THE HOUSE OF THE VAMPIRE, BY George Sylvester Viereck

vampire - पिशाच

George - जर्ज

Chapter I

Chapter - अध्याय

The freakish little leader of the orchestra, newly imported from Sicily to New York, tossed his conductor's wand excitedly through the air, drowning with musical thunders the hum of conversation and the clatter of plates.

freakish - विचित्र, विषम/अजनबी

leader - नेता, लीडर, रईस, सरदार

orchestra - बाजा, ऑर्केस्ट्रा

newly - नया, नया नया

imported - महत्व, आयात, बुलाया जानाना

Sicily - island in the Mediterranean Sea

York - यौर्क

tossed - हिलाना, हिलाना[मिलाना]

conductor - चालक

wand - राजदण्ड, डंडा, डंठल, छड़ी

excitedly - उत्तेजित हो कर, उत्तेजित हो कर

drowning - instance of drowning

musical - म्यूज़िकल

thunders - ज़ोर से धमाकाना, गरजना

Hum - गूँज, गुंजन, चहल पहल होना

clatter - खड़खड़ की आवाज़ करना, खड़खड़ाहट

plates - चित्र, विस्तार, फलक, मुद्रा

Yet neither his apish demeanour nor the deafening noises that responded to every movement of his agile body detracted attention from the figure of Reginald Clarke and the young man at his side as they smilingly wound their way to the exit.

neither - भी नहीं

apish - resembling or characteristic of an ape

demeanour - आचरण

nor - न, और नहीं, और न, और नहीं

deafening - कानफोड़ू, (deafen) कानफोड़ू

noises - फैलाना, मशहूर कर देना, कोलाहल

responded - प्रत्युत्तर देना

movement - हरकत, गति, आंदोलन olitical

agile - फुर्तीला, चुस्त, तेज़, चपल

detracted - कम करना, कम करना, कलंकित होना

attention - ध्यान

figure - नमूना, विचार करना, कल्पना करना

side - तरफ

smilingly - मुस्कुराते हुए

wound - घाव, चोट, ज़ख़्मी करना, आघात

exit - गमन

The boy's expression was pleasant, with an inkling of wistfulness, while the soft glimmer of his lucid eyes betrayed the poet and the dreamer. The smile of Reginald Clarke was the smile of a conqueror. A suspicion of silver in his crown of dark hair only added dignity to his bearing, while the infinitely ramified lines above the heavy-set mouth spoke at once of subtlety and of strength.

expression - मुहावरा, इबारत

pleasant - सुखद

inkling - संकेत

wistfulness - उत्कंठा

soft - नरम, मुलायम, कोमल

glimmer - टिमटिमाना

lucid - सुस्पष्ट, सुबोधगम्य

betrayed - दिखाना, प्रकट करना, धोखा देना

poet - कवि, कवयित्री, शायर, शायरा

dreamer - अव्यावहारिक व्यक्ति

smile - tमुस्कान, मुसकुराहट, स्मित

Conqueror - विजेताआ, जीतने वाला

suspicion - खटका, अविश्वास, पुट, शक, संदेह

silver - चांदी

crown - राजमुकुट

dignity - गरिमा, इज़्ज़त

bearing - आचरण, (bear)

infinitely - बहुत ज़्यादा, बहुत हद तक

heavy - भारी

set - घटना, करना, अटल, निश्चित करना

subtlety - जटिलता, बारीकी, सूक्ष्मता

strength - शक्ति, ताक़त, बल

Without stretch of the imagination one might have likened him to a Roman cardinal of the days of the Borgias, who had miraculously stepped forth from the time-stained canvas and slipped into twentieth century evening-clothes.

stretch - फैलाना, फैल जाना, पंक्ति

imagination - कल्पना, तसव्वुर, तख़य्युल

likened - तुलना करना

Roman - प्राचीन रोमवासी

cardinal - प्रमुख, प्रधान, गणनसंख्या

miraculously - चमत्कारपूर्ण ढंग से

stepped - कार्य, कदम रखना, पद, जाना

forth - आगे

stained - अभिरंजन करना, धब्बा, गन्दा होना

canvas - कैनवास

slipped - निकालना, गिरना, जाना, उतरना

twentieth - बिसवां

With the affability of complete self-possession he nodded in response to greetings from all sides, inclining his head with special politeness to a young woman whose sea-blue eyes were riveted upon his features with a look of mingled hate and admiration.

affability - सुशीलता, सौजन्यता, मिलन्सारी

self - खुद, ख़ुद, स्वयं, नफ्स

possession - आधिपत्य, अधिकार, सम्पत्ति

nodded - ऊँघना, झूमना, सिर हिलाना, हुक्म

response - अनुक्रिया

greetings - अभिवादन, अभिवादन पट्र, बधाई

all sides - सभी तरफ़।

inclining - आकर्षित करना, (incline) आकर्षित करना

politeness - शिष्टता, अदब, नज़ाकत, सभ्यता

whose - किस का, किसका

riveted - कीलक, खूँटी से जड़ना

upon - पर, नज़दीक, के ऊपर/ऊँचा/पर

features - दिखाना, प्रकट करना, विशेषता

mingled - घुलना मिलना, घुल मिल जाना

admiration - तारीफ़, सफत, उपमा

The woman, disregarding his silent salutation, continued to stare at him wild-eyed, as a damned soul in purgatory might look at Satan passing in regal splendour through the seventy times sevenfold circles of hell.

disregarding - अनादर, अवहेलना करना, उपेक्षा

silent - चुप

salutation - अभिवादन, नमस्कार

continued - होना, शुरू करना, रखना

stare - एकटक देखना, टकटकी लगाकर देखना

wild - जंगली

damned - शापित, (damn), अभिशाप देना

soul - आत्मा, जीवात्मा

Purgatory - पाप मोचन स्थान, यातना, कष्ट

Satan - शैतान, इबलीस

passing - पासिंग, (pas) पासिंग

regal - वैभवपूर्ण, शाही

splendour - चमक, भव्यता, वैभव, जगमगाहट

sevenfold - सात गुन्, सात गुना अधिक

circles - वृत्त, पंक्ति, घेरना, चक्कर

hell - नरक

Reginald Clarke walked on unconcernedly through the rows of gay diners, still smiling, affable, calm. But his companion bethought himself of certain rumours he had heard concerning Ethel Brandenbourg's mad love for the man from whose features she could not even now turn her eyes. Evidently her passion was unreciprocated. It had not always been so.

unconcernedly - निश्चिंततः, बेफ़िक्री से

rows - चलाना, झिड़की, पंक्ति, लगातार

gay - समलैंगिक

diners - ढाबा, भोजन करने वाला, भोजन यान

smiling - स्मिता, (smile), tमुस्कान

affable - भद्र, मिलनसार, मिलनसार/सुशील

Calm - शांत

companion - साथी

Certain - अनिवार्य, विश्वसनीय, नियत, कोई

rumours - गप उड़ाना, चर्चा, अफ़वाह, गप

concerning - अभिरुचि, दिलचस्पी, संबंध

mad - पागल, उन्मद, बावला, बावरा

evidently - स्पष्ट रूप से, स्पष्ट रूप से

passion - जुनून

unreciprocated - अनुत्तरित

There was a time in her career, some years ago in Paris, when it was whispered that she had secretly married him and, not much later, obtained a divorce. The matter was never cleared up, as both preserved an uncompromising silence upon the subject of their matrimonial experience.

whispered - काना फूसी, कानाफूसी, सरसराहट

secretly - गुप्त रूप से, गुप्ततः

obtained - पाना, प्राप्त करना, हाशिल करना

divorce - तलाक़, तलाक, त्याग

matter - पदार्थ

cleared up - साफ कर दिया

preserved - मुरब्बा, सम्भाल कर रखना

uncompromising - हठीला, न मानने वाला/हठी

silence - ख़ामोशी, चुप्पी, मौनता

matrimonial - विवाह संबंधी

Experience - अनुभव, तजरुबा, तजुर्बा

Certain it was that, for a space, the genius of Reginald Clarke had completely dominated her brush, and that, ever since he had thrown her aside, her pictures were but plagiarisms of her former artistic self.

genius - तेज़ दिमाग वाला

completely - बिलकुल, एकदम

dominated - अधिकार रखना, अधिकार रखना

brush - ब्रश, बुरुश, झाड़ू

Since - से

thrown - झुकाना, चलाना, दिखाना, लगाना

aside - अलग, छोड़कर, एक किनारे

plagiarisms - साहित्यिक चोरी

former - भूतपूर्व

artistic - कलाप्रेमी, कलात्मक

The cause of the rupture between them was a matter only of surmise; but the effect it had on the woman testified clearly to the remarkable power of Reginald Clarke. He had entered her life and, behold!

cause - कारण

rupture - हर्निया, टूट जाना, अनबन, दरार

surmise - लगना, अनुमान, अंदाज़ा लगाना

effect - असर, प्रभाव

testified - सिद्ध करना

Clearly - साफ साफ, नि: सन्देह

remarkable - विलक्षण, विशिष्ट, उल्लेखनीय

power - शक्ति

entered - भर्ति करना, डाला जाना, जाना

behold - निहारना

the world was transfixed on her canvases in myriad hues of transcending radiance; he had passed from it, and with him vanished the brilliancy of her colouring, as at sunset the borrowed amber and gold fade from the face of the clouds.

transfixed - बींधना, नुकीली वस्तु युक्त होना

canvases - चित्र, कैनवास, विलायती टाट

myriad - असंख्य, बड़ी संख्या, बहुत सा

hues - मत, रंग, विविध रंग

transcending - आगे जाना, बढ़ कर होना

radiance - ज्योति, gleam

passed - आलोचना करना, ले जाना, घाटी

vanished - ओझल हो जाना, समाप्त हो जाना

brilliancy - shining quality

sunset - सूर्यास्त

borrowed - लेना, कर्ज़ लेना, ऋण लेना

amber - एम्बर

gold - सोना

fade - मुरझाना

clouds - उलझाना, कमजोर करना

The glamour of Clarke's name may have partly explained the secret of his charm, but, even in circles where literary fame is no passport, he could, if he chose, exercise an almost terrible fascination. Subtle and profound, he had ransacked the coffers of medićval dialecticians and plundered the arsenals of the Sophists.

glamour - चकाचौंध/आकर्षण, तड़क भड़क

partly - कुछ हद तक, कुछ कुछ

secret - रहस्य, राज़, राज, सेर

charm - सुंदरता

literary - साहित्यिक, साहित्य

fame - लोकप्रियता, शोहरत

almost - लगभग, तक़रीबन, प्राय

fascination - आकर्षण, मोह, सम्मोहन

subtle - हल्का, जटिल, कुशाग्र, तीक्ष्ण

profound - गहन, गहरा, पारंगत, अथाह, गाढ़ा

ransacked - छान डालना, लूटना, लूट लेना

coffers - तिजोरी, हाथ, धन

plundered - लूटना, लूट लेना, लूट

arsenals - शस्त्रागार, सिलाहखाना

Many years later, when the vultures of misfortune had swooped down upon him, and his name was no longer mentioned without a sneer, he was still remembered in New York drawing-rooms as the man who had brought to perfection the art of talking. Even to dine with him was a liberal education.

vultures - लोभी, गिद्ध, गीध, चील

misfortune - दुर्भाग्य, बदकिस्मती, अवदशा

swooped - छापा, झपट्टा मारना, झपट पड़ना

mentioned - चर्चा, कहना, उल्लेख करना, वर्णन

sneer - व्यंग्योक्ति, हँसी उड़ाना

perfection - कमाल

dine - भोजन करना, भोजन करना

liberal - उदार, दान शील, उदारचरित, आजाद

education - शिक्षा, तालीम

Clarke's marvellous conversational power was equalled only by his marvellous style. Ernest Fielding's heart leaped in him at the thought that henceforth he would be privileged to live under one roof with the only writer of his generation who could lend to the English language the rich strength and rugged music of the Elizabethans.

marvellous - शानदार, चमत्कार, आश्चर्यजनक

conversational - बातचीत संबन्धी, संवादोचित

equalled - की बराबरी करना, समान, सक्षम

Fielding - क्षेत्ररक्षण, (field), क्षेत्र

heart - ह्रदय

leaped - छलांग मारना, उछलना, कूदना, उछाल

privileged - सौभाग्य, सुविधा, विशेषाधिकार

roof - छत

generation - पीढ़ी, पुश्त, नस्ल

lend - उधार देना

rugged - अपरिष्कृत

Elizabethans - एलिज़ाबेथ काल में जन्मा व्यक्ति

Reginald Clarke was a master of many instruments. Milton's mighty organ was no less obedient to his touch than the little lute of the troubadour. He was never the same; that was his strength. Clarke's style possessed at once the chiselled chasteness of a Greek marble column and the elaborate deviltry of the late Renaissance.

Master - उस्ताद, शिक्षक

instruments - मानव यंत्र, प्रपत्र, लिखित

mighty - शक्तिशाली, बहुत, प्रबल, तेजस्वी

organ - अंग, ऑर्गन

obedient - हुक्मबरदार, आज्ञानुवर्ती

touch - छूना

lute - वीणा, बीन

troubadour - गीतकार

possessed - आक्रान्त करना, रखना

chiselled - काटना, तराशना, छेनी

chasteness - शुद्धता

Greek - यूनानी, ग्रीक

marble - संगमरमर

column - स्तंभ

elaborate - विस्तार से बनाना, व्याख्या

deviltry - धूर्तता

Renaissance - पुनर्जागरण काल, पुनर्जागरण

At times his winged words seemed to flutter down the page frantically like Baroque angels; at other times nothing could have more adequately described his manner than the timeless calm of the gaunt pyramids.

winged - करना, पंख, पर, पक्ष, सूप

seemed - लगना, प्रतीत होना/लगना/जान पड़ना

flutter - उत्तेजना, घबराहट, उतार चढाव

frantically - पागलपन से, व्यग्रतापूर्वक

Baroque - अत्यलंकृत

angels - सुन्दर, देवदूत, पटी, परि

adequately - पर्याप्त रूप से

manner - आचरण, प्रक्रिया, शैली, शिष्टता

timeless - असामयिक, शाश्वत, कालातीत, अनन्त

gaunt - भूखा रहकर दुबला होना

pyramids - पिरामिड, पिरामिडाकार ढेर

The two men had reached the street. Reginald wrapped his long spring coat round him.

reached - पाना, फैलना, फैलाना

wrapped - समाप्त करना, गाउन, लपेटना

round - गोल, गोलाकार

"I shall expect you to-morrow at four," he said.

shall - सितारा मछली, गा

expect - आशा करना, आसरा देखना, रख लेना

morrow - अगला दिन, कल/अगला दिन

The tone of his voice was deep and melodious, suggesting hidden depths and cadences.

tone - तान

voice - आवाज

deep - गहरा

melodious - मधुर, सुरीली, सुरीला

suggesting - बताना, प्रस्ताव रखना

hidden - गुप्त रखना, छिपने की जगह

depths - गहनता, गहराई, मध्य, गहरापन

cadences - लय, कैडेन्स, लय ताल, लहज़ा

"I shall be punctual."

punctual - समयनिष्ठ, समयनिष्ट, पाबंद

The younger man's voice trembled as he spoke.

trembled - परेशान करना, हिलना, कम्पन

"I look forward to your coming with much pleasure. I am interested in you."

forward - अग्रवर्ती

pleasure - आनन्द

The glad blood mounted to Ernest's cheeks at praise from the austere lips of this arbiter of literary elegance.

Glad - प्रसन्न

blood - जोश, बलि, स्वभाव, प्रकृति

mounted - घोड़ा, आयोजित करना, चढना

cheeks - घमंडी, गाल, जबड़ा, गुस्ताख

Praise - तारीफ़, प्रशंसा, स्तुति, सिफत

austere - सख्त, सादा, संयमी, आडंबरहीन

lips - किनारा, चूम्मन लेना, चूमन लेना

arbiter - विवाचक, निर्णायक/पंच

elegance - लालित्य, शिष्टता

An almost imperceptible smile crept over the other man's features.

imperceptible - अलक्ष्य, अतीन्द्रिय, अतिसूक्ष्म

crept - जाना, डर, छिपकर घुसना, घुसना

"I am proud that my work interests you," was all the boy could say.

proud - गर्व oun is used

"I think it is quite amazing, but at present," here Clarke drew out a watch set with jewels, "I am afraid I must bid you good-bye."

jewels - बहुमूल्य वस्तु

bid - बोली बोलना

Good-bye - (Good-bye) अलविदा

He held Ernest's hand for a moment in a firm genial grasp, then turned away briskly, while the boy remained standing open-mouthed. The crowd jostling against him carried him almost off his feet, but his eyes followed far into the night the masterful figure of Reginald Clarke, toward whom he felt himself drawn with every fiber of his body and the warm enthusiasm of his generous youth.

held - खाव, मन्ना, धारण करना

firm - स्थिर, दृढ़, अचल

genial - प्रसन्नचित

grasp - समझना, पाने का प्रयत्न करना

briskly - तेज़ी से, तेज़ी से

remained - रहना, बाकी रहना, भग्नावशेष

crowd - भीड़

jostling - झोंकना, (jostle) झोंकना

against - से अलग, के सहारे, विरूद्व

masterful - कुशल

toward - की तरफ़, ओर, की ओर

whom - किस

fiber - तन्तु

enthusiasm - जोश, उत्साह

generous - बहुत, उदारता, तीक्ष्ण, दयालु

youth - जवानी, यौवन, युवावस्था

Chapter II

With elastic step, inhaling the night-air with voluptuous delight, Reginald Clarke made his way down Broadway, lying stretched out before him, bathed in light and pulsating with life.

elastic - मुलायम, लचीला, प्रफुल्ल, लचकदार

step - कदम, डग, पग

inhaling - साँस खींचना

voluptuous - आकर्षक, भारी वक्ष स्थल वाली

delight - ख़ुश, आनंद

lying - झूठ बोलना, (lie) झूठ बोलना

stretched - फैलाना, फैल जाना, पंक्ति

pulsating - धडकना/फडकना, कम्पायमान होना

His world-embracing intellect was powerfully attracted by the Giant City's motley activities. On the street, as in the salon, his magnetic power compelled recognition, and he stepped through the midst of the crowd as a Circassian blade cleaves water.

embracing - आलिंगन, समाविष्ट करना

intellect - बुद्धि

powerfully - प्रभावशाली ढंग से

attracted - आकर्षित करना, आकर्षित करना

giant - दानव, देव, दैत्य

motley - रंगबिरंगा, विविधतापूर्ण करना

salon - सैलून, सलोन

magnetic - चुम्बकीय, चुंबकीय

compelled - मजबूर, जबरदस्ती कराना

recognition - मान्यता, पहचान, स्वीकार

stepped - घाँस का मैदान

midst - बीच

Circassian - language group

blade - ब्लेड

cleaves - मानना, विभाजित करना, चीर देना

After walking a block or two, he suddenly halted before a jeweller's shop. Arrayed in the window were priceless gems that shone in the glare of electricity, like mystical serpent-eyes-green, pomegranate and water-blue. And as he stood there the dazzling radiance before him was transformed in the prism of his mind into something great and very wonderful that might, some day, be a poem.

block - कुंदा

suddenly - अचानक, एकाएक, सहसा

halted - पड़्व, रूकना, रुकना

jeweller's shop - आभूषण की दुकान

arrayed - क्रम, पोशाक

priceless - अनमोल, अमूल्य, कमाल का

gems - लाखों में एक, अमूल्य

shone - चमकाना, चमक, प्रकाशित होना

glare - तरेरना

electricity - बिजली, विद्युत, बर्क़

mystical - रहस्यवादी, आध्यात्मिक

serpent - नाग, साँप, मणिधर

pomegranate - अनार, दाड़िम

dazzling - चौंधियाने वाला

transformed - बदल देना, बढ़ाना, घटाना, बदलना

prism - प्रिज़्म, वर्णक्रम, समपार्श्व

mind - मन, दिल

some day - कभी कभी

poem - कविता, पद्य

Then his attention was diverted by a small group of tiny girls dancing on the sidewalk to the husky strains of an old hurdy-gurdy. He joined the circle of amused spectators, to watch those pink-ribboned bits of femininity swaying airily to and fro in unison with the tune. One especially attracted his notice-a slim olive-coloured girl from a land where it is always spring.

diverted - मनोरंजन करना

tiny - नन्हा

sidewalk - फ़ुटपाथ, फुटपाथ, पटरी

husky - भर्रायी हुई आवाज

strains - थकाना, गाना, मोच

circle - चक्र, वृत्त

amused - मनोरंजन करना, मन बहलाना

spectators - प्रेक्षक, दर्शक, स्पेक्टेटर

those - जो, वे, इन

ribboned - पट्टी, फीता

bits - थोड़ा, छोटा सिक्का, फलक

femininity - स्त्रीत्व, नारीत्व

swaying - झुकाव, (sway) झुकाव

airily - लापरवाही से, लापरवाही से

fro - से

unison - तालमेल, एक स्वर, मेल/एका

tune - ठीक करना, ठिक करना, तालमेल, लय

especially - ख़ास तौर पर

notice - ध्यान देना

slim - पतला

olive - ज़ैतून, तैलबदर, जलपाई

Her whole being translated into music, with hair dishevelled and feet hardly touching the ground, the girl suggested an orange-leaf dancing on a sunbeam. The rasping street-organ, perchance, brought to her melodious reminiscences of some flute-playing Savoyard boy, brown-limbed and dark of hair.

translated - समझना, बदलना, ले जाना

dishevelled - अस्त व्यस्त करना

hardly - थोड़े

touching - मर्मस्पर्शी, मार्मिक

ground - स्थिर, तर्क

suggested - बताना, प्रस्ताव रखना

leaf - पत्ता, पत्ती

sunbeam - सूर्यकिरण

rasping - तीखा

perchance - कदाचित

reminiscences - स्मरण, याद करना, समानता, सुध

flute - बांसुरी

Savoyard - सावोयार्ड

limbed - शरारती, शाखा, अंग, पंखुड़ी, छोर

For several minutes Reginald Clarke followed with keen delight each delicate curve her graceful limbs described. Then-was it that she grew tired, or that the stranger's persistent scrutiny embarrassed her?-the music oozed out of her movements. They grew slower, angular, almost clumsy.

several - कई

keen - उत्सुक

delicate - स्वादिष्ट, लिहाज रखनेवाला

curve - चक्कर, घुमाव

graceful - शिष्ट, सुन्दर, अच्छी तरह, मनोहर

limbs - शरारती, शाखा, अंग, पंखुड़ी, छोर

Stranger - परदेशी, अपरिचित, परदेसी, अजनबी

persistent - सतत, लगातार, शाश्वत, अनवरत

scrutiny - सूक्ष्म परीक्षण

embarrassed - अड़चन डालना, शर्मिंदा करना

oozed out - निकल गया

movements - लय, झुकाव, गति, गतिविधि, आन्दोलन

angular - भद्दा, नुकीला, कड़क और असभ्य

clumsy - bedhanga, adaksha

The look of interest in Clarke's eyes died, but his whole form quivered, as if the rhythm of the music and the dance had mysteriously entered into his blood.

quivered - कंपन, तुणीर, झुरझुरी, तरकश, झपक

rhythm - ताल

mysteriously - in a mysterious manner

entered into - प्रवेश किया

He continued his stroll, seemingly without aim; in reality he followed, with nervous intensity, the multiform undulations of the populace, swarming through Broadway in either direction. Like the giant whose strength was rekindled every time he touched his mother, the earth, Reginald Clarke seemed to draw fresh vitality from every contact with life.

stroll - सैर

seemingly - प्रकटतः, प्रकट रूप से

aim - निशाना बनाना

reality - सच्चाई, यथार्थ

nervous - अशांत, उदास, बेचैन, भयभीत

intensity - प्रबलता, उग्रता, प्रचंडता

undulations - नमनोन्नमनशीलता, तरंग, तरंगण

populace - जनसाधारण, जनता, जन साधारण

swarming - गर्मी, (swarm) गर्मी

either - दो में से कोई एक, भी, या

direction - दिशा, तरफ़, ओर

rekindled - फिर से सुलगाना, फिर से जगाना

touched - उत्तेजित करना, प्रभाव

earth - धरती, ज़मीन, मिट्टी, वसुधा

fresh - ताजा

vitality - उत्साह, प्राणशक्ति, जीवनक्षमता

contact - संपर्क

He turned east along Fourteenth street, where cheap vaudevilles are strung together as glass-pearls on the throat of a wanton. Gaudy bill-boards, drenched in clamorous red, proclaimed the tawdry attractions within.

along - साथ

Fourteenth - चौदह्वाँ, चौदहवाँ

vaudevilles - विविध मनोरंजनअ, वडेविल

strung - रस्सी, , धागा, श्रृंखला

pearls - मोती, कृत्रिम मोती, जलज

throat - गला

wanton - आमोद प्रमोद करना

gaudy - भड़कीला

boards - किनारा, में चढना, तख्ता लगाना

drenched - भिगोना, भिगोना/गीला करना, भिगाना

clamorous - कोलाहलपूर्ण

proclaimed - प्रमाणित करना, प्रशंसा करना

tawdry - घटिया, सस्ता, भड़कीला

attractions - आकर्षण

within - में, भीतर, अंदर, के अंदर

Much to the surprise of the doorkeeper at a particularly evil-looking music hall, Reginald Clarke lingered in the lobby, and finally even bought a ticket that entitled him to enter this sordid wilderness of décolleté art.

surprise - अचम्भा, आश्चर्य, चकित करना

doorkeeper - दौवारिक

particularly - विशेष रुप से, खास तौर पर

evil - दुष्ट, बुरा, पापी

hall - घर, सभागृह, शयनशाला, कक्ष

lingered - रुका रहना, ठहराना, टिका रहना

lobby - प्रतीक्षा-कक्ष

finally - अंत में, आखिरकार, अंततोगत्वा

entitled - उपाधि देना, अधिकार देना

enter - प्रवेश करना, भीतर जाना

sordid - घटिया, अनैतिक, गंदा

wilderness - निर्जन वनप्रांतर, निर्जन प्रदेश

décolleté - Having a low neckline that reveals the cleavage

Street-snipes, a few workingmen, dilapidated sportsmen, and women whose ruined youth thick layers of powder and paint, even in this artificial light, could not restore, constituted the bulk of the audience.

snipes - छिप कर चलाई गई गोली

dilapidated - जीर्ण शीर्ण, टूटा फूटा

sportsmen - निष्पप्ष भावना के स्था खेलने वाला खिलाड़ी

ruined - नष्ट करना, नष्ट कर, बिगाड़ना

thick - मोटा

layers - परत, अण्डा देने वाली मुर्गी

powder - चूर्ण, पाउडार

artificial light - कृत्रिम प्रकाश

restore - पुनः स्थापित करना, मरम्मत करना

constituted - होना, बनाना, निर्माण करना

bulk - शरीर, रेशेदार तत्व, दिखना

audience - श्रोतागण, श्रोता, औपचारिक बैठक

Reginald Clarke, apparently unconscious of the curiosity, surprise and envy that his appearance excited, seated himself at a table near the stage, ordering from the solicitous waiter only a cocktail and a programme. The drink he left untouched, while his eyes greedily ran down the lines of the announcement.

apparently - स्पष्ट रूप से, बिल्कुल

unconscious - अचेतन मन, अन्जान, अनजान, अचेत

curiosity - जिज्ञासा

envy - ईर्ष्या

appearance - दिखना

seated - पद, केन्द्र, नितम्ब, स्थिति

stage - चरण

solicitous - ध्यान रखने वाला, व्यग्र

cocktail - कॉकटेल

untouched - अक्षत, अनछुआ, अप्रभावित, अछूता

greedily - in a greedy manner

ran down - नीचे गिरा

announcement - इश्तहार, घोषणा, एलान

When he had found what he sought, he lit a cigar, paying no attention to the boards, but studying the audience with cursory interest until the appearance of Betsy, the Hyacinth Girl.

sought - कोशिश करना, की कोशिश करना

cigar - सिगार, चुरुट

cursory - सरसरी, लापराही से किया गया

hyacinth - गुलाबी तुरसावा, हायसिंथ

When she began to sing, his mind still wandered. The words of her song were crude, but not without a certain lilt that delighted the uncultured ear, while the girl's voice was thin to the point of being unpleasant. When, however, she came to the burden of the song, Clarke's manner changed suddenly. laying down his cigar, he listened with rapt attention, eagerly gazing at her.

wandered - घुमावदार मार्ग से हो कर आगे बढ़ना

crude - सड़कछाप

lilt - लय, झूमर, वाणी का उतार चढाव

delighted - हर्षित करना, हर्षोल्लास, खुशी

uncultured - जंगली, असंस्कृत

unpleasant - बुरा, अप्रिय

burden - बोझ

laying down - नीचे लेटना

rapt - हर्षोन्मत्त, भावविभोर, लीन

eagerly - व्यग्रता से

gazing at - नजर रखना

For, as she sang the last line and tore the hyacinth-blossoms from her hair, there crept into her voice a strangely poignant, pathetic little thrill, that redeemed the execrable faultiness of her singing, and brought the rude audience under her spell.

Last - अन्तिम

tore - दुकान

blossoms - फूलना/खिलना/समृद्ध होना/फलना

strangely - अजीब तरह से, असाधारण रूप से

poignant - मर्मस्पर्शी, मार्मिक

pathetic - दयनीय, शोचनीय, भावात्मक

thrill - रोमांचित करना

redeemed - पूरा करना, मुक्ति दिलाना

execrable - घटिया, घिनौना, घृणास्पद, निंदनीय

faultiness - दोषता

rude - ढीठ, गुस्ताख़

Clarke, too, was captivated by that tremour, the infinite sadness of which suggested the plaint of souls moaning low at night, when lust preys on creatures marked for its spoil.

captivated - मोहित करना, मोहित करना

infinite - अनंत, असीम, विशाल, अपरिमित

sadness - दुःख, ग़म, उदासी

plaint - शिकायत

souls - व्यक्ति, प्रेतात्मा, जीवन

moaning - कराहना, शिकायत करना, शोक करना

low - नीचा

lust - वासना, राग, काम

preys - शिकार, शिकार करना

creatures - व्यक्ति, शराब, आदमी, कठपुतली

marked - छाप, चिन्ह, लक्षण, निशाना

spoil - लाभ, दूषित करना, बिगाड़ देना

The singer paused. Still those luminous eyes were upon her. She grew nervous. It was only with tremendous difficulty that she reached the refrain. As she sang the opening lines of the last stanza, an inscrutable smile curled on Clarke's lips. She noticed the man's relentless gaze and faltered. When the burden came, her singing was hard and cracked: the tremour had gone from her voice.

paused - विराम, रूकना, ठहराव, रोक, रुकना

luminous - चमकीला, चमकदार, उद्दीप्त

tremendous - बहुत अच्छा, ज़बर्दस्त, असीम

difficulty - कठिनाई, मुसीबत, दिक़्क़त, दिक्कत

refrain - राग में दोहराने के शब्द

stanza - छंद, बन्द

inscrutable - रहस्यमय, गूढ

curled - मोड़ना, जाना, लपेटना, सिकोड़ना

noticed - सूचना, चेतावनी, देखना

relentless - कठोर, निर्मम, निर्दयी, अनवरत

gaze - एक्टक देखने ताला, टकटकी

faltered - हिचकिचाना, डगमगाना, हिचक

cracked - करना, पता लगाना, मौका, आकाल

Chapter III

Long before the appointed time Ernest walked up and down in front of the abode of Reginald Clarke, a stately apartment-house overlooking Riverside Drive.

appointed time - निर्धारित समय

abode - घर, गृह, मकान, (abide) घर

stately - शानदार, प्रभावशाली, उत्कृष्ट

overlooking - के उपर से दिखना, अन्देकी करना

riverside - नदी किनारा, नदीतट, नदी तट

Misshapen automobiles were chasing by, carrying to the cool river's marge the restlessness and the fever of American life. But the bustle and the noise seemed to the boy only auspicious omens of the future.

misshapen - विकृत, गलत आकार वाली, अवरूप

automobiles - मोटर गाड़ी, स्वचालित कार, वाहन

chasing - नक्काशी करने की कला, उत्कीर्णन

marge - मार्जरीन

restlessness - निरंतरता, चंचलता, व्यग्रता

fever - बुख़ार, ज्वर

bustle - हलचल

noise - शोर, रव, आहट

auspicious - पवित्र, अनुकूल, मंगल, शुभ

omens - पूर्वसूचना, संभावना, शगुन चिह्न

Jack, his room-mate and dearest friend, had left him a month ago, and, for a space, he had felt very lonely. His young and delicate soul found it difficult to grapple with the vague fears that his nervous brain engendered, when whispered sounds seemed to float from hidden corners, and the stairs creaked under mysterious feet.

