by that corpse." It turned out he had been one of the boarding officers.

massive - massiv

creased - zerknittert; Falte, Bügelfalte

tumbler - Trinkglas, Tumbler, Glasbecher, Tümmler

shoulder-straps - (shoulder-straps) Schulterstücke

tarnished - befleckt; Anlaufen, Mattieren, Beschlagen, anlaufen

snuff - schnüffeln, schnuppern; Butzen, schnupfen, Schnupftabak

remarks - Bemerkungen; bemerken; Anmerkung, Bemerkung

intrigued - neugierig; Intrige, intrigieren, faszinieren

'In the establishment where we sat one could get a variety of foreign drinks which were kept for the visiting naval officers, and he took a sip of the dark medical-looking stuff, which probably was nothing more nasty than cassis a l'eau, and glancing with one eye into the tumbler, shook his head slightly. "Impossible de comprendre-vous concevez," he said, with a curious mixture of unconcern and thoughtfulness. I could very easily conceive how impossible it had been for them to understand. Nobody in the gunboat knew enough English to get hold of the story as told by the serang. There was a good deal of noise, too, round the two officers. "They crowded upon us. There was a circle round that dead man (autour de ce mort)," he described. "One had to attend to the most pressing. These people were beginning to agitate themselves-Parbleu! A mob like that-don't you see?" he interjected with philosophic indulgence. As to the bulkhead, he had advised his commander that the safest thing was to leave it alone, it was so villainous to look at. They got two hawsers on board promptly (en toute hale) and took the Patna in tow-stern foremost at that-which, under the circumstances, was not so foolish, since the rudder was too much out of the water to be of any great use for steering, and this manoeuvre eased the strain on the bulkhead, whose state, he expounded with stolid glibness, demanded the greatest care (exigeait les plus grands menagements). I could not help thinking that my new acquaintance must have had a voice in most of these arrangements: he looked a reliable officer, no longer very active, and he was seamanlike too, in a way, though as he sat there, with his thick fingers clasped lightly on his stomach, he reminded you of one of those snuffy, quiet village priests, into whose ears are poured the sins, the sufferings, the remorse of peasant generations, on whose faces the placid and simple expression is like a veil thrown over the mystery of pain and distress. He ought to have had a threadbare black soutane buttoned smoothly up to his ample chin, instead of a frock-coat with shoulder-straps and brass buttons. His broad bosom heaved regularly while he went on telling me that it had been the very devil of a job, as doubtless (sans doute) I could figure to myself in my quality of a seaman (en votre qualite de marin).

establishment - Einrichtung; Verankerung (von Rechten), Feststellung

naval - Flotten.., von der Marine, Marine.., See..

sip - Schluck; Schlückchen; nippen

eau - Wasser

unconcern - Unbekümmertheit, Sorglosigkeit

agitate - aufwühlen, aufrühren, schütteln

philosophic - philosophisch

indulgence - Ablasshandel; Nachgiebigkeit, Nachsicht, Milde, Nachsichtigkeit

villainous - schurkisch

hawsers - Trossen; Trosse, Tau

promptly - unverzüglich; bereit

hale - gesund, rüstig

tow - Werg; abschleppen, schleppen

manoeuvre - manövrieren; Manöver

eased - gelockert; EAS

strain - Belastung; Spannung, starke Inanspruchnahme, Zug; anstrengen

expounded - dargelegt; erläutern, erklären, darlegen, verbreiten

glibness - Glattheit; Gewandtheit

plus - plus; positiv

grands - Enkel

seamanlike - seemännisch

snuffy - verschnupft

sins - Sünden; Sünde, sündigen; eine Sünde begehen

sufferings - leidend, Leiden

peasant - arm

thrown over - übergeworfen

threadbare - fadenscheinig

soutane - Soutane, Sutane

frock-coat - (frock-coat) Bratenrock

straps - Riemen, Streichriemen, Achselklappe, Schulterklappe

bosom - Busen, Brust, der Busenfreund (bosom buddy)

heaved - geworfen; heben, hieven, werfen, wuchten, schleudern

doubtless - zweifelsfrei, zweifellos

sans - Speichernetzwerk

At the end of the period he inclined his body slightly towards me, and, pursing his shaved lips, allowed the air to escape with a gentle hiss. "Luckily," he continued, "the sea was level like this table, and there was no more wind than there is here." . . . The place struck me as indeed intolerably stuffy, and very hot; my face burned as though I had been young enough to be embarrassed and blushing. They had directed their course, he pursued, to the nearest English port "naturellement," where their responsibility ceased, "Dieu merci." . . . He blew out his flat cheeks a little. . . . "Because, mind you (notez bien), all the time of towing we had two quartermasters stationed with axes by the hawsers, to cut us clear of our tow in case she . . ." He fluttered downwards his heavy eyelids, making his meaning as plain as possible. . . . "What would you! One does what one can (on fait ce qu'on peut)," and for a moment he managed to invest his ponderous immobility with an air of resignation. "Two quartermasters-thirty hours-always there. Two!" he repeated, lifting up his right hand a little, and exhibiting two fingers. This was absolutely the first gesture I saw him make. It gave me the opportunity to "note" a starred scar on the back of his hand-effect of a gunshot clearly; and, as if my sight had been made more acute by this discovery, I perceived also the seam of an old wound, beginning a little below the temple and going out of sight under the short grey hair at the side of his head-the graze of a spear or the cut of a sabre. He clasped his hands on his stomach again. "I remained on board that-that-my memory is going (s'en va). Ah! Patt-na. C'est bien ca. Patt-na. Merci. It is droll how one forgets. I stayed on that ship thirty hours. . . ."

pursing - Verfolgung; Geldbörse, Geldbeutel, Börse, Beutel, Portemonnaie

luckily - glücklicherweise, auf glückliche Weise, mit Glück, zum Glück

ce - n. Chr. (''nach Christus; nach Christo''); n. Chr. Geb

stuffy - stickig, verstopfte

blushing - errötend; (blush) errötend

towing - Abschleppen; treidelnd

axes - Äxte; mit der Axt niederschlagen

scar - Narbe

gunshot - Ein Schuss; Schuss

more acute - akutere

seam - Naht; säumen, schrammen, zerschrammen

graze - grasen; Kratzen, Schrammen, Schaben, Schleifen

spear - Speer, Lanze (Wurflanze); aufspießen, spießen, durchbohren

sabre - Säbel

'"You did!" I exclaimed. Still gazing at his hands, he pursed his lips a little, but this time made no hissing sound. "It was judged proper," he said, lifting his eyebrows dispassionately, "that one of the officers should remain to keep an eye open (pour ouvrir l'oeil)" . . . he sighed idly . . . "and for communicating by signals with the towing ship-do you see?-and so on. For the rest, it was my opinion too. We made our boats ready to drop over-and I also on that ship took measures.

pursed - geschnürt; Geldbörse, Geldbeutel, Börse, Beutel, Portemonnaie

eyebrows - Augenbrauen; Braue, Augenbraue

. . . Enfin! One has done one's possible. It was a delicate position. Thirty hours! They prepared me some food. As for the wine-go and whistle for it-not a drop." In some extraordinary way, without any marked change in his inert attitude and in the placid expression of his face, he managed to convey the idea of profound disgust. "I-you know-when it comes to eating without my glass of wine-I am nowhere."

whistle - Pfeife, Trillerpfeife, Flöte, Pfeifen, Pfiff

inert - träge; inaktiv

disgust - Abscheu; ekeln; Ekel

'I was afraid he would enlarge upon the grievance, for though he didn't stir a limb or twitch a feature, he made one aware how much he was irritated by the recollection. But he seemed to forget all about it. They delivered their charge to the "port authorities," as he expressed it. He was struck by the calmness with which it had been received. "One might have thought they had such a droll find (drole de trouvaille) brought them every day. You are extraordinary-you others," he commented, with his back propped against the wall, and looking himself as incapable of an emotional display as a sack of meal. There happened to be a man-of-war and an Indian Marine steamer in the harbour at the time, and he did not conceal his admiration of the efficient manner in which the boats of these two ships cleared the Patna of her passengers. Indeed his torpid demeanour concealed nothing: it had that mysterious, almost miraculous, power of producing striking effects by means impossible of detection which is the last word of the highest art. "Twenty-five minutes-watch in hand-twenty-five, no more.

enlarge - vergrößern

grievance - Kummer; Ärgernis, Missstand, Übelstand

twitch - zucken; zupfen

irritated by - irritiert von

calmness - Ruhe, Gelassenheit, Gemütsruhe

sack - Sack; plündern, entlassen

Indian - indisch, indianisch, Inder, Inderin, Indianer, Indianerin

admiration - Bewunderung

efficient - effizient

striking - auffällig; (strike); streichen; schlagen; prägen; streiken; scheinen; die Fahne streichen; Strike; Streik; Schlag

detection - Erkennung; Detektion

. . . He unclasped and clasped again his fingers without removing his hands from his stomach, and made it infinitely more effective than if he had thrown up his arms to heaven in amazement. . . . "All that lot (tout ce monde) on shore-with their little affairs-nobody left but a guard of seamen (marins de l'Etat) and that interesting corpse (cet interessant cadavre). Twenty-five minutes." . . . With downcast eyes and his head tilted slightly on one side he seemed to roll knowingly on his tongue the savour of a smart bit of work. He persuaded one without any further demonstration that his approval was eminently worth having, and resuming his hardly interrupted immobility, he went on to inform me that, being under orders to make the best of their way to Toulon, they left in two hours'time, "so that (de sorte que) there are many things in this incident of my life (dans cet episode de ma vie) which have remained obscure."'

unclasped - ungeschnallt; aufmachen, loslassen

amazement - Erstaunen; Staunen, Verwunderung

tout - werben, aufdringlich ankündigen

affairs - Angelegenheiten; Angelegenheit, Angelegenheit, Scharmützel

marins - Marinen

tilted - gekippt; Schärfedehnung, Höchstleistung

demonstration - Demonstration, Vorführung, Kundgebung

eminently - eminent

resuming - wieder aufnehmen; weiter; Lebenslauf; fortsetzen

inform - benachrichtigen, mitteilen, informieren

dans - Dan

vie - wetteifern, konkurrieren


'After these words, and without a change of attitude, he, so to speak, submitted himself passively to a state of silence. I kept him company; and suddenly, but not abruptly, as if the appointed time had arrived for his moderate and husky voice to come out of his immobility, he pronounced, "Mon Dieu! how the time passes!" Nothing could have been more commonplace than this remark; but its utterance coincided for me with a moment of vision. It's extraordinary how we go through life with eyes half shut, with dull ears, with dormant thoughts. Perhaps it's just as well; and it may be that it is this very dullness that makes life to the incalculable majority so supportable and so welcome. Nevertheless, there can be but few of us who had never known one of these rare moments of awakening when we see, hear, understand ever so much-everything-in a flash-before we fall back again into our agreeable somnolence. I raised my eyes when he spoke, and I saw him as though I had never seen him before. I saw his chin sunk on his breast, the clumsy folds of his coat, his clasped hands, his motionless pose, so curiously suggestive of his having been simply left there. Time had passed indeed: it had overtaken him and gone ahead. It had left him hopelessly behind with a few poor gifts: the iron-grey hair, the heavy fatigue of the tanned face, two scars, a pair of tarnished shoulder-straps; one of those steady, reliable men who are the raw material of great reputations, one of those uncounted lives that are buried without drums and trumpets under the foundations of monumental successes.

submitted - vorgelegt; sich fügen, vorlegen, einreichen, unterwerfen

passively - passiv

appointed - ernannt; bestimmen, festlegen, ausstatten, ausrüsten, festlegen

moderate - moderat, mäßig, gemäßigt, mittelmäßig, moderieren

husky - Schlittenhund, kräftig

coincided - zusammenfielen; zusammenfallen, zusammenfallen, übereinstimmen

dormant - schlafend, inaktiv

incalculable - unberechenbar

supportable - unterstützbar

awakening - Erwachen; (awaken); aufwecken, aufwachen, erwachen, wach werden

agreeable - angenehm; verträglich, liebenswürdig, gefällig

somnolence - Somnolenz, Schläfrigkeit

overtaken - überholt; überholen, aufholen, überholen

gone ahead - (go ahead) na los, mach schon

tanned - gebräunt; gerben

scars - Narben; Narbe

reputations - Ansehen

uncounted - ungezählt

trumpets - Trompeten; Trompete

foundations - Stiftungen; Gründung, Grundlage, Fundament

"I am now third lieutenant of the Victorieuse" (she was the flagship of the French Pacific squadron at the time), he said, detaching his shoulders from the wall a couple of inches to introduce himself. I bowed slightly on my side of the table, and told him I commanded a merchant vessel at present anchored in Rushcutters'Bay. He had "remarked" her,-a pretty little craft. He was very civil about it in his impassive way. I even fancy he went the length of tilting his head in compliment as he repeated, breathing visibly the while, "Ah, yes. A little craft painted black-very pretty-very pretty (tres coquet)." After a time he twisted his body slowly to face the glass door on our right. "A dull town (triste ville)," he observed, staring into the street. It was a brilliant day; a southerly buster was raging, and we could see the passers-by, men and women, buffeted by the wind on the sidewalks, the sunlit fronts of the houses across the road blurred by the tall whirls of dust. "I descended on shore," he said, "to stretch my legs a little, but . . ." He didn't finish, and sank into the depths of his repose. "Pray-tell me," he began, coming up ponderously, "what was there at the bottom of this affair-precisely (au juste)? It is curious. That dead man, for instance-and so on."

flagship - Flaggschiff

squadron - Schwadron; Geschwader; Staffel

detaching - entfernen, ablösen, lösen, loslösen, abtrennen, herausnehmen

merchant vessel - Kauffahrer

anchored - verankert; Anker

impassive - teilnahmslos

tilting - kippend; (tilt) kippend

compliment - Kompliment, Lob, Anerkennung, Achtungsbezeugung

visibly - sichtbar

coquet - kokettieren

twisted - verdreht; Zwirn, Biegung, Wendung, Twist, verziehen, drehen

triste - trist

southerly - südlich

buster - Brecher, Aufbrecher, Knacker, Zersprenger

raging - wütend; Wut, Zorn, Raserei, Rage, wüten, rasen, toben, toben

passers - Passanten; Passer

buffeted - geschlagen; Puff, Buffet, Schlag; hin und herwerfen

sidewalks - Bürgersteige; Bürgersteig, Gehweg, Gehsteig, Trottoir

sunlit - sonnenbeschienen; sonnenbestrahlt

whirls - wirbelt; wirbeln, wirbeln, lschnell, Wirbeln

precisely - genau; präzise

au - Gold

juste - gerecht

'"There were living men too," I said; "much more curious."

more curious - neugierigere

'"No doubt, no doubt," he agreed half audibly, then, as if after mature consideration, murmured, "Evidently." I made no difficulty in communicating to him what had interested me most in this affair. It seemed as though he had a right to know: hadn't he spent thirty hours on board the Patna-had he not taken the succession, so to speak, had he not done "his possible"? He listened to me, looking more priest-like than ever, and with what-probably on account of his downcast eyes-had the appearance of devout concentration.

mature - ausgereift, mündig, erwachsen, reif

devout - tiefgläubig, andächtig, strenggläubig

concentration - Konzentration

Once or twice he elevated his eyebrows (but without raising his eyelids), as one would say "The devil!" Once he calmly exclaimed, "Ah, bah!" under his breath, and when I had finished he pursed his lips in a deliberate way and emitted a sort of sorrowful whistle.

sorrowful - Traurig

'In any one else it might have been an evidence of boredom, a sign of indifference; but he, in his occult way, managed to make his immobility appear profoundly responsive, and as full of valuable thoughts as an egg is of meat. What he said at last was nothing more than a "Very interesting," pronounced politely, and not much above a whisper. Before I got over my disappointment he added, but as if speaking to himself, "That's it. That is it." His chin seemed to sink lower on his breast, his body to weigh heavier on his seat.

occult - okkult; Okkult, Okkultismus

responsive - ansprechbar

politely - höflich

I was about to ask him what he meant, when a sort of preparatory tremor passed over his whole person, as a faint ripple may be seen upon stagnant water even before the wind is felt. "And so that poor young man ran away along with the others," he said, with grave tranquillity.

preparatory - vorbereitend

tremor - Zittern; Tremor; Beben

tranquillity - Gelassenheit; Ruhe, Stille

'I don't know what made me smile: it is the only genuine smile of mine I can remember in connection with Jim's affair. But somehow this simple statement of the matter sounded funny in French. . . . "S'est enfui avec les autres," had said the lieutenant. And suddenly I began to admire the discrimination of the man. He had made out the point at once: he did get hold of the only thing I cared about. I felt as though I were taking professional opinion on the case.

autres - andere

discrimination - Diskriminierung, Unterscheidung, Schlechterstellung

His imperturbable and mature calmness was that of an expert in possession of the facts, and to whom one's perplexities are mere child's-play. "Ah! The young, the young," he said indulgently. "And after all, one does not die of it." "Die of what?" I asked swiftly. "Of being afraid." He elucidated his meaning and sipped his drink.

imperturbable - unerschütterlich

perplexities - Verwirrungen; Perplexität

indulgently - Nachsichtig

elucidated - erhellt; erläutern, verdeutlichen, erklären

sipped - genippt; Schlückchen

'I perceived that the three last fingers of his wounded hand were stiff and could not move independently of each other, so that he took up his tumbler with an ungainly clutch. "One is always afraid. One may talk, but . . ." He put down the glass awkwardly. . . . "The fear, the fear-look you-it is always there." . . . He touched his breast near a brass button, on the very spot where Jim had given a thump to his own when protesting that there was nothing the matter with his heart. I suppose I made some sign of dissent, because he insisted, "Yes! yes! One talks, one talks; this is all very fine; but at the end of the reckoning one is no cleverer than the next man-and no more brave. Brave! This is always to be seen. I have rolled my hump (roule ma bosse)," he said, using the slang expression with imperturbable seriousness, "in all parts of the world; I have known brave men-famous ones! Allez!" . . . He drank carelessly. . . . "Brave-you conceive-in the Service-one has got to be-the trade demands it (le metier veut ca). Is it not so?" he appealed to me reasonably. "Eh bien! Each of them-I say each of them, if he were an honest man-bien entendu-would confess that there is a point-there is a point-for the best of us-there is somewhere a point when you let go everything (vous lachez tout).

wounded - verwundet; anschießen, verwunden

independently - unabhängig

ungainly - unbeholfen

awkwardly - unbeholfen, ungeschickt, umständlich, tapsig

hump - Hügel; Buckel; Höcker; bumsen

insisted - darauf bestanden; auf , bestehen

reckoning - Rechenschaft ablegen; Abrechnung; (reckon) Rechenschaft ablegen; Abrechnung

slang - Jargon, Slang, saloppe Umgangssprache

ca - US-Bundesstaat; ca. circa, ungefähr, etwa

demands - Forderungen; Nachfrage, Bedarf, Nachfrage, Anspruch, verlangen

reasonably - vernünftig

confess - gestehen, bekennen, verraten, beichten

And you have got to live with that truth-do you see? Given a certain combination of circumstances, fear is sure to come. Abominable funk (un trac epouvantable). And even for those who do not believe this truth there is fear all the same-the fear of themselves. Absolutely so. Trust me. Yes. Yes. . . . At my age one knows what one is talking about-que diable!" . . . He had delivered himself of all this as immovably as though he had been the mouthpiece of abstract wisdom, but at this point he heightened the effect of detachment by beginning to twirl his thumbs slowly. "It's evident-parbleu!" he continued; "for, make up your mind as much as you like, even a simple headache or a fit of indigestion (un derangement d'estomac) is enough to . . . Take me, for instance-I have made my proofs. Eh bien! I, who am speaking to you, once . . ."

combination - Kombinieren; Kombination, Kombinierte, Kombinat, Vereinigung

un - VN, UN, UNO

immovably - unbeweglich

mouthpiece - Sprechmuschel, Sprechkapsel, Mundstück, Sprachrohr

heightened - verschärft; erhöhen, vergrößern

detachment - Abtrennung; Militäreinheit, Trennung, Abteilung

twirl - Pirouette, Drehschwung, einen Wirbel vollführen, herumwirbeln

thumbs - Daumen, durchblättern

indigestion - Verdauungsstörungen; Verdauungsstörung

derangement - Geistesgestörtheit; Störung

proofs - Beweise; Beweis, Beweis, polierte Platte, aufgehen lassen

'He drained his glass and returned to his twirling. "No, no; one does not die of it," he pronounced finally, and when I found he did not mean to proceed with the personal anecdote, I was extremely disappointed; the more so as it was not the sort of story, you know, one could very well press him for. I sat silent, and he too, as if nothing could please him better. Even his thumbs were still now.

drained - entwässert; Abfluss, entwässern, abfließen lassen, ablassen

twirling - Pirouette, Drehschwung, einen Wirbel vollführen, herumwirbeln

proceed - fortfahren; vorgehen

anecdote - Anekdote

Suddenly his lips began to move. "That is so," he resumed placidly. "Man is born a coward (L'homme est ne poltron). It is a difficulty-parbleu! It would be too easy other vise. But habit-habit-necessity-do you see?-the eye of others-voila. One puts up with it. And then the example of others who are no better than yourself, and yet make good countenance. . . ."

resumed - wiederaufgenommen; weiter; Lebenslauf; fortsetzen

placidly - sanften, friedlichen, sanft

ne - NO Nordost(en)

vise - Schraubstock

'His voice ceased.

'"That young man-you will observe-had none of these inducements-at least at the moment," I remarked.

observe - beobachten; beachten, halten, bemerken

inducements - Anreize; Veranlassung

'He raised his eyebrows forgivingly: "I don't say; I don't say. The young man in question might have had the best dispositions-the best dispositions," he repeated, wheezing a little.

forgivingly - versöhnlich

dispositions - Veranlagungen; Neigung, Gesinnung, Hang, Veranlagung

wheezing - (wheeze) keuchen, schnaufen; (wheeze); keuchen, röcheln

'"I am glad to see you taking a lenient view," I said. "His own feeling in the matter was-ah!-hopeful, and . . ."

lenient - nachsichtig

hopeful - hoffnungsvoll

'The shuffle of his feet under the table interrupted me. He drew up his heavy eyelids. Drew up, I say-no other expression can describe the steady deliberation of the act-and at last was disclosed completely to me. I was confronted by two narrow grey circlets, like two tiny steel rings around the profound blackness of the pupils. The sharp glance, coming from that massive body, gave a notion of extreme efficiency, like a razor-edge on a battle-axe. "Pardon," he said punctiliously. His right hand went up, and he swayed forward. "Allow me . . . I contended that one may get on knowing very well that one's courage does not come of itself (ne vient pas tout seul).

deliberation - Überlegungen; Abwägung

circlets - Kreisen; Ring

pupils - Schulkind, Pupille, Schüler

efficiency - Effizienz; Einzimmerwohnung, Einraumwohnung

razor - Rasiermesser, Rasierapparat, Rasierer

axe - Axt, Beil

punctiliously - peinlich genau

contended - bestritten; streiten, sich auseinandersetzen, ringen mit

pas - Schritt; (PA) Schritt

There's nothing much in that to get upset about. One truth the more ought not to make life impossible. . . . But the honour-the honour, monsieur! . . . The honour . . . that is real-that is! And what life may be worth when" . . . he got on his feet with a ponderous impetuosity, as a startled ox might scramble up from the grass . . . "when the honour is gone-ah ca! par exemple-I can offer no opinion. I can offer no opinion-because-monsieur-I know nothing of it."

ox - Ochse, Rind

exemple - Beispiel

'I had risen too, and, trying to throw infinite politeness into our attitudes, we faced each other mutely, like two china dogs on a mantelpiece. Hang the fellow! he had pricked the bubble. The blight of futility that lies in wait for men's speeches had fallen upon our conversation, and made it a thing of empty sounds. "Very well," I said, with a disconcerted smile; "but couldn't it reduce itself to not being found out?" He made as if to retort readily, but when he spoke he had changed his mind. "This, monsieur, is too fine for me-much above me-I don't think about it." He bowed heavily over his cap, which he held before him by the peak, between the thumb and the forefinger of his wounded hand.

politeness - Höflichkeit

mutely - stumm

mantelpiece - Kaminsims

futility - Sinnlosigkeit, Vergeblichkeit

disconcerted - beunruhigt; verwirren, stören, vereiteln, beunruhigen, de

retort - Retorte; erwidern (scharf)

readily - bereitwillig

Peak - Höchststand; Höchstwert, Pik (Berg), Spitze

forefinger - Zeigefinger

I bowed too. We bowed together: we scraped our feet at each other with much ceremony, while a dirty specimen of a waiter looked on critically, as though he had paid for the performance. "Serviteur," said the Frenchman. Another scrape. "Monsieur" . . . "Monsieur." . . . The glass door swung behind his burly back. I saw the southerly buster get hold of him and drive him down wind with his hand to his head, his shoulders braced, and the tails of his coat blown hard against his legs.

scraped - gekratzt; abkratzen, kratzen, schaben, scharren, schrammen

specimen - Exemplar, Muster, Spezimen, Probe

critically - kritisch

braced - verstrebt; Klafter

'I sat down again alone and discouraged-discouraged about Jim's case. If you wonder that after more than three years it had preserved its actuality, you must know that I had seen him only very lately. I had come straight from Samarang, where I had loaded a cargo for Sydney: an utterly uninteresting bit of business,-what Charley here would call one of my rational transactions,-and in Samarang I had seen something of Jim. He was then working for De Jongh, on my recommendation. Water-clerk. "My representative afloat," as De Jongh called him. You can't imagine a mode of life more barren of consolation, less capable of being invested with a spark of glamour-unless it be the business of an insurance canvasser. Little Bob Stanton-Charley here knew him well-had gone through that experience. The same who got drowned afterwards trying to save a lady's-maid in the Sephora disaster. A case of collision on a hazy morning off the Spanish coast-you may remember. All the passengers had been packed tidily into the boats and shoved clear of the ship, when Bob sheered alongside again and scrambled back on deck to fetch that girl. How she had been left behind I can't make out; anyhow, she had gone completely crazy-wouldn't leave the ship-held to the rail like grim death. The wrestling-match could be seen plainly from the boats; but poor Bob was the shortest chief mate in the merchant service, and the woman stood five feet ten in her shoes and was as strong as a horse, I've been told. So it went on, pull devil, pull baker, the wretched girl screaming all the time, and Bob letting out a yell now and then to warn his boat to keep well clear of the ship. One of the hands told me, hiding a smile at the recollection, "It was for all the world, sir, like a naughty youngster fighting with his mother." The same old chap said that "At the last we could see that Mr. Stanton had given up hauling at the gal, and just stood by looking at her, watchful like. We thought afterwards he must've been reckoning that, maybe, the rush of water would tear her away from the rail by-and-by and give him a show to save her.

actuality - Aktualität, Wirklichkeit

lately - in letzter Zeit; neulich, kürzlich, letztlich

rational - vernünftig

transactions - Transaktionen; Geschäftsabwicklung, Geschäftsdurchführung

representative - repräsentativ; Repräsentant, Repräsentantin, Vertreter

mode - Betriebsart, Betrieb, Modus, Art

consolation - Trost; Trostpreis

insurance - Versicherung

canvasser - Akquisiteur; Wahlhelfer, Stimmenwerber

Bob - Troddel; tanzen (Boot); Bob (Frisur)

maid - Dienstmädchen; Mädchen; Stubenmädchen

Spanish - spanisch; Spanisch; Spanier

tidily - aufgeräumt; ordentliche, ordentlich

sheered - geschert; scheren, ausreißen, gieren; rein, blank

fetch - holen, einfangen, abrufen, apportieren

wrestling - Ringkampf, Ringen; (wrestle); ringen

Baker - Bäcker, Bäckerin

screaming - Schrei, schreien

naughty - unanständig; ungezogen, unartig, ungehorsam, dreist

hauling - ziehen, schleppen, transportieren, befödern

gal - Mädchen; Wach auf!; Mädel

We daren't come alongside for our life; and after a bit the old ship went down all on a sudden with a lurch to starboard-plop. The suck in was something awful. We never saw anything alive or dead come up." Poor Bob's spell of shore-life had been one of the complications of a love affair, I believe. He fondly hoped he had done with the sea for ever, and made sure he had got hold of all the bliss on earth, but it came to canvassing in the end. Some cousin of his in Liverpool put up to it. He used to tell us his experiences in that line. He made us laugh till we cried, and, not altogether displeased at the effect, undersized and bearded to the waist like a gnome, he would tiptoe amongst us and say, "It's all very well for you beggars to laugh, but my immortal soul was shrivelled down to the size of a parched pea after a week of that work." I don't know how Jim's soul accommodated itself to the new conditions of his life-I was kept too busy in getting him something to do that would keep body and soul together-but I am pretty certain his adventurous fancy was suffering all the pangs of starvation. It had certainly nothing to feed upon in this new calling. It was distressing to see him at it, though he tackled it with a stubborn serenity for which I must give him full credit. I kept my eye on his shabby plodding with a sort of notion that it was a punishment for the heroics of his fancy-an expiation for his craving after more glamour than he could carry. He had loved too well to imagine himself a glorious racehorse, and now he was condemned to toil without honour like a costermonger's donkey. He did it very well. He shut himself in, put his head down, said never a word. Very well; very well indeed-except for certain fantastic and violent outbreaks, on the deplorable occasions when the irrepressible Patna case cropped up. Unfortunately that scandal of the Eastern seas would not die out. And this is the reason why I could never feel I had done with Jim for good.

lurch - torkeln, taumeln

plop - ploppen; plumpsen

suck in - ansaugen

complications - Komplikationen; Komplikation, Komplikation, Komplikation

fondly - lieb, liebevoll, zärtlich, verliebt

bliss - Glückseligkeit, Glück

canvassing - Akquise; Wahlstimmenprüfung; prüfen

Liverpool - Liverpool, Liverpool

displeased - unzufrieden; missfallen

undersized - unterdimensioniert

bearded - bärtig; Bart, Alibifreundin

waist - Taille; Rumpf

gnome - Gnom

tiptoe - auf Zehenspitzen gehen; Zehenspitze; auf den Zehenspitzen gehen

immortal - unsterblich; unvergesslich

shrivelled - geschrumpft; schrumpeln, verschrumpeln

pea - Erbsen; Erbse

accommodated - untergebracht; machen, endigen, in Übereinstimmung bringen

pangs - Schmerzen; Stechen, Schmerz

starvation - Verhungern, Hunger

distressing - beunruhigend; Kummer, Bedrängnis, Drangsal, Bekümmerung, Not

tackled - in Angriff genommen; Angel, Tackling

shabby - schäbig

plodding - tapsig; arbeitsam, tapsend, schuftend; (plod) tapsig; arbeitsam

heroics - Heldentaten; heldenhaft, heroisch

expiation - Sühne, Entsühnung

craving - Sehnsucht (nach); flehend, heftiges Verlangen; (crave); sehnen

racehorse - Rennpferd

costermonger - Gemüsehändler; Straßenhändler

outbreaks - Ausbrüche; Ausbruch, Auftreten

irrepressible - unbändig

die out - aussterben

'I sat thinking of him after the French lieutenant had left, not, however, in connection with De Jongh's cool and gloomy backshop, where we had hurriedly shaken hands not very long ago, but as I had seen him years before in the last flickers of the candle, alone with me in the long gallery of the Malabar House, with the chill and the darkness of the night at his back. The respectable sword of his country's law was suspended over his head. To-morrow-or was it to-day? (midnight had slipped by long before we parted)-the marble-faced police magistrate, after distributing fines and terms of imprisonment in the assault-and-battery case, would take up the awful weapon and smite his bowed neck. Our communion in the night was uncommonly like a last vigil with a condemned man. He was guilty too. He was guilty-as I had told myself repeatedly, guilty and done for; nevertheless, I wished to spare him the mere detail of a formal execution. I don't pretend to explain the reasons of my desire-I don't think I could; but if you haven't got a sort of notion by this time, then I must have been very obscure in my narrative, or you too sleepy to seize upon the sense of my words. I don't defend my morality. There was no morality in the impulse which induced me to lay before him Brierly's plan of evasion-I may call it-in all its primitive simplicity. There were the rupees-absolutely ready in my pocket and very much at his service. Oh! a loan; a loan of course-and if an introduction to a man (in Rangoon) who could put some work in his way . . . Why! with the greatest pleasure. I had pen, ink, and paper in my room on the first floor And even while I was speaking I was impatient to begin the letter-day, month, year, 2.30 A.M. . . . for the sake of our old friendship I ask you to put some work in the way of Mr. James So-and-so, in whom, &c., &c. . . . I was even ready to write in that strain about him. If he had not enlisted my sympathies he had done better for himself-he had gone to the very fount and origin of that sentiment he had reached the secret sensibility of my egoism. I am concealing nothing from you, because were I to do so my action would appear more unintelligible than any man's action has the right to be, and-in the second place-to-morrow you will forget my sincerity along with the other lessons of the past. In this transaction, to speak grossly and precisely, I was the irreproachable man; but the subtle intentions of my immorality were defeated by the moral simplicity of the criminal. No doubt he was selfish too, but his selfishness had a higher origin, a more lofty aim. I discovered that, say what I would, he was eager to go through the ceremony of execution, and I didn't say much, for I felt that in argument his youth would tell against me heavily: he believed where I had already ceased to doubt. There was something fine in the wildness of his unexpressed, hardly formulated hope. "Clear out! Couldn't think of it," he said, with a shake of the head. "I make you an offer for which I neither demand nor expect any sort of gratitude," I said; "you shall repay the money when convenient, and .

