wallpaper - Tapete; Hintergrundbild, Wallpaper, tapezieren
Charlotte - Charlotte
A colonial mansion, a hereditary estate, I would say a haunted house, and reach the height of romantic felicity"but that would be asking too much of fate!
Colonial - kolonial
mansion - Herrenhaus, Villa, Anwesen
hereditary - vererbt
estate - Nachlass; Stand; Gut, Landgut
haunted house - Spukhaus
reach - erreichen; erzielen, greifen (nach)
height - Höhe; Größe
romantic - romantisch; Romantiker, Romantikerin
Felicity - Felizitas, Felicitas
fate - Schicksal, Los, Geschick
Still I will proudly declare that there is something queer about it.
proudly - stolze, stolz
declare - bekanntmachen, bekanntgeben, deklarieren, ausrufen, aussagen
queer - seltsam; unwohl; schwul, lesbisch, queer, Queers, Homosexueller
Else, why should it be let so cheaply? And why have stood so long untenanted?
cheaply - billig
John laughs at me, of course, but one expects that in marriage.
laughs at - verlacht
expects - erwartet; erwarten, erwarten, erwarten
marriage - Ehe, Heirat, Hochzeit, Eheschließung
John is practical in the extreme. He has no patience with faith, an intense horror of superstition, and he scoffs openly at any talk of things not to be felt and seen and put down in figures.
practical - praktisch; Praktikum
extreme - extrem; Extrem
patience - Geduld
Faith - Glaube; Vertrauen
intense - intensiv; hochgradig
horror - Angst, Furcht, Horror, Grauen
superstition - Aberglaube
scoffs - spottet; Hohn, Spott
openly - offen, öffentlich
figures - Zahlen; Abbildung, Figur, Gestalt, Ziffer, Form
John is a physician, and perhaps"(I would not say it to a living soul, of course, but this is dead paper and a great relief to my mind)"perhaps that is one reason I do not get well faster.
physician - Arzt, Ärztin, Mediziner, Medizinerin
Perhaps - vielleicht, wohl
soul - Inbrunst, Seele, Gefühl, Herz
dead - tot, gestorben, leblos, bewegungslos, regungslos, erstarrt
relief - Erleichterung, Befreiung, Linderung, Unterstützung
mind - Verstand, Geist, Sinn, Bewusstsein, Gedächtnis, Gedanken
You see, he does not believe I am sick!
And what can one do?
If a physician of high standing, and one's own husband, assures friends and relatives that there is really nothing the matter with one but temporary nervous depression"a slight hysterical tendency"what is one to do?
assures - versichert; sichern, versichern
relatives - vergleichsweise, relativ, Verwandter, Blutsverwandter
matter - Materie; Masse, Substanz, Stoff, Angelegenheit, Anlass
temporary - zeitweilig, temporär, vorübergehend, Zeitarbeitskraft
nervous - nervös
depression - Senke; Depression, Abschwung
Slight - geringfügig, leicht, unbedeutend
hysterical - hysterisch
tendency - Tendenz (''not often used in this sense; one would rather use a verb such as " zu (...) neigen" or tendieren'')
My brother is also a physician, and also of high standing, and he says the same thing.
So I take phosphates or phosphites"whichever it is, and tonics, and journeys, and air, and exercise, and am absolutely forbidden to "work" until I am well again.
phosphates - Phosphate; Phosphat
whichever - was auch immer
tonics - Stärkungsmittel, Tonika
absolutely - absolut, durchaus, total, unbedingt
forbidden - Verboten; verbieten, untersagen, verweigern, vorenthalten
Personally, I disagree with their ideas.
personally - persönlich, personaliter
disagree - nicht zustimmen; anderer Meinung sein
Personally, I believe that congenial work, with excitement and change, would do me good.
congenial - sympathisch; gleichgesinnt, wesensgleich, wesensverwandt
excitement - Aufregung, Begeisterung, Spannung, Erregung
But what is one to do?
I did write for a while in spite of them; but it does exhaust me a good deal"having to be so sly about it, or else meet with heavy opposition.
spite - Bosheit; trotz
exhaust - erschöpfen, dezimieren, Auspuff, Abgas, Abluft
deal - Menge, Handel, Teil, Abkommen
sly - schlau, gerissen, listig, verschmitzt
heavy - heftig, schwer, stark (Regen)
opposition - Opposition
I sometimes fancy that in my condition if I had less opposition and more society and stimulus"but John says the very worst thing I can do is to think about my condition, and I confess it always makes me feel bad.
fancy - schick; extravagant, originell
condition - Zustand; Bedingung, Kondition, Voraussetzung, Verfassung
Society - Gesellschaft
stimulus - Anreiz; Auslöseimpuls; Stimulus
confess - gestehen, bekennen, verraten, beichten
So I will let it alone and talk about the house.
alone - allein, einsam, selbst, nur, ausschließlich
The most beautiful place! It is quite alone, standing well back from the road, quite three miles from the village. It makes me think of English places that you read about, for there are hedges and walls and gates that lock, and lots of separate little houses for the gardeners and people.
hedges - Hecken; Hecke
gates - Tor, Flugsteig, Pforte, Schranke
lock - sperren; Schloss
separate - einzeln, getrennt, separat, trennen
gardeners - Gärtner, Gärtnerin
There is a delicious garden! I never saw such a garden"large and shady, full of box-bordered paths, and lined with long grape-covered arbors with seats under them.
such - solch, derartig, so ein
shady - schattig; schattenspendend, Schatten, zwielichtig
bordered - umrandet; Grenze, Rand, Rand, Beet
paths - Wege; Weg, Pfad
grape - Trauben; Traube, Weintraube, Weinbeere
covered - abgedeckt; Deckel, Abdeckung, Deckung, Versteck
arbors - Gartenlauben; Spindel, Holm, Welle, Balken; Laube, Gartenlaube
seats - Sitze; Sitz, Sitzplatz, Sitzgelegenheit, Stuhl, Sitzmöbel
There were greenhouses, too, but they are all broken now.
greenhouses - Gewächshäuser; Gewächshaus
There was some legal trouble, I believe, something about the heirs and co-heirs; anyhow, the place has been empty for years.
legal - juristisch, rechtlich, legal
trouble - Probleme; Ärger; Schwierigkeit; Anstrengung, Bemühung, Mühe
heirs - Erben; Erbe, Erbin, Thronerbe
Co - US-Bundesstaat
anyhow - irgendwie
empty - leer; leeren, entleeren, ausleeren, leer machen
That spoils my ghostliness, I am afraid; but I don't care"there is something strange about the house"I can feel it.
spoils - plündern, ruinieren, verderben, kaputtmachen, verwöhnen
ghostliness - Geisterhaftigkeit
care - kümmern; Sorgfalt, Aufbewahrung, Behandlung
strange - seltsam, sonderbar, komisch, verwunderlich, fremd, ausländisch
I even said so to John one moonlight evening, but he said what I felt was a draught, and shut the window.
moonlight - Mondlicht, Mondschein, Mondenschein
draught - Tiefgang; Spielstein
shut - geschlossen; (to shut) schließen, zumachen
I get unreasonably angry with John sometimes. I'm sure I never used to be so sensitive. I think it is due to this nervous condition.
unreasonably - unangemessen
sensitive - empfindlich, sensibel
due - fällig
But John says if I feel so I shall neglect proper self-control; so I take pains to control myself,"before him, at least,"and that makes me very tired.
shall - sollen
neglect - Vernachlässigung; vernachlässigen, verabsäumen, versäumen
proper - richtig, passend, angemessen, eigentlich, Eigenname
self-control - (self-control) Selbstbeherrschung
pains - Schmerzen; Qual, Stich (Schmerz), Schmerz
myself - mich selbst; mich
I don't like our room a bit. I wanted one downstairs that opened on the piazza and had roses all over the window, and such pretty old-fashioned chintz hangings! but John would not hear of it.
bit - Häppchen, Gebiss, Bit
roses - Rosen; Rosa
old-fashioned - (old-fashioned) altmodisch
chintz - Chintz
hangings - Erhängen; (to hang) hängen, schweben
hear of - hören von
He said there was only one window and not room for two beds, and no near room for him if he took another.