Jack - जैक

mate - मित्र

lonely - अकेला, अकेली

grapple with - सामना करना

vague - अज्ञात, हल्का, अनिश्चित

fears - बेचैनी, डर, भय, बेकली

brain - मस्तिष्क, tदिमाग़

engendered - जन्म देना, उत्पन्न करना

float - धारा के साथ बहना, प्रवहमान रहना

corners - मुट्ठी में करना, मुख्य, कोण

stairs - सीढ़ी, सीढी का

creaked - चरचराना, चरचराहट

mysterious - रहस्यपूर्ण, गूढ

He needed the voice of loving kindness to call him back from the valley of haunting shadows, where his poet's soul was wont to linger overlong; in his hours of weakness the light caress of a comrade renewed his strength and rekindled in his hand the flaming sword of song.

kindness - दया, मेहरबानी, दयालुता

Valley - घाटी, वादी

haunting - बार बार याद आने वाला

shadows - सितारा मछली, सूट्र, शरण, झलक

wont - अभ्यस्त, स्वभाव, अभ्यास, आदत

linger - रुका रहना, ठहराना, टिका रहना

weakness - दोष, शौक, असामर्थ्य, निर्बलता

caress - हाथ फेरना

comrade - साथी, कामरेड

renewed - नवीनीकरण करना, बदलना

flaming - दहकता हुआ, आग सी

sword - तलवार, शमशेर

And at nightfall he would bring the day's harvest to Clarke, as a worshipper scattering precious stones, incense and tapestries at the feet of a god.

at nightfall - संध्याकाळी

harvest - फ़सल

worshipper - अंधभक्त, पूजा करने वाला

scattering - फैलाव, फुहार, फैला हुआ, छितराव

precious - क़ीमती, प्यारा

stones - गुठली निकालना, अश्मरी, पत्थर

incense - अगरबत्ती

tapestries - टैपेस्ट्रीदार दीवार चित्र

God - देवता, ईश्वर, भगवान, हे भगवान

Surely he would be very happy. And as the heart, at times, leads the feet to the goal of its desire, while multicoloured dreams, like dancing-girls, lull the will to sleep, he suddenly found himself stepping from the elevator-car to Reginald Clarke's apartment.

surely - निश्चित रूप से, अवश्य

leads - नमूना, प्रमुख, राय देना

goal - लक्ष्य, मक़सद, उद्देश्य, हदफ़

desire - इच्छा, चाह

multicoloured - रंगबिरंगा

dreams - स्वादिष्ट, सुन्दर

lull - कम करना, शांत करना, ठहराव

stepping - घाँस का मैदान

elevator - एलिवेटर, लिफ्ट

Already was he raising his hand to strike the electric bell when a sound from within made him pause half-way.

raising - elevation

strike - हड़ताल

Electric - विद्युतीय, इलेक्ट्रिक

bell - घंटा

pause - रुकना, ठहरना

"No, there's no help!" he heard Clarke say. His voice had a hard, metallic clangour.

metallic - धातु जैसा, धातु का

clangour - a loud

A boyish voice answered plaintively. What the words were Ernest could not distinctly hear, but the suppressed sob in them almost brought the tears to his eyes. He instinctively knew that this was the finale of some tragedy.

boyish - बालसुलभ, बालसदृश

plaintively - दुख के साथ, दुख के साथ

distinctly - in a distinct manner

suppressed - रोकना, समाप्त करना

sob - कमीना, सिसकते हुए कहना

Tears - करना, आँसू, खींच लेना, चीरा

instinctively - सहज रूप से, सहज बोध से

finale - समापन, अंत

tragedy - ट्रजेडी

He withdrew hastily, so as not to be a witness of an interview that was not meant for his ears.

withdrew - हटाना, अलग करना, हटा लेना

hastily - जल्दी से, जल्दी से

witness - साक्षी

Reginald Clarke probably had good reason for parting with his young friend, whom Ernest surmised to be Abel Felton, a talented boy, whom the master had taken under his wings.

surmised - लगना, अनुमान, अंदाज़ा लगाना

Abel - एबल

talented - प्रवीण, प्रतिभावान

wings - करना, पंख, पर, पक्ष, सूप

In the apartment a momentary silence had ensued.

momentary - क्षणिक

ensued - पीछा करना, परिणामस्वरूप होना

This was interrupted by Clarke: "It will come again, in a month, in a year, in two years."

interrupted - रोकना, टोकना, रोक देना, काटना

"No, no! It is all gone!" sobbed the boy.

sobbed - कमीना, सिसकते हुए कहना

"Nonsense. You are merely nervous. But that is just why we must part. There is no room in one house for two nervous people."

nonsense - बकवास

merely - केवल, मात्र

just why - क्यों है

"I was not such a nervous wreck before I met you."

such - ऐसा

wreck - टक्कर, नष्ट करना, नाश करना

"Am I to blame for it-for your morbid fancies, your extravagance, the slow tread of a nervous disease, perhaps?"

blame - दोष लगाना

morbid - रुग्ण, रोगजन्य, रोगग्रस्त

fancies - चाहना, कल्पना करना, अनोखा

extravagance - अतिव्यय, फ़िज़ूलखर्ची

tread - परचलना

disease - रोग, व्याधि, बीमारी, मरज़

Perhaps - शायद

"Who can tell? But I am all confused. I don't know what I am saying. Everything is so puzzling-life, friendship, you. I fancied you cared for my career, and now you end our friendship without a thought!"

confused - मिलाना, उलझा देना, गड़बड़ा देना

puzzling - पेचीदा, (puzzle), पहेली, रहस्य

fancied - चाहना, कल्पना करना, अनोखा

cared for - देखभाल की गई

friendship - दोस्ती, मित्रता

"We must all follow the law of our being."

law - कानून

"The laws are within us and in our control."

laws - उपदेश, विधि, नियमावली, व्यवस्था

control - नियंत्रण करना

"They are within us and beyond us. It is the physiological structure of our brains, our nerve-cells, that makes and mars our lives.

beyond - के बाद, आगे, के अलावा

physiological - शारीरिक, शरीरविज्ञान संबंधी

structure - संरचना

brains - सिर फोड़ना, बुध्दि

nerve - नस, तंत्रिका

cells - तहखाना, खाना, टोली, छिद्र

Mars - मंगल, मंगल ग्रह

"Our mental companionship was so beautiful. It was meant to last."

mental - मानसिक

companionship - साथ, संगति

"That is the dream of youth. Nothing lasts. Everything flows-panta rei. We are all but sojourners in an inn. Friendship, as love, is an illusion. Life has nothing to take from a man who has no illusions."

dream - सपना

lasts - चलना, पिछला, जीवित रहना, आखरी

flows - बहना, प्रवाह, चलना, धारा

rei - रेई

sojourners - आगन्तुक

Inn - सराय, धर्मशाला

take from - लेना

illusions - मरीचिका, भ्रान्ति, भ्रांति

"It has nothing to give him."

They said good-bye.

At the door Ernest met Abel.

"Where are you going?" he asked.

"For a little pleasure trip."

pleasure trip - आनंद यात्रा

Ernest knew that the boy lied.

lied - एकल गीतअ, एकल गीतअ

He remembered that Abel Felton was at work upon some book, a play or a novel. It occurred to him to inquire how far he had progressed with it.

novel - नवीन

occurred - घटना, होना, घटित होना, आना

inquire - पूछना, पता लगाना, छानबीन करना

progressed - आगे बढना, विकास करना, चलना

Abel smiled sadly. "I am not writing it."

smiled - अनुकूल रहना

sadly - दुर्भाग्यवश, उदासी से

"Not writing it?"

"Reginald is."

"I am afraid I don't understand."

I don't understand - मुझे समझ नहीं आता है

"Never mind. Some day you will."

Chapter IV

"I am so happy you came," Reginald Clarke said, as he conducted Ernest into his studio. It was a large, luxuriously furnished room overlooking the Hudson and Riverside Drive.

conducted - चलाना, आचरण, संचालन करना

studio - शिल्पशाला, प्रसार कक्ष, गृह

luxuriously - वैभवपूर्वक

furnished - सुस्सजित करना, प्रस्तुत करना

Dazzled and bewildered, the boy's eyes wandered from object to object, from picture to statue. Despite seemingly incongruous details, the whole arrangement possessed style and distinction.

dazzled - चकित होना, चमक दमकअ, तेज रोशनीई

bewildered - हैरान करना, घबरा देना

object to - अंग्रेजी से हिंदी में अनुवाद करें

statue - प्रतिमा, मुर्ती, मूरत

despite - के बावजूद

incongruous - बेतुका, असंगत

arrangement - इंतज़ाम r=intazām

possessed - रखना, पर नियंट्रण रखना

distinction - प्रतिष्ठा, पार्थक्य, अन्तर

A satyr on the mantelpiece whispered obscene secrets into the ears of saint Cecilia. The argent limbs of Antinous brushed against the garments of Mona Lisa. And from a corner a little rococo lady peered coquettishly at the gray image of an Egyptian sphinx. There was a picture of Napoleon facing the image of the Crucified.

satyr - सेटिर

mantelpiece - अग्निकोष्ठ के ऊपर का ताक

obscene - फ़हश, अश्लील

secrets - गुप्त, गोपनीय, रहस्यमय, जाली

saint - सेंट

argent - चांदी

brushed - खरोंच, झगड़ा, रगड़ना, नेवर

garments - वस्ट्र, कपड़ा

corner - कोना

Rococo - अत्यलंकृत

lady - महिला, महोदया, श्रीमती, साहिबा

peered - देखना, ताकना, जोड़, सामंत

Gray - भूरा

image - तस्वीर, प्रतिबिम्ब

Egyptian - मिसरी

sphinx - गूढ़ व्यक्ति

Napoleon - Napoleon Bonaparte

crucified - क्रूस पर मौत देना

Above all, in the semi-darkness, artificially produced by heavy draperies, towered two busts.

semi - अर्ध, सेमीई

darkness - अंधेरा, अन्धेरा

artificially - कृत्रिम रूप से

produced - उत्पन्न होना, जन्म देना

draperies - लटकता कपड़ा, पर्दा

towered - मीनार, कर्षण नौका, हावी होना

busts - छाती, वक्ष, तोड़ देना, कड़का

"Shakespeare and Balzac!" Ernest exclaimed with some surprise.

Shakespeare - शेक्सपियर

Balzac - surname

exclaimed - चिल्लाना, चिल्लाकर कहना

"Yes," explained Reginald, "they are my gods."

gods - देवता, ईश्वर, भगवान, हे भगवान

His gods! Surely there was a key to Clarke's character. Our gods are ourselves raised to the highest power.

character - पात्र r=pātr

ourselves - हम स्वंय, स्वयम्, हम स्वंय

raised - करना, निकालना, उत्तेजित करना

Clarke and Shakespeare!

Even to Ernest's admiring mind it seemed almost blasphemous to name a contemporary, however esteemed, in one breath with the mighty master of song, whose great gaunt shadow, thrown against the background of the years has assumed immense, unproportionate, monstrous dimensions.

admiring - समादर करना, प्रशंसा करना

blasphemous - अपवित्रकारी, धर्मद्रोही

contemporary - समकालीन, समसामयिक

esteemed - सम्मान करना, आदर, आदर/सम्मान

breath - श्वास, साँस, दम

shadow - परछाई, छाया, साया, tछाँव

background - वर्ग, आधार, ज्ञान, परिस्थिति

assumed - समझना, रूप धारण करना, मानना

immense - असीम, अमित, विपल, विशाल

monstrous - भयानक, अप्राकृतिक, सरासर गलत

dimensions - परिमाण, पहलू, आयाम, घात, परिमाप

Yet something might be said for the comparison. Clarke undoubtedly was universally broad, and undoubtedly concealed, with no less exquisite taste than the Elizabethan, his own personality under the splendid raiment of his art. They certainly were affinities. It would not have been surprising to him to see the clear calm head of Shakespeare rise from behind his host.

comparison - तुलना

Undoubtedly - निश्चित रूप से

universally - सर्वत्र, सभी के द्वारा

broad - विस्तृत

concealed - छिपाना

exquisite - सुन्दर, तीव्र, उत्कृष्ट

taste - स्वाद, hi ज़ायक़ा

Elizabethan - एलिज़ाबेथ काल में जन्मा व्यक्ति

personality - व्यक्तित्व

splendid - शानदार

raiment - परिधान

Certainly - अवश्य

affinities - संबंध, सम्बन्ध, आकर्षण

surprising - आश्चर्यजनक, (surprise) आश्चर्यजनक

clear - बताना, दूर करना, पूरा करना

rise - उठना

Host - मेजबान, किसी आयोजन का सूत्रधार

Perhaps-who knows?-the very presence of the bust in his room had, to some extent, subtly and secretly moulded Reginald Clarke's life. A man's soul, like the chameleon, takes colour from its environment. Even comparative trifles, the number of the house in which we live, or the colour of the wallpaper of a room, may determine a destiny.

presence - मौजूदगी

bust - छाती

extent - विस्तार

subtly - सूक्ष्म रूप से, सूक्ष्मता से

moulded - साँचे में ढालना, गढ़ना, ढालना

chameleon - गिरगिट

environment - पर्यावरण, प्राकृतिक पर्यावरण

comparative - तुलनात्मक, अपेक्षाकृत

trifles - क्षुद्र धनराशि, छोटी सी बात

wallpaper - वॉलपेपर

determine - निश्चित करना, तय करना

destiny - किस्मत

The boy's eyes were again surveying the fantastic surroundings in which he found himself; while, from a corner, Clarke's eyes were watching his every movement, as if to follow his thoughts into the innermost labyrinth of the mind. It seemed to Ernest, under the spell of this passing fancy, as though each vase, each picture, each curio in the room, was reflected in Clarke's work.

surveying - science of accurately determining the position of points

surroundings - आस पास का, आस पास का

thoughts - विचार, मत, इरादा, विचारधारा

innermost - अंतर्तम, केंद्र के समीपस्थ

labyrinth - भूलभुलैयाँ

fancy - असामान्य

vase - गुलदान

curio - अलभ्य कला कृति

reflected - विचार करना, दर्शाना

In a long-queued, porcelain Chinese mandarin he distinctly recognised a quaint quatrain in one of Clarke's most marvellous poems. And he could have sworn that the grin of the Hindu monkey-god on the writing-table reappeared in the weird rhythm of two stanzas whose grotesque cadence had haunted him for years.

queued - पंक्ति, लाइन, चोटी

porcelain - पॉर्सिलेन, चीनी का बरतन, चीनी

Chinese - चीनी

Mandarin - मेंडरिन भाषा

recognised - स्वीकार करना, पहचानना

quaint - अजीब, अनुठा

quatrain - चौपाई

poems - कविता, कृति, रचना, हाइक्, काव्य

sworn - गाली देना, कसम खाना, वचन देना

grin - दांत दिखाते हुए मुस्कुराना

Hindu - हिन्दू, सनातनी onservative

monkey - बंदर or बन्दर, वानर, कपि, मर्कट

reappeared - फिर से वापस आना, दुबारा दिखना

weird - निराला, अनोखा, भयानक

stanzas - छंद, बन्द

grotesque - विलक्षण, विकृत, भौंड़ा

cadence - लय, कैडेन्स, लय ताल, लहज़ा

haunted - याद आना, भूत बन कर घूमना, अड्डा

At last Clarke broke the silence. "You like my studio?" he asked.

The simple question brought Ernest back to reality.

simple - सरल, आसान

"Like it? Why, it's stunning. It set up in me the queerest train of thought."

stunning - सिर पर मारना, अचेत कर देना

queerest - समलैंगिक पुरुष, समलैंगिक

"I, too, have been in a whimsical mood to-night. Fancy, unlike genius, is an infectious disease."

whimsical - अस्थिर, तरंगी, सनकी, मौजी

mood - मनोदशा

unlike - विपरीत

infectious disease - सेवाओं की बीमारी

"What is the peculiar form it assumed in your case?"

peculiar - अजीब, अजीबो-गरीब

case - मामला

"I have been wondering whether all the things that environ us day by day are, in a measure, fashioning our thought-life. I sometimes think that even my little mandarin and this monkey-idol which, by the way, I brought from India, are exerting a mysterious but none the less real influence upon my work."

wondering - उत्सुकतापूर्ण, (wonder), आश्चर्य

whether - चाहें, कि

environ - पर्यावरण

measure - ताल, मर्यादा, काफ़ी, नापना

fashioning - आचरण, तैयार करना, बनावट, फैशन

idol - बुत, मूर्ति, प्रतिमा

India - भारत, भारतवर्ष

exerting - जोर लगाना, काम में लाना

none - कोई नहीं

influence - प्रभाव, असर

"Great God!" Ernest replied, "I have had the identical thought!"

replied - उत्तर देना, जवाब देना

identical - जैसा, वैसा ही, बिलकुल् वही

"How very strange!" Clarke exclaimed, with seeming surprise.

strange - अजीब

seeming - प्रत्यक्ष, प्रतीयमान

"It is said tritely but truly, that great minds travel the same roads," Ernest observed, inwardly pleased.

tritely - साधारण

truly - वास्तव, =वास्तव में

minds - स्मरण, इच्छा, ध्यान, चौकन्ना

observed - अनुपालन करना, कहना, देखना

inwardly - मन ही मन, मन मेँ

"No," the older man subtly remarked, "but they reach the same conclusion by a different route."

remarked - करना, ध्यान, प्रतिक्रिया

reach - पहुंचना

conclusion - समाप्ति, निष्कर्ष, अंतिम निर्णय

route - मार्ग रास्ता, प्रयाण आदेश

"And you attach serious importance to our fancy?"

attach - लगाना, देना, संलग्न करना

serious - जटिल, महत्वपूर्ण, रहस्यमय, घोर

importance - अहमियत

"Why not?"

Clarke was gazing abstractedly at the bust of Balzac.

gazing - एक्टक देखने ताला, टकटकी

abstractedly - अनमने भाव से

"A man's genius is commensurate with his ability of absorbing from life the elements essential to his artistic completion. Balzac possessed this power in a remarkable degree. But, strange to say, it was evil that attracted him most. He absorbed it as a sponge absorbs water; perhaps because there was so little of it in his own make-up.

commensurate - बराबर करना, आनुपातिक

ability - योग्यता, योग्यत्व, क्षमता

absorbing - कम करना, अवशोषण करना

elements - तत्व, अंश, लोग, एलिमेन्ट

essential - अनिवार्य, महत्वपूर्ण, प्रधान

completion - समाप्ति, समापन, पूरा होना

degree - उपाधि, डिग्री

strange to say - अजीब कहना

absorbed - कम करना, अवशोषण करना

sponge - स्पंज

absorbs - कम करना, अवशोषण करना

He must have purified the atmosphere around him for miles, by bringing all the evil that was floating in the air or slumbering in men's souls to the point of his pen.

purified - शुद्ध करना, परिष्कृत करना

atmosphere - वायुमण्डल, वायुमंडल, वातावरण

for miles - मैल्स के लिए

floating - अस्थिर, यायावर, तैरने वाला

slumbering - सोता हुआ, (slumber) सोता हुआ

"And he"-his eyes were resting on Shakespeare's features as a man might look upon the face of a brother-"he, too, was such a nature. In fact, he was the most perfect type of the artist. Nothing escaped his mind. From life and from books he drew his material, each time reshaping it with a master-hand. Creation is a divine prerogative.

resting - रैस्टिंग, (rest) रैस्टिंग

nature - प्रकृति, फ़ितरत, तबीयत, tक़ुदरत

most perfect - सबसे पूर्ण

escaped - राहत, बचाव, भाग जाना

material - सामान, महत्वपूर्ण, मूर्त

reshaping - पुनः साँचे में ढालना

creation - सृष्टि r=sŕṣṭi

divine - ईश्वरीय, स्वर्गीय, पवित्र

prerogative - विशेष अधिकार, विशेषाधिकार

Re-creation, infinitely more wonderful than mere calling into existence, is the prerogative of the poet. Shakespeare took his colours from many palettes. That is why he is so great, and why his work is incredibly greater than he. It alone explains his unique achievement. Who was he? What education did he have, what opportunities? None.

more wonderful - अधिक अनुकूल

mere - केवल

existence - अस्तित्व, भाव

palettes - प्रिय रंग, रंगपट्टिका

incredibly - बहुत ही, बहुत ही

alone - अकेला

unique - अनोखा, अद्वितीय, अपूर्व

achievement - कार्यसिद्धि, उपलब्धि, निष्पादन

opportunities - अवसर, मौका, सुअवसर, औसर

And yet we find in his work the wisdom of Bacon, Sir Walter Raleigh's fancies and discoveries, Marlowe's verbal thunders and the mysterious loveliness of Mr. W.H."

wisdom - बुद्धिमत्ता, पांडित्य, प्रज्ञता

bacon - बेकन

discoveries - आविष्कार, खोज, रहस्य

verbal - शाब्दिक

loveliness - मधुरता, मधुरिमा, माधुर्य

Mr - श्री, स्रीमान

Ernest listened, entranced by the sound of Clarke's mellifluous voice. He was, indeed, a master of the spoken word, and possessed a miraculous power of giving to the wildest fancies an air of vraisemblance.

entranced - जाना, दाखिला, द्वार, मोहित करना

mellifluous - मधुर

indeed - वास्तव में, निश्चित ही, सचमुच

miraculous - चमत्कारी, चमत्कारपूर्ण

wildest - कर्कश, असभ्य, अविवेचित, क्रोधित

vraisemblance - व्यापकता

Chapter V

"Yes," said Walkham, the sculptor, "it's a most curious thing."

sculptor - मूर्तिकार, स्कल्प्टर तारामण्डल

most curious - सबसे जिज्ञासु

"What is?" asked Ernest, who had been dreaming over the Sphinx that was looking at him from its corner with the sarcastic smile of five thousand years.

dreaming - सपने देखना, (dream), सपना

sarcastic - व्यंग्यात्मक

"How our dreams of yesterday stare at us like strangers to-day."

strangers - परदेशी, अपरिचित, परदेसी, अजनबी

"On the contrary," remarked Reginald, "it would be strange if they were still to know us. In fact, it would be unnatural. The skies above us and the earth underfoot are in perpetual motion. Each atom of our physical nature is vibrating with unimaginable rapidity. Change is identical with life."

contrary - प्रतिकूल, उलटा, विपरीत, ज़िद्दी

unnatural - अस्वाभाविक, कृत्रिम, बनावटी

skies - जलवायु, ऊअँचा मारना, आकाश

underfoot - पैरों तले, नीचे/पाँव तले

perpetual - निरन्तर, शाश्वत, चिरस्थायी

motion - हरकत

atom - परमाणु, अणु

physical - शारीरिक

vibrating - हिचकिचाना, कम्पायमान होना

unimaginable - अकल्पनीय

rapidity - शीघ्रता, तेजी

"It sometimes seems," said the sculptor, "as if thoughts evaporated like water."

Seems - लगना, प्रतीत होना/लगना/जान पड़ना

evaporated - वाष्पित कर देना

"Why not, under favorable conditions?"

favorable - हितकारी

conditions - निश्चित करना, उपाधि, ठीक करना

"But where do they go? Surely they cannot perish utterly?"

perish - खत्म हो जाना, मरना, मर जाना

utterly - नितान्त, पूर्ण रूप से

"Yes, that is the question. Or, rather, it is not a question. Nothing is ever lost in the spiritual universe."

Rather - अधिक, निःसन्देह, अपेक्षाकृत

spiritual - आध्यात्मिक

universe - ब्रह्मांड, विश्व, दुनिया, जहान

"But what," inquired Ernest, "is the particular reason for your reflection?"

inquired - पूछना, पता लगाना, छानबीन करना

particular - निराला, सतर्क, विस्तृत ब्योरा

reflection - परावर्तन, प्रतिबिंब

"It is this," the sculptor replied; "I had a striking motive and lost it."

striking - असाधारण, आश्चर्यजनक

motive - प्रेरक, प्रयोजन, उद्देश्य, कारण

"Do you remember," he continued, speaking to Reginald, "the Narcissus I was working on the last time when you called at my studio?"

narcissus - नरगिस, नर्गिस

"Yes; it was a striking thing and impressed me very much, though I cannot recall it at the moment."

impressed - प्रभावित करना, प्रभाव डालना

though - यद्यपि, भले ही, मगर, हालाँकि

recall - स्मरण, वापस लेना, वापस बुलाना

"Well, it was a commission. An eccentric young millionaire had offered me eight thousand dollars for it. I had an absolutely original conception. But I cannot execute it. It's as if a breeze had carried it away."

commission - आयोग, कमीशन

eccentric - सनकी, विचित्र

millionaire - करोड़पति r=karoṛpati q reater than 10 million

offered - देना, अर्पण करना, बलि देना

absolutely - बिलकुल, बिल्कुल

original - असली, प्रारंभिक, मूल

conception - धारणा, समझ, गर्भाधान, संकल्पना

execute - पूरा करना, कार्यान्वित करना

breeze - मन्द समीर

"That is very regrettable."

regrettable - खेदजनक, खेदजनक शोचनीय

"Well, I should say so," replied the sculptor.

Ernest smiled. For everybody knew of Walkham's domestic troubles. Having twice figured in the divorce court, he was at present defraying the expenses of three households.

domestic - घरेलू नौकर, पालतू

troubles - शिकायत, परेशान करना, झगड़ा

figured - नमूना, विचार करना, कल्पना करना

Court - आंगन, प्राङ्गण

defraying - अदा करना

expenses - लागत, खर्च

households - घर के सभी लोग, परिवार, घरेलु

The sculptor had meanwhile seated himself at Reginald's writing-table, unintentionally scanning a typewritten page that was lying before him. Like all artists, something of a madman and something of a child, he at first glanced over its contents distractedly, then with an interest so intense that he was no longer aware of the impropriety of his action.

Meanwhile - इस बीच, इसी दौरान

unintentionally - अनजाने में, अनजाने में

scanning - स्कैनिंग, (scan) स्कैनिंग

typewritten - टंकित करना, टाइप करना

madman - दीवाना, पागल, पगला

glanced - चमकना, ग्लांस करना, नजर डालना

Contents - मात्रा, सन्तुष्ट

distractedly - अन्यमनस्क ढंग से

intense - अत्यधिक, तीव्र, भावुक, गहन

aware - अवगत, परिचित, सचेत, आगाह

impropriety - अनुचित व्यवहार, अनौचित्य

"By Jove!" he cried. "What is this?"

Jove - Jupiter, god of the sky

cried - बताना, निकालना, कहना

"It's an epic of the French Revolution," Reginald replied, not without surprise.

epic - महाकाव्य

French - फ़्रांसवासी, फ़्रांसीसी भाषा

revolution - क्रांति, इंक़िलाब, विप्लव

"But, man, do you know that I have discovered my motive in it?"

discovered - पता लगाना, समझना, पता लगाना

"What do you mean?" asked Ernest, looking first at Reginald and then at Walkham, whose sanity he began to doubt.

sanity - विवेक, मानसिक संतुलन

doubt - संदेह करना

"Listen!"

And the sculptor read, trembling with emotion, a long passage whose measured cadence delighted Ernest's ear, without, however, enlightening his mind as to the purport of Walkham's cryptic remark.

trembling - कंपन

emotion - भावना

passage - गलियारा

measured - ताल, मर्यादा, काफ़ी, नापना

enlightening - जानकारी देना, जानकारी देना

purport - मुराद

cryptic - गुप्त, रहस्यमय

remark - प्रतिक्रिया, ध्यान देना

Reginald said nothing, but the gleam in his eye showed that this time, at least, his interest was alert.

gleam - किरण डालना

alert - सतर्क

Walkham saw the hopelessness of making clear his meaning without an explanation.

hopelessness - निराशा

making clear - स्पष्ट करना

explanation - स्पष्टीकरण, व्याख्या, सफ़ाई

"I forget you haven't a sculptor's mind. I am so constituted that, with me, all impressions are immediately translated into the sense of form. I do not hear music; I see it rise with domes and spires, with painted windows and Arabesques. The scent of the rose is to me tangible. I can almost feel it with my hand.

impressions - प्रभाव, दिखावा, धारणा, छाप, असर

immediately - तत्काल, तुरंत, फ़ौरन

sense - दिशा, होश, ज्ञान, योग्यता

domes - गुंबज, गुंबदाकार, गुम्बद, गुंबद

spires - शिखर, चोटी, मीनार

arabesques - अरबस्क

scent - गंध

rose - गुलाब, गुल , (rise)

tangible - वास्तविक, मूर्त

So your prose suggested to me, by its rhythmic flow, something which, at first indefinite, crystallised finally into my lost conception of Narcissus."

prose - गद्य

rhythmic - लयबद्ध

flow - बहना, सरकना

indefinite - अनिश्चित, संदेहास्पद

crystallised - क्रिस्टल बनना, क्रिस्टल बनना

"It is extraordinary," murmured Reginald. "I had not dreamed of it."

extraordinary - असाधारण

murmured - बड़बड़ाना, सरसराहट, बड़बड़ाहट

dreamed - स्वादिष्ट, सुन्दर

"So you do not think it rather fantastic?" remarked Ernest, circumscribing his true meaning.

Rather - अधिक, निःसन्देह, अपेक्षाकृत

circumscribing - सीमित करना, खींचना

"No, it is quite possible. Perhaps his Narcissus was engaging the sub-conscious strata of my mind while I was writing this passage. And surely it would be strange if the undercurrents of our mind were not reflected in our style."

engaging - नियुक्त करना, आकर्षित करना

sub - कई शब्दों का लघु रुप

conscious - सतर्क, जागरूक, साभिप्राय, चेतन

strata - तह/परतें, (stratum)

undercurrents - अंतर्प्रवाह, गुप्त प्रभाव

"Do you mean, then, that a subtle psychologist ought to be able to read beneath and between our lines, not only what we express, but also what we leave unexpressed?"

Psychologist - मनोचिकित्सक, मनोवैज्ञानिक

beneath - नीचे की और, के योग्य, के नीचे

unexpressed - अनभिव्यक्त

"Undoubtedly."

"Even if, while we are writing, we are unconscious of our state of mind? That would open a new field to psychology."

state - राज्य

field - क्षेत्र, खेत

psychology - मनोविज्ञान

"Only to those that have the key, that can read the hidden symbols. It is to me a matter-of-course that every mind-movement below or above the threshold of consciousness must, of a necessity, leave its imprint faintly or clearly, as the case may be, upon our activities."

symbols - चिन्ह, संकेताक्षर, चिह्न

threshold - डेवढ़ी

consciousness - चेतना

necessity - ज़रूरत, आवश्यकता

imprint - छाप

faintly - अस्पष्टतः, संदिग्धतः

"This may explain why books that seem intolerably dull to the majority, delight the hearts of the few," Ernest interjected.