flickers - flackert; flimmern, flattern, flackern

distributing - aufteilen, verteilen, ausliefern, verteilen, beliefern

terms of imprisonment - Gefängnisstrafen , Freiheitsstrafen

smite - zuschlagen; schlagen

communion - Kommunion

uncommonly - Ungewöhnlich

vigil - Wache, Nachtwache, Vigil, Mahnwache

repeatedly - wiederholt

execution - Ausführung; Hinrichtung

seize - ergreifen, fassen, packen, beschlagnahmen, erfassen

evasion - Umgehung, Ausweichen, Hinterziehung, Vermeidung

primitive - primitiv; Wortstamm & Stamm, Stammwort, Urwort

simplicity - Einfachheit

loan - ausleihen; Anleihe, Kredit, Darlehen, Leihe

James - Jakobus, Jakobus, Jakob

enlisted - angeworben; eintragen

fount - Quelle

origin - Ursprung, Anfang, Entstehung, Quelle, Herkunft

egoism - Egoismus

concealing - verbergen, verheimlichen, verschleiern, verschweigen, verstecken

unintelligible - unverständlich

transaction - Geschäftsabwicklung, Geschäftsdurchführung, Geschäft

grossly - grob; gröblich, dick

irreproachable - untadelig

immorality - Unmoral; Immoralität, Sittenlosigkeit, Unsittlichkeit

defeated - besiegt; vernichten, ablehnen, vereiteln, besiegen; Niederlage

selfishness - Egoismus, Selbstsucht

wildness - Wildheit, Wildsein, Ungezähmtheit

unexpressed - unausgesprochen

demand - Nachfrage, Bedarf, Anspruch, verlangen, bestehen

repay - zurückzahlen; zurückbezahlen

. ." "Awfully good of you," he muttered without looking up. I watched him narrowly: the future must have appeared horribly uncertain to him; but he did not falter, as though indeed there had been nothing wrong with his heart. I felt angry-not for the first time that night. "The whole wretched business," I said, "is bitter enough, I should think, for a man of your kind . . ." "It is, it is," he whispered twice, with his eyes fixed on the floor. It was heartrending. He towered above the light, and I could see the down on his cheek, the colour mantling warm under the smooth skin of his face. Believe me or not, I say it was outrageously heartrending. It provoked me to brutality. "Yes," I said; "and allow me to confess that I am totally unable to imagine what advantage you can expect from this licking of the dregs." "Advantage!" he murmured out of his stillness. "I am dashed if I do," I said, enraged. "I've been trying to tell you all there is in it," he went on slowly, as if meditating something unanswerable. "But after all, it is my trouble." I opened my mouth to retort, and discovered suddenly that I'd lost all confidence in myself; and it was as if he too had given me up, for he mumbled like a man thinking half aloud. "Went away . . . went into hospitals. . . . Not one of them would face it. . . . They! . . ." He moved his hand slightly to imply disdain. "But I've got to get over this thing, and I mustn't shirk any of it or . . . I won't shirk any of it." He was silent. He gazed as though he had been haunted. His unconscious face reflected the passing expressions of scorn, of despair, of resolution-reflected them in turn, as a magic mirror would reflect the gliding passage of unearthly shapes. He lived surrounded by deceitful ghosts, by austere shades. "Oh! nonsense, my dear fellow," I began. He had a movement of impatience. "You don't seem to understand," he said incisively; then looking at me without a wink, "I may have jumped, but I don't run away." "I meant No offence," I said; and added stupidly, "Better men than you have found it expedient to run, at times." He coloured all over, while in my confusion I half-choked myself with my own tongue. "Perhaps so," he said at last, "I am not good enough; I can't afford it. I am bound to fight this thing down-I am fighting it now." I got out of my chair and felt stiff all over. The silence was embarrassing, and to put an end to it I imagined nothing better but to remark, "I had no idea it was so late," in an airy tone. . . . "I dare say you have had enough of this," he said brusquely: "and to tell you the truth"-he began to look round for his hat-"so have I."

horribly - furchtbar; fürchterlich

falter - Wanken, wackeln, schwächeln, stolpern, straucheln, zögern

heartrending - herzzerreißend

mantling - Umhüllung; Helmdecke; (mantle); Mantel, Hülle, Umhüllung

licking - lecken; Licken; (lick) lecken; Licken

dregs - Abschaum; Sediment

enraged - wütend machen, in Wut versetzen, in Rage versetzen

meditating - meditieren

unanswerable - Unbeantwortbar

haunted - spuken, verfolgen, Treffpunkt

unearthly - unheimlich

surrounded - umgeben, umringen, umzingeln, umringen

deceitful - betrügerisch

austere - Streng; schlicht, genügsam

wink - zwinkern, blinzeln, funkeln, zuzwinkern

No offence - Nichts für ungut!

stupidly - dummerweise, blöderweise

expedient - zweckmäßig; angebracht, opportun, hilfreich, passend

choked - gewürgt; erwürgen, erdrosseln, ersticken, überwältigen

airy - luftig; belüftet, gelüftet, zugig, umweht

brusquely - brüskiert; schroffe

look round - umschauen

'Well! he had refused this unique offer. He had struck aside my helping hand; he was ready to go now, and beyond the balustrade the night seemed to wait for him very still, as though he had been marked down for its prey. I heard his voice. "Ah! here it is." He had found his hat. For a few seconds we hung in the wind. "What will you do after-after . . ." I asked very low. "Go to the dogs as likely as not," he answered in a gruff mutter. I had recovered my wits in a measure, and judged best to take it lightly. "Pray remember," I said, "that I should like very much to see you again before you go." "I don't know what's to prevent you. The damned thing won't make me invisible," he said with intense bitterness,-"no such luck." And then at the moment of taking leave he treated me to a ghastly muddle of dubious stammers and movements, to an awful display of hesitations.

refused - abgelehnt; Müll; abweisen, verweigern, abschlagen, ablehnen

prey - Beute; lauern, auflauern

gruff - ruppig; schroff, grob

mutter - murmeln; (mut) murmeln

recovered - erholt; wiederfinden, sich erholen, beikommen

wits - Verstand; nämlich, und zwar

ghastly - geisterhaft; grässlich, gespenstisch, haarsträubend

dubious - zweifelhaft; dubios, fragwürdig, ominös, zwielichtig, unsicher

stammers - stottert; stammeln, stottern, Stottern

hesitations - Zögern

God forgive him-me! He had taken it into his fanciful head that I was likely to make some difficulty as to shaking hands. It was too awful for words. I believe I shouted suddenly at him as you would bellow to a man you saw about to walk over a cliff; I remember our voices being raised, the appearance of a miserable grin on his face, a crushing clutch on my hand, a nervous laugh. The candle spluttered out, and the thing was over at last, with a groan that floated up to me in the dark. He got himself away somehow. The night swallowed his form. He was a horrible bungler. Horrible. I heard the quick crunch-crunch of the gravel under his boots. He was running. Absolutely running, with nowhere to go to. And he was not yet four-and-twenty.'

bellow - Balg; brüllen, röhren, grölen

grin - (to grin) grinsen, strahlen

crushing - erdrückend; Schwarm, zerdrücken

groan - Stöhnen; Seufzen, Ächzen, Knarren

swallowed - verschluckt; schlucken, verschlingen, anbeißen, einstecken

bungler - Pfuscher, Pfuscherin, Stümper

crunch - zermalen; knirschen, knuspern, kalkulieren, durchrechnen, Krise

gravel - Kies, Schotter, Kiesel, schottern


'I slept little, hurried over my breakfast, and after a slight hesitation gave up my early morning visit to my ship. It was really very wrong of me, because, though my chief mate was an excellent man all round, he was the victim of such black imaginings that if he did not get a letter from his wife at the expected time he would go quite distracted with rage and jealousy, lose all grip on the work, quarrel with all hands, and either weep in his cabin or develop such a ferocity of temper as all but drove the crew to the verge of mutiny. The thing had always seemed inexplicable to me: they had been married thirteen years; I had a glimpse of her once, and, honestly, I couldn't conceive a man abandoned enough to plunge into sin for the sake of such an unattractive person. I don't know whether I have not done wrong by refraining from putting that view before poor Selvin: the man made a little hell on earth for himself, and I also suffered indirectly, but some sort of, no doubt, false delicacy prevented me. The marital relations of seamen would make an interesting subject, and I could tell you instances. . . . However, this is not the place, nor the time, and we are concerned with Jim-who was unmarried. If his imaginative conscience or his pride; if all the extravagant ghosts and austere shades that were the disastrous familiars of his youth would not let him run away from the block, I, who of course can't be suspected of such familiars, was irresistibly impelled to go and see his head roll off. I wended my way towards the court. I didn't hope to be very much impressed or edified, or interested or even frightened-though, as long as there is any life before one, a jolly good fright now and then is a salutary discipline. But neither did I expect to be so awfully depressed. The bitterness of his punishment was in its chill and mean atmosphere. The real significance of crime is in its being a breach of faith with the community of mankind, and from that point of view he was no mean traitor, but his execution was a hole-and-corner affair. There was no high scaffolding, no scarlet cloth (did they have scarlet cloth on Tower Hill? They should have had), no awe-stricken multitude to be horrified at his guilt and be moved to tears at his fate-no air of sombre retribution. There was, as I walked along, the clear sunshine, a brilliance too passionate to be consoling, the streets full of jumbled bits of colour like a damaged kaleidoscope: yellow, green, blue, dazzling white, the brown nudity of an undraped shoulder, a bullock-cart with a red canopy, a company of native infantry in a drab body with dark heads marching in dusty laced boots, a native policeman in a sombre uniform of scanty cut and belted in patent leather, who looked up at me with orientally pitiful eyes as though his migrating spirit were suffering exceedingly from that unforeseen-what d'ye call 'em?

imaginings - Einbildungen; einbildend, sich vorstellend

rage - Wut, Zorn, Raserei, Rage, wüten

jealousy - Eifersucht, Missgunst, Neid

ferocity - Grausamkeit, Wildheit

mutiny - Meuterei

abandoned - im Stich lassen, preisgeben, verlassen, abbrechen

sin - Sünde, sündigen; eine Sünde begehen

unattractive - unattraktiv

refraining - sich zu enthalten; zurückhalten; Refrain, Kehrreim

indirectly - indirekt

delicacy - Feinheit, Zartheit, Delikatesse, Leckerbissen, Köstlichkeit

marital - ehelich

instances - Instanzen; Beispiel

unmarried - unverheiratet, ledig, solo; (unmarry); unverheiratet, ledig

pride - Hochmut; Stolz, Trotz, Dünkel, Machtbewusstsein, Rudel

disastrous - katastrophal

irresistibly - unwiderstehlich

impelled - angetrieben; antreiben, vorantreiben, treiben, nötigen

wended - wendete; folgen, verfolgen

impressed - beeindruckt; beeindrucken, prägen

edified - erbaut; bestärken, erbauen, edifizieren

salutary - heilsam

discipline - Disziplin; Strafe, Bestrafung, disziplinieren

breach - Bruch; Verstoß, Bresche, Brechen

traitor - Verräter, Verräterin, Vaterlandsverräter, Vaterlandsverräterin

scaffolding - ein Gerüst; Baugerüst, Grundlage; (scaffold); Gerüst, Baugerüst

scarlet - Scharlachrot, Scharlach

horrified - entsetzt; entsetzen, erschrecken, schockieren

retribution - Vergeltung

consoling - trösten (mit), vertrösten; Bedienungsfeld, Gerät, Tastatur

kaleidoscope - Kaleidoskop

ye - ja; euch, ihr, dir, du

dazzling - schillernd; blendend, grell, umwerfend, betörend

nudity - Nacktheit

cart - Pferdewagen, Wagen, Karren

canopy - Baldachin, Himmel, Vordach, Überdach, Überhang, Kronendach

infantry - Infanterie; Infanterie-Regiment

drab - trist (Farbe), eintönig, düster

marching in - Einzug , Einmarsch (in)

laced - geschnürt; schnüren, Spitze (Gewebe)

patent leather - Lackleder

orientally - orientalisch

migrating - migrieren

exceedingly - übermäßig; überaus, äußerst, außerordentlich, ungemein

avatar-incarnation. Under the shade of a lonely tree in the courtyard, the villagers connected with the assault case sat in a picturesque group, looking like a chromo-lithograph of a camp in a book of Eastern travel. One missed the obligatory thread of smoke in the foreground and the pack-animals grazing. A blank yellow wall rose behind overtopping the tree, reflecting the glare. The court-room was sombre, seemed more vast. High up in the dim space the punkahs were swaying short to and fro, to and fro. Here and there a draped figure, dwarfed by the bare walls, remained without stirring amongst the rows of empty benches, as if absorbed in pious meditation. The plaintiff, who had been beaten,-an obese chocolate-coloured man with shaved head, one fat breast bare and a bright yellow caste-mark above the bridge of his nose,-sat in pompous immobility: only his eyes glittered, rolling in the gloom, and the nostrils dilated and collapsed violently as he breathed. Brierly dropped into his seat looking done up, as though he had spent the night in sprinting on a cinder-track. The pious sailing-ship skipper appeared excited and made uneasy movements, as if restraining with difficulty an impulse to stand up and exhort us earnestly to prayer and repentance. The head of the magistrate, delicately pale under the neatly arranged hair, resembled the head of a hopeless invalid after he had been washed and brushed and propped up in bed. He moved aside the vase of flowers-a bunch of purple with a few pink blossoms on long stalks-and seizing in both hands a long sheet of bluish paper, ran his eye over it, propped his forearms on the edge of the desk, and began to read aloud in an even, distinct, and careless voice.

avatar - Avatar, Avatara, Herabkunft, Inkarnation, Verkörperung

picturesque - malerisch; q

lithograph - Lithografie, Lithographie, Steindruck, lithografieren

obligatory - obligatorisch

foreground - im Vordergrund; Vordergrund

grazing - Weiden; abgrasend; (graze); Kratzen, Schrammen, Schaben

overtopping - Überschreiten; überragen, übertreffen

dwarfed - Zwerg, Zwergin, Zwerg, Zwergin, Zwerg, Zwerg, Zwergstern, Zwerg

absorbed - absorbiert; absorbieren, aufnehen

plaintiff - Kläger

obese - fettleibig, fettsüchtig, adipös, Fettleibiger, Fettleibige

pompous - pompös, schwülstig

sprinting - Rennen; schnelles Laufen, Sprinten; (sprint); Kurzstreckenlauf

cinder - Asche; Schlacke, Zunder, verkohlen, verschwelen, einäschern

exhort - ermahnen, anhalten, bedrängen, verlangen

repentance - Reue

neatly - sauber, ordentlich, geschickt

blossoms - blüht; Blüte, Blüte, Blütezeit, blühen, erblühen, blühen

stalks - Stängel; jdn. belauern; Stiel, Stengel

bluish - bläulich

'By Jove! For all my foolishness about scaffolds and heads rolling off-I assure you it was infinitely worse than a beheading. A heavy sense of finality brooded over all this, unrelieved by the hope of rest and safety following the fall of the axe. These proceedings had all the cold vengefulness of a death-sentence, and the cruelty of a sentence of exile. This is how I looked at it that morning-and even now I seem to see an undeniable vestige of truth in that exaggerated view of a common occurrence. You may imagine how strongly I felt this at the time. Perhaps it is for that reason that I could not bring myself to admit the finality.

foolishness - Torheit, Dummheit, Tölpelhaftigkeit, Narrheit

scaffolds - Gerüste; Gerüst

beheading - Enthauptung; (behead); enthaupten, köpfen

finality - Endgültigkeit

unrelieved - ungelindert

vengefulness - Rachsucht

cruelty - Grausamkeit, Quälerei

vestige - Spur; Überrest, Überbleibsel

The thing was always with me, I was always eager to take opinion on it, as though it had not been practically settled: individual opinion-international opinion-by Jove! That Frenchman's, for instance. His own country's pronouncement was uttered in the passionless and definite phraseology a machine would use, if machines could speak. The head of the magistrate was half hidden by the paper, his brow was like alabaster.

passionless - leidenschaftslos

phraseology - Phraseologie; Phraseologismus

alabaster - Alabaster; alabastern

'There were several questions before the court. The first as to whether the ship was in every respect fit and seaworthy for the voyage. The court found she was not. The next point, I remember, was, whether up to the time of the accident the ship had been navigated with proper and seamanlike care. They said Yes to that, goodness knows why, and then they declared that there was no evidence to show the exact cause of the accident. A floating derelict probably. I myself remember that a Norwegian barque bound out with a cargo of pitch-pine had been given up as missing about that time, and it was just the sort of craft that would capsize in a squall and float bottom up for months-a kind of maritime ghoul on the prowl to kill ships in the dark. Such wandering corpses are common enough in the North Atlantic, which is haunted by all the terrors of the sea,-fogs, icebergs, dead ships bent upon mischief, and long sinister gales that fasten upon one like a vampire till all the strength and the spirit and even hope are gone, and one feels like the empty shell of a man. But there-in those seas-the incident was rare enough to resemble a special arrangement of a malevolent providence, which, unless it had for its object the killing of a donkeyman and the bringing of worse than death upon Jim, appeared an utterly aimless piece of devilry. This view occurring to me took off my attention. For a time I was aware of the magistrate's voice as a sound merely; but in a moment it shaped itself into distinct words . . . "in utter disregard of their plain duty," it said. The next sentence escaped me somehow, and then . . . "abandoning in the moment of danger the lives and property confided to their charge" .

navigated - navigiert; steuern, fahren, navigieren, schiffen

derelict - verwahrlost; aufgegeben, verfallen, verlassen, pflichtvergessen

Norwegian - Norweger, Norwegerin, Norwegisch, norwegischsprachig

pitch - werfen, festsetzen, errichten; Tonhöhe, Tonlage, Pech

pine - Kiefer; pineapple = Ananasa

capsize - kentern; zum Kentern bringen

maritime - maritim

ghoul - Leichenfledderer; Ghul

prowl - umherstreifen; durchstreifen, herumstreifen

corpses - Leichen; Leiche, Leichnam

is haunted - es spukt (in dem Haus)

fogs - Nebelscheinwerfer; umnebeln, verschleiern; (dicker) Nebel, Nebel

icebergs - Eisberge; Eisberg

mischief - Unfug, Unheil, Querulantentum

gales - Stürme; Wach auf!; Mädel

vampire - ein Vampir; Blutsauger, Vampir, Vampyr; qual emale

resemble - ähneln, gleichen

donkeyman - Eselmann

aimless - planlos, ziellos

devilry - Unfug, böser, Quälerei, Hexerei, Teufelei

utter - Äußerlich; äußerst

disregard - missachten; Gleichgültigkeit, Nichtbeachten, Nichtbeachtung

Abandoning - Aufgeben; im Stich lassen, preisgeben, verlassen, abbrechen

confided - anvertraut; vertrauen, einweihen, ins Vertrauen ziehen

. . went on the voice evenly, and stopped. A pair of eyes under the white forehead shot darkly a glance above the edge of the paper. I looked for Jim hurriedly, as though I had expected him to disappear. He was very still-but he was there. He sat pink and fair and extremely attentive. "Therefore, . . ." began the voice emphatically. He stared with parted lips, hanging upon the words of the man behind the desk. These came out into the stillness wafted on the wind made by the punkahs, and I, watching for their effect upon him, caught only the fragments of official language. . . . "The Court . . . Gustav So-and-so . . . master . . . native of Germany . . . James So-and-so . . . mate . . . certificates cancelled." A silence fell. The magistrate had dropped the paper, and, leaning sideways on the arm of his chair, began to talk with Brierly easily. People started to move out; others were pushing in, and I also made for the door. Outside I stood still, and when Jim passed me on his way to the gate, I caught at his arm and detained him. The look he gave discomposed me, as though I had been responsible for his state he looked at me as if I had been the embodied evil of life. "It's all over," I stammered. "Yes," he said thickly. "And now let no man . . ." He jerked his arm out of my grasp. I watched his back as he went away. It was a long street, and he remained in sight for some time. He walked rather slow, and straddling his legs a little, as if he had found it difficult to keep a straight line. Just before I lost him I fancied he staggered a bit.

darkly - düster; dunkle, dunkel

emphatically - mit Nachdruck

wafted - geweht; treiben, wehen, wallen, wabern, streichen, umwehen

fragments - Fragmente; Fragment

official language - Amtssprache

certificates - Zertifikate; Zertifikat

cancelled - abgesagt; ausstreichen, durchstreichen, kanzellieren

detained - inhaftiert; verhaften

discomposed - verwirrt; aufregen

embodied - verkörpert; verkörpern, verkörpern

It's all over - Es ist zu Ende.

thickly - dick auftragen; dick

straddling - spreizend; grätschen, spreizen, breitbeinig stehen

'"Man overboard," said a deep voice behind me. turning round, I saw a fellow I knew slightly, a West Australian; Chester was his name. He, too, had been looking after Jim. He was a man with an immense girth of chest, a rugged, clean-shaved face of mahogany colour, and two blunt tufts of iron-grey, thick, wiry hairs on his upper lip. He had been pearler, wrecker, trader, whaler too, I believe; in his own words-anything and everything a man may be at sea, but a pirate. The Pacific, north and south, was his proper hunting-ground; but he had wandered so far afield looking for a cheap steamer to buy. Lately he had discovered-so he said-a guano island somewhere, but its approaches were dangerous, and the anchorage, such as it was, could not be considered safe, to say the least of it. "As good as a gold-mine," he would exclaim. "Right bang in the middle of the Walpole Reefs, and if it's true enough that you can get no holding-ground anywhere in less than forty fathom, then what of that? There are the hurricanes, too. But it's a first-rate thing. As good as a gold-mine-better! Yet there's not a fool of them that will see it. I can't get a skipper or a shipowner to go near the place. So I made up my mind to cart the blessed stuff myself." . . . This was what he required a steamer for, and I knew he was just then negotiating enthusiastically with a Parsee firm for an old, brig-rigged, sea-anachronism of ninety horse-power. We had met and spoken together several times. He looked knowingly after Jim. "Takes it to heart?" he asked scornfully. "Very much," I said. "Then he's no good," he opined. "What's all the to-do about? A bit of ass's skin. That never yet made a man. You must see things exactly as they are-if you don't, you may just as well give in at once. You will never do anything in this world. Look at me. I made it a practice never to take anything to heart." "Yes," I said, "you see things as they are." "I wish I could see my partner coming along, that's what I wish to see," he said. "Know my partner? Old Robinson. Yes; the Robinson. Don't you know? The notorious Robinson. The man who smuggled more opium and bagged more seals in his time than any loose Johnny now alive. They say he used to board the sealing-schooners up Alaska way when the fog was so thick that the Lord God, He alone, could tell one man from another. Holy-Terror Robinson. That's the man. He is with me in that guano thing.

turning round - umlenkend

Chester - (Chest) Kiste, Brustkasten, Brust, Koffer

mahogany - Mahagoni; Mahagonibaum

blunt - schonungslos, offen, ungehobelt, sehr deutlich; abstumpfen

tufts - Büschel

wiry - drahtig

pearler - (pearl) Perlenkette, Perle; (pearl); Perle

wrecker - Abschleppwagen

whaler - Walfänger, Walfängerin

pirate - Pirat, Seeräuber, Korsar, Raubkopierer, raubkopieren

hunting-ground - (hunting-ground) Jagdrevier

afield - im Ausland; weg, hinaus, abseits, jenseits

guano - Guano

approaches - Ansätze; sich nähern, nahekommen, ähnlich sein

anchorage - Verankerung; Ankerplatz

exclaim - ausrufen

fathom - ergründen, Faden, Klafter (Längenmaß)

shipowner - Schiffseigner

negotiating - verhandeln, aushandeln, überwinden

enthusiastically - enthusiastisch

rigged - manipuliert; Bohrturm

anachronism - Anachronismus

scornfully - verächtlich; verachtend

opined - geäußert; meinen

smuggled - geschmuggelt; schmuggeln, schmuggeln

opium - Opium

Seals - versiegeln; Siegel, Stempel, Seehund

Johnny - Hans, Hänsel

sealing - siegelnd, Abdichtung; (seal) siegelnd, Abdichtung

schooners - Schoner

Alaska - Alaska

The best chance he ever came across in his life." He put his lips to my ear. "Cannibal?-well, they used to give him the name years and years ago. You remember the story? A shipwreck on the west side of Stewart Island; that's right; seven of them got ashore, and it seems they did not get on very well together. Some men are too cantankerous for anything-don't know how to make the best of a bad job-don't see things as they are-as they are, my boy! And then what's the consequence? Obvious! Trouble, trouble; as likely as not a knock on the head; and serve 'em right too. That sort is the most useful when it's dead. The story goes that a boat of Her Majesty's ship Wolverine found him kneeling on the kelp, naked as the day he was born, and chanting some psalm-tune or other; light snow was falling at the time. He waited till the boat was an oar's length from the shore, and then up and away. They chased him for an hour up and down the boulders, till a marihe flung a stone that took him behind the ear providentially and knocked him senseless. Alone? Of course. But that's like that tale of sealing-schooners; the Lord God knows the right and the wrong of that story. The cutter did not investigate much. They wrapped him in a boat-cloak and took him off as quick as they could, with a dark night coming on, the weather threatening, and the ship firing recall guns every five minutes. Three weeks afterwards he was as well as ever. He didn't allow any fuss that was made on shore to upset him; he just shut his lips tight, and let people screech. It was bad enough to have lost his ship, and all he was worth besides, without paying attention to the hard names they called him. That's the man for me." He lifted his arm for a signal to some one down the street. "He's got a little money, so I had to let him into my thing. Had to! It would have been sinful to throw away such a find, and I was cleaned out myself. It cut me to the quick, but I could see the matter just as it was, and if I must share-thinks I-with any man, then give me Robinson. I left him at breakfast in the hotel to come to court, because I've an idea. . . . Ah! Good morning, Captain Robinson. . . . Friend of mine, Captain Robinson."

cannibal - Kannibale, emale

that's right - Das stimmt. Ganz recht.

cantankerous - mürrisch

Majesty - Majestät

Wolverine - Vielfraß, Bärenmarder

kneeling - kniend, hinkniend; (kneel); knien

kelp - Seetang, Kelp

chanting - skandieren; Kirchenlied, Gesang

psalm - Psalm

chased - gejagt; Chas

boulders - Felsbrocken, Felsblock, Fels

providentially - in der Vorsehung

senseless - empfindungslos, ohne Gefühl, ohnmächtig, bewusstlos

cloak - Umhang, Pelerine, Deckmantel, verhüllen

sinful - sündig, sündhaft, frevelhaft

'An emaciated patriarch in a suit of white drill, a solah topi with a green-lined rim on a head trembling with age, joined us after crossing the street in a trotting shuffle, and stood propped with both hands on the handle of an umbrella. A white beard with amber streaks hung lumpily down to his waist. He blinked his creased eyelids at me in a bewildered way. "How do you do? how do you do?" he piped amiably, and tottered. "A little deaf," said Chester aside. "Did you drag him over six thousand miles to get a cheap steamer?" I asked. "I would have taken him twice round the world as soon as look at him," said Chester with immense energy. "The steamer will be the making of us, my lad. Is it my fault that every skipper and shipowner in the whole of blessed Australasia turns out a blamed fool? Once I talked for three hours to a man in Auckland. 'Send a ship,'I said, 'send a ship. I'll give you half of the first cargo for yourself, free gratis for nothing-just to make a good start.'Says he, 'I wouldn't do it if there was no other place on earth to send a ship to.'Perfect ass, of course. Rocks, currents, no anchorage, sheer cliff to lay to, no insurance company would take the risk, didn't see how he could get loaded under three years. Ass! I nearly went on my knees to him. 'But look at the thing as it is,'says I. 'Damn rocks and hurricanes. Look at it as it is. There's guano there Queensland sugar-planters would fight for-fight for on the quay, I tell you.'. . . What can you do with a fool? . . . 'That's one of your little jokes, Chester,'he says.

emaciated - ausgemergelt; abmagern, de

patriarch - Patriarch, Erzvater

topi - der Tropenhelm

trotting - trabte; traben; (trot) trabte; traben

amber - Bernstein; Bernsteingelb; bernsteinen

lumpily - klumpig

amiably - liebenswürdige, liebenswürdig

tottered - getorkelt; schwanken, taumeln, torkeln, Schwanken

drag - Planierschleppe; nachschleppen, schleppen, ziehen

lad - Junge, Knabe, Bube, Bursche, junger Mann, Stallbursche

Australasia - Australasien

blamed - beschuldigt; jemadem die Schuld zuweisen

gratis - kostenlos

planters - Pflanzmaschinen; Pflanzer, Legemaschine

. . . Joke! I could have wept. Ask Captain Robinson here. . . . And there was another shipowning fellow-a fat chap in a white waistcoat in Wellington, who seemed to think I was up to some swindle or other. 'I don't know what sort of fool you're looking for,'he says, 'but I am busy just now. Good morning.'I longed to take him in my two hands and smash him through the window of his own office. But I didn't. I was as mild as a curate. 'Think of it,'says I. 'Do think it over. I'll call to-morrow.'He grunted something about being 'out all day.'On the stairs I felt ready to beat my head against the wall from vexation. Captain Robinson here can tell you. It was awful to think of all that lovely stuff lying waste under the sun-stuff that would send the sugar-cane shooting sky-high. The making of Queensland! The making of Queensland! And in Brisbane, where I went to have a last try, they gave me the name of a lunatic. Idiots! The only sensible man I came across was the cabman who drove me about. A broken-down swell he was, I fancy. Hey! Captain Robinson? You remember I told you about my cabby in Brisbane-don't you? The chap had a wonderful eye for things. He saw it all in a jiffy. It was a real pleasure to talk with him. One evening after a devil of a day amongst shipowners I felt so bad that, says I, 'I must get drunk. Come along; I must get drunk, or I'll go mad.''I am your man,'he says; 'go ahead.'I don't know what I would have done without him. Hey! Captain Robinson."

shipowning - Schiffseigner

waistcoat - Weste

swindle - Betrug; betrügen; schwindeln; Schwindel

curate - kuratieren; Hilfspfarrer

grunted - gegrunzt; Grunzer, Stöhnen

vexation - Verärgerung; Ärger, Störung, Irritation, Ärgernis

sugar-cane - (sugar-cane) Zuckerrohr

Brisbane - Brisbane

Idiots - Idioten; Idiot, Idiotin, Narr, Närrin

cabman - Taxifahrer, Droschkenkutscher

cabby - Fiaker, Taxifahrer

jiffy - ruckzuck; Moment, Augenblick

shipowners - Schiffseigner

go mad - überschnappen

'He poked the ribs of his partner. "He! he! he!" laughed the Ancient, looked aimlessly down the street, then peered at me doubtfully with sad, dim pupils. . . . "He! he! he!" . . . He leaned heavier on the umbrella, and dropped his gaze on the ground. I needn't tell you I had tried to get away several times, but Chester had foiled every attempt by simply catching hold of my coat. "One minute. I've a notion." "What's your infernal notion?" I exploded at last. "If you think I am going in with you . . ." "No, no, my boy. Too late, if you wanted ever so much.

aimlessly - ziellos

peered - spähte; seinesgleichen, Beaufsichtigende; schielen, starren

doubtfully - zweifelhaft; voller Zweifel, zweifelnd

needn - brauchen nicht

attempt - versuchen; Versuch, Bestreben, Bestrebung, Anschlag, Attentat

We've got a steamer." "You've got the ghost of a steamer," I said. "Good enough for a start-there's no superior nonsense about us. Is there, Captain Robinson?" "No! no! no!" croaked the old man without lifting his eyes, and the senile tremble of his head became almost fierce with determination. "I understand you know that young chap," said Chester, with a nod at the street from which Jim had disappeared long ago. "He's been having grub with you in the Malabar last night-so I was told."

croaked - abgekratzt; Quaken

senile - senil

grub - fressen; Larve, Wurm, Fressalien, Futter

'I said that was true, and after remarking that he too liked to live well and in style, only that, for the present, he had to be saving of every penny-"none too many for the business! Isn't that so, Captain Robinson?"-he squared his shoulders and stroked his dumpy moustache, while the notorious Robinson, coughing at his side, clung more than ever to the handle of the umbrella, and seemed ready to subside passively into a heap of old bones. "You see, the old chap has all the money," whispered Chester confidentially. "I've been cleaned out trying to engineer the dratted thing. But wait a bit, wait a bit. The good time is coming." . . . He seemed suddenly astonished at the signs of impatience I gave. "Oh, crakee!" he cried; "I am telling you of the biggest thing that ever was, and you . . ." "I have an appointment," I pleaded mildly. "What of that?" he asked with genuine surprise; "let it wait." "That's exactly what I am doing now," I remarked; "hadn't you better tell me what it is you want?" "Buy twenty hotels like that," he growled to himself; "and every joker boarding in them too-twenty times over." He lifted his head smartly "I want that young chap.

remarking - bemerken; Anmerkung, Bemerkung

stroked - gestreichelt; streicheln; Stoß, Schlag, Streich, Hub

coughing - hustend; (cough); husten; Husten

subside - einsinken; abklingen, nachlassen, abschwellen

crakee - Feigling

pleaded - plädiert; plädieren, bekennen, (dringend) bitten, anflehen

mildly - sanft, mild

joker - Witzbold; Spaßvogel; Joker, Jolly

"I don't understand," I said. "He's no good, is he?" said Chester crisply. "I know nothing about it," I protested. "Why, you told me yourself he was taking it to heart," argued Chester. "Well, in my opinion a chap who . . . Anyhow, he can't be much good; but then you see I am on the look-out for somebody, and I've just got a thing that will suit him. I'll give him a job on my island." He nodded significantly. "I'm going to dump forty coolies there-if I've to steal 'em. Somebody must work the stuff. Oh! I mean to act square: wooden shed, corrugated-iron roof-I know a man in Hobart who will take my bill at six months for the materials. I do. Honour bright. Then there's the water-supply. I'll have to fly round and get somebody to trust me for half-a-dozen second-hand iron tanks. Catch rain-water, hey? Let him take charge. Make him supreme boss over the coolies. Good idea, isn't it? What do you say?" "There are whole years when not a drop of rain falls on Walpole," I said, too amazed to laugh. He bit his lip and seemed bothered. "Oh, well, I will fix up something for them-or land a supply. Hang it all! That's not the question."