He is very careful and loving, and hardly lets me stir without special direction.
careful - vorsichtig, behutsam, sorgfältig
hardly - hart, rau, kaum
stir - erschüttern, bewegen, sich rühren, verrühren; Aufregung
direction - Richtung; Führung; Regie
I have a schedule prescription for each hour in the day; he takes all care from me, and so I feel basely ungrateful not to value it more.
schedule - Termin, Programm, Zeitplan, planen, ansetzen
prescription - Rezept, Verschreibung, Rechtssetzung, Verjährung
basely - grundlegend
ungrateful - undankbar
value - Wert, Wichtigkeit, Notenwert, Tonwert, Werte, schätzen
He said we came here solely on my account, that I was to have perfect rest and all the air I could get. "Your exercise depends on your strength, my dear," said he, "and your food somewhat on your appetite; but air you can absorb all the time." So we took the nursery, at the top of the house.
solely - nur; einzig und allein; ausschließlich, exklusiv, alleinig
account - Rechnung, Bericht, Rechnung, Konto
rest - Ruhe, Stütze, Lehne, ein Ăśbriges; bleiben, ruhen, ausruhen
depends - abhängt; abhängen, ankommen
strength - Stärke, Kraft, Festigkeit, Mumm
somewhat - etwas, einigermaßen
appetite - Appetit; Begierde, Lust
absorb - absorbieren, aufnehen
nursery - Kinderstube, Kinderzimmer, Kindergarten, Kinderzimmer
top - oben; Oberteil, Spitze, Gipfel, Deckel, Kappe, Oberteil, Topp
It is a big, airy room, the whole floor nearly, with windows that look all ways, and air and sunshine galore. It was nursery first and then playground and gymnasium, I should judge; for the windows are barred for little children, and there are rings and things in the walls.
airy - luftig; belüftet, gelüftet, zugig, umweht
nearly - beinahe, fast
sunshine - Sonnenschein
galore - in Hülle und Fülle; im Überfluss
playground - Spielwiese, Spielplatz, Kinderspielplatz, Schulhof
gymnasium - Sporthalle, Turnhalle, Gymnastikraum, Fitnessstudio
judge - urteilen (nach), richten; Richter, Jurist
barred - verwehrt; Takt; Schankstube; Latte (Sport); Balken, Leiste
rings - Ringe; Ring, Kreis
The paint and paper look as if a boys'school had used it. It is stripped off"the paper"in great patches all around the head of my bed, about as far as I can reach, and in a great place on the other side of the room low down. I never saw a worse paper in my life.
stripped off - (strip off) abreißen (Plakat, Tapete)
patches - notdürftig reparieren, reparieren, einsetzen; Flicken
side - Seite; Flanke, Rand, Mannschaft, Team
low - tief, niedrig, nieder, leise (Stimme); muhen, blöken (Rind)
One of those sprawling flamboyant patterns committing every artistic sin.
those - die; jene
sprawling - ausgedehnt; ausspreizen, grätschen, sich ausbreiten, Wuchern
flamboyant - extravagant, prächtig, üppig, überladen
patterns - Muster
committing - sich zu engagieren; einweisen, einliefern, begehen, verbrechen
artistic - künstlerisch, gestalterisch, kunstvoll
sin - Sünde, sündigen; eine Sünde begehen
It is dull enough to confuse the eye in following, pronounced enough to constantly irritate, and provoke study, and when you follow the lame, uncertain curves for a little distance they suddenly commit suicide"plunge off at outrageous angles, destroy themselves in unheard-of contradictions.
dull - stumpf; fad, langweilig, matt, blöd, blöde
confuse - verwirren, konfundieren, verwechseln, vermischen
pronounced - ausgeprägt; verkünden, aussprechen, pronunzieren, aussprechen
constantly - ständig; regelmäßig; konstant
irritate - reizen, irritieren, ärgern
provoke - provozieren, aufreizen, aufwühlen, aufhetzen
lame - lähmen; lahm
uncertain - unsicher
curves - Kurve, Kurve, Linie, Kurven, biegen, verbiegen
distance - Distanz, Entfernung, Abstand, Ferne, Weite, entfernen
suddenly - plötzlich, urplötzlich
commit suicide - Selbstmord begehen
plunge - stürzen; eintauchen, tauchen
angles - Winkeln; Angel
destroy - zerstören, vernichten
themselves - selbst; sich; sich selber
unheard - ungehört
contradictions - Widersprüche; Widerspruch, Widerspruch, Gegensatz, Widerspruch
The color is repellant, almost revolting; a smouldering, unclean yellow, strangely faded by the slow-turning sunlight.
repellant - abstoßend
almost - fast, beinahe, so gut wie
revolting - revoltieren, Revolte
smouldering - glimmend, schwelend; (smoulder) glimmend, schwelend
unclean - unrein, gemein
strangely - seltsame, merkwürdige
faded - verblasst; verfärben, Ausblendung; verblassen, nachlassen
sunlight - Sonnenlicht
It is a dull yet lurid orange in some places, a sickly sulphur tint in others.
lurid - widerlich; grell; reißerisch
sickly - kränklich
sulphur - Schwefel
tint - färben, tönen; Farbe, Farbton
No wonder the children hated it! I should hate it myself if I had to live in this room long.
wonder - Wunder, Mirakel, wundern
There comes John, and I must put this away,"he hates to have me write a word.
We have been here two weeks, and I haven't felt like writing before, since that first day.
Since - Seit wann; seitdem, seither, weil, da
I am sitting by the window now, up in this atrocious nursery, and there is nothing to hinder my writing as much as I please, save lack of strength.
atrocious - entsetzlich
hinder - behindern, aufhalten, hindern; (hind) behindern, aufhalten
save - retten; erretten; sichern, speichern, sparen, aufbewahren (2)
lack - ermangeln, fehlen
John is away all day, and even some nights when his cases are serious.
cases - Fälle; Gehäuse, Prozess, Kiste, Fach
serious - ernst, seriös, ernsthaft, schwerwiegend
I am glad my case is not serious!
Glad - Erfreut; freudig, froh
case - Fall; Gehäuse, Prozess, Kiste, Fach
But these nervous troubles are dreadfully depressing.
troubles - Probleme; Ärger, Schwierigkeit, Anstrengung, Bemühung, Mühe
dreadfully - furchtbar
depressing - deprimierend; deprimieren
John does not know how much I really suffer. He knows there is no reason to suffer, and that satisfies him.
suffer - leiden; erleiden
satisfies - befriedigt; befriedigen, zufriedenstellen
Of course it is only nervousness. It does weigh on me so not to do my duty in any way!
nervousness - Nervosität, Unruhe
weigh - wiegen, wägen, abwiegen, auswiegen, abwägen, erwägen, lasten
Duty - Die Pflicht; Pflicht; Schicht, Arbeitszeit, Zoll, Einfuhrsteuer
I meant to be such a help to John, such a real rest and comfort, and here I am a comparative burden already!
comfort - Behaglichkeit, Bequemlichkeit, Komfort, Trost, Tröstung
comparative - vergleichend; komparativ; verhältnismäßig, relativ, Höherstufe
burden - Belastung; Refrain, Last, Möller (Hüttenwesen); belasten
Nobody would believe what an effort it is to do what little I am able"to dress and entertain, and order things.
effort - Anstrengung, Aufwand
entertain - jdn. zu Gast haben;bewirten, unterhalten
It is fortunate Mary is so good with the baby. Such a dear baby!
fortunate - glücklich; günstig, verheißungsvoll
Mary - Maria, Maria
And yet I cannot be with him, it makes me so nervous.