Seem - लगना, दिखना

intolerably - असह्यता से, असह्य रूप से

dull - सुस्त

majority - checkअधिकांश

hearts - बीच, तत्व, सार, केन्द्र, साहस

interjected - टोकना, बीच मेँ राय देना

"Yes, to the few that possess the key. I distinctly remember how an uncle of mine once laid down a discussion on higher mathematics and blushed fearfully when his innocent wife looked over his shoulder. The man who had written it was a roué."

possess - आक्रान्त करना, रखना

mine - मेरा

laid down - निर्धारित किया

discussion - बिबाद, बहस

mathematics - गणित, गणितकार

blushed - शरम आना, लज्जा, शरमाना

fearfully - भयावह रूप से, भयसहित

innocent - निर्दोष

roué - A debauched or lecherous person

"Then the seemingly most harmless books may secretly possess the power of scattering in young minds the seed of corruption," Walkham remarked.

most harmless - सबसे निर्दोष

seed - बीज

corruption - भ्रष्टाचार

"If they happen to understand," Clarke observed thoughtfully. "I can very well conceive of a lecherous text-book of the calculus, or of a reporter's story of a picnic in which burnt, under the surface, undiscoverable, save to the initiate, the tragic passion of Tristram and Iseult."

thoughtfully - विचारमग्न ढंग से, सहृदयतापूर्वक

conceive of - समझना

lecherous - कामुक

calculus - कलन

reporter - रिपोर्टर, संवाददाता

picnic - पिकनिक

burnt - जला हुआ, दहेला, (burn) जला हुआ

surface - प्रकट होना, दिखाई देना

undiscoverable - अनिश्चेय

save - बचाना

initiate - , आरम्भ करना, शुरू करना

tragic - द, दुःखद, दुर्भाग्यपूर्ण

Tristram - त्रिस्त्राम

Iseult - इसेल्ट

Chapter VI

Several weeks had elapsed since the conversation in Reginald Clarke's studio. The spring was now well advanced and had sprinkled the meadows with flowers, and the bookshelves of the reviewers with fiction. The latter Ernest turned to good account, but from the flowers no poem blossomed forth.

elapsed - बीत जाना, बीत जाना

advanced - अग्रसर होना, आगे बढना, प्रयास

sprinkled - फुहार, छिड़कना, छितराना

meadows - चारागाह, घास का मैदान

bookshelves - किताबों की अल्मारी

reviewers - समीक्षक

fiction - कल्पना, कथा, परिकल्पना

latter - अनुवर्ती, दूसरा

account - खाता

blossomed - फूलना/खिलना/समृद्ध होना/फलना

In writing about other men's books, he almost forgot that the springtide had brought to him no bouquet of song. Only now and then, like a rippling of water, disquietude troubled his soul.

springtide - वसन्त ऋतु

bouquet - गुलदस्ता

rippling - छोटी लहर, छोटी लहर

disquietude - व्याकुलता

troubled - शिकायत, परेशान करना, झगड़ा

The strange personality of the master of the house had enveloped the lad's thoughts with an impenetrable maze. The day before Jack had come on a flying visit from Harvard, but even he was unable to free Ernest's soul from the obsession of Reginald Clarke.

enveloped - थैला, लिफ़ाफ़ा, एनवलप, लिफाफा

lad - बालक, लड़का

impenetrable - अभेद्य, दुर्बोध

maze - पहेली, गोरखधंधा, भुलभुलैया

flying visit - उड़ान का एक झटका

Harvard - हार्वर्ड

unable - असमर्थ

obsession - सनक, ज़ुनून, जुनुन, मनोग्रस्ति

Ernest was lazily stretching himself on a couch, waving the smoke of his cigarette to Reginald, who was writing at his desk.

lazily - निरुद्योग रह कर, आलस्यपूर्वक

stretching - फैलाना, फैल जाना, पंक्ति

couch - खाट, पल

waving - लहरात हुआ

smoke - धूआं

cigarette - सिगरेट, सिग्रेट, सुट्टा lang

"Your friend Jack is delightful," Reginald remarked, looking up from his papers. "And his ebon-coloured hair contrasts prettily with the gold in yours. I should imagine that you are temperamental antipodes."

delightful - दिलचस्प, सुहाना, आनंदप्रद

ebon - ईबॉन

contrasts - फर्क दिखाना, विरोध

prettily - आकर्षक ढंग से, प्यारे ढंग से

temperamental - स्वभावगत, खास स्वभाव वाला

Antipodes - प्रतिध्रुव

"So we are; but friendship bridges the chasm between."

bridges - कम करना, संबंध, पुल बाँधना

chasm - दरार/छेद, रंध्र, गहरा मतभेद

"How long have you known him?"

"We have been chums ever since our sophomore year."

chums - साथी, यार

sophomore - द्वितीय वर्ष का विद्यार्थी

"What attracted you in him?"

"It is no simple matter to define exactly one's likes and dislikes. Even a tiny protoplasmic animal appears to be highly complex under the microscope. How can we hope to analyse, with any degree of certitude, our souls, especially when, under the influence of feeling, we see as through a glass darkly."

define - बताना, सीमांकन करना

exactly - वास्तव में, ठीक ठीक/यथार्थतः

dislikes - घृणा, नापसंद करना, द्वेष, अरुचि

Appears - होना, प्रकट होना, दिखाई देना

highly - अत्यधिक, बहुत अधिक

complex - जटिल, पेचीदा, ग्रन्थ्, मिक्ष

microscope - ख़ुर्दबीन, सूक्ष्मदर्शी

analyse - मनोविश्लेषण, विश्लेषण करना

certitude - sureness, certainty

darkly - गहरी उदासी से

"It is true that personal feeling colours our spectacles and distorts the perspective. Still, we should not shrink from self-analysis. We must learn to see clearly into our own hearts if we would give vitality to our work. Indiscretion is the better part of literature, and it behooves us to hound down each delicate elusive shadow of emotion, and convert it into copy."

spectacles - प्रदर्शन, तमाशा, दृश्य, चश्मा

distorts - तोड़ मरोड़ करना, रूप बिगाड़ना

perspective - दृष्टिकोण, दृश्य, यथार्थ

shrink - घटना, पीछे हटना, सिकोड़ना

analysis - विश्लेषण

indiscretion - अविवेकपूर्ण कथन, असावधानी

literature - साहित्य, अदब

hound - शिकारी कुत्ता

elusive - दुर्ग्राह्य

convert - बदलना

copy - प्रतिलिपि, कापी

"It is because I am so self-analytical that I realise the complexity of my nature, and am at a loss to define my emotions. Conflicting forces sway us hither and thither without neutralising each other. Physicology isn't physics. There were many things to attract me to Jack. He was subtler, more sympathetic, more feminine, perhaps, than the rest of my college-mates."

analytical - विश्लेषी

realise - करना

complexity - जटिलता

Loss - घाटा

emotions - भावना, उमङ्ग, जज़्बा

conflicting - विरोध करना, सामना करना

forces - बल, गुण, दल, विवश करना, शक्ति

sway - आधिपत्य, प्रभाव, प्रभावित करना

thither - उधर

neutralising - निष्प्रभावित करना

physics - रेचक, विरेचक

attract - आकर्षित करना, आकर्षित करना

subtler - हल्का, जटिल, कुशाग्र, तीक्ष्ण

more sympathetic - अधिक सहमत

feminine - स्त्रीलिंग

rest - विश्राम

mates - साथी, सहायक, मिलाना, संभोग करना

"That I have noticed. In fact, his lashes are those of a girl. You still care for him very much?"

lashes - टकराना, घूमना, फटकारना, बरौनी

care - ध्यान

"It isn't a matter of caring. We are two beings that live one life."

beings - जीवन, स्वभाव, प्राणी, अस्तित्व

"A sort of psychic Siamese twins?"

sort - किस्म, प्रकार

psychic - अतींद्रिय संवेदी, अतींद्रिय

Siamese twins - सियामीस ट्विन्स

"Almost. Why, the matter is very simple. Our hearts root in the same soil; the same books have nourished us, the same great winds have shaken our being, and the same sunshine called forth the beautiful blossom of friendship."

root - जड़

soil - धरती, मिट्टी, खाद, मल

nourished - विकसित करना, पोषित करना

winds - करना, लच्छी बनाना

shaken - झटका, घुमाना, मिलाना

sunshine - धूप, सूर्यप्रकाश

blossom - फूलना/खिलना/समृद्ध होना/फलना

"He struck me, if you will pardon my saying so, as a rather commonplace companion."

struck - बजना, आक्रमण, निकालना

Pardon - दुबारा कहना, क्षमा करना, माफी

commonplace - आम, आम बात, आम बात

"There is in him a hidden sweetness, and a depth of feeling which only intimate contact reveals. He is now taking his post-graduate course at Harvard, and for well-nigh two months we have not met; yet so many invisible threads of common experience unite us that we could meet after years and still be near each other."

sweetness - मधुरिमा, माधुर्य, माधुरी

depth - गहराई

intimate - बताना, घनिष्ठ, आत्मीय, सुपरिचित

reveals - बताना, दिखाना, प्रकट करना

graduate - स्नातक, डीग्री प्रप्त करना

nigh - लगभग, पास

invisible - अदृश्य

threads - निकालना

unite - मिलना, मिलाना

"You are very young," Reginald replied.

"What do you mean?"

"Ah-never mind."

"So you do not believe that two hearts may ever beat as one?"

beat - धमकी

"No, that is an auditory delusion. Not even two clocks beat in unison. There is always a discrepancy, infinitesimal, perhaps, but a discrepancy nevertheless."

auditory - सुनवाई

delusion - भ्रांति, भ्रम, भ्रम/धोखा

beat - वार करना

infinitesimal - अत्यंत सूक्ष्म

discrepancy - असहमति, भिन्नता, असंगती, अंतर

nevertheless - फिर भी, तथापि, तब भी

A sharp ring of the bell interrupted the conversation. A moment later a curly head peeped through the door.

sharp - उच्च स्वर, कटु, विषम, सहसा

ring - अंगूठी

curly - घुँघराले

peeped - झलक, झाँकी, झांकना, दिखाई पड़ना

"Hello, Ernest! How are you, old man?" the intruder cried, with a laugh in his voice. Then, noticing Clarke, he shook hands with the great man unceremoniously, with the nonchalance of the healthy young animal bred in the atmosphere of an American college.

intruder - घुसपैठिया

noticing - सूचना, चेतावनी, देखना

shook - हिला, (shake)

unceremoniously - अनौपचारिक ढंग से

nonchalance - उदासीनता, निश्चिंतता

bred - पोला, (breed), ज़ात, बिरादरी

His touch seemed to thrill Clarke, who breathed heavily and then stepped to the window, as if to conceal the flush of vitality on his cheek.

breathed - आराम करना, बहना, साँस लेना

heavily - बहुत अधिक, बहुत अधिक

conceal - छिपाना

flush - लालिमा, आवेग

cheek - गाल

It was a breath of springtide that Jack had brought with him. Youth is a Prince Charming. To shrivelled veins the pressure of his hand imparts a spark of animation, and middle age unfolds its petals in his presence, as a sunflower gazing at late noon once more upon its lord.

Prince Charming - प्रिंस चार्मिंग

shrivelled - कुम्हलाना, मुरझाना

veins - शैली, मनोदशा, धारी, पसली

pressure - दाब

imparts - बताना, प्रदान करना

spark - चिंगारी

animation - एनिमेशन

Middle - मध्य

unfolds - फैलाना, प्रकट करना, खोलना

petals - पंखुड्ॅई, पँखुडी

sunflower - सूर्यमुखी, सूरजमुखी

noon - मध्याह्न

Lord - मालिक, साहिब, साहब

"I have come to take Ernest away from you," said Jack. "He looks a trifle paler than usual, and a day's outing will stir the red corpuscles in his blood."

trifle - क्षुद्र धनराशि, छोटी सी बात

paler - मित्र

usual - हमेशा, हमेशा का, आम, सामान्य

stir - हिलाना-डुलाना

corpuscles - रक्त में पाया जाने वाला लाला या श्वेत अति सुक्ष्म अंश

"I have no doubt that you will take very good care of him," Reginald replied.

"Where shall we go?" Ernest asked, absent-mindedly.

absent - अनुपस्थित

But he did not hear the answer, for Reginald's scepticisms had more deeply impressed him than he cared to confess to himself.

scepticisms - संशयवाद, अविश्वास

deeply - बहुत अधिक, बहुत अधिक, बहुत ही

confess - मानना, कबूल करना, अंगीकार करना

Chapter VII

The two boys had bathed their souls in the sea-breeze, and their eyes in light.

sea-breeze - (sea-breeze) सी ब्रीज

The tide of pleasure-loving humanity jostling against them had carried their feet to the "Lion Palace." From there, seated at table and quenching their thirst with high-balls, they watched the feverish palpitations of the city's life-blood pulsating in the veins of Coney Island, to which they had drifted from Brighton Beach.

tide - ज्वार भाटा

humanity - मानवता, मानव जाति, इंसानियत

Palace - महल

quenching - शमन करना, (quench), t-needed

thirst - प्यास, तृष्णा, पिपासा, तृषा

feverish - उत्तेजित, ज्वरजन्य

palpitations - धड़कन

drifted - बहना, ढेर, धारा, अभिप्राय

Brighton - ब्रिटन

Ernest blew thoughtful rings of smoke into the air.

blew - प्रस्थान करना, बहना, फैलाना

thoughtful - परवाह करने वाला, सावधान

rings - गोला बनाना, बजना, टेलीफोन करना

"Do you notice the ferocious look in the mien of the average frequenter of this island resort?" he said to Jack, whose eyes, following the impulse of his more robust youth, were examining specimens of feminine flotsam on the waves of the crowd.

ferocious - उग्र, खूँखार

mien - हावभाव

average - औसत

frequenter - पढ़ना, (frequent) पढ़ना

resort - शरण लेना

impulse - आवेग

more robust - अधिक मजबूत

examining - समझना, परखना, पूछना

specimens - नमूना, आदर्श, अजीब आदमी

flotsam - बेघर बेकार, बहता हुआ कचड़ा

waves - करना, दल, घुमाना, संकेत

"It is," he continued, speaking to himself for want of an audience, "the American who is in for having a 'good time.'And he is going to get it. Like a huntsman, he follows the scent of happiness; but I warrant that always it eludes him. Perhaps his mad race is only the epitome of humanity's vain pursuit of pleasure, the eternal cry that is never answered."

huntsman - शिकारी

Happiness - ख़ुशी

warrant - आश्वासन देना, न्यायसंगत ठहराना

eludes - हाथ न आना, हाथ न आना

race - तेज चलने की प्रतियोगिता

epitome - प्रतिमान, सारांश

vain - व्यर्थ, अहंकारी, खोखला, असार

pursuit - पीछा, धंधा, शौक, तलाश, अनुधावन

eternal - सनातन

cry - रोना

But Jack was not listening. There are times in the life of every man when a petticoat is more attractive to him than all the philosophy of the world.

petticoat - पेटीकोट, साया

more attractive - अधिक आकर्षक

Philosophy - दर्शन, फ़लसफ़ा, तत्व

Ernest was a little hurt, and it was not without some silent remonstrance that he acquiesced when Jack invited to their table two creatures that once were women.

hurt - tदर्द करना

remonstrance - विरोध, आपत्ति/विद्रोह, प्रतिवाद

acquiesced - मान लेना, सहमति देना

invited - उकसाना, बुलाना, आमंट्रित करना

"Why?"

"But they are interesting."

"I cannot find so."

They both had seen better times-of course. Then money losses came, with work in shop or factory, and the voice of the tempter in the commercial wilderness.

losses - नष्ट करना, असफल, हानि, अभाव

factory - कारख़ाना, फ़ैक्टरी

tempter - बहकाने वाला, प्रलोभक

commercial - वाणिज्यिक

One, a frail nervous little creature, who had instinctively chosen a seat at Ernest's side, kept prattling in his ear, ready to tell the story of her life to any one who was willing to treat her to a drink. Something in her demeanour interested him.

frail - कमजोर

creature - जंतु, प्राणी, जानवर, मख़्लूक़

seat - सीट

prattling - गपशप, (prattle) गपशप

treat - इलाज करना, उपचार करना

"And then I had a stroke of luck. The manager of a vaudeville was my friend and decided to give me a trial. He thought I had a voice. They called me Betsy, the Hyacinth Girl. At first it seemed as if people liked to hear me. But I suppose that was because I was new. After a month or two they discharged me."

stroke of luck - भाग्य का झंकार

manager - प्रबंधक, मैनेजर

vaudeville - वॉडेविल, वडेविल

trial - योग्यता की परीक्षा

suppose - समझना, लगना, सोचना, मानना

discharged - गिरना, स्राव, प्रवाह

"And why?"

"I suppose I was just used up, that's all."

"Frightful!"

frightful - बहुत खराब, भयानक, बहुत खराब

"I never had much of a voice-and the tobacco smoke-and the wine-I love wine."

tobacco - तम्बाकू

She gulped down her glass.

gulped - निगलना, घूँट भरना, घूँट, गटकना

"And do you like your present occupation?"

occupation - अधिभोग

"Why not? Am I not young? Am I not pretty?"

This she said not parrotwise, but with a simple coquettishness that was all her own.

coquettishness - state or quality of being coquettish

On the way to the steamer a few moments later, Ernest asked, half-reproachfully: "Jack-and you really enjoyed this conversation?"

steamer - स्टीमर

reproachfully - आलोचनात्मक ढंग से

"Didn't you?"

"Do you mean this?"

"Why, yes; she was-very agreeable."

agreeable - रजामंद

Ernest frowned.

frowned - त्योरी, तेवर, त्यौरी

"We're twenty, Ernest. And then, you see, it's like a course in sociology. Susie-"

sociology - समाजशास्त्र

"Susie, was that her name?"

"Yes."

"So she had a name?"

"Of course."

"She shouldn't. It should be a number."

"They may not be pillars of society; still, they're human."

pillars - मुख्य व्यक्ति/प्रधान व्यक्ति

Society - समाज

human - इंसान, मनुष्य, मानव, इंसानी

"Yes," said Ernest, "that is the most horrible part of it."

most horrible - सबसे भयानक

Chapter VIII

The moon was shining brightly.

moon - चन्द्रमा, चंद्रमा, चांद, चंद्र

shining - हाथ पैर के सहारे से जाना

brightly - उल्लसित हो कर, उल्लसित हो कर

Swift and sure the prow of the night-boat parted the silvery foam.

swift - द्रुतगामी, तुरन्त

prow - मन्दान

silvery - चाँदी के सदृश, सुमधुर

foam - झाग, कोप, फेन

The smell of young flesh. Peals of laughter. A breathless pianola. The tripping of dancing-feet. Voices husked with drink and voices soft with love. The shrill accents of vulgarity. Hustling waiters. Shop-girls. Bourgeois couples. Tired families of four and upward. Sleeping children. A boy selling candy. The crying of babies.

smell - गंध, बू

flesh - लहम, क्रव्य, मांस

peals - खनखनाहट, नाद, घनघनाना

laughter - हंसी

breathless - हँफा देनेवाली, स्तब्ध, बेदम

pianola - पियानोला

voices - मतप्रकाशनाधिकार, प्रकट करना

husked - छिलका निकालना, छिलका निकालना

shrill - तीखा, तीक्ष्ण, कर्णभेदी

accents - स्वराघात, उच्चारण, भाषा

vulgarity - घटियापन, अश्लीलता, अशिष्टता

hustling - काम करना, (hustle) काम करना

bourgeois - मध्य वर्ग संबंधी

couples - संलग्न करना, संलग्न करना, कुछ

upward - ऊपर का, ऊपर, महँगाई की ओर

candy - मिठाई

crying - अत्यधिक, चीखता हुआ

The two friends were sitting on the upper deck, muffled in their long rain-coats.

upper deck - ऊपरी डेक

muffled - लपेटना, आवाज़ दबाना

In the distance the Empire City rose radiant from the mist.

distance - दूरी, फ़ासला, फासला

Empire - साम्राज्य, सल्तनत

radiant - तेजस्वी, प्रफुल्ल, प्रसन्नचित

mist - धुंध

"Say, Ernest, you should spout some poetry as of old. Are your lips stricken mute, or are you still thinking of Coney Island?"

spout - धारा, नल, टोंटी, फुहारा छोड़ना

poetry - काव्य, कविता

stricken - पीड़ित, दुःखी, व्यथित

mute - मूक

"Oh, no, the swift wind has taken it away. I am clean, I am pure. Life has passed me. It has kissed me, but it has left no trace."

wind - हवा

pure - शुद्ध

kissed - चूम्मा लेना

trace - निशान

He looked upon the face of his friend. Their hands met. They felt, with keen enjoyment, the beauty of the night, of their friendship, and of the city beyond.

enjoyment - मज़ा, आनंद

beauty - सौन्दर्य, सुंदरता, ख़ूबसूरती

Then Ernest's lips moved softly, musically, twitching with a strange ascetic passion that trembled in his voice as he began:

softly - हल्का सा, सादे ढंग से

musically - सुरीले ढंग से

twitching - फड़कन, (twitch)

ascetic - सन्यासी, यति, तपस्वी/योगी

"Huge steel-ribbed monsters rise into the air

huge - बहुत अधिक, बहुत अधिक, विशाल

steel - इस्पात, फौलाद, तलवार, ताकत

ribbed - पसली का मांस, चिढ़ाना

monsters - दैत्य, भीमकाय

Her Babylonian towers, while on high,

Babylonian - बाबिली

towers - मीनार, कर्षण नौका, हावी होना

Like gilt-scaled serpents, glide the swift trains by,

gilt - मुलम्मा

scaled - परत, मान, पलड़ा, स्तर, छिलका

serpents - नाग, साँप, मणिधर

glide - उतरना, निकल जाना

Or, underfoot, creep to their secret lair.

creep - जाना, डर, छिपकर घुसना, घुसना

lair - मांद, छिपने की जगह

A thousand lights are jewels in her hair,

The sea her girdle, and her crown the sky;

girdle - पेटी

sky - आसमान, आकाश

Her life-blood throbs, the fevered pulses fly.

throbs - धक धक करने वाला दर्द

fevered - उत्तेजना, ताप, ज्वर, बुखार

pulses - दाल, नाडी, पल्स, स्पंदित होना

Immense, defiant, breathless she stands there.

defiant - विद्रोही, निडर, अवज्ञाकारी

"And ever listens in the ceaseless din,

ceaseless - लगातार, अनवरत

din - हो हल्ला, शोरगुल, शोरगुल करना

Waiting for him, her lover, who shall come,

lover - प्रेमिका, प्रेमी, आशिक, कांत

Whose singing lips shall boldly claim their own,

boldly - निडरतापूर्वक

claim - दावा

And render sonant what in her was dumb,

render - देना

sonant - सघोष ध्वनि, सघोष

dumb - गूंगा

The splendour, and the madness, and the sin,

madness - पागलपन

sin - अपराध, पाप, पाप करना

Her dreams in iron and her thoughts of stone."

iron - कर्कश, कठोर, निर्दय

stone - पत्थर, शिला, रोड़ा, हजर

He paused. The boat glided on. For a long time neither spoke a word.

glided - उतरना, निकल जाना

After a while Jack broke the silence: "And are you dreaming of becoming the lyric mouth of the city, of giving utterance to all its yearnings, its 'dreams in iron and its thoughts of stone'?"

lyric - बोल, गीतात्मक, भावसूचक, गीत

utterance - अभिव्यक्ति, कथन, उच्चारण/बातचीत

yearnings - चाह, ललक, उत्कंठा, अनुकम्पा

"No," replied Ernest, simply, "not yet. It is strange to what impressions the brain will respond. In Clarke's house, in the midst of inspiring things, inspiration failed me. But while I was with that girl an idea came to me-an idea, big, real."

Simply - पूरी तरह से, आसानी से, केवल

respond - प्रत्युत्तर देना

inspiring - उत्पन्न होना, प्रेरित करना

inspiration - उत्प्रेरणा, प्रेरणा

failed - असफल होना, असफल, असफल होना

"Will it deal with her?"

deal - लेनदेन

Ernest smiled: "Oh, no. She personally has nothing to do with it. At least not directly. It was the commotion of blood and-brain. The air-the change. I don't know what."

personally - स्वयं, खुद, व्यक्तिगत रूप से

directly - सीधे, जल्दी, तुरन्त, स्पष्टतः

commotion - हो हल्ला, हंगामा, हलचल, खलबल

"What will it be?" asked Jack, with interest all alert.

"A play, a wonderful play. And its heroine will be a princess, a little princess, with a yellow veil."

heroine - नायिका

princess - राजकुमारी, शहज़ादी, राजकन्या

veil - घूँघट

"What of the plot?"

plot - कथानक, भूभाग, षड्यंत्र

"That I shall not tell you to-day. In fact, I shall not breathe a word to any one. It will take you all by surprise-and the public by storm."

breathe - सांस लेना

public - सार्वजनिक

storm - झंझावात, तूफान, आंधी

"So it will be playable?"

playable - able to be played

"If I am not very much mistaken, you will see it on Broadway within a year. And," he added graciously, "I will let you have two box-seats for the first night."

graciously - शालीनतापूर्वक, दया से

seats - पद, केन्द्र, नितम्ब, स्थिति

first night - पहली रात

They both chuckled at the thought, and their hearts leaped within them.

chuckled - दबी हँसी हँसना, दबी हुई हँसी

"I hope you will finish it soon," Jack observed after a while. "You haven't done much of late."

"A similar reflection was on my mind when you came yesterday. That accounts for the low spirits in which you found me."

accounts - लेखा जोखा, विवरण, समझना

low spirits - निम्न भावनाओं

"Ah, indeed," Jack replied, measuring Ernest with a look of wonder. "But now your face is aglow. It seems that the blood rushes to your head swifter at the call of an idea than at the kiss of a girl."

measuring - मापन, (measure) मापन

wonder - आश्चर्य

aglow - प्रदीप्त

rushes - सोने की खानो के नए क्षेट्रों में प्रवास

swifter - तेज चलने वाला, (swift)

kiss - चूमना, सहलाना

"Thank God!" Ernest remarked with a sigh of relief. "Mighty forces within me are fashioning the limpid thought. Passion may grip us by the throat momentarily; upon our backs we may feel the lashes of desire and bathe our souls in flames of many hues; but the joy of activity is the ultimate passion."

sigh - आह भरना

relief - राहत

limpid - स्वच्छ

grip - पकड़ना

momentarily - पल भर के लिये, थोड़ि ही देर में

bathe - स्नान करना

flames - प्रेमिका, चमकना, आग की ज्वाला

joy - आनन्द

ultimate - परम, सर्वश्रेष्ठ, अंतिम, अत्यंत

Chapter IX

It seemed, indeed, as if work was to Ernest what the sting of pleasure is to the average human animal. The inter-play of his mental forces gave him the sensuous satisfaction of a woman's embrace. His eyes sparkled. His muscle tightened. The joy of creation was upon him.

sting - डंक, दंश

inter - अन्तर, साथ साथ, गाड़ना{लाश}

sensuous - ऐंद्रिय, ऐंद्रिक

satisfaction - स्पष्टीकरण, पूर्ति, संतोष

Embrace - आलिंगन करना

sparkled - चमक, जोश, चमकना, जीवंतता

muscle - पेशी

tightened - सीमित करना, तनना, कसना

Often very material reasons, like stone weights tied to the wings of a bird, stayed the flight of his imagination. Magazines were waiting for his copy, and he was not in the position to let them wait. They supplied his bread and butter.

weights - लगाना, प्रभाव, महत्व, गुरुत्व

tied - मिलाना, संबंध, लटकाना, धागा

position - पद

supplied - आपूर्ति करना

Between the bread and butter, however, the play was growing scene by scene. In the lone hours of the night he spun upon the loom of his fancy a brilliant weft of swift desire-heavy, perfumed, Oriental-interwoven with bits of gruesome tenderness. The thread of his own life intertwined with the thread of the story. All genuine art is autobiography.

scene - घटना, तमाशा, मौका, दृश्य

Lone - अकेला

spun - घुमाना, घुमाव, चक्कर, घुमना

loom - करघा

brilliant - मेधावी, चमकीला, उत्कृष्ट

weft - ताने के साथ लगाए धागे, बाना

perfumed - इत्र लगाना

Oriental - पूर्वी, पूर्व वासी

interwoven - मिला कर बिनना, गूँथना

gruesome - वीभत्स, कुरूप

tenderness - पीड़ा, दयालुता, कोमलता, सहृदयता

thread - धागा, सूत, सूत्र, तंत

intertwined - लपेटना, गुँथा हुआ होना, बटना

genuine - असली, सच्चा, अमिश्रित/वास्तविक

autobiography - आत्मकथा r=ātmakathā

It is not, however, necessarily a revelation of the artist's actual self, but of a myriad of potential selves. Ah, our own potential selves! They are sometimes beautiful, often horrible, and always fascinating. They loom to heavens none too high for our reach; they stray to yawning hells beneath our very feet.

necessarily - आवश्यक रूप से, आवश्यक रूप से

revelation - प्रकटीकरण

actual - वास्तविक, सही, चालू, प्रचलित

potential - सम्भावित, स्थितिज, सामर्थ्य

selves - स्वयं, अहम्, व्यक्तित्व

horrible - भयंकर

fascinating - मंत्र मुग्ध करना

heavens - स्वर्ग, वायुमंडल, भगवान, परलोक

stray - भ्रमण करना, विषय से हट जाना

yawning - उबासी लेता, जम्हाई, ऊबा हुआ

hells - नरक, नर्क, खराब

The man who encompasses heaven and hell is a perfect man. But there are many heavens and more hells. The artist snatches fire from both. Surely the assassin feels no more intensely the lust of murder than the poet who depicts it in glowing words. The things he writes are as real to him as the things that he lives. But in his realm the poet is supreme.

encompasses - घेरना, शामिल करना

Heaven - आकाश

snatches - अंश, लेना, हटा लेना, छीनना

assassin - हत्यारा, वधिक

intensely - उत्कटता से, तीव्रता से

murder - ख़ून, क़त्ल, हत्या, घात

depicts - दर्शाना, चित्रित करना

glowing - चमकना, गरम करना, रंगना, लाली

realm - क्षेत्र, राज्य

supreme - सर्वोच्च

His hands may be red with blood or white with leprosy: he still remains king. Woe to him, however, if he transcends the limits of his kingdom and translates into action the secret of his dreams. The throng that before applauded him will stone his quivering body or nail to the cross his delicate hands and feet.

leprosy - कुष्ठ, कोढ़, कुष्ठरोग

remains - रहना, बाकी रहना, भग्नावशेष

woe - संताप, शोक, विषाद

transcends - आगे जाना, बढ़ कर होना

limits - मर्यादा, हद, सीमा, पाबंदी

Kingdom - राज्य, बादशाहत, सल्तनत

translates - समझना, बदलना, ले जाना

throng - भीड़ लगाना, भीड़, भीड़ करना

applauded - ताली बजा कर प्रशंसा करना

quivering - कंपन, तुणीर, झुरझुरी, तरकश, झपक

nail - नाखून

Cross - सलीब, संकर, क्रूश

Sometimes days passed before Ernest could concentrate his mind upon his play. Then the fever seized him again, and he strung pearl on pearl, line on line, without entrusting a word to paper. Even to discuss his work before it had received the final brush-strokes would have seemed indecent to him.

concentrate - ध्यान केन्द्रित करना

seized - समझना, झपट लेना, पकड़ना

pearl - मोती, मुक्ता

entrusting - सौंपना, सौंप देना

received - पाना, स्वीकार करना

strokes - प्रहार करना, अघात, प्रहार, चरण

indecent - भद्दा, अश्लील, अनुचित, अशोभनीय

Reginald, too, seemed to be in a turmoil of work. Ernest had little chance to speak to him. And to drop even a hint of his plans between the courses at breakfast would have been desecration.

turmoil - कोलाहल, हलचल, खलबली, लोचा

chance - संयोग

drop - बूंद

hint - झलक, संकेत, सुझाव, इशारा

at breakfast - नाश्ते पर

desecration - अपवित्रीकरण, भ्रष्ट करना

Sunset followed sunset, night followed night. The stripling April had made room for the lady May. The play was almost completed in Ernest's mind, and he thought, with a little shudder, of the physical travail of the actual writing. He felt that the transcript from brain to paper would demand all his powers.

stripling - किशोर

shudder - हिलना, रोंगटे खड़े कर देना

travail - कठोर परिश्रम, प्रसव, कष्ट

transcript - प्रतिलिपि, लिखित प्रतिलिपि

demand - माँग

powers - बल, सत्ता, प्रभावशाली, शक्ति

For, of late, his thoughts seemed strangely evanescent; they seemed to run away from him whenever he attempted to seize them.

evanescent - क्षणभंगुर, जल्द मिट जानेवाली

whenever - कब, जब भी, जिस समय भी

attempted - प्रयास, प्रयत्न, कोशिश करना

seize - समझना, झपट लेना, पकड़ना

The day was glad with sunshine, and he decided to take a long walk in the solitude of the Palisades, to steady hand and nerve for the final task.

solitude - एकांत, विरानी, अकेलापन, खिलवत

steady - दृढ़

task - काम

He told Reginald of his intention, but met with little response. Reginald's face was wan and bore the peculiar pallor of one who had worked late at night.

intention - इरादा

wan - पीला

bore - छेद करना या भेदना, (bear) छेद करना या भेदना

pallor - अवर्णता, पीलापन, निर्वर्णता

"You must be frightfully busy?" Ernest asked, with genuine concern.

frightfully - बहुत अधिक, अत्यन्त

concern - समुत्थान

"So I am," Reginald replied. "I always work in a white heat. I am restless, nervous, feverish, and can find no peace until I have given utterance to all that clamours after birth."

heat - ऊष्मा

restless - बेचैन, चिंतित, चंचल, व्याकुल

peace - शांति, अमन, tक़रार, सुकून

clamours - चिल्लाना, कोलाहल, जोरदार माँग

birth - जन्म

"What is it that is so engaging your mind, the epic of the French Revolution?"