I don't understand - Ich verstehe nicht.

crisply - knusprig, frisch, knackig, knusprigen

significantly - signifikant

dump - Müllhalde; Kippe, Auszug, Entsorgungsplatz; einen Auszug machen

coolies - kaltlächelnd

corrugated - geriffelt; runzeln, wellen

Hobart - Hobart

fly round - umfliegen

dozen - Dutzend; Dutzende (''of'': von)

tanks - Panzer, Wasserbecken, Behälter

supreme - übergeordnet; höchster, oberster

fix up - in Ordnung bringen

'I said nothing. I had a rapid vision of Jim perched on a shadowless rock, up to his knees in guano, with the screams of sea-birds in his ears, the incandescent ball of the sun above his head; the empty sky and the empty ocean all a-quiver, simmering together in the heat as far as the eye could reach. "I wouldn't advise my worst enemy . . ." I began. "What's the matter with you?" cried Chester; "I mean to give him a good screw-that is, as soon as the thing is set going, of course. It's as easy as falling off a log. Simply nothing to do; two six-shooters in his belt . . . Surely he wouldn't be afraid of anything forty coolies could do-with two six-shooters and he the only armed man too! It's much better than it looks. I want you to help me to talk him over." "No!" I shouted. Old Robinson lifted his bleared eyes dismally for a moment, Chester looked at me with infinite contempt. "So you wouldn't advise him?" he uttered slowly. "Certainly not," I answered, as indignant as though he had requested me to help murder somebody; "moreover, I am sure he wouldn't. He is badly cut up, but he isn't mad as far as I know." "He is no earthly good for anything," Chester mused aloud. "He would just have done for me. If you only could see a thing as it is, you would see it's the very thing for him. And besides . . . Why! it's the most splendid, sure chance . . ." He got angry suddenly. "I must have a man. There! . . ." He stamped his foot and smiled unpleasantly. "Anyhow, I could guarantee the island wouldn't sink under him-and I believe he is a bit particular on that point." "Good morning," I said curtly. He looked at me as though I had been an incomprehensible fool. . . . "Must be moving, Captain Robinson," he yelled suddenly into the old man's ear.

shadowless - schattenlos

incandescent - Glühbirne; Glüh-, glühend, weißglühend

simmering - köchelnd; sieden

What's the matter with you? - Was ist (mit) Ihnen?

shooters - Scharfschützen; Schütze, Schützin, Schießer, Schießerin, Knarre

coolies - Kuli

bleared - gebleicht; trübe

dismally - trostlos, düstere

indignant - entrüstet

earthly - irdisch; weltlich

mused - überlegt; Muse

most splendid - prächtigste

unpleasantly - unangenehm

guarantee - Garantie; Garant; garantieren, versichern

curtly - schroff; knapp, kurz

"These Parsee Johnnies are waiting for us to clinch the bargain." He took his partner under the arm with a firm grip, swung him round, and, unexpectedly, leered at me over his shoulder. "I was trying to do him a kindness," he asserted, with an air and tone that made my blood boil. "Thank you for nothing-in his name," I rejoined. "Oh! you are devilish smart," he sneered; "but you are like the rest of them. Too much in the clouds. See what you will do with him." "I don't know that I want to do anything with him." "Don't you?" he spluttered; his grey moustache bristled with anger, and by his side the notorious Robinson, propped on the umbrella, stood with his back to me, as patient and still as a worn-out cab-horse. "I haven't found a guano island," I said. "It's my belief you wouldn't know one if you were led right up to it by the hand," he riposted quickly; "and in this world you've got to see a thing first, before you can make use of it. Got to see it through and through at that, neither more nor less." "And get others to see it, too," I insinuated, with a glance at the bowed back by his side. Chester snorted at me. "His eyes are right enough-don't you worry. He ain't a puppy." "Oh, dear, no!" I said. "Come along, Captain Robinson," he shouted, with a sort of bullying deference under the rim of the old man's hat; the Holy Terror gave a submissive little jump. The ghost of a steamer was waiting for them, Fortune on that fair isle! They made a curious pair of Argonauts. Chester strode on leisurely, well set up, portly, and of conquering mien; the other, long, wasted, drooping, and hooked to his arm, shuffled his withered shanks with desperate haste.'

Johnnies - Hans, Hänsel

clinch - Clinch

bargain - Angebot; Vereinbarung, Abmachung, Schnäppchen, Anschaffung

unexpectedly - unerwartet, unerwarteterweise

asserted - behauptet; versichern, zusichern, beteuern, beteuern, beteuern

rejoined - wiedervereinigt; vereinigen

devilish - teuflisch

sneered - spöttisch; Spott; grinsen, spötteln

bristled - gesträubt; Borste, Borste

cab - Taxi, Fiaker

riposted - Riposte

insinuated - angedeutet; andeuten, unterstellen, insinuieren, einschmeicheln

bullying - Mobbing; Rabauke, Bully, Tyrann, Schikaneur, einschüchtern

submissive - unterwürfig

Fortune - Fortuna; Schicksal, Glück, Vermögen

Isle - Insel; Eiland

Argonauts - Argonauten; Argonaut, Argonautin

strode - schritt; schreiten

portly - korpulent, vollschlank, beleibt, stattlich

conquering - Eroberung; erobern

hooked - süchtig; Haken, Hookline, Haken, haken, haken, einhaken, haken

shuffled - gemischt; Mischen

shanks - Schäfte; Unterschenkel, Beinstück, Hachse


'I did not start in search of Jim at once, only because I had really an appointment which I could not neglect. Then, as ill-luck would have it, in my agent's office I was fastened upon by a fellow fresh from Madagascar with a little scheme for a wonderful piece of business. It had something to do with cattle and cartridges and a Prince Ravonalo something; but the pivot of the whole affair was the stupidity of some admiral-Admiral Pierre, I think. Everything turned on that, and the chap couldn't find words strong enough to express his confidence. He had globular eyes starting out of his head with a fishy glitter, bumps on his forehead, and wore his long hair brushed back without a parting. He had a favourite phrase which he kept on repeating triumphantly, "The minimum of risk with the maximum of profit is my motto. What?" He made my head ache, spoiled my tiffin, but got his own out of me all right; and as soon as I had shaken him off, I made straight for the water-side. I caught sight of Jim leaning over the parapet of the quay. Three native boatmen quarrelling over five annas were making an awful row at his elbow. He didn't hear me come up, but spun round as if the slight contact of my finger had released a catch. "I was looking," he stammered.

neglect - Vernachlässigung; vernachlässigen, verabsäumen, versäumen

Madagascar - Madagaskar

cartridges - Patronen; Patrone, Patrone, Kartusche

pivot - sich drehen, schwenken;etwas kreiseln lassen;Achse , Drehzapfen , Drehpunkt

admiral - Admiral

globular - kugelförmig

bumps - Beulen; Schlag, Stoß, Bums, qualifier

triumphantly - triumphierend

minimum - Minimum, Mindestmaß, minimal

maximum - Maximum, höchstmöglich, maximal

motto - Motto, Wahlspruch

ache - schmerzen; Schmerz

spoiled - verwöhnt; plündern, ruinieren, verderben, kaputtmachen

parapet - Brüstung; Wehrmauer

quarrelling - (quarell) sich streiten

annas - Anna

spun - gesponnen; durchdrehen, spinnen

I don't remember what I said, not much anyhow, but he made no difficulty in following me to the hotel.

'He followed me as manageable as a little child, with an obedient air, with no sort of manifestation, rather as though he had been waiting for me there to come along and carry him off. I need not have been so surprised as I was at his tractability. On all the round earth, which to some seems so big and that others affect to consider as rather smaller than a mustard-seed, he had no place where he could-what shall I say?-where he could withdraw. That's it! Withdraw-be alone with his loneliness. He walked by my side very calm, glancing here and there, and once turned his head to look after a Sidiboy fireman in a cutaway coat and yellowish trousers, whose black face had silky gleams like a lump of anthracite coal. I doubt, however, whether he saw anything, or even remained all the time aware of my companionship, because if I had not edged him to the left here, or pulled him to the right there, I believe he would have gone straight before him in any direction till stopped by a wall or some other obstacle. I steered him into my bedroom, and sat down at once to write letters. This was the only place in the world (unless, perhaps, the Walpole Reef-but that was not so handy) where he could have it out with himself without being bothered by the rest of the universe. The damned thing-as he had expressed it-had not made him invisible, but I behaved exactly as though he were. No sooner in my chair I bent over my writing-desk like a medieval scribe, and, but for the movement of the hand holding the pen, remained anxiously quiet. I can't say I was frightened; but I certainly kept as still as if there had been something dangerous in the room, that at the first hint of a movement on my part would be provoked to pounce upon me. There was not much in the room-you know how these bedrooms are-a sort of four-poster bedstead under a mosquito-net, two or three chairs, the table I was writing at, a bare floor. A glass door opened on an upstairs verandah, and he stood with his face to it, having a hard time with all possible privacy. Dusk fell; I lit a candle with the greatest economy of movement and as much prudence as though it were an illegal proceeding. There is no doubt that he had a very hard time of it, and so had I, even to the point, I must own, of wishing him to the devil, or on Walpole Reef at least. It occurred to me once or twice that, after all, Chester was, perhaps, the man to deal effectively with such a disaster. That strange idealist had found a practical use for it at once-unerringly, as it were. It was enough to make one suspect that, maybe, he really could see the true aspect of things that appeared mysterious or utterly hopeless to less imaginative persons. I wrote and wrote; I liquidated all the arrears of my correspondence, and then went on writing to people who had no reason whatever to expect from me a gossipy letter about nothing at all. At times I stole a sidelong glance. He was rooted to the spot, but convulsive shudders ran down his back; his shoulders would heave suddenly. He was fighting, he was fighting-mostly for his breath, as it seemed. The massive shadows, cast all one way from the straight flame of the candle, seemed possessed of gloomy consciousness; the immobility of the furniture had to my furtive eye an air of attention. I was becoming fanciful in the midst of my industrious scribbling; and though, when the scratching of my pen stopped for a moment, there was complete silence and stillness in the room, I suffered from that profound disturbance and confusion of thought which is caused by a violent and menacing uproar-of a heavy gale at sea, for instance. Some of you may know what I mean: that mingled anxiety, distress, and irritation with a sort of craven feeling creeping in-not pleasant to acknowledge, but which gives a quite special merit to one's endurance.

manageable - überschaubar

manifestation - Manifestation, Erscheinung

tractability - Nachvollziehbarkeit; Lenkbarkeit

consider as - ansehen als

mustard-seed - (mustard-seed) Senfsamen , Senfkorn

withdraw - zurückziehen; annullieren, entziehen, abziehen, ausscheiden

loneliness - Einsamkeit

fireman - Feuerwehrmann; Heizer

yellowish - gelblich

silky - seidig, seidenweich

anthracite - Anthrazit

reef - Segel reffen; Riff

medieval - mittelalterlich

scribe - Schreiber, Kopist, Schriftgelehrter, Reißnadel, schreiben

pounce - zuschlagen; bimsen

bedstead - Bettgestell, Bettrahmen

mosquito-net - (mosquito-net) Moskitonetz

privacy - Zurückgezogenheit, Privatsphäre, Privatheit

prudence - Klugheit, Umsicht, Besonnenheit

idealist - Idealist, Idealistin

unerringly - zielsicher

liquidated - liquidiert; liquidieren, liquidieren, liquidieren, liquidieren

arrears - Rückstände; Rückstand, Zahlungsrückstand

correspondence - Briefwechsel, Korrespondenz

gossipy - klatschsüchtig; klatschhaft, geschwätzig

shudders - schaudert; Schauder, (wohliger) Schauder, schaudern, zittern

industrious - fleißig

scribbling - Geschmiere, Gekrakel, Gekritzel; (scribble); Geschmiere

scratching - sich kratzen, zerkratzen; (scratch); kratzen; zerkratzen

menacing - bedrohlich; Landplage, androhen

heavy gale - Sturmwind

creeping - schleichend; kriechen, schleichen, schleichen, kriechen

acknowledge - zur Kenntnis nehmen, erkennen, bekennen, anerkennen

merit - Verdienst

I don't claim any merit for standing the stress of Jim's emotions; I could take refuge in the letters; I could have written to strangers if necessary. Suddenly, as I was taking up a fresh sheet of notepaper, I heard a low sound, the first sound that, since we had been shut up together, had come to my ears in the dim stillness of the room. I remained with my head down, with my hand arrested. Those who have kept vigil by a sick-bed have heard such faint sounds in the stillness of the night watches, sounds wrung from a racked body, from a weary soul. He pushed the glass door with such force that all the panes rang: he stepped out, and I held my breath, straining my ears without knowing what else I expected to hear. He was really taking too much to heart an empty formality which to Chester's rigorous criticism seemed unworthy the notice of a man who could see things as they were. An empty formality; a piece of parchment. Well, well. As to an inaccessible guano deposit, that was another story altogether. One could intelligibly break one's heart over that. A feeble burst of many voices mingled with the tinkle of silver and glass floated up from the dining-room below; through the open door the outer edge of the light from my candle fell on his back faintly; beyond all was black; he stood on the brink of a vast obscurity, like a lonely figure by the shore of a sombre and hopeless ocean. There was the Walpole Reef in it-to be sure-a speck in the dark void, a straw for the drowning man. My compassion for him took the shape of the thought that I wouldn't have liked his people to see him at that moment. I found it trying myself. His back was no longer shaken by his gasps; he stood straight as an arrow, faintly visible and still; and the meaning of this stillness sank to the bottom of my soul like lead into the water, and made it so heavy that for a second I wished heartily that the only course left open for me was to pay for his funeral. Even the law had done with him. To bury him would have been such an easy kindness! It would have been so much in accordance with the wisdom of life, which consists in putting out of sight all the reminders of our folly, of our weakness, of our mortality; all that makes against our efficiency-the memory of our failures, the hints of our undying fears, the bodies of our dead friends. Perhaps he did take it too much to heart. And if so then-Chester's offer. . . . At this point I took up a fresh sheet and began to write resolutely. There was nothing but myself between him and the dark ocean. I had a sense of responsibility. If I spoke, would that motionless and suffering youth leap into the obscurity-clutch at the straw? I found out how difficult it may be sometimes to make a sound. There is a weird power in a spoken word. And why the devil not? I was asking myself persistently while I drove on with my writing. All at once, on the blank page, under the very point of the pen, the two figures of Chester and his antique partner, very distinct and complete, would dodge into view with stride and gestures, as if reproduced in the field of some optical toy. I would watch them for a while. No! They were too phantasmal and extravagant to enter into any one's fate. And a word carries far-very far-deals destruction through time as the bullets go flying through space. I said nothing; and he, out there with his back to the light, as if bound and gagged by all the invisible foes of man, made no stir and made no sound.'

refuge - Zuflucht; Herberge

notepaper - Notizpapier, Briefpapier

sick-bed - (sick-bed) Krankenbett

racked - gequält; Folterbank, Zahnstange, Gestell

panes - Scheiben; Scheibe, Fensterscheibe

formality - Formalität; Formalie

rigorous - rigoros

unworthy - unwürdig

parchment - Pergament; Pergamentpapier

deposit - Ablagerung, Vorkommen, Depot, Einzahlung, Anzahlung, Pfand

intelligibly - Verständlich

feeble - kraftlos, schwach, dürftig

dining - Essen; speisen

void - nichtig

gasps - keucht; keuchen, japsen, prusten, keuchen, Atemzug, Luftholen

heartily - von Herzen; herzlich

funeral - Bestattung, Beerdigung, Begräbnis

accordance - Übereinstimmung

reminders - Mahnungen; Gedächtnisstütze, Mahnung, Mahnungbrief

mortality - Sterblichkeit, Mortalität, Sterbeziffer, Mortalitätsziffer

failures - Misserfolge; Misserfolg, Ausfall, Verschlechterung, Misslingen

undying - unsterblich

weird - geheimnisvoll, unheimlich, übernatürlich, seltsam, komisch

persistently - beharrliche, beharrlich

antique - antik; Antiquität

Dodge - ausweichen, beiseite springen, umgehen

stride - schreiten

optical - optisch

phantasmal - phantasmatisch

bullets - Kugeln; Geschoss (Kugel), Kugel

flying through - durchfliegend

gagged - geknebelt; Knebel, Maulkorberlass, Witz, Gag, würgen, knebeln

foes - Feinde; Feind


'The time was coming when I should see him loved, trusted, admired, with a legend of strength and prowess forming round his name as though he had been the stuff of a hero. It's true-I assure you; as true as I'm sitting here talking about him in vain. He, on his side, had that faculty of beholding at a hint the face of his desire and the shape of his dream, without which the earth would know no lover and no adventurer. He captured much honour and an Arcadian happiness (I won't say anything about innocence) in the bush, and it was as good to him as the honour and the Arcadian happiness of the streets to another man. Felicity, felicity-how shall I say it?-is quaffed out of a golden cup in every latitude: the flavour is with you-with you alone, and you can make it as intoxicating as you please. He was of the sort that would drink deep, as you may guess from what went before. I found him, if not exactly intoxicated, then at least flushed with the elixir at his lips. He had not obtained it at once. There had been, as you know, a period of probation amongst infernal ship-chandlers, during which he had suffered and I had worried about-about-my trust-you may call it. I don't know that I am completely reassured now, after beholding him in all his brilliance. That was my last view of him-in a strong light, dominating, and yet in complete accord with his surroundings-with the life of the forests and with the life of men. I own that I was impressed, but I must admit to myself that after all this is not the lasting impression.

legend - Legende; Kartenlegende

prowess - Geschicklichkeit; Können, Fähigkeiten, Heldenmut, Tapferkeit

vain - eitel; unnützlich

beholding - betrachten, sehen, schauen, anschauen, ansehen

lover - Geliebte, Liebhaber, Liebhaberin

adventurer - Abenteurer, Abenteurerin, Thronbewerber, Thronbewerberin

captured - gefangen genommen; Fang, Festnahme, Gefangennahme, Erfassung

Arcadian - Arkadisch

Felicity - Felizitas, Felicitas

quaffed - geschluckt; zechen

Golden - golden, goldgelb

Latitude - Breite, geographische Breite, Breitengrad, Breitenkreis

flavour - Geschmack, Aroma, Sorte

intoxicated - berauscht; berauschen, vergiften, berauschen

flushed - gespült; Wasserspülung, Wallung, Schwall; spülen

elixir - Elixier, Zaubertrunk, Heilmittel

obtained - erlangen, erhalten, bestehen

period of probation - Bewährungsfrist

chandlers - Chandler; Kerzenmacher, Kerzenmacherin, Kerzenzieher

reassured - beruhigt; versichern, beruhigen

dominating - herrschen (über), emporragen (über); beherrschen, dominieren

He was protected by his isolation, alone of his own superior kind, in close touch with Nature, that keeps faith on such easy terms with her lovers. But I cannot fix before my eye the image of his safety. I shall always remember him as seen through the open door of my room, taking, perhaps, too much to heart the mere consequences of his failure. I am pleased, of course, that some good-and even some splendour-came out of my endeavours; but at times it seems to me it would have been better for my peace of mind if I had not stood between him and Chester's confoundedly generous offer. I wonder what his exuberant imagination would have made of Walpole islet-that most hopelessly forsaken crumb of dry land on the face of the waters. It is not likely I would ever have heard, for I must tell you that Chester, after calling at some Australian port to patch up his brig-rigged sea-anachronism, steamed out into the Pacific with a crew of twenty-two hands all told, and the only news having a possible bearing upon the mystery of his fate was the news of a hurricane which is supposed to have swept in its course over the Walpole shoals, a month or so afterwards. Not a vestige of the Argonauts ever turned up; not a sound came out of the waste. Finis! The Pacific is the most discreet of live, hot-tempered oceans: the chilly Antarctic can keep a secret too, but more in the manner of a grave.

lovers - Geliebte, Liebhaber, Liebhaberin

endeavours - Bestrebungen; sich nach Kräften bemühen; Bestrebung

exuberant - überschwänglich

islet - Inselchen; Werder

patch up - ausflicken

shoals - Untiefen; Schar, Untiefe

most discreet - dezenteste

hot-tempered - (hot-tempered) hitzig

chilly - frostig, kalt, kühl

Antarctic - antarktisch; Antarktis

'And there is a sense of blessed finality in such discretion, which is what we all more or less sincerely are ready to admit-for what else is it that makes the idea of death supportable? End! Finis! the potent word that exorcises from the house of life the haunting shadow of fate. This is what-notwithstanding the testimony of my eyes and his own earnest assurances-I miss when I look back upon Jim's success. While there's life there is hope, truly; but there is fear too. I don't mean to say that I regret my action, nor will I pretend that I can't sleep o'nights in consequence; still, the idea obtrudes itself that he made so much of his disgrace while it is the guilt alone that matters. He was not-if I may say so-clear to me. He was not clear. And there is a suspicion he was not clear to himself either.

sincerely - aufrichtig

potent - Potente

exorcises - Teufelsaustreibungen; exorzieren, austreiben

haunting - spuken; quälend

notwithstanding - ungeachtet dessen

assurances - Zusicherungen; Zusicherung, Versicherung, Zusage, Beteuerung

obtrudes - aufdrängt; aufdrängen

suspicion - Verdacht, Argwohn, Verdächtigung

There were his fine sensibilities, his fine feelings, his fine longings-a sort of sublimated, idealised selfishness. He was-if you allow me to say so-very fine; very fine-and very unfortunate. A little coarser nature would not have borne the strain; it would have had to come to terms with itself-with a sigh, with a grunt, or even with a guffaw; a still coarser one would have remained invulnerably ignorant and completely uninteresting.

longings - Sehnsüchte; sehnsüchtig, Sehnsucht, sehnend

sublimated - sublimiert; sublimieren, sublimieren

coarser - gröber; grob, grobkörnig, grob, grob, derb, primitiv

guffaw - schallendes Gelächter; schallend lachen

invulnerably - unverwundbar

'But he was too interesting or too unfortunate to be thrown to the dogs, or even to Chester.

I felt this while I sat with my face over the paper and he fought and gasped, struggling for his breath in that terribly stealthy way, in my room; I felt it when he rushed out on the verandah as if to fling himself over-and didn't; I felt it more and more all the time he remained outside, faintly lighted on the background of night, as if standing on the shore of a sombre and hopeless sea.

gasped - keuchte; keuchen, japsen, prusten, keuchen, Atemzug, Luftholen

struggling - sich abmühen; kämpfend, ringend; (struggle); Kampf, Gefecht

'An abrupt heavy rumble made me lift my head. The noise seemed to roll away, and suddenly a searching and violent glare fell on the blind face of the night. The sustained and dazzling flickers seemed to last for an unconscionable time. The growl of the thunder increased steadily while I looked at him, distinct and black, planted solidly upon the shores of a sea of light. At the moment of greatest brilliance the darkness leaped back with a culminating crash, and he vanished before my dazzled eyes as utterly as though he had been blown to atoms. A blustering sigh passed; furious hands seemed to tear at the shrubs, shake the tops of the trees below, slam doors, break window-panes, all along the front of the building. He stepped in, closing the door behind him, and found me bending over the table: my sudden anxiety as to what he would say was very great, and akin to a fright.

abrupt - abrupt, jäh, schroff, steil

unconscionable - skrupellos

growl - Knurren; Magenknurren

solidly - solide, solidarische

dazzled - geblendet; blenden, verblüffen, faszinieren, bezaubern, betören

atoms - Atome; Atom

blustering - schimpfen; Getöse

shrubs - Sträucher; Busch, Strauch, Staude

"May I have a cigarette?" he asked. I gave a push to the box without raising my head. "I want-want-tobacco," he muttered. I became extremely buoyant. "Just a moment." I grunted pleasantly. He took a few steps here and there. "That's over," I heard him say. A single distant clap of thunder came from the sea like a gun of distress. "The monsoon breaks up early this year," he remarked conversationally, somewhere behind me. This encouraged me to turn round, which I did as soon as I had finished addressing the last envelope. He was smoking greedily in the middle of the room, and though he heard the stir I made, he remained with his back to me for a time.

buoyant - schwimmend, schwimmfähig, beschwingt, heiter, lebhaft

pleasantly - angenehme, angenehm

monsoon - Monsun, Monsunwind, Monsunzeit, Monsunregen

conversationally - im Gespräch

envelope - Umschlag; verhüllen; Kuvert, Versandtasche, Hüllenkurve

greedily - gierig

'"Come-I carried it off pretty well," he said, wheeling suddenly. "Something's paid off-not much. I wonder what's to come." His face did not show any emotion, only it appeared a little darkened and swollen, as though he had been holding his breath. He smiled reluctantly as it were, and went on while I gazed up at him mutely. . . . "Thank you, though-your room-jolly convenient-for a chap-badly hipped." .

swollen - geschwollen; Schwellen

hipped - Hüfte

. . The rain pattered and swished in the garden; a water-pipe (it must have had a hole in it) performed just outside the window a parody of blubbering woe with funny sobs and gurgling lamentations, interrupted by jerky spasms of silence. . . . "A bit of shelter," he mumbled and ceased.

pattered - gemustert; schwatzen

swished - gerauscht; sausen

parody - Parodie; parodieren

blubbering - Geflenne; Speck, Blubber, Walspeck, Blubber

woe - wehe; Weh, Jammer, Kummer, Leid

lamentations - Wehklagen; Wehklage, Klage

jerky - stoßweise, ruckartig

spasms - Krämpfe; Krampf, Muskelkrampf, Spasmus, Anfall, verkrampfen

'A flash of faded lightning darted in through the black framework of the windows and ebbed out without any noise. I was thinking how I had best approach him (I did not want to be flung off again) when he gave a little laugh. "No better than a vagabond now" . . . the end of the cigarette smouldered between his fingers .

ebbed - verebbt; Ebbe, ebben, abebben

smouldered - geschwärmt; glimmen, schwelen

. . "without a single-single," he pronounced slowly; "and yet . . ." He paused; the rain fell with redoubled violence. "Some day one's bound to come upon some sort of chance to get it all back again. Must!" he whispered distinctly, glaring at my boots.

redoubled - verdoppelt; verdoppeln

'I did not even know what it was he wished so much to regain, what it was he had so terribly missed. It might have been so much that it was impossible to say. A piece of ass's skin, according to Chester. . . . He looked up at me inquisitively. "Perhaps. If life's long enough," I muttered through my teeth with unreasonable animosity. "Don't reckon too much on it."

regain - zurückgewinnen; wiedergewinnen

animosity - Feindseligkeit; Hass, Abneigung, Animosität

reckon - meinen Sie; rechnen, damit rechnen, zählen

'"Jove! I feel as if nothing could ever touch me," he said in a tone of sombre conviction. "If this business couldn't knock me over, then there's no fear of there being not enough time to-climb out, and . . ." He looked upwards.

'It struck me that it is from such as he that the great army of waifs and strays is recruited, the army that marches down, down into all the gutters of the earth. As soon as he left my room, that "bit of shelter," he would take his place in the ranks, and begin the journey towards the bottomless pit. I at least had no illusions; but it was I, too, who a moment ago had been so sure of the power of words, and now was afraid to speak, in the same way one dares not move for fear of losing a slippery hold. It is when we try to grapple with another man's intimate need that we perceive how incomprehensible, wavering, and misty are the beings that share with us the sight of the stars and the warmth of the sun.

waifs - Waisenkinder; verlassenes obdachloses Kind

strays - Streuner; verirrt; Streuverlust; abirren, vagabundieren

recruited - rekrutiert; Rekrut, rekrutieren, rekrutieren

ranks - Dienstgrade; (sozialer) Stand, Rang, Dienstgrad

bottomless - Bodenlos; pofrei

dares - wagt; sich getrauen, wagen, jemanden herausfordern

slippery - schlüpfrig; rutschig, glitschig, aalglatt

grapple - Greifen; packen, erbeuten, anpacken; Handgemenge

intimate - vertraut, innig, intim, vorsichtig andeuten

perceive - wahrnehmen

wavering - schwankend; wankelmütig

misty - neblig, nebelhaft

It is as if loneliness were a hard and absolute condition of existence; the envelope of flesh and blood on which our eyes are fixed melts before the outstretched hand, and there remains only the capricious, unconsolable, and elusive spirit that no eye can follow, no hand can grasp. It was the fear of losing him that kept me silent, for it was borne upon me suddenly and with unaccountable force that should I let him slip away into the darkness I would never forgive myself.

outstretched - ausgestreckt; ausstrecken

unconsolable - unbesiegbar

elusive - schwer fassbar

unaccountable - nicht rechenschaftspflichtig

'"Well. Thanks-once more. You've been-er-uncommonly-really there's no word to . . . Uncommonly! I don't know why, I am sure. I am afraid I don't feel as grateful as I would if the whole thing hadn't been so brutally sprung on me. Because at bottom . . . you, yourself . . ." He stuttered.

stuttered - gestottert; Stottern

'"Possibly," I struck in. He frowned.