I suppose John never was nervous in his life. He laughs at me so about this wallpaper!
suppose - annehmen, vermuten, vermeinen
At first he meant to repaper the room, but afterwards he said that I was letting it get the better of me, and that nothing was worse for a nervous patient than to give way to such fancies.
repaper - umschreiben
patient - geduldig; Patient, Patientin, Kranker, Kranke, Patiens
give way - nachgeben, ich/er/sie wich, weichen, abtreten
fancies - Lust; extravagant, originell
He said that after the wallpaper was changed it would be the heavy bedstead, and then the barred windows, and then that gate at the head of the stairs, and so on.
bedstead - Bettgestell, Bettrahmen
Gate - Tor, Flugsteig, Pforte, Schranke
stairs - Stufe, Treppenstufe, Treppe
"You know the place is doing you good," he said, "and really, dear, I don't care to renovate the house just for a three months'rental."
know the place - Ortskenntnis besitzen, ortskundig sein
renovate - renovieren, erneuern, restaurieren
rental - Vermietung; Verleih
"Then do let us go downstairs," I said, "there are such pretty rooms there."
go downstairs - Treppe hinabgehen
Then he took me in his arms and called me a blessed little goose, and said he would go down cellar if I wished, and have it whitewashed into the bargain.
blessed - gesegnet; selig; (bless); gesegnet; selig
goose - Gans
cellar - Keller
wished - gewollt; Wunsch, wünschen, wünschen
whitewashed - getüncht; Tünche, Zu-null-Sieg, reinwaschen, schönfärben, etwas
into the bargain - noch dazu
But he is right enough about the beds and windows and things.
It is as airy and comfortable a room as any one need wish, and, of course, I would not be so silly as to make him uncomfortable just for a whim.
wish - Wunsch; wünschen
silly - doof, dumm, albern, Dummerchen
uncomfortable - unangenehm; unbequem, ungemütlich, unbehaglich
whim - Laune
I'm really getting quite fond of the big room, all but that horrid paper.
fond - (to be fond of sb/sth) jemanden/etwas gerne mögen
horrid - schrecklich; entsetzlich, grässlich, gräulich, grauenvoll
Out of one window I can see the garden, those mysterious deep-shaded arbors, the riotous old-fashioned flowers, and bushes and gnarly trees.
mysterious - geheimnisvoll; mysteriös; rätselhaft
deep - tief, tiefgründig, dunkel, Tiefe
shaded - schattiert; Maifisch
riotous - tumultuarisch, aufrührerisch, tobend
fashioned - modisch; Mode, Stil, Mode, fertigen, anfertigen
bushes - Büsche; Buchse, Strauch, Busch
gnarly - knorrig
Out of another I get a lovely view of the bay and a little private wharf belonging to the estate. There is a beautiful shaded lane that runs down there from the house. I always fancy I see people walking in these numerous paths and arbors, but John has cautioned me not to give way to fancy in the least.
lovely - schön, hübsch, wunderbar, herrlich
view - Aussicht; Anblick, Ansicht, Aufruf, View, sehen
bay - Erker, Bucht, Gestell, Bellen
private - privat; privat
wharf - Werft; Kai, Wharf
belonging - Zugehörigkeit; gehörend
shaded - schattiert; Schatten, Vorhang, Farbton, schattieren
lane - Fahrspur; Gasse; Spur, Route
runs down - überrennt
numerous - zahlreich, vielzählig
cautioned - gewarnt; Warnung, Vorsicht, Vorsicht, Achtsamkeit, Behutsamkeit
He says that with my imaginative power and habit of story-making a nervous weakness like mine is sure to lead to all manner of excited fancies, and that I ought to use my will and good sense to check the tendency. So I try.
imaginative power - Vorstellungsvermögen
habit - Gepflogenheit, Angewohnheit
weakness - Schwäche, Faible
mine - mein, meiner
lead - führen, anführen, leiten;aus Blei;Aufmacher ;Anschlussdraht , Blei , Führung
manner - Art und Weise; Weise, Manier
sense - Sinn; Gefühl, Verstand, Bedeutung, wahrnehmen, empfinden
I think sometimes that if I were only well enough to write a little it would relieve the press of ideas and rest me.
relieve - Erleichterung; erleichtern; lindern; entlasten; ablösen; seine Notdurft verrichten
press - Presse (Maschine), Presse (Zeitung); drängen, drücken
But I find I get pretty tired when I try.
It is so discouraging not to have any advice and companionship about my work. When I get really well John says we will ask Cousin Henry and Julia down for a long visit; but he says he would as soon put fire-works in my pillow-case as to let me have those stimulating people about now.
discouraging - entmutigend; entmutigen, abschrecken, abraten, abraten von
companionship - Kameradschaft
pillow-case - (pillow-case) Kopfkissenbezug
stimulating - anregend; stimulieren, stimulieren
I wish I could get well faster.
But I must not think about that. This paper looks to me as if it knew what a vicious influence it had!
vicious - bösartig; gewalttätig, destruktiv, grausam, aggressiv, böse
influence - Einfluss; Beeinflussung, Beeinflusser, beeinflussen
There is a recurrent spot where the pattern lolls like a broken neck and two bulbous eyes stare at you upside-down.
recurrent - wiederkehrend
spot - Fleck, Punkt, Pickel, Pustel, Bisschen, Stelle, Ort, Werbespot
pattern - Muster, Schablone, Modell, Struktur, Schnittmuster
lolls - räkeln
broken neck - Genickbruch
bulbous - bauchig; knollenförmig
stare - starren, anstarren
upside - Vorteile; Oberseite; Vorteil, positive Seite, Schokoladenseite
I get positively angry with the impertinence of it and the everlastingness. Up and down and sideways they crawl, and those absurd, unblinking eyes are everywhere. There is one place where two breadths didn't match, and the eyes go all up and down the line, one a little higher than the other.
positively - positiv
impertinence - Unverfrorenheit; Unbedeutendheit, Unerheblichkeit
everlastingness - Unvergänglichkeit; Unendlichkeit
sideways - seitwärts; Seitenweg
crawl - krabbeln; kriechen
absurd - absurd
unblinking - ohne zu blinken
everywhere - überall
breadths - Weiten; Breite
match - Wettkampf, Kampf (Sport), Spiel (Sport); sich messen mit
I never saw so much expression in an inanimate thing before, and we all know how much expression they have! I used to lie awake as a child and get more entertainment and terror out of blank walls and plain furniture than most children could find in a toy-store.
expression - Ausdruck; Redensart, Miene
inanimate - unbelebt, leblos
lie - lügen; (lie down) sich hinlegen
awake - munter, wach; erwachen, aufwachen
entertainment - Unterhaltung
terror - Schrecken, Grauen, schreckliche Furcht, Terror
blank - ausdruckslos; unbeschrieben, unausgefüllt, Lücke, Leerzeichen
plain - unscheinbar, einfach, vollständige, ehrlich
furniture - Möbel
toy - Spielzeug; herumspielen
store - Laden; Lager, Speicher, Vorrat, Lagerbestand, lagern, speichern
I remember what a kindly wink the knobs of our big old bureau used to have, and there was one chair that always seemed like a strong friend.
kindly - freundlich, freundlicherweise, gütig, liebenswürdig
wink - zwinkern, blinzeln, funkeln, zuzwinkern
knobs - Knöpfe; Knopf, Knauf
bureau - Büro; Sekretär, Schreibtisch, Kommode
seemed - schien; scheinen, dünken
I used to feel that if any of the other things looked too fierce I could always hop into that chair and be safe.
fierce - wild, heftig, bedrohlich
hop - tanzen (hüpfen); schwoofen (ugs. tanzen)
safe - sicher, gefahrlos, Tresor, Safe, Geldschrank
The furniture in this room is no worse than inharmonious, however, for we had to bring it all from downstairs. I suppose when this was used as a playroom they had to take the nursery things out, and no wonder! I never saw such ravages as the children have made here.
inharmonious - unharmonisch
playroom - Spielzimmer
ravages - Verwüstungen; verwüsten, zerstören, Verwüstung
The wallpaper, as I said before, is torn off in spots, and it sticketh closer than a brother"they must have had perseverance as well as hatred.
torn off - abgerissen
spots - Flecken; Fleck, Punkt, Fleck, Pickel, Pustel, Bisschen
sticketh - klebt
perseverance - Beharrlichkeit, Ausdauer, Durchhaltevermögen
hatred - Hass
Then the floor is scratched and gouged and splintered, the plaster itself is dug out here and there, and this great heavy bed, which is all we found in the room, looks as if it had been through the wars.
scratched - zerkratzt; kratzen, kratzen, zerkratzen, verkratzen, Kratzer
gouged - gemeißelt; Grabstichel, Hohlbeitel, Hohlmeißel, Stichel, Furche
splintered - abgesplittert; Span, Splitter
plaster - Gips; Salbe, Creme, Putz, Verputz, Stuck
itself - von selbst, von allein, sich selbst
dug out - ausgegraben
wars - Kriege; Krieg, Krieg, Krieg führen, qualifier
But I don't mind it a bit"only the paper.