"Oh, no. I should never have undertaken that. I haven't done a stroke of work on it for several weeks. In fact, ever since Walkham called, I simply couldn't. It seemed as if a rough hand had in some way destroyed the web of my thought. Poetry in the writing is like red hot glass before the master-blower has fashioned it into birds and trees and strange fantastic shapes.

undertaken - उत्तरदायित्व लेना, वादा करना

stroke - प्रहार, आघात

rough - पीटना, मोटा, अपरिष्कृत

destroyed - दूर करना, हराना, नष्ट करना

web - वेब

blower - दूरभाष, धौंकनी, ब्लोअर

fashioned - आचरण, तैयार करना, बनावट, फैशन

shapes - नमूना, अनुकूल बनाना, बनावट

A draught, caused by the opening of a door may distort it. But at present I am engaged upon more important work. I am modelling a vessel not of fine-spun glass, but of molten gold."

draught - वायु का झोंका, झोंका, घूँट

caused - करना, कारण बनना, देना, उकसाना

distort - तोड़ मरोड़ करना, रूप बिगाड़ना

engaged - नियुक्त करना, आकर्षित करना

vessel - जहाज़

molten - पिघला हुआ, (melt) पिघला हुआ

"You make me exceedingly anxious to know what you have in store for us. It seems to me you have reached a point where even you can no longer surpass yourself."

exceedingly - अत्यन्त, बहुत सा

anxious - चिन्ताजनक, उत्सुक, चिन्तित

in store - स्टोर में

surpass - से बेहतर परिणाम देना

Reginald smiled. "Your praise is too generous, yet it warms like sunshine. I will confess that my conception is unique. It combines with the ripeness of my technique the freshness of a second spring."

combines - मिलना[मिलाना], जत्था, मिलाना

ripeness - परिपक्वता, प्रौढ्ॅअता, प्रौढ़ता

technique - तकनीक

freshness - शीतलता, ताज़गी

Ernest was bubbling with anticipated delights. His soul responded to Reginald's touch as a harp to the winds. "When," he cried, "shall we be privileged to see it?"

bubbling - धोखा, धोखा देना, खदबदाना, असत्य

anticipated - करना, सोच रखना, उम्मीद करना

delights - हर्षित करना, हर्षोल्लास, खुशी

harp - वीणा

Reginald's eyes were already straying back to his writing table. "If the gods are propitious," he remarked, "I shall complete it to-night. To-morrow is my reception, and I have half promised to read it then."

straying - भटकता हुआ, (stray) भटकता हुआ

Propitious - अनुकूल, शुभ

reception - स्वीकृति, स्वागत, स्वागत समारोह

promised - वचन, विश्वास दिलाना, लक्षण

"Perhaps I shall be in the position soon to let you see my play."

"Let us hope so," Reginald replied absent-mindedly. The egotism of the artist had once more chained him to his work.

egotism - अहंभाव, अहंकार, अहंमन्यता

chained - बंधन, क्रम, नापना, छल्ला

Chapter X

That night a brilliant crowd had gathered in Reginald Clarke's house. From the studio and the adjoining salon arose a continual murmur of well-tuned voices. On bare white throats jewels shone as if in each a soul were imprisoned, and voluptuously rustled the silk that clung to the fair slim forms of its bearers in an undulating caress.

gathered - प्राप्त करना, समझना, काटना

adjoining - संयुक्त होना, जोड़ देना

arose - उदय होना, उत्पन्न होना, निकलना

continual - बार बार होने वाला, अविरत

murmur - बड़बड़ाना, सरसराहट, बड़बड़ाहट

tuned - एक बड़ा पीपा, पीपों में रखना

bare - अनावृत

throats - कंठ, मार्ग, गला, शाँस कि नली

imprisoned - कैद करना, बंदी बनाना, क़ैद करना

voluptuously - आकर्षक ढंग से, विलासितापूर्वक

rustled - चुराना, सरसराहट, झड़झड़ाहट

silk - रेशम

clung to - किया हुआ

fair - गोरा

bearers - कफ़न उठाने वाला, संदेशवाहक्

undulating - तरंगित होना, हिलोर/लहरा

Subtle perfumes emanated from the hair and the hands of syren women, commingling with the soft plump scent of their flesh.

perfumes - इत्र लगाना

emanated - निकलना/उत्पन्न होना, निकलना

syren - सायरेन

commingling - एकीभूत होना

plump - मोटा, गोल-मटोल

Fragrant tapers, burning in precious crystal globules stained with exquisite colours, sprinkled their shimmering light over the fashionable assemblage and lent a false radiance to the faces of the men, while in the hair and the jewels of the women each ray seemed to dance like an imp with its mate.

fragrant - सुगन्धित, तनुराग

tapers - धीरे धीरे कम हो जाना, बत्ती

burning - जलता हुआ, प्रबल, दाहक, जलन

crystal - क्रिस्टल, स्फटिक, अमल, बिल्लौर

globules - गोलिका, बूँद

shimmering - चमकदार, (shimmer) चमकदार

fashionable - प्रचलित, फैशन परस्त

assemblage - जमाव, जमघट, एकत्रीकरण, संग्रह

lent - चालीसा, (lend)

ray - किरण

imp - छोटा प्रेत या पिशाच

A seat like a throne, covered with furs of tropic beasts of prey, stood in one corner of the room in the full glare of the light, waiting for the monarch to come. Above were arranged with artistic raffinement weird oriental draperies, resembling a crimson canopy in the total effect.

throne - सिंहासन, राजसिंहासन, तख़्त

covered - चढना, आश्रय, बिखेरना, लिखना

furs - लोमदार जानवरों की खाल

Tropic - उष्णकटिबन्ध

beasts - जंगली, असभ्य व्यक्ति, जानवर

prey - शिकार, शिकार करना

monarch - राजा

arranged - निश्चित करना, तय करना

resembling - सदृश होना, सदृश होना

crimson - क़िरमिज़ी

canopy - काकपिट की छत, छतरी

Total - कुल, पूर्ण, जोड़ लगाना, संपूर्ण

Chattering visitors were standing in groups, or had seated themselves on the divans and curiously-fashioned chairs that were scattered in seeming disorder throughout the salon. There were critics and writers and men of the world. Everybody who was anybody and a little bigger than somebody else was holding court in his own small circle of enthusiastic admirers.

chattering - बातचीत, (chatter) बातचीत

in groups - समूहों में

themselves - स्वयं, खुद

curiously - अजीब से

scattered - फैलाव, छितराव, तितर बितर करना

disorder - विकार, परेशानी, अव्यवस्था

throughout - भर (bhar)

critics - आलोचक/समीक्षक, समालोचक, समीक्षक

Anybody - कोई व्यक्ति, कोई, कोई भी

holding - अधिसंपत्ति, जोत

enthusiastic - उत्साहपूर्ण, उत्साही

admirers - प्रेमी, भक्त

The Bohemian element was subdued, but not entirely lacking. The magic of Reginald Clarke's name made stately dames blind to the presence of some individuals whom they would have passed on the street without recognition.

Bohemian - रूढ़िमुक्त

element - तत्त्व

subdued - रोकना, शान्त करना, वस में लाना

entirely - पूरी तरह से, पूरी तरह से

lacking - अलक्त

magic - जादू

dames - स्त्री, छोकरी

blind - अंधा

individuals - विशिष्ट, व्यक्ति, अलग अलग, आदमी

Ernest surveyed this gorgeous assembly with the absent look of a sleep-walker. Not that his sensuous soul was unsusceptible to the atmosphere of culture and corruption that permeated the whole, nor to the dazzling colour effects that tantalised while they delighted the eye. But to-night they shrivelled into insignificance before the splendour of his inner vision.

surveyed - दर्शाना, सर्वेक्षण

gorgeous - सुन्दर, सुहावना, भड़कीला, मनमोहक

assembly - जमाअत, जमात

sleep-walker - (sleep-walker) स्लीप वॉकर

unsusceptible - अ सुप्रभाव्य

permeated - व्याप्त होना, व्याप्त हो जाना

effects - प्रभाव, पैदा करना, पैदा करना

tantalised - तरसाना

insignificance - महत्वहीनता, असार्थकता

vision - दृष्टि, नज़र

A radiant dreamland palace, his play, had risen from the night of inchoate thought. It was wonderful, it was real, and needed for its completion only the detail of actual construction. And now the characters were hovering in the recesses of his brain, were yearning to leave that many-winded labyrinth to become real beings of paper and ink.

dreamland - स्वप्नलोक

risen - उदय होना, निकलना, चढना

inchoate - अपरिपक्व, अपक्व

construction - निर्माण

characters - दर्जा, प्रतिष्ठा, गुण, आचरण

hovering - हिचकिचाना

recesses - खाली जगह, आला, विश्राम, अवकाश

yearning - चाह, ललक, उत्कंठा

winded - हाँफ़ता हुआ

ink - स्याही

He would probably have tarried overlong in this fanciful mansion, had not the reappearance of an unexpected guest broken his reverie.

tarried - रुका रहना, ठहरना, कोलतारी

fanciful - विलक्षण, मौजी, काल्पनिक

mansion - हवेली, महल

reappearance - वापसी, पुनर्दर्शन

unexpected - अविचारित, अनिवार्य, अप्रत्याशित

guest - मेहमान, अतिथि

reverie - दिवास्वप्न

"Jack!" he exclaimed in surprise, "I thought you a hundred miles away from here."

"That shows that you no longer care for me," Jack playfully answered. "When our friendship was young, you always had a presentiment of my presence."

playfully - मज़ाकिया ढंग से, प्रसन्नता से

had a presentiment - एक भविष्यवाणी थी

"Ah, perhaps I had. But tell me, where do you hail from?"

hail - नमस्ते

"Clarke called me up on the telephone-long-distance, you know. I suppose it was meant as a surprise for you. And you certainly looked surprised-not even pleasantly. I am really head-over-heels at work. But you know how it is. Sometimes a little imp whispers into my ears daring me to do a thing which I know is foolish. But What of it?

surprised - अचम्भा, आश्चर्य, चकित करना

pleasantly - सुखद रूप से, प्रङुल्लतापूर्वक

heels - एड़ी, कमीना आदमी, पिछला भाग

whispers - काना फूसी, कानाफूसी, सरसराहट

daring - साहस, साहसी, शूरवीर, निर्भीक

foolish - मूर्ख

What of it - इसके बारे में क्या?

My legs are strong enough not to permit my follies to overtake me."

permit - अनुमति देना

follies - मूर्खता, फ़ली, ignorance

overtake - में अड़्चन पैदा करना

"It was certainly good of you to come. In fact, you make me very glad. I feel that I need you to-night-I don't know why. The feeling came suddenly-suddenly as you. I only know I need you. How long can you stay?"

"I must leave you to-morrow morning. I have to hustle somewhat. You know my examinations are taking place in a day or two and I've got to cram up a lot of things."

hustle - धक्का देना, धकिया कर ले जाना

somewhat - कुछ, किंचित, थोड़ा बहुत, कुछ कुछ

examinations - परीक्षण, जाँच, परीक्षा

cram - रटना

"Still," remarked Ernest, "your visit will repay you for the loss of time. Clarke will read to us to-night his masterpiece."

repay - चुका देना, लौटाना, मुआवजा चुकाना

loss of time - समय की कमी

masterpiece - उत्कृष्ट कृति

"What is it?"

"I don't know. I only know it's the real thing. It's worth all the wisdom bald-headed professors may administer to you in concentrated doses at five thousand a year."

worth - मूल्य

bald - गंजा

professors - प्राध्यापक, प्रोफ़ेसर

administer - करना, देना, व्यवस्था करना

concentrated - ध्यान केन्द्रित करना

doses - डस, डिस्क ऑपरेटिंग सिस्टम

"Come now," Jack could not help saying, "is your memory giving way? Don't you remember your own days in college-especially the mathematical examinations? You know that your marks came always pretty near the absolute zero."

Come now - अब आओ

memory - स्मृति, याद, हाफ़िज़ा

giving way - दान देना

mathematical - गणित सम्बन्धी, गणित का

marks - छाप, चिन्ह, लक्षण, निशाना

absolute - पूर्णतया, परम, पूर्ण, असीम

"Jack," cried Ernest in honest indignation, "not the last time. The last time I didn't flunk."

honest - ईमानदार, सच्चा, (hon)

indignation - रोष, क्रोध/रोष, नाराज़गी

flunk - असफल होना, अनुत्तीर्ण हो जाना

"No, because your sonnet on Cartesian geometry roused even the math-fiend to compassion. And don't you remember Professor Squeeler, whose heart seemed to leap with delight whenever he could tell you that, in spite of incessant toil on your part, he had again flunked you in physics with fifty-nine and a half per cent.?"

sonnet - चतुर्दश पदी, चतुर्दशपदी कविता

Cartesian - of or pertaining to Descartes

geometry - ज्यामिति, रेखागणित, भूमिति

roused - उत्तेजित करना, उत्तेजित, उठाना

math - गणित

fiend - शैतान, दुष्ट व्यक्ति, राक्षस

compassion - दया, करुणा

professor - प्रोफ़ेसर, प्राध्यापक

leap - उछलना

spite - द्वेष-विद्वेष, मनमुटाव, गांठ

incessant - सतत, अनवरत, अविराम, सतत्

toil - कठिन परिश्रम करना, परिश्रम

flunked - असफल होना, अनुत्तीर्ण हो जाना

per - प्रति

"And he wouldn't raise the mark to sixty! God forgive him,-I cannot."

raise - ऊपर उठाना

mark - अंक, ग्रेड

forgive - माफ़ करना, क्षमा करना

Here their exchange of reminiscences was interrupted. There was a stir. The little potentates of conversation hastened to their seats, before their minions had wholly deserted them.

Exchange - अदला-बदली करना

potentates - अधिपति/राजा

hastened to - तेजी से चला गया

minions - नौकर, यार, चापलूस, रखनी, रखेली

wholly - पूरी तरह से, पूरी तरह से

deserted - त्याग देना, निर्जन

The king was moving to his throne!

king - राजा

Assuredly Reginald Clarke had the bearing of a king. Leisurely he took his seat under the canopy.

assuredly - निश्चित रूप से

leisurely - धीरे धीरे, इत्मीनान भरा

A hush fell on the audience; not a fan stirred as he slowly unfolded his manuscript.

Hush - शान्ति, चुप करना, चुप करना

fan - चाहने वाला

stirred - चलाना, उत्तेजित करना, मिलाना

slowly - आहिस्ता, धीरे, धीरे-धीरे

unfolded - फैलाना, प्रकट करना, खोलना

manuscript - पाण्डुलिपि

Chapter XI

The music of Reginald Clarke's intonation captivated every ear. Voluptuously, in measured cadence, it rose and fell; now full and strong like the sound of an organ, now soft and clear like the tinkling of bells. His voice detracted by its very tunefulness from what he said. The powerful spell charmed even Ernest's accustomed ear.

intonation - स्वरोच्चारण, सुर

tinkling - टनटनाता

bells - बो बो करना, घंटी, घंटी लगाना

tunefulness - सुरीलापन

powerful - प्रभावशाली, सशक्त, शक्तिशाली

charmed - बहकाना, मनोहरता, आकर्षित करना

accustomed - आदी बना करना, साधना

The first page gracefully glided from Reginald's hand to the carpet before the boy dimly realised that he was intimately familiar with every word that fell from Reginald's lips. When the second page slipped with seeming carelessness from the reader's hand, a sudden shudder ran through the boy's frame. It was as if an icy hand had gripped his heart. There could be no doubt of it.

gracefully - सभ्यतः, बाशऊर, शालीनतः

carpet - गिलीम, क़ाली, फ़र्श, क़ालीन

dimly - अस्पष्टतः, संदिग्धतः

realised - संपादित, सिद्ध

intimately - परिचित रूप से

familiar - घनिष्ठ, साधारण

carelessness - lack of care

sudden - आकस्मिक, अचानक, शीघ्र, औचक

frame - किनारा, तैयार करना, बनावट

icy - नीरस, रूखा, भावशून्य

gripped - मजबुत पकड़, थैला, समझ, मूठ

This was more than mere coincidence. It was plagiarism. He wanted to cry out. But the room swam before his eyes. Surely he must be dreaming. It was a dream. The faces of the audience, the lights, Reginald, Jack-all phantasmagoria of a dream.

coincidence - संयोग, इत्तिफ़ाक़

plagiarism - साहित्यिक चोरी

phantasmagoria - छायाचित्र, मायाजाल

Perhaps he had been ill for a long time. Perhaps Clarke was reading the play for him. He did not remember having written it. But he probably had fallen sick after its completion. What strange pranks our memories will play us! But no! He was not dreaming, and he had not been ill.

ill - बीमार, रोगी

pranks - सँवरना, भड़कीले ढंग से सजाना

memories - स्मरण शक्ति, याद, याददाश्त

He could endure the horrible uncertainty no longer. His overstrung nerves must find relaxation in some way or break with a twang. He turned to his friend who was listening with rapt attention.

endure - सहना, सहन करना, टिके रहना

uncertainty - अस्थिरता, अनिश्चय, संदिग्धता

overstrung - तनावग्रस्त

nerves - बल, नस, शक्ति, रोग, साहस

relaxation - मनोरंजन, तनाव मुक्ति, विश्राम

twang - झंकारना, टुनटुनाना, झंकार

"Jack, Jack!" he whispered.

"What is it?"

"That is my play!"

"You mean that you inspired it?"

inspired - उत्पन्न होना, प्रेरित करना

"No, I have written it, or rather, was going to write it."

"Wake up, Ernest! You are mad!"

"No, in all seriousness. It is mine. I told you-don't you remember-when we returned from Coney Island-that I was writing a play."

seriousness - सितारा मछली, गंभीरता

"Ah, but not this play."

"Yes, this play. I conceived it, I practically wrote it."

conceived - कल्पना करना, अनुमान होना

practically - लगभग, वास्तव में

"The more's the pity that Clarke had preconceived it."

pity - दया, खैद का विषय, स्नेह, लज्जा

preconceived - पूर्वकल्पित, पूर्वावधारित

"But it is mine!"

"Did you tell him a word about it?"

"No, to be sure."

"Did you leave the manuscript in your room?"

"I had, in fact, not written a line of it. No, I had not begun the actual writing."

"Why should a man of Clarke's reputation plagiarise your plays, written or unwritten?"

reputation - प्रतिष्ठा, प्रसिद्धि, नाम, शोहरत

plagiarise - चोरी करना

unwritten - मौखिक, अलिखित

"I can see no reason. But-"

"Tut, tut."

For already this whispered conversation had elicited a look like a stab from a lady before them.

elicited - प्राप्त करना, निकालना

stab - भोंकना

Ernest held fast to the edge of a chair. He must cling to some reality, or else drift rudderless in a dim sea of vague apprehensions.

edge - कनारा

cling to - किसी को हाथ नहीं छोड़ना

drift - बहना, ढेर, धारा, अभिप्राय

rudderless - नियंत्रणहीन

dim - धुंधला

apprehensions - डर, भय, समझ, आशंका, गिरफ्तारी

Or was Jack right?

Was his mind giving way? No! No! No! There must be a monstrous secret somewhere, but what matter? Did anything matter? He had called on his mate like a ship lost in the fog. For the first time he had not responded. He had not understood. The bitterness of tears rose to the boy's eyes.

somewhere - कहीं

ship - जहाज, पोत

Fog - कोहरा

bitterness - तीखापन, कटुता, तीक्ष्णता, शोक

Above it all, melodiously, ebbed and flowed the rich accents of Reginald Clarke.

melodiously - सुरीले ढंग से, सुरीले ढंग से

ebbed - उतरना, कम होना, भाटा

flowed - बहना, प्रवाह, चलना, धारा

Ernest listened to the words of his own play coming from the older man's mouth. The horrible fascination of the scene held him entranced. He saw the creations of his mind pass in review before him, as a man might look upon the face of his double grinning at him from behind a door in the hideous hours of night.

creations - निर्माण, सृजन, आधुनिक वेशभूषा

pass in review - समीक्षा में पास करें

double - दुगना

grinning at - हँसते हुए

hideous - डरावना, वीभत्स

They were all there! The mad king. The subtle-witted courtiers. The sombre-hearted Prince. The Queen-Mother who had loved a jester better than her royal mate, and the fruit of their shameful alliance, the Princess Marigold, a creature woven of sunshine and sin.

witted - बुद्धिमान

courtiers - दरबारी

sombre - निराशाजनक, उदास/शोकमग्न

hearted - बीच, तत्व, सार, केन्द्र, साहस

Queen - रानी, बेगम, मलिका, tराणी

jester - विदूषक, मसख़रा

Royal - शाही

shameful - शर्मनाक

alliance - समझौता, मैत्रीपूर्ण संबंध

prince - शहज़ादा, राजकुमार

marigold - गेंदा

woven - बुना हुआ

Swiftly the action progressed. Shadows of impending death darkened the house of the King. In the horrible agony of the rack the old jester confessed. Stripped of his cap and bells, crowned with a wreath of blood, he looked so pathetically funny that the Princess Marigold could not help laughing between her tears.

Swiftly - तेज़ी से, तेज़ी से

impending - आसन्न

Death - मृत्यु, मरण, मौत, मर्ग

darkened - अँधेरा होना[करना], गहराना

agony - व्यथा, कष्ट

rack - रैक

confessed - मानना, कबूल करना, अंगीकार करना

stripped - पोशाक, निकाल देना, पट्टी

cap - टोपी

crowned - शिखर, सिर पर मारना, सिर

wreath - घेरना, छल्ला, पुष्पहार

pathetically - बहुत ही, बहुत ही

The Queen stood there all trembling and pale. Without a complaint she saw her lover die. The executioner's sword smote the old man's head straight from the trunk. It rolled at the feet of the King, who tossed it to Marigold. The little Princess kissed it and covered the grinning horror with her yellow veil.

pale - फीका

complaint - उलहना, शिकायत

executioner - जल्लाद

smote - मारना/प्रहार करना

straight - सीधा

trunk - तना

rolled - बराबर करना, पिण्ड, तरंगित होना

grinning - ठहाका लगाना, मुस्कराहट

horror - दहशत, आतंक, भय

The last words died away.

There was no applause. Only silence. All were stricken with the dread that men feel in the house of God or His awful presence in genius.

applause - वाहवाही, शाबाशी, ताली

dread - वहशत, सहम

awful - नृशंस, भद्दा, डरावना, खराब

But the boy lay back in his chair. The cold sweat had gathered on his brow and his temples throbbed. Nature had mercifully clogged his head with blood. The rush of it drowned the crying voice of the nerves, deadening for a while both consciousness and pain.

lay - रखना

cold sweat - ठंडी स्लीप

brow - शिखर, मस्तक, भौंह

temples - कनपटी, मोहरा, दिवगृह

throbbed - धक धक करने वाला दर्द

mercifully - सौभाग्य से, दयापूर्वक

clogged - रोकना, बाधा, अवरोध, भार, बोझ

rush - शीघ्रता करना, जल्दी करना

drowned - डुबा कर मारना, जलमग्न कर देना

deadening - नीरस, (deaden)

pain - दर्द

Chapter XII

Somehow the night had passed-somehow in bitterness, in anguish. But it had passed.

somehow - किसी भी तरह, किसी कारण से

anguish - वेदना

Ernest's lips were parched and sleeplessness had left its trace in the black rings under the eyes, when the next morning he confronted Reginald in the studio.

parched - झुलसा देना, झुलसा देना

sleeplessness - अनिद्रा

confronted - सामना होना, सामना, सामना करना

Reginald was sitting at the writing-table in his most characteristic pose, supporting his head with his hand and looking with clear piercing eyes searchingly at the boy.

characteristic - विशेषता

pose - मुद्रा

supporting - सहायक, पुष्टिकारक

piercing - तीखा, तीव्र, पैना, तीक्ष्ण

searchingly - खोजी ढंग से

"Yes," he observed, "it's a most curious psychical phenomenon."

Curious - जिज्ञासु

psychical - अतींद्रिय, अतिभौतिक, मानसिक

phenomenon - तथ्य, अजिबोगरीब, अद्भुत घटना

"You cannot imagine how real it all seemed to me."

The boy spoke painfully, dazed, as if struck by a blow.

painfully - अप्रीतिकर ढंग से, कष्टपूर्वक

dazed - घबरा देना, आश्चर्यचकित कर देना

blow - चोट

"Even now it is as if something has gone from me, some struggling thought that I cannot-cannot remember."

struggling - संघर्ष कर रहा है, (struggle), संघर्ष

Reginald regarded him as a physical experimenter might look upon the subject of a particularly baffling mental disease.

regarded - ध्यान, समझना, संबंध, सोचना

experimenter - प्रयोगकर्ता

baffling - चक्कर में डालने वाला

mental disease - मानसिक रोग

"You must not think, my boy, that I bear you any malice for your extraordinary delusion. Before Jack went away he gave me an exact account of all that has happened. Divers incidents recurred to him from which it appears that, at various times in the past, you have been on the verge of a nervous collapse."

bear - धारण करना

malice - द्वेष, दुर्भावना, जलन, असूया

went away - चला गया

exact - खरा, सतर्क, निर्दोष, ठीक, सच्चा

divers - गोताखोर, पनडुब्बा

Incidents - घटना, वारदात, घट्, प्रसंग, हादसा

recurred - फिर आना, बार बार आना

various - विभिन्न

verge - किनारा

collapse - असफलता, गिरना, गिरावट, पतन

A nervous collapse! What was the use of this term but a euphemism for insanity?

term - अवधि

euphemism - कठोर शब्दों के स्थान पर मधुर शब्दों का प्रयोग

insanity - पागलपन, जुनून

"Do not despair, dear child," Reginald caressingly remarked. "Your disorder is not hopeless, not incurable. Such crises come to every man who writes. It is the tribute we pay to the Lords of Song. The minnesinger of the past wrote with his heart's blood; but we moderns dip our pen into the sap of our nerves.

despair - निराशा, मायूसी

hopeless - निराशाजनक, निराश, हताश, निकम्मा

incurable - पक्का, असाध्य, अचिकित्स्य

crises - चरम बिन्दु, संकट, चरम बिन्दु

tribute - शुल्क, श्रद्धांजलि, श्रधांजलि

lords - मालिक, सासक, सामन्त, ईश्वर

minnesinger - मिनेसिंगर

dip - डुबाना

Sap - रस, सार

We analyse life, love art-and the dissecting knife that we use on other men's souls finally turns against ourselves.

dissecting - विश्लेषण, (dissect) विश्लेषण

knife - छुरी, tचाक़ू

"But what shall a man do? Shall he sacrifice art to hygiene and surrender the one attribute that makes him chiefest of created things? Animals, too, think. Some walk on two legs. But introspection differentiates man from the rest.

sacrifice - क़ुरबान करना

Hygiene - स्वच्छता

surrender - समर्पण

attribute - विशेषता, लक्ष्ण, सहजगुण

chiefest - मालिक, प्रमुख, मुख्य

introspection - आत्मविश्लेषण, अंतरावलोकन

differentiates - अलग करना, भेद भाव करना

Shall we yield up the sweet consciousness of self that we derive from the analysis of our emotion, for the contentment of the bull that ruminates in the shade of a tree or the healthful stupidity of a mule?"

yield - समर्पित करना, समर्पण करना

sweet - कैंडी

consciousness of self - आत्मज्ञान

derive from - उत्पन्न करना

contentment - संतुष्टि, सन्तोष

Bull - सांड़

ruminates - विचार करना, जुगाली करना

shade - छाया

healthful - स्वास्थ्यप्रद, स्वास्थ्यवर्धक

stupidity - मूर्खता, नासमझी, बुद्धिहीनता

mule - खच्चर, बेसर

"Assuredly not."

"But what shall a man do?"

"Ah, that I cannot tell. Mathematics offers definite problems that admit of a definite solution. Life states its problems with less exactness and offers for each a different solution. One and one are two to-day and to-morrow. Psychical values, on each manipulation, will yield a different result. Still, your case is quite clear. You have overworked yourself in the past, mentally and emotionally.

offers - देना, अर्पण करना, बलि देना

definite - स्पष्ट, निश्चित

admit of - स्वीकार करना

States - बताना, व्यक्त करना

exactness - सटीकपन

solution - विलयन, घोल

values - परिमाण, गुण, मान, उपयोगिता

manipulation - काम निकालना, हस्त कौशल

overworked - ज़्यादा मेहनत

mentally - मानसिक रूप से, मतिभ्रष्ट

emotionally - भावात्मक ढंग से, भावुक हो कर

You have sown unrest, and must not be surprised if neurasthenia is the harvest thereof."

sown - पैदा करना, शूकरी, सुअरी, रोपना

unrest - अशांति, अशान्ति/व्यस्तता

neurasthenia - न्यूरास्थेनिया

thereof - इसका/उसका

"Do you think-that I should go to some sanitarium?" the boy falteringly asked.

sanitarium - आरोग्य-निवास

falteringly - डगमगाता हुआ, डगमगाता हुआ

"God forbid! Go to the seashore, somewhere where you can sleep and play. Take your body along, but leave your brain behind-at least do not take more of it with you than is necessary. The summer season in Atlantic City has just begun. There, as everywhere in American society, you will be much more welcome if you come without brains."

forbid - रोकना, मना करना

seashore - समुद्रतट, समुद्र किनारा

necessary - ज़रूरी

season - ऋतु

Atlantic - एटलांटिकीय, एटलांटिक

everywhere - सर्वट्र, सभी जगाह, सर्वत्र

more welcome - और स्वागत है

Reginald's half-bantering tone reassured Ernest a little. Timidly he dared approach once more the strange event that had wrought such havoc with his nervous equilibrium.

bantering - दिल्लगी करना

reassured - आश्वासन देना, फिर हिम्मत दिलाना

timidly - डरते डरते, संकोचपूर्वक

dared - ललकार, ललकारना, सामना करना

approach - पास आना

havoc - नाश

equilibrium - साम्यावस्था

"How do you account for my strange obsession-one might almost call it a mania?"

mania - पागलपन, नशा, सनक

"If it could be accounted for it would not be strange."

accounted - लेखा जोखा, विवरण, समझना

"Can you suggest no possible explanation?"

suggest - बताना, प्रस्ताव रखना

"Perhaps a stray leaf on my desk a few indications of the plot, a remark-who knows? Perhaps thought-matter is floating in the air. Perhaps-but we had better not talk of it now. It would needlessly excite you."

indications - संकेत, लक्षण, सुझाव, चिह्न

needlessly - अनावश्यक रूप से

excite - उत्तेजित करना, उत्तेजित करना

"You are right," answered Ernest gloomily, "let us not talk of it. But whatever may be said, it is a marvellous play."

gloomily - उदास हो कर, उदास हो कर

whatever - कुछ भी, जो भी, जो कुछ भी

"You flatter me. There is nothing in it that you may not be able to do equally well-some day."

equally - समान रूप से, समान रूप से

"Ah, no," the boy replied, looking up to Reginald with admiration. "You are the master."