'"All the same, one is responsible." He watched me like a hawk.

hawk - Falke, Habicht; auf der Straße verkaufen, beizen (Jagd)

'"And That's true, too," I said.

That's true - Das ist schon wahr.

'"Well. I've gone with it to the end, and I don't intend to let any man cast it in my teeth without-without-resenting it." He clenched his fist.

resenting - nachtragend; zurückgesandt; verübeln, übelnehmen

clenched - geballt; ballen

'"There's yourself," I said with a smile-mirthless enough, God knows-but he looked at me menacingly. "That's my business," he said. An air of indomitable resolution came and went upon his face like a vain and passing shadow. Next moment he looked a dear good boy in trouble, as before. He flung away the cigarette. "Good-bye," he said, with the sudden haste of a man who had lingered too long in view of a pressing bit of work waiting for him; and then for a second or so he made not the slightest movement. The downpour fell with the heavy uninterrupted rush of a sweeping flood, with a sound of unchecked overwhelming fury that called to one's mind the images of collapsing bridges, of uprooted trees, of undermined mountains.

mirthless - freudlos

menacingly - bedrohlich

lingered - verweilte; herumlungern, verzögern, Zeit brauchen, verweilen

downpour - Regenschauer; Regenguss, Platzregen

sweeping - erman:; Fegen, Kehren; (sweep); fegen, kehren, rauschen

unchecked - unkontrolliert

collapsing - einstürzen, kollabieren, zusammenfallen, zusammenbrechen

No man could breast the colossal and headlong stream that seemed to break and swirl against the dim stillness in which we were precariously sheltered as if on an island. The perforated pipe gurgled, choked, spat, and splashed in odious ridicule of a swimmer fighting for his life. "It is raining," I remonstrated, "and I . . ." "Rain or shine," he began brusquely, checked himself, and walked to the window. "Perfect deluge," he muttered after a while: he leaned his forehead on the glass. "It's dark, too."

swirl - Strudel; Wirbel

perforated - gelocht; perforieren

gurgled - gurgelte; gurgeln, gurgeln, Gurgeln

splashed - gespritzt; Spritzen, plätschern, platschen

ridicule - lächerlich machen; verhöhnen, verspotten; Spott

swimmer - Schwimmer, Schwimmerin

'"Yes, it is very dark," I said.

'He pivoted on his heels, crossed the room, and had actually opened the door leading into the corridor before I leaped up from my chair. "Wait," I cried, "I want you to . . ." "I can't dine with you again to-night," he flung at me, with one leg out of the room already. "I haven't the slightest intention to ask you," I shouted.

pivoted - geschwenkt; Drehpunkt, Angelpunkt, Zapfen, Angelpunkt, Punkt, de

corridor - Korridor, Gang, Durchgang, Flur

dine - speisen

At this he drew back his foot, but remained mistrustfully in the very doorway. I lost no time in entreating him earnestly not to be absurd; to come in and shut the door.'

mistrustfully - misstrauisch

Entreating - Bitten; ersuchen


'"I suppose you intend to eat and drink and to sleep under shelter in the usual way," I remember saying with irritation. "You say you won't touch the money that is due to you." . . . He came as near as his sort can to making a gesture of horror. (There were three weeks and five days'pay owing him as mate of the Patna.) "Well, that's too little to matter anyhow; but what will you do to-morrow? Where will you turn? You must live . . ." "That isn't the thing," was the comment that escaped him under his breath. I ignored it, and went on combating what I assumed to be the scruples of an exaggerated delicacy. "On every conceivable ground," I concluded, "you must let me help you." "You can't," he said very simply and gently, and holding fast to some deep idea which I could detect shimmering like a pool of water in the dark, but which I despaired of ever approaching near enough to fathom. I surveyed his well-proportioned bulk. "At any rate," I said, "I am able to help what I can see of you.

owing - geschuldet; schulden, schuldig sein, schulden, schuldig sein

combating - Kampf, Schlacht, Gefecht

scruples - Skrupel

conceivable - denkbar

shimmering - schimmernd; (shimmer) schimmernd

despaired - verzweifelt; verzweifeln, Verzweiflung

approaching - sich nähern, nahekommen, ähnlich sein

proportioned - verhältnismäßig; Teil, Proportion, Anteil

I don't pretend to do more." He shook his head sceptically without looking at me. I got very warm. "But I can," I insisted. "I can do even more. I am doing more. I am trusting you . . ." "The money . . ." he began. "Upon my word you deserve being told to go to the devil," I cried, forcing the note of indignation. He was startled, smiled, and I pressed my attack home. "It isn't a question of money at all. You are too superficial," I said (and at the same time I was thinking to myself: Well, here goes! And perhaps he is, after all). "Look at the letter I want you to take. I am writing to a man of whom I've never asked a favour, and I am writing about you in terms that one only ventures to use when speaking of an intimate friend. I make myself unreservedly responsible for you. That's what I am doing. And really if you will only reflect a little what that means . . ."

sceptically - skeptisch

deserve - verdienen

ventures - Unternehmungen; Wagnis

unreservedly - vorbehaltlos

'He lifted his head. The rain had passed away; only the water-pipe went on shedding tears with an absurd drip, drip outside the window. It was very quiet in the room, whose shadows huddled together in corners, away from the still flame of the candle flaring upright in the shape of a dagger; his face after a while seemed suffused by a reflection of a soft light as if the dawn had broken already.

shedding - abwerfen; vergießen; (shed) abwerfen; vergießen

drip - Tropfen; sickern, tröpfeln, träufeln

huddled - zusammengedrängt; wirrer Haufen

flaring - Abfackeln; Fackel, Leuchtfackel, Bengalo

dagger - Dolch

suffused - durchdrungen; überziehen, bedecken, durchfluten, erfüllen

'"Jove!" he gasped out. "It is noble of you!"

'Had he suddenly put out his tongue at me in derision, I could not have felt more humiliated. I thought to myself-Serve me right for a sneaking humbug. . . . His eyes shone straight into my face, but I perceived it was not a mocking brightness. All at once he sprang into jerky agitation, like one of those flat wooden figures that are worked by a string. His arms went up, then came down with a slap. He became another man altogether. "And I had never seen," he shouted; then suddenly bit his lip and frowned. "What a bally ass I've been," he said very slow in an awed tone. . . . "You are a brick!" he cried next in a muffled voice. He snatched my hand as though he had just then seen it for the first time, and dropped it at once. "Why! this is what I-you-I .

humiliated - gedemütigt; demütigen, beschämen, erniedrigen

humbug - Humbug, Unsinn, Betrug, Schwindel, Gauner, Halunke

mocking - spöttisch; (moc) spöttisch

brightness - Funkeln, Glanz, Helligkeit, Aufgewecktheit

awed - ehrfürchtig; Ehrfurcht, Staunen

brick - Ziegelstein; Backstein, Ziegel, externes Netzteil, bricken

. ." he stammered, and then with a return of his old stolid, I may say mulish, manner he began heavily, "I would be a brute now if I . . ." and then his voice seemed to break. "That's all right," I said. I was almost alarmed by this display of feeling, through which pierced a strange elation. I had pulled the string accidentally, as it were; I did not fully understand the working of the toy. "I must go now," he said. "Jove! You have helped me. Can't sit still. The very thing . . ." He looked at me with puzzled admiration. "The very thing . . ."

mulish - stur, störrisch

elation - Euphorie, Hochgefühl, Begeisterung, Jubelstimmung

'Of course it was the thing. It was ten to one that I had saved him from starvation-of that peculiar sort that is almost invariably associated with drink. This was all. I had not a single illusion on that score, but looking at him, I allowed myself to wonder at the nature of the one he had, within the last three minutes, so evidently taken into his bosom. I had forced into his hand the means to carry on decently the serious business of life, to get food, drink, and shelter of the customary kind while his wounded spirit, like a bird with a broken wing, might hop and flutter into some hole to die quietly of inanition there. This is what I had thrust upon him: a definitely small thing; and-behold!-by the manner of its reception it loomed in the dim light of the candle like a big, indistinct, perhaps a dangerous shadow. "You don't mind me not saying anything appropriate," he burst out. "There isn't anything one could say. Last night already you had done me no end of good. Listening to me-you know. I give you my word I've thought more than once the top of my head would fly off.

invariably - ausnahmslos

customary - Gewöhnlich; üblich

behold - betrachten, sehen, schauen, anschauen

appropriate - angebracht, angemessen, passend, zugewiesen, anpassen, aneignen

. ." He darted-positively darted-here and there, rammed his hands into his pockets, jerked them out again, flung his cap on his head. I had no idea it was in him to be so airily brisk. I thought of a dry leaf imprisoned in an eddy of wind, while a mysterious apprehension, a load of indefinite doubt, weighed me down in my chair. He stood stock-still, as if struck motionless by a discovery. "You have given me confidence," he declared, soberly. "Oh! for God's sake, my dear fellow-don't!" I entreated, as though he had hurt me. "All right. I'll shut up now and henceforth. Can't prevent me thinking though. . . . Never mind! . . . I'll show yet . . ." He went to the door in a hurry, paused with his head down, and came back, stepping deliberately. "I always thought that if a fellow could begin with a clean slate . . . And now you . . . in a measure . . . yes . . . clean slate." I waved my hand, and he marched out without looking back; the sound of his footfalls died out gradually behind the closed door-the unhesitating tread of a man walking in broad daylight.

rammed - gerammt; RAM

airily - luftig; sorglos

brisk - lebhaft, rege, vital, anregend

eddy - Strudel

load - Last, Beschickung (Ladung), Belastung; beladen, ich lüde

slate - Schiefer, Dachschindel

footfalls - Fußstapfen; Schritt

gradually - nach und nach, allmählich, stufenweise, schrittweise

unhesitating - ohne zu zögern

'But as to me, left alone with the solitary candle, I remained strangely unenlightened. I was no longer young enough to behold at every turn the magnificence that besets our insignificant footsteps in good and in evil. I smiled to think that, after all, it was yet he, of us two, who had the light.

unenlightened - unaufgeklärt

magnificence - Großartigkeit; Prächtigkeit, Pracht

besets - bedrängt; befallen, bedrängen

And I felt sad. A clean slate, did he say? As if the initial word of each our destiny were not graven in imperishable characters upon the face of a rock.'

initial - anfänglich, ursprünglich, erster, Anfangsbuchstabe; Initiale

graven - eingraviert; feierlich, Gruft, massiv, würdig, ernst

imperishable - unvergänglich, widerstandsfähig


'Six months afterwards my friend (he was a cynical, more than middle-aged bachelor, with a reputation for eccentricity, and owned a rice-mill) wrote to me, and judging, from the warmth of my recommendation, that I would like to hear, enlarged a little upon Jim's perfections. These were apparently of a quiet and effective sort. "Not having been able so far to find more in my heart than a resigned toleration for any individual of my kind, I have lived till now alone in a house that even in this steaming climate could be considered as too big for one man. I have had him to live with me for some time past. It seems I haven't made a mistake." It seemed to me on reading this letter that my friend had found in his heart more than tolerance for Jim-that there were the beginnings of active liking. Of course he stated his grounds in a characteristic way. For one thing, Jim kept his freshness in the climate. Had he been a girl-my friend wrote-one could have said he was blooming-blooming modestly-like a violet, not like some of these blatant tropical flowers. He had been in the house for six weeks, and had not as yet attempted to slap him on the back, or address him as "old boy," or try to make him feel a superannuated fossil. He had nothing of the exasperating young man's chatter. He was good-tempered, had not much to say for himself, was not clever by any means, thank goodness-wrote my friend. It appeared, however, that Jim was clever enough to be quietly appreciative of his wit, while, on the other hand, he amused him by his naiveness.

cynical - zynisch

bachelor - Junggeselle; Bachelor

reputation - Ansehen, Ruf, Klang, Bekanntheit

eccentricity - exzentrisches Verhalten; Exzentrizität

Mill - Promille, 1/10 Prozent; Mühle, Fabrik; fräsen, anfräsen

perfections - Vollkommenheit, Perfektion

toleration - Duldung

till now - bis jetzt

steaming - Dämpfen; dampfend; (steam); Wasserdampf, Kraft, Energie

wit - Witz; nämlich, und zwar

characteristic - charakteristisch, bezeichnend, kennzeichnend, typisch, Merkmal

modestly - bescheidene, züchtig, bescheiden

Violet - Violett; Veilchen

blatant - offensichtlich, himmelschreiend, eklatant, krass, brüllend

attempted - Versucht; versuchen, Versuch, Bestreben

superannuated - im Ruhestand; pensionieren

fossil - Fossil

chatter - klappern, schnattern, schwatzen

tempered - temperiert; Gereiztheit, Laune, Temperament

appreciative - wertschätzend

naiveness - Naivität

"The dew is yet on him, and since I had the bright idea of giving him a room in the house and having him at meals I feel less withered myself. The other day he took it into his head to cross the room with no other purpose but to open a door for me; and I felt more in touch with mankind than I had been for years. Ridiculous, isn't it? Of course I guess there is something-some awful little scrape-which you know all about-but if I am sure that it is terribly heinous, I fancy one could manage to forgive it. For my part, I declare I am unable to imagine him guilty of anything much worse than robbing an orchard. Is it much worse? Perhaps you ought to have told me; but it is such a long time since we both turned saints that you may have forgotten we, too, had sinned in our time? It may be that some day I shall have to ask you, and then I shall expect to be told. I don't care to question him myself till I have some idea what it is. Moreover, it's too soon as yet. Let him open the door a few times more for me. . . ." Thus my friend. I was trebly pleased-at Jim's shaping so well, at the tone of the letter, at my own cleverness. Evidently I had known what I was doing. I had read characters aright, and so on. And what if something unexpected and wonderful were to come of it? That evening, reposing in a deck-chair under the shade of my own poop awning (it was in Hong-Kong harbour), I laid on Jim's behalf the first stone of a castle in Spain.

dew - tauen; Tau

heinous - abscheulich, verabscheuungswürdig

robbing - rauben, berauben, Raubbau treiben, ausrauben

Saints - Heilige; Sankt

trebly - dreifach

aright - nicht wahr; richtig

reposing - ruhend; ruhen

awning - Markise; Sonnenschutz; (awn); Granne

behalf - für; Vorteil, Nutzen, Interesse

castle in Spain - Luftschloss (fig.)

'I made a trip to the northward, and when I returned I found another letter from my friend waiting for me. It was the first envelope I tore open. "There are no spoons missing, as far as I know," ran the first line; "I haven't been interested enough to inquire. He is gone, leaving on the breakfast-table a formal little note of apology, which is either silly or heartless. Probably both-and it's all one to me. Allow me to say, lest you should have some more mysterious young men in reserve, that I have shut up shop, definitely and for ever. This is the last eccentricity I shall be guilty of. Do not imagine for a moment that I care a hang; but he is very much regretted at tennis-parties, and for my own sake I've told a plausible lie at the club. . . ." I flung the letter aside and started looking through the batch on my table, till I came upon Jim's handwriting. Would you believe it? One chance in a hundred!

apology - Entschuldigung; Apologie

heartless - herzlos

more mysterious - geheimnisvollere

reserve - Reservieren, Bedenken, Vorbehalt, Reserviertheit, Reserve

plausible - plausibel, glaubhaft

handwriting - Handschrift; (handwrite); Handschrift

But it is always that hundredth chance! That little second engineer of the Patna had turned up in a more or less destitute state, and got a temporary job of looking after the machinery of the mill. "I couldn't stand the familiarity of the little beast," Jim wrote from a seaport seven hundred miles south of the place where he should have been in clover. "I am now for the time with Egstrom & Blake, ship-chandlers, as their-well-runner, to call the thing by its right name. For reference I gave them your name, which they know of course, and if you could write a word in my favour it would be a permanent employment." I was utterly crushed under the ruins of my castle, but of course I wrote as desired. Before the end of the year my new charter took me that way, and I had an opportunity of seeing him.

hundredth - Hundertstel; hundertste, einhundertste, Hundertster, Hundertste

destitute - notleidend

temporary - zeitweilig, temporär, vorübergehend, Zeitarbeitskraft

machinery - Maschinen; Maschinerie, maschinelle Ausrüstung

familiarity - Vertrautheit

seaport - Seehafen, Hafenstadt

clover - Klee

crushed - erdrückt; Schwarm, zerdrücken

ruins - Ruinen; Ruine, Ruin, Ruin, ruinieren, auf die Knie zwingen

desired - gewünscht; begehren, begehren, Begehren

charter - Charta

'He was still with Egstrom & Blake, and we met in what they called "our parlour" opening out of the store. He had that moment come in from boarding a ship, and confronted me head down, ready for a tussle. "What have you got to say for yourself?" I began as soon as we had shaken hands. "What I wrote you-nothing more," he said stubbornly. "Did the fellow blab-or what?" I asked. He looked up at me with a troubled smile. "Oh, no! He didn't. He made it a kind of confidential business between us. He was most damnably mysterious whenever I came over to the mill; he would wink at me in a respectful manner-as much as to say 'We know what we know.'Infernally fawning and familiar-and that sort of thing . . ." He threw himself into a chair and stared down his legs. "One day we happened to be alone and the fellow had the cheek to say, 'Well, Mr.

tussle - Rauferei; kämpfen, raufen

blab - schwatzen, ausplaudern

respectful - respektvoll

infernally - höllisch

fawning - Katzbuckeln; schmeichelnd, unterwürfig, kriecherisch

James'-I was called Mr. James there as if I had been the son-'here we are together once more. This is better than the old ship-ain't it?'. . . Wasn't it appalling, eh? I looked at him, and he put on a knowing air. 'Don't you be uneasy, sir,'he says. 'I know a gentleman when I see one, and I know how a gentleman feels. I hope, though, you will be keeping me on this job. I had a hard time of it too, along of that rotten old Patna racket.'Jove! It was awful. I don't know what I should have said or done if I had not just then heard Mr. Denver calling me in the passage. It was tiffin-time, and we walked together across the yard and through the garden to the bungalow. He began to chaff me in his kindly way . . . I believe he liked me . . ."

Denver - Denver

bungalow - Bungalow, eingeschossiges Haus

'Jim was silent for a while.

'"I know he liked me. That's what made it so hard. Such a splendid man! . . . That morning he slipped his hand under my arm. . . . He, too, was familiar with me." He burst into a short laugh, and dropped his chin on his breast. "Pah! When I remembered how that mean little beast had been talking to me," he began suddenly in a vibrating voice, "I couldn't bear to think of myself . . . I suppose you know .

Pah - PAK

. ." I nodded. . . . "More like a father," he cried; his voice sank. "I would have had to tell him. I couldn't let it go on-could I?" "Well?" I murmured, after waiting a while. "I preferred to go," he said slowly; "this thing must be buried."

'We could hear in the shop Blake upbraiding Egstrom in an abusive, strained voice. They had been associated for many years, and every day from the moment the doors were opened to the last minute before closing, Blake, a little man with sleek, jetty hair and unhappy, beady eyes, could be heard rowing his partner incessantly with a sort of scathing and plaintive fury. The sound of that everlasting scolding was part of the place like the other fixtures; even strangers would very soon come to disregard it completely unless it be perhaps to mutter "Nuisance," or to get up suddenly and shut the door of the "parlour." Egstrom himself, a raw-boned, heavy Scandinavian, with a busy manner and immense blonde whiskers, went on directing his people, checking parcels, making out bills or writing letters at a stand-up desk in the shop, and comported himself in that clatter exactly as though he had been stone-deaf. Now and again he would emit a bothered perfunctory "Sssh," which neither produced nor was expected to produce the slightest effect. "They are very decent to me here," said Jim. "Blake's a little cad, but Egstrom's all right." He stood up quickly, and walking with measured steps to a tripod telescope standing in the window and pointed at the roadstead, he applied his eye to it.

upbraiding - Vorwürfe; Vorwurf, schimpfend; (upbraid) Vorwürfe; Vorwurf

strained - angespannt; Spannung, starke Inanspruchnahme, Zug; anstrengen

sleek - glatt; q

beady - perlend

rowing - rudernd; (row) rudernd

scathing - vernichtend; Beleidigung

plaintive - traurig, wehleidig, klagend, Klage

fixtures - Einrichtungsgegenstände; Installation, Zubehörteil

nuisance - Ärgernis, Ärger, Quälgeist, Belästigung

Scandinavian - Skandinavier, Skandinavierin, skandinavisch

whiskers - Schnurrhaare; Barthaar

parcels - Pakete; Paket

comported - verfasst; verhalten, benehmen

emit - emittieren, aussenden

perfunctory - oberflächlich

cad - Prolet

tripod - Dreifuß, Stativ, Dreibein, Tripod

"There's that ship which has been becalmed outside all the morning has got a breeze now and is coming in," he remarked patiently; "I must go and board." We shook hands in silence, and he turned to go. "Jim!" I cried. He looked round with his hand on the lock. "You-you have thrown away something like a fortune." He came back to me all the way from the door. "Such a splendid old chap," he said. "How could I? How could I?" His lips twitched. "Here it does not matter." "Oh! you-you-" I began, and had to cast about for a suitable word, but before I became aware that there was no name that would just do, he was gone. I heard outside Egstrom's deep gentle voice saying cheerily, "That's the Sarah W. Granger, Jimmy. You must manage to be first aboard"; and directly Blake struck in, screaming after the manner of an outraged cockatoo, "Tell the captain we've got some of his mail here. That'll fetch him. D'ye hear, Mister What's-your-name?" And there was Jim answering Egstrom with something boyish in his tone. "All right. I'll make a race of it." He seemed to take refuge in the boat-sailing part of that sorry business.

becalmed - beruhigt; beruhigen

twitched - gezuckt; zupfen

Jimmy - Brecheisen

outraged - empört; Untat, Gräueltat, (empörendes) Verbrechen, Beleidigung

cockatoo - Kakadu

What's-your-name? - (What's-your-name?) Wie heißt du?

'I did not see him again that trip, but on my next (I had a six months'charter) I went up to the store. Ten yards away from the door Blake's scolding met my ears, and when I came in he gave me a glance of utter wretchedness; Egstrom, all smiles, advanced, extending a large bony hand. "Glad to see you, captain. . . . Sssh. . . . Been thinking you were about due back here. What did you say, sir? . . . Sssh. . . . Oh! him! He has left us. Come into the parlour." . . . After the slam of the door Blake's strained voice became faint, as the voice of one scolding desperately in a wilderness. . . . "Put us to a great inconvenience, too. Used us badly-I must say . . ." "Where's he gone to? Do you know?" I asked. "No. It's no use asking either," said Egstrom, standing bewhiskered and obliging before me with his arms hanging down his sides clumsily, and a thin silver watch-chain looped very low on a rucked-up blue serge waistcoat. "A man like that don't go anywhere in particular." I was too concerned at the news to ask for the explanation of that pronouncement, and he went on. "He left-let's see-the very day a steamer with returning pilgrims from the Red Sea put in here with two blades of her propeller gone. Three weeks ago now." "Wasn't there something said about the Patna case?" I asked, fearing the worst. He gave a start, and looked at me as if I had been a sorcerer. "Why, yes! How do you know? Some of them were talking about it here. There was a captain or two, the manager of Vanlo's engineering shop at the harbour, two or three others, and myself. Jim was in here too, having a sandwich and a glass of beer; when we are busy-you see, captain-there's no time for a proper tiffin. He was standing by this table eating sandwiches, and the rest of us were round the telescope watching that steamer come in; and by-and-by Vanlo's manager began to talk about the chief of the Patna; he had done some repairs for him once, and from that he went on to tell us what an old ruin she was, and the money that had been made out of her. He came to mention her last voyage, and then we all struck in. Some said one thing and some another-not much-what you or any other man might say; and there was some laughing. Captain O'Brien of the Sarah W. Granger, a large, noisy old man with a stick-he was sitting listening to us in this arm-chair here-he let drive suddenly with his stick at the floor, and roars out, 'Skunks!'. . . Made us all jump. Vanlo's manager winks at us and asks, 'What's the matter, Captain O'Brien?

wretchedness - Elend

extending - erweitern, ausdehnen, erweitern, ausdehnen, ausweiten

inconvenience - Unannehmlichkeit; lästig sein, stören

It's no use - Es nützt nichts., Es bringt nichts.

clumsily - unbeholfen; plump

looped - geschleift; Schlaufe, Schlaufe, Schleife, Endlosschleife

serge - Serge

sorcerer - Zauberer

roars - brüllt; brüllen, brüllen, Tosen

Skunks - Stinktiere; Schweinehund; Saukerl, Skunk, Stinktier

winks - zwinkert; zwinkern, blinzeln, funkeln, zuzwinkern

'Matter! matter!'the old man began to shout; 'what are you Injuns laughing at? It's no laughing matter. It's a disgrace to human natur'-that's what it is. I would despise being seen in the same room with one of those men. Yes, sir!'He seemed to catch my eye like, and I had to speak out of civility. 'Skunks!'says I, 'of course, Captain O'Brien, and I wouldn't care to have them here myself, so you're quite safe in this room, Captain O'Brien. Have a little something cool to drink.''Dam'your drink, Egstrom,'says he, with a twinkle in his eye; 'when I want a drink I will shout for it. I am going to quit. It stinks here now.'At this all the others burst out laughing, and out they go after the old man. And then, sir, that blasted Jim he puts down the sandwich he had in his hand and walks round the table to me; there was his glass of beer poured out quite full. 'I am off,'he says-just like this. 'It isn't half-past one yet,'says I; 'you might snatch a smoke first.'I thought he meant it was time for him to go down to his work. When I understood what he was up to, my arms fell-so! Can't get a man like that every day, you know, sir; a regular devil for sailing a boat; ready to go out miles to sea to meet ships in any sort of weather. More than once a captain would come in here full of it, and the first thing he would say would be, 'That's a reckless sort of a lunatic you've got for water-clerk, Egstrom. I was feeling my way in at daylight under short canvas when there comes flying out of the mist right under my forefoot a boat half under water, sprays going over the mast-head, two frightened niggers on the bottom boards, a yelling fiend at the tiller. Hey! hey! Ship ahoy! ahoy! Captain! Hey! hey! Egstrom & Blake's man first to speak to you! Hey! hey! Egstrom & Blake! Hallo! hey! whoop! Kick the niggers-out reefs-a squall on at the time-shoots ahead whooping and yelling to me to make sail and he would give me a lead in-more like a demon than a man. Never saw a boat handled like that in all my life. Couldn't have been drunk-was he? Such a quiet, soft-spoken chap too-blush like a girl when he came on board. . . .'I tell you, Captain Marlow, nobody had a chance against us with a strange ship when Jim was out. The other ship-chandlers just kept their old customers, and . . ."

civility - Anstand, Höflichkeit, Verbindlichkeit

Twinkle - funkeln; zwinkern

stinks - stinkt; stinken, riechen, müffeln, stinken, stinken, Gestank

puts down - (put down) abgestellt

snatch - schnappen; klauen, stehlen, Reißen

flying out - ausfliegend

forefoot - Vorfuß; Vorderfuß

Ahoy - ahoi; Ahoi

whooping - (whoop) schreien; (whoop) (whoop) schreien

demon - Dämon, Teufel

blush - Schamröte; erröten, sich schämen

customers - Kunden; Kunde, Abnehmer, Käufer

'Egstrom appeared overcome with emotion.

'"Why, sir-it seemed as though he wouldn't mind going a hundred miles out to sea in an old shoe to nab a ship for the firm. If the business had been his own and all to make yet, he couldn't have done more in that way. And now . . . all at once . . . like this! Thinks I to myself: 'Oho! a rise in the screw-that's the trouble-is it?''All right,'says I, 'no need of all that fuss with me, Jimmy. Just mention your figure. Anything in reason.'He looks at me as if he wanted to swallow something that stuck in his throat. 'I can't stop with you.''What's that blooming joke?'I asks. He shakes his head, and I could see in his eye he was as good as gone already, sir. So I turned to him and slanged him till all was blue. 'What is it you're running away from?'I asks. 'Who has been getting at you? What scared you? You haven't as much sense as a rat; they don't clear out from a good ship. Where do you expect to get a better berth?-you this and you that.

old shoe - Latschen

nab - schnappen; erwischen

slanged - geschlitzt; Jargon, Slang, saloppe Umgangssprache

rat - Ratte

I made him look sick, I can tell you. 'This business ain't going to sink,'says I. He gave a big jump. 'Good-bye,'he says, nodding at me like a lord; 'you ain't half a bad chap, Egstrom. I give you my word that if you knew my reasons you wouldn't care to keep me.''That's the biggest lie you ever told in your life,'says I; 'I know my own mind.'He made me so mad that I had to laugh. 'Can't you really stop long enough to drink this glass of beer here, you funny beggar, you?'I don't know what came over him; he didn't seem able to find the door; something comical, I can tell you, captain. I drank the beer myself. 'Well, if you're in such a hurry, here's luck to you in your own drink,'says I; 'only, you mark my words, if you keep up this game you'll very soon find that the earth ain't big enough to hold you-that's all.'He gave me one black look, and out he rushed with a face fit to scare little children."

comical - komisch

'Egstrom snorted bitterly, and combed one auburn whisker with knotty fingers. "Haven't been able to get a man that was any good since. It's nothing but worry, worry, worry in business. And where might you have come across him, captain, if it's fair to ask?"

bitterly - verbittert; bitterlich

combed - gekämmt; Combe

Auburn - Rotbraun, Kastanienbraun, rötlichbraun

whisker - Barthaar, Barthaare, Schnurrhaar, Vibrisse, Haaresbreite

knotty - verknotet; knotig

'"He was the mate of the Patna that voyage," I said, feeling that I owed some explanation. For a time Egstrom remained very still, with his fingers plunged in the hair at the side of his face, and then exploded. "And who the devil cares about that?" "I daresay no one," I began .

owed - geschuldet; schulden, schuldig sein, schulden, schuldig sein

plunged - stürzte; eintauchen, tauchen

daresay - wagen Sie es; Ich möchte sagen.., Ich könnte mir denken..