I don't mind - Meinetwegen!
There comes John's sister. Such a dear girl as she is, and so careful of me! I must not let her find me writing.
She is a perfect, and enthusiastic housekeeper, and hopes for no better profession. I verily believe she thinks it is the writing which made me sick!
enthusiastic - enthusiastisch, begeistert
housekeeper - Haushälterin; Hausfrau; (hired) Haushälterin; (hired) Haushälter
hopes for - erhofft
profession - Bekenntnis; Beruf, Profession, Profess, Gelübde
verily - wahrhaftig; wahrlich; gewiss, natürlich, sicher
But I can write when she is out, and see her a long way off from these windows.
There is one that commands the road, a lovely, shaded, winding road, and one that just looks off over the country. A lovely country, too, full of great elms and velvet meadows.
commands - Befehl, Kommando
winding - (wind) aufspulen, rollen, blasen, aufwickeln
elms - Ulmen; Ulme
velvet - Samt
meadows - Wiesen; Wiese, Weide, Aue
This wallpaper has a kind of sub-pattern in a different shade, a particularly irritating one, for you can only see it in certain lights, and not clearly then.
sub - U-Boot; Unter..
shade - Schatten; Vorhang; Farbton; schattieren
particularly - besonders
irritating - irritierend; reizen, irritieren, ärgern
Certain - gewiss, sicher, irgendein, bestimmt
Clearly - Eindeutig; klar, deutlich
But in the places where it isn't faded, and where the sun is just so, I can see a strange, provoking, formless sort of figure, that seems to sulk about behind that silly and conspicuous front design.
faded - verblasst; Mode, Trend, Modeerscheinung, Fimmel
provoking - provozieren, aufreizen, aufwühlen, aufhetzen, aufpeitschen
formless - formlos
sort - Sortierung, Gattung, Art, Sorte; sortieren, ordnen
figure - Abbildung; Figur; Gestalt; Ziffer; Form
Seems - Scheint; scheinen, dünken
sulk - schmollen
conspicuous - auffallend; auffällig, augenfällig, offensichtlich, sichtbar
There's sister on the stairs!
Well, the Fourth of July is over! The people are gone and I am tired out. John thought it might do me good to see a little company, so we just had mother and Nellie and the children down for a week.
tired out - übernächtigt
Of course I didn't do a thing. Jennie sees to everything now.
But it tired me all the same.
John says if I don't pick up faster he shall send me to Weir Mitchell in the fall.
pick - wählen; Hacke, Pickel, Spitzhacke, Dietrich, pflücken
weir - Wehr; Fischwehr
But I don't want to go there at all. I had a friend who was in his hands once, and she says he is just like John and my brother, only more so!
Besides, it is such an undertaking to go so far.
besides - Außerdem; neben, neben
undertaking - Unternehmung; Unternehmen; (undertake); unternehmen, ausführen
I don't feel as if it was worth while to turn my hand over for anything, and I'm getting dreadfully fretful and querulous.
worth - wert
fretful - unruhig; gereizt, schlechtgelaunt, übelgelaunt, ruhelos
querulous - quengelig
I cry at nothing, and cry most of the time.
cry - weinen; schreien; rufen; Weinen; Schrei
Of course I don't when John is here, or anybody else, but when I am alone.
Anybody - Ist da jemand; jemand, wer
And I am alone a good deal just now. John is kept in town very often by serious cases, and Jennie is good and lets me alone when I want her to.
So I walk a little in the garden or down that lovely lane, sit on the porch under the roses, and lie down up here a good deal.
porch - Vorbau, Vordach, Veranda
I'm getting really fond of the room in spite of the wallpaper. Perhaps because of the wallpaper.
It dwells in my mind so!
dwells - wohnt; leben, verbleiben, wohnen, verweilen
I lie here on this great immovable bed"it is nailed down, I believe"and follow that pattern about by the hour. It is as good as gymnastics, I assure you. I start, we'll say, at the bottom, down in the corner over there where it has not been touched, and I determine for the thousandth time that I will follow that pointless pattern to some sort of a conclusion.
immovable - unbeweglich
nailed - festgenagelt; nageln (derb. koitieren); annageln, Nagel, nageln
gymnastics - gymnastisch, Gymnastik
assure - sichern; versichern
bottom - unten; Boden, Grund, Unterseite, passiv
corner - Ecke, Winkel, in die Enge treiben
touched - berührt; anfassen, berühren, rühren, Berührung, Berührung
determine - bestimmen, eingrenzen, festlegen
thousandth - tausendste; Tausendste; Tausendstel
pointless - stumpf; gegenstandslos, irrelevant, sinnlos, witzlos, zwecklos
conclusion - Schluss, Ende, Abschluss, Ergebnis, Schlussfolgerung
I know a little of the principle of design, and I know this thing was not arranged on any laws of radiation, or alternation, or repetition, or symmetry, or anything else that I ever heard of.
principle - Grundsatz, Prinzip, Naturgesetz
arranged - vereinbart; arrangieren, systematisieren, aufstellen, ordnen
laws - Gesetze; Gesetz, Jura, Rechtswissenschaft
radiation - Strahlung, Radiation, Auffächerung
alternation - Abwechslung; Wechsel, Halbwelle, Wechselbetrieb
repetition - Wiederholung, Wdh(lg). Wiederholung
symmetry - Symmetrie
It is repeated, of course, by the breadths, but not otherwise.
otherwise - sonst
Looked at in one way each breadth stands alone, the bloated curves and flourishes"a kind of "debased Romanesque" with delirium tremens"go waddling up and down in isolated columns of fatuity.
breadth - Weite; Breite
bloated - aufgebläht; schwellen, aufblasen, aufblähen, aufblähen
flourishes - blüht; gedeihen, blühen, spriessen, grünen, sich gut entwickeln
debased - entwürdigt; erniedrigen, entwürdigen, herabsetzen, mindern
Romanesque - Romanisch; romantische
delirium - Delirium, Fieberphantasie, Taumel
waddling - watschelnder, watscheln
isolated - isoliert; isolieren, absondern, abdichten
columns - Spalten; Säule, Spalte, Spalte, Druckspalte, Kolumne, Kolonne
fatuity - Fatuität; Einfältigkeit
But, on the other hand, they connect diagonally, and the sprawling outlines run off in great slanting waves of optic horror, like a lot of wallowing seaweeds in full chase.
connect - verbinden; anschließen
diagonally - diagonal
outlines - Umrisse; Umriss, Kontur, Umriss, Skizze, Skizzierung
slanting - Schräglage; Schräge, Hang, Abhang, schiefe Ebene, Neigung
waves - Wellen; wehen, winken mit, flattern
optic - optisch
wallowing - Schwelgen; (wallow) im Schmutz wälzen; (wallow) Schwelgen; (wallow) im Schmutz wälzen
seaweeds - Seegras; Algen, Tang, Seetang
chase - verfolgtes Wild, Verfolgung; jagen; Jagd (nach)
The whole thing goes horizontally, too, at least it seems so, and I exhaust myself in trying to distinguish the order of its going in that direction.