Chapter XIII

Lazily Ernest stretched his limbs on the beach of Atlantic City. The sea, that purger of sick souls, had washed away the fever and the fret of the last few days. The wind was in his hair and the spray was in his breath, while the rays of the sun kissed his bare arms and legs. He rolled over in the glittering sand in the sheer joy of living.

purger - साफ करना

washed away - नीचे गिर गया

fret - चिन्ता प्रकट करना

spray - फुहार

rays - किरण, शंकुश, ऋषभ, अर्ध रेखा

glittering - शानदार, चमकीला, उज्ज्वल

sand - रेत, सिकता

sheer - पूर्णतया

Now and then a wavelet stole far into the beach, as if to caress him, but pined away ere it could reach its goal. It was as if the enamoured sea was stretching out its arms to him. Who knows, perhaps through the clear water some green-eyed nymph, or a young sea-god with the tang of the sea in his hair, was peering amorously at the boy's red mouth.

wavelet - छोटी लहर, छोटी लहर, ऊर्मिका

Stole - स्टोल, दुपट्टा, चुराया, उपरना

pined - देवदार, पाइन की लकड़ी

ere - पहले, शीघ्र

enamoured - मोहित, अनुरक्त

nymph - युवती, अप्सरा, देवी

tang - तीखा स्वाद

peering - देखना, ताकना, जोड़, सामंत

amorously - कामुकता से, कामुकता से

The people of the deep love the red warm blood of human kind. It is always the young that they lure to their watery haunts, never the shrivelled limbs that totter shivering to the grave.

lure - आकर्षण, प्रलोभन

watery - आबी

haunts - याद आना, भूत बन कर घूमना, अड्डा

totter - डगमगाते हुए चलना, लडखड़ाना

shivering - काँपता हुआ, काँपता हुआ

grave - कब्र

Such fancies came to Ernest as he lay on the shore in his bathing attire, happy, thoughtless,-animal.

lay on - ले जाओ

shore - किनारा, तीर

attire - पोशाक, आभूषण पहनना, कपडे

thoughtless - लापरवाह, विचारशून्य, बेलिहाज़

The sun and the sea seemed to him two lovers vying for his favor. The sudden change of environment had brought complete relaxation and had quieted his rebellious, assertive soul. He was no longer a solitary unit but one with wind and water, herb and beach and shell.

lovers - प्रेमिका, प्रेमी, आशिक, कांत

vying - प्रतिस्पर्धा करना, स्पर्धा करना

favor - पक्षपात करना, सहायता

rebellious - विद्रोही, अक्खड़, राज द्रोही

assertive - हठ धर्मी, निश्चयात्मक

solitary - अकेला

unit - एक, विभाग, ईकाई, टुकड़ी, माट्रक

herb - औषध

shell - खोल, शैल, कौड़ी

Almost voluptuously his hand toyed with the hot sand that glided caressingly through his fingers and buried his breast and shoulder under its glittering burden.

toyed - छोटा, खिलौना

fingers - जेबकतरा, अंगुलि, उंगली, बजाना

buried - अंत्योष्टि क्रिया करना, डालना

breast - स्तन

A summer girl who passed lowered her eyes coquettishly. He watched her without stirring. Even to open his mouth or to smile would have seemed too much exertion.

lowered - छोटा, कम करना, गिरना, घटाना

stirring - उत्तेजक, फिंटाई, हरकत

exertion - प्रयास, परिश्रम, श्रम

Thus he lay for hours. When at length noon drew nigh, it cost him a great effort of will to shake off his drowsy mood and exchange his airy costume for the conventional habilaments of the dining-room.

thus - इस प्रकार

at length - अंत में

effort - प्रयास, कोशिश, जतन

shake off - छुड़ दें

drowsy - आलस्यपूर्ण, निद्रालु, ऊँघता हुआ

airy - हवादार, लापरवाह, रमणीय

costume - पोशाक

conventional - पारम्परिक, परमाणु रहित

dining - हो हल्ला, शोरगुल, शोरगुल करना

He had taken lodgings in a fashionable hotel. An unusual stroke of good luck, hack-work that paid outrageously well, had made it possible for him to idle for a time without a thought of the unpleasant necessity of making money.

lodgings - आवास, किराये का कमरा, निवास

unusual - अपूर्व, असाधारण, असामान्य

luck - भाग्य, क़िस्मत, तक़दीर

hack - टुकडे़ करना

idle - बेकार, खाली

One single article to which he signed his name only with reluctance had brought to him more gear than a series of golden sonnets.

single - अकेला

signed - देना, सौंपना, संकेत, चिन्ह

reluctance - प्रतिष्टंभ, अरुचि, अनिच्छा

gear - मशीन के इंजन को पहियों से जोड़ने वाला यंत्र

series - शृंखला

Golden - महतपूर्ण, अच्छा, शुभ, सोने का

sonnets - चतुर्दश पदी, चतुर्दशपदी कविता

"Surely," he thought, "the social revolution ought to begin from above. What right has the bricklayer to grumble when he receives for a week's work almost more than I for a song?"

social - सामाजिक

bricklayer - ईंट बिछाने

grumble - शिकायत, गरजना, शिकायत करना

Receives - पाना, स्वीकार करना

Thus soliloquising, he reached the dining-room. The scene that unfolded itself before him was typical-the table over-loaded, the women over-dressed.

soliloquising - स्वगत भाषण करना

dining - भोजन करना, भोजन करना

itself - स्वयं, अपने आप, स्वयम्

typical - प्ररूपी

loaded - भारी, मिश्रण, भरना

The luncheon was already in full course when he came. He mumbled an apology and seated himself on the only remaining chair next to a youth who reminded him of a well-dressed dummy. With slight weariness his eyes wandered in all directions for more congenial faces when they were arrested by a lady on the opposite side of the table.

luncheon - दोपहर का खाना

mumbled - भुनभुनाना, बुदबुदाना/गुणगुणाना

apology - क्षमा, क्षमायाचना, दोर्षस्वीकार

remaining - रहना, बाकी रहना, भग्नावशेष

reminded - याद दिलाना, चेताना

dummy - चुसनी, कठपुतली, काठ का उल्ल्

Slight - थोड़ा

weariness - थकान, थकावट

directions - सूचना, जानकारी, दिशा

congenial - अनुकूल, अनुरूपता, अनुकूल/सुखद

arrested - रोकना, अवरोध, आकर्षित करना

opposite side - विपरीत दाया

She was clad in a silk robe with curiously embroidered net-work that revealed a nervous and delicate throat. The rich effect of the net-work was relieved by the studied simplicity with which her heavy chestnut-colored hair was gathered in a single knot. Her face was turned away from him, but there was something in the carriage of her head that struck him as familiar.

clad - कपड़े पहने हुए, (clothe) कपड़े पहने हुए

robe - पोशाक, सभावस्त्र पहन् अना

embroidered - कढ़ाई करना, बेलबूटे काढना

revealed - बताना, दिखाना, प्रकट करना

net - जाल

relieved - कम करना, सहायता करना, उठाना

simplicity - सहजता, सरलता, भोलापन, सादगी

chestnut - शाहबलूत की लकड़ी का बना, भूरा

knot - गांठ

carriage - गाड़ी

When at last she looked him in the face, the glass almost fell from his hand: it was Ethel Brandenbourg. She seemed to notice his embarrassment and smiled. When she opened her lips to speak, he knew by the haunting sweetness of the voice that he was not mistaken.

embarrassment - शर्म, शर्मिंदगी

"Tell me," she said wistfully, "you have forgotten me? They all have."

wistfully - उत्कंठापूर्वक, उत्कंठा से

He hastened to assure her that he had not forgotten her. He recollected now that he had first been introduced to her in Walkham's house some years ago, when a mere college boy, he had been privileged to attend one of that master's famous receptions. She had looked quite resolute and very happy then, not at all like the woman who had stared so strangely at Reginald in the Broadway restaurant.

hastened - जल्दी करना, जल्दी कहना

assure - निश्चित करना, आश्वासन देना

recollected - याद करना, स्मरण करना

attend - हिस्सा लेना

receptions - स्वीकृति, स्वागत, स्वागत समारोह

resolute - दृढ़, धीर/संकल्पवान

He regarded this encounter as very fortunate. He knew so much of her personal history that it almost seemed to him as if they had been intimate for years. She, too, felt on familiar ground with him. Neither as much as whispered the name of Reginald Clarke. Yet it was he, and the knowledge of what he was to them, that linked their souls with a common bond.

encounter - अनुभव

fortunate - अनुकूल, सौभाग्यशाली, भाग्यशाली

knowledge - जान, ज्ञान, बुद्धि, इल्म

linked - सम्पर्क, सम्बन्ध, शृंखला

common bond - साझे बोन्ड

Chapter XIV

It was the third day after their meeting. Hour by hour their intimacy had increased. Ethel was sitting in a large wicker-chair. She restlessly fingered her parasol, mechanically describing magic circles in the sand. Ernest lay at her feet. With his knees clasped between his hands, he gazed into her eyes.

third - तीसरा, तृतीय, तीजा

intimacy - अंतरंगता

increased - वृद्धि करना, बढ़ाना, विस्तार

wicker - खपच्ची, लचीली टहनी

restlessly - बेचैनी से, बेचैनी से

fingered - जेबकतरा, अंगुलि, उंगली, बजाना

parasol - छाता, छतरी

mechanically - मशीन की सहायता से

clasped - मजबूत पकड़, बकसुआ

gazed - एक्टक देखने ताला, टकटकी

"Why are you trying so hard to make love to me?" the woman asked, with the half-amused smile with which the Eve near thirty receives the homage of a boy. There is an element of insincerity in that smile, but it is a weapon of defence against love's artillery.

make love - प्रेम करो

eve - हव्वा, हौवा

homage - श्रद्धांजलि, श्रद्दांजलि

insincerity - बेईमानी

weapon - हथियार, शस्त्र, आयुध

defence - रक्षा

Artillery - तोपख़ाना, आर्टिलरी

Sometimes, indeed, the pleading in the boy's eyes and the cry of the blood pierces the woman's smiling superiority. She listens, loves and loses.

pleading - प्रार्थना, (plead) प्रार्थना

pierces - प्रभावित करना, छेद करना, भेदना

superiority - वरिष्टता, उत्कृष्टता, श्रेष्ठता

Ethel Brandenbourg was listening, but the idea of love had not yet entered into her mind. Her interest in Ernest was due in part to his youth and the trembling in his voice when he spoke of love. But what probably attracted her most powerfully was the fact that he intimately knew the man who still held her woman's heart in the hollow of his hand.

due - सीधे, उचित, उप्युक्त, शुल्क

hollow - खोखला

It was half in play, therefore, that she had asked him that question.

therefore - इसलिए, इसलिये

Why did he make love to her? He did not know. Perhaps it was the irresistible desire to be petted which young poets share with domesticated cats. But what should he tell her? Polite platitudes were out of place between them.

irresistible - अथक

petted - दुलारा, दुलारना, प्रिय व्यक्ति

poets - पद्यकार, शायर, कवि

domesticated - पालतू बनाना

polite - सभ्य

platitudes - सामान्योक्ति, तुच्‍छ बात

Besides he knew the penalty of all tender entanglements. Women treat love as if it were an extremely tenuous wire that can be drawn out indefinitely. This is a very expensive process. It costs us the most precious, the only irretrievable thing in the universe-time. And to him time was song; for money he did not care.

besides - पास, अलग, समीप, की तुलना में

penalty - दण्ड, सज़ा

tender - मुलायम, नरम

entanglements - उलझन, अनुचित संबंध

extremely - अत्यधिक, बहुत ही, बहुत ही

tenuous - पतला, महीन, परिसूक्ष्म, कमज़ोर

wire - तार

indefinitely - अनिश्चित काल तक

process - प्रक्रम

most precious - सबसे अनमोल

irretrievable - अप्राप्य, दुबारा पाने के अयोग्य

The Lord had hallowed his lips with rhythmic speech; only in the intervals of his singing might he listen to the voice of his heart-strangest of all watches, that tells the time not by minutes and hours, but by the coming and going of love.

hallowed - संत, ऋषि, पवित्र करना, साधू

Speech - उक्ति, बात, बातचीत, बोल

intervals - विराम, अंतराल, अन्तराल

Strangest - निराला, अनोखा, आश्चर्यजनक

The woman beside him seemed to read his thoughts.

beside - बग़ल, की बग़ल में

"Child, child," she said, "why will you toy with love? Like Jehovah, he is a jealous god, and nothing but the whole heart can placate him. Woe to the woman who takes a poet for a lover. I admit it is fascinating, but it is playing va banque. In fact, it is fatal. Art or love will come to harm. No man can minister equally to both. A genuine poet is incapable of loving a woman."

toy - खिलौना

Jehovah - जिहोवा, बाईबल में ईश्वर का नाम

jealous - सतर्क, चौकन्ना, सावधान

placate - शांत करना, मनाना

admit - स्वीकार करना, अनुमति देना

fatal - जीवघातक, घातक, प्राणांतक

harm - नुक़सान, checkहानि

minister - शिक्षा मंत्री

incapable - अक्षम, अयोग्य, असमर्थ

"Pshaw! You exaggerate. Of course, there is a measure of truth in what you say, but it is only one side of the truth, and the truth, you know, is always Janus-faced. In fact, it often has more than two faces. I can assure you that I have cared deeply for the women to whom my love-poetry was written. And you will not deny that it is genuine."

Pshaw - indicating disapproval

exaggerate - बढा चढा कर कहना, बढ़ा चढ़ाकर कहना

truth - सच

Janus - Roman god of doorways

love-poetry - (love-poetry) प्रेम कविता

deny - अस्वीकार करना

"God forbid! Only you have been using the wrong preposition. You should have said that it was written at them."

preposition - पूर्वसर्ग

Ernest stared at her in child-like wonder.

"By Jove! you are too devilishly clever!" he exclaimed.

devilishly - बहुत अधिक, बहुत अधिक

clever - होशियार

After a little silence he said not without hesitation: "And do you apply your theory to all artists, or only to us makers of rhyme?"

hesitation - हिचक, हिचकिचाहट, हिचकीचाहट

apply - लागू करना

theory - सिद्धांत, नज़रिया, तथ्य

makers - बनाने वाला, ईश्वर, रचनाकार

rhyme - तुक

"To all," she replied.

He looked at her questioningly.

questioningly - प्रश्नात्मक ढंग से

"Yes," she said, with a new sadness in her voice, "I, too, have paid the price."

"You mean?"

"I loved."

"And art?"

"That was the sacrifice."

"Perhaps you have chosen the better part," Ernest said without conviction.

conviction - अपराध सिद्धि, दोषसिद्धि

"No," she replied, "my tribute was brought in vain."

in vain - वेरीन

This she said calmly, but Ernest knew that her words were of tragic import.

calmly - शांतिपूर्वक, शान्ती से

import - आयात करना

"You love him still?" he observed simply.

Ethel made no reply. Sadness clouded her face like a veil or like a grey mist over the face of the waters. Her eyes went out to the sea, following the sombre flight of the sea-mews.

reply - जवाब, जवाब देना, उत्तर देना

clouded - उलझाना, कमजोर करना

mews - अस्तबल मार्ग

In that moment he could have taken her in his arms and kissed her with infinite tenderness.

But tenderness between man and woman is like a match in a powder-magazine. The least provocation, and an amorous explosion will ensue, tumbling down the card-houses of platonic affection. If he yielded to the impulse of the moment, the wine of the springtide would set their blood afire, and from the flames within us there is no escape.

match - सुमेल तख्ता

provocation - उत्तेजना, कारण, छेड़खानी

amorous - कामुक, कामी{रसिक}

explosion - विस्फोट

ensue - पीछा करना, परिणामस्वरूप होना

tumbling - टमलिंग, (tumble) टमलिंग

affection - स्नेह, प्यार

yielded - बताना, स्वीकार करना, देना

afire - प्रज्ज्वलित

escape - राहत, बचाव, भाग जाना

"Come, come," she said, "you do not love me."

He protested.

protested - विरोध करना, विरोध, प्रतिवाद

"Ah!" she cried triumphantly, "how many sonnets would you give for me? If you were a usurer in gold instead of in rhyme, I would ask how many dollars. But it is unjust to pay in a coin that we value little. To a man starving in gold mines, a piece of bread weighs more than all the treasures of the earth. To you, I warrant your poems are the standard of appreciation. How many would you give for me?

triumphantly - विजयी भाव से

usurer - सूदखोर

instead - के बजाय

unjust - अनुचित, अनुचित/अधर्मी

pay in - भुगतान करें

coin - सिक्का

value - मूल्य, क़ीमत, क़द्र

Starving - भूखा, (starve) भूखा

mines - खान खोदना, सुरंग लगना, खान

weighs - विचार करना, उठाना, नापना

treasures - बहुमूल्य, संजोए रखना, खजाना

Standard - दर्जा, शिष्ट, मान, प्रामाणिक

appreciation - समालोचना, वृद्धि, आभार, सराहना

One, two, three?"

"More."

"Because you think love would repay you with compound interest," she observed merrily.

compound interest - विलम्ब ब्याज

merrily - बेध्यानी से, प्रसन्नतापूर्वक

He laughed.

And when love turns to laughter the danger is passed for the moment.

danger - जोखिम, ख़तरा, विपदा

Chapter XV

Thus three weeks passed without apparent change in their relations. Ernest possessed a personal magnetism that, always emanating from him, was felt most deeply when withdrawn. He was at all times involuntarily exerting his power, which she ever resisted, always on the alert, always warding off.

apparent - प्रकट, स्पष्ट, साफ

relations - नाता, संबंध, रिश्तेदारी, संबन्ध

magnetism - चुंबकत्व r=cumbakatva

emanating - निकलना/उत्पन्न होना, निकलना

withdrawn - हटाना, अलग करना, हटा लेना

involuntarily - सितारा मछली, अनिच्छा से

resisted - रोकना, निवारण करना

on the alert - सावधान होना

warding - रक्षा, (ward) रक्षा

When at last pressure of work made his immediate departure for New York imperative, he had not apparently gained the least ground. But Ethel knew in her heart that she was fascinated, if not in love. The personal fascination was supplemented by a motherly feeling toward Ernest that, sensuous in essence, was in itself not far removed from love.

immediate - ठीक

departure - प्रस्थान

imperative - अनिवार्य, अत्यावश्यक, आदेशसूचक

Gained - पाना, प्राप्त करना, मिलना

fascinated - मंत्र मुग्ध करना

supplemented - वृद्धि करना, पूरक, पूरा करना

motherly - माँ जैसा, माँ जैसा, मातृ सुल्भ

essence - ज़ात

removed - निकालना, हटाना, श्रेणी

She struggled bravely and with external success against her emotions, never losing sight of the fact that twenty and thirty are fifty.

struggled - आगे बढना, मुश्किल, प्रयत्न

bravely - बहादुरी से

external - बाहरी, बाह्य

sight - दर्शन, दीदार

Increasingly aware of her own weakness, she constantly attempted to lead the conversation into impersonal channels, speaking preferably of his work.

increasingly - लगातार, बहुत ही

constantly - लगातार, सदा

lead - नेता

impersonal - भाववाचक, औपचारिक, निरपेक्ष

channels - पहुं़चाया जाना

preferably - अधिमानता, अच्छा हो कि

"Tell me," she said, negligently fanning herself, "what new inspiration have you drawn from your stay at the seaside?"

negligently - लापरवाही से, बेपरवाही से

fanning - फैनिंग, (fan) फैनिंग

seaside - समुद्र तट, समुद्रतट

"Why," he exclaimed enthusiastically, "volumes and volumes of it. I shall write the great novel of my life after I am once more quietly installed at Riverside Drive."

enthusiastically - उत्साहपूर्वक

volumes - प्रबलता, घनफल, अंक, मात्रा

quietly - शांतिपूर्वक, शांतिपूर्ण ढंग से

installed - , बैठाना, लगाना[यन्त्र]

"The great American novel?" she rejoined.

rejoined - प्रत्युत्तर देना, फिर मिलाना

"Perhaps."

"Who will be your hero-Clarke?"

hero - नायक, वीर, हीरो, महावीर

There was a slight touch of malice in her words, or rather in the pause between the penultimate word and the last. Ernest detected its presence, and knew that her love for Reginald was dead. Stiff and cold it lay in her heart's chamber-beside how many others?-all emboxed in the coffin of memory.

penultimate - उपान्त्य, उपांत्य

detected - पता लगाना, पता लगाना, पकड़ना

dead - मृत, मरा हुआ, मुर्दा

stiff - कठोर, कठिन, रूखा, हठीला, सख्त

lay in - लेट गए

chamber - सभा, सदन, कमरा, कचहरी, कोठरी

coffin - ताबूत

"No," he replied after a while, a little piqued by her suggestion, "Clarke is not the hero. What makes you think that he casts a spell on everything I do?"

piqued - चिढ़, खीझ, चोट करना, ख़ीज

suggestion - सुझाव, प्रस्ताव

casts - ढालना, डालना

"Dear child," she replied, "I know him. He cannot fail to impress his powerful personality upon all with whom he comes in contact, to the injury of their intellectual independence. Moreover, he is so brilliant and says everything so much better than anybody else, that by his very splendor he discourages effort in others.

fail - असफल

impress - प्रभावित करना, प्रभाव डालना

injury - चोट, आघात

intellectual - बुद्धिजीवी व्यक्ति, दिमागी

Independence - स्वतंत्रता

Moreover - इसके अलावा, इसके अलावा

splendor - भव्यता, दीप्ति, शान शौकत

discourages - रोकना, समर्थन से इनकार करना

At best his influence will shape your development according to the tenets of his mind-curious, subtle and corrupted. You will become mentally distorted, like one of those hunchback Japanese trees, infinitely wrinkled and infinitely grotesque, whose laws of growth are not determined by nature, but by the diseased imagination of the East."

shape - आकार

development - विकास

according - मिलना[मिलाना], इच्छा, मिलना

tenets - सिद्धांत, सिद्धान्त

corrupted - भ्रष्ट करना

distorted - तोड़ मरोड़ करना, रूप बिगाड़ना

hunchback - कुबड़ा

Japanese - जापानी

wrinkled - सिकोड़ना, छोटी मोटी समस्या

growth - पौधा, सूजन, वृध्दि, विकास

determined - निश्चित करना, तय करना

by nature - प्राकृतिक रूप से

diseased - रोग, बीमारी, व्याधि, रोगअना

"I am no weakling," Ernest asserted, "and your picture of Clarke is altogether out of perspective. His splendid successes are to me a source of constant inspiration. We have some things in common, but I realise that it is along entirely different lines that success will come to me. He has never sought to influence me, in fact, I never received the smallest suggestion from him.

weakling - कमज़ोर व्यक्ति

asserted - दिखाना, जोर देना

altogether - पूर्णतया, सब मिलाकर, कुल मिलाकर

source - स्रोत

constant - स्थिरांक

entirely different - पूरी तरह से अलग

" Here the Princess Marigold seemed to peer at him through the veil of the past, but he waved her aside. "As for my story," he continued, "you need not go so far out of your way to find the leading character?"

peer - बेरन से ऊपर का पद

waved - करना, दल, घुमाना, संकेत

far out - दूर से बाहर

leading character - प्रमुख अभिनेता

"Who can it be?" Ethel remarked, with a merry twinkle, "You?"

merry - आनन्दपूर्ण

Twinkle - चमक, जोश, टिमटिमाना, चमकना

"Ethel," he said sulkingly, "be serious. You know that it is you."

"I am immensely flattered," she replied. "Really, nothing pleases me better than to be immortalised in print, since I have little hope nowadays of perpetuating my name by virtue of pencil or brush. I have been put into novels before and am consumed with curiosity to hear the plot of yours."

immensely - बहुत अधिक, बहुत अधिक

flattered - चापलूसी करना, रौशन होना[करना]

immortalised - अमर कर देना, अमर कर देना

print - छापना

nowadays - आज कल

perpetuating - बनाये रखना, स्थायी बनाना

virtue - सदाचार, गुण, अच्छाई, नेकी

novels - नया, उपन्यास, अनूठा, नवीन

consumed - खाना, जलाना

"If you don't mind, I had rather not tell you just yet," Ernest said. "It's going to be called Leontina-that's you. But all depends on the treatment. You know It doesn't matter much what you say so long as you say it well. That's what counts. At any rate, any indication of the plot at this stage would be decidedly inadequate."

just yet - अभी तक नहीं

depends - निर्भर, निर्भर होना, भरोसा रखना

treatment - इलाज, चिकित्सा

It doesn't matter - यह मतलब नहीं है

counts - अपराध, गणना/गिनती, गिनती करना

rate - दर

indication - संकेत, लक्षण, सुझाव, चिह्न

decidedly - निश्चित रूप से, निश्चित रुप से

inadequate - अयोग्य, अपर्याप्त

"I think you are right," she ventured. "By all means choose your own time to tell me. Let's talk of something else. Have you written anything since your delightful book of verse last spring? Surely now is your singing season. By the time we are thirty the springs of pure lyric passion are usually exhausted."

ventured - जाने का साहस करना

verse - कविता

exhausted - थकाना, खींच लेना

Ethel's inquiry somehow startled him. in truth, he could find no satisfactory answer. A remark relative to his play-Clarke's play-rose to the threshold of his lips, but he almost bit his tongue as soon as he realised that the strange delusion which had possessed him that night still dominated the undercurrents of his cerebration.

inquiry - जाँच, सर्वेक्षण, अन्वेषण

startled - चकित, चौंक जाना, चौंकाना

in truth - सच्चाई में

satisfactory - संतोषप्रद, सन्तोषजनक, संतोषजनक

relative - रिश्तेदार

bit - टुकड़ा, (bite), काटना, डसना

tongue - जीभ, tज़बान, जिह्वा, लिसान

cerebration - मस्तिष्क कार्य

No, he had accomplished but little during the last few months-at least, by way of creative literature. So he replied that he had made money. "That is something," he said. "Besides, who can turn out a masterpiece every week? An artist's brain is not a machine, and in the respite from creative work I have gathered strength for the future. But," he added, slightly annoyed, "you are not listening."

accomplished - पाना, प्राप्त करना, पूरा करना

creative - सृजनात्मक निर्माण करने की शक्ति वाला

respite - प्राणदण्डस्थगन, विराम, घटाव

slightly - कुछ हद तक, दुबले ढंग से

annoyed - परेशान करना, चिढ़ाना/सताना

His exclamation brought her back from the train of thoughts that his words had suggested. For in his reasoning she had recognised the same arguments that she had hourly repeated to herself in defence of her inactivity when she was living under the baneful influence of Reginald Clarke. Yes, baneful; for the first time she dared to confess it to herself.

exclamation - विस्मयादिबोधक, विस्मयसूच्हक

train of thoughts - विचारों की रेल

arguments - तर्क, झगड़ा, विषय, बहस, दलील

hourly - निरन्तर, हर घंटे बाद

inactivity - निष्क्रियता, अकर्म, अकार्य

baneful - विनाशकारी

In a flash the truth dawned upon her that it was not her love alone, but something else, something irresistable and very mysterious, that had dried up the well of creation in her. Could it be that the same power was now exerting its influence upon the struggling soul of this talented boy?

flash - चमक

dawned - होना, निकलना, सामने आना

dried up - सूख गया

Rack her brains as she might, she could not definitely formulate her apprehensions and a troubled look came into her eyes.

definitely - निश्चित रूप से, पक्का करना

formulate - निरूपित करना, निरूपित करना

"Ethel," the boy repeated, impatiently, "why are you not listening? Do you realise that I must leave you in half an hour?"

impatiently - अधीरतापूर्वक, अधीरत से

She looked at him with deep tenderness. Something like a tear lent a soft radiance to her large child-like eyes.

tear - अश्रु

Ernest saw it and was profoundly moved. In that moment he loved her passionately.

profoundly - पूरी तरह से, पूर्णतया, नितान्त

passionately - आवेश में आ कर

"Foolish boy," she said softly; then, lowering her voice to a whisper: "You may kiss me before you go."

lowering - कमी करना, (lower) कमी करना

whisper - फुसफुसाना

His lips gently touched hers, but she took his head between her hands and pressed her mouth upon his in a long kiss.

gently - सावधानी से, शिष्टता से

touched - द्रवित, प्रभावित होना, पागल सा

pressed - तंगी, दबा कर सुखाया हुआ

Ernest drew back a little awkwardly. He had not been kissed like this before.

awkwardly - अटपटे ढंग से, अटपटे ढंग से

"Poet though you are," Ethel whispered, "you have not yet learned to kiss."

She was deeply agitated when she noticed that his hand was fumbling for the watch in his vest-pocket. She suddenly released him, and said, a little hurt: "No, you must not miss your train. Go by all means."

agitated - उकसाना, हलचल मचाना, हिलाना

fumbling - टटोलना, चूक, गड़बड़ाना

Pocket - जेब, चेद

released - बताना, प्रदर्शन, निकालना

Vainly Ernest remonstrated with her.

vainly - व्यर्थ, व्यर्थ में

remonstrated - विरोध करना, आपत्ति करना, डाँटना

"Go to him," she said, and again, "go to him."

With a heavy heart the boy obeyed. He waved his hat to her once more from below, and then rapidly disappeared in the crowd. For a moment strange misgivings cramped her heart, and something within her called out to him: "Do not go! Do not return to that house." But no sound issued from her lips. Worldly wisdom had sealed them, had stifled the inner voice.

obeyed - पालन करना, निभाना, कहना मानना

rapidly - शीघ्रता से, तेज़ी से

disappeared - खो जाना, अदृश्य होना, खो जाना

misgivings - आशंका, शुबह

cramped - ऐंठन या मरोड़ की पीड़ा देना, ऐंठन

issued - मिलना, देना, प्रकाशन, लाभ

worldly - सांसारिक, भौतिक, लौकिक

sealed - मुद्रांकित करना, छाप

stifled - दबाना, दम घुटना, दम घोंटना

And soon the boy's golden head was swallowed up in the distance.

swallowed up - खा लिया

Chapter XVI

While the train sped to New York, Ethel Brandenbourg was the one object engaging Ernest's mind. He still felt the pressure of her lips upon his, and his nostrils dilated at the thought of the fragrance of her hair brushing against his forehead.

sped - चलाना, जल्दी करना, भगाना

nostrils - नासिका छिद्र, नासाद्वार, नथुना

dilated - फैलाना, फैल जाना

fragrance - इत्र, अतर, महक, गंध

brushing - ब्रशिंग, (brush), ब्रश, बुरुश

forehead - माथा, माथ, ललाट

But the moment his foot touched the ferry-boat that was to take him to Manhattan, the past three weeks were, for the time being at least, completely obliterated from his memory. All his other interests that he had suppressed in her company because she had no part in them, came rushing back to him. He anticipated with delight his meeting with Reginald Clarke.

ferry-boat - (ferry-boat) फेरी बोट

Manhattan - tribe, borough, cocktail

obliterated - मिटा देना, मिटाना

rushing - रश्सिंग, (rush) रश्सिंग

The personal attractiveness of the man had never seemed so powerful to Ernest as when he had not heard from him for some time. Reginald's letters were always brief. "Professional writers," he was wont to say, "cannot afford to put fine feeling into their private correspondence. They must turn it into copy.

attractiveness - आकर्षण

brief - छोटा, सूचना, संक्षिप्त, काम

professional - व्यावसायिक, अनुभवी व्यक्ति

afford - देना, जुटा पाना{धन}, ख़र्च करना

private - checkनिजी

correspondence - लिखा पढी, समानता, लिखा पढी

" He longed to sit with the master in the studio when the last rays of the daylight were tremulously falling through the stained window, and to discuss far into the darkening night philosophies young and old. He longed for Reginald's voice, his little mannerisms, the very perfume of his rooms.

daylight - दिन, सुबह, दिन का प्रकाश

tremulously - कँपकँपाहट के साथ, थरथराहट के साथ

darkening - अँधेरा होना[करना], गहराना

philosophies - धारणा, सिद्धांत, दर्शन शास्त्र

longed for - कामना की

mannerisms - अस्वाभाविक व्यवहार

perfume - इत्र, अतर, महक, सुगंध

There also was a deluge of letters likely to await him in his apartment. For in his hurried departure he had purposely left his friends in the dark as to his whereabouts. Only to Jack he had dropped a little note the day after his meeting with Ethel.

deluge - भरमार, मूसलाधार वर्षा

Likely - सम्भव, आशाजनक, संभावित, उपयुक्त

await - इंतज़ार करना r=intazār karnā

hurried - जल्दी करना, हुत जल्दबाजी, जल्दी

purposely - जानबूझकर, जान बूझ कर

whereabouts - ठिकाना, अता पता

dropped - बताना, झुकाना, कम करना, देना

He earnestly hoped to find Reginald at home, though it was well nigh ten o'clock in the evening, and he cursed the "rapid transit" for its inability to annihilate space and time. It is indeed disconcerting to think how many months, if not years, of our earthly sojourn the dwellers in cities spend in transportation conveyances that must be set down as a dead loss in the ledger of life.

earnestly - ईमानदारी से, ईमानदारी से

cursed - अभिशप्त, शापित, फ़ालतू का

rapid - द्रुतगामी, त्वरित, तत्काल

Transit - संक्रमण

inability - असमर्थता, अयोग्यता, असामर्थ्य

annihilate - मिटा देना, जड़ से मिटाना

disconcerting - अशांत कर देना

earthly - सांसारिक, संभावित, भौतिक

sojourn - डेरा डालना, अस्थाई निवास

dwellers - निवासी

transportation - किराया, परिवहन विभाग, परिवहन

conveyances - हस्तान्तरण पत्र, परिवहन, वाहन

set down - नीचे रखो

dead loss - निराशाजनक

ledger - बही

A nervous impatience against things material overcame Ernest in the subway. It is ever the mere stupid obstacle of matter that weights down the wings of the soul and prevents it from soaring upward to the sun.