. . "And what the devil is he-anyhow-for to go on like this?" He stuffed suddenly his left whisker into his mouth and stood amazed. "Jee!" he exclaimed, "I told him the earth wouldn't be big enough to hold his caper."'

caper - Kaperfahrt; Streich (übermütiger), Kaper, Kapriole


'I have told you these two episodes at length to show his manner of dealing with himself under the new conditions of his life. There were many others of the sort, more than I could count on the fingers of my two hands. They were all equally tinged by a high-minded absurdity of intention which made their futility profound and touching. To fling away your daily bread so as to get your hands free for a grapple with a ghost may be an act of prosaic heroism. Men had done it before (though we who have lived know full well that it is not the haunted soul but the hungry body that makes an outcast), and men who had eaten and meant to eat every day had applauded the creditable folly.

tinged - gefärbt; tönen

fling away - wegschmeißen

outcast - verstoßen; ausgestoßen

applauded - applaudiert; applaudieren, klatschen, Beifall klatschen, loben

creditable - anrechenbar

He was indeed unfortunate, for all his recklessness could not carry him out from under the shadow. There was always a doubt of his courage. The truth seems to be that it is impossible to lay the ghost of a fact. You can face it or shirk it-and I have come across a man or two who could wink at their familiar shades. Obviously Jim was not of the winking sort; but what I could never make up my mind about was whether his line of conduct amounted to shirking his ghost or to facing him out.

recklessness - Leichtsinnigkeit, Fahrlässigkeit, Gewagtheit

winking - (wink) (mit einem) Augenzwinkern; (wink) (wink) (mit einem) Augenzwinkern

shirking - Drückeberger; drücken

'I strained my mental eyesight only to discover that, as with the complexion of all our actions, the shade of difference was so delicate that it was impossible to say. It might have been flight and it might have been a mode of combat. To the common mind he became known as a rolling stone, because this was the funniest part: he did after a time become perfectly known, and even notorious, within the circle of his wanderings (which had a diameter of, say, three thousand miles), in the same way as an eccentric character is known to a whole countryside. For instance, in Bankok, where he found employment with Yucker Brothers, charterers and teak merchants, it was almost pathetic to see him go about in sunshine hugging his secret, which was known to the very up-country logs on the river. Schomberg, the keeper of the hotel where he boarded, a hirsute Alsatian of manly bearing and an irrepressible retailer of all the scandalous gossip of the place, would, with both elbows on the table, impart an adorned version of the story to any guest who cared to imbibe knowledge along with the more costly liquors. "And, mind you, the nicest fellow you could meet," would be his generous conclusion; "quite superior." It says a lot for the casual crowd that frequented Schomberg's establishment that Jim managed to hang out in Bankok for a whole six months.

combat - Kampf, Schlacht, Gefecht, kämpfen (gegen, mit), bekämpfen

wanderings - Wanderungen; (wander) irren, wandern, umherschweifen

diameter - Durchmesser

teak - Teakholz; Teakbaum, Teak

merchants - Kaufleute; Kaufmann, Kauffrau

pathetic - erbärmlich

hugging - Umarmung, umarmen

logs on - (log on) sich einloggen (Computer), anmelden

keeper - Hüter; Wächter, Hüter, Torwart, Tormann

hirsute - haarig; behaart

Alsatian - elsässisch; Elsässer, Elsässerin, Elsässisch

retailer - Einzelhändler, Verkäufer, Ladenbesitzer; (retail); Einzelhandel

scandalous - skandalös

gossip - Klatsch und Tratsch; Tratsche, Tratschtante, Klatschtante

impart - übermitteln; weitergeben, gewähren, mitteilen, vermitteln

adorned - geschmückt; schmücken, zieren, verzieren

imbibe - saufen; trinken; vereinnahmen

costly - teuer, kostspielig

liquors - Spirituosen; Spirituose

frequented - frequentiert; häufig; aufsuchen

I remarked that people, perfect strangers, took to him as one takes to a nice child. His manner was reserved, but it was as though his personal appearance, his hair, his eyes, his smile, made friends for him wherever he went. And, of course, he was no fool. I heard Siegmund Yucker (native of Switzerland), a gentle creature ravaged by a cruel dyspepsia, and so frightfully lame that his head swung through a quarter of a circle at every step he took, declare appreciatively that for one so young he was "of great gabasidy," as though it had been a mere question of cubic contents. "Why not send him up country?" I suggested anxiously. (Yucker Brothers had concessions and teak forests in the interior.) "If he has capacity, as you say, he will soon get hold of the work. And physically he is very fit. His health is always excellent." "Ach! It's a great ting in dis goundry to be vree vrom tispep-shia," sighed poor Yucker enviously, casting a stealthy glance at the pit of his ruined stomach. I left him drumming pensively on his desk and muttering, "Es ist ein'Idee. Es ist ein'Idee." Unfortunately, that very evening an unpleasant affair took place in the hotel.

reserved - Reservieren

made friends - angefreundet

wherever - wo auch immer

Switzerland - Die Schweiz; Schweiz

ravaged - verwüstet; verwüsten, zerstören, Verwüstung

dyspepsia - Dyspepsie; Verdauungsstörung

frightfully - furchtbar; schrecklich, schreckliche

appreciatively - anerkennend

cubic - q Kubik...;kubisch, würfelig

Contents - Inhalt; (to be content with) sich mit etwas begnügen

concessions - Zugeständnisse; gewährtes Grundstück

interior - inner; Interieur, Inneres, Innenraum, offener Kern

capacity - Kapazität; Befugnis

physically - physisch; physikalisch

goundry - Wäscherei

shia - Schia

enviously - neidische, neidisch

casting - Gießerei, Abguss, Rollenbesetzung; (cast); werfen; wegwerfen

ruined - ruiniert; Ruine, Ruin, Ruin, ruinieren, auf die Knie zwingen

pensively - nachdenklich

'I don't know that I blame Jim very much, but it was a truly regrettable incident. It belonged to the lamentable species of bar-room scuffles, and the other party to it was a cross-eyed Dane of sorts whose visiting-card recited, under his misbegotten name: First Lieutenant in the Royal Siamese Navy. The fellow, of course, was utterly hopeless at billiards, but did not like to be beaten, I suppose. He had had enough to drink to turn nasty after the sixth game, and make some scornful remark at Jim's expense. Most of the people there didn't hear what was said, and those who had heard seemed to have had all precise recollection scared out of them by the appalling nature of the consequences that immediately ensued. It was very lucky for the Dane that he could swim, because the room opened on a verandah and the Menam flowed below very wide and black. A boat-load of Chinamen, bound, as likely as not, on some thieving expedition, fished out the officer of the King of Siam, and Jim turned up at about midnight on board my ship without a hat. "Everybody in the room seemed to know," he said, gasping yet from the contest, as it were. He was rather sorry, on general principles, for what had happened, though in this case there had been, he said, "no option.

blame - jemadem die Schuld zuweisen

regrettable - bedauerlich

lamentable - beklagenswert

species - Arten; Hartgeld

scuffles - Schlägereien; raufen; Handgemenge, Gewühl

Dane - Däne, Dänin

misbegotten - missverstanden

First Lieutenant - Oberleutnant (Luftwaffe)

billiards - Billiarde; Billard

expense - Kosten; Ausgabe, Aufwand, Verlust

thieving - Diebstahl; (thieve); stehlen

Siam - Siam

contest - Auseinandersetzung, Debatte, Wettkampf, Wettbewerb, Wettstreit

But what dismayed him was to find the nature of his burden as well known to everybody as though he had gone about all that time carrying it on his shoulders. Naturally after this he couldn't remain in the place. He was universally condemned for the brutal violence, so unbecoming a man in his delicate position; some maintained he had been disgracefully drunk at the time; others criticised his want of tact. Even Schomberg was very much annoyed. "He is a very nice young man," he said argumentatively to me, "but the lieutenant is a first-rate fellow too. He dines every night at my table d'hote, you know. And there's a billiard-cue broken. I can't allow that. First thing this morning I went over with my apologies to the lieutenant, and I think I've made it all right for myself; but only think, captain, if everybody started such games! Why, the man might have been drowned! And here I can't run out into the next street and buy a new cue. I've got to write to Europe for them. No, no! A temper like that won't do!" . . . He was extremely sore on the subject.

burden - Belastung; Refrain, Last, Möller (Hüttenwesen); belasten

universally - universell

unbecoming - unschicklich

disgracefully - schändlich

criticised - kritisiert; kritisieren, bemängeln, monieren, mäkeln

tact - Takt, Taktgefühl

argumentatively - argumentativ

dines - speist; speisen

cue - Stichwort; Aufruf, Billardstock, Billardqueue

apologies - Entschuldigungen; Entschuldigung, Apologie

been drowned - ertrunken

'This was the worst incident of all in his-his retreat. Nobody could deplore it more than myself; for if, as somebody said hearing him mentioned, "Oh yes! I know. He has knocked about a good deal out here," yet he had somehow avoided being battered and chipped in the process. This last affair, however, made me seriously uneasy, because if his exquisite sensibilities were to go the length of involving him in pot-house shindies, he would lose his name of an inoffensive, if aggravating, fool, and acquire that of a common loafer. For all my confidence in him I could not help reflecting that in such cases from the name to the thing itself is but a step. I suppose you will understand that by that time I could not think of washing my hands of him. I took him away from Bankok in my ship, and we had a longish passage.

retreat - Rückzug

deplore - bedauern

inoffensive - unbedenklich

aggravating - verschlimmernd; verschlimmern, erschweren, ärgern, verbittern

acquire - erwerben, akquirieren

longish - länglich

It was pitiful to see how he shrank within himself. A seaman, even if a mere passenger, takes an interest in a ship, and looks at the sea-life around him with the critical enjoyment of a painter, for instance, looking at another man's work. In every sense of the expression he is "on deck"; but my Jim, for the most part, skulked down below as though he had been a stowaway. He infected me so that I avoided speaking on professional matters, such as would suggest themselves naturally to two sailors during a passage. For whole days we did not exchange a word; I felt extremely unwilling to give orders to my officers in his presence. Often, when alone with him on deck or in the cabin, we didn't know what to do with our eyes.

shrank - geschrumpft; schrumpfen, schrumpfen, abnehmen, drücken

enjoyment - Genuss, Vergnügen

skulked - herumgeschlichen; sich verstecken

stowaway - blinder Passagier, blinde Passagierin

infected - infiziert; anstecken, infizieren, anstecken, infizieren

'I placed him with De Jongh, as you know, glad enough to dispose of him in any way, yet persuaded that his position was now growing intolerable. He had lost some of that elasticity which had enabled him to rebound back into his uncompromising position after every overthrow. One day, coming ashore, I saw him standing on the quay; the water of the roadstead and the sea in the offing made one smooth ascending plane, and the outermost ships at anchor seemed to ride motionless in the sky.

dispose - beseitigen, entsorgen, ordnen

rebound - zurückprallen; Abprall

uncompromising - kompromisslos

overthrow - umstürzen (Politik)

outermost - ganz außen

He was waiting for his boat, which was being loaded at our feet with packages of small stores for some vessel ready to leave. After exchanging greetings, we remained silent-side by side. "Jove!" he said suddenly, "this is killing work."

vessel - Schiff, Boot, Wasserfahrzeug, Gefäß, Behälter

greetings - Grüße; Gruß, Begrüßung

'He smiled at me; I must say he generally could manage a smile. I made no reply. I knew very well he was not alluding to his duties; he had an easy time of it with De Jongh. Nevertheless, as soon as he had spoken I became completely convinced that the work was killing. I did not even look at him. "Would you like," said I, "to leave this part of the world altogether; try California or the West Coast? I'll see what I can do . . ." He interrupted me a little scornfully. "What difference would it make?" . . . I felt at once convinced that he was right. It would make no difference; it was not relief he wanted; I seemed to perceive dimly that what he wanted, what he was, as it were, waiting for, was something not easy to define-something in the nature of an opportunity.

dimly - undeutlich; trübe

I had given him many opportunities, but they had been merely opportunities to earn his bread. Yet what more could any man do? The position struck me as hopeless, and poor Brierly's saying recurred to me, "Let him creep twenty feet underground and stay there." Better that, I thought, than this waiting above ground for the impossible. Yet one could not be sure even of that. There and then, before his boat was three oars'lengths away from the quay, I had made up my mind to go and consult Stein in the evening.

recurred - wieder aufgetreten; wiederkehren

consult - Rat halten; beraten, beratschlagen, um Rat fragen

Stein - Bierkrug, Bierglas

'This Stein was a wealthy and respected merchant. His "house" (because it was a house, Stein & Co., and there was some sort of partner who, as Stein said, "looked after the Moluccas") had a large inter-island business, with a lot of trading posts established in the most out-of-the-way places for collecting the produce. His wealth and his respectability were not exactly the reasons why I was anxious to seek his advice. I desired to confide my difficulty to him because he was one of the most trustworthy men I had ever known. The gentle light of a simple, unwearied, as it were, and intelligent good-nature illumined his long hairless face. It had deep downward folds, and was pale as of a man who had always led a sedentary life-which was indeed very far from being the case. His hair was thin, and brushed back from a massive and lofty forehead. One fancied that at twenty he must have looked very much like what he was now at threescore. It was a student's face; only the eyebrows nearly all white, thick and bushy, together with the resolute searching glance that came from under them, were not in accord with his, I may say, learned appearance. He was tall and loose-jointed; his slight stoop, together with an innocent smile, made him appear benevolently ready to lend you his ear; his long arms with pale big hands had rare deliberate gestures of a pointing out, demonstrating kind. I speak of him at length, because under this exterior, and in conjunction with an upright and indulgent nature, this man possessed an intrepidity of spirit and a physical courage that could have been called reckless had it not been like a natural function of the body-say good digestion, for instance-completely unconscious of itself. It is sometimes said of a man that he carries his life in his hand. Such a saying would have been inadequate if applied to him; during the early part of his existence in the East he had been playing ball with it.

wealthy - wohlhabend, reich

inter - begraben

established - etabliert; feststellen, etablieren, eröffnen, gründen

respectability - Respektabilität; Achtbarkeit

confide - anvertrauen; vertrauen; einweihen, ins Vertrauen ziehen

most trustworthy - kreditfähigste

hairless - haarlos, unbehaart

downward - abwärts, nach unten, runter, nach unten gehend, absteigend

sedentary - sesshaft

threescore - sechzig

bushy - buschig

jointed - gegliedert; gemeinschaftlich, gemeinsam, gemeinsame

benevolently - wohlwollend

exterior - Außen-; Äußeres, Außenseite

conjunction - Verbindung; Zusammenhang; Konjunktion, Bindewort

indulgent - Nachsichtig

intrepidity - Unerschrockenheit; Furchtlosigkeit

digestion - Verdauung

All this was in the past, but I knew the story of his life and the origin of his fortune. He was also a naturalist of some distinction, or perhaps I should say a learned collector. Entomology was his special study. His collection of Buprestidae and Longicorns-beetles all-horrible miniature monsters, looking malevolent in death and immobility, and his cabinet of butterflies, beautiful and hovering under the glass of cases on lifeless wings, had spread his fame far over the earth. The name of this merchant, adventurer, sometime adviser of a Malay sultan (to whom he never alluded otherwise than as "my poor Mohammed Bonso"), had, on account of a few bushels of dead insects, become known to learned persons in Europe, who could have had no conception, and certainly would not have cared to know anything, of his life or character. I, who knew, considered him an eminently suitable person to receive my confidences about Jim's difficulties as well as my own.'

naturalist - Naturforscher, Naturforscherin, Naturalist, Naturalistin

collector - Sammler, Sammlerin, Kassierer, Kollektor

Entomology - Entomologie, Insektologie, Insektenkunde

beetles - Stampfer (allg.), Käfer; flitzen

miniature - Miniatur, mittelalterliche Buchmalerei

monsters - Monster

cabinet - Schrank, Wandschrank, Kabinett, Rat, Ministerrat

butterflies - Schmetterlinge; Schmetterling, qualifieroetic

hovering - schwebend; rütteln, verweilen, zögern, bewegen

fame - Ruhm, Berühmtheit, Bekanntheit

sometime - irgendwann, eines Tages

adviser - Beraterin; Berater, Ratgeber

Malay - malaiisch, malaiisch, Malaiie, Malaiin, Malaiisch

sultan - Sultan

alluded - angedeutet; andeuten, erwähnen

bushels - Scheffel, Scheffel


'Late in the evening I entered his study, after traversing an imposing but empty dining-room very dimly lit. The house was silent. I was preceded by an elderly grim Javanese servant in a sort of livery of white jacket and yellow sarong, who, after throwing the door open, exclaimed low, "O master!" and stepping aside, vanished in a mysterious way as though he had been a ghost only momentarily embodied for that particular service. Stein turned round with the chair, and in the same movement his spectacles seemed to get pushed up on his forehead. He welcomed me in his quiet and humorous voice. Only one corner of the vast room, the corner in which stood his writing-desk, was strongly lighted by a shaded reading-lamp, and the rest of the spacious apartment melted into shapeless gloom like a cavern. Narrow shelves filled with dark boxes of uniform shape and colour ran round the walls, not from floor to ceiling, but in a sombre belt about four feet broad. Catacombs of beetles. Wooden tablets were hung above at irregular intervals.

traversing - überqueren; durchquerend; (traverse); durchkreuzen, durchqueren

imposing - imposant; auferlegen, aufzwingen, auferlegen

preceded - vorausgegangen; vorangehen, vorausgehen

Javanese - Javaner, Javanerin, Javanisch

livery - Tracht, Kleid

sarong - Sarong

momentarily - Momentan

spectacles - Brillen; Spektakel

humorous - humorvoll

shaded - schattiert; Schatten, Vorhang, Farbton, schattieren

spacious - geräumig; weiträumig

shapeless - unförmig; formlos

Catacombs - Katakomben; Katakombe

The light reached one of them, and the word Coleoptera written in gold letters glittered mysteriously upon a vast dimness. The glass cases containing the collection of butterflies were ranged in three long rows upon slender-legged little tables. One of these cases had been removed from its place and stood on the desk, which was bestrewn with oblong slips of paper blackened with minute handwriting.

dimness - Unklarheit; Düsterkeit

ranged in - eingeordnet

bestrewn - bestreut; bestreuen

oblong - länglich, lang, quer, breit, rechteckig

slips - Ausrutscher; Versprecher; Rutschen (geradeaus); Lapsus

blackened - geschwärzt; schwärzen

'"So you see me-so," he said. His hand hovered over the case where a butterfly in solitary grandeur spread out dark bronze wings, seven inches or more across, with exquisite white veinings and a gorgeous border of yellow spots. "Only one specimen like this they have in your London, and then-no more. To my small native town this my collection I shall bequeath. Something of me. The best."

butterfly - Schmetterling

grandeur - Erhabenheit; Herrlichkeit, Pracht, Hoheit

bronze - Bronze; bronzen

native town - Geburtsstadt

bequeath - hinterlassen, vererben, vermachen, aussetzen

'He bent forward in the chair and gazed intently, his chin over the front of the case. I stood at his back. "Marvellous," he whispered, and seemed to forget my presence. His history was curious. He had been born in Bavaria, and when a youth of twenty-two had taken an active part in the revolutionary movement of 1848. Heavily compromised, he managed to make his escape, and at first found a refuge with a poor republican watchmaker in Trieste. From there he made his way to Tripoli with a stock of cheap watches to hawk about,-not a very great opening truly, but it turned out lucky enough, because it was there he came upon a Dutch traveller-a rather famous man, I believe, but I don't remember his name. It was that naturalist who, engaging him as a sort of assistant, took him to the East. They travelled in the Archipelago together and separately, collecting insects and birds, for four years or more. Then the naturalist went home, and Stein, having no home to go to, remained with an old trader he had come across in his journeys in the interior of Celebes-if Celebes may be said to have an interior. This old Scotsman, the only white man allowed to reside in the country at the time, was a privileged friend of the chief ruler of Wajo States, who was a woman. I often heard Stein relate how that chap, who was slightly paralysed on one side, had introduced him to the native court a short time before another stroke carried him off.

intently - angespannt, aufmerksam, konzentriert

Bavaria - Bayern; Königreich Bayern; Bayern

revolutionary - revolutionär; Revolutionär, Revolutionärin

compromised - kompromittiert; Kompromiss, Ausgleich, sich einigen

Republican - republikanisch; Republikaner, Republikanerin

watchmaker - Uhrmacher, Uhrmacherin

Tripoli - Tripolis

hawk about - verbreiten (Gerüchte)

Dutch - niederländisch, holländisch, Niederländisch, Holländisch

engaging - engagieren; beschäftigen, anstellen, angreifen, anlegen

Archipelago - Archipel, Inselgruppe, Inselhaufen, Inselansammlung

Scotsman - Schotte

reside - residieren; wohnen

privileged - privilegiert; Privileg

ruler - Lineal; Herrscher

paralysed - gelähmt; lahmlegen; lähmen

He was a heavy man with a patriarchal white beard, and of imposing stature. He came into the council-hall where all the rajahs, pangerans, and headmen were assembled, with the queen, a fat wrinkled woman (very free in her speech, Stein said), reclining on a high couch under a canopy. He dragged his leg, thumping with his stick, and grasped Stein's arm, leading him right up to the couch. "Look, queen, and you rajahs, this is my son," he proclaimed in a stentorian voice. "I have traded with your fathers, and when I die he shall trade with you and your sons."

patriarchal - patriarchalisch

stature - Körpergröße, Statur

Council - Rat

rajahs - Raja, Radscha, Radja, Rajah

pangerans - Pangeraner

headmen - Vorsteher; Führer

assembled - montiert; zusammensetzen, versammeln, versammeln

reclining - zurücklehnen, hinlegen, anlehnen

couch - Liege

dragged - geschleppt; Planierschleppe; nachschleppen, schleppen, ziehen

thumping - Klopfen; dumpfer Schlag, dumpf

grasped - begriffen; greifen, erfassen, begreifen, verstehen, erfassen

proclaimed - verkündet; verkünden, verkündigen, erklären

stentorian voice - Stentorstimme

'By means of this simple formality Stein inherited the Scotsman's privileged position and all his stock-in-trade, together with a fortified house on the banks of the only navigable river in the country. Shortly afterwards the old queen, who was so free in her speech, died, and the country became disturbed by various pretenders to the throne. Stein joined the party of a younger son, the one of whom thirty years later he never spoke otherwise but as "my poor Mohammed Bonso." They both became the heroes of innumerable exploits; they had wonderful adventures, and once stood a siege in the Scotsman's house for a month, with only a score of followers against a whole army. I believe the natives talk of that war to this day. Meantime, it seems, Stein never failed to annex on his own account every butterfly or beetle he could lay hands on. After some eight years of war, negotiations, false truces, sudden outbreaks, reconciliation, treachery, and so on, and just as peace seemed at last permanently established, his "poor Mohammed Bonso" was assassinated at the gate of his own royal residence while dismounting in the highest spirits on his return from a successful deer-hunt. This event rendered Stein's position extremely insecure, but he would have stayed perhaps had it not been that a short time afterwards he lost Mohammed's sister ("my dear wife the princess," he used to say solemnly), by whom he had had a daughter-mother and child both dying within three days of each other from some infectious fever. He left the country, which this cruel loss had made unbearable to him. Thus ended the first and adventurous part of his existence. What followed was so different that, but for the reality of sorrow which remained with him, this strange part must have resembled a dream.

inherited - geerbt; erben, übernehmen, erben, erben, vererben

fortified - gestärkt; befestigen, verstärken, stärken, verstärken

navigable - schiffbar

shortly - in Kürze; bald

pretenders - Betrüger, Betrügerin, Angeber, Angeberin, Heuchler, Heuchlerin

throne - Thron

exploits - Heldentat, Exploit

siege - Belagerung

followers - Mitläufer; Nachfolger, Nachfolgerin, Anhänger, Follower

annex - annektieren, anfügen; Anhang

negotiations - Verhandlungen; Verhandlung

truces - Waffenstillstände; Waffenstillstand, Waffenruhe

reconciliation - Aussöhnung, Schlichtung, Versöhnung, Wiederaussöhnung

treachery - Verrat

permanently - dauerhaft; stetig, für immer

assassinated - ermordet; ermorden, meucheln, Meuchelmord begehen

residence - Wohnsitz, Wohnort, Wohnhaus, Firmensitz

dismounting - Aussteigen; abnehmen, absteigen

deer - Rehe; Hirsch

rendered - erbracht; leisten, wiedergeben

dying - (to die) sterben, umkommen; (dye) (to die) sterben, umkommen

infectious - ansteckend

unbearable - unerträglich

sorrow - Kummer, Traurigkeit, Trauer, Sorge

He had a little money; he started life afresh, and in the course of years acquired a considerable fortune. At first he had travelled a good deal amongst the islands, but age had stolen upon him, and of late he seldom left his spacious house three miles out of town, with an extensive garden, and surrounded by stables, offices, and bamboo cottages for his servants and dependants, of whom he had many. He drove in his buggy every morning to town, where he had an office with white and Chinese clerks. He owned a small fleet of schooners and native craft, and dealt in island produce on a large scale. For the rest he lived solitary, but not misanthropic, with his books and his collection, classing and arranging specimens, corresponding with entomologists in Europe, writing up a descriptive catalogue of his treasures. Such was the history of the man whom I had come to consult upon Jim's case without any definite hope. Simply to hear what he would have to say would have been a relief. I was very anxious, but I respected the intense, almost passionate, absorption with which he looked at a butterfly, as though on the bronze sheen of these frail wings, in the white tracings, in the gorgeous markings, he could see other things, an image of something as perishable and defying destruction as these delicate and lifeless tissues displaying a splendour unmarred by death.

considerable - erheblich, beträchtlich, beachtlich

extensive - umfangreich

stables - Ställe; Rennstall (Pferdesport); dauerhaft, beständig, Stall

bamboo - Bambus, Bambusrohr

dependants - Unterhaltsberechtigte; Abhängige, Angehörige, Anhänger

buggy - Kinderwagen

Fleet - Flotte; Fahrzeugpark

misanthropic - menschenfeindlich

specimens - Exemplare; Exemplar

corresponding - entsprechend; entsprechen, korrespondieren, korrespondieren

entomologists - Entomologen; Entomologe, Entomologin, Insektenwissenschaftler

descriptive - beschreibend

catalogue - Katalog, Liste, Verzeichnis

treasures - Schatz, Schatz, Schatz, schätzen

absorption - Absorption; Vertiefung

frail - zerbrechlich, schwächliche, gebrechlich

tracings - Verfolgungen; Nebeneintragungsvermerk, Ablaufverfolgung

markings - Markierungen; Kennzeichnung, Stempelung, markierend

perishable - verderblich, leichtverderblich, Vergängliches, Verderbliches

tissues - Taschentücher; Gewebe

displaying - die Anzeige; Vorführung, Vorstellung, Display

unmarred - ungetrübt

'"Marvellous!" he repeated, looking up at me. "Look! The beauty-but that is nothing-look at the accuracy, the harmony. And so fragile! And so strong! And so exact! This is Nature-the balance of colossal forces. Every star is so-and every blade of grass stands so-and the mighty Kosmos in perfect equilibrium produces-this. This wonder; this masterpiece of Nature-the great artist."

accuracy - Genauigkeit, Sorgfalt, Exaktheit, Richtigkeit

harmony - Harmonie, Einklang, Wohlklang, Harmonielehre

fragile - fragil, zerbrechlich

blade - Klinge; Turbinenschaufel; Grashalm; Blatt

equilibrium - Gleichgewicht, Balance, Ausgeglichenheit

masterpiece - Meisterstück, Meisterwerk

'"Never heard an entomologist go on like this," I observed cheerfully. "Masterpiece! And what of man?"

entomologist - Entomologe, Entomologin, Insektenwissenschaftler

'"Man is amazing, but he is not a masterpiece," he said, keeping his eyes fixed on the glass case. "Perhaps the artist was a little mad. Eh? What do you think? Sometimes it seems to me that man is come where he is not wanted, where there is no place for him; for if not, why should he want all the place?

glass case - Vitrine , Glaskasten

Why should he run about here and there making a great noise about himself, talking about the stars, disturbing the blades of grass? . . ."

'"Catching butterflies," I chimed in.

'He smiled, threw himself back in his chair, and stretched his legs. "Sit down," he said. "I captured this rare specimen myself one very fine morning. And I had a very big emotion. You don't know what it is for a collector to capture such a rare specimen. You can't know."

capture - erfassen; Fang, Festnahme, Gefangennahme, Erfassung

'I smiled at my ease in a rocking-chair. His eyes seemed to look far beyond the wall at which they stared; and he narrated how, one night, a messenger arrived from his "poor Mohammed," requiring his presence at the "residenz"-as he called it-which was distant some nine or ten miles by a bridle-path over a cultivated plain, with patches of forest here and there. Early in the morning he started from his fortified house, after embracing his little Emma, and leaving the "princess," his wife, in command. He described how she came with him as far as the gate, walking with one hand on the neck of his horse; she had on a white jacket, gold pins in her hair, and a brown leather belt over her left shoulder with a revolver in it. "She talked as women will talk," he said, "telling me to be careful, and to try to get back before dark, and what a great wickedness it was for me to go alone. We were at war, and the country was not safe; my men were putting up bullet-proof shutters to the house and loading their rifles, and she begged me to have no fear for her. She could defend the house against anybody till I returned. And I laughed with pleasure a little. I liked to see her so brave and young and strong. I too was young then. At the gate she caught hold of my hand and gave it one squeeze and fell back. I made my horse stand still outside till I heard the bars of the gate put up behind me. There was a great enemy of mine, a great noble-and a great rascal too-roaming with a band in the neighbourhood. I cantered for four or five miles; there had been rain in the night, but the musts had gone up, up-and the face of the earth was clean; it lay smiling to me, so fresh and innocent-like a little child. Suddenly somebody fires a volley-twenty shots at least it seemed to me. I hear bullets sing in my ear, and my hat jumps to the back of my head. It was a little intrigue, you understand. They got my poor Mohammed to send for me and then laid that ambush. I see it all in a minute, and I think-This wants a little management. My pony snort, jump, and stand, and I fall slowly forward with my head on his mane. He begins to walk, and with one eye I could see over his neck a faint cloud of smoke hanging in front of a clump of bamboos to my left. I think-Aha! my friends, why you not wait long enough before you shoot?

messenger - Kurier, Bote, Botschafter

bridle - Zaumzeug, Zaum, aufzäumen, Zaumzeug anlegen, zügeln

cultivated - kultiviert; kultivieren, anbauen, kultivieren, pflegen

patches - notdürftig reparieren, reparieren, einsetzen; Flicken

embracing - umarmen, annehmen, umarmen, Umarmung

Emma - Emma

leather belt - Ledergurt , Ledergürtel

revolver - Revolver

wickedness - Bösartigkeit; Bosheit

Proof - Beweise; Beweis; polierte Platte; aufgehen lassen

shutters - Fensterläden; Verschließender, Verschließer, Fensterladen; q

rifles - Gewehre; Gewehr

rascal - Schlingel; Gauner, Strolch, Bösewicht, Schurke, Bengel

cantered - galoppiert; leichter, Kanter

volley - Salve; Volley

shots - Schüsse; (to shoot up) aufschießen, emporschießen

intrigue - Intrige; intrigieren; faszinieren

send for - kommen lassen, herbeirufen, holen lassen

ambush - Hinterhalt; Hinterhalt

mane - Mähne

see over - hinwegsehen, genau ansehen

bamboos - Bambus, Bambus, Bambusrohr

This is not yet gelungen. Oh no! I get hold of my revolver with my right hand-quiet-quiet. After all, there were only seven of these rascals. They get up from the grass and start running with their sarongs tucked up, waving spears above their heads, and yelling to each other to look out and catch the horse, because I was dead. I let them come as close as the door here, and then bang, bang, bang-take aim each time too. One more shot I fire at a man's back, but I miss. Too far already. And then I sit alone on my horse with the clean earth smiling at me, and there are the bodies of three men lying on the ground. One was curled up like a dog, another on his back had an arm over his eyes as if to Keep off the sun, and the third man he draws up his leg very slowly and makes it with one kick straight again. I watch him very carefully from my horse, but there is no more-bleibt ganz ruhig-keep still, so. And as I looked at his face for some sign of life I observed something like a faint shadow pass over his forehead. It was the shadow of this butterfly. Look at the form of the wing. This species fly high with a strong flight. I raised my eyes and I saw him fluttering away. I think-Can it be possible? And then I lost him. I dismounted and went on very slow, leading my horse and holding my revolver with one hand and my eyes darting up and down and right and left, everywhere! At last I saw him sitting on a small heap of dirt ten feet away. At once my heart began to beat quick. I let go my horse, keep my revolver in one hand, and with the other snatch my soft felt hat off my head. One step. Steady. Another step. Flop! I got him! When I got up I shook like a leaf with excitement, and when I opened these beautiful wings and made sure what a rare and so extraordinary perfect specimen I had, my head went round and my legs became so weak with emotion that I had to sit on the ground. I had greatly desired to possess myself of a specimen of that species when collecting for the professor. I took long journeys and underwent great privations; I had dreamed of him in my sleep, and here suddenly I had him in my fingers-for myself! In the words of the poet" (he pronounced it "boet")-

rascals - Gauner, Strolch, Bösewicht, Schurke, Bengel, Strolch, Schlingel

sarongs - Sarong

tucked up - zurückgestreift

Keep off - Betreten verboten!;abhalten

pass over - übertreten

fluttering - Flatterhaft; flattern, wedeln

dismounted - Abgesessen; abnehmen, absteigen

felt hat - Filzhut

Flop - versagen; Pleite, Reinfall, Versager

possess - besitzen

underwent - unterzog; durchmachen

privations - Entbehrungen; Entbehrung, Einschränkung, Mangel, Armut, Not

"'So halt'ich's endlich denn in meinen Handen,

halt - anhalten; unterbrechen, halten; Halt

Und nenn'es in gewissem Sinne mein.'"

gewissem - gewissermaßen

He gave to the last word the emphasis of a suddenly lowered voice, and withdrew his eyes slowly from my face. He began to charge a long-stemmed pipe busily and in silence, then, pausing with his thumb on the orifice of the bowl, looked again at me significantly.

stemmed - gestaucht; MINT

busily - fleißig; eifrig, geschäftig, beschäftigt

pausing - pausierend; (pause); pausieren, innehalten, Pause

orifice - Blende; Öffnung

'"Yes, my good friend. On that day I had nothing to desire; I had greatly annoyed my principal enemy; I was young, strong; I had friendship; I had the love" (he said "lof") "of woman, a child I had, to make my heart very full-and even what I had once dreamed in my sleep had come into my hand too!"