horizontally - Horizontal
distinguish - unterscheiden; erkennen; auszeichnen
They have used a horizontal breadth for a frieze, and that adds wonderfully to the confusion.
horizontal - horizontal, waagrecht, waagerecht
frieze - Friesisch; Fries
wonderfully - Wunderbar
confusion - Verwirrung, Durcheinander, Konfusion, Verwechslung
There is one end of the room where it is almost intact, and there, when the cross-lights fade and the low sun shines directly upon it, I can almost fancy radiation after all,"the interminable grotesques seem to form around a common centre and rush off in headlong plunges of equal distraction.
intact - unversehrt; intakt
Cross - Kreuz; Kreuzzeichen; Kreuzung; Cross; Flanke; quer; entgegengesetzt
fade - verfärben, Ausblendung; verblassen, nachlassen, verwelken
shines - leuchtet; schimmern, wienern; Schein; putzen (Schuhe)
directly - direkt, gerade, unmittelbar
upon - auf; mit
interminable - unendlich
grotesques - Grotesken; grotesk
Seem - scheinen, dünken
rush - stürzen, drängen, hetzen, rasen; Eile, Andrang
headlong - kopflos; mit dem Kopf zuerst; kopfüber; Hals über Kopf
plunges - stürzt; eintauchen, tauchen
Equal - Gleichberechtigt; gleich; gleichen; Gleichgestellter
Distraction - Ablenkung, Ablenkungsmanöver, Störung, Zerstreuung, Wahnsinn
It makes me tired to follow it. I will take a nap, I guess.
nap - Nickerchen, Schläfchen
I don't know why I should write this.
I don't want to.
I don't feel able.
And I know John would think it absurd. But I must say what I feel and think in some way"it is such a relief!
But the effort is getting to be greater than the relief.
Half the time now I am awfully lazy, and lie down ever so much.
awfully - furchtbar, entsetzlich
lazy - faul
ever so much - recht viel
John says I musn't lose my strength, and has me take cod-liver oil and lots of tonics and things, to say nothing of ale and wine and rare meat.
cod - Kabeljau, Dorsch
oil - ölen; Ă–l
ale - Ale
rare - selten; rar, blutig (Steak)
Dear John! He loves me very dearly, and hates to have me sick. I tried to have a real earnest reasonable talk with him the other day, and tell him how I wish he would let me go and make a visit to Cousin Henry and Julia.
Dearly - Liebevoll; teuer
earnest - ernsthaft; gesetzt, ernst; (earn) ernsthaft; gesetzt, ernst
reasonable - vernünftig
But he said I wasn't able to go, nor able to stand it after I got there; and I did not make out a very good case for myself, for I was crying before I had finished.
wasn - Was
nor - weder noch, auch nicht
crying - Weinen; (cry); weinen; schreien; rufen; Weinen; Schrei
It is getting to be a great effort for me to think straight. Just this nervous weakness, I suppose.
straight - gerade; aufrecht, aufrichtig, offen, ungeschminkt
And dear John gathered me up in his arms, and just carried me upstairs and laid me on the bed, and sat by me and read to me till it tired my head.
gathered - gesammelt; sammeln, versammeln
laid - gelegt; richten (Tisch)
He said I was his darling and his comfort and all he had, and that I must take care of myself for his sake, and keep well.
darling - Liebling, Schatz, Schätzchen
for his sake - seinetwegen
He says no one but myself can help me out of it, that I must use my will and self-control and not let any silly fancies run away with me.
self - Selbst
control - steuern, kontrollieren, regeln, Kontrolle, Kontrollen, Regelung
There's one comfort, the baby is well and happy, and does not have to occupy this nursery with the horrid wallpaper.
occupy - in Anspruch nehmen, belegen, bewohnen, besetzen, okkupieren
If we had not used it that blessed child would have! What a fortunate escape! Why, I wouldn't have a child of mine, an impressionable little thing, live in such a room for worlds.
escape - entgehen, ausweichen, davonkommen, Flucht
impressionable - beeinflussbar
I never thought of it before, but it is lucky that John kept me here after all. I can stand it so much easier than a baby, you see.
lucky - glücklich
Of course I never mention it to them any more,"I am too wise,"but I keep watch of it all the same.
mention - Erwähnung; erwähnen
wise - weise; klug, vernünftig
There are things in that paper that nobody knows but me, or ever will.
Behind that outside pattern the dim shapes get clearer every day.
dim - schummrig; trüb; dämmerig, dunkel
shapes - Zustand, Form, Form, Form, Gestalt, Form
clearer - deutlicher; heller, anschaulichere; (clear); klar, durchsichtig
It is always the same shape, only very numerous.
shape - Zustand, Form, Gestalt, Form
And it is like a woman stooping down and creeping about behind that pattern. I don't like it a bit. I wonder"I begin to think"I wish John would take me away from here!
stooping - Bücken; Buckel, sich beugen
creeping - schleichend; kriechen, schleichen, schleichen, kriechen
It is so hard to talk with John about my case, because he is so wise, and because he loves me so.
But I tried it last night.
Last - letzte, zuletzt, letzter, vorig; dauern, andauern
It was moonlight. The moon shines in all around, just as the sun does.
moon - Mond, Erdtrabant, Erdsatellit
I hate to see it sometimes, it creeps so slowly, and always comes in by one window or another.
creeps - Widerlinge; kriechen, schleichen, schleichen, kriechen
slowly - langsam
John was asleep and I hated to waken him, so I kept still and watched the moonlight on that undulating wallpaper till I felt creepy.
asleep - schlafen, schlafen
waken - wecken
undulating - wogen, schwingen, wellenförmig bewegen, wellen, ondulieren
creepy - kriechend; gruselig, schaurig, schauerlich, unheimlich
The faint figure behind seemed to shake the pattern, just as if she wanted to get out.
faint - leise, schwach, undeutlich, ohnmächtig werden
shake - schütteln, erschüttern, händeschütteln, Schütteln, Milchshake
I got up softly and went to feel and see if the paper did move, and when I came back John was awake.
softly - sachte; leise
"What is it, little girl?" he said. "Don't go walking about like that"you'll get cold."
I thought it was a good time to talk, so I told him that I really was not gaining here, and that I wished he would take me away.
gaining - zu gewinnen; gewinnend
"Why darling!" said he, "our lease will be up in three weeks, and I can't see how to leave before.
lease - Pacht, Miete
"The repairs are not done at home, and I cannot possibly leave town just now. Of course if you were in any danger I could and would, but you really are better, dear, whether you can see it or not. I am a doctor, dear, and I know. You are gaining flesh and color, your appetite is better. I feel really much easier about you."
repairs - Reparaturen; reparieren, instandsetzen, ausbessern
Possibly - vielleicht, eventuell, möglicherweise, negated: unmöglich
danger - Gefahr, Risiko, Bedrohung; (dang); Gefahr, Risiko, Bedrohung
whether - ob
flesh - Fleisch; Haut, Leib, Fruchtfleisch, Fleischfarbe, zunehmen
"I don't weigh a bit more," said I, "nor as much; and my appetite may be better in the evening, when you are here, but it is worse in the morning when you are away."
"Bless her little heart!" said he with a big hug; "she shall be as sick as she pleases! But now let's improve the shining hours by going to sleep, and talk about it in the morning!"
bless - segnen; selig preisen
heart - Herz, Herzstück
hug - Umarmung; umarmen
shining - glänzen; schimmern, wienern; Schein; putzen (Schuhe)
"And you won't go away?" I asked gloomily.
gloomily - düster, finster
"Why, how can I, dear? It is only three weeks more and then we will take a nice little trip of a few days while Jennie is getting the house ready. Really, dear, you are better!"