Impatience - अधैर्यता, अधीरता, असहिष्णुता

overcame - हराना, पराजित करना

subway - भूमिगत रेल, मीट्रो, मेट्रो

stupid - मूर्ख, नासमझ

obstacle - बाधा, रुकावट

prevents - रोकना, बचाना, मना करना

soaring - उड़ता हुआ, (soar) उड़ता हुआ

When at last he had reached the house, he learned from the hall-boy that Clarke had gone out. Ruffled in temper he entered his rooms and went over his mail. There were letters from editors with commissions that he could not afford to reject. Everywhere newspapers and magazines opened their yawning mouths to swallow up what time he had.

gone out - बाहर निकल गए

ruffled - फुला लेना, घबरा देना, झालर

temper - लचकीला बनाना, कम करना, गुस्सा

mail - डाक

editors - संपादक, सम्पादक

commissions - करना, अधिकार, कमीशन

reject - अस्वीकार करना, निकाल देना

swallow - निगलना, लीलना

He realised at once that he would have to postpone the writing of his novel for several weeks, if not longer.

postpone - स्थगित करना

Among the letters was one from Jack. It bore the postmark of a little place in the Adirondacks where he was staying with his parents. Ernest opened the missive not without hesitation. On reading and rereading it the fine lines on his forehead, that would some day deepen into wrinkles, became quite pronounced and a look of displeasure darkened his face.

among - के बीच में, में

postmark - डाक मोहर

little place - छोटा स्थान

Adirondacks - एडिरॉन्डैक्स

staying with - साथ रहना

missive - लंबा कार्यालयी पत्र

rereading - पढ़ रहे हैं, (reread) पढ़ रहे हैं

deepen - गहराना, गहरा हो जाना, गहरा होना

wrinkles - सिकोड़ना, छोटी मोटी समस्या

pronounced - निर्णय देना, घोषित करना

displeasure - अप्रसन्नता

Something was wrong with Jack, a slight change that defied analysis. Their souls were out of tune. It might only be a passing disturbance; perhaps it was his own fault. It pained him, nevertheless. Somehow it seemed of late that Jack was no longer able to follow the vagaries of his mind.

defied - विरोध करना, सामना करना

out of tune - बेताब से बाहर

disturbance - उत्तेजना, घबराहट, उपद्रव

fault - खोट, दोष

pained - सताना, व्यथा, तकलीफ्

vagaries - सनक, लहर, उतार चढ़ाव

Only one person in the world possessed a similar mental vision, only one seemed to understand what he said and what he left unsaid. Reginald Clarke, being a man and poet, read in his soul as in an open book. Ethel might have understood, had not love, like a cloud, laid itself between her eyes and the page.

unsaid - वापस लेना, बात बदल

cloud - उलझाना, कमजोर करना

laid - करना, गिरा देना, देना, संभोग

It was with exultation that Ernest heard near midnight the click of Reginald's key in the door. He found him unchanged, completely, radiantly himself. Reginald possessed the psychic power of undressing the soul, of seeing it before him in primal nakedness.

exultation - उल्लास

click - खटखट की आवाज

unchanged - अपरिवर्तित

radiantly - प्रफुल्लित ढंग से

undressing - अंगूठे उतारना, (undress), कपड़े उतार्ना

primal - प्रमुख, आदिम, आदिकालीन

nakedness - नंगापन

Although no word was said of Ethel Brandenbourg except the mere mention of her presence in Atlantic City, Ernest intuitively knew that Reginald was aware of the transformation that absence had wrought in him.

although - अपी, हालाँकि, अगरचे

Except - को छोड़कर, शामिल नहिं करना

mention - ज़िक्र r=zikr

intuitively - सहज ज्ञान से

transformation - परिवर्तन, सुधार, रूपांतरण

absence - अनुपस्थिति

In the presence of this man he could be absolutely himself, without shame or fear of mis-understanding; and by a strange metamorphosis, all his affection for Ethel and Jack went out for the time being to Reginald Clarke.

shame - लज्जा

fear - भय

Mis - मिस, (MI) मिस

metamorphosis - कायांतरण

Chapter XVII

The next day Ernest wrote a letter of more or less superficial tenderness to Ethel. She had wounded his pride by proving victorious in the end over his passion and hers; besides, he was in the throes of work. When after the third day no answer came, he was inclined to feel aggrieved.

superficial - सतही

wounded - घाव, चोट, ज़ख़्मी करना, आघात

pride - आरोह, ऊंचाई, ऐंठ

proving - प्रमाणित करना, परखना

victorious - विजेता, विजयी, जयवंत

throes - तीव्र वेदना

inclined - प्रोत्साहित करना

aggrieved - दुख देना

It was plain now that she had not cared for him in the least, but had simply played with him for lack of another toy. A flush of shame rose to his cheeks at the thought. He began to analyse his own emotions, and stunned, if not stabbed, his passion step by step. Work was calling to him. It was that which gave life its meaning, not the love of a season.

plain - सादा

lack - कमी होना

stunned - सिर पर मारना, अचेत कर देना

stabbed - घाव, प्रहार करना, दबाना

How far away, how unreal, she now seemed to him. Yes, she was right, he had not cared deeply; and his novel, too, would be written only at her. It was the heroine of his story that absorbed his interest, not the living prototype.

unreal - अवास्तविक

prototype - नमूना, प्राथमिक अवस्था

Once in a conversation with Reginald he touched upon the subject. Reginald held that modern taste no longer permitted even the photographer to portray life as it is, but insisted upon an individual visualisation. "No man," he remarked, "was ever translated bodily into fiction. In contradiction to life, art is a process of artificial selection."

permitted - परमिट, अनुमति देना, अनुमति

photographer - फ़ोटोग्रफ़र

portray - प्रस्तुत करना, दर्शाना

insisted - अड़े रहना, जोर डालना, दृढ़ रहना

individual - व्यक्ति

visualisation - मानस दर्शन्, मानस दर्शन्

bodily - शारीरिक

contradiction - प्रतिवाद, विरोधाभास, अन्तर्विरोध

artificial - कृत्रिम, झूठा, बनावटी

selection - चुनाव, चयन, संकलन

Bearing in mind this motive, Ernest went to work to mould from the material in hand a new Ethel, more real than life. Unfortunately he found little time to devote to his novel. It was only when, after a good day's work, a pile of copy for a magazine lay on his desk, that he could think of concentrating his mind upon "Leontina.

mould - गढ़ना

more real - अधिक असली

unfortunately - दुर्भाग्यवश

devote - समर्पित होना, समर्पित करना

pile - ढेर

concentrating - ध्यान केन्द्रित करना

" The result was that when he went to bed his imagination was busy with the plan of his book, and the creatures of his own brain laid their fingers on his eyelid so that he could not sleep.

eyelid - पपोटा, पलक

When at last sheer weariness overcame him, his mind was still at work, not in orderly sequence but along trails monstrous and grotesque. Hobgoblins seemed to steal through the hall, and leering incubi oppressed his soul with terrible burdens. In the morning he awoke unrested. The tan vanished from his face and little lines appeared in the corners of his mouth.

orderly - शांत, अर्दली, तर्कसंगत

sequence - दृश्य, क्रम, अनुक्रम, प्रक्रम

trails - पीछे होना, हारना, चरण, निशानी

hobgoblins - वैताल

steal - चुराना

leering - उड़कनाThe English word means to look at someone in a suggestive or mocking way In Hindi

oppressed - दमन करना, दमन करना

burdens - कष्ट देना, पर भार डालना, भार

awoke - जगा हुआ, जागरूक, जगाना, जागना

unrested - अशांति, अशान्ति/व्यस्तता

tan - त्वचा पर भूरापन आना धूप के कारण

appeared - होना, प्रकट होना, दिखाई देना

It was as if his nervous vitality were sapped from him in some unaccountable way. He became excited, hysterical. Often at night when he wrote his pot-boilers for the magazines, fear stood behind his seat, and only the buzzing of the elevator outside brought him back to himself.

sapped - मूर्ख, ज़मीन खोदना, रस

unaccountable - अनुत्तरदायी, दुरूह

hysterical - मज़ेदार, उन्मत्त

pot - बरतन

boilers - बयलर, वाष्‍पयँत्र, देगची, भट्टी

buzzing - गुंजायमान

In one of his morbid moods he wrote a sonnet which he showed to Reginald after the latter's return from a short trip out of town. Reginald read it, looking at the boy with a curious, lurking expression.

moods - मुद्रा, मनोदशा, अवस्था, मूड

lurking - प्रच्छन्न, (lurk)

O gentle Sleep, turn not thy face away,

gentle - सज्जन

thy - तेरा

But place thy finger on my brow, and take

finger - जेबकतरा, अंगुलि, उंगली, बजाना

All burthens from me and all dreams that ache;

burthens - भार से दबाना

ache - पीड़ा

Upon mine eyes a cooling balsam lay,

balsam - मरहम, मलहम, बाम, लेप

Seeing I am aweary of the day.

aweary - आवेरी

But, lo! thy lips are ashen and they quake.

ashen - विवर्ण, पीला/विवर्ण, रक्तहीन

quake - हिलना, कम्पन, थरथराहट, भूकम्प

What spectral vision sees thou that can shake

spectral - भुतहा, प्रेतवत्

thou - तू

shake - झटका, घुमाना, मिलाना

Thy sweet composure, and thy heart dismay?

composure - आत्मसंयम, धैर्य

dismay - निराश करना, निराशा, त्रस्त

Perhaps some murderer's cruel eye agleam

murderer - हत्यारा, ख़ूनी, क़ातिल

cruel - निर्दयी

agleam - चमक

Is fixed upon me, or some monstrous dream

fixed - बदला लेना, लगाना, निश्चित करना

Might bring such fearful guilt upon the head

fearful - भयावह, बुरा, डरपोक, डरा हुआ

guilt - अपराध बोध

Of my unvigilant soul as would arouse

arouse - उत्तेजित करना, उत्तेजित, जगाना

The Borgian snake from her envenomed bed,

Or startle Nero in his golden house.

startle - चकित, चौंक जाना, चौंकाना

"Good stuff," Reginald remarked, laying down the manuscript; "when did you write it?"

stuff - करना, मिलाना, सामान, भरना

laying - लेयिंग, (lay) लेयिंग

"The night when you were out of town," Ernest rejoined.

"I see," Reginald replied.

There was something startling in his intonation that at once aroused Ernest's attention.

startling - चौंका देने वाला, आश्चर्यजनक

aroused - उत्तेजित करना, उत्तेजित, जगाना

"What do you see?" he asked quickly.

"Nothing," Reginald replied, with immovable calm, "only that your state of nerves is still far from satisfactory."

immovable - अटल, अचल, स्थाणु

state - राज्य, राष्ट्र, स्टेट

Chapter XVIII

After Ernest's departure Ethel Brandenbourg's heart was swaying hither and thither in a hurricane of conflicting feelings. Before she had time to gain an emotional equilibrium, his letter had hurled her back into chaos. A false ring somewhere in Ernest's words, reechoing with an ever-increasing volume of sound, stifled the voice of love. His jewelled sentences glittered, but left her cold.

hither - इस तरफ, यहाँ

hurricane - प्रभंजन, तूफान

feelings - भावना, अहसास, जज्बात

gain - प्राप्त होना

emotional - उत्तेजित, भावुक, भावात्मक

hurled - जोर से चिल्लाना

chaos - अव्यवस्था, कोलाहल, विशृंखलता

increasing - बढना, (increase), बढ़ना

volume - आयतन

jewelled - बहुमूल्य वस्तु

glittered - चमक, चमकना, तड़क भड़क, जगमगाना

They lacked that spontaneity which renders even simple and hackeneyed phrases wonderful and unique. Ethel clearly realised that her hold upon the boy's imagination had been a fleeting midsummer night's charm, and that a word from Reginald's lips had broken the potency of her spell.

lacked - कमी, अभाव, कमी के कारण

spontaneity - सहजता, स्वाभाविकता

renders - देना, अर्पण करना, पैदा करना

hold - मजबूती से पकड़ना

fleeting - फुर्तीला, तेज़, नौसेना

midsummer - मध्य ग्रीष्म, गर्मियों का मध्य

potency - प्रबलता, जननक्षमता, अंतःशक्ति

She almost saw the shadow of Reginald's visage hovering over Ernest's letter and leering at her from between the lines in sinister triumph. Finally reason came and whispered to her that it was extremely unwise to give her heart into the keeping of a boy. His love, she knew, would have been exacting, irritating at times.

visage - चेहरा, मुख मुद्रा, मुख छवि

sinister - अशुभ, डरावना

triumph - विजय

unwise - अनुपयुक्त, अविवेकपूर्ण, मूर्ख

exacting - खरा, सतर्क, निर्दोष, ठीक, सच्चा

irritating - परेशान करना, उत्तेजित करना

He would have asked her to sympathise with every phase of his life, and would have expected active interest on her part in much that she had done with long ago. Thus, untruth would have stolen into her life and embittered it. When mates are unequal, Love must paint its cheeks and, in certain moods at least, hide its face under a mask.

sympathise - समर्थन करना, सहानुभूति रखना

phase - चरण

expected - आशा करना, आसरा देखना, रख लेना

active - प्रभावशाली, फुर्तीला, चुस्त

untruth - असत्यता, असत्य

stolen - चुराना, चोरी करना

embittered - कड़ुवाहट पैदा करना, कटु बनाना

unequal - अनुचित, असमान, असम, असमर्थ

hide - छिपाना

mask - मुखावरण, आवरण

Its lips may be honeyed, but it brings fret and sorrow in its train.

honeyed - मधु, शहद

sorrow - दुःख, उदासी, शोक, ग़म

These things she told herself over and over again while she penned a cool and calculating answer to Ernest's letter. She rewrote it many times, and every time it became more difficult to reply. At last she put her letter aside for a few days, and when it fell again into her hand it seemed so unnatural and strained that she destroyed it.

penned - लिखा हुआ

calculating - निश्चित करना, समझना, गिनती करना

rewrote - पुनर्लेखन, फिर से लिखना

strained - थकाना, गाना, मोच

Thus several weeks had passed, and Ernest no longer exclusively occupied her mind when, one day early in September, while glancing over a magazine, she came upon his name in the table of contents. Once more she saw the boy's wistful face before her, and a trembling something stirred in her heart.

exclusively - पूरी तरह से, केवल

occupied - रहना, ग्रहण करना, कब्जा करना

glancing - झलकना, (glance) झलकना

wistful - उदास, विषादग्रस्त, उत्कंठित

Her hand shook as she cut the pages, and a mist of tears clouded her vision as she attempted to read his poem. It was a piece of sombre brilliance. Like black-draped monks half crazed with mystic devotion, the poet's thoughts flitted across the page. It was the wail of a soul that feels reason slipping from it and beholds madness rise over its life like a great pale moon.

brilliance - चमक, प्रतिभा, शान, दीप्ति

draped - आच्छादित, वेष्टित

monks - भिक्षु, संन्यासी

crazed - बावलापन/सनक अस्थाई समय तक

mystic - रहस्यवादी, आध्यात्मिक, गूढ़

devotion - भक्ति, निष्ठा

flitted - भाग जाना, मँडराना, इधर उधर उड़ना

wail - विलाप करना

slipping - निकालना, गिरना, जाना, उतरना

beholds - निहारना

A strange unrest emanated from it and took possession of her. And again, with an insight that was prophetic, she distinctly recognised behind the vague fear that had haunted the poet the figure of Reginald Clarke.

took possession of - ने अधिकार ले लिया

insight - अन्तर्दृष्टि

prophetic - भविष्यसूचक, पैगंबरी

A half-forgotten dream, struggling to consciousness, staggered her by its vividness. She saw Clarke as she had seen him in days gone by, grotesquely transformed into a slimy sea-thing, whose hungry mouths shut sucking upon her and whose thousand tentacles encircled her form. She closed her eyes in horror at the reminiscence.

staggered - विचलित करना, लड़खड़ा कर चलना

vividness - जीवंतता, चमकीलापन

gone by - गया हुआ

grotesquely - विकृत रूप से, विकृत रूप से

slimy - घृणित, घिनौना, चिपचिपा

shut - बन्‍द करना

sucking - स्तनपान, green, (suck), चूसना

tentacles - शिकंजा, स्पर्शक, पहुँच

encircled - घेरना

reminiscence - स्मरण, याद करना, समानता, सुध

And in that moment it became clear to her that she must take into her hands the salvation of Ernest Fielding from the clutches of the malign power that had mysteriously enveloped his life.

Salvation - मुक्ति

clutches - क्लच, अण्डो का समुच्चय

malign - बदनाम करना, अनिष्टकर, अहितकर

enveloped - लपेटना, आवृत करना, ढाँक लेना

Chapter XIX

The summer was brief, and already by the middle of September many had returned to the pleasures of urban life. Ethel was among the first-comers; for, after her resolve to enter the life of the young poet once more, it would have been impossible for her to stay away from the city much longer. Her plan was all ready.

pleasures - खुशी, हर्ष, सूख, सुख

Urban - शहरी, नगरीय, शहरी/नगर का/नागरिक

comers - प्रत्याशी, आगंतुक

resolve - निश्चय करना

impossible - असंभव or असम्भव, नामुमकिन

Before attempting to see Ernest she would go to meet Reginald and implore him to free the boy from his hideous spell. An element of curiosity unconsciously entered her determination. When, years ago, she and Clarke had parted, the man had seemed, for once, greatly disturbed and had promised, in his agitation, that some day he would communicate to her what would exonerate him in her eyes.

attempting - प्रयास, प्रयत्न, कोशिश करना

go to meet - मिलने जाओ

implore - प्रार्थना करना

unconsciously - अनजाने में, अनजाने में

determination - निर्णायक, विचार, इरादा

greatly - अत्यन्त, बहुत ही, बहुत ही

disturbed - परेशान करना, बाधा डालना

agitation - उत्तेजना, अकुला, आंदोलन, हिलाना

communicate - फैलाना, व्यक्त करना, पहुँचाना

exonerate - दोष मुक्त करना

She had answered that all words between them were purposeless, and that she hoped never to see his face again. The experience that the years had brought to her, instead of elucidating the mystery of Reginald's personality, had, on the contrary, made his behaviour appear more and more unaccountable.

purposeless - उद्देश्यहीन, निरुद्देश्य

elucidating - स्पष्ट करना

mystery - रहस्य, राज़, राज, मुअम्मा

behaviour - आचरण, ढंग, बर्ताव, बत्राव

appear - दिखना

She had more than once caught herself wishing to meet him again and to analyse dispassionately the puzzling influences he had exerted upon her. And she could at last view him dispassionately; there was triumph in that. She was dimly aware that something had passed from her, something by which he had held her, and without which his magnetism was unable to play upon her.

caught - होना, पाना, रोकना, सुनना, समझना

wishing - इच्छा, अभिलाषा

dispassionately - निष्पक्ष रूप से

influences - प्रभाव, प्रभावित करना

exerted - जोर लगाना, काम में लाना

view - दर्शन

So when Walkham sent her an invitation to one of his artistic "at homes" she accepted, in the hope of meeting Reginald. It was his frequentation of Walkham's house that had for several years effectively barred her foot from crossing the threshold.

invitation - निमंत्रण

accepted - करना, स्वीकार करना

frequentation - आकर्षण

effectively - असल में, सफलतापूर्वक

barred - सार्गल

Crossing - क्रसिंग, पारगमन, चौराहा

It was with a very strange feeling she greeted the many familiar faces at Walkham's now; and when, toward ten o'clock, Reginald entered, politely bowing in answer to the welcome from all sides, her heart beat in her like a drum. But she calmed herself, and, catching his eye, so arranged it that early in the evening they met in an alcove of the drawing-room.

greeted - मिलना, स्वागत करना

politely - सभ्यतः, बाशऊर, शालीनतः

bowing - अवनयन, (bow)

sides - किनारा, समतल, दल, साईड, फलक

drum - ढोल

calmed - शांत करना, ठहराव, निश्चलता

catching - संक्रामक, (catch), पकड़ना

alcove - आला, आला{कुँज}

"It was inevitable," Reginald said. "I expected it."

inevitable - अनिवार्य, निश्चित

"Yes," she replied, "we were bound to meet."

bound - सीमित, सीमित करना, सीमित करना

Like a great rush of water, memory came back to her. He was still horribly fascinating as of old-only she was no longer susceptible to his fascination. He had changed somewhat in those years. The lines about his mouth had grown harder and a steel-like look had come into his eyes. Only for a moment, as he looked at her, a flash of tenderness seemed to come back to them.

horribly - भयंकर रूपसे, बुरी तरह से

susceptible - योग्य, भावुक, अतिसंवेदनशील

Then he said, with a touch of sadness: "Why should the first word between us be a lie?"

lie - झूठ

Ethel made no answer.

Reginald looked at her half in wonder and said: "And is your love for the boy so great that it overcame your hate of me?"

Ah, he knew! She winced.

winced - घबरा जाना, दर्द की शिकन

"He has told you?"

"Not a word."

There was something superhuman in his power of penetration. Why should she wear a mask before him, when his eyes, like the eyes of God, pierced to the core of her being?

superhuman - महामानव

penetration - प्रवेश, वेधन, भेदन

pierced - प्रभावित करना, छेद करना, भेदना

core - भीतरी भाग, गुठली

"No," she replied, "it is not love, but compassion for him."

"Compassion?"

"Yes, compassion for your victim."

victim - शिकार

"You mean?"

"Reginald!"

"I am all ear."

"I implore you."

"Speak."

"You have ruined one life."

He raised his eyebrows derogatively.

eyebrows - भौंह, भौं

"Yes," she continued fiercely, "ruined it! Is not that enough?"

fiercely - उग्रतापूर्वक, प्रचंड रूप से

"I have never wilfully ruined any one's life."

wilfully - जानते बूझते, जान बूझ कर

"You have ruined mine."

"Wilfully?"

"How else shall I explain your conduct?"

conduct - चलाना, आचरण, संचालन करना

"I warned you."

warned - सावधान करना, चेतावनी देना

"Warning, indeed! The warning that the snake gives to the sparrow helpless under its gaze."

warning - चेतावनी, (warn)

sparrow - गौरैया, गौरिया

helpless - लाचार, बेबस, विवश

"Ah, but who tells you that the snake is to blame? Is it not rather the occult power that prescribes with blood on brazen scroll the law of our being?"

occult - तंत्र-मंत्र

prescribes - निर्धारित करना, नुस्खा लिखना

brazen - निर्लज/बेशर्म, खुल्लमखुल्ला

scroll - पुस्तक

"This is no solace to the sparrow. But whatever may be said, let us drop the past. Let us consider the present. I beg of you, leave this boy-let him develop without your attempting to stifle the life in him or impressing upon it the stamp of your alien mind."

solace - सान्त्वना/उपशम, सांत्वना

Consider - विचार करना, समझना, ग़ौर करना

beg - भीख मांगना

develop - होना, फैलाना, दिखलाना

stifle - रोकना, दबा लेना

impressing - प्रभावित करना, प्रभाव डालना

Stamp - मुहर, मोहर

alien - अजनबी r=ajnabī

"Ethel," he protested, "you are unjust. If you knew-" Then an idea seemed to take hold of him. He looked at her curiously.

take hold - हाथ लगाना

"What if I knew?" she asked.

"You shall know," he said, simply. "Are you strong?"

"Strong to withstand anything at your hand. There is nothing that you can give me, nothing that you can take away."

withstand - सामना करना, सहन करना

"No," he remarked, "nothing. Yes, you have changed. Still, when I look upon you, the ghosts of the past seem to rise like live things."

ghosts - भूत, प्रेतात्मा, फीकी

"We both have changed. We meet now upon equal grounds. You are no longer the idol I made of you."

Equal - समान, बराबर

grounds - स्थिर, तर्क

"Don't you think that to the idol this might be a relief, not a humiliation? It is a terrible torture to sit in state with lips eternally shut. Sometimes there comes over the most reticent of us a desire to break through the eternal loneliness that surrounds the soul. It is this feeling that prompts madmen to tear off their clothes and exhibit their nakedness in the market-place.

humiliation - निरादर, अपमान

torture - यंत्रणा

eternally - अनन्तकाल तक, अनन्तकाल तक

reticent - चुप्पा, कम बोलने वाला

break through - तुरंत तोड़ना

loneliness - अकेलापन, तनहाई

surrounds - किनारा, भरा होना, चारों ओर होना

prompts - सितारा मछली, तुरंत, उकसाना

madmen - बेवकूफ़ आदमी, बेवकूफ़ आदमी

tear off - टीर ऑफ

exhibit - प्रदर्शन, प्रदर्शन करना, दिखाना

It's madness on my part, or a whim, or I don't know what; but it pleases me that you should know the truth."

whim - सनक

"You promised me long ago that I should."

"To-day I will redeem my promise, and I will tell you another thing that you will find hard to believe."

redeem - पूरा करना, मुक्ति दिलाना

promise - वचन, शपथ, वादा, सौगन्द

"And that is?"

"That I loved you."

Ethel smiled a little sceptically. "You have loved often."

sceptically - संशयपूर्ण ढंग से

"No," he replied. "Loved, seriously loved, I have, only once."

seriously - गंभीर मसला, गंभीरता से

Chapter XX

They were sitting in a little Italian restaurant where they had often, in the old days, lingered late into the night over a glass of Lacrimć Christi. But no pale ghost of the past rose from the wine. Only a wriggling something, with serpent eyes, that sent cold shivers down her spine and held her speechless and entranced.

Italian - इटली, इतालवी, इटालियन

ghost - भूत, आत्मा, tप्रेत, छाया

wriggling - कुलबुलाता हुआ

shivers - कम्पन, कँपकँअपी, काँपना

spine - मेरुदण्ड, रीढ़ की हड्डी

speechless - मूक, गूंगा, अवाक्, वांगमय

When their order had been filled and the waiter had posted himself at a respectful distance, Reginald began-at first leisurely, a man of the world. But as he proceeded a strange exultation seemed to possess him and from his eyes leaped the flame of the mystic.

respectful - विनीत, आदरपुर्ण, भध्र

proceeded - आगे आना, आगे बढना, चलना

flame - लौ, ज्वाला, शोला, लपट

"You must Pardon me," he commenced, "if I monopolise the conversation, but the revelations I have to make are of such a nature that I may well claim your attention. I will start with my earliest childhood. You remember the picture of me that was taken when I was five?"

Pardon me - मुझे माफ करें।

commenced - शुरू करना, शुरू करना

monopolise - एकाधिकार प्राप्त कर लेना

revelations - प्रकटीकरण, रहस्योद्घाटन

childhood - बचपन

She remembered, indeed. Each detail of his life was deeply engraven on her mind.

engraven - खोदना, उत्कीर्ण करना

"At that time," he continued, "I was not held to be particularly bright. The reason was that my mind, being pre-eminently and extraordinarily receptive, needed a stimulus from without. The moment I was sent to school, however, a curious metamorphosis took place in me. I may say that I became at once the most brilliant boy in my class.

bright - चमकीला

pre - अच्छी तरह सेGood

eminently - उत्कृष्ट रूप से

extraordinarily - असामान्य ढंग से

receptive - ग्रहणशील, संग्राहक

stimulus - उत्तेजना, प्रोत्साहन, उद्दीपन

most brilliant - सबसे बढ़िया

You know that to this day I have always been the most striking figure in any circle in which I have ever moved."

most striking - सबसे आकर्षक

Ethel nodded assent. Silently watching the speaker, she saw a gleam of the truth from afar, but still very distant and very dim.

assent - स्वीकृति, सहमति, मान लेना

silently - खामोशी से, चुपचाप

speaker - अध्यक्ष, बोलने वाला, वक्ता

from afar - दूर से

distant - दूर

Reginald lifted the glass against the light and gulped its contents. Then in a lower voice he recommenced: "Like the chameleon, I have the power of absorbing the colour of my environment."

lifted - धुंध हटना, उठाना, खोदना, चुराना

lower - निचला, निम्नतर, (low) निचला

recommenced - फिर से आरम्भ करना, शुरू करना

"Do you mean that you have the power of absorbing the special virtues of other people?" she interjected.

virtues - गुण, सद्गुण, नैतिकता, नैतिक गुण

"That is exactly what I mean."

"Oh!" she cried, for in a heart-beat many things had become clear to her. For the first time she realised, still vaguely but with increasing vividness, the hidden causes of her ruin and, still more plainly, the horrible danger of Ernest Fielding.

become clear - स्पष्ट हो जाना

vaguely - अस्पष्टतः, संदिग्धतः

causes - करना, कारण बनना, देना, उकसाना

ruin - नष्ट करना, नष्ट कर, बिगाड़ना

plainly - साफ़ तौर पर, साफ़ साफ़

He noticed her agitation, and a look of psychological curiosity came into his eyes.

psychological - मनोवैज्ञानिक संबन्धी

"Ah, but that is not all," he observed, smilingly. "That is nothing. We all possess that faculty in a degree. The secret of my strength is my ability to reject every element that is harmful or inessential to the completion of my self. This did not come to me easily, nor without a struggle. But now, looking back Upon my life, many things become transparent that were obscure even to me at the time.

faculty - शक्ति, संकाय, योग्यता, क्षमता

harmful - हानिकारक

inessential - अनावश्यक

easily - निःसन्देह, आसानी से, तुरन्त

Struggle - संघर्ष, लड़ाई

Upon my life - मेरे जीवन पर

transparent - सुस्पष्ट, सच्चा, स्पष्ट

obscure - अज्ञात, दुरूह, कठिनाई

I can now follow the fine-spun threads in the intricate web of my fate, and discover in the wilderness of meshes a design, awful and grandly planned."

intricate - जटिल, पेचीदा

fate - क़िस्मत, किस्मत, नसीब, तक़दीर

discover - खोज निकालना, खोज करना

meshes - जाली, फँसना, जाल

grandly - भव्य रूप से, भव्य रूप से

His voice shook with conviction, as he uttered these words. There was something strangely gruesome in this man. It was thus that she had pictured to herself the high-priest of some terrible and mysterious religion, demanding a human sacrifice to appease the hunger of his god. She was fascinated by the spell of his personality, and listened with a feeling not far removed from awe.

uttered - चलाना, निकालना, नितान्त, कहना

priest - याजक, पादरी , (prey)

religion - धर्म, दीन, मज़हब

demanding - दावा करना, मांग, चाह

human sacrifice - मानव उपहार

appease - शांत करना, संतुष्ट करना

hunger - भूख

awe - विस्मय, विस्मयाकुल कर देना

But Reginald suddenly changed his tone and proceeded in a more conversational manner.