'He struck a match, which flared violently. His thoughtful placid face twitched once.

'"Friend, wife, child," he said slowly, gazing at the small flame-"phoo!" The match was blown out. He sighed and turned again to the glass case. The frail and beautiful wings quivered faintly, as if his breath had for an instant called back to life that gorgeous object of his dreams.

phoo - puh

'"The work," he began suddenly, pointing to the scattered slips, and in his usual gentle and cheery tone, "is making great progress. I have been this rare specimen describing. . . . Na! And what is your good news?"

'"To tell you the truth, Stein," I said with an effort that surprised me, "I came here to describe a specimen. . . ."

'"Butterfly?" he asked, with an unbelieving and humorous eagerness.

'"Nothing so perfect," I answered, feeling suddenly dispirited with all sorts of doubts. "A man!"

dispirited - entmutigt; entmutigen

'"Ach so!" he murmured, and his smiling countenance, turned to me, became grave. Then after looking at me for a while he said slowly, "Well-I am a man too."

'Here you have him as he was; he knew how to be so generously encouraging as to make a scrupulous man hesitate on the brink of confidence; but if I did hesitate it was not for long.

generously - freigebige, großzügig, generös, dankenswerterweise

scrupulous - skrupellos

'He heard me out, sitting with crossed legs. Sometimes his head would disappear completely in a great eruption of smoke, and a sympathetic growl would come out from the cloud. When I finished he uncrossed his legs, laid down his pipe, leaned forward towards me earnestly with his elbows on the arms of his chair, the tips of his fingers together.

eruption - Eruption, Ausbruch, Vulkanausbruch

uncrossed - ungekreuzt; geradelegen

'"I understand very well. He is romantic."

'He had diagnosed the case for me, and at first I was quite startled to find how simple it was; and indeed our conference resembled so much a medical consultation-Stein, of learned aspect, sitting in an arm-chair before his desk; I, anxious, in another, facing him, but a little to one side-that it seemed natural to ask-

diagnosed - diagnostiziert; diagnostizieren

consultation - Beratung, Konsultation

'"What's good for it?"

'He lifted up a long forefinger.

'"There is only one remedy! One thing alone can us from being ourselves cure!" The finger came down on the desk with a smart rap. The case which he had made to look so simple before became if possible still simpler-and altogether hopeless. There was a pause. "Yes," said I, "strictly speaking, the question is not how to get cured, but how to live."

strictly speaking - strenggenommen, eigtl. eigentlich, genaugenommen

cured - geheilt; Köter, Köter

'He approved with his head, a little sadly as it seemed. "Ja! ja! In general, adapting the words of your great poet: That is the question. . . ." He went on nodding sympathetically. . . . "How to be! Ach! How to be."

approved - genehmigt; billigen, genehmigen, zusagen

adapting - anpassen, angleichen, anwenden, einrichten, anpassen

'He stood up with the tips of his fingers resting on the desk.

'"We want in so many different ways to be," he began again. "This magnificent butterfly finds a little heap of dirt and sits still on it; but man he will never on his heap of mud keep still. He want to be so, and again he want to be so.

keep still - schweigen, stillhalten

. . ." He moved his hand up, then down. . . . "He wants to be a saint, and he wants to be a devil-and every time he shuts his eyes he sees himself as a very fine fellow-so fine as he can never be. . . . In a dream. . . ."

saint - St. Sankt ...;Heilige {m,f}

'He lowered the glass lid, the automatic lock clicked sharply, and taking up the case in both hands he bore it religiously away to its place, passing out of the bright circle of the lamp into the ring of fainter light-into shapeless dusk at last.

lid - Deckel

automatic - automatisch; Maschine

religiously - religiös

fainter - schwächer; (faint) schwach, matt

It had an odd effect-as if these few steps had carried him out of this concrete and perplexed world. His tall form, as though robbed of its substance, hovered noiselessly over invisible things with stooping and indefinite movements; his voice, heard in that remoteness where he could be glimpsed mysteriously busy with immaterial cares, was no longer incisive, seemed to roll voluminous and grave-mellowed by distance.

concrete - konkret, bestimmt, genau, aus Beton, Beton

perplexed - perplex; verwirren

remoteness - Abgeschiedenheit; Abgelegenheit

glimpsed - flüchtig gesehen; Blick, Aufblitzen

incisive - prägnant

mellowed - gemildert; zart, weich

'"And because you not always can keep your eyes shut there comes the real trouble-the heart pain-the world pain. I tell you, my friend, it is not good for you to find you cannot make your dream come true, for the reason that you not strong enough are, or not clever enough. . . . Ja! . . . And all the time you are such a fine fellow too! Wie? Was? Gott im Himmel! How can that be? Ha! ha! ha!"

'The shadow prowling amongst the graves of butterflies laughed boisterously.

prowling - herumtreibend; (prowl); durchstreifen, herumstreifen

graves - Gräber; Graf

'"Yes! Very funny this terrible thing is. A man that is born falls into a dream like a man who falls into the sea. If he tries to climb out into the air as inexperienced people endeavour to do, he drowns-nicht wahr? . . . No! I tell you! The way is to the destructive element submit yourself, and with the exertions of your hands and feet in the water make the deep, deep sea keep you up. So if you ask me-how to be?"

inexperienced - unerfahren

endeavour - sich nach Kräften bemühen; Bestrebung, Bestreben; Bemühung

drowns - ertrinkt; ertrinken, ertränken, überwältigen

submit - sich fügen; vorlegen, einreichen, unterwerfen

deep sea - Tiefsee

'His voice leaped up extraordinarily strong, as though away there in the dusk he had been inspired by some whisper of knowledge. "I will tell you! For that too there is only one way."

extraordinarily - außerordentlich

inspired - inspiriert; inspirieren, inspirieren, beatmen, einhauchen

'With a hasty swish-swish of his slippers he loomed up in the ring of faint light, and suddenly appeared in the bright circle of the lamp. His extended hand aimed at my breast like a pistol; his deepset eyes seemed to pierce through me, but his twitching lips uttered no word, and the austere exaltation of a certitude seen in the dusk vanished from his face. The hand that had been pointing at my breast fell, and by-and-by, coming a step nearer, he laid it gently on my shoulder. There were things, he said mournfully, that perhaps could never be told, only he had lived so much alone that sometimes he forgot-he forgot. The light had destroyed the assurance which had inspired him in the distant shadows. He sat down and, with both elbows on the desk, rubbed his forehead. "And yet it is true-it is true. In the destructive element immerse." . . . He spoke in a subdued tone, without looking at me, one hand on each side of his face. "That was the way. To follow the dream, and again to follow the dream-and so-ewig-usque ad finem.

swish - zischen; sausen

pistol - Pistole, Faustfeuerwaffe, Zündpistole

deepset - tiefgründig

pierce - lochen, durchbohren

twitching - Zuckungen; zupfend, zupfen; (twitch) Zuckungen; zupfend, zupfen

exaltation - Erhöhen, Erhöhung

immerse - eintauchen; vertiefen

. . ." The whisper of his conviction seemed to open before me a vast and uncertain expanse, as of a crepuscular horizon on a plain at dawn-or was it, perchance, at the coming of the night? One had not the courage to decide; but it was a charming and deceptive light, throwing the impalpable poesy of its dimness over pitfalls-over graves. His life had begun in sacrifice, in enthusiasm for generous ideas; he had travelled very far, on various ways, on strange paths, and whatever he followed it had been without faltering, and therefore without shame and without regret. In so far he was right. That was the way, no doubt. Yet for all that, the great plain on which men wander amongst graves and pitfalls remained very desolate under the impalpable poesy of its crepuscular light, overshadowed in the centre, circled with a bright edge as if surrounded by an abyss full of flames. When at last I broke the silence it was to express the opinion that no one could be more romantic than himself.

crepuscular - dämmerungsaktiv

deceptive - trügerisch

impalpable - ungreifbar

poesy - Poesie

pitfalls - Fallstricke; Fallstrick, Fallgrube, Fanggrube, Wildgrube

faltering - ins Stocken geraten; schwankend; (falter); Wanken, wackeln

more romantic - romantischere

'He shook his head slowly, and afterwards looked at me with a patient and inquiring glance. It was a shame, he said. There we were sitting and talking like two boys, instead of putting our heads together to find something practical-a practical remedy-for the evil-for the great evil-he repeated, with a humorous and indulgent smile. For all that, our talk did not grow more practical. We avoided pronouncing Jim's name as though we had tried to keep flesh and blood out of our discussion, or he were nothing but an erring spirit, a suffering and nameless shade. "Na!

inquiring - Erkundigen Sie sich; erkundigen

remedy-for - (remedy-for) Mittel gegen

erring - irrend; (err) irrend

nameless - namenlos

said Stein, rising. "To-night you sleep here, and in the morning we shall do something practical-practical. . . ." He lit a two-branched candlestick and led the way. We passed through empty dark rooms, escorted by gleams from the lights Stein carried. They glided along the waxed floors, sweeping here and there over the polished surface of a table, leaped upon a fragmentary curve of a piece of furniture, or flashed perpendicularly in and out of distant mirrors, while the forms of two men and the flicker of two flames could be seen for a moment stealing silently across the depths of a crystalline void. He walked slowly a pace in advance with stooping courtesy; there was a profound, as it were a listening, quietude on his face; the long flaxen locks mixed with white threads were scattered thinly upon his slightly bowed neck.

candlestick - Kerzenleuchter; Kerzenhalter

dark rooms - Dunkelkammern

escorted - Eskortiert; Eskorte, Geleit

waxed - gewachst; das Wachs

fragmentary - bruchstückhaft; fragmentarisch

crystalline - kristallin, kristallinisch, kristallen, Kristall

courtesy - Höflichkeit

quietude - Ruhe, Friede

flaxen - flachsen; flachsfarben

threads - Fäden; Faden, Garn

thinly - dünn

'"He is romantic-romantic," he repeated. "And that is very bad-very bad. . . . Very good, too," he added. "But is he?" I queried.

'"Gewiss," he said, and stood still holding up the candelabrum, but without looking at me. "Evident! What is it that by inward pain makes him know himself? What is it that for you and me makes him-exist?"

candelabrum - Kandelaber

'He preceded me. My eyes followed his movements, but what I did see was not the head of the firm, the welcome guest at afternoon receptions, the correspondent of learned societies, the entertainer of stray naturalists; I saw only the reality of his destiny, which he had known how to follow with unfaltering footsteps, that life begun in humble surroundings, rich in generous enthusiasms, in friendship, love, war-in all the exalted elements of romance. At the door of my room he faced me. "Yes," I said, as though carrying on a discussion, "and amongst other things you dreamed foolishly of a certain butterfly; but when one fine morning your dream came in your way you did not let the splendid opportunity escape. Did you?

correspondent - Korrespondent, Korrespondentin

entertainer - Unterhaltungskünstler; Unterhalter, Entertainer

naturalists - Naturforscher, Naturforscherin, Naturalist, Naturalistin

unfaltering - unveränderlich

enthusiasms - Begeisterung, Enthusiasmus, Schwärmerei

romance - Romantik; Liebesgeschichte; qual

foolishly - töricht; dummerweise (aus Dummheit), albernes

Whereas he . . ." Stein lifted his hand. "And do you know how many opportunities I let escape; how many dreams I had lost that had come in my way?" He shook his head regretfully. "It seems to me that some would have been very fine-if I had made them come true. Do you know how many? Perhaps I myself don't know." "Whether his were fine or not," I said, "he knows of one which he certainly did not catch." "Everybody knows of one or two like that," said Stein; "and that is the trouble-the great trouble. . . ."

regretfully - bedauernd

'He shook hands on the threshold, peered into my room under his raised arm. "Sleep well. And to-morrow we must do something practical-practical. . . ."

threshold - Schwelle, Türschwelle

'Though his own room was beyond mine I saw him return the way he came. He was going back to his butterflies.'


'I don't suppose any of you have ever heard of Patusan?'Marlow resumed, after a silence occupied in the careful lighting of a cigar. 'It does not matter; there's many a heavenly body in the lot crowding upon us of a night that mankind had never heard of, it being outside the sphere of its activities and of no earthly importance to anybody but to the astronomers who are paid to talk learnedly about its composition, weight, path-the irregularities of its conduct, the aberrations of its light-a sort of scientific scandal-mongering. Thus with Patusan. It was referred to knowingly in the inner government circles in Batavia, especially as to its irregularities and aberrations, and it was known by name to some few, very few, in the mercantile world. Nobody, however, had been there, and I suspect no one desired to go there in person, just as an astronomer, I should fancy, would strongly object to being transported into a distant heavenly body, where, parted from his earthly emoluments, he would be bewildered by the view of an unfamiliar heavens. However, neither heavenly bodies nor astronomers have anything to do with Patusan.

occupied - besetzt; in Anspruch nehmen, belegen, bewohnen, besetzen

heavenly body - Weltkörper

sphere - Kugel; Sphäre, Bereich

astronomers - Astronomen; Astronom, Astronomus, Himmelskundler

learnedly - gelehrt

composition - Zusammenstellung; Zusammensetzung, Komposition

irregularities - Unregelmäßigkeiten; Unregelmäßigkeit, Unregelmäßigkeit

aberrations - Fehlentwicklungen; Aberration, Abartigkeit, Abweichung

mongering - zu verleumden; Handel; (monger); Krämer, Händler, Verkäufer

mercantile - kaufmännisch

emoluments - Bezüge; Vergütung, Honorar

unfamiliar - ungewohnt

heavenly bodies - Weltkörper

It was Jim who went there. I only meant you to understand that had Stein arranged to send him into a star of the fifth magnitude the change could not have been greater. He left his earthly failings behind him and what sort of reputation he had, and there was a totally new set of conditions for his imaginative faculty to work upon. Entirely new, entirely remarkable. And he got hold of them in a remarkable way.

failings - Versäumnisse; Schwäche, Mangel, Fehler, Unzulänglichkeit

entirely - vollständig; ganz, total, entirely

remarkable - bemerkenswert, verwunderlich, denkwürdig, beachtenswert

'Stein was the man who knew more about Patusan than anybody else. More than was known in the government circles I suspect. I have no doubt he had been there, either in his butterfly-hunting days or later on, when he tried in his incorrigible way to season with a pinch of romance the fattening dishes of his commercial kitchen. There were very few places in the Archipelago he had not seen in the original dusk of their being, before light (and even electric light) had been carried into them for the sake of better morality and-and-well-the greater profit, too. It was at breakfast of the morning following our talk about Jim that he mentioned the place, after I had quoted poor Brierly's remark: "Let him creep twenty feet underground and stay there.

incorrigible - unverbesserbar; unverbesserlich

pinch - kneifen, zwicken, schnappen, erwischen, Messerspitze, Prise

fattening - fettmachend; mästend; (fatten); mästen; dick werden

He looked up at me with interested attention, as though I had been a rare insect. "This could be done, too," he remarked, sipping his coffee. "Bury him in some sort," I explained. "One doesn't like to do it of course, but it would be the best thing, seeing what he is." "Yes; he is young," Stein mused. "The youngest human being now in existence," I affirmed. "Schon. There's Patusan," he went on in the same tone. . . . "And the woman is dead now," he added incomprehensibly.

sipping - schlürfen; Schlückchen

incomprehensibly - unverständlich

'Of course I don't know that story; I can only guess that once before Patusan had been used as a grave for some sin, transgression, or misfortune. It is impossible to suspect Stein. The only woman that had ever existed for him was the Malay girl he called "My wife the princess," or, more rarely, in moments of expansion, "the mother of my Emma." Who was the woman he had mentioned in connection with Patusan I can't say; but from his allusions I understand she had been an educated and very good-looking Dutch-Malay girl, with a tragic or perhaps only a pitiful history, whose most painful part no doubt was her marriage with a Malacca Portuguese who had been clerk in some commercial house in the Dutch colonies. I gathered from Stein that this man was an unsatisfactory person in more ways than one, all being more or less indefinite and offensive.

transgression - Transgression, Verstoß, Übertretung, Überschreitung

expansion - Erweiterung; Expansion

most painful - qualvollste

Malacca - Malakka

colonies - Kolonien; Kolonie, Pflanzung, Pflanzstadt, Kolonie

unsatisfactory - nicht zufriedenstellend

It was solely for his wife's sake that Stein had appointed him manager of Stein & Co.'s trading post in Patusan; but commercially the arrangement was not a success, at any rate for the firm, and now the woman had died, Stein was disposed to try another agent there. The Portuguese, whose name was Cornelius, considered himself a very deserving but ill-used person, entitled by his abilities to a better position. This man Jim would have to relieve. "But I don't think he will go away from the place," remarked Stein. "That has nothing to do with me. It was only for the sake of the woman that I . . . But as I think there is a daughter left, I shall let him, if he likes to stay, keep the old house."

solely - nur; einzig und allein; ausschließlich, exklusiv, alleinig

commercially - kommerziell

deserving - verdient; (deserve); verdienen

entitled - berechtigt; betiteln, benennen, den Titel verleihen

'Patusan is a remote district of a native-ruled state, and the chief settlement bears the same name. At a point on the river about forty miles from the sea, where the first houses come into view, there can be seen rising above the level of the forests the summits of two steep hills very close together, and separated by what looks like a deep fissure, the cleavage of some mighty stroke. As a matter of fact, the valley between is nothing but a narrow ravine; the appearance from the settlement is of one irregularly conical hill split in two, and with the two halves leaning slightly apart.

district - Bezirk, Kreis, Landkreis, Stadtteil

settlement - Regelung, Regulierung, Erledigung, Ansiedlung

summits - Gipfeltreffen; Gipfel

steep - steil; einweichen, abschüssig

fissure - Riss, Spalte, rissig werden

cleavage - Kluft, Teilung, Dekolletee, Dekolleté, Furchung, Zellteilung

ravine - Klamm, Schlucht

irregularly - unregelmäßig

conical - konisch

On the third day after the full, the moon, as seen from the open space in front of Jim's house (he had a very fine house in the native style when I visited him), rose exactly behind these hills, its diffused light at first throwing the two masses into intensely black relief, and then the nearly perfect disc, glowing ruddily, appeared, gliding upwards between the sides of the chasm, till it floated away above the summits, as if escaping from a yawning grave in gentle triumph. "Wonderful effect," said Jim by my side. "Worth seeing. Is it not?"

diffused - verbreiten, diffundieren, sich vermischen; diffus (Licht)

ruddily - rüpelhaft

'And this question was put with a note of personal pride that made me smile, as though he had had a hand in regulating that unique spectacle. He had regulated so many things in Patusan-things that would have appeared as much beyond his control as the motions of the moon and the stars.

regulating - regeln, regulieren

regulated - geregelt; regeln, regulieren

'It was inconceivable. That was the distinctive quality of the part into which Stein and I had tumbled him unwittingly, with no other notion than to get him out of the way; out of his own way, be it understood. That was our main purpose, though, I own, I might have had another motive which had influenced me a little. I was about to go home for a time; and it may be I desired, more than I was aware of myself, to dispose of him-to dispose of him, you understand-before I left. I was going home, and he had come to me from there, with his miserable trouble and his shadowy claim, like a man panting under a burden in a mist. I cannot say I had ever seen him distinctly-not even to this day, after I had my last view of him; but it seemed to me that the less I understood the more I was bound to him in the name of that doubt which is the inseparable part of our knowledge. I did not know so much more about myself. And then, I repeat, I was going home-to that home distant enough for all its hearthstones to be like one hearthstone, by which the humblest of us has the right to sit. We wander in our thousands over the face of the earth, the illustrious and the obscure, earning beyond the seas our fame, our money, or only a crust of bread; but it seems to me that for each of us going home must be like going to render an account. We return to face our superiors, our kindred, our friends-those whom we obey, and those whom we love; but even they who have neither, the most free, lonely, irresponsible and bereft of ties,-even those for whom home holds no dear face, no familiar voice,-even they have to meet the spirit that dwells within the land, under its sky, in its air, in its valleys, and on its rises, in its fields, in its waters and its trees-a mute friend, judge, and inspirer. Say what you like, to get its joy, to breathe its peace, to face its truth, one must return with a clear conscience. All this may seem to you sheer sentimentalism; and indeed very few of us have the will or the capacity to look consciously under the surface of familiar emotions. There are the girls we love, the men we look up to, the tenderness, the friendships, the opportunities, the pleasures! But the fact remains that you must touch your reward with clean hands, lest it turn to dead leaves, to thorns, in your grasp. I think it is the lonely, without a fireside or an affection they may call their own, those who return not to a dwelling but to the land itself, to meet its disembodied, eternal, and unchangeable spirit-it is those who understand best its severity, its saving power, the grace of its secular right to our fidelity, to our obedience. Yes! few of us understand, but we all feel it though, and I say all without exception, because those who do not feel do not count. Each blade of grass has its spot on earth whence it draws its life, its strength; and so is man rooted to the land from which he draws his faith together with his life. I don't know how much Jim understood; but I know he felt, he felt confusedly but powerfully, the demand of some such truth or some such illusion-I don't care how you call it, there is so little difference, and the difference means so little. The thing is that in virtue of his feeling he mattered. He would never go home now. Not he. Never. Had he been capable of picturesque manifestations he would have shuddered at the thought and made you shudder too. But he was not of that sort, though he was expressive enough in his way. Before the idea of going home he would grow desperately stiff and immovable, with lowered chin and pouted lips, and with those candid blue eyes of his glowering darkly under a frown, as if before something unbearable, as if before something revolting. There was imagination in that hard skull of his, over which the thick clustering hair fitted like a cap. As to me, I have no imagination (I would be more certain about him today, if I had), and I do not mean to imply that I figured to myself the spirit of the land uprising above the white cliffs of Dover, to ask me what I-returning with no bones broken, so to speak-had done with my very young brother.

distinctive - unverwechselbar

unwittingly - unwissentlich

hearthstones - Herdplatten; Kaminplatte

humblest - am bescheidensten; demütig, ergeben

illustrious - erlaucht; glorreich

crust - Kruste, Rinde

superiors - Vorgesetzten; überlegen, höher, höherstehend, übergeordnet

kindred - Stammesbrüder, Stammesgeschwister, Artgenossen, verwandt

obey - gehorchen; befolgen

irresponsible - nicht verantwortlich; verantwortungslos, unverantwortlich

bereft - hinterblieben; beraubt, verlassen; (bereave); berauben

dwells - wohnt; leben, verbleiben, wohnen, verweilen

inspirer - Inspirator, Inspiratorin

joy - Wonne (Freude, Vergnügen); Freude (über)

sentimentalism - Sentimentalität; Gefühlsduselei

thorns - Dornen; Dorn, Dorn

fireside - Kamingespräch; Kaminecke

affection - Zuneigung; Rührung

dwelling - Wohnung, Behausung; (dwell); leben, verbleiben, wohnen

disembodied - körperlos; entkörperlichen

unchangeable - unveränderlich

secular - säkular, weltlich

obedience - Gehorsam, Folgsamkeit, Gehorsamkeit

whence - woher; von daher

confusedly - verwirrt

manifestations - Manifestationen; Manifestation, Erscheinung

shudder - erschaudern; Schauder; (wohliger) Schauder; schaudern; zittern

expressive - ausdrucksvoll, ausdrucksstark

immovable - unbeweglich

candid - unvoreingenommen, vorurteilsfrei, unparteiisch, freimütig

glowering - glühend; Leuchter; finster blicken

frown - Stirnrunzeln; die Stirn runzeln

revolting - revoltieren, Revolte

cliffs - Klippen; Kliff, Felsvorsprung, Klippe

Dover - Dover

I could not make such a mistake. I knew very well he was of those about whom there is no inquiry; I had seen better men go out, disappear, vanish utterly, without provoking a sound of curiosity or sorrow. The spirit of the land, as becomes the ruler of great enterprises, is careless of innumerable lives. Woe to the stragglers! We exist only in so far as we hang together. He had straggled in a way; he had not hung on; but he was aware of it with an intensity that made him touching, just as a man's more intense life makes his death more touching than the death of a tree. I happened to be handy, and I happened to be touched. That's all there is to it. I was concerned as to the way he would go out. It would have hurt me if, for instance, he had taken to drink. The earth is so small that I was afraid of, some day, being waylaid by a blear-eyed, swollen-faced, besmirched loafer, with no soles to his canvas shoes, and with a flutter of rags about the elbows, who, on the strength of old acquaintance, would ask for a loan of five dollars. You know the awful jaunty bearing of these scarecrows coming to you from a decent past, the rasping careless voice, the half-averted impudent glances-those meetings more trying to a man who believes in the solidarity of our lives than the sight of an impenitent death-bed to a priest. That, to tell you the truth, was the only danger I could see for him and for me; but I also mistrusted my want of imagination. It might even come to something worse, in some way it was beyond my powers of fancy to foresee. He wouldn't let me forget how imaginative he was, and your imaginative people swing farther in any direction, as if given a longer scope of cable in the uneasy anchorage of life. They do. They take to drink too. It may be I was belittling him by such a fear. How could I tell? Even Stein could say no more than that he was romantic. I only knew he was one of us. And what business had he to be romantic? I am telling you so much about my own instinctive feelings and bemused reflections because there remains so little to be told of him. He existed for me, and after all it is only through me that he exists for you. I've led him out by the hand; I have paraded him before you. Were my commonplace fears unjust? I won't say-not even now. You may be able to tell better, since the proverb has it that the onlookers see most of the game. At any rate, they were superfluous. He did not go out, not at all; on the contrary, he came on wonderfully, came on straight as a die and in excellent form, which showed that he could stay as well as spurt. I ought to be delighted, for it is a victory in which I had taken my part; but I am not so pleased as I would have expected to be. I ask myself whether his rush had really carried him out of that mist in which he loomed interesting if not very big, with floating outlines-a straggler yearning inconsolably for his humble place in the ranks. And besides, the last word is not said,-probably shall never be said. Are not our lives too short for that full utterance which through all our stammerings is of course our only and abiding intention? I have given up expecting those last words, whose ring, if they could only be pronounced, would shake both heaven and earth. There is never time to say our last word-the last word of our love, of our desire, faith, remorse, submissions, revolt. The heaven and the earth must not be shaken, I suppose-at least, not by us who know so many truths about either. My last words about Jim shall be few. I affirm he had achieved greatness; but the thing would be dwarfed in the telling, or rather in the hearing. Frankly, it is not my words that I mistrust but your minds. I could be eloquent were I not afraid you fellows had starved your imaginations to feed your bodies. I do not mean to be offensive; it is respectable to have no illusions-and safe-and profitable-and dull. Yet you, too, in your time must have known the intensity of life, that light of glamour created in the shock of trifles, as amazing as the glow of sparks struck from a cold stone-and as short-lived, alas!'

vanish - verschwinden, vergehen, sich verflüchtigen

provoking - provozieren, aufreizen, aufwühlen, aufhetzen, aufpeitschen

stragglers - Nachzügler, Nachzüglerin, Versprengter, Versprengte, Bummler

hang together - zusammen halten

straggled - nachgezogen; abweichen, abschweifen, umherwandern, herumwandern

intensity - Intensität

waylaid - überfallen werden; wegelagern, auflauern, auflauern

blear - trübe

besmirched - besudelt; beschmutzen, beschmieren, beschmutzen, besudeln

meetings - Versammlung, Treffen, Sitzung

impenitent - unbußfertig, reuelos

mistrusted - misstraut; Misstrauen

scope - Umfang; Zielfernrohr (am Gewehr); Bereich, Kompetenzbereich

belittling - Verharmlosung; schmälern, herunterspielen, herabsetzen

instinctive - instinktiv

bemused - verwirrt; verwirren, verblüffen, irritieren

reflections - Überlegungen; Reflexion, Abbild

paraded - vorgeführt; stolzieren; Exerzierplatz, Korso, Aufzug

unjust - ungerecht

proverb - Sprichwort, Denkspruch, Redensart; Proverb

onlookers - Schaulustiger, Zuschauer

superfluous - überflüssig

spurt - herausspritzen (aus)

delighted - erfreut; Freude, Entzückung, Wohlgefallen

victory - Sieg

inconsolably - untröstlich

stammerings - Stottern; Gestotter

abiding - dauernd, bleibend, beständig

submissions - Einreichungen; Unterbreitung, Unterwerfung

affirm - zustimmen, bejahen, bestätigen, unterstützen

eloquent - wortgewandt

starved - verhungert; verhungern, Hungers sterben, verhungern

imaginations - Phantasien; Vorstellungskraft, Imagination, Einbildungskraft

profitable - gewinnbringend, profitabel, lukrativ, einträglich

sparks - Funken; Funke; aufkeimen lassen, entfachen

Alas - leider [Gottes]; (ala) leider [Gottes]


'The conquest of love, honour, men's confidence-the pride of it, the power of it, are fit materials for a heroic tale; only our minds are struck by the externals of such a success, and to Jim's successes there were no externals. Thirty miles of forest shut it off from the sight of an indifferent world, and the noise of the white surf along the coast overpowered the voice of fame. The stream of civilisation, as if divided on a headland a hundred miles north of Patusan, branches east and south-east, leaving its plains and valleys, its old trees and its old mankind, neglected and isolated, such as an insignificant and crumbling islet between the two branches of a mighty, devouring stream. You find the name of the country pretty often in collections of old voyages. The seventeenth-century traders went there for pepper, because the passion for pepper seemed to burn like a flame of love in the breast of Dutch and English adventurers about the time of James the First. Where wouldn't they go for pepper! For a bag of pepper they would cut each other's throats without hesitation, and would forswear their souls, of which they were so careful otherwise: the bizarre obstinacy of that desire made them defy death in a thousand shapes-the unknown seas, the loathsome and strange diseases; wounds, captivity, hunger, pestilence, and despair.

conquest - Eroberung; Conquest-Modus, Conquestmodus

surf - Brandung; wellenreiten, surfen

overpowered - übermächtig; überwältigen, übermannen

headland - Landspitze, Landzunge, Kap, Huk, Vorgewende

plains - Ebenen; unscheinbar, einfach, vollständige, ehrlich

neglected - vernachlässigt; vernachlässigen, verabsäumen, versäumen

crumbling - abbröckelnd, zerbröckelnd, Profilausrisse; (crumble); bröckeln

seventeenth - siebzehnten; siebzehnter; siebzehnte

traders - Händler, Händlerin, Kaufmann, Kauffrau

adventurers - Abenteurer, Abenteurerin, Thronbewerber, Thronbewerberin

forswear - abschwören, entschieden bestreiten, strikt ablehnen, verzichten

obstinacy - Hartnäckigkeit; Sturheit, Eigensinn

loathsome - verabscheuungswürdig; ekelhaft, abscheulich, scheußlich

wounds - anschießen, verwunden

captivity - Gefangenschaft

hunger - hungern; Hunger

pestilence - Pestilenz; Pest, Seuche

It made them great! By heavens! it made them heroic; and it made them pathetic too in their craving for trade with the inflexible death levying its toll on young and old. It seems impossible to believe that mere greed could hold men to such a steadfastness of purpose, to such a blind persistence in endeavour and sacrifice. And indeed those who adventured their persons and lives risked all they had for a slender reward. They left their bones to lie bleaching on distant shores, so that wealth might flow to the living at home. To us, their less tried successors, they appear magnified, not as agents of trade but as instruments of a recorded destiny, pushing out into the unknown in obedience to an inward voice, to an impulse beating in the blood, to a dream of the future. They were wonderful; and it must be owned they were ready for the wonderful. They recorded it complacently in their sufferings, in the aspect of the seas, in the customs of strange nations, in the glory of splendid rulers.