"Better in body perhaps""I began, and stopped short, for he sat up straight and looked at me with such a stern, reproachful look that I could not say another word.
stern - ernst, Heck
reproachful - vorwurfsvoll
"My darling," said he, "I beg of you, for my sake and for our child's sake, as well as for your own, that you will never for one instant let that idea enter your mind! There is nothing so dangerous, so fascinating, to a temperament like yours. It is a false and foolish fancy. Can you not trust me as a physician when I tell you so?"
beg - Männchen machen; etwas erbitten (von jemandem); bitten (um)
for my sake - meinetwegen
instant - sofort; augenblicklich, tafelfertig, Moment
enter - reingehen, hineingehen, hereingehen, eintreten
fascinating - faszinierend; faszinieren, faszinieren, faszinieren, bezaubern
temperament - Temperament, Charakter, Veranlagung, Stimmung
foolish - dumm, närrisch, töricht
trust - Vertrauen, Hoffnung, Trust, anschreiben
So of course I said no more on that score, and we went to sleep before long. He thought I was asleep first, but I wasn't,"I lay there for hours trying to decide whether that front pattern and the back pattern really did move together or separately.
score - Spielergebnis, Spielstand, Punktzahl, Partitur, anritzen
before long - in kurzem
lay - legen; richten (Tisch)
move together - zusammenrücken [alt], zusammen rücken
separately - getrennt
On a pattern like this, by daylight, there is a lack of sequence, a defiance of law, that is a constant irritant to a normal mind.
daylight - Tageslicht; Tag
sequence - Reihenfolge; Sequenz
defiance - Trotzigkeit; Trotz, Auflehnung, Widerstand, offener Ungehorsam
law - Gesetz, Jura, Rechtswissenschaft
constant - beständig, konstant, regelmäßig, stetig
irritant - irritierend, aufreizend, verwirrend, Ärgernis, Reiz
normal - normal; Normale
The color is hideous enough, and unreliable enough, and infuriating enough, but the pattern is torturing.
hideous - scheußlich; abscheulich
unreliable - unzuverlässig
infuriating - ärgerlich; wütend machen, zur Weißglut bringen
torturing - folternd; (torture); Folter; Tortur; foltern
You think you have mastered it, but just as you get well under way in following, it turns a back somersault and there you are. It slaps you in the face, knocks you down, and tramples upon you. It is like a bad dream.
mastered - gemeistert; Haupt.., Grund, Meister, führend
somersault - einen Purzelbaum schlagen; Salto, Überschlag, Kopsibolter
slaps - Klaps, Schlag, Makeup
knocks - klopft; Klopfen
tramples - trampelt; trampeln, zertrampeln, herumtrampeln
dream - Traum, Wunsch, träumen, wünschen
The outside pattern is a florid arabesque, reminding one of a fungus. If you can imagine a toadstool in joints, an interminable string of toadstools, budding and sprouting in endless convolutions,"why, that is something like it.
arabesque - Arabeske
reminding - erinnern, in Erinnerung bringen
fungus - Pilz
joints - Gelenke; gemeinschaftlich, gemeinsam, gemeinsame, gemeinsamer
string - Schnur; Zeichenkette, String, Saite, auffädeln, einfädeln
toadstools - Fliegenpilze; Giftpilz
budding - angehend, aufkeimend, im Erblühen
sprouting - sprießen; (sprout) Schössling; (sprout) sprießen; (sprout) Schössling
endless - endlos, unbegrenzt, unbeschränkt, unendlich
convolutions - Falten; Windung, Zusammenwicklung
That is, sometimes!
There is one marked peculiarity about this paper, a thing nobody seems to notice but myself, and that is that it changes as the light changes.
marked - markiert; Markus, Markus, Markus
peculiarity - Singularität, Einzigartigkeit, Besonderheit
notice - Bekanntmachung; Benachrichtigung, Mitteilung, Kündigungsfrist
When the sun shoots in through the east window"I always watch for that first long, straight ray"it changes so quickly that I never can quite believe it.
shoots - schießt; Jagd, Spross (Pflanze), Schuss; flitzen (Auto), filmen
ray - Schimmer, Strahl; ausstrahlen
That is why I watch it always.
By moonlight"the moon shines in all night when there is a moon"I wouldn't know it was the same paper.
At night in any kind of light, in twilight, candlelight, lamplight, and worst of all by moonlight, it becomes bars! The outside pattern I mean, and the woman behind it is as plain as can be.
twilight - Dämmerung, Zwielicht, Halbdunkel
candlelight - Kerzenlicht, Kerzenschein
lamplight - Laternenlicht; Lampenlicht
bars - Takt; Schankstube; Latte (Sport); Balken, Leiste, Stange, Strich
I didn't realize for a long time what the thing was that showed behind,"that dim sub-pattern,"but now I am quite sure it is a woman.
realize - verwirklichen, realisieren
By daylight she is subdued, quiet. I fancy it is the pattern that keeps her so still. It is so puzzling. It keeps me quiet by the hour.
subdued - gedämpft; unter Kontrolle bringen, unterwerfen, unterwerfen
puzzling - verwirrend, rätselhaft; (puzzle); Rätsel; Puzzle, Geduldspiel
I lie down ever so much now. John says it is good for me, and to sleep all I can.
Indeed, he started the habit by making me lie down for an hour after each meal.
indeed - tatsächlich; in der Tat, genau, allerdings, checkgewiss
It is a very bad habit, I am convinced, for, you see, I don't sleep.
bad habit - Unsitte , Unart
Convinced - Überzeugt; überzeugen
And that cultivates deceit, for I don't tell them I'm awake,"oh, no!
cultivates - kultiviert; kultivieren, anbauen, kultivieren, pflegen
deceit - Betrügerei, Betrug, Täuschung, Falschheit
The fact is, I am getting a little afraid of John.
He seems very queer sometimes, and even Jennie has an inexplicable look.
inexplicable - unerklärlich
It strikes me occasionally, just as a scientific hypothesis, that perhaps it is the paper!
strikes - Streiks; streichen, schlagen, prägen, streiken, scheinen
Occasionally - gelegentlich
scientific - wissenschaftlich
hypothesis - Hypothese
I have watched John when he did not know I was looking, and come into the room suddenly on the most innocent excuses, and I've caught him several times looking at the paper! And Jennie too. I caught Jennie with her hand on it once.
most innocent - unschuldigste
excuses - Ausreden; entschuldigen, verzeihen, sich entschuldigen
caught - erwischt; Fang, Fang, Haken, Fang, fangen, fangen, einfangen
several - mehrere, einige, verschiedene, checkeinige
She didn't know I was in the room, and when I asked her in a quiet, a very quiet voice, with the most restrained manner possible, what she was doing with the paper she turned around as if she had been caught stealing, and looked quite angry"asked me why I should frighten her so!
voice - Stimme; äußern
restrained - zurückhaltend; zurückhalten
stealing - stehlend, entwendend; (steal); stehlen, entwenden, klauen
frighten - Angst machen, erschrecken, beängstigen
Then she said that the paper stained everything it touched, that she had found yellow smooches on all my clothes and John's, and she wished we would be more careful!
stained - gefärbt; Fleck, Schandfleck, Fleck, beflecken, beizen
smooches - knutschen, schmusen
more careful - reiflichere
Did not that sound innocent? But I know she was studying that pattern, and I am determined that nobody shall find it out but myself!
innocent - rein; unschuldig
determined - bestimmt; bestimmen, eingrenzen, festlegen
Life is very much more exciting now than it used to be. You see I have something more to expect, to look forward to, to watch. I really do eat better, and am more quiet than I was.
more exciting - aufregendere
expect - erwarten
forward - nachsenden, fördern, befördern, versenden, senden; dreist
more quiet - ruhigere
John is so pleased to see me improve! He laughed a little the other day, and said I seemed to be flourishing in spite of my wallpaper.
flourishing - gedeihen, blühen, spriessen, grünen, sich gut entwickeln
I turned it off with a laugh. I had no intention of telling him it was because of the wallpaper"he would make fun of me. He might even want to take me away.
intention - Absicht
make fun - Späße
I don't want to leave now until I have found it out. There is a week more, and I think that will be enough.