"The first friend I ever cared for was a boy marvellously endowed for the study of mathematics. At the time of our first meeting at school, I was unable to solve even the simplest algebraical problem. But we had been together only for half a month, when we exchanged parts.

marvellously - आश्चर्यजनक रूप से

endowed - दान देना, सहायतार्थ देना

solve - हल करना

simplest - सरल, साधारण, सहज, मूर्ख

algebraical - pertaining to algebra or its laws

exchanged - करना, बदल देना, केन्द्र

It was I who was the mathematical genius now, whereas he became hopelessly dull and stuttered through his recitations only with a struggle that brought the tears to his eyes. Then I discarded him. Heartless, you say? I have come to know better. Have you ever tasted a bottle of wine that had been uncorked for a long time?

whereas - जबकि, चूँकि, क्योंकि[प्रतिकूलता]

hopelessly - निराशाजनक ढंग से

stuttered - हकलाहट, खड़खड़ाना, तुतलाना

recitations - प्रपठन, पाठअ, कविता पाठ, अनुवाचन

discarded - निकाल देना, डाल देना

heartless - निष्ठुर

tasted - स्वाद, रुचि, पीना, स्वाद लेना

uncorked - निकालना, काग निकाल

If you have, you have probably found it flat-the essence was gone, evaporated. Thus it is when we care for people. Probably-no, assuredly-there is some principle prisoned in their souls, or in the windings of their brains, which, when escaped, leaves them insipid, unprofitable and devoid of interest to us.

principle - जड़सूत्र, असूल

prisoned - जेल में डालना, बन्दी करना

windings - घुमावदार, घुमाव, चक्कर

insipid - बेस्वाद, रुचिहीन, फीका

unprofitable - अलाभप्रद, अलाभकर, ग़ैरफ़ायदेमंद

devoid - रहित

Sometimes this essence-not necessarily the finest element in a man's or a woman's nature, but soul-stuff that we lack-disappears. In fact, it invariably disappears. It may be that it has been transformed in the processes of their growth; it may also be that it has utterly vanished by some inadvertence, or that we ourselves have absorbed it."

invariably - सर्वदा, निरपवाद रूप से

disappears - खो जाना, अदृश्य होना, खो जाना

processes - विधि, बढोत्तरी, तैयार करना

inadvertence - भूल, लापरवाही, असावधानी

"Then we throw them away?" Ethel asked, pale, but dry-eyed. A shudder passed through her body and she clinched her glass nervously. At that moment Reginald resembled a veritable Prince of Darkness, sinister and beautiful, painted by the hand of a modern master. Then, for a space, he again became the man of the world.

throw - फेंकना

dry - सूखा

passed through - द्वारा गुजराया

clinched - तय करना, तय करना

nervously - घबराए हुए अंदाझ्ॅअ में

resembled - सदृश होना, सदृश होना

veritable - सत्य, पक्का

Smiling and self-possessed, he filled the glasses, took a long sip of the wine and resumed his narrative.

sip - घूँट लेना, घूँट, घूँट लेना

resumed - फिर आरम्भ करना, सार

narrative - कथा, विवरणात्मक

"That boy was followed by others. I absorbed many useless things and some that were evil. I realised that I must direct my absorptive propensities. This I did. I selected, selected well. And all the time the terrible power of which I was only half conscious grew within me."

useless - बेकार

Direct - सीधा

absorptive - अवशोषक, अवशोषी

propensities - प्रवृत्ति, झुकाव

selected - विशिष्ट, चुनना, चुनना/छाँटना

"It is indeed a terrible power," she cried; "all the more terrible for its subtlety. Had I not myself been its victim, I should not now find it possible to believe in it."

more terrible - और भयानक

myself - खुद, मैं

"The invisible hand that smites in the dark is certainly more fearful than a visible foe. It is also more merciful. Think how much you would have suffered had you been conscious of your loss."

visible - दृश्य, प्रत्यक्ष, उन्मेष

smites - मारना/प्रहार करना

more fearful - अधिक भयानक

foe - दुश्मन

merciful - दयालु, सौभाग्यपूर्ण

suffered - सहना, उठाना, सहन करना

"Still it seems even now to me that it cannot have been an utter, irreparable loss. There is no action without reaction. Even I-even we-must have received from you some compensation for what you have taken away."

utter - पूर्ण

irreparable - अपूरणीय, जिसे सुधारा न जा सके

reaction - प्रतिक्रिया, प्रक्रिया

compensation - मुआवजा, हरजाना, हर्जाना

"In the ordinary processes of life the law of action and reaction is indeed potent. But no law is without exception. Think of radium, for instance, with its constant and seemingly inexhaustible outflow of energy. It is a difficult thing to imagine, but our scientific men have accepted it as a fact. Why should we find it more difficult to conceive of a tremendous and infinite absorptive element?

ordinary - आम्म, साधारण, मामूली, सामान्य

potent - शक्तिशाली, प्रबल, प्रभावकारी

exception - अपवाद

radium - तेजातु, रेडियम

instance - घटना, अवसर, वारदात, उदाहरण

inexhaustible - अनन्त

outflow - बहाव, निःस्त्राव

energy - ऊर्जा, शक्ति

scientific - वैज्ञानिक, इल्मी

conceive - कल्पना करना, अनुमान होना

I feel sure that it must somewhere exist. But every phenomenon in the physical world finds its counterpart in the psychical universe. There are radium-souls that radiate without loss of energy, but also without increase. And there are souls, the reverse of radium, with unlimited absorptive capacities."

exist - ज़िन्दा होना

counterpart - प्रतिरूप, प्रतिस्थानी

radiate - किरण फेंकना

increase - बढ़ना

the reverse - उलटाव

unlimited - असीम, असीमित, बेमियादी, अवधिहीन

capacities - सामर्थ्य, क्षमता, धारण शक्ति

"Vampire-souls," she observed, with a shudder, and her face blanched.

blanched - सफेद पड़ ना, सफेद पड़ ना

"No," he said, "don't say that." And then he suddenly seemed to grow in stature. His face was ablaze, like the face of a god.

stature - महत्ता

ablaze - उत्तेजित, जलता हुआ, जला हुआ

"In every age," he replied, with solemnity, "there are giants who attain to a greatness which by natural growth no men could ever have reached. But in their youth a vision came to them, which they set out to seek. They take the stones of fancy to build them a palace in the kingdom of truth, projecting into reality dreams, monstrous and impossible.

solemnity - गंभीरता, गाम्भीर्य, औपचारिकता

giants - दैत्य, विशाल, देव, बहुत बड़ा

attain - पाना, प्राप्त करना, सिद्ध करना

greatness - विशालता, महत्ता, ऊँचाई, बड़प्पन

seek - ढूँढ़ना, ढूँढना, खोजना

Often they fail and, tumbling from their airy heights, end a quixotic career. Some succeed. They are the chosen. Carpenter's sons they are, who have laid down the Law of a World for milleniums to come; or simple Corsicans, before whose eagle eye have quaked the kingdoms of the earth. But to accomplish their mission they need a will of iron and the wit of a hundred men.

fail - चूकना, असफल होना

heights - शिखर, चरम सीमा, पराकाष्ठा

Succeed - सफल होना

Carpenter - काष्ठकार, बढ़ई

eagle - गरुड, चील, उक़ाब, उकाब

quaked - हिलना, कम्पन, थरथराहट, भूकम्प

kingdoms - शासित प्रदेश, प्रभुत्व, राज्य

accomplish - पाना, प्राप्त करना, पूरा करना

mission - कार्य, लक्ष्य, मिशन

of iron - लोहे का

wit - हाजिर-जवाबी

And from the iron they take the strength, and from a hundred men's brains they absorb their wisdom. Divine missionaries, they appear in all departments of life. In their hand is gathered to-day the gold of the world. Mighty potentates of peace and war, they unlock new seas and from distant continents lift the bars.

absorb - सोखना

missionaries - ईसाई धर्म प्रचारक

departments - प्रदेश, विभाग, कार्यक्षेत्र

war - युद्ध, जंग, संग्राम, लड़ाई

unlock - खोलना, =ताला खोलना

continents - संयमी, आत्मसंयमी, महाद्वीप

lift - उठाना

bars - रोकना, अदालत, सिटकिनी लगाना

Single-handed, they accomplish what nations dared not hope; with Titan strides they scale the stars and succeed where millions fail. In art they live, the makers of new periods, the dreamers of new styles. They make themselves the vocal sun-glasses of God.

nations - जाति, राज्य, राष्ट्र, देश, क़ौम

Titan - शक्तिशाली, असाधारण व्यक्ति

strides - प्रगति, लम्बे डग भरना

scale - छिलका

dreamers - अव्यावहारिक व्यक्ति

vocal - स्वर

Homer and Shakespeare, Hugo and Balzac-they concentrate the dispersed rays of a thousand lesser luminaries in one singing flame that, like a giant torch, lights up humanity's path."

Hugo - ह्यूगो

dispersed - तितर वितर करना, छितराना

lesser - छोटा, कम माऋआ मे़, कम, थोड़ा सा

luminaries - तारागण, प्रकाश पुंज

torch - मशाल

lights up - चालू हो जाता है

path - मार्ग

She gazed at him, open-mouthed. The light had gone from his visage. He paused, exhausted, but even then he looked the incarnation of a force no less terrible, no less grand. She grasped the immensity of his conception, but her woman's soul rebelled at the horrible injustice to those whose light is extinguished, as hers had been, to feed an alien flame.

gazed at - देखा

incarnation - अवतार

force - बल

grand - बड़ा, भव्य, शानदार

grasped - समझना, पाने का प्रयत्न करना

immensity - विशालता, अनंतता

rebelled - राज विरोधी, विद्रोही

injustice - जफा, अन्याय

extinguished - नष्ट करना, बुझा देना

feed - खाना खिलाना, देना, (fee), शुल्क

And then, for a moment, she saw the pale face of Ernest staring at her out of the wine.

the pale - पीला

"Cruel," she sobbed, "how cruel!"

"What matter?" he asked. "Their strength is taken from them, but the spirit of humanity, as embodied in us, triumphantly marches on."

spirit - भावना, जोश, प्रेतात्मा, स्वभाव

embodied - सम्मिलित करना, साकार करना

Chapter XXI

Reginald's revelations were followed by a long silence, interrupted only by the officiousness of the waiter. The spell once broken, they exchanged a number of more or less irrelevant observations. Ethel's mind returned, again and again, to the word he had not spoken. He had said nothing of the immediate bearing of his monstrous power upon her own life and that of Ernest Fielding.

officiousness - दस्तंदाज़ीई

irrelevant - असंबद्ध, बेमतलब, अप्रासंगिक

observations - विचार, कथन, देखरेख, निरख/अवलोकन

At last, somewhat timidly, she approached the subject.

approached - पद्धति, सन्निकर्ष, समीप आना

"You said you loved me," she remarked.

"I did."

"But why, then-"

"I could not help it."

"Did you ever make the slightest attempt?"

slightest - छोटा, तुच्छ, साधारण

attempt - कोशिश करना

"In the horrible night hours I struggled against it. I even implored you to leave me."

implored - प्रार्थना करना

"Ah, but I loved you!"

"You would not be warned, you would not listen. You stayed with me, and slowly, surely, the creative urge went out of your life."

stayed with - रहा हुआ

creative urge - क्रिएटिव उर्जा

"But what on earth could you find in my poor art to attract you? What were my pictures to you?"

"I needed them, I needed you. It was a certain something, a rich colour effect, perhaps. And then, under your very eyes, the colour that vanished from your canvases reappeared in my prose. My style became more luxurious than it had been, while you tortured your soul in the vain attempt of calling back to your brush what was irretrievably lost."

more luxurious - अत्यंत आरामदायक

tortured - घोर यातना देना, अति कष्ट देना

calling back - वापस कॉल करना

"Why did you not tell me?"

"You would have laughed in my face, and I could not have endured your laugh. Besides, I always hoped, until it was too late, that I might yet check the mysterious power within me. Soon, however, I became aware that it was beyond my control. The unknown god, whose instrument I am, had wisely made it stronger than me."

endured - सहना, सहन करना, टिके रहना

unknown - अनजान

instrument - साधन

wisely - समझदारी से, बुद्धिमत्तापूर्वक

"But why," retorted Ethel, "was it necessary to discard me, like a cast-off garment, like a wanton who has lost the power to please?"

retorted - प्रत्युत्तर देना, प्रत्युतर

discard - निकाल देना, डाल देना

cast - ढालना, डालना

garment - वस्ट्र, कपड़ा

Her frame shook with the remembered emotion of that moment, when years ago he had politely told her that she was nothing to him.

"The law of being," Reginald replied, almost sadly, "the law of my being. I should have pitied you, but the eternal reproach of your suffering only provoked my anger. I cared less for you every day, and when I had absorbed all of you that my growth required, you were to me as one dead, as a stranger you were.

pitied - दया, खैद का विषय, स्नेह, लज्जा

reproach - धिक्कारना, दोष लगाना, उलाहना

suffering - दुःख, पीड़ा, (suffer)

provoked - उत्तेजित करना, उत्पन्न करना

required - चाहना, आदेश देना, इच्छा करना

anger - क्रोध, ग़ुस्सा

There was between us no further community of interest; henceforth, I knew, our lives must move in totally different spheres. You remember that day when we said good-bye?"

further - वृद्धि करना, अधिक, सहायता करना

community of interest - रुझान समूह

totally - पूरी तरह से, हर तरह से

spheres - वृत्त, गोला, क्षेत्र, आकाश

"You mean that day when I lay before you on my knees," she corrected him.

"That day I buried my last dream of personal happiness. I would have gladly raised you from the floor, but love was utterly gone. If I am tenderer to-day than I am wont to be, it is because you mean so much to me as the symbol of my renunciation. When I realised that I could not even save the thing I loved from myself, I became hardened and cruel to others.

gladly - खुशी से, स्वेच्छा से

tenderer - निविदाता, (tender) निविदाता

symbol - प्रतीक, चिह्न, संकेत, निशान

renunciation - त्याग, परित्याग, संन्यास

hardened - द्र्ढ बन्ना, पक्का बन्ना

Not that I know no kindly feeling, but no qualms of conscience lay their prostrate forms across my path. There is nothing in life for me but my mission."

kindly - कृपालु, दयापूर्वक, कृपया

qualms - सन्देह, मतली, आशंका, मिचली

conscience - विवेक, अन्तरात्मा, ज़मीर

prostrate - गिरादेना, निस्सहाय कर देना

His face was bathed in ecstasy. The pupils were luminous, large and threatening. He had the look of a madman or a prophet.

ecstasy - अति आह्लाद, एक्सटेसी, परम आनंद

pupils - आँख की कनीनिका, पुतली, किशोर

threatening - धमकी भरा

prophet - नबी

After a while Ethel remarked: "But you have grown into one of the master-figures of the age. Why not be content with that? Is there no limit to your ambition?"

figures - नमूना, विचार करना, कल्पना करना

content with - साथ में

limit - सीमा

Ambition - महत्वाकांक्षा, अभिलाषा, उमङ्ग

Reginald smiled: "Ambition! Shakespeare stopped when he had reached his full growth, when he had exhausted the capacity of his contemporaries. I am not yet ready to lay down my pen and rest."

capacity - सामर्थ्य, क्षमता

contemporaries - आधुनिक, समकालीन

"And will you always continue in this criminal course, a murderer of other lives?"

continue - बने रहना, करते रहना

criminal - आपराधिक

He looked her calmly in the face. "I do not know."

"Are you the slave of your unknown god?"

slave - दास, ग़ुलाम, दासी

"We are all slaves, wire-pulled marionettes: You, Ernest, I. There is no freedom on the face of the earth nor above. The tiger that tears a lamb is not free, I am not free, you are not free. All that happens must happen; no word that is said is said in vain, in vain is raised no hand."

slaves - नौकर, काम करना, दासअ

pulled - करना, रोकना, बल, झटका, निकालना

marionettes - कठपुतली

freedom - स्वतंत्रता, आज़ादी, स्वाधीनता

tiger - बाघ

lamb - बर्रा, मेमना

"Then," Ethel retorted, eagerly, "if I attempted to wrest your victim from you, I should also be the tool of your god?"

wrest - छीन लेना, झटके से छीन लेना

tool - उपकरण, औज़ार

"Assuredly. But I am his chosen."

"Can you-can you not set him free?"

"I need him-a little longer. Then he is yours."

"But can you not, if I beg you again on my knees, at least loosen his chains before he is utterly ruined?"

loosen - ढीला करना

chains - बंधन, क्रम, नापना, छल्ला

"It is beyond my power. If I could not rescue you, whom I loved, what in heaven or on earth can save him from his fate? Besides, he will not be utterly ruined. It is only a part of him that I absorb. In his soul are chords that I have not touched. They may vibrate one day, when he has gathered new strength.

rescue - बचाना

chords - स्वरसंघात, डोरी, तार

vibrate - हिचकिचाना, कम्पायमान होना

You, too, would have spared yourself much pain had you striven to attain success in different fields-not where I had garnered the harvest of a lifetime. It is only a portion of his talent that I take from him. The rest I cannot harm. Why should he bury that remainder?"

spared - देना, बचाना, खाली

striven - कठोर परिश्रम करना, प्रयास करना

fields - कार्य क्षेत्र, आधार

garnered - एकत्र करना, एकत्र करना

lifetime - ज़िंदगी, जिंदगी, उमर, लाइफ

portion - हिस्सा, भाग, खुराक, बाँट देना

talent - प्रतिभा

bury - दफनाना

remainder - बाक़ी, बाकी

His eyes strayed through the window to the firmament, as if to say that words could no more bend his indomitable will than alter the changeless course of the stars.

strayed - इधर उधर भटकना, भटक जाना

firmament - आकाश

bend - झुकाना, बदलना, खराब करना

indomitable - अदम्य

alter - बदल देना

Changeless - अनित्य

Ethel had half-forgotten the wrong she herself had suffered at his hands. He could not be measured by ordinary standards, this dazzling madman, whose diseased will-power had assumed such uncanny proportions. But here a young life was at stake.

standards - दर्जा, शिष्ट, मान, प्रामाणिक

uncanny - विचित्र, अतिप्राकृतिक, अलौकिक

proportions - अंश, अनुपात, समानुपात, भाग

stake - दाँव पर लगाना, सहारा देना

In her mind's eye she saw Reginald crush between his relentless hands the delicate soul of Ernest Fielding, as a magnificent carnivorous flower might close its glorious petals upon a fly.

crush - चूर चूर करना, दबाना, जमघट

magnificent - शानदार

carnivorous - माँसाहारी

glorious - शानदार, सुहावना, तेजस्वी

Love, all conquering love, welled up in her. She would fight for Ernest as a tiger cat fights for its young. She would place herself in the way of the awful force that had shattered her own aspirations, and save, at any cost, the brilliant boy who did not love her.

conquering - जीतना, परास्त करना

fights - झगड़ा, युद्ध, मतभेद

shattered - नष्ट करना या हो जाना

aspirations - अभिलाषा/चाह, महत्वाकांक्षा

Chapter XXII

The last rays of the late afternoon sun fell slanting through Ernest's window. He was lying on his couch, in a leaden, death-like slumber that, for the moment at least, was not even perturbed by the presence of Reginald Clarke.

slanting - दृष्टिकोण, तिरछा करना

leaden - भारी, धूसर

slumber - सोना, अल्पनिद्रा, नींद

perturbed - उद्विग्न कर देना

The latter was standing at the boy's bedside, calm, unmoved as ever. The excitement of his conversation with Ethel had left no trace on the chiselled contour of his forehead. Smilingly fastening an orchid of an indefinable purple tint in his evening coat, radiant, buoyant with life, he looked down upon the sleeper. Then he passed his hand over Ernest's forehead, as if to wipe off beads of sweat.

bedside - शय्या पार्श्व

unmoved - अप्रभावित, शान्त

excitement - बेक़रारी, उत्तेजना, उतावलापन

contour - रूपरेखा, समोच्च रेखाआ

fastening - बंधन, कसनी, (fasten)

Orchid - ऑर्किड

indefinable - अनिर्वचनीय, अवर्णनीय, अपरिभाष्य

tint - हलका रंग

buoyant - प्रफुल्लित, तैरता हुआ/बहता हुआ

sleeper - अनपेक्षित प्राप्तकर्ताआ

wipe off - मिटाएं

beads of sweat - गर्मी के मस्तिष्क

At the touch of his hand the boy stirred uneasily. When it was not withdrawn his countenance twitched in pain. He moaned as men moan under the influence of some anćsthetic, without possessing the power to break through the narrow partition that separates them from death on the one side and from consciousness on the other. At last a sigh struggled to his seemingly paralysed lips, then another.

uneasily - बेचैनी से, बेचैनी से

countenance - समर्थन, मुखाकृति, अनुमोदन करना

twitched - झटकना, झटका, चिकोटी काटना

moaned - कराहना, शिकायत करना, शोक करना

possessing - आक्रान्त करना, रखना

narrow - संकीर्ण

partition - बंटवारा

separates - रोकना, निकालना, भिन्न, बिखेरना

paralysed - लकवा

then another - अन्य एक

Finally the babbling became articulate.

babbling - बैबलिंग, (babble), बकना

articulate - साफ बोलना

"For God's sake," he cried, in his sleep, "take that hand away!"

For God's sake - ईश्वर की कृपा के लिए

And all at once the benignant smile on Reginald's features was changed to a look of savage fierceness. He no longer resembled the man of culture, but a disappointed, snarling beast of prey. He took his hand from Ernest's forehead and retired cautiously through the half-open door.

savage - असभ्य, दुष्ट, तीव्र, काटना

fierceness - प्रचंडता, बर्बरता

disappointed - निष्फल् कर देना, निराश करना

snarling - the act of producing a snarl

beast of prey - भेड़ का शिकारी

retired - बाहर निकल जाना, अवकाश लेना

cautiously - सतर्कतापूर्वक

half-open - (half-open) अर्ध खुला

Hardly had he disappeared when Ernest awoke. For a moment he looked around, like a hunted animal, then sighed with relief and buried his head in his hand. At that moment a knock at the door was heard, and Reginald re-entered, calm as before.

hunted - शिकार करना, शिकार, शिकार करना

sighed - साँस लेना, तरसना, आह भरना

knock at - दबाओ

as before - पहले के समय में

"I declare," he exclaimed, "you have certainly been sleeping the sleep of the just."

declare - बताना, प्रकट करना, कहना

"It isn't laziness," Ernest replied, looking up rather pleased at the interruption. "But I've a splitting headache."

laziness - आलस्य, आलस, कामचोरी, अलकस

interruption - बाधा, अवरोध, , रुकावट, व्यवधान

splitting headache - विभाजित सिरदर्द

"Perhaps those naps are not good for your health."

naps - झपकी, अल्प निद्रा, झपकी लेना

"Probably. But of late I have frequently found it necessary to exact from the day-hours the sleep which the night refuses me. I suppose it is all due to indigestion, as you have suggested. The stomach is the source of all evil."

frequently - बहुधा, प्रायः

refuses - अग्राह्य करना, अस्वीकार करना

indigestion - अनपच, बदहज़मी, अजीर्ण

stomach - tअमाशय, पेट, उदर

"It is also the source of all good. The Greeks made it the seat of the soul. I have always claimed that the most important item in a great poet's biography is an exact reproduction of his menu."

Greeks - यूनान संबंधी, यूनान वासी

claimed - दावा करना, का पात्र होना, लेना

item - अंश, विषय, समाचार, मद, चिज़

biography - जीवनी, जीवनकथा, ज़िंदगीनामा

reproduction - प्रजनन

"True, a man who eats a heavy beefsteak for breakfast in the morning is incapable of writing a sonnet in the afternoon."

beefsteak - steak

"Yes," Reginald added, "we are what we eat and what our forefathers have eaten before us. I ascribe the staleness of American poetry to the griddle-cakes of our Puritan ancestors. I am sorry we cannot go deeper into the subject at present. But I have an invitation to dinner where I shall study, experimentally, the influence of French sauces on my versification."

forefathers - पूर्वज

ascribe - देना, के लिए उत्तरदायी ठहराना

staleness - थकावट, बासीपन, पुरानापन

griddle - तवा

Puritan - अतिनैतिकतावादी, प्यूरिटन

ancestors - पूर्वज, रूप

deeper - मन्द, तीव्र, गंभीर, गहराई में

experimentally - प्रायोगिक रूप से

sauces - ढिठाई, चटनी, रूखा व्यवहार, सौस

versification - छंद रचना

"Good-bye."

"Au revoir." And, with a wave of the hand, Reginald left the room.

au - almost uncirculated

wave - लहरें

When the door had closed behind him, Ernest's thoughts took a more serious turn. The tone of light bantering in which the preceding conversation had taken place had been assumed on his part. For the last few weeks evil dreams had tortured his sleep and cast their shadow upon his waking hours. They had ever increased in reality, in intensity and in hideousness.

preceding - आगे करना, आगे करना

hideousness - being hideous

Even now he could see the long, tapering fingers that every night were groping in the windings of his brain. It was a well-formed, manicured hand that seemed to reach under his skull, carefully feeling its way through the myriad convolutions where thought resides.

tapering - कमी होना, (taper) कमी होना

groping - टटोलना, ज़बर्दस्ती छूना

manicured - नख प्रसाधन करना, नख प्रसाधन

skull - खोपड़ी, कपाल

carefully - सावधानी से, विचारपूर्वक

convolutions - घुमाव, पेच

resides - होना, रहना

And, oh, the agony of it all! A human mind is not a thing of stone, but alive, horribly alive to pain. What was it those fingers sought, what mysterious treasures, what jewels hidden in the under-layer of his consciousness? His brain was like a human gold-mine, quaking under the blow of the pick and the tread of the miner. The miner! Ah, the miner!

alive - जीवित, सजीव, ज़िंदा, जीता

layer - परत, अण्डा देने वाली मुर्गी

quaking - काँपता हुआ

pick - उकसाना, खाना, हटाना, चयन, खोदना

Miner - खनिक, खदान में काम करने वाला

Ceaselessly, thoroughly, relentlessly, he opened vein after vein and wrested untold riches from the quivering ground; but each vein was a live vein and each nugget of gold a thought!

ceaselessly - निरंतर

thoroughly - पूर्ण, अच्छी तरह से

relentlessly - लगातार, निष्ठुर ढंग से

vein - शिरा

wrested - छीन लेना, झटके से छीन लेना

untold - अवर्णित, अकथित, अनकहा/न कहा हुआ

nugget - अंश, धातु का डला

No wonder the boy was a nervous wreck. Whenever a tremulous nascent idea was formulating itself, the dream-hand clutched it and took it away, brutally severing the fine threads that bind thought to thought. And when the morning came, how his head ached! It was not an acute pain, but dull, heavy, incessant.

tremulous - काँपता हुआ

nascent - उदीयमान, शुरूआती स्तर पर

formulating - निरूपित करना, निरूपित करना

clutched - क्लच, अण्डो का समुच्चय

brutally - निर्दयता से, क्रूरता से

severing - पूर्णतया संबंध विच्छेद कर लेना

bind - छांदना

ached - तरसना, दर्द, तकलीफ़ देना

acute - अत्यधिक, नुकीला, कुशाग्र, पैना

These sensations, Ernest frequently told himself, were morbid fancies. But then, the monomaniac who imagines that his arms have been mangled or cut from his body, might as well be without arms. Mind can annihilate obstacles. It can also create them.

sensations - संवेदना, उत्तेजना, जोश, ज्ञान

monomaniac - मोनोमैनियक

mangled - बिगाड़ना, क्षत विक्षत करना

obstacles - अवरोध, रुकावट, अवरोध/अटकाव

Psychology was no unfamiliar ground to Ernest, and it was not difficult for him to seek in some casual suggestion an explanation for his delusion, the fixed notion that haunted him day and night. But he also realized that to explain a phenomenon is not to explain it away.

unfamiliar - अपरिचित, अनभिज्ञ, अल्पश्रुत

casual - आकस्मिक, लापरवाह, बेढंगा

notion - इच्छा, धारणा, विचार

realized - प्राप्त करना, समझना

The man who analyses his emotions cannot wholly escape them, and the shadow of fear-primal, inexplicable fear-may darken at moments of weakness the life of the subtlest psychologist and the clearest thinker.

analyses - विश्लेषण, समीक्षा

inexplicable - दुरूह, व्याख्या न करने योग्य

darken - अँधेरा होना[करना], गहराना

subtlest - हल्का, जटिल, कुशाग्र, तीक्ष्ण

clearest - बताना, दूर करना, पूरा करना

thinker - विचारक

He had never spoken to Reginald of his terrible nightmares. Coming on the heel of the fancy that he, Ernest, had written "The Princess With the Yellow Veil," a fancy that, by the way, had again possessed him of late, this new delusion would certainly arouse suspicion as to his sanity in Reginald's mind. He would probably send him to a sanitarium; he certainly would not keep him in the house.

nightmares - भयावह अनुभव, द, दुःस्वप्न

heel - एड़ी

Beneficence itself in all other things, his host was not to be trifled with in any matter that interfered with his work. He would act swiftly and without mercy.

beneficence - दान, परोपकार, खैरात, उपकार

trifled - क्षुद्र धनराशि, छोटी सी बात

interfered - बीच मेँ पड़ना, बाधा डालना

act - कार्य, प्रदर्शन, करना

mercy - दया, करुणा

For the first time in many days Ernest thought of Abel Felton. Poor boy! What had become of him after he had been turned from the house? He would not wait for any one to tell him to pack his bundle. But then, that was impossible; Reginald was fond of him.

pack - पोटली

bundle - गठरी, गड्डी

fond - प्रिय

Suddenly Ernest's meditations were interrupted by a noise at the outer door. A key was turned in the lock. It must be he-but why so soon? What could have brought him back at this hour? He opened the door and went out into the hall to see what had happened.

meditations - ध्यान, विचार, चिंतन, तपस्या

turned in - दाखिल कर दिया

lock - ताला

The figure that he beheld was certainly not the person expected, but a woman, from whose shoulders a theatre-cloak fell in graceful folds,-probably a visitor for Reginald. Ernest was about to withdraw discreetly, when the electric light that was burning in the hallway fell upon her face and illumined it.

beheld - निहारना

shoulders - कन्धा, आगे बढना, पहाड़

cloak - चोग़ा

folds - मिलाना, मोड़ना, भेड़ों का बाड़ा

withdraw - हटाना

discreetly - सावधानी से, सावधानी से

hallway - ड्योडी, गलियारा, प्रवेश कक्ष

Then indeed surprise overcame him. "Ethel," he cried, "is it you?"

Chapter XXIII

Ernest conducted Ethel Brandenbourg to his room and helped her to remove her cloak.

remove - हटाना, अलग करना

While he was placing the garment upon the back of a chair, she slipped a little key into her hand-bag. He looked at her with a question in his eyes.

"Yes," she replied, "I kept the key; but I had not dreamed that I would ever again cross this threshold."

Meanwhile it had grown quite dark. The reflection of the street lanterns without dimly lit the room, and through the twilight fantastic shadows seemed to dance.

lanterns - लालटेन

twilight - सांझ, शफक

The perfume of her hair pervaded the room and filled the boy's heart with romance. Tenderness long suppressed called with a thousand voices. The hour, the strangeness and unexpectedness of her visit, perhaps even a boy's pardonable vanity, roused passion from its slumbers and once again wrought in Ernest's soul the miracle of love.

pervaded - व्याप्त होना, में व्याप्त होना

romance - प्रेम लीला

strangeness - अनभिज्ञता, अजनबीपन

unexpectedness - अनपेक्षितता, अप्रत्याशितता

pardonable - क्षम्य, क्षमा के योग्य

vanity - दिखावा, निरर्थकता, घमण्ड

slumbers - सोना, अल्पनिद्रा, नींद

miracle - चमत्कार, कौतुक, कमाल

His arm encircled her neck and his lips stammered blind, sweet, crazy and caressing things.

neck - गरदन

stammered - हकलाहट, हकलाना, तोतलाना

crazy - पागल, दीवाना

caressing - - सुलझाना, (cares) - सुलझाना

"Turn on the light," she pleaded.

pleaded - वकालत करना, समर्थन में बोलना

"You were not always so cruel."

"No matter, I have not come to speak of love."

"Why, then, have you come?"

Ernest felt a little awkward, disappointed, as he uttered these words.

awkward - अनुपयुक्त, भद्दा, तकलीफ़देह

What could have induced her to come to his rooms? He loosened his hold on her and did as she asked.

induced - लाना, प्रेरित करना

loosened - ढीला करना

How pale she looked in the light, how beautiful! Surely, she had sorrowed for him; but why had she not answered his letter? Yes, why?

looked in - देखा

sorrowed - शोक करना, दुःखी होना

"Your letter?" She smiled a little sadly. "Surely you did not expect me to answer that?"

"Why not?" He had again approached her and his lips were close to hers. "Why not? I have yearned for you. I love you."

yearned - तरसना, इच्छा करना, तड़पना

His breath intoxicated her; it was like a subtle perfume. Still she did not yield.

intoxicated - नशे में लाना, उन्मत्त करना

"You love me now-you did not love me then. The music of your words was cold-machine-made, strained and superficial. I shall not answer, I told myself: in his heart he has forgotten you. I did not then realise that a dangerous force had possessed your life and crushed in your mind every image but its own."

crushed - चूर चूर करना, दबाना, जमघट

"I don't understand."

"Do you think I would have come here if it were a light matter? No, I tell you, it is a matter of life and death to you, at least as an artist."

"What do you mean by that?"

"Have you done a stroke of work since I last saw you?"

"Yes, let me see, surely, magazine articles and a poem."

"That is not what I want to know. Have you accomplished anything big? Have you grown since this summer? How about your novel?"

"I-I have almost finished it in my mind, but I have found No chance to begin with the actual writing. I was sick of late, very sick."

No chance - कोई संभावना नहीं

No doubt of it! His face was pinched and pale, and the lines about the mouth were curiously contorted, like those of a man suffering from a painful internal disease.

pinched - काटना, चुराना, चिकोटी काटना

contorted - ऐंठना, रूप बिगाड़ना, विकृत करना

painful - भद्दा, कठिन, दर्दीला, दुःखी

internal - भीतरी, आंतरिक, गोपनीय, घरेलू

"Tell me," she ventured, "do you ever miss anything?"

"Do you mean-are there thieves?"

thieves - चुराना[अनौपचारिक], चुराना

"Thieves! Against thieves one can protect oneself."

thieves - चोर, चौर

protect - रक्षा करना

oneself - स्वयं, ख़ुद

He stared at her wildly, half-frightened, in anticipation of some dreadful revelation. His dream! His dream! That hand! Could it be more than a dream? God! His lips quivered.

wildly - शिष्टाचारहीनतः, अशिष्टतः

frightened - भयभीत करना, डराना, भयभीत करना

anticipation - पुर्वानुमान, पहले से ही

dreadful - भद्दा, शोचनीय, डरावना, विकट

Ethel observed his agitation and continued more quietly, but with the same insistence: "Have you ever had ideas, plans that you began without having strength to complete them? Have you had glimpses of vocal visions that seemed to vanish no sooner than seen? Did it ever seem to you as if some mysterious and superior will brutally interfered with the workings of your brain?"

insistence - आग्रह

glimpses - झलक, झाँकी

visions - दृश्य, झलक, दृष्टि

vanish - ओझल हो जाना, समाप्त हो जाना

superior - उत्कृष्ट, अच्छा, श्रेष्ठ, उच्च

workings - कार्य, कामचलाऊ, तर्कसंगत

Did it seem so to him! He himself could not have stated more plainly the experience of the last few months. Each word fell from her lips like the blow of a hammer. Shivering, he put his arm around her, seeking solace, not love. This time she did not repulse him and, trustingly, as a child confides to his mother, he depicted to her the suffering that harrowed his life and made it a hell.

stated - बताना, व्यक्त करना

hammer - हथौड़ा, (ham)

seeking - कोशिश करना, की कोशिश करना

repulse - हटा देना

trustingly - विश्वासपूर्वक

confides - बताना, सौंपना, गुप्त बात बताना

depicted - दर्शाना, चित्रित करना

harrowed - हेंगा फेरना, हेंगा

As she listened, indignation clouded her forehead, while rising tears of anger and of love weighed down her lashes. She could bear the pitiful sight no longer.

rising - आने वाला, बढ़ता हुआ, उत्प्रवण

weighed - विचार करना, उठाना, नापना

pitiful - दयनीय, दीन

"Child," she cried, "do you know who your tormentor is?"

tormentor - अत्याचारी, मंच की आड़, उत्पीड़क

And like a flash the truth passed from her to him. A sudden intimation told him what her words had still concealed.

intimation - सूचना, संकेत, इत्तला

"Don't! For Christ's sake, do not pronounce his name!" he sobbed. "Do not breathe it. I could not endure it. I should go mad."