levying - Erhebungen; Erhebung; erheben

Toll - Maut; Zoll, Gebühr

bleaching - bleichend, Bleiche, ausbleichend; (bleach) bleichend, Bleiche

wealth - Reichtum, Vermögen, Fülle

successors - Nachfolgern; Nachfolger, Nachfolgerin, Nachfolger, Nachfolgerin

magnified - vergrößert; vergrößern

complacently - selbstgefällig

'In Patusan they had found lots of pepper, and had been impressed by the magnificence and the wisdom of the Sultan; but somehow, after a century of chequered intercourse, the country seems to drop gradually out of the trade. Perhaps the pepper had given out.

chequered - schachbrettartig; Schachbrettmuster; karieren

intercourse - Beziehungen, Umgang, Verkehr, Geschlechtsverkehr

given out - (give out) austeilen

Be it as it may, nobody cares for it now; the glory has departed, the Sultan is an imbecile youth with two thumbs on his left hand and an uncertain and beggarly revenue extorted from a miserable population and stolen from him by his many uncles.

beggarly - bettelarm; arm

revenue - Einnahme

'This of course I have from Stein. He gave me their names and a short sketch of the life and character of each. He was as full of information about native states as an official report, but infinitely more amusing. He had to know. He traded in so many, and in some districts-as in Patusan, for instance-his firm was the only one to have an agency by special permit from the Dutch authorities. The Government trusted his discretion, and it was understood that he took all the risks. The men he employed understood that too, but he made it worth their while apparently. He was perfectly frank with me over the breakfast-table in the morning. As far as he was aware (the last news was thirteen months old, he stated precisely), utter insecurity for life and property was the normal condition. There were in Patusan antagonistic forces, and one of them was Rajah Allang, the worst of the Sultan's uncles, the governor of the river, who did the extorting and the stealing, and ground down to the point of extinction the country-born Malays, who, utterly defenceless, had not even the resource of emigrating-"For indeed," as Stein remarked, "where could they go, and how could they get away?" No doubt they did not even desire to get away. The world (which is circumscribed by lofty impassable mountains) has been given into the hand of the high-born, and this Rajah they knew: he was of their own royal house. I had the pleasure of meeting the gentleman later on. He was a dirty, little, used-up old man with evil eyes and a weak mouth, who swallowed an opium pill every two hours, and in defiance of common decency wore his hair uncovered and falling in wild stringy locks about his wizened grimy face. When giving audience he would clamber upon a sort of narrow stage erected in a hall like a ruinous barn with a rotten bamboo floor, through the cracks of which you could see, twelve or fifteen feet below, the heaps of refuse and garbage of all kinds lying under the house.

sketch - skizzieren; entwerfen; Skizze; Sketch

districts - Bezirke; Bezirk, Kreis, Landkreis, Stadtteil

agency - Wille; Agency; Agentur; Behörde

permit - Genehmigung; zulassen, erlauben; Erlaubnis, Erlaubnisschein

insecurity - Verunsicherung; Unsicherheit; Unsicherheit

rajah - Raja, Radscha, Radja, Rajah

governor - Gouverneur, Gouverneurin, Regler

extorting - Erpressung; erpressen, erzwingen

extinction - Aussterben

defenceless - schutzlos, wehrlos

emigrating - auswandern, emigrieren

circumscribed - umschrieben; einkreisen, eingrenzen

impassable - unpassierbar

royal house - Königshaus

pill - Medikament, Pille, Tablette; Fluse

defiance - Trotzigkeit; Trotz, Auflehnung, Widerstand, offener Ungehorsam

uncovered - aufgedeckt; aufdecken, enthüllen

stringy - zäh, klebrig, strähnig

clamber - klettern, erklimmen, kraxeln, herumturnen

erected - errichtet; stramm (Haltung), steif; errichten

ruinous - ruinös; verderblich

cracks - Risse; Riss, Knall, Aufbruch, Bresche; aufbrechen, knallen

heaps - haufenweise; Menschenmenge, Masse, Haufen, Haufe, Heap, Haufen

That is where and how he received us when, accompanied by Jim, I paid him a visit of ceremony. There were about forty people in the room, and perhaps three times as many in the great courtyard below. There was constant movement, coming and going, pushing and murmuring, at our backs. A few youths in gay silks glared from the distance; the majority, slaves and humble dependants, were half naked, in ragged sarongs, dirty with ashes and mud-stains. I had never seen Jim look so grave, so self-possessed, in an impenetrable, impressive way. In the midst of these dark-faced men, his stalwart figure in white apparel, the gleaming clusters of his fair hair, seemed to catch all the sunshine that trickled through the cracks in the closed shutters of that dim hall, with its walls of mats and a roof of thatch. He appeared like a creature not only of another kind but of another essence. Had they not seen him come up in a canoe they might have thought he had descended upon them from the clouds. He did, however, come in a crazy dug-out, sitting (very still and with his knees together, for fear of overturning the thing)-sitting on a tin box-which I had lent him-nursing on his lap a revolver of the Navy pattern-presented by me on parting-which, through an interposition of Providence, or through some wrong-headed notion, that was just like him, or else from sheer instinctive sagacity, he had decided to carry unloaded. That's how he ascended the Patusan river. Nothing could have been more prosaic and more unsafe, more extravagantly casual, more lonely. Strange, this fatality that would cast the complexion of a flight upon all his acts, of impulsive unreflecting desertion of a jump into the unknown.

accompanied - begleitet; begleiten, begleiten, begleiten, begleiten, geleiten

constant - beständig, konstant, regelmäßig, stetig

gay - vergnügt, schwul, homosexuell, lustig, heiter

silks - Seiden; Seide, Seide

slaves - Sklaven; Sklave, t+Sklavin, Sklave, t+Sklavin, Sklave

stains - Fleck, Schandfleck, Fleck, beflecken, beizen

stalwart - standhaft; kräftig, robust, handfest, unerschütterlich, tapfer

apparel - Kleidung

gleaming - durchschimmernd, schimmernd, glänzend; (gleam) durchschimmernd

clusters - Clustern; Anhäufung, Büschel, Gruppe, Haufen, Schwarm, Traube

trickled - getropft; Rinnsal

thatch - Dachstroh

canoe - Kanu, Kanadier, paddeln

dug-out - (dug-out) ausgegraben

overturning - Umkippen; überschlagen

lap - Schoß

interposition - Zwischenschaltung; Einfügen, Einwerfen, Einflechten

unloaded - entladen, ausladen

ascended - aufgestiegen; steigen, aufsteigen

unsafe - unsicher

fatality - Todesfall; Verhängnis

impulsive - impulsiv

unreflecting - unreflektiert

desertion - Fahnenflucht, Desertion, Desertation

'It is precisely the casualness of it that strikes me most. Neither Stein nor I had a clear conception of what might be on the other side when we, metaphorically speaking, took him up and hove him over the wall with scant ceremony. At the moment I merely wished to achieve his disappearance; Stein characteristically enough had a sentimental motive. He had a notion of paying off (in kind, I suppose) the old debt he had never forgotten. Indeed he had been all his life especially friendly to anybody from the British Isles. His late benefactor, it is true, was a Scot-even to the length of being called Alexander McNeil-and Jim came from a long way south of the Tweed; but at the distance of six or seven thousand miles Great Britain, though never diminished, looks foreshortened enough even to its own children to rob such details of their importance. Stein was excusable, and his hinted intentions were so generous that I begged him most earnestly to keep them secret for a time.

casualness - Lässigkeit; Gleichgültigkeit

metaphorically - metaphorisch

scant - spärlich, gering, dürftig, knapp

disappearance - Verschwinden

characteristically - charakteristisch

Isles - Eiland

benefactor - Wohltäter, Wohltäterin, Benefaktor

Scot - Schotte, Schottin

Alexander - Alexander

tweed - Tweed

Britain - Großbritannien {nt}

foreshortened - verkürzt; perspektivisch zeichnen

excusable - entschuldbar

I felt that no consideration of personal advantage should be allowed to influence Jim; that not even the risk of such influence should be run. We had to deal with another sort of reality. He wanted a refuge, and a refuge at the cost of danger should be offered him-nothing more.

'Upon every other point I was perfectly frank with him, and I even (as I believed at the time) exaggerated the danger of the undertaking. As a matter of fact I did not do it justice; his first day in Patusan was nearly his last-would have been his last if he had not been so reckless or so hard on himself and had condescended to load that revolver. I remember, as I unfolded our precious scheme for his retreat, how his stubborn but weary resignation was gradually replaced by surprise, interest, wonder, and by boyish eagerness. This was a chance he had been dreaming of. He couldn't think how he merited that I . . . He would be shot if he could see to what he owed . . . And it was Stein, Stein the merchant, who .

undertaking - Unternehmung; Unternehmen; (undertake); unternehmen, ausführen

justice - Gerechtigkeit, Genugtuung, Justiz

condescended - herablassen, bevormunden, herablassend behandeln, zustimmen

unfolded - entfaltet; entfalten, ausbreiten, entfalten

merited - verdient; Verdienst

. . but of course it was me he had to . . . I cut him short. He was not articulate, and his gratitude caused me inexplicable pain. I told him that if he owed this chance to any one especially, it was to an old Scot of whom he had never heard, who had died many years ago, of whom little was remembered besides a roaring voice and a rough sort of honesty. There was really no one to receive his thanks. Stein was passing on to a young man the help he had received in his own young days, and I had done no more than to mention his name. Upon this he coloured, and, twisting a bit of paper in his fingers, he remarked bashfully that I had always trusted him.

articulate - wortgewandt; artikulieren, deutlich aussprechen

roaring - brüllend; Gebrüll; (roar); brüllen; Tosen; Brüllen; Aufheulen

honesty - Ehrlichkeit; Mondviole, Silberblatt

twisting - (to twist) drehen

bashfully - verschämte, schüchtern

'I admitted that such was the case, and added after a pause that I wished he had been able to follow my example. "You think I don't?" he asked uneasily, and remarked in a mutter that one had to get some sort of show first; then brightening up, and in a loud voice he protested he would give me no occasion to regret my confidence, which-which . . .

uneasily - unbehaglich

brightening - Aufhellung; aufhellen, schönen, aufhellen, aufhellen

'"Do not misapprehend," I interrupted. "It is not in your power to make me regret anything." There would be no regrets; but if there were, it would be altogether my own affair: on the other hand, I wished him to understand clearly that this arrangement, this-this-experiment, was his own doing; he was responsible for it and no one else. "Why? Why," he stammered, "this is the very thing that I . . ." I begged him not to be dense, and he looked more puzzled than ever. He was in a fair way to make life intolerable to himself . . . "Do you think so?" he asked, disturbed; but in a moment added confidently, "I was going on though. Was I not?" It was impossible to be angry with him: I could not help a smile, and told him that in the old days people who went on like this were on the way of becoming hermits in a wilderness. "Hermits be hanged!" he commented with engaging impulsiveness. Of course he didn't mind a wilderness. . . . "I was glad of it," I said. That was where he would be going to. He would find it lively enough, I ventured to promise. "Yes, yes," he said, keenly. He had shown a desire, I continued inflexibly, to go out and shut the door after him.

misapprehend - missverstehen

regrets - bedauern, bereuen, leidtun, Reue, Bedauern

dense - dicht

confidently - zuversichtlich

hermits - Einsiedler, Eremit, Klausner, Einsiedler

impulsiveness - Impulsivität, impulsives Wesen

ventured - gewagt; Wagnis

keenly - scharfsinnig; scharfe

inflexibly - unnachgiebig

. . . "Did I?" he interrupted in a strange access of gloom that seemed to envelop him from head to foot like the shadow of a passing cloud. He was wonderfully expressive after all. Wonderfully! "Did I?" he repeated bitterly. "You can't say I made much noise about it. And I can keep it up, too-only, confound it! you show me a door." . . . "Very well. Pass on," I struck in. I could make him a solemn promise that it would be shut behind him with a vengeance. His fate, whatever it was, would be ignored, because the country, for all its rotten state, was not judged ripe for interference. Once he got in, it would be for the outside world as though he had never existed. He would have nothing but the soles of his two feet to stand upon, and he would have first to find his ground at that. "Never existed-that's it, by Jove," he murmured to himself. His eyes, fastened upon my lips, sparkled. If he had thoroughly understood the conditions, I concluded, he had better jump into the first gharry he could see and drive on to Stein's house for his final instructions. He flung out of the room before I had fairly finished speaking.'

envelop - Umschlag; einhüllen, umhüllen

solemn promise - Gelübde

interference - Einmischung; Interferenz, Störung, Eingriff

thoroughly - gründlich, vollkommen, total, durch und durch


'He did not return till next morning. He had been kept to dinner and for the night. There never had been such a wonderful man as Mr. Stein. He had in his pocket a letter for Cornelius ("the Johnnie who's going to get the sack," he explained, with a momentary drop in his elation), and he exhibited with glee a silver ring, such as natives use, worn down very thin and showing faint traces of chasing.

exhibited - ausgestellt; zeigen, zur Schau stellen, ausstellen, vorzeigen

glee - Frohsinn; Fröhlichkeit

traces - Spuren; Zeichen, Spur

chasing - ziselierend, jagend; (chas) ziselierend, jagend

'This was his introduction to an old chap called Doramin-one of the principal men out there-a big pot-who had been Mr. Stein's friend in that country where he had all these adventures. Mr. Stein called him "war-comrade." War-comrade was good. Wasn't it? And didn't Mr. Stein speak English wonderfully well? Said he had learned it in Celebes-of all places! That was awfully funny. Was it not? He did speak with an accent-a twang-did I notice?

comrade - Kamerad; Genosse, Genossin

accent - Dialekt, Akzent, Betonung; betonen, akzentuieren

That chap Doramin had given him the ring. They had exchanged presents when they parted for the last time. Sort of promising eternal friendship. He called it fine-did I not? They had to make a dash for dear life out of the country when that Mohammed-Mohammed-What's-his-name had been killed. I knew the story, of course. Seemed a beastly shame, didn't it? . . .

beastly shame - Affenschande

'He ran on like this, forgetting his plate, with a knife and fork in hand (he had found me at tiffin), slightly flushed, and with his eyes darkened many shades, which was with him a sign of excitement. The ring was a sort of credential-("It's like something you read of in books," he threw in appreciatively)-and Doramin would do his best for him. Mr. Stein had been the means of saving that chap's life on some occasion; purely by accident, Mr. Stein had said, but he-Jim-had his own opinion about that.

credential - Berechtigungsnachweis, Zugangsdaten

threw in - (throw in) als Zugabe geben, einwerfen

Mr. Stein was just the man to look out for such accidents. No matter. Accident or purpose, this would serve his turn immensely. Hoped to goodness the jolly old beggar had not gone off the hooks meantime. Mr. Stein could not tell. There had been no news for more than a year; they were kicking up no end of an all-fired row amongst themselves, and the river was closed. Jolly awkward, this; but, no fear; he would manage to find a crack to get in.

immensely - immens

awkward - peinlich; ungeschickt, unbeholfen, umständlich, tollpatschig

'He impressed, almost frightened, me with his elated rattle. He was voluble like a youngster on the eve of a long holiday with a prospect of delightful scrapes, and such an attitude of mind in a grown man and in this connection had in it something phenomenal, a little mad, dangerous, unsafe. I was on the point of entreating him to take things seriously when he dropped his knife and fork (he had begun eating, or rather swallowing food, as it were, unconsciously), and began a search all round his plate. The ring! The ring! Where the devil . . . Ah! Here it was . . . He closed his big hand on it, and tried all his pockets one after another. Jove! wouldn't do to lose the thing. He meditated gravely over his fist. Had it? Would hang the bally affair round his neck! And he proceeded to do this immediately, producing a string (which looked like a bit of a cotton shoe-lace) for the purpose. There! That would do the trick! It would be the deuce if . . . He seemed to catch sight of my face for the first time, and it steadied him a little. I probably didn't realise, he said with a naive gravity, how much importance he attached to that token. It meant a friend; and it is a good thing to have a friend. He knew something about that. He nodded at me expressively, but before my disclaiming gesture he leaned his head on his hand and for a while sat silent, playing thoughtfully with the bread-crumbs on the cloth .

elated - hocherfreut; beschwingen, ermutigen

voluble - wortgewandt; gesprächig, redselig

eve - Vorabend

prospect - Anwärter; Sicht, Perspektive, Aussicht, Erwartung, Chance

delightful - reizvoll, entzückend, angenehm

scrapes - abkratzen, kratzen, schaben, scharren, schrammen, Schramme

phenomenal - phänomenal

gravely - ernsthaft; ernst, ernstlich, schwerlich

proceeded - fortgefahren; vorgehen

lace - schnüren, Spitze (Gewebe)

deuce - zwei; Einstand (Tennis), Teufel

catch sight - erblicken

steadied - gefestigt; stetig, stetig, stabilisieren

token - Zeichen, Symbol, Andenken, Souvenir, Erinnerung, Jeton

expressively - ausdrucksvoll

disclaiming - leugnen; ablehnen, dementieren

crumbs - (crumb) Krümel, Brösel; (crumb); Krümel

. . "Slam the door-that was jolly well put," he cried, and jumping up, began to pace the room, reminding me by the set of the shoulders, the turn of his head, the headlong and uneven stride, of that night when he had paced thus, confessing, explaining-what you will-but, in the last instance, living-living before me, under his own little cloud, with all his unconscious subtlety which could draw consolation from the very source of sorrow. It was the same mood, the same and different, like a fickle companion that to-day guiding you on the true path, with the same eyes, the same step, the same impulse, to-morrow will lead you hopelessly astray. His tread was assured, his straying, darkened eyes seemed to search the room for something. One of his footfalls somehow sounded louder than the other-the fault of his boots probably-and gave a curious impression of an invisible halt in his gait. One of his hands was rammed deep into his trousers'pocket, the other waved suddenly above his head. "Slam the door!" he shouted. "I've been waiting for that. I'll show yet . . . I'll . . . I'm ready for any confounded thing . . . I've been dreaming of it . . . Jove! Get out of this. Jove! This is luck at last . . . You wait. I'll . . ."

jumping up - aufspringend

uneven - ungleichmäßig; uneben

confessing - gestehen, bekennen, verraten, beichten

subtlety - Geschicklichkeit, Feinheit, Feinsinn, Feinsinnigkeit

fickle - schwankend, wankelmütig

astray - in die Irre; fehlgeleitet, abwegig, irregeleitet

straying - verirrt; abirrend, streunend; (stray) verirrt; abirrend

gait - Gang, Gangart (eines Pferdes)

I'm ready - IHF ich habe fertig (coll.)

'He tossed his head fearlessly, and I confess that for the first and last time in our acquaintance I perceived myself unexpectedly to be thoroughly sick of him. Why these vapourings? He was stumping about the room flourishing his arm absurdly, and now and then feeling on his breast for the ring under his clothes. Where was the sense of such exaltation in a man appointed to be a trading-clerk, and in a place where there was no trade-at that? Why hurl defiance at the universe? This was not a proper frame of mind to approach any undertaking; an improper frame of mind not only for him, I said, but for any man. He stood still over me. Did I think so? he asked, by no means subdued, and with a smile in which I seemed to detect suddenly something insolent.

fearlessly - furchtlos, angstlos

stumping - verblüffen; Stumpf, Estompe, ratlos sein, verblüfft sein

flourishing - gedeihen, blühen, spriessen, grünen, sich gut entwickeln

hurl - kotzen; schleudern

improper - unangemessen

insolent - unverschämt; beleidigend, verletzend, anmaßend, überheblich

But then I am twenty years his senior. Youth is insolent; it is its right-its necessity; it has got to assert itself, and all assertion in this world of doubts is a defiance, is an insolence. He went off into a far corner, and coming back, he, figuratively speaking, turned to rend me. I spoke like that because I-even I, who had been no end kind to him-even I remembered-remembered-against him-what-what had happened. And what about others-the-the-world? Where's the wonder he wanted to get out, meant to get out, meant to stay out-by heavens! And I talked about proper frames of mind!

assert - behaupten; versichern, zusichern, beteuern

rend - zerreißen

'"It is not I or the world who remember," I shouted. "It is you-you, who remember."

'He did not flinch, and went on with heat, "Forget everything, everybody, everybody." . . . His voice fell. . . "But you," he added.

flinch - zusammenzucken; zurückweichen

'"Yes-me too-if it would help," I said, also in a low tone. After this we remained silent and languid for a time as if exhausted. Then he began again, composedly, and told me that Mr. Stein had instructed him to wait for a month or so, to see whether it was possible for him to remain, before he began building a new house for himself, so as to avoid "vain expense.

composedly - Gelassenheit

instructed - belehrt; instruieren, briefen, anweisen

He did make use of funny expressions-Stein did. "Vain expense" was good. . . . Remain? Why! of course. He would hang on. Let him only get in-that's all; he would answer for it he would remain. Never get out. It was easy enough to remain.

'"Don't be foolhardy," I said, rendered uneasy by his threatening tone. "If you only live long enough you will want to come back."

foolhardy - waghalsig; töricht, tollkühn, vermessen, verwegen

'"Come back to what?" he asked absently, with his eyes fixed upon the face of a clock on the wall.

absently - abwesend, in Abwesenheit

'I was silent for a while. "Is it to be never, then?" I said. "Never," he repeated dreamily without looking at me, and then flew into sudden activity. "Jove! Two o'clock, and I sail at four!"

dreamily - träumerisch; verträumte

'It was true. A brigantine of Stein's was leaving for the westward that afternoon, and he had been instructed to take his passage in her, only no orders to delay the sailing had been given. I suppose Stein forgot. He made a rush to get his things while I went aboard my ship, where he promised to call on his way to the outer roadstead. He turned up accordingly in a great hurry and with a small leather valise in his hand. This wouldn't do, and I offered him an old tin trunk of mine supposed to be water-tight, or at least damp-tight. He effected the transfer by the simple process of shooting out the contents of his valise as you would empty a sack of wheat. I saw three books in the tumble; two small, in dark covers, and a thick green-and-gold volume-a half-crown complete Shakespeare. "You read this?" I asked. "Yes. Best thing to Cheer up a fellow," he said hastily. I was struck by this appreciation, but there was no time for Shakespearian talk. A heavy revolver and two small boxes of cartridges were lying on the cuddy-table. "Pray take this," I said. "It may help you to remain." No sooner were these words out of my mouth than I perceived what grim meaning they could bear. "May help you to get in," I corrected myself remorsefully.

westward - westwärts

delay - Verspätung, Verzögerung, Verzug

accordingly - dementsprechend; logischerweise

valise - Reisekoffer; kleiner Handkoffer

trunk - Kofferraum; Stamm, Baumstamm, Koffer, Truhe, Schrankkoffer

transfer - übertragen; versetzen; bringen; Übertragung, Versetzung

wheat - Weizen; weizenfarben

tumble - purzeln; Sturz, Fall, Überschlag, Absturz

volume - Volumen; Lautstärke; Jahrgang; Band; Volume

Cheer up - Sei guten Mutes!, Kopf hoch!;aufheitern

appreciation - Anerkennung, Würdigung, Dankbarkeit, Wertschätzung

Shakespearian - Shakespeare

remorsefully - Gewissensbisse

He however was not troubled by obscure meanings; he thanked me effusively and bolted out, calling Good-bye over his shoulder. I heard his voice through the ship's side urging his boatmen to give way, and looking out of the stern-port I saw the boat rounding under the counter. He sat in her leaning forward, exciting his men with voice and gestures; and as he had kept the revolver in his hand and seemed to be presenting it at their heads, I shall never forget the scared faces of the four Javanese, and the frantic swing of their stroke which snatched that vision from under my eyes. Then turning away, the first thing I saw were the two boxes of cartridges on the cuddy-table. He had forgotten to take them.

meanings - Bedeutungen; Bedeutung, Sinn

effusively - überschwänglich

urging - drängend; (urge); Drang; drängen, mahnen, treiben, anspornen

frantic - verzweifelt; außer sich, rasend

'I ordered my gig manned at once; but Jim's rowers, under the impression that their lives hung on a thread while they had that madman in the boat, made such excellent time that before I had traversed half the distance between the two vessels I caught sight of him clambering over the rail, and of his box being passed up. All the brigantine's canvas was loose, her mainsail was set, and the windlass was just beginning to clink as I stepped upon her deck: her master, a dapper little half-caste of forty or so, in a blue flannel suit, with lively eyes, his round face the colour of lemon-peel, and with a thin little black moustache drooping on each side of his thick, dark lips, came forward smirking. He turned out, notwithstanding his self-satisfied and cheery exterior, to be of a careworn temperament. In answer to a remark of mine (while Jim had gone below for a moment) he said, "Oh yes. Patusan." He was going to carry the gentleman to the mouth of the river, but would "never ascend." His flowing English seemed to be derived from a dictionary compiled by a lunatic. Had Mr. Stein desired him to "ascend," he would have "reverentially"-(I think he wanted to say respectfully-but devil only knows)-"reverentially made objects for the safety of properties." If disregarded, he would have presented "resignation to quit." Twelve months ago he had made his last voyage there, and though Mr. Cornelius "propitiated many offertories" to Mr. Rajah Allang and the "principal populations," on conditions which made the trade "a snare and ashes in the mouth," yet his ship had been fired upon from the woods by "irresponsive parties" all the way down the river; which causing his crew "from exposure to limb to remain silent in hidings," the brigantine was nearly stranded on a sandbank at the bar, where she "would have been perishable beyond the act of man.

gig - Auftritt; Gig (Beiboot, Ruderboot), Fischspeer

rowers - Ruderer

madman - Irrer, Wahnsinniger, Verrückter

vessels - Schiffe; Schiff, Boot

mainsail - Großsegel

clink - tönen, klirren, klingen

dapper - schick; adrett

lemon-peel - (lemon-peel) Zitronenschale

smirking - schmunzelnd; Geschmunzel

satisfied - befriedigen, zufriedenstellen

careworn - abgenutzt

ascend - steigen, aufsteigen

derived - abgeleitet; erlangen, herleiten, ableiten, herleiten, ableiten

compiled - zusammengestellt; zusammenstellen, kompilieren

reverentially - pietätvoll

disregarded - nicht beachtet; Gleichgültigkeit, Nichtbeachten

propitiated - besänftigt; besänftigen

offertories - Geldgeschenke; Offertorium

snare - Schlinge, Falle

irresponsive - unempfänglich

hidings - (to hide) verstecken, verbergen, verheimlichen

sandbank - Sandbank

The angry disgust at the recollection, the pride of his fluency, to which he turned an attentive ear, struggled for the possession of his broad simple face. He scowled and beamed at me, and watched with satisfaction the undeniable effect of his phraseology. Dark frowns ran swiftly over the placid sea, and the brigantine, with her fore-topsail to the mast and her main-boom amidships, seemed bewildered amongst the cat's-paws. He told me further, gnashing his teeth, that the Rajah was a "laughable hyaena" (can't imagine how he got hold of hyaenas); while somebody else was many times falser than the "weapons of a crocodile." Keeping one eye on the movements of his crew forward, he let loose his volubility-comparing the place to a "cage of beasts made ravenous by long impenitence." I fancy he meant impunity. He had no intention, he cried, to "exhibit himself to be made attached purposefully to robbery." The long-drawn wails, giving the time for the pull of the men catting the anchor, came to an end, and he lowered his voice. "Plenty too much enough of Patusan," he concluded, with energy.

fluency - fließend; Flüssigkeit, Fluss, Sprechflüssigkeit

struggled - gekämpft; Kampf, Gefecht

scowled - einen finsteren Blick; mürrischer Gesichtsausdruck; finster blicken

frowns - Stirnrunzeln; die Stirn runzeln

topsail - Toppsegel

boom - Konjunktur, Ausleger (Kran), Baum; dröhnen, boomen

paws - Pfoten; Tatze, Pfote, Pranke

gnashing - knirschen

laughable - lächerlich, lachhaft, zum Lachen

hyaenas - Hyänen; Hyäne

crocodile - Krokodil

cage - Käfig

beasts - Biester; Tier

ravenous - gefräßig

impenitence - Unbußfertigkeit

impunity - Straflosigkeit, Straffreiheit, Straflosigkeit

exhibit - zeigen, zur Schau stellen, ausstellen, vorzeigen

purposefully - absichtlich

robbery - Raubüberfall; Raub

wails - heult; jammern, wehklagen, klagen

'I heard afterwards he had been so indiscreet as to get himself tied up by the neck with a rattan halter to a post planted in the middle of a mud-hole before the Rajah's house. He spent the best part of a day and a whole night in that unwholesome situation, but there is every reason to believe the thing had been meant as a sort of joke. He brooded for a while over that horrid memory, I suppose, and then addressed in a quarrelsome tone the man coming aft to the helm. When he turned to me again it was to speak judicially, without passion. He would take the gentleman to the mouth of the river at Batu Kring (Patusan town "being situated internally," he remarked, "thirty miles"). But in his eyes, he continued-a tone of bored, weary conviction replacing his previous voluble delivery-the gentleman was already "in the similitude of a corpse." "What? What do you say?

indiscreet - indiskret

rattan - Rattan, Rotangpalme, Peddigrohr

unwholesome - ungesund

horrid - schrecklich; entsetzlich, grässlich, gräulich, grauenvoll

quarrelsome - zänkisch

judicially - gerichtlich

situated - gelegen; aufstellen, unterbringen

internally - innerbetrieblich

similitude - Ähnlichkeit

I asked. He assumed a startlingly ferocious demeanour, and imitated to perfection the act of stabbing from behind. "Already like the body of one deported," he explained, with the insufferably conceited air of his kind after what they imagine a display of cleverness. Behind him I perceived Jim smiling silently at me, and with a raised hand checking the exclamation on my lips.

startlingly - Erstaunlich; aufschreckende

ferocious - wild, brutal, grausam

imitated - nachgeahmt; imitieren

perfection - Vollkommenheit, Perfektion

Stabbing - Messerstecherei; (stab); Messerstecherei

deported - deportiert; abschieben, deportieren, ausweisen

insufferably - unerträglich

conceited - Eingebildet; Eingebung, Einbildung, Konzept

exclamation - Ausruf; Exklamation

'Then, while the half-caste, bursting with importance, shouted his orders, while the yards swung creaking and the heavy boom came surging over, Jim and I, alone as it were, to leeward of the mainsail, clasped each other's hands and exchanged the last hurried words. My heart was freed from that dull resentment which had existed side by side with interest in his fate. The absurd chatter of the half-caste had given more reality to the miserable dangers of his path than Stein's careful statements. On that occasion the sort of formality that had been always present in our intercourse vanished from our speech; I believe I called him "dear boy," and he tacked on the words "old man" to some half-uttered expression of gratitude, as though his risk set off against my years had made us more equal in age and in feeling.

creaking - Knarren

surging - wogend; (surge); Aufwallung, Schwall, Welle, Woge, Überspannung

resentment - Ressentiments; Ressentiment, Abneigung, Missgunst, Ärger

There was a moment of real and profound intimacy, unexpected and short-lived like a glimpse of some everlasting, of some saving truth. He exerted himself to soothe me as though he had been the more mature of the two. "All right, all right," he said, rapidly, and with feeling. "I promise to take care of myself. Yes; I won't take any risks. Not a single blessed risk. Of course not. I mean to hang out. Don't you worry. Jove! I feel as if nothing could touch me. Why! this is luck from the word Go. I wouldn't spoil such a magnificent chance!" . . . A magnificent chance! Well, it was magnificent, but chances are what men make them, and how was I to know? As he had said, even I-even I remembered-his-his misfortune against him. It was true. And the best thing for him was to go.

intimacy - Intimität

exerted - ausgeübt wird; anstrengen, ausüben

soothe - beruhigen, Wogen glätten, mildern, besänftigen

spoil - plündern; ruinieren, verderben, kaputtmachen, verwöhnen

'My gig had dropped in the wake of the brigantine, and I saw him aft detached upon the light of the westering sun, raising his cap high above his head. I heard an indistinct shout, "You-shall-hear-of-me." Of me, or from me, I don't know which. I think it must have been of me. My eyes were too dazzled by the glitter of the sea below his feet to see him clearly; I am fated never to see him clearly; but I can assure you no man could have appeared less "in the similitude of a corpse," as that half-caste croaker had put it.