I'm feeling ever so much better! I don't sleep much at night, for it is so interesting to watch developments; but I sleep a good deal in the daytime.
developments - Entwicklungen; Entwicklung, Entwicklung
daytime - tagsüber; heller Tag, Tageszeit
In the daytime it is tiresome and perplexing.
tiresome - lästig
perplexing - verwirrend; verwirren
There are always new shoots on the fungus, and new shades of yellow all over it. I cannot keep count of them, though I have tried conscientiously.
shades - Schattierungen; Maifisch
count - rechnen, abzählen, zählen
though - aber; trotzdem, doch, allerdings, obwohl, obgleich
conscientiously - Gewissenhaft
It is the strangest yellow, that wallpaper! It makes me think of all the yellow things I ever saw"not beautiful ones like buttercups, but old foul, bad yellow things.
Strangest - seltsam, sonderbar, komisch, verwunderlich, fremd, seltsam
buttercups - Butterblumen; Hahnenfuß, Butterblume
foul - schmutzig
But there is something else about that paper"the smell! I noticed it the moment we came into the room, but with so much air and sun it was not bad. Now we have had a week of fog and rain, and whether the windows are open or not, the smell is here.
smell - Geruch; Geruchssinn, Riechen, stinken
noticed - bemerkt; Bekanntmachung, Benachrichtigung, Mitteilung
Fog - umnebeln, verschleiern; (dicker) Nebel, Nebel
It creeps all over the house.
I find it hovering in the dining-room, skulking in the parlor, hiding in the hall, lying in wait for me on the stairs.
hovering - schwebend; rütteln, verweilen, zögern, bewegen
dining - Essen; Lärm, Getöse; dröhnen
skulking - herumschleichend, schleichend; (skulk); sich verstecken
parlor - Saloon; Wohnzimmer, Salon, Empfangszimmer, Sprechzimmer
hiding - (to hide) verstecken, verbergen
hall - Flur, Korridor, Diele, Halle, Saal
lying - Lügen; liegend; (lie) Lügen; liegend
It gets into my hair.
Even when I go to ride, if I turn my head suddenly and surprise it"there is that smell!
surprise - Überraschung; Überraschung
Such a peculiar odor, too! I have spent hours in trying to analyze it, to find what it smelled like.
peculiar - eigentümlich; merkwürdig, seltsam
odor - Geruch
analyze - untersuchen; analysieren
smelled - gerochen; Geruch, Geruchssinn, t+Riechen
It is not bad"at first, and very gentle, but quite the subtlest, most enduring odor I ever met.
gentle - liebenswürdig; einfühlsam, sanftmütig, gemächlich, sachte
subtlest - am subtilsten; subtil, fast unmerklich, haarfein, dezent
enduring - ausdauernd; ertragen, aushalten, dulden, von Bestand sein
In this damp weather it is awful. I wake up in the night and find it hanging over me.
damp - feucht; Feuchtigkeit; ersticken, dämpfen
awful - schrecklich, furchtbar, schrecklich (1), checkfurchtbar (1)
hanging over - überhängend
It used to disturb me at first. I thought seriously of burning the house"to reach the smell.
disturb - stören
seriously - ernst, ernsthaft
burning - Verbrennen; brennend; Verbrennung; (burn) Verbrennen; brennend; Verbrennung
But now I am used to it. The only thing I can think of that it is like is the color of the paper! A yellow smell.
There is a Very funny mark on this wall, low down, near the mopboard. A streak that runs round the room. It goes behind every piece of furniture, except the bed, a long, straight, even smooch, as if it had been rubbed over and over.
Very funny - So ein Witzbold! (ironisch)
mark - Markus
mopboard - Scheuerleiste, Sockelleiste
streak - Strähne; Schliere; Später Ginsterspanner; schlieren; flitzen
round - runden; Kontrollgang, Runde, Rundgang, rund
Except - ausnehmen, ausklammern, ausschließen, widersprechen, außer
smooch - knutschen, schmusen
rubbed - gerieben; reiben, reiben, abreiben, sich abreiben
I wonder how it was done and who did it, and what they did it for. Round and round and round"round and round and round"it makes me dizzy!
dizzy - schwindelig, schwindelerregend, schwindlige
I really have discovered something at last.
discovered - entdeckt; entdecken, erleben, erfahren, dabei sein
Through watching so much at night, when it changes so, I have finally found out.
finally - schließlich; endlich; definitiv, checkletztendlich
The front pattern does move"and no wonder! The woman behind shakes it!
shakes - schüttelt; schütteln, erschüttern, schütteln, erschüttern
Sometimes I think there are a great many women behind, and sometimes only one, and she crawls around fast, and her crawling shakes it all over.
crawls - krabbelt; kriechen
crawling - (crawl) krabbeln, kriechen; (crawl) (crawl) krabbeln, kriechen
Then in the very bright spots she keeps still, and in the very shady spots she just takes hold of the bars and shakes them hard.
bright - fröhlich, aufgeweckt, leuchtend, klar, hell
hold - halten; innehaben
And she is all the time trying to climb through. But nobody could climb through that pattern"it strangles so; I think that is why it has so many heads.
strangles - erwürgt; strangulieren, erwürgen
They get through, and then the pattern strangles them off and turns them upside-down, and makes their eyes white!
If those heads were covered or taken off it would not be half so bad.
taken off - abgeflogen
I think that woman gets out in the daytime!
gets out - (get out) aussteigen, herausbekommen
And I'll tell you why"privately"I've seen her!
privately - privat
I can see her out of every one of my windows!
It is the same woman, I know, for she is always creeping, and most women do not creep by daylight.
creep - Fiesling; kriechen; schleichen; Knilch, Widerling
I see her on that long shaded lane, creeping up and down. I see her in those dark grape arbors, creeping all around the garden.
I see her on that long road under the trees, creeping along, and when a carriage comes she hides under the blackberry vines.
along - entlang, längs, weiter
carriage - Kutsche; Gang, Haltung, Wagen, Frachtgeld, Fracht, Fuhrlohn
hides - versteckt; verbergen, verheimlichen, verstecken, verdecken
blackberry - Brombeerstrauch; Brombeere
vines - Reben; Kletterpflanze, Ranke
I don't blame her a bit. It must be very humiliating to be caught creeping by daylight!
blame - jemadem die Schuld zuweisen
humiliating - demütigend; demütigen, beschämen, erniedrigen
be caught - verfangen
I always lock the door when I creep by daylight. I can't do it at night, for I know John would suspect something at once.
I can't do it - Ich kann es nicht machen.
suspect - vermuten; misstrauen; verdächtigen; einen Verdacht haben; Verdächtiger
And John is so queer now, that I don't want to irritate him. I wish he would take another room! Besides, I don't want anybody to get that woman out at night but myself.
I often wonder if I could see her out of all the windows at once.
But, turn as fast as I can, I can only see out of one at one time.
And though I always see her she may be able to creep faster than I can turn!
I have watched her sometimes away off in the open country, creeping as fast as a cloud shadow in a high wind.
cloud - Wolke; verschleiern
shadow - Schatten; beschatten
wind - aufspulen, rollen, blasen, aufwickeln, abspulen
If only that top pattern could be gotten off from the under one! I mean to try it, little by little.
gotten - bekommen
I have found out another funny thing, but I shan't tell it this time! It does not do to trust people too much.
There are only two more days to get this paper off, and I believe John is beginning to notice. I don't like the look in his eyes.
And I heard him ask Jennie a lot of professional questions about me. She had a very good report to give.
professional - Profi, Professioneller, Professionelle, Beruf
She said I slept a good deal in the daytime.
John knows I don't sleep very well at night, for all I'm so quiet!
He asked me all sorts of questions, too, and pretended to be very loving and kind.
sorts - Sorten; Sortierung, Gattung, Art, Sorte; sortieren, ordnen
pretended - vorgetäuscht; vorgeben, prätendieren, vortäuschen, so tun
As if I couldn't see through him!
see through - jdn. durchschauen
Still, I don't wonder he acts so, sleeping under this paper for three months.
acts - Handlungen; Handlung, Tat, Akt, Gesetz
It only interests me, but I feel sure John and Jennie are secretly affected by it.
secretly - heimlich, insgeheim
affected - betroffen; beeinträchtigen, eine Vorliebe haben für, bewohnen
Hurrah! This is the last day, but it is enough. John is to stay in town over night, and won't be out until this evening.
Hurrah - hurra; Hurra
Jennie wanted to sleep with me"the sly thing! but I told her I should undoubtedly rest better for a night all alone.
Undoubtedly - Zweifelsohne; zweifellos
all alone - allein sein, mutterseelenallein
That was clever, for really I wasn't alone a bit! As soon as it was moonlight, and that poor thing began to crawl and shake the pattern, I got up and ran to help her.
clever - geschickt; clever, ausgekocht, patent, klug, gescheit
I pulled and she shook, I shook and she pulled, and before morning we had peeled off yards of that paper.
pulled - gezogen; ziehen, ziehen
shook - geschüttelt; (to shake) erschüttern, schütteln
peeled off - abgeblättert
yards - (der) Yard
A strip about as high as my head and half around the room.
strip - Zeichenketten
And then when the sun came and that awful pattern began to laugh at me I declared I would finish it to-day!
declared - erklärt; bekanntmachen, bekanntgeben, deklarieren, ausrufen
We go away to-morrow, and they are moving all my furniture down again to leave things as they were before.
morrow - morgen; Morgen
Jennie looked at the wall in amazement, but I told her merrily that I did it out of pure spite at the vicious thing.
wall in - einmauern
amazement - Erstaunen; Staunen, Verwunderung
merrily - fröhlich, lustig
pure - bloß, rein
She laughed and said she wouldn't mind doing it herself, but I must not get tired.
get tired - ermüden, müde werden
How she betrayed herself that time!
betrayed - verraten, im Stich lassen, verraten, verraten, verraten
But I am here, and no person touches this paper but me"not alive!
touches - berührt; anfassen, berühren, rühren, Berührung, Berührung
alive - lebendig
She tried to get me out of the room"it was too patent! But I said it was so quiet and empty and clean now that I believed I would lie down again and sleep all I could; and not to wake me even for dinner"I would call when I woke.
patent - Patent
So now she is gone, and the servants are gone, and the things are gone, and there is nothing left but that great bedstead nailed down, with the canvas mattress we found on it.
servants - Diener, Dienerin, Lakai, Kammerdiener, Zofe, Bediensteter
canvas - Leinwand, Segeltuch
mattress - Matratze
We shall sleep downstairs to-night, and take the boat home to-morrow.
I quite enjoy the room, now it is bare again.
bare - knapp, kahl, nackt, bloß; entblößen, abnehmen, freimachen
How those children did tear about here!
tear - zerreißen, ich/er/sie/es riss, riß
This bedstead is fairly gnawed!
fairly - gerecht
gnawed - abgenagt; nagen, kauen, knabbern, nagen, verfolgen, umtreiben
But I must get to work.
I have locked the door and thrown the key down into the front path.
locked - gesperrt; Schloss
thrown - geworfen; Wurf; werfen (du wirfst, er wirft), ich/er/sie würfe
path - Weg, Pfad
I don't want to go out, and I don't want to have anybody come in, till John comes.
I want to astonish him.
astonish - in Erstaunen versetzen; erstaunen
I've got a rope up here that even Jennie did not find. If that woman does get out, and tries to get away, I can tie her!
rope up - anseilen
tie - Unentschieden; zusammenbinden
But I forgot I could not reach far without anything to stand on!
This bed will not move!
I tried to lift and push it until I was lame, and then I got so angry I bit off a little piece at one corner"but it hurt my teeth.
lift - Lüften (Bremse), Lift, Aufzug; fördern, Auftrieb geben, heben
push - schieben, drängen, stoßen
hurt - weh tun, schmerzen, verletzen, quälen, verletzt
Then I peeled off all the paper I could reach standing on the floor. It sticks horribly and the pattern just enjoys it! All those strangled heads and bulbous eyes and waddling fungus growths just shriek with derision!
peeled - geschält; schälen; Schale
sticks - Stöcke; stich!, ich/er/sie stäche, ich/er/sie stach; Schläger
horribly - furchtbar; fürchterlich
strangled - erdrosselt; strangulieren, erwürgen
growths - Wucherungen; Wachstum
shriek - schreien; Kreischen
Derision - Hohn, Spott, Verhöhnung, Verspottung
I am getting angry enough to do something desperate. To jump out of the window would be admirable exercise, but the bars are too strong even to try.
desperate - verzweifelt bemüht, sehnsuchtsvoll verlangend, aussichtslos
jump out - herausspringen
admirable - bewundernswert
Besides I wouldn't do it. Of course not. I know well enough that a step like that is improper and might be misconstrued.
step - treten, treten (du trittst
improper - unangemessen
misconstrued - missverstanden; fehldeuten, falsch deuten, falsch interpretieren
I don't like to look out of the windows even"there are so many of those creeping women, and they creep so fast.
I wonder if they all come out of that wallpaper as I did?
But I am securely fastened now by my well-hidden rope"you don't get me out in the road there!
securely - sicher
fastened - befestigen, festmachen
hidden - versteckt; verbergen, verheimlichen, verstecken, verdecken
rope - Tau, Seil, Strang
I suppose I shall have to get back behind the pattern when it comes night, and that is hard!
It is so pleasant to be out in this great room and creep around as I please!
pleasant - angenehm
I don't want to go outside. I won't, even if Jennie asks me to.
For outside you have to creep on the ground, and everything is green instead of yellow.
ground - Masse (elektrisch); Erdboden, Grund, Boden
instead - stattdessen, anstatt
But here I can creep smoothly on the floor, and my shoulder just fits in that long smooch around the wall, so I cannot lose my way.
smoothly - reibungslos; ruhig, weich
fits - passt; (to be fit) in Form sein
Why, there's John at the door!
It is no use, young man, you can't open it!
How he does call and pound!
Now he's crying for an axe.
axe - Axt, Beil
It would be a shame to break down that beautiful door!
shame - Schamgefühl; Scham, Schande
"John dear!" said I in the gentlest voice, "the key is down by the front steps, under a plantain leaf!"
gentlest - am sanftesten; liebenswürdig, einfühlsam, sanftmütig, sanft
steps - Schritte; treten, treten (du trittst
plantain - Kochbanane, Wegerich
leaf - Blatt, Laubblatt, Platte
That silenced him for a few moments.
silenced - zum Schweigen gebracht; Stille, Schweigen
Then he said"very quietly indeed, "Open the door, my darling!"
quietly - ruhig, leise
"I can't," said I. "The key is down by the front door under a plantain leaf!"
And then I said it again, several times, very gently and slowly, and said it so often that he had to go and see, and he got it, of course, and came in. He stopped short by the door.
gently - sanft
"What is the matter?" he cried. "For God's sake, what are you doing!"
cried - geweint hat; weinen, schreien, schreien, rufen, Weinen
For God's sake - Um Gottes willen!
I kept on creeping just the same, but I looked at him over my shoulder.
"I've got out at last," said I, "in spite of you and Jane! And I've pulled off most of the paper, so you can't put me back!"
Jane - Johanna
Now why should that man have fainted? But he did, and right across my path by the wall, so that I had to creep over him every time!
fainted - in Ohnmacht gefallen; leise, schwach, undeutlich