Christ - ईसा, ईसा मसीह, ईसा मसीह

sake - के लिये

pronounce - सुनाना

go mad - पागल हो जाओ

Chapter XXIV

Very quietly, with difficulty restraining her own emotion so as not to excite him further, Ethel had related to Ernest the story of her remarkable interview with Reginald Clarke. In the long silence that ensued, the wings of his soul brushed against hers for the first time, and Love by a thousand tender chains of common suffering welded their beings into one.

restraining - रोकना, नियन्ट्रित करना

related - बताना, वर्णन करना, संबंध रखना

welded - पीतरंजक पादप, जोड़ना, झालना, झाल

Caressingly the ivory of her fingers passed through the gold of his hair and over his brow, as if to banish the demon-eyes that stared at him across the hideous spaces of the past. In a rush a thousand incidents came back to him, mute witnesses of a damning truth.

ivory - हाथीदांत, हाथी दांत, गजदन्त

banish - निर्वासित करना, निकाल देना

demon - दानव, दैत्य, देव, शैतान

witnesses - करना, गवाह, प्रमाण, गवाह होना

damning - बहुत, बहुत ही, धिक्कारना

His play, the dreams that tormented him, his own inability to concentrate his mind upon his novel which hitherto he had ascribed to nervous disease-all, piling fact on fact, became one monstrous monument of Reginald Clarke's crime. At last Ernest understood the parting words of Abel Felton and the look in Ethel's eye on the night when he had first linked his fate with the other man's.

tormented - सताना, मुसीबत, अभिशाप, यातना

hitherto - अब तक, अभी तक

ascribed - देना, के लिए उत्तरदायी ठहराना

piling - A structural support

monument - स्मारक

crime - अपराध, जुर्म

Walkham's experience, too, and Reginald's remarks on the busts of Shakespeare and Balzac unmistakably pointed toward the new and horrible spectre that Ethel's revelation had raised in place of his host.

remarks - करना, ध्यान, प्रतिक्रिया

unmistakably - सुस्पष्टता से, स्पष्टतः

spectre - भूत, प्रेत, काली छाया

And then, again, the other Reginald appeared, crowned with the lyric wreath. From his lips golden cadences fell, sweeter than the smell of many flowers or the sound of a silver bell. He was once more the divine master, whose godlike features bore no trace of malice and who had raised him to a place very near his heart.

sweeter - स्वादिष्ट, मधुर, मिठाई, सुगंधित

godlike - देव तुल्य, देव तुल्य

"No," he cried, "it is impossible. It's all a dream, a horrible nightmare."

nightmare - दुःस्वप्न, कुस्वप्न

"But he has himself confessed it," she interjected.

"Perhaps he has spoken in symbols. We all absorb to some extent other men's ideas, without robbing them and wrecking their thought-life. Reginald may be unscrupulous in the use of his power of impressing upon others the stamp of his master-mind. So was Shakespeare. No, no, no!

robbing - छीनना, छीन लेना, वंचित करना

wrecking - विध्वंस

unscrupulous - अनैतिक

You are mistaken; we were both deluded for the moment by his picturesque account of a common, not even a discreditable, fact. He may himself have played with the idea, but surely he cannot have been serious."

are mistaken - गलत है

deluded - धोखा देना, धोखा देना

picturesque - सुरम्य, चित्रवत सुंदर

discreditable - लज्जाजनक

"And your own experience, and Abel Felton's and mine-can they, too, be dismissed with a shrug of the shoulder?"

dismissed - अस्वीकार करना, निकाल देना

shrug - कंधे उचकाना, कंधे उचकाना

"But, come to think of it, the whole theory seems absurd. It is unscientific. It is not even a case of mesmerism. If he had said that he hypnotised his victims, the matter would assume a totally different aspect. I admit that something is wrong somewhere, and that the home of Reginald Clarke is no healthful abode for me.

absurd - निरर्थक, बेतुका, असंगत

unscientific - अवैज्ञानिक

mesmerism - मेस्मरिज्म

hypnotised - सम्मोहित करना

victims - शिकार व्यक्ति, पीड़ित, बलि

assume - समझना, रूप धारण करना, मानना

aspect - दृष्टिकोण, गुण, रूप, पहलू, रूख

But you must also remember that probably we are both unstrung to the point of hysteria."

unstrung - तार निकालना

hysteria - हिस्टीरिया

But to Ethel his words carried no conviction.

"You are still under his spell," she cried, anxiously.

anxiously - चिंतित होकर, उदवेग से

A little shaken in his confidence, Ernest resumed: "Reginald is utterly incapable of such an action, even granting that he possessed the terrible power of which you speak. A man of his splendid resources, a literary Midas at whose very touch every word turns into gold, is under no necessity to prey on the thoughts of others. Circumstances, I admit, are suspicious.

confidence - विश्वास

granting - स्वीकार करना, देना, अनुदान

resources - सहारा, स्रोत, साधन, सम्पत्ति

Midas - Greek mythology

turns into - में अनुवाद होता है

circumstances - दशा/अवस्था, स्थिति, परिस्थिति

suspicious - संदेहशील, सन्देह जनक

But in the light of common day this fanciful theory shrivels into nothing. Any court of law would reject our evidence as madness. It is too utterly fantastic, utterly alien to any human experience."

shrivels - कुम्हलाना, मुरझाना

evidence - साक्ष्य, प्रमाण, सबूत

"Is it though?" Ethel replied with peculiar intonation.

"Why, what do you mean?"

"Surely," she answered, "you must know that in the legends of every nation we read of men and women who were called vampires. They are beings, not always wholly evil, whom every night some mysterious impulse leads to steal into unguarded bedchambers, to suck the blood of the sleepers and then, having waxed strong on the life of their victims, cautiously to retreat.

legends - आलेख, अपूर्व कहानी, दन्तकथा

nation - राष्ट्र

vampires - रक्तचूषक

unguarded - अरक्षित, असावधान, विचारहीन

bedchambers - शयनकक्ष

suck - चूसना

sleepers - अनपेक्षित प्राप्तकर्ताआ

waxed - मोम, बढ़ना, मोम से पालिश करना

retreat - पुन: सीखना

Thence comes it that their lips are very red. It is even said that they can find no rest in the grave, but return to their former haunts long after they are believed to be dead. Those whom they visit, however, pine away for no apparent reason. The physicians shake their wise heads and speak of consumption.

thence - वहाँ से

pine away - विकृत हो जाना

physicians - चिकित्सकअ, चिकित्सक/वैद्य

wise - अक्लमंद

consumption - खपत, मिलाना, संयोग

But sometimes, ancient chronicles assure us, the people's suspicions were aroused, and under the leadership of a good priest they went in solemn procession to the graves of the persons suspected. And on opening the tombs it was found that their coffins had rotted away and the flowers in their hair were black.

ancient - प्राचीन

Chronicles - लिपिबद्ध करना, लिपिबद्ध करना

suspicions - खटका, अविश्वास, पुट, शक, संदेह

leadership - नेतृत्व, नेतालोग

solemn - शान्त, पवित्र, समारोही, गंभीर

procession - शोभायाट्रा, याट्रा का व्यक्ति

graves - महत्त्वपूर्ण, महत्वपूर्ण, खोदना

suspected - समझना, लगना, क्षतिग्रस्त

tombs - कब्र, समाधि

coffins - ताबूत

rotted - सड़ाना, सड़ना

But their bodies were white and whole; through no empty sockets crept the vermin, and their sucking lips were still moist with a little blood."

empty - रिक्त, छूछा, ख़ाली

sockets - सकेट, कोटर

vermin - बदमाश, कीड़े मकोड़े, नाशक जीव

moist - नम

Ernest was carried away in spite of himself by her account, which vividly resembled his own experience. Still he would not give in.

carried away - उतर गया

vividly - सजीव ढंग से

give in - स्वीकार करना

"All this is impressive. I admit it is very impressive. But you yourself speak of such stories as legends. They are unfounded upon any tangible fact, and you cannot expect a man schooled in modern sciences to admit, as having any possible bearing upon his life, the crude belief of the Middle Ages!"

impressive - प्रभावशाली

unfounded - बेबुनियाद, निराधार

belief - विश्वास, धारणा

Middle Ages - मध्ययुग

"Why not?" she responded. "Our scientists have proved true the wildest theories of medićval scholars. The transmutation of metals seems to-day no longer an idle speculation, and radium has transformed into potential reality the dream of perpetual motion. The fundamental notions of mathematics are being undermined.

proved - प्रमाणित करना, परखना

theories - सिद्धांत, सिद्धान्त, परिकल्पना

scholars - विद्वान, शोध छात्र, शोध छात्र

transmutation - परिवर्तन, तत्त्वांतरण, रूपांतर

metals - धातु, रेल की पटरी, पिघला कांच

speculation - सट्टेबाज़ी, विचार, चिंतन

fundamental - प्रमुख, मुख्य, मूल

notions - इच्छा, धारणा, विचार

undermined - खोखला कर देना, दुर्बल बना देना

One school of philosophers claims that the number of angles in a triangle is equal to more than two right angles; another propounds that it is less. Even great scientists who have studied the soul of nature are turning to spiritism. The world is overcoming the shallow scepticism of the nineteenth century. Life has become once more wonderful and very mysterious.

philosophers - दार्शनिक/तत्त्वज्ञ, दार्शनिक

claims - दावा करना, का पात्र होना, लेना

angles - दृष्टिकोण, कोण, कोना

triangle - त्रिकोण, त्रिभुज

propounds - प्रस्तुत करना

spiritism - अध्यात्मवाद, प्रेतविधा

Overcoming - हराना, पराजित करना

shallow - हल्की, उथला हो जाना

scepticism - संशयवाद, अविश्वास

nineteenth - उन्नीसवाँ

But it also seems that, with the miracles of the old days, their terrors, their nightmares and their monsters have come back in a modern guise."

miracles - काशिफ, चमत्कार

terrors - , भय, उपद्रवी, दहशत, उन्माद

guise - वेष, बाह्य रूप

Ernest became even more thoughtful. "Yes," he observed, "there is something in what you say." Then, pacing the room nervously, he exclaimed: "And still I find it impossible to believe your explanation. Reginald a vampire! It seems so ludicrous.

more thoughtful - अधिक विचारशील

pacing - की अनुमति से, कदम, प्रगति, गति

ludicrous - बेतुका, हास्यास्पद, उपहासपूर्ण

If you had told me that such creatures exist somewhere, far away, I might have discussed the matter; but in this great city, in the shadow of the Flatiron Building-no!"

flatiron - फ्लैटआयरन

She replied with warmth: "Yet they exist-always have existed. Not only in the Middle Ages, but at all times and in all regions. There is no nation but has some record of them, in one form or another.

warmth - जोश, गर्मी, मिट्रभाव

existed - होना, रहना, जीवित रहना

regions - क्षेत्र, प्रदेश, प्रदेश क्षेत्र

record - सरकारी कागज

And don't you think if we find a thought, no matter how absurd it may seem to us, that has ever occupied the minds of men-if we find, I say, such a perennially recurrent thought, are we not justified in assuming that it must have some basis in the actual experience of mankind?"

perennially - शाश्वत रूप से, पूरे वर्ष

recurrent - आवर्ती, पुनरावर्ती

justified - कारण दिखाना, ब्यौरा देना

assuming - धृष्ट, ढीठ, (assume)

basis - आधार

mankind - मानवता, आदमज़ाद, मानवजाति

Ernest's brow became very clouded, and infinite numbers of hidden premature wrinkles began to show. How wan he looked and how frail! He was as one lost in a labyrinth in which he saw no light, convinced against his will, or rather, against his scientific conviction, that she was not wholly mistaken.

premature - असामयिक, असमय, अकाल, अपरिपक्व

Convinced - दृढ़ मत होना, विश्वास दिलाना

"Still," he observed triumphantly, "your vampires suck blood; but Reginald, if vampire he be, preys upon the soul. How can a man suck from another man's brain a thing as intangible, as quintessential as thought?"

intangible - अस्पष्ट, अमूर्त

quintessential - सारतात्विक, सर्वोत्कृष्ट

"Ah," she replied, "you forget, thought is more real than blood!"

Chapter XXV

Only three hours had passed since Ethel had startled Ernest from his sombre reveries, but within this brief space their love had matured as if each hour had been a year. The pallor had vanished from his cheeks and the restiveness from his eyes. The intoxication of her presence had rekindled the light of his countenance and given him strength to combat the mighty forces embodied in Reginald Clarke.

reveries - दिवास्वप्न

matured - पका हुआ, पूर्ण विकसित, परिपक्व

restiveness - बेचैनी, तनाव

intoxication - नशा

combat - विरोध करना, युद्ध, युद्ध करना

The child in him had made room for the man. He would not hear of surrendering without a struggle, and Ethel felt sure she might leave his fate in his own hand. Love had lent him a coat of mail. He was warned, and would not succumb. Still she made one more attempt to persuade him to leave the house at once with her.

hear of - सुना है

surrendering - त्याग देना, आत्मसमर्पण

succumb - मरना, परास्त होना, झुक जाना

persuade - मनाना

"I must go now," she said. "Will you not come with me, after all? I am so afraid to think of you still here."

"No, dear," he replied. "I shall not desert my post. I must solve the riddle of this man's life; and if, indeed, he is the thing he seems to be, I shall attempt to wrest from him what he has stolen from me. I speak of my unwritten novel."

desert - वीरान हो जाना

riddle - पहेली

stolen from - चोरी से

"Do not attempt to oppose him openly. You cannot resist him."

oppose - रोकना, मुकाबले पर रखना

openly - खुलेआम

resist - विरोध करना

"Be assured that I shall be on my guard. I have in the last few hours lived through so much that makes life worth living, that I would not wantonly expose myself to any danger. Still, I cannot go without certainty-cannot, if there is some truth in our fears, leave the best of me behind."

assured - निश्चित

guard - रक्षक, पासबान, मुहाफ़िज़

wantonly - निर्दयतापूर्वक

expose - दिखाना, विवरण, प्रकट करना

certainty - यक़ीन, निश्चय

"What are you planning to do?"

"My play-I am sure now that it is mine-I cannot take from him; that is irretrievably lost. He has read it to his circle and prepared for its publication. And, no matter how firmly convinced you or I may be of his strange power, no one would believe our testimony. They would pronounce us mad. Perhaps we are mad!"

publication - प्रकाशन

firmly - मज़बूती से, मज़बूती से

testimony - गवाही

"No; we are not mad; but it is mad for you to stay here," she asserted.

"I shall not stay here one minute longer than is absolutely essential. Within a week I shall have conclusive proof of his guilt or innocence."

absolutely essential - अत्यावश्यक

conclusive - निर्णायक

Proof - प्रमाण, सबूत

innocence - निष्कलुष, निर्मलता, निष्कपटता

"How will you go about it?"

"His writing table-"

"Ah!"

"Yes, perhaps I can discover some note, some indication, some proof-"

"It's a dangerous game."

"I have everything to gain."

"I wish I could stay here with you," she said. "Have you no friend, no one whom you could trust in this delicate matter?"

wish - इच्छा, अभिलाषा, आरज़ू, आरजू

trust - विश्वास, भरोसा

"Why, yes-Jack."

A shadow passed over her face.

passed over - पार किया

"Do you know," she said, "I have a feeling that you care more for him than for me?"

"Nonsense," he said, "he is my friend, you, you-immeasurably more."

immeasurably - in a manner that is not measurable

"Are you still as intimate with him as when I first met you?"

"Not quite; of late a troubling something, like a thin veil, seems to have passed between us. But he will come when I call him. He will not fail me in my hour of need."

troubling - विक्षोभकारी

"When can he be here?"

"In two or three days."

"Meanwhile be very careful. Above all, lock your door at night."

careful - सावधान, सतर्क

"I will not only lock, but barricade it. I shall try with all my power to elucidate this mystery without, however, exposing myself to needless risks."

barricade - रुकावट डालना, रुकावट, मोरचा

elucidate - स्पष्ट करना

exposing - दिखाना, विवरण, प्रकट करना

needless - अनावश्यक, निष्प्रयोजन

risks - जोखिम, ख़तरा, जोखिम उठाना

"I will go, then. Kiss me good-bye."

"May I not take you to the car?"

"You had better not."

At the door she turned back once more. "Write me every day, or call me up on the telephone."

He straightened himself, as if to convince her of his strength. Yet when at last the door had closed behind her, his courage forsook him for a moment. And, if he had not been ashamed to appear a weakling before the woman he loved, who knows if any power on earth could have kept him in that house where from every corner a secret seemed to lurk!

straightened - ठीक करना, सीधा करना

convince - दृढ़ मत होना, विश्वास दिलाना

courage - साहस, हौसला, हिम्मत

forsook - त्याग देना

ashamed - लज्जित, शर्मिन्दा

power on - पावर ऑन

lurk - छिप कर बैठना, छिपा रहना

There was a misgiving, too, in the woman's heart as she left the boy behind,-a prey to the occult power that, seeking expression in multiple activities, has made and unmade emperors, prophets and poets.

misgiving - आशंका, शुबह, (misgive) आशंका

multiple - एकाधिक

unmade - नष्ट करना

emperors - कैसर, सम्राट

prophets - मुहम्मद साहब, भविष्यवक्ता

As she stepped into a street car she saw from afar, as in a vision, the face of Reginald Clarke. It seemed very white and hungry. There was no human kindness in it-only a threat and a sneer.

afar - बहुत दूर तक, दूर से/दूर पर

human kindness - मानवीय दया

threat - धमकी

Chapter XXVI

For over an hour Ernest paced up and down his room, wildly excited by Ethel's revelations. It required an immense amount of self-control for him to pen the following lines to Jack: "I need you. Come."

paced - की अनुमति से, कदम, प्रगति, गति

amount - मात्रा

self-control - (self-control) स्वयं नियंत्रण

After he had entrusted the letter to the hall-boy, a reaction set in and he was able to consider the matter, if not with equanimity, at least with a degree of calmness. The strangest thing to him was that he could not bring himself to hate Reginald, of whose evil influence upon his life he was now firmly convinced.

entrusted - सौंपना, सौंप देना

equanimity - धैर्य, स्वाभाव

calmness - the state of being calm, tranquillity, silence

Here was another shattered idol; but one-like the fragment of a great god-face in the desert-intensely fascinating, even in its ruin. Then yielding to a natural impulse, Ernest looked over his photographs and at once laid hold upon the austere image of his master and friend. No-it was preposterous; there was no evil in this man.

fragment - टुकड़े टुकड़े होना

yielding - स्वीकृति, लचीला, समर्पण, सुनम्य

preposterous - बेतुका, असंगत, हास्यास्पद

There was no trace of malice in this face, the face of a prophet or an inspired madman, a poet. And yet, as he scrutinised the picture closely a curious transformation seemed to take place in the features; a sly little line appeared insinuatingly about Reginald's well-formed mouth, and the serene calm of his Jupiter-head seemed to turn into the sneak smile of a thief.

scrutinised - बारीकी से देखना

closely - ध्यानपूर्वक, घनिष्ठ रूप से

sly - कपटी, धूर्ततापूर्ण, धूर्त

serene - प्रशान्त

Jupiter - बृहस्पति, भृहस्पति

sneak - गुप्त, ले कर चंपत हो जाना

thief - चोर

Nevertheless, Ernest was not afraid. His anxieties had at last assumed definite shape; it was possible now to be on his guard. It is only invisible, incomprehensible fear, crouching upon us from the night, that drives sensitive natures to the verge of madness and transforms stern warriors into cowards.

anxieties - उत्सुकता, चिंता

incomprehensible - दुरूह, अबोधगम्य, अबोध्य

crouching - दुबकना, दुबकने की मुद्रा

sensitive - निजी, दिल को छूने वाला, कोमल

natures - प्रकार, गुण, वर्ग, शक्ति

transforms - बदल देना, बढ़ाना, घटाना, बदलना

stern - कड़ा, कठोर, सख्त

warriors - सैनिक, प्रयुत्सु

cowards - डरपोक, कायर, भीरू, बुज़दील

Ernest realised the necessity of postponing the proposed investigation of Reginald's papers until the morning, as it was now near eleven, and he expected to hear at any moment the sound of his feet at the door. Before retiring he took a number of precautions. Carefully he locked the door to his bedroom and placed a chair in front of it.

postponing - आगे बढाना, स्थगित करना

proposed - प्रस्ताव रखना, प्रस्तुत करना

investigation - अनुसन्धान, जाँच, अन्वेषण

retiring - बाहर निकल जाना, अवकाश लेना

precautions - गर्भनिरोधक उपाय, एहतियात

locked - घोड़ा, गुच्छा, बंद करना, छल्ला

To make doubly sure, he fastened the handle to an exquisite Chinese vase, a gift of Reginald's, that at the least attempt to force an entrance from without would come down with a crash.

doubly - दुगुना, भली भाँति, भली भाँति

fastened - थोपना, अटकाना, निर्धारित करना

handle - मूठ

gift - उपहार, देन, tबख़्शिश, tसौग़ात

entrance - प्रवेश मार्ग, द्वार

crash - धमाका

Then, although sleep seemed out of the question, he went to bed. He had hardly touched the pillow when a leaden weight seemed to fall upon his eyes. The day's commotion had been too much for his delicate frame. by force of habit he pulled the cover over his ear and fell asleep.

pillow - सिरहाना, शिरोपधान

weight - भार

by force - बल से

habit - आदत

cover - कवर

asleep - मृत, सुन्न, सोया हुआ

All night he slept heavily, and the morning was far advanced when a knock at the door that, at first, seemed to come across an immeasurable distance, brought him back to himself. It was Reginald's manservant announcing that breakfast was waiting.

knock - खटखटाना

immeasurable - अपरिमित

manservant - नौकर

announcing - घोषणा, उद्घोषणा करना

Ernest got up and rubbed his eyes. The barricade at the door at once brought back to his mind with startling clearness the events of the previous evening.

rubbed - बाधा, रगड़ना, मिटाना

brought back - वापस लाया

clearness - स्पष्टता, सफाई

previous - पिछला

Everything was as he had left it. Evidently no one had attempted to enter the room while he slept. He could not help smiling at the arrangement which reminded him of his childhood, when he had sought by similar means security from burglars and bogeys. And in the broad daylight Ethel's tales of vampires seemed once more impossible and absurd.

Security - सुरक्षा, ज़ामिन

burglars - चोर, सेंधमार

bogeys - नहाना, हौआ, भूत, प्रेतात्मा

tales - झूठ, कहानी, किस्सा, अफवाह

Still, he had abundant evidence of Reginald's strange influence, and was determined to know the truth before nightfall. Her words, that thought is more real than blood, kept ringing in his ears. If such was the case, he would find evidence of Reginald's intellectual burglaries, and possibly be able to regain a part of his lost self that had been snatched from him by the relentless dream-hand.

abundant - बहुत, प्रचुर

nightfall - साँझ

ringing - गुंजायमान

burglaries - चोरी

Possibly - संभव हो सकना, सम्भवतः, शायद

regain - पुनः प्राप्त करना

snatched from - नेके से उठाया गया

But under no circumstances could he face Reginald in his present state of mind. He was convinced that if in the fleeting vision of a moment the other man's true nature should reveal itself to him, he would be so terribly afraid as to shriek like a maniac. So he dressed particularly slowly in the hope of avoiding an encounter with his host. But fate thwarted this hope.

reveal - बताना, दिखाना, प्रकट करना

Terribly - भद्दा, बहुत ज़्यादा, बहुत

shriek - चीखना, चिल्लाना, ठहाका लगाना

maniac - पागल, सनकी, खब्ती, उन्मत्त

avoiding - रोकना, दूर रहना, टालना, से बचना

encounter - लोहा लेना it=to take iron

thwarted - रोकना, आड़ा तख्ता

Reginald, too, lingered that morning unusually long over his coffee. He was just taking his last sip when Ernest entered the room. His behaviour was of an almost bourgeois kindness. Benevolence fairly beamed from his face. But to the boy's eyes it had assumed a new and sinister expression.

unusually - अप्रायिक रूप से, असमान्यतः

benevolence - भलाई

fairly - पूरी तरह से, ठीक से

beamed - चमक, झलक, प्रकाश विकिरण करना

"You are late this morning, Ernest," he remarked in his mildest manner. "Have you been about town, or writing poetry? Both occupations are equally unhealthy." As he said this he watched the young man with the inscrutable smile that at moments was wont to curl upon his lips.

are late - वे देर हैं

mildest - हल्का, सुहावना, विनम्र, सौम्य

occupations - आक्रमण, धंधा, अधिकार, वास

unhealthy - अस्वस्थ, असाधारण, अस्वास्थ्यकर

curl - मोड़ना, जाना, लपेटना, सिकोड़ना

Ernest had once likened it to the smile of Mona Lisa, but now he detected in it the suavity of the hypocrite and the leer of the criminal.

suavity - विनम्रता, चापलूसीपूर्णता, भद्रता

hypocrite - पाखंडी

leer - कुदृष्टि डालना, (lee) कुदृष्टि डालना

He could not endure it; he could not look upon that face any longer. His feet almost gave way under him, cold sweat gathered on his brow, and he sank on a chair trembling and studiously avoiding the other man's gaze.

gave way - हट गया

sweat - पसीना, स्वेद, प्रस्वेद

sank - घटना, होना, निकालना, गिरना

studiously - ध्यान से, जान बूझ कर

At last Reginald rose to go. It seemed impossible to accuse this splendid impersonation of vigorous manhood of cunning and underhand methods, of plagiarisms and of theft. As he stood there he resembled more than anything a beautiful tiger-cat, a wonderful thing of strength and will-power, indomitable and insatiate. Yet who could tell whether this strength was not, after all, parasitic.

accuse - अभियोग लगाना, दोष लगाना

impersonation - अभिनय करना, पररूपण, छद्मरूपण

vigorous - सशक्त, प्रबल, ओजपूर्ण, ओजस्वी

manhood - लोग, पुरुषत्त्व, मर्दान्गी

cunning - चालाक

underhand - कपटपूर्ण, कपटपूर्ण ढंग से

methods - क्रमबद्ध्ता, पद्धति

theft - चोरी

insatiate - अतृप्य

parasitic - परजीवीजन्य, परजीवी, पराश्रयिक

If Ethel's suspicions were justified, then, indeed, more had been taken from him than he could ever realise. For in that case it was his life-blood that circled in those veins and the fire of his intellect that set those lips aflame!

circled - वृत्त, पंक्ति, घेरना, चक्कर

aflame - लपटों में, लाल, लपटों में

Chapter XXVII

Reginald Clarke had hardly left the room when Ernest hastily rose from his seat. While it was likely that he would remain in undisturbed possession of the apartment the whole morning, the stake at hand was too great to permit of delay.

remain - रहना

undisturbed - अक्षुब्ध, अबाधित, उथल पुथल रहित

delay - देरी करना

Palpitating and a little uncertain, he entered the studio where, scarcely a year ago, Reginald Clarke had bidden him welcome. Nothing had changed there since then; only in Ernest's mind the room had assumed an aspect of evil. The Antinous was there and the Faun and the Christ-head. But their juxtaposition to-day partook of the nature of the blasphemous.

palpitating - धडकना, धड़कना, फड़कना

uncertain - अविश्वसनीय, अनिश्चित, अस्थिर

scarcely - शायद ही, केवल, मुश्किल से

bidden - दाम, प्रयास, आमंट्रित करना

Faun - ग्राम देवता

juxtaposition - निकटता, संसर्ग

partook - भाग लेना, ग्रहण करना

The statues of Shakespeare and Balzac seemed to frown from their pedestals as his fingers were running through Reginald's papers. He brushed against a semblance of Napoleon that was standing on the writing-table, so that it toppled over and made a noise that weirdly re-echoed in the silence of the room.

statues - मूर्ति

frown - त्यौरी चढा़ना

pedestals - स्थान, धानी

semblance - झलक, सादृश्य

toppled - गिरा देना, गिर जाना, लुढ़क जाना

weirdly - अजीब रूप से

echoed - हाँ में हाँ मिलाना, गूँज

At that moment a curious family resemblance between Shakespeare, Balzac, Napoleon-and Reginald, forcibly impressed itself upon his mind. It was the indisputable something that marks those who are chosen to give ultimate expression to some gigantic world-purpose. In Balzac's face it was diffused with kindliness, in that of Napoleon sheer brutality predominated.

resemblance - सादृश्य, समानता

forcibly - ज़ोर, ज़बरदस्ती

indisputable - अविवादास्पद, निर्विवाद

gigantic - बहुत बड़ा

purpose - उद्देश्य, प्रयोजन

diffused - फैला हुआ, व्याप्त होना

kindliness - दयालुता

brutality - पाशविकता, क्रूरता

predominated - प्रबल, प्रधानता होना, हावी होना

The image of one who was said to be the richest man of the world also rose before his eyes. Perhaps it was only the play of his fevered imagination, but he could have sworn that this man's features, too, bore the mark of those unoriginal, great absorptive minds who, for better or for worse, are born to rob and rule.

unoriginal - अमौलिक

rob - लूटना

They seemed to him monsters that know neither justice nor pity, only the law of their being, the law of growth.

justice - न्याय, इनसाफ़

Common weapons would not avail against such forces. Being one, they were stronger than armies; nor could they be overcome in single combat. Stealth, trickery, the outfit of the knave, were legitimate weapons in such a fight. In this case the end justified the means, even if the latter included burglary.

weapons - हथियार, हस्तास्त्र, अस्त्र

avail - लाभ उठाना, लाभ उठाना

armies - समूह, दल, सेना, भीड़

overcome - हराना, पराजित करना

single combat - एकल युद्ध

stealth - गोपनीयता, छुपाव

trickery - दम

outfit - संस्थान, पोशाक, हथियार

knave - दुष्ट, धूर्त, बेईमान, गुलाम

legitimate - कानूनी, वैध, उचित, तर्कसंगत

fight - लडा़ई करना

burglary - चोरी

After a brief and fruitless search of the desk, he attempted to force open a secret drawer, the presence of which he had one day accidentally discovered. He tried a number of keys to no account, and was thinking of giving up his researches for the day until he had procured a skeleton key, when at last the lock gave way.

fruitless - असफल, निष्फल, विफल

force open - बल खोलो

drawer - दराज

accidentally - अचानक, संयोगवश, अचानक ही

researches - फिर खोज करना, अनुसन्धान

procured - प्राप्त करना, दलाली करना

skeleton key - कील कुंजी

The drawer disclosed a large file of manuscript. Ernest paused for a moment to draw breath. The paper rustled under his nervous fingers. And there-at last-his eyes lit upon a bulky bundle that bore this legend: "Leontina, A Novel."

disclosed - बताना, दिखाना, प्रकट करना

file - रेती

bulky - भारी भरकम, बड़ा/2.स्थूल

legend - किंवदंती, अफ़्साना, रिवायत

It was true, then-all, his dream, Reginald's confession. And the house that had opened its doors so kindly to him was the house of a Vampire!

confession - इक़रार, इकरार

Finally curiosity overcame his burning indignation. He attempted to read. The letters seemed to dance before his eyes-his hands trembled.

At last he succeeded. The words that had first rolled over like drunken soldiers now marched before his vision in orderly sequence. He was delighted, then stunned. This was indeed authentic literature, there could be no doubt about it. And it was his. He was still a poet, a great poet. He drew a deep breath. Sudden joy trembled in his heart.

succeeded - कामयाबी हासिल करना

drunken - नशे में धुत्त, नशे में धुत्त

soldiers - सैनिक, सिपाहगिरी करना

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