I could see the little wretch's face, the shape and colour of a ripe pumpkin, poked out somewhere under Jim's elbow. He, too, raised his arm as if for a downward thrust. Absit omen!'

wretch - Unglückliche; das Wesen

pumpkin - Kürbis, Kürbispflanze, Kürbisfrucht, Kürbisfarbe, Kürbisfarben

omen - Omen


'The coast of Patusan (I saw it nearly two years afterwards) is straight and sombre, and faces a misty ocean. Red trails are seen like cataracts of rust streaming under the dark-green foliage of bushes and creepers clothing the low cliffs. Swampy plains open out at the mouth of rivers, with a view of jagged blue peaks beyond the vast forests.

trails - Pfade; folgen, verfolgen, nachstellen, nacheilen, nachsetzen

cataracts - Katarakte; Katarakt, Katarakt, Grauer Star

Swampy - sumpfig

jagged - zerklüftet; zackig; (jag) zerklüftet; zackig

peaks - Spitzenwerte; Höchstwert, Pik (Berg), Spitze

In the offing a chain of islands, dark, crumbling shapes, stand out in the everlasting sunlit haze like the remnants of a wall breached by the sea.

haze - Schleier, Dunst, Dunstschleier; schikanieren

breached - durchbrochen; Bruch, Verstoß, Bruch, Bresche, Bruch, Brechen

'There is a village of fisher-folk at the mouth of the Batu Kring branch of the estuary. The river, which had been closed so long, was open then, and Stein's little schooner, in which I had my passage, worked her way up in three tides without being exposed to a fusillade from "irresponsive parties." Such a state of affairs belonged already to ancient history, if I could believe the elderly headman of the fishing village, who came on board to act as a sort of pilot. He talked to me (the second white man he had ever seen) with confidence, and most of his talk was about the first white man he had ever seen. He called him Tuan Jim, and the tone of his references was made remarkable by a strange mixture of familiarity and awe.

fisher - Fischer

estuary - Ästuar, Flussmündung

tides - Gezeiten, Ebbe

exposed - ausgesetzt; aufdecken, offenbaren, entblößen, bloßlegen

fusillade - Gewehrfeuer, Geschützsalve, Schusswechsel

headman - Schulleiter; Führer

fishing village - Fischerdorf

They, in the village, were under that lord's special protection, which showed that Jim bore no grudge. If he had warned me that I would hear of him it was perfectly true. I was hearing of him. There was already a story that the tide had turned two hours before its time to help him on his journey up the river. The talkative old man himself had steered the canoe and had marvelled at the phenomenon. Moreover, all the glory was in his family. His son and his son-in-law had paddled; but they were only youths without experience, who did not notice the speed of the canoe till he pointed out to them the amazing fact.

grudge - Groll, Neid, missgönnen

phenomenon - Phänomen, Erscheinung

paddled - gepaddelt; verhauen; planschen, watscheln, rudern

'Jim's coming to that fishing village was a blessing; but to them, as to many of us, the blessing came heralded by terrors. So many generations had been released since the last white man had visited the river that the very tradition had been lost. The appearance of the being that descended upon them and demanded inflexibly to be taken up to Patusan was discomposing; his insistence was alarming; his generosity more than suspicious.

heralded - verkündet; Herold, Bote, Vorbote

generosity - Großzügigkeit, Generosität, Großmut, Freizügigkeit, Edelmut

suspicious - verdächtig; misstrauisch, argwöhnisch

It was an unheard-of request. There was no precedent. What would the Rajah say to this? What would he do to them? The best part of the night was spent in consultation; but the immediate risk from the anger of that strange man seemed so great that at last a cranky dug-out was got ready. The women shrieked with grief as it put off. A fearless old hag cursed the stranger.

unheard - ungehört

precedent - Präzedenz, Präzedenzfall, Präjudiz

cranky - gereizt, launisch, schrullig, verschroben, spleenig

dug - gegraben; (dig) gegraben

got ready - fertig gemacht

shrieked - geschrien; Kreischen

hag - altes Weib, Hexe

'He sat in it, as I've told you, on his tin box, nursing the unloaded revolver on his lap. He sat with precaution-than which there is nothing more fatiguing-and thus entered the land he was destined to fill with the fame of his virtues, from the blue peaks inland to the white ribbon of surf on the coast. At the first bend he lost sight of the sea with its labouring waves for ever rising, sinking, and vanishing to rise again-the very image of struggling mankind-and faced the immovable forests rooted deep in the soil, soaring towards the sunshine, everlasting in the shadowy might of their tradition, like life itself. And his opportunity sat veiled by his side like an Eastern bride waiting to be uncovered by the hand of the master. He too was the heir of a shadowy and mighty tradition! He told me, however, that he had never in his life felt so depressed and tired as in that canoe. All the movement he dared to allow himself was to reach, as it were by stealth, after the shell of half a cocoa-nut floating between his shoes, and bale some of the water out with a carefully restrained action. He discovered how hard the lid of a block-tin case was to sit upon. He had heroic health; but several times during that journey he experienced fits of giddiness, and between whiles he speculated hazily as to the size of the blister the sun was raising on his back.

fatiguing - Ermüdend; Müdigkeit, Ermüdung, Schlappheit, Überdruss

virtues - Tugenden; Tugend, Tugend, Keuschheit, Tugend

inland - im Inland; binnenländisch, binnen

soaring - sich erhebend

heir - Erbe, Erbin, Thronerbe

veiled - verschleiert; Vorhang, Schleier, verschleiern, verhüllen

stealth - Heimlichkeit

cocoa - Kakao

giddiness - Schwindelgefühle; Schwindel, Leichtsinn

speculated - spekuliert; spekulieren, Vermutungen anstellen, vermuten

hazily - verschwommen; dunstig

blister - Blase; kritisieren; Blasen werfen

For amusement he tried by looking ahead to decide whether the muddy object he saw lying on the water's edge was a log of wood or an alligator. Only very soon he had to give that up. No fun in it. Always alligator. One of them flopped into the river and all but capsized the canoe. But this excitement was over directly. Then in a long empty reach he was very grateful to a troop of monkeys who came right down on the bank and made an insulting hullabaloo on his passage. Such was the way in which he was approaching greatness as genuine as any man ever achieved. Principally, he longed for sunset; and meantime his three paddlers were preparing to put into execution their plan of delivering him up to the Rajah.

amusement - Belustigung; Amüsement

Muddy - trübe, schlammig

alligator - Alligator

flopped - gefloppt; versagen; Pleite, Reinfall, Versager

capsized - gekentert; kentern, zum Kentern bringen

hullabaloo - Tohuwabohu; Aufheben, Aufregung, Aufruhr, Bohei

principally - grundsätzlich, im Prinzip, hauptsächlich

'"I suppose I must have been stupid with fatigue, or perhaps I did doze off for a time," he said. The first thing he knew was his canoe coming to the bank. He became instantaneously aware of the forest having been left behind, of the first houses being visible higher up, of a stockade on his left, and of his boatmen leaping out together upon a low point of land and taking to their heels.

instantaneously - sofort

stockade - Einfriedung aus Palisaden, Palisadeneinfriedung, Palisadenmauer

low point - Tiefpunkt

Instinctively he leaped out after them. At first he thought himself deserted for some inconceivable reason, but he heard excited shouts, a gate swung open, and a lot of people poured out, making towards him. At the same time a boat full of armed men appeared on the river and came alongside his empty canoe, thus shutting off his retreat.

'"I was too startled to be quite cool-don't you know? and if that revolver had been loaded I would have shot somebody-perhaps two, three bodies, and that would have been the end of me. But it wasn't. . . ." "Why not?" I asked. "Well, I couldn't fight the whole population, and I wasn't coming to them as if I were afraid of my life," he said, with just a faint hint of his stubborn sulkiness in the glance he gave me. I refrained from pointing out to him that they could not have known the chambers were actually empty. He had to satisfy himself in his own way. . . . "Anyhow it wasn't," he repeated good-humouredly, "and so I just stood still and asked them what was the matter. That seemed to strike them dumb.

sulkiness - Mürrisch; schlechte Laune, Laune

refrained - zurückhaltend; zurückhalten; Refrain, Kehrreim

chambers - Kammern; Raum, Schlafzimmer

humouredly - auf humorvolle Weise

I saw some of these thieves going off with my box. That long-legged old scoundrel Kassim (I'll show him to you to-morrow) ran out fussing to me about the Rajah wanting to see me. I said, 'All right.'I too wanted to see the Rajah, and I simply walked in through the gate and-and-here I am." He laughed, and then with unexpected emphasis, "And do you know what's the best in it?" he asked. "I'll tell you. It's the knowledge that had I been wiped out it is this place that would have been the loser."

scoundrel - Schurke, Gauner, Gaunerin, Halunke

loser - Verlierer, Verliererin, Verlierertyp, Versager

'He spoke thus to me before his house on that evening I've mentioned-after we had watched the moon float away above the chasm between the hills like an ascending spirit out of a grave; its sheen descended, cold and pale, like the ghost of dead sunlight. There is something haunting in the light of the moon; it has all the dispassionateness of a disembodied soul, and something of its inconceivable mystery. It is to our sunshine, which-say what you like-is all we have to live by, what the echo is to the sound: misleading and confusing whether the note be mocking or sad. It robs all forms of matter-which, after all, is our domain-of their substance, and gives a sinister reality to shadows alone. And the shadows were very real around us, but Jim by my side looked very stalwart, as though nothing-not even the occult power of moonlight-could rob him of his reality in my eyes. Perhaps, indeed, nothing could touch him since he had survived the assault of the dark powers.

dispassionateness - Unaufgeregtheit; Gelassenheit

robs - raubt; rauben, berauben, Raubbau treiben, ausrauben

domain - Bereich; Domäne, Gebiet, Bezirk

moonlight - Mondlicht, Mondschein, Mondenschein

All was silent, all was still; even on the river the moonbeams slept as on a pool. It was the moment of high water, a moment of immobility that accentuated the utter isolation of this lost corner of the earth. The houses crowding along the wide shining sweep without ripple or glitter, stepping into the water in a line of jostling, vague, grey, silvery forms mingled with black masses of shadow, were like a spectral herd of shapeless creatures pressing forward to drink in a spectral and lifeless stream. Here and there a red gleam twinkled within the bamboo walls, warm, like a living spark, significant of human affections, of shelter, of repose.

moonbeams - Mondstrahl

accentuated - akzentuiert; akzentuieren, betonen, hervorheben

sweep - fegen, kehren, rauschen, auf den Kopf stellen, fahren

herd - Herde

twinkled - geglitzert; funkeln, zwinkern

'He confessed to me that he often watched these tiny warm gleams go out one by one, that he loved to see people go to sleep under his eyes, confident in the security of to-morrow. "Peaceful here, eh?" he asked. He was not eloquent, but there was a deep meaning in the words that followed.

"Look at these houses; there's not one where I am not trusted. Jove! I told you I would hang on. Ask any man, woman, or child . . ." He paused. "Well, I am all right anyhow."

'I observed quickly that he had found that out in the end. I had been sure of it, I added. He shook his head. "Were you?" He pressed my arm lightly above the elbow. "Well, then-you were right."

'There was elation and pride, there was awe almost, in that low exclamation. "Jove!" he cried, "only think what it is to me." Again he pressed my arm. "And you asked me whether I thought of leaving. Good God! I! want to leave! Especially now after what you told me of Mr. Stein's .

. . Leave! Why! That's what I was afraid of. It would have been-it would have been harder than dying. No-on my word. Don't laugh. I must feel-every day, every time I open my eyes-that I am trusted-that nobody has a right-don't you know? Leave! For where? What for? To get what?"

'I had told him (indeed it was the main object of my visit) that it was Stein's intention to present him at once with the house and the stock of trading goods, on certain easy conditions which would make the transaction perfectly regular and valid. He began to snort and plunge at first. "Confound your delicacy!" I shouted. "It isn't Stein at all. It's giving you what you had made for yourself. And in any case keep your remarks for McNeil-when you meet him in the other world. I hope it won't happen soon. . . ." He had to give in to my arguments, because all his conquests, the trust, the fame, the friendships, the love-all these things that made him master had made him a captive, too.

valid - gültig

conquests - Eroberungen; Eroberung, Conquest-Modus, Conquestmodus, Conquest

He looked with an owner's eye at the peace of the evening, at the river, at the houses, at the everlasting life of the forests, at the life of the old mankind, at the secrets of the land, at the pride of his own heart; but it was they that possessed him and made him their own to the innermost thought, to the slightest stir of blood, to his last breath.

innermost - innersten; innerst

'It was something to be proud of. I, too, was proud-for him, if not so certain of the fabulous value of the bargain. It was wonderful. It was not so much of his fearlessness that I thought. It is strange how little account I took of it: as if it had been something too conventional to be at the root of the matter. No. I was more struck by the other gifts he had displayed. He had proved his grasp of the unfamiliar situation, his intellectual alertness in that field of thought. There was his readiness, too! Amazing. And all this had come to him in a manner like keen scent to a well-bred hound. He was not eloquent, but there was a dignity in this constitutional reticence, there was a high seriousness in his stammerings. He had still his old trick of stubborn blushing.

Fabulous - Fabelhaft; mythisch, unglaubhaft, nicht glaubwürdig, sagenhaft

fearlessness - Furchtlosigkeit

conventional - konventionell

root - wurzeln; Haupt, Wurzel, Nullstelle [math.]

intellectual - intellektuell; Intellektueller, Intellektuelle

alertness - Wachsamkeit

constitutional - verfassungsmäßig; verfassungsgemäß

reticence - Reserviertheit, Schweigsamkeit, Zurückhaltung

Now and then, though, a word, a sentence, would escape him that showed how deeply, how solemnly, he felt about that work which had given him the certitude of rehabilitation. That is why he seemed to love the land and the people with a sort of fierce egoism, with a contemptuous tenderness.'

deeply - tief; zutiefst


'"This is where I was prisoner for three days," he murmured to me (it was on the occasion of our visit to the Rajah), while we were making our way slowly through a kind of awestruck riot of dependants across Tunku Allang's courtyard. "Filthy place, isn't it? And I couldn't get anything to eat either, unless I made a row about it, and then it was only a small plate of rice and a fried fish not much bigger than a stickleback-confound them! Jove! I've been hungry prowling inside this stinking enclosure with some of these vagabonds shoving their mugs right under my nose. I had given up that famous revolver of yours at the first demand. Glad to get rid of the bally thing. Look like a fool walking about with an empty shooting-iron in my hand." At that moment we came into the presence, and he became unflinchingly grave and complimentary with his late captor. Oh! magnificent! I want to laugh when I think of it. But I was impressed, too. The old disreputable Tunku Allang could not help showing his fear (he was no hero, for all the tales of his hot youth he was fond of telling); and at the same time there was a wistful confidence in his manner towards his late prisoner. Note! Even where he would be most hated he was still trusted. Jim-as far as I could follow the conversation-was improving the occasion by the delivery of a lecture. Some poor villagers had been waylaid and robbed while on their way to Doramin's house with a few pieces of gum or beeswax which they wished to exchange for rice. "It was Doramin who was a thief," burst out the Rajah. A shaking fury seemed to enter that old frail body. He writhed weirdly on his mat, gesticulating with his hands and feet, tossing the tangled strings of his mop-an impotent incarnation of rage. There were staring eyes and dropping jaws all around us. Jim began to speak. Resolutely, coolly, and for some time he enlarged upon the text that no man should be prevented from getting his food and his children's food honestly. The other sat like a tailor at his board, one palm on each knee, his head low, and fixing Jim through the grey hair that fell over his very eyes. When Jim had done there was a great stillness. Nobody seemed to breathe even; no one made a sound till the old Rajah sighed faintly, and looking up, with a toss of his head, said quickly, "You hear, my people! No more of these little games.

awestruck - ehrfürchtig

stickleback - Stichling

stinking - stinkend; (stink); stinken, riechen, müffeln, Gestank

shoving - schubsen; schieben

mugs - Tassen; Becher, Visage, Krug

unflinchingly - unerschrocken

complimentary - Kompliment

captor - Entführer; Fänger

tales - Märchen; Geschichte, Erzählung, Fabel

fond - (to be fond of sb/sth) jemanden/etwas gerne mögen

wistful - wehmütig

most hated - verhassteste

gum - Kaugummi; Gummi, Klebgummi, Harz

beeswax - Bienenwachs

weirdly - Seltsam

gesticulating - gestikulieren, gestikulieren

tangled - verwickelt; Wirrwarr, Gewirr

mop - Mopp; i

impotent - impotent

jaws - Kiefer, Maul

tailor - Schneider, Schneiderin, schneidern, zuschneiden, anpassen

This decree was received in profound silence. A rather heavy man, evidently in a position of confidence, with intelligent eyes, a bony, broad, very dark face, and a cheerily of officious manner (I learned later on he was the executioner), presented to us two cups of coffee on a brass tray, which he took from the hands of an inferior attendant. "You needn't drink," muttered Jim very rapidly. I didn't perceive the meaning at first, and only looked at him. He took a good sip and sat composedly, holding the saucer in his left hand. In a moment I felt excessively annoyed. "Why the devil," I whispered, smiling at him amiably, "do you expose me to such a stupid risk?" I drank, of course, there was nothing for it, while he gave no sign, and almost immediately afterwards we took our leave. While we were going down the courtyard to our boat, escorted by the intelligent and cheery executioner, Jim said he was very sorry. It was the barest chance, of course. Personally he thought nothing of poison. The remotest chance. He was-he assured me-considered to be infinitely more useful than dangerous, and so . . . "But the Rajah is afraid of you abominably. Anybody can see that," I argued with, I own, a certain peevishness, and all the time watching anxiously for the first twist of some sort of ghastly colic. I was awfully disgusted. "If I am to do any good here and preserve my position," he said, taking his seat by my side in the boat, "I must stand the risk: I take it once every month, at least. Many people trust me to do that-for them. Afraid of me! That's just it. Most likely he is afraid of me because I am not afraid of his coffee." Then showing me a place on the north front of the stockade where the pointed tops of several stakes were broken, "This is where I leaped over on my third day in Patusan. They haven't put new stakes there yet. Good leap, eh?" A moment later we passed the mouth of a muddy creek. "This is my second leap. I had a bit of a run and took this one flying, but fell short. Thought I would leave my skin there. Lost my shoes struggling. And all the time I was thinking to myself how beastly it would be to get a jab with a bally long spear while sticking in the mud like this. I remember how sick I felt wriggling in that slime. I mean really sick-as if I had bitten something rotten."

officious - aufdringlich

executioner - Henker, Scharfrichter, Henkerin, Scharfrichterin

tray - Tablett, Servierbrett

inferior - untergeordnet, nachgeordnet, unterlegen, tiefer, minderwertig

saucer - Untertasse

excessively - übermäßig; exzessiv

expose - entlarven; aufdecken, offenbaren, entblößen, bloßlegen

abominably - abscheulich

peevishness - Verdrießlichkeit; Gereiztheit, schlechte Laune

colic - Koliken; Kolik

disgusted - angewidert; ekeln, Ekel

Creek - Bucht; Bach

wriggling - zappelnd; sich winden, sich befreien

slime - Schleim

'That's how it was-and the opportunity ran by his side, leaped over the gap, floundered in the mud . . . still veiled. The unexpectedness of his coming was the only thing, you understand, that saved him from being at once dispatched with krisses and flung into the river. They had him, but it was like getting hold of an apparition, a wraith, a portent. What did it mean? What to do with it? Was it too late to conciliate him? Hadn't he better be killed without more delay? But what would happen then? Wretched old Allang went nearly mad with apprehension and through the difficulty of making up his mind.

floundered - gestrampelt; sich abquälen, taumeln, stolpern

dispatched - abgefertigt; verschicken, versenden, beeilen, besiegen

krisses - Kris

wraith - Gespenst

portent - Omen, (böses) Vorzeichen

conciliate - beschwichtigen

Several times the council was broken up, and the advisers made a break helter-skelter for the door and out on to the verandah. One-it is said-even jumped down to the ground-fifteen feet, I should judge-and broke his leg. The royal governor of Patusan had bizarre mannerisms, and one of them was to introduce boastful rhapsodies into every arduous discussion, when, getting gradually excited, he would end by flying off his perch with a kriss in his hand. But, barring such interruptions, the deliberations upon Jim's fate went on night and day.

advisers - Berater, Ratgeber

skelter - hasten

boastful - angeberisch; prahlerisch, stolz

rhapsodies - rhapsodien; Rhapsodie

perch - Vogelstange; Barsch

deliberations - Überlegungen; Abwägung, Abwägung

'Meanwhile he wandered about the courtyard, shunned by some, glared at by others, but watched by all, and practically at the mercy of the first casual ragamuffin with a chopper, in there. He took possession of a small tumble-down shed to sleep in; the effluvia of filth and rotten matter incommoded him greatly: it seems he had not lost his appetite though, because-he told me-he had been hungry all the blessed time. Now and again "some fussy ass" deputed from the council-room would come out running to him, and in honeyed tones would administer amazing interrogatories: "Were the Dutch coming to take the country? Would the white man like to go back down the river? What was the object of coming to such a miserable country? The Rajah wanted to know whether the white man could repair a watch?" They did actually bring out to him a nickel clock of New England make, and out of sheer unbearable boredom he busied himself in trying to get the alarum to work. It was apparently when thus occupied in his shed that the true perception of his extreme peril dawned upon him. He dropped the thing-he says-"like a hot potato," and walked out hastily, without the slightest idea of what he would, or indeed could, do. He only knew that the position was intolerable. He strolled aimlessly beyond a sort of ramshackle little granary on posts, and his eyes fell on the broken stakes of the palisade; and then-he says-at once, without any mental process as it were, without any stir of emotion, he set about his escape as if executing a plan matured for a month. He walked off carelessly to give himself a good run, and when he faced about there was some dignitary, with two spearmen in attendance, close at his elbow ready with a question. He started off "from under his very nose," went over "like a bird," and landed on the other side with a fall that jarred all his bones and seemed to split his head. He picked himself up instantly. He never thought of anything at the time; all he could remember-he said-was a great yell; the first houses of Patusan were before him four hundred yards away; he saw the creek, and as it were mechanically put on more pace. The earth seemed fairly to fly backwards under his feet. He took off from the last dry spot, felt himself flying through the air, felt himself, without any shock, planted upright in an extremely soft and sticky mudbank. It was only when he tried to move his legs and found he couldn't that, in his own words, "he came to himself." He began to think of the "bally long spears." As a matter of fact, considering that the people inside the stockade had to run to the gate, then get down to the landing-place, get into boats, and pull round a point of land, he had more advance than he imagined. Besides, it being low water, the creek was without water-you couldn't call it dry-and practically he was safe for a time from everything but a very long shot perhaps. The higher firm ground was about six feet in front of him. "I thought I would have to die there all the same," he said. He reached and grabbed desperately with his hands, and only succeeded in gathering a horrible cold shiny heap of slime against his breast-up to his very chin. It seemed to him he was burying himself alive, and then he struck out madly, scattering the mud with his fists.

shunned - gemieden; aus dem Weg gehen, ausweichen, meiden, scheuen

ragamuffin - Lumpenkind

chopper - Heli (ugs. Hubschrauber), Helikopter; Hackmesser, Zerhacker

effluvia - Abwässer; Effluvium

filth - Schmutz, Dreck

incommoded - belästigt; belästigen, stören

deputed - deputiert; entsenden, deputieren

honeyed - mit Honig; Honig

administer - darreichen, verabreichen, verwalten, administrieren

interrogatories - Fragebögen; fragenden

nickel - Nickel; vernickeln

peril - Gefahr, Risiko

granary - Getreidespeicher, Kornhaus, Kornspeicher, Kornkammer

palisade - Palisade

executing - hinrichten, ausführen, durchführen, ausführen

dignitary - Würdenträger, Würdenträgerin

spearmen - Speerträger; Spearman

jarred - in die Enge getrieben; Topf, Krug, Glasgefäß

mechanically - mechanisch

sticky - stickig, klebrig

mudbank - Schlammbank

madly - wahnsinnig; irr, verrückt

scattering - Streuung, Zerstreuung; (scatter); zerstreuen, verstreuen

It fell on his head, on his face, over his eyes, into his mouth. He told me that he remembered suddenly the courtyard, as you remember a place where you had been very happy years ago. He longed-so he said-to be back there again, mending the clock. Mending the clock-that was the idea. He made efforts, tremendous sobbing, gasping efforts, efforts that seemed to burst his eyeballs in their sockets and make him blind, and culminating into one mighty supreme effort in the darkness to crack the earth asunder, to throw it off his limbs-and he felt himself creeping feebly up the bank. He lay full length on the firm ground and saw the light, the sky. Then as a sort of happy thought the notion came to him that he would go to sleep. He will have it that he did actually go to sleep; that he slept-perhaps for a minute, perhaps for twenty seconds, or only for one second, but he recollects distinctly the violent convulsive start of awakening. He remained lying still for a while, and then he arose muddy from head to foot and stood there, thinking he was alone of his kind for hundreds of miles, alone, with no help, no sympathy, no pity to expect from any one, like a hunted animal. The first houses were not more than twenty yards from him; and it was the desperate screaming of a frightened woman trying to carry off a child that started him again. He pelted straight on in his socks, beplastered with filth out of all semblance to a human being. He traversed more than half the length of the settlement. The nimbler women fled right and left, the slower men just dropped whatever they had in their hands, and remained petrified with dropping jaws. He was a flying terror. He says he noticed the little children trying to run for life, falling on their little stomachs and kicking. He swerved between two houses up a slope, clambered in desperation over a barricade of felled trees (there wasn't a week without some fight in Patusan at that time), burst through a fence into a maize-patch, where a scared boy flung a stick at him, blundered upon a path, and ran all at once into the arms of several startled men. He just had breath enough to gasp out, "Doramin! Doramin!" He remembers being half-carried, half-rushed to the top of the slope, and in a vast enclosure with palms and fruit trees being run up to a large man sitting massively in a chair in the midst of the greatest possible commotion and excitement. He fumbled in mud and clothes to produce the ring, and, finding himself suddenly on his back, wondered who had knocked him down. They had simply let him go-don't you know?-but he couldn't stand. At the foot of the slope random shots were fired, and above the roofs of the settlement there rose a dull roar of amazement. But he was safe. Doramin's people were barricading the gate and pouring water down his throat; Doramin's old wife, full of business and commiseration, was issuing shrill orders to her girls. "The old woman," he said softly, "made a to-do over me as if I had been her own son. They put me into an immense bed-her state bed-and she ran in and out wiping her eyes to give me pats on the back. I must have been a pitiful object. I just lay there like a log for I don't know how long."

mending - Ausbessern; instandsetzend, reparierend

eyeballs - Augäpfel; Augapfel, nach Augenmaß abschätzen

sockets - Steckdosen; Steckdose, Buchse, Fassung

asunder - zerreißen

feebly - schwächlich; schwach

recollects - erinnert sich; sich erinnern an

lying still - stilliegend

carry off - abtragen, verschleppen

pelted - geplättet; Fell (ungegerbt); bombardieren (ugs. bewerfen)

straight on - geradeaus

beplastered - verputzt

semblance - Anschein

nimbler - wendiger; schnell, gelenkig, behänd, flink, wendig

Petrified - Versteinert; versteinern, versteinern, erstarren

swerved - ausgewichen; ausweichen, abschweifen, Schlenker

slope - Steigung, Hang, Abhang, Ableitung

in desperation - verzweifelt

barricade - Barrikade; verbarrikadieren

felled - abgeholzt; jdn. hinstrecken; fiel, gefallen

maize - Mais

patch - notdürftig reparieren, reparieren, einsetzen; Flicken

blundered - verpatzt; Patzer, Schnitzer, Fehler, Fehlgriff, Mißgriff

fruit trees - Obstbäume

massively - massiv

fumbled - getastet; umhertasten, tasten

random - Rando; zufällig; Durchschnitts-; random

roar - brüllen; Tosen; Brüllen; Aufheulen

barricading - Barrikade, Barrikade, verbarrikadieren

commiseration - Mitleid, Mitgefühl

wiping - (wipe) löschen, abstreifen, abwischen, aufreiben

pats - Pat

'He seemed to have a great liking for Doramin's old wife. She on her side had taken a motherly fancy to him. She had a round, nut-brown, soft face, all fine wrinkles, large, bright red lips (she chewed betel assiduously), and screwed up, winking, benevolent eyes. She was constantly in movement, scolding busily and ordering unceasingly a troop of young women with clear brown faces and big grave eyes, her daughters, her servants, her slave-girls. You know how it is in these households: it's generally impossible to tell the difference. She was very spare, and even her ample outer garment, fastened in front with jewelled clasps, had somehow a skimpy effect.

motherly - mütterlich

betel - Betelpfeffer; Betel

assiduously - eifrig

unceasingly - unaufhörlich

slave - Sklave, Sklavin, Sexsklave

households - Haushalte; Haushalt

garment - Kleidungsstück

jewelled - mit Juwelen; Edelstein, Juwel

clasps - Klammern; Spange, Klammer, Schnalle, Griff, greifen

skimpy - knauserig; knapp, sparsam, spärlich, dürftig

Her dark bare feet were thrust into yellow straw slippers of Chinese make. I have seen her myself flitting about with her extremely thick, long, grey hair falling about her shoulders. She uttered homely shrewd sayings, was of noble birth, and was eccentric and arbitrary. In the afternoon she would sit in a very roomy arm-chair, opposite her husband, gazing steadily through a wide opening in the wall which gave an extensive view of the settlement and the river.

homely - gemütlich; heimisch

shrewd - klug, clever, gewitzt, schlau, listig

sayings - Sprüche; Sprichwort

arbitrary - willkürlich, nach Ermessen, in freiem Ermessen

'She invariably tucked up her feet under her, but old Doramin sat squarely, sat imposingly as a mountain sits on a plain. He was only of the nakhoda or merchant class, but the respect shown to him and the dignity of his bearing were very striking. He was the chief of the second power in Patusan. The immigrants from Celebes (about sixty families that, with dependants and so on, could muster some two hundred men "wearing the kriss") had elected him years ago for their head. The men of that race are intelligent, enterprising, revengeful, but with a more frank courage than the other Malays, and restless under oppression. They formed the party opposed to the Rajah. Of course the quarrels were for trade. This was the primary cause of faction fights, of the sudden outbreaks that would fill this or that part of the settlement with smoke, flame, the noise of shots and shrieks. Villages were burnt, men were dragged into the Rajah's stockade to be killed or tortured for the crime of trading with anybody else but himself. Only a day or two before Jim's arrival several heads of households in the very fishing village that was afterwards taken under his especial protection had been driven over the cliffs by a party of the Rajah's spearmen, on suspicion of having been collecting edible birds'nests for a Celebes trader. Rajah Allang pretended to be the only trader in his country, and the penalty for the breach of the monopoly was death; but his idea of trading was indistinguishable from the commonest forms of robbery. His cruelty and rapacity had no other bounds than his cowardice, and he was afraid of the organised power of the Celebes men, only-till Jim came-he was not afraid enough to keep quiet. He struck at them through his subjects, and thought himself pathetically in the right.

tucked - gesteckt; zurückstreifen, einklemmen; Bundfalte

imposingly - imposant

enterprising - unternehmungslustig, unternehmerisch

revengeful - rachsüchtig

restless - unruhig; ruhelos, rastlos, checkunruhig

oppression - Unterdrückung

opposed - gegen; ablehnen, widersprechen

quarrels - Streitigkeiten; sich streiten, zanken

faction - Fraktion; Splitterpartei

tortured - gefoltert; Folter, Tortur, foltern

especial - besonders

edible - essbar

nests - Nester; Nest

penalty - Strafe

monopoly - Monopol

indistinguishable - ununterscheidbar

rapacity - Raubgier

bounds - Grenzen; Sprung

pathetically - erbärmlich

The situation was complicated by a wandering stranger, an Arab half-breed, who, I believe, on purely religious grounds, had incited the